Incest Tum Aisa Kyun Ho
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Subah hui aur main sofe par hi leti hui thi. Meri neend khul gayi thi, bas aise hi leti thi. Subah ho gayi thi par room mein andhera tha. Par halki si roshni yeh ehsaas dila rahi thi ki subah ho chuki hai. Paas hi phone padi thi, par maine phone utha ke time nahi dekha, na hi mera ichchha hua time dekhne ka. Aaj maine Nina ko college jane ke liye uthane nahi gayi. Kyunki aaj Ravivaar hai.
Sabhi kehte hain Ravivaar ki subah sukhad hoti hai. Mard log aaj ke din ghar pe aaram karte hain, aur hum jaise housewives ko aaj thoda ghar ke kaam se chain milta hai. Par mere liye Ravivaar bhi hafte ke har din ki tarah hota hai. Kyunki har din ki tarah Aarav aaj bhi baatein nahi karega. Aise mein Ravivaar kuchh khaas nahi lagta tha mujhe. Upar se Ankur aaj sara din ghar rahega, isliye mera mood aur kharab ho gaya.
Aise hi bas lete rehne se bore ho rahi thi. Maine phone dekha to 7 baj rahe the. Aise hi rehne se accha main jake kuchh kaam kar loon, maine yeh sochte huye uthi. Chadar ko sahi karke rakha, fir bathroom chali gayi.
Fresh hokar, maine mirror ke samne apne chehre ko dekha. Mere chehre pe thakan saaf mujhe dikh rahi thi. Aine mein khud ko dekh ke mera kandha neeche ho gaya, jaise koi bojh mere kandhe pe ho. Yeh thakan kaam ki wajah se nahi thi, aur nahi yeh thakan sharirik kamzori ki wajah se thi. Yeh thakan mere dil ke bojh ki thi, bojh jo chaar saal se mere dil mein hai.Maine aine mein khud ko dekha aur khud se boli.
Main: Ghar ke sirf iss kamre se mujhe nafrat hai. Kyun hoon main iss kamre mein? Mujhe to... mujhe to bagal wale kamre mein hona chahiye tha.
Aisa ek bhayankar khayal mere dil mein aaya. Maine ek gehri saans lete huye khud ko sambhala. Pani ki chhinte muh pe mari jisse mere dil ke bhari bojh ko thodi thandak mile. Apne pallu se chehra poochhte huye bahar aayi.
Mere kadam apne aap Aarav ke kamre ki aur badh rahe the. Jaate huye maine Nina ke kamre ko dekha jo andar se band tha, matlab woh abhi bhi so rahi hai. Mere kadam dheere se Aarav ke darwaze pe thame. Maine haath uthaya darwaza kholne ke liye, par halke se haath lagte hi darwaza khul gaya, andar se khula hi tha.
Main andar ghusi to AC ki thandi hawa mere chehre pe lagi. Aur dekha study table pe light abhi bhi jal rahi thi. Maine sar ghumake side pe dekha to Aarav so raha tha. Usse dekh mere chehre pe muskan aa gayi. Main aage badhi study table ki aur aur khuli kitab ko band kiya.
Main: Bechara padhte-padhte hi so gaya.
Fir meri nazar table ke side pe rakhi hui ek smoke box pe gayi. Dhyan se dekha to usmein aadhi jali-bujhi hui cigarette thi.
Main: Aarav ne abhi tak cigarette nahi chhodi? Mere kehne ke baad bhi nahi?
Ek halka sa gussa mujhe aaya, jo har maa ko aata hai jab woh apne bete ko cigarette peete dekhti hai. Aur yeh laazmi bhi tha. Main bhi unhi mein se thi, mujhe bhi halka gussa aaya tha.
Main: Aise hi chalta raha to Aarav sharaab bhi pine lagega ek din. Nahi, main aisa kabhi hone nahi de sakti. Mujhe usse daantna hoga, usse samjhana hoga.
