Incest Tum Aisa Kyun Ho (Completed)

[Nazbeen]

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[Ammikaladla]

Maine socha chhat pe khule aasman ke neeche thodi der rahungi toh accha mehsoos hoga. Toh main wahi kar rahi thi. Aisa hi hota tha mujhe jab bhi raat bhar neend nahi aati thi toh main chhat pe jaya karti thi, yeh meri purani aadat thi.

Main chhat pe gayi aur darwaza khola toh nazara aisa tha aag ki chhoti si roshni upar neeche ho rahi thi. Mujhe samajhne mein deri nahi lagi ki yeh kaun tha.

Main: Aarav chhat pe?

Main dheere-dheere gayi taaki usse pata na chale ki main hoon. Woh mast apna cigarette pee raha tha, mujhe thodi shaitani sujhi ki usse thoda daraungi...Toh main dheere-dheere, ekdam shant, koi awaaz na karke uske peeche ja rahi thi, par tabhi.

Aarav: Raat ko chhat pe nahi aana chahiye tha aapko.

Main: Huh???

Main toh soch rahi thi main Aarav ko thoda darungi, ekdam se uske peeche ja ke, par yeh toh ulta ho gaya, usse uske paas jaane se pehle hi pata chal gaya tha ki main hu. Par Kaise? Main uske paas ja ke khadi ho gayi.

Main: Tum... tumhein kaise pata chala?

As usual Aarav ka jawab nahi aaya.

Main: Tum itni raat gaye yahan kya kar rahe ho?

Par Aarav ka jawab nahi aaya. Abhi tak usne meri taraf dekha tak nahi tha, woh seedha samne dekh raha tha, uske haathon mein cigarette jal rahi thi par woh usse pee nahi raha tha.

Main: Tum kabse cigarette peene lage?

Aarav: Saal bhar se.

Main toh hairaan, woh saal bhar se cigarette pee raha hai aur mujhe ab ja ke pata chala, mujhe lagata tha mere bete ke baare mein mujhe sab kuch pata hai par sayad mein uski har adat nahi jan paye. mujhe iss baat pe thodi chubhan hui.

Main: Yeh buri aadat hai, Aarav.

Usne meri taraf dekha aur cigarette ko neeche gira diya, aur pairon se masal diya taaki uski aag bujh jaye.

Aarav: Sorry.

Uski awaaz ab bhaari nahi thi, thodi narmi thi uski awaaz mein, shayad usse laga maa ke samne cigarette peete huye pakda gaya hai isliye. Usne mujhe sorry bola, mujhe badi khushi hui, main man hi man muskuraayi.

Main: It’s okay... par yeh sehat ke liye bura hai.

Aarav: Hmm.

Main: Toh phir peete kyun ho?

Aarav: Yunhi.

Woh jawab chhote-chhote de raha tha, jaise usse mere saath baat karne mein koi interest nahi hai aur yahi baat mere dil ko har baar chubhti thi kisi teer ki tarah.

Main: Nina bol rahi thi tum usse college chhodne gaye the, uss waqt bhi cigarette pee rahe the?

Aarav: Hmm.

Main: Mujhe bohot bura laga jab Nina se suna ki tum cigarette peete ho.

Meri awaaz naram ho gayi, pata nahi kyun par ho gayi, main chahti thi ki Aarav ko yeh jataun ki main uski maa hoon, main usse darti nahi. Par mujhse nahi ho raha tha, shayad Nina ne sahi bola tha ki main Aarav se katra ke baatein karti hu.

Aarav: Sorry.

Main: Dekho tum ab bade ho gaye ho, khud samajhdaar ho, abhi se aur mat peena.

Aarav: Koshish karunga.

Main: Koshish karunga se kya matlab hai tumhara? Din mein kitna peete ho?

Aarav: Do.

Main: Bap re... Aarav? Do...?

Aarav: Hmm.

Main: Nina ko bura laga ki tum cigarette peete ho aur... aur... mujhe bhi.

