Maa aur main phir aage badhe aur AC coach se bahar aa gaye… kya hi karte… TT phir wapas mudh gaya ticket check karne… aur maine chain ki saans li…
Hum wahi khade the AC aur sleeper coach ke beech mein… jahan bathroom hote hain… Train full speed mein chal rahi thi…
Par hum wahan bhi akelē nahin the… ek budhau betha tha wahan…
Pata nahin kis dasha mein tha, par aankhon mein kuch ajeeb si jalan thi… jaise sabse khafa ho duniya se. Ek haath mein beedi thi, doosre se apni jhola sambhale baitha tha. Maa ne thoda side ho kar khadi ho gayi, aur main bas chup chap khidki se bahar andhera dekhne laga.
Hawa tez thi, engine ki awaaz sab kuch daba rahi thi… par fir bhi budhau ne bolna start kar diya —
“Ticket nahin mila kya? Ab yehi jagah bachi hai baithne ko…”
Uske andaaz mein wo hi purana railwaala hakkaapan tha, jaise har coach uska baap ka ho.
Maa ne ek baar uski taraf dekha, phir chup ho gayi. Mujhe laga kuch keh du, par fir socha chhod… ab jhagde ka bhi mann nahin tha.
Train ek jhatke se hili, aur hum dono thoda sambhale…
Usi moment budhau ki beedi gir gayi, aur usne gussa mujhpe nikaal diya — “Dekha! Tum logon ke chakkar mein sab barbaad!”
Mujhe bas hasi aa gayi. Socha, yeh bhi apni kahani lekar baitha hai — har coach mein aise hi do–char mil jaate hain.
Bas fir wahi, hawa ka jhonka, raat ka safar, aur maa ke chehre pe thoda thakaan… par aankhon mein ek sukoon tha — jaise sab theek ho jaayega.
Buddhe ne phir baat aage badhai aur bola, “Kahan ja rahi ho?”
Main uski awaaz sun kar hi gussa aa raha tha… TT se jo meri phati thi uska gussa is aadmi mein nikalne ka mann tha — tumse kya?
Wo ekdum bigad gaya — “Kya be bachua… baat nahin karat sahi se?”
Maa bol padi — “Ji nahin, sorry… hum Lucknow ja rahe hain.”
Wo ab maa ko upar se neeche dekha jaise kuch soch raha ho — ek ajeeb si bechaini thi uske chehre par ..dheeme se bola -".arrey tum jaisan toh seat par aram se sote hue jaana chahiye kisi ke saath"....
Main hadbad gaya… maa bhi bilkul sann reh gayi…
Buddha baat sambhaal ke bola — “Hum kehat hain, seat hoti to araam se jaati…”
Maa - “Ji…”
Maa ne phir mere thode kareeb aayi aur boli — “Amit… beta tu jata, samaan ka dhyaan rakh… main washroom ho aati hoon… phir sleeper main jaate hain.”
Main - “Haan, aap ho aao…”
Maa ne yeh kehkar suitcase mujhe diya aur aage badh gayi…
Wahan do bathroom the, aamne–saamne. Dono band the, par lag raha tha ek khaali ho.
Maa ne ek darwaaza khola aur andar ghus gayi…
Wo budha jaise is pal ka intezaar kar raha tha, dheere se uth gaya. Uske chehre pe ek ajeeb si muskaan thi, jo andheri raat mein aur bhi zyada khatarnaak lag rahi thi.
Train ke bahar andhera tha, sirf halki si streetlight door door chamak rahi thi.
Raat ke 10:30 baj rahe the, aur usi samay train outer par jaise 2 minute ke liye ruk gayi.
Platform bhi khaali tha, sirf kuch kutte bhonkte hue bhaag rahe the.
Main us aadmi ki har harkat dekh raha tha — uska pair aage badhta, phir rukta, phir mujhe dekhta.
Mujhe laga shayad kuch ulta–seedha soch raha hai.
Mere haath apne aap suitcase ke handle ko aur kas ke pakad liye.
Phir maine man mein bola — “Oye! Idhar hi rehna, samjha?”
Usne kuch nahi bola, bas muskura diya — woh muskuraahat jo aadmi tab karta hai jab dimaag mein kuch galat chal raha hota hai.
Wo buddha utha ...bahut hi baehuda tarike se apne aage ke pyjaame ko kheecha aur apne adhe khade lund ko pakad kar 1-2 second hilaya ..jaise khud ko sukoon de raha ho....
Aur wo phir bade aram se Maa ke bathroom ke aage ..mujhe dekhta hua ...aram se jaakr khada ho gaya
TRain ruki thi… raat ka samay tha… aur har awaaj ek alag hi roshni mein gunj rahi thi, jaise raat bhi hamari khamoshi ka hissa ban gayi ho. Har chanan, har halki si goonj, ek nayi jeevan shakti lekar aa rahi thi.
Maa ne shayad andar jaakar shuru hi kiya tha… hum dono ko hi choodiyan khanne ki aahat sunai di… chana chann… aur phir, jaise koi kapde ke neeche kuch dhire dhire sarkata ho… halki si halsi aahat… phir kuch aur chann chaan… aur is baar halki si payal bhi baji, jaise koi dhire dhire kahin beth raha ho… har awaaj ke saath, raat ka sannata aur gehra hota ja raha tha, ek ajeeb si khumari lekar.
Buddha aur main ab doni hi yeh awaaj sun rahe the… Buddha shayd mere se bhi jyada… uski aankhon mein woh ajeeb si chamak thi, jaise har pal, har harkat uski aankhon ke saamne ghul rahi ho… jaise Maa ne apna nada khola… phir apne pajama ke neeche, apne panty ko apni chudi bhare haathon se neeche srkate hue…
Buddhe ki shakal par ek muskaan thi, aur meri taraf dekh raha tha, jaise keh raha ho… “ Dekh .. Main jaanta hoon ki is samay teri Maa andar kacchi neeche karke bethi hain, har ek chanan ki goonj unke har harkat mein ghul gayi hai…uski jo gaand apni suit main bahar thi..wo gaand andar nangi hain...bas is darwaaje ke us paar"......
Main use dekhkar gussa aa raha tha… aage badhkar usse bolun ki kya natak hai, kyun khada hai waha… par jaise hi main ek kadam aage badha… ek awaaj aayi…
Surrr… surrrr… bahut tej… ek dhaar neeche girti hui… jaise kisi ne kuch der se roka ho aur ab raasta mil gaya ho… dhaar tez thi, ek ajeeb si rahat lekar… jaise har shabd, har shor, raat ke sannate mein ghul kar hamare dil tak utar raha ho…
Wo awaaj sunte hi Buddhe ki aankhein chamak gayi… haath uske pajama ke andar hi chala gaya… usne 2-3 baar apne lund ko jor se masla, phir haath wahi chhod diya… Dheere dheer apne lund ko sehlane laga, masalne laga… jaise har pal ki taqat, har dhadkan, us awaaj mein ghul gayi ho…
Wo dhaar ki awaaj lagataar aa rahi thi… aur shayad kam jagah ki wajah se Maa beth nahi paa rahi thi, isliye uski chudiyan bhi baj rahi thi… har ek chanan, har halki si goonj, raat ke sannate ko aur gahra kar rahi thi… jaise hum sab us pal ka hissa ban gaye ho… har dhadkan, har saans, aur har chanan ...kuch keh rahi ho....