Maine study table ki lights off ki aur Aarav ke side baith gayi, apni saree theek karte huye. Darwaza khula tha to bahar ki roshni kamre tak aa rahi thi aur seedha Aarav ke chehre par pad rahi thi.
Maine Aarav ko dhyan se dekha. Chadar uski kamar tak thi aur upar usne ek baniyan pehni hui thi. Uska chehra uss roshni mein chamak raha tha. Main kuchh der aise hi usse dekhti rahi.
Main: Sote huye kitna chaan disto maza Aarav, par dekho to abhi bhi wahi rukha-sukha bhav hai chehre pe. Huh, khadoos kahi ka.
Aur main muskurai. Par tabhi mujhe yaad aaya:
Main (mann mein): Arre, main to daantne aayi thi par iske chehre pe kho gayi. Main bhi na... kya jadu kiya hai apni maa pe? Hmm, jo main tumhare shakal dekhte hi sab bhool jati hoon?
Maine muskuraya. Tabhi Aarav ne karwat badli aur doosri taraf muh karke so gaya. Yeh dekh mujhe bura laga. Mere chehre ki muskan ek second mein gayab ho gayi.
Main (mann mein): Neend mein bhi tumne mujhse dooriyan bana li. Kya itni badsurat hoon main? Ya fir... ya mujhse koi durgandh aati hai jiske liye tumne mujhse dooriyan bana li?
Kehte huye meri aankhein nam ho gayi Maine apne aap ko sungha ki koi durgandh to nahi hai mujhme, jo woh yun hi mujhse dur ja raha hai, jo neend mein bhi usne dooriyan bana li. Tabhi
Aarav: Aap itni subah mere kamre mein?
Main: Huh?
Maine Aarav ki awaaz sun ke hairan ho gayi. Mujhe laga tha woh so raha hai.
Main: Tum... tum uth gaye.
Aarav ne iss baar karwat meri taraf badli aur usne mujhe dekha. Usne meri aankhon mein dekha. Drishya kuchh aisa tha ki main Aarav ke bagal mein baithi thi aur Aarav mere side mein leta tha, upar meri taraf dekh raha tha. Kuchh tha uski aankhon mein jo main bas aise usse dekhti rahi thi. Na usne kuchh bola, na maine. Bas woh meri aankhon mein dekh raha tha aur main uski. Kuchh waqt hum dono aise hi ek doosre ki aankhon mein dekhte rahe. Ek ajeeb sa dard mere seene pe utha. Kaise samjhaun uss dard ko? Ek aisa dard jo tabhi hota hai jab aapka pasandida shakhs aapke saamne ho. par woh aapse bohot du hai. Aisa hi mehsoos ho raha tha mujhe. Meri aankhon se ek boond aansoo nikla, jo mere gaal se hota hua seene tak chala gaya. Mujhe dhyan aaya ki main Aarav ke saamne hoon. Main uske saamne kamzor nahi hona chahti thi, rote huye to bilkul nahi. Maine turant apne pallu se apna gaal pochh liya.
Main: Tum kab uthe? Hahaha, mujhe lag raha tha tum neend mein ho.
Aarav: Abhi.
Main: Ohh... waise tum padhte huye thak gaye the?
Aarav: Hmm.
Usne apni wahi bhari awaaz mein nahi kaha. Iss waqt uski awaaz mein thakan thi.
Main: Main aayi thi to dekha tumhari study table on thi... isliye maine socha off kar du.
Aarav: Hmm.
Main: Ek baat bolun, Aarav?
Aarav: Hmm.
Main: Woh... maine tumhari study table pe cigarettes dekhi. Kya tum ab bhi cigarette peete ho?
Aarav: Ha.
Main: Par kyun? Tumne to kaha tha chhod doge.
Aarav: Sorry.
Main usse daant nahi rahi thi, main usse samjha rahi thi. Par uska sorry bolna jaise mujhe pighla diya. Par aaj main uske sorry se nahi pighlungi.