Aarav: Chhod doonga

Main: Huh??

Aarav: Maine kaha cigarette band kar doonga.

Yeh sunke maine man mein kaha, dhatt, Aarav toh itni aasani se maan gaya, maine toh socha tha woh nahi manega, aur usse mein aise hi samjhungi, aur is bahaane shayad main usse baatein kar saku.

Main: Oh... good... good.

Aarav: Bye.

Kehte huye Aarav jaane laga.

Main: Ruko... kahan ja rahe ho?

Aarav: Neeche.

Mujhe laga tha dono yahan hain, ye sahi mauka hai usse thodi aur baatein karne ka, par woh toh neeche ja raha hai, woh seedhiyon tak chala gaya tha.

Main: Aarav, please?

Woh seedhiyon pe ruk gaya.

Main: Mat jao na... mujhe... mujhe baatein karni hain tumse.

Woh wahi ruka raha, meri taraf mud ke, andhera tha, chehra toh dikhai nahi de raha tha par ehsaas barkarar tha.

Main: Please, Aarav.

Ek tarah se main usse request hi kar rahi thi ki woh ruk jaye, mujhse baatein kare. Is baar main safal ho gayi kyunki Aarav aake mere paas khada ho gaya. Main toh badi khush ho gayi. Agar din ka ujaala hota toh Aarav dekh pata ki main kitni khush hoon.

Aarav: Aap soyi kyun nahi?

Main: Main?... Mujhe neend nahi aa rahi thi... aur tum?

Aarav: Main bhi.

Main: Mujhe khula aasman accha lagta hai... isliye main chhat pe aayi, aur tum?

Aarav: Main bas cigarette peene.

Main: Kyun, tumhe khula aasman accha nahi lagta?

Aarav: Nahi.

Main: Kyun?

Aarav ne kuch der chuppi rakhi, phir bola. Aur usne jo bola woh mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai.

Aarav: Khula aasman sirf dekhne mein khula hua lagta hai, par usmein taare kaid rehte hain.

Main: Par taare toh chamak rahe hai.

Aarav: Kyunki unhe pata nahi hai ki woh aasman mein kaid hai.

Main: Hmm, tumhara kehna bhi thik hai, par tum galat ho, Aarav.

Aarav: Kaise?

Maine uski taraf dekha, phir aasman ke taaron ki aur ishara karte huye mein boli.

Main: Udhar... udhar dekho, woh taare akele nahi hai.

Aarav: Woh akele hi hai.

Main: Dhyan se dekho, Aarav, woh dekho, uss taare ke bagal mein ek aur taara hai... aur... aur dono hi chamak rahe hai.

Aarav taaron ko dekhta raha aur main usse, shayad maine usse samjha diya tha ki khule aasman mein taare akele nahi rehte. Par main galat thi kyunki Aarav ne phir aisa kuch bola jo mera dimag kabhi soch bhi nahi sakta tha.

Aarav: Yaha se dekhne se woh taare paas-paas dikh rahe hai, par asal mein woh taare ek doosre se bohot door rehte hain.

Yeh sunke mano mera dimag kaam karna hi band kar diya, kyunki Aarav sahi tha, taare asal mein bohot door-door rehte hain, dharti se dekhne par paas dikhte hain. Par main kahan aaj rukne wali thi, aaj mauka tha Aarav se baatein karne ka.

Main: Shayad tum sahi ho, par Aarav... aasman bhi to bohot bada hai, humari soch se kahi guna bada, waha kaha kya ho raha hai, humein kya pata? Shayad woh taare ek doosre se bohot door hai, phir bhi dekho woh kitna chamak rahe hain, hai na?

Aarav: Hmm.

Main: Door hote huye bhi woh kitna chamak rahe hain... shayad unmein bohot pyar hai.

Aarav chup raha, taaron ko dekhta raha, na jaane kya soch raha tha woh. Aise hi kuch samay beet gaya, Aarav ne kuch nahi bola, na maine, par main zyada der chup nahi reh payi.