Main: Bas sorry? Sirf itna, yahi jawab hai tumhara?
Aarav: Aur kya bolun?
Main: Kyun? Kya aur kuchh nahi bol sakte mujhse?
Aarav: Main dheere-dheere cigarette peena chhod doonga.
Main: Dheere-dheere nahi, tumne parso hi mujhse promise kiya tha ki chhod doge, par ab tak nahi chhodi.
Aarav: Hmm.
Main: Hmm se nahi hoga. Promise karo ki ab aur abhi se cigarette nahi piyoge.
Aarav: Promise...
Main: Nahi... ruko, aise nahi.
Maine turant uska haath tham liya aur apne maathe pe le rakha. Woh mujhe aise karte huye hairani se dekha.
Main: Ab... ab karo promise.
Usne chupchap mujhe dekha. Mera haath uske haath pe thama hua tha aur uska haath mere maathe par. Aur main uske jawab ka intezaar kar rahi thi, usse dekh rahi thi. Yeh pal aisa tha ki main kya bolun? Bas maine mehsoos kiya uski aankhon ko.
Main: Agar mujhe itna sa bhi pyar karte ho to promise karo ab, aaj, aur abhi se cigarette peena chhod doge. Khao meri kasam.
Maine dheeme se, pyar se bola. Aur shayad usse bhi yeh mehsoos ho raha tha.
Aarav: Main... main aapki kasam khata hoon, abhi se cigarette peena chhod deta hu.
Aaj... aaj itne saalon baad maine Aarav ki awaaz ko tootte dekha, aur yeh dekh manno mujhe khushi hui. Aisa laga ki mujhe koi khazana sa mil gaya ho. Main muskurayi, jaise mujhe bohot garv ho raha ho iss baat pe ki Aarav ne meri baat maani.
Main: Good boy, ab isse hamesha yaad rakhna.
Aarav: Hmm.
Main: Chai... chai piyoge?
Aarav: Hmm.
Main: Theek hai, chalo dining room mein... Main...
Main kehte huye ruk gayi, kuchh sochte huye fir boli
Main: Nahi, tum yahin ruko, main... main yahin pe chai leke aati hu.
Aarav: Hmm.
Main bahar nikli to dekha Nina ka kamra abhi bhi andar se band hai. Shayad Raviwaar hai isliye bechari abhi tak so rahi hai. Isliye maine usse nahi bulaya. Par iska asli maksad tha ki main abhi Aarav se baatein kar sakti hoon. Isliye hi maine kuchh sochte huye chai Aarav ke kamre mein chaye peene ki sochi. Aaj Nina bhi so rahi hai aur Ankur bhi, to aise mein hume koi disturb nahi karega. Maine fatafat chai banayi aur Aarav ke kamre pe le gayi.Aarav ab baith gaya tha. Maine chai leke uske paas hi baith gayi. Usse ek cup di aur khud ke liye ek. Aur hum chai peene lage. Woh chupchap chai pi raha tha, to maine hi baatein shuru ki. Maine ek ghunt chai li, fir
Main: Waise, chai kaisi bani hai?
Aarav: Acchi.
Main: Hehe, thanks... thanks.Aarav Aur... aur batao.
Aarav: Kya?
Mein : Kuchh bhi batao jo tumhara mann kare.
Par unhone kuchh nahi bola.
Main: Accha, woh chhodo, yeh batao aaj Sunday hai, kahin pe ghoomne chale?
Aarav: Nahi, aap log jao.
Main: Arre haan, tumhara to exam bhi hai do din baad. Main bhi na... waise...
Aarav to bas chupchap hi baitha tha, par aaj mouka tha usse thodi aur baatein karne ka.
Main: Waise... hmm, exam kitne din chalega?
Aarav: 3 din.
Main: Okay, to fir... umm, 5 din baad tumhara exam bhi khatam ho jayega, tab chalenge, kya kehte ho?
Aarav: Theek hai.