Main: Aarav?

Aarav: Hmm?

Main: Subah tumhe kaise pata chala ki main ro rahi thi?

Aarav chup raha, par main muskuraayi.

Main: Tumne isliye mujhe paani peene ko kaha tha na, kyunki main ro rahi thi.

Aarav: Hmm.

Main: Tumhe kaise pata chala ki main ro rahi thi?

Aarav: Pata nahi.

Main: Shayad kuch sawaalon ka jawab nahi hota? Hai na?

Aarav: Shayad hota hai.

Main: Toh batao?

Aarav: Kya?

Main: Yehi ki tumhe kaise pata chala ki main ro rahi thi?

Aarav: Pata nahi.

Par main muskuraayi.

Main: Jaise mujhe pata chalta hai tumhe kab bhook lagti hai, tumhe kab nind aayegi, thik waise hi tumhe pata chala ki main ro rahi thi. Hai na?

Aarav chup raha, par main kehna jaari rakhi.

Main: Kya tum nahi poochhoge main subah kyun ro rahi thi?

Aarav kuch der chup hi raha, phir meri taraf dekh ke bola.

Aarav: Kyun?

Main bhi uski aur dekhi, muskuraayi fir boli.

Main: Tumhe pata hai main do bacchon ki maa hu, mera bada beta Aarav aur chhoti beti Nina, dono ko maine bade pyar aur dulaar se bada kiya, mera bada beta Aarav toh mere bina khata nahi tha, sota tak nahi tha. Bohot pyara tha woh, dono bacche bade hote gaye aur fir ek din sab badal gaya, mera beta Aarav, jo mere saath baatein kiye bina sota tak nahi tha, ab woh mujhe baatein tak nahi karta, ab woh mujhe dekhta tak nahi.

Maine kehte kehte ro diya, mere dil mein jo dard tha usse meine keh diya, Aarav mujhe aise hi dekhta raha chupchap.

Main: Main subah is liye ro rahi thi, kyunki tum mere saath ab baatein nahi karte, tum sirf mujhe nazarandaaz karte ho. Mujhe pyar nahi karte, mujhe dekhte tak nahi. Kya main itni badsoorat dikhti hu, Aarav, jo tum mujhse dekhte tak nahi?

Main nam aankhon se Aarav ko dekhti rahi, is aas se ki shayad ab woh mujhe dekhega, meri baaton ka jawab dega, mujhe apni baaho mein bhar lega. Par nahi, usne kuch nahi bola, ek shabd tak nahi.

Main: Tumne thik kaha tha, Aarav, woh taare bohot door-door rehte hain, tumne bilkul thik kaha tha.

Aur yaha pe mera aur bhi tez rona nikal gaya tha, aansuon se mera gaal bheeg chuke the.

Main: Woh taare bilkul.. bilkul humari tarah hain, jaise woh taare door-door rehte hain, thik waise hi tum mujhse door-door rehte ho.

Yeh kehte hi main rote huye chhat se bhaag aayi, mujhe bohot dard ho raha tha. Main chhat pe yeh soch ke gayi thi ki thoda dard kam hoga, par wahan ja ke aur bhi zakhm ke saath wapas aayi.

Main wapas aayi aur chupchap let gayi, pata nahi kab so gayi. Subah uthi toh dekha 8 baj rahe the, Ankur bistar pe nahi tha, matlab woh nikal chuka tha.

Main: Arre, Nina ka college? Nashta banana hai? Aur Aarav...

Tabhi mujhe raat bhar ki baatein yaad aayi, aur main darr gayi.

Main: Kahi raat mein kuch zyada to nahi keh diya usse? Hey bhagwan, yeh maine kya kar diya?... Kya... kya Aarav ko.....? Nahi... nahi...

Main darr gayi, aur jaldi se uth ke fresh ho gayi aur bahar aayi toh dekha ghar ekdam khali pada tha, koi nahi tha.