Fir se mahol shant ho gaya. Aarav na baatein kar raha tha, bas chupchap chai pi raha tha, manno woh bolna hi bhool gaya hai. Maine ek gehri saans chhodi, uski aur dekhi... uski aankhon mein.
Main: Aarav, ek baat bolun?
Aarav: Hmm.
Main: Sab kuchh to theek chal raha tha chaar saal pehle... fir... fir kya ho gaya tumhe?
Woh chup raha, bas mujhe dekhta raha. Par uski aankhon mein maine dekha thodi narmi thi, woh khadoor bhav nahi tha.
Main: Tum, main, Nina milke kitni baatein karte the. Tumhe yaad hai, tum school se wapas aate hi mere gale lagte the... fir mujhe sara din kya-kya school mein hua, sab bataya karte the. Main bhi intezaar kiya karti thi ki tum wapas aaoge aur mujhe saari baat bataoge. Fir maine sare kaam-kaaj chhod ke tumhari baatein suna karti thi. Aur tumhe pata hai, mujhe kabhi bore nahi hota tha tumse baatein karte huye.
Kehte huye main muskurayi, par mere dil ke bojh aur ek chubhan meri aankhon se nikal rahi thi.
Main: Sab kuchh accha chal raha tha. Fir ek din sabhi ne milke dinner kiya, uss din bohot hansi-mazaak ho raha tha. Aur sabse zyada tum hans rahe the uss din, Aarav. Fir agli subah se sab kuchh badal gaya. Uss din ke baad se tum... tum poore badal gaye. Jo Aarav masti-mazaak karta tha, woh... woh poora badal gaya. Kyun, Aarav? Kyun badal gaye tum?
Aarav bas bina palke jhapkaye mujhe dekhta raha. Shayad... shayad woh meri bhavnaon ko samajh raha tha. Tabhi Nina ki awaaz aayi.
Nina: Ohh, aap yahan thi?
Main: Haan, kya hua? Aur tu aaj itni jaldi uth gayi? Har Raviwaar to tu 10 baje uthti hai.
Nina: Kya karu, bhookh lag gayi.
Main (mann mein): Yeh ladki bhi na... abhi to baat karna shuru kiya tha Aarav se, isne paani daal diya.
Nina: Maa?
Main: Hmm, ja baith, main aati hoon.
Nina chali gayi. Maine chai ka aakhri ghunt liya.
Main: Aaj mujhe accha laga, tumne thodi hi sahi, par mujhse baat ki.
Aarav ne kuchh nahi bola. Main bistar se uthi aur plate pe dono ki khali cup rakhi aur bahar jane lagi. Par mera pair ruk gaya. Main fir se wapas aayi, plate ko side mein rakha... aur dheere se Aarav ke dono haath apni hatheli se pakad liye. Usne mujhe dekha. Fir main boli
Main: Main aise jee nahi sakti, Aarav. In chaar saalon mein main adha bikhar chuki hoon. Tumhari yeh chuppi mujhe aur bhi dard deti hai. Main... main chahti hoon mera purana Aarav mujhe wapas mil jaye, nahi to... nahi to main ab poori toot jaungi. Mere Aarav mujhe wapas lautao.
Yeh kehke main jaldi se kamre se bahar aayi, aur ek second mein agar Aarav ke saamne rehti to... to shayad aaj hi mere muh se mera raaz ujagar ho jata. Main ro deti uske saamne. Aur main nahi chahti thi ki main Aarav ke saamne kamzor dekhhu.
Aise hi mera Ravivaar beeta. Aarav apni padhai mein vyast raha, aur main ghar ke kaamon mein. Aise hi do din beet gaye. Humare beech zyada baatein nahi hui. Maine bhi usse disturb nahi kiya kyunki uski exam thi. Aur dekhte-dekhte Aarav ka exam aa gaya aur 5 din bhi beet gaye. In 5 dino mein Aarav se baatein nahi ho payi zyada, bas khane ke time hi do-chaar baatein, woh bhi main hi kehti thi. Exam kaisa gaya, wagaira-wagaira. Aise hi 5 din beete.
Fir aaya chhatha din, aur chhatha din se meri zindagi ekdum se badal gayi.
Sabhi kehte hain Ravivaar ki subah sukhad hoti hai. Mard log aaj ke din ghar pe aaram karte hain, aur hum jaise housewives ko aaj thoda ghar ke kaam se chain milta hai. Par mere liye Ravivaar bhi hafte ke har din ki tarah hota hai. Kyunki har din ki tarah Aarav aaj bhi baatein nahi karega. Aise mein Ravivaar kuchh khaas nahi lagta tha mujhe. Upar se Ankur aaj sara din ghar rahega, isliye mera mood aur kharab ho gaya.
Aise hi bas lete rehne se bore ho rahi thi. Maine phone dekha to 7 baj rahe the. Aise hi rehne se accha main jake kuchh kaam kar loon, maine yeh sochte huye uthi. Chadar ko sahi karke rakha, fir bathroom chali gayi.
Fresh hokar, maine mirror ke samne apne chehre ko dekha. Mere chehre pe thakan saaf mujhe dikh rahi thi. Aine mein khud ko dekh ke mera kandha neeche ho gaya, jaise koi bojh mere kandhe pe ho. Yeh thakan kaam ki wajah se nahi thi, aur nahi yeh thakan sharirik kamzori ki wajah se thi. Yeh thakan mere dil ke bojh ki thi, bojh jo chaar saal se mere dil mein hai.Maine aine mein khud ko dekha aur khud se boli.
Main: Ghar ke sirf iss kamre se mujhe nafrat hai. Kyun hoon main iss kamre mein? Mujhe to... mujhe to bagal wale kamre mein hona chahiye tha.
Aisa ek bhayankar khayal mere dil mein aaya. Maine ek gehri saans lete huye khud ko sambhala. Pani ki chhinte muh pe mari jisse mere dil ke bhari bojh ko thodi thandak mile. Apne pallu se chehra poochhte huye bahar aayi.
Mere kadam apne aap Aarav ke kamre ki aur badh rahe the. Jaate huye maine Nina ke kamre ko dekha jo andar se band tha, matlab woh abhi bhi so rahi hai. Mere kadam dheere se Aarav ke darwaze pe thame. Maine haath uthaya darwaza kholne ke liye, par halke se haath lagte hi darwaza khul gaya, andar se khula hi tha.
Main andar ghusi to AC ki thandi hawa mere chehre pe lagi. Aur dekha study table pe light abhi bhi jal rahi thi. Maine sar ghumake side pe dekha to Aarav so raha tha. Usse dekh mere chehre pe muskan aa gayi. Main aage badhi study table ki aur aur khuli kitab ko band kiya.
Main: Bechara padhte-padhte hi so gaya.
Fir meri nazar table ke side pe rakhi hui ek smoke box pe gayi. Dhyan se dekha to usmein aadhi jali-bujhi hui cigarette thi.
Main: Aarav ne abhi tak cigarette nahi chhodi? Mere kehne ke baad bhi nahi?
Ek halka sa gussa mujhe aaya, jo har maa ko aata hai jab woh apne bete ko cigarette peete dekhti hai. Aur yeh laazmi bhi tha. Main bhi unhi mein se thi, mujhe bhi halka gussa aaya tha.
Main: Aise hi chalta raha to Aarav sharaab bhi pine lagega ek din. Nahi, main aisa kabhi hone nahi de sakti. Mujhe usse daantna hoga, usse samjhana hoga.
Maine study table ki lights off ki aur Aarav ke side baith gayi, apni saree theek karte huye. Darwaza khula tha to bahar ki roshni kamre tak aa rahi thi aur seedha Aarav ke chehre par pad rahi thi.