Main: Nina??

Maine awaaz lagate huye uske kamre mein gayi toh dekha woh nahi thi.

Main: Aarav???

Kehte huye main Aarav ke kamre mein gayi toh Aarav bhi nahi tha.

Main: Lagta hai Aarav Nina ko college chhodne gaya hai.

Tabhi doorbell baji, maine darwaza khola toh samne Aarav tha. Maine usse dekha aur aaj uske chehre pe woh rukhapan kam tha. Main kuch bolne ja rahi thi par usse pehle Aarav bol pada.

Aarav: Papa office ja chuke hain, main Nina ko college chhodne gaya tha.

Main: Sorry, main aaj bohot late uthi...

Usne mujhe dekha aur kuch nahi bola, apne kamre mein jaane laga.

Main: Nina ne nashta kiye bina hi chali gayi? Aur tumhein bhook nahi lagi?

Aarav: Table pe poha aur chai rakhi hai, aapko bhook lagi ho toh kha lijiye, main padhne ja raha hu.

Main: Ruko... Nina ko toh bas chai banana aata hai, aur Ankur ko toh kuch aata hi nahi, toh phir nashta kisne...?

Aarav apni wahi bhaari awaaz mein bola.

Aarav: Maine.

Main: Kya???

Kehte huye Aarav apne kamre chala gaya, aur idhar main hairaan, Aarav ne nashta banaya tha? Maine dining table pe dekha, sach mein poha bana tha aur chai bhi thi, mere pet mein ajeeb gudgudi si ho rahi thi ki Aarav ne nashta banaya hai. Yeh gudgudi bhook ki nahi thi. Aur mere honthon pe muskaan aa gayi.

Phir maine chai aur poha phir se garam kiya, plate mein daala aur Aarav ke kamre ki aur chal padi. Kyunki mujhe pata hai usne bhi nashta nahi kiya hoga.

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[Sphinx]

Bahut accchi writing h
Slowly emotional

 

[chal nikal]

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[Chunky Panday]

Awesome update

 

[Darasing]

Sweet and sexy update

 

[Trollop]

Just awesome and mind blowing update! Your writing is full of excitement and eroticism. Hats off!

 

[Asad Pong Pong]

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[jaanvi sen]

Mein chaye aur garma-garam poha lekar Aarav ke kamre ki taraf chali. Woh apne bistar par baitha, kitab mein dooba hua tha. Uske chehre par woh gehri talleenata thi, aankhein kitab ke panno par chipki hui thi, aur uska ek ek shabd padhne ka andaaz... haye, mujhe toh bas usse dekhte rehne ka dil karta tha. Meine chupke se darwaze ke peeche se usse dekha, woh itna pyara lag raha tha, jaise koi chhota sa farishta apni duniya mein khoya hua ho. Ha mere liye to chota hi rahega na. Meri nazrein uske chehre par thami hui thi, uske baalon ki woh chhoti si lat jo uske maathe par gir rahi thi, uski ungliyon ka kitab ke panno ko dheere se palatna... sab kuch mujhe ek ajeeb si gudgudi de raha tha, Mein usse aise hi nihar rahi thi. Usse Nihar te waqt meri hontho pe muskan ki lakeer thi.



Mein usse padhte waqt disturb nahi karna chahti thi, par nashta toh karna tha na usse? Aur sach kahu, mera dil usse baatein karne ke liye bechain tha. Thodi si ghabrahat bhi thi, kahi woh gussa na kar de. Par mann ka kya? Mann toh bas uske paas jana chahta tha.

Meine dheere se uske paas jaakar bistar par baith gayi, uske kareeb.

Mein: Umm... Aarav?

Woh padhte-padhte ruk gaya, usne meri taraf dekha. Uski aankhein, woh gahri, gehri aankhein, jismein ek samundar sa chhupa tha, mujhe dekha. Mera dil ek pal ke liye ruk sa gaya.

Aarav: Kya?