Maine Aarav ko dhyan se dekha. Chadar uski kamar tak thi aur upar usne ek baniyan pehni hui thi. Uska chehra uss roshni mein chamak raha tha. Main kuchh der aise hi usse dekhti rahi.
Main: Sote huye kitna chaan disto maza Aarav, par dekho to abhi bhi wahi rukha-sukha bhav hai chehre pe. Huh, khadoos kahi ka.
Aur main muskurai. Par tabhi mujhe yaad aaya:
Main (mann mein): Arre, main to daantne aayi thi par iske chehre pe kho gayi. Main bhi na... kya jadu kiya hai apni maa pe? Hmm, jo main tumhare shakal dekhte hi sab bhool jati hoon?
Maine muskuraya. Tabhi Aarav ne karwat badli aur doosri taraf muh karke so gaya. Yeh dekh mujhe bura laga. Mere chehre ki muskan ek second mein gayab ho gayi.
Main (mann mein): Neend mein bhi tumne mujhse dooriyan bana li. Kya itni badsurat hoon main? Ya fir... ya mujhse koi durgandh aati hai jiske liye tumne mujhse dooriyan bana li?
Kehte huye meri aankhein nam ho gayi Maine apne aap ko sungha ki koi durgandh to nahi hai mujhme, jo woh yun hi mujhse dur ja raha hai, jo neend mein bhi usne dooriyan bana li. Tabhi
Aarav: Aap itni subah mere kamre mein?
Main: Huh?
Maine Aarav ki awaaz sun ke hairan ho gayi. Mujhe laga tha woh so raha hai.
Main: Tum... tum uth gaye.
Aarav ne iss baar karwat meri taraf badli aur usne mujhe dekha. Usne meri aankhon mein dekha. Drishya kuchh aisa tha ki main Aarav ke bagal mein baithi thi aur Aarav mere side mein leta tha, upar meri taraf dekh raha tha. Kuchh tha uski aankhon mein jo main bas aise usse dekhti rahi thi. Na usne kuchh bola, na maine. Bas woh meri aankhon mein dekh raha tha aur main uski. Kuchh waqt hum dono aise hi ek doosre ki aankhon mein dekhte rahe. Ek ajeeb sa dard mere seene pe utha. Kaise samjhaun uss dard ko? Ek aisa dard jo tabhi hota hai jab aapka pasandida shakhs aapke saamne ho. par woh aapse bohot du hai. Aisa hi mehsoos ho raha tha mujhe. Meri aankhon se ek boond aansoo nikla, jo mere gaal se hota hua seene tak chala gaya. Mujhe dhyan aaya ki main Aarav ke saamne hoon. Main uske saamne kamzor nahi hona chahti thi, rote huye to bilkul nahi. Maine turant apne pallu se apna gaal pochh liya.
Main: Tum kab uthe? Hahaha, mujhe lag raha tha tum neend mein ho.
Aarav: Abhi.
Main: Ohh... waise tum padhte huye thak gaye the?
Aarav: Hmm.
Usne apni wahi bhari awaaz mein nahi kaha. Iss waqt uski awaaz mein thakan thi.
Main: Main aayi thi to dekha tumhari study table on thi... isliye maine socha off kar du.
Aarav: Hmm.
Main: Ek baat bolun, Aarav?
Aarav: Hmm.
Main: Woh... maine tumhari study table pe cigarettes dekhi. Kya tum ab bhi cigarette peete ho?
Aarav: Ha.
Main: Par kyun? Tumne to kaha tha chhod doge.
Aarav: Sorry.
Main usse daant nahi rahi thi, main usse samjha rahi thi. Par uska sorry bolna jaise mujhe pighla diya. Par aaj main uske sorry se nahi pighlungi.
Main: Bas sorry? Sirf itna, yahi jawab hai tumhara?
Aarav: Aur kya bolun?
Main: Kyun? Kya aur kuchh nahi bol sakte mujhse?
Aarav: Main dheere-dheere cigarette peena chhod doonga.
Main: Dheere-dheere nahi, tumne parso hi mujhse promise kiya tha ki chhod doge, par ab tak nahi chhodi.
Aarav: Hmm.
Main: Hmm se nahi hoga. Promise karo ki ab aur abhi se cigarette nahi piyoge.
Aarav: Promise...
Main: Nahi... ruko, aise nahi.
Maine turant uska haath tham liya aur apne maathe pe le rakha. Woh mujhe aise karte huye hairani se dekha.
Main: Ab... ab karo promise.
Usne chupchap mujhe dekha. Mera haath uske haath pe thama hua tha aur uska haath mere maathe par. Aur main uske jawab ka intezaar kar rahi thi, usse dekh rahi thi. Yeh pal aisa tha ki main kya bolun? Bas maine mehsoos kiya uski aankhon ko.
Main: Agar mujhe itna sa bhi pyar karte ho to promise karo ab, aaj, aur abhi se cigarette peena chhod doge. Khao meri kasam.
Maine dheeme se, pyar se bola. Aur shayad usse bhi yeh mehsoos ho raha tha.
Aarav: Main... main aapki kasam khata hoon, abhi se cigarette peena chhod deta hu.
Aaj... aaj itne saalon baad maine Aarav ki awaaz ko tootte dekha, aur yeh dekh manno mujhe khushi hui. Aisa laga ki mujhe koi khazana sa mil gaya ho. Main muskurayi, jaise mujhe bohot garv ho raha ho iss baat pe ki Aarav ne meri baat maani.
Main: Good boy, ab isse hamesha yaad rakhna.
Aarav: Hmm.
Main: Chai... chai piyoge?
Aarav: Hmm.
Main: Theek hai, chalo dining room mein... Main...
Main kehte huye ruk gayi, kuchh sochte huye fir boli
Main: Nahi, tum yahin ruko, main... main yahin pe chai leke aati hu.
Aarav: Hmm.
Main bahar nikli to dekha Nina ka kamra abhi bhi andar se band hai. Shayad Raviwaar hai isliye bechari abhi tak so rahi hai. Isliye maine usse nahi bulaya. Par iska asli maksad tha ki main abhi Aarav se baatein kar sakti hoon. Isliye hi maine kuchh sochte huye chai Aarav ke kamre mein chaye peene ki sochi. Aaj Nina bhi so rahi hai aur Ankur bhi, to aise mein hume koi disturb nahi karega. Maine fatafat chai banayi aur Aarav ke kamre pe le gayi.Aarav ab baith gaya tha. Maine chai leke uske paas hi baith gayi. Usse ek cup di aur khud ke liye ek. Aur hum chai peene lage. Woh chupchap chai pi raha tha, to maine hi baatein shuru ki. Maine ek ghunt chai li, fir
Main: Waise, chai kaisi bani hai?
Aarav: Acchi.
Main: Hehe, thanks... thanks.Aarav Aur... aur batao.
Aarav: Kya?
Mein : Kuchh bhi batao jo tumhara mann kare.
Par unhone kuchh nahi bola.
Main: Accha, woh chhodo, yeh batao aaj Sunday hai, kahin pe ghoomne chale?
Aarav: Nahi, aap log jao.
Main: Arre haan, tumhara to exam bhi hai do din baad. Main bhi na... waise...
Aarav to bas chupchap hi baitha tha, par aaj mouka tha usse thodi aur baatein karne ka.
Main: Waise... hmm, exam kitne din chalega?
Aarav: 3 din.
Main: Okay, to fir... umm, 5 din baad tumhara exam bhi khatam ho jayega, tab chalenge, kya kehte ho?
Aarav: Theek hai.
Fir se mahol shant ho gaya. Aarav na baatein kar raha tha, bas chupchap chai pi raha tha, manno woh bolna hi bhool gaya hai. Maine ek gehri saans chhodi, uski aur dekhi... uski aankhon mein.