Mein: Woh... mein nashta lekar aayi hu.

Aarav: Aap kha lo.

Uski awaaz mein thodi si berukhi thi, par mujhe uski har baat mein ek alag sa pyaar dikhta tha. Meine plate uske saamne rakhi aur muskurate hue boli.

Mein: Umm... meine dono ke liye nashta laya hai.

Usne plate ki taraf dekha, fir meri taraf. Uski nazar mein ek sawal sa tha, aur mein bhi samajh gayi.

Aarav: Ek hi plate mein?

Mera dil thodi si dhadkan ke saath dhadka. Meine fir turant jhoot bol diya, pata nahi kyun, par dil se dil tak baat chali gayi.

Mein: Sorry... umm... woh... baaki plates gandi hain, ek hi saaf mili, isliye ek hi plate mein laayi hu.

Ye jhoot tha, bilkul saaf-saaf jhoot. Par mujhe laga shayad woh ek plate mein saath khane ke liye mana nahi kar dega. Meine usse dekha badi umid lekar, par uski aankhein fir se kitab par chali gayi thi. Mera dil doob sa gaya, shayad usse pasand nahi aaya mere saath ek plate mein khana. Aur mein bhi samajh gaye.

Mein: thik hai mein doosri plate laati hu.

Meine uthkar jane lagi, par tabhi uski awaaz ne mujhe rok diya.

Aarav: Isi mein kha lunga.

Ye sunte hi mere hothon par ek muskurahat khil gayi. Mere pet mein wohi gudgudi shuru ho gayi, jaise koi titaliyaan udd rahi ho. Mera dil zor-zor se dhadak raha tha, uski ek chhoti si baat se meri duniya jaise roshan ho gayi.

Meine fir se uske paas baith gayi, is baar aur thodi kareeb. Uske badan ki garmi, uski khushboo, sab mujhe ek ajeeb se ghera rahi thi.

Aarav: Aap kha lo, mein baad mein kha lunga.

Mein: Baad mein kyun? Abhi kha lo, thodi der baad padhna.

Usne plate ki taraf dekha, aur meine dekha uski nazar us ek hi chammach par thami. Mein samajh gayi.

Mein: Woh... ek hi chammach layi hu, isliye baad mein khaoge? Doosri chammach laaun?

Woh thodi der chup raha, fir dheere se bola.

Aarav: Nahi, theek hai.

Meri muskurahat aur bhi gehri ho gayi.

Meine chammach uthaya aur ek niwala uski taraf badhaya.

Mein: Aa karo.

Usne mu khola jaise koye chota baccha ho aur meine usse khilaya. Fir usi chammach se meine ek niwala khud khaya. Woh mujhe nahi dekh raha tha, par meri nazrein us par hi thi. Uska chehra, uski woh jhuthi chammach se khana, sab mujhe ek ajeeb si duniya mein le ja rahe the.

Mein: Tumhe yaad hai, bachpan mein mein tumhe aise hi khilaya karti thi?

Aarav: Hmm.

Mein: Aur tum acche bacche ki tarah chup-chaap kha lete the.

Usne kuch nahi kaha, par meri taraf dekha. Meine usse dekhte hue muskuraya, mera dil uske ek nazar se hi khushi se bhar gaya. Pet mein woh gudgudi aur tez ho gayi.

Mein: Kal raat... tum kitne baje soye the?

Aarav: Paanch baje.

Mein chaunk gayi. Paanch baje? Matlab woh raat bhar chhat par tha? Aree mujhe pata hoti to mein uske saath hi chhat pe rahti jati na, dhatt miss kar diya Meine.

Mein: Aarav, paanch baje? Tumne raat bhar soye nahi?

Aarav: Nahi.

Mein: Paanch baje tak chhat par hi the?

Aarav: Ha.

Mera dil doob gaya. Meine usse niraasha bhari nazron se dekha.

Mein: Aarav, tum raat bhar soye kyun nahi?

Aarav: Aise