Main: Aarav, ek baat bolun?
Aarav: Hmm.
Main: Sab kuchh to theek chal raha tha chaar saal pehle... fir... fir kya ho gaya tumhe?
Woh chup raha, bas mujhe dekhta raha. Par uski aankhon mein maine dekha thodi narmi thi, woh khadoor bhav nahi tha.
Main: Tum, main, Nina milke kitni baatein karte the. Tumhe yaad hai, tum school se wapas aate hi mere gale lagte the... fir mujhe sara din kya-kya school mein hua, sab bataya karte the. Main bhi intezaar kiya karti thi ki tum wapas aaoge aur mujhe saari baat bataoge. Fir maine sare kaam-kaaj chhod ke tumhari baatein suna karti thi. Aur tumhe pata hai, mujhe kabhi bore nahi hota tha tumse baatein karte huye.
Kehte huye main muskurayi, par mere dil ke bojh aur ek chubhan meri aankhon se nikal rahi thi.
Main: Sab kuchh accha chal raha tha. Fir ek din sabhi ne milke dinner kiya, uss din bohot hansi-mazaak ho raha tha. Aur sabse zyada tum hans rahe the uss din, Aarav. Fir agli subah se sab kuchh badal gaya. Uss din ke baad se tum... tum poore badal gaye. Jo Aarav masti-mazaak karta tha, woh... woh poora badal gaya. Kyun, Aarav? Kyun badal gaye tum?
Aarav bas bina palke jhapkaye mujhe dekhta raha. Shayad... shayad woh meri bhavnaon ko samajh raha tha. Tabhi Nina ki awaaz aayi.
Nina: Ohh, aap yahan thi?
Main: Haan, kya hua? Aur tu aaj itni jaldi uth gayi? Har Raviwaar to tu 10 baje uthti hai.
Nina: Kya karu, bhookh lag gayi.
Main (mann mein): Yeh ladki bhi na... abhi to baat karna shuru kiya tha Aarav se, isne paani daal diya.
Nina: Maa?
Main: Hmm, ja baith, main aati hoon.
Nina chali gayi. Maine chai ka aakhri ghunt liya.
Main: Aaj mujhe accha laga, tumne thodi hi sahi, par mujhse baat ki.
Aarav ne kuchh nahi bola. Main bistar se uthi aur plate pe dono ki khali cup rakhi aur bahar jane lagi. Par mera pair ruk gaya. Main fir se wapas aayi, plate ko side mein rakha... aur dheere se Aarav ke dono haath apni hatheli se pakad liye. Usne mujhe dekha. Fir main boli
Main: Main aise jee nahi sakti, Aarav. In chaar saalon mein main adha bikhar chuki hoon. Tumhari yeh chuppi mujhe aur bhi dard deti hai. Main... main chahti hoon mera purana Aarav mujhe wapas mil jaye, nahi to... nahi to main ab poori toot jaungi. Mere Aarav mujhe wapas lautao.
Yeh kehke main jaldi se kamre se bahar aayi, aur ek second mein agar Aarav ke saamne rehti to... to shayad aaj hi mere muh se mera raaz ujagar ho jata. Main ro deti uske saamne. Aur main nahi chahti thi ki main Aarav ke saamne kamzor dekhhu.
Aise hi mera Ravivaar beeta. Aarav apni padhai mein vyast raha, aur main ghar ke kaamon mein. Aise hi do din beet gaye. Humare beech zyada baatein nahi hui. Maine bhi usse disturb nahi kiya kyunki uski exam thi. Aur dekhte-dekhte Aarav ka exam aa gaya aur 5 din bhi beet gaye. In 5 dino mein Aarav se baatein nahi ho payi zyada, bas khane ke time hi do-chaar baatein, woh bhi main hi kehti thi. Exam kaisa gaya, wagaira-wagaira. Aise hi 5 din beete.
Fir aaya chhatha din, aur chhatha din se meri zindagi ekdum se badal gayi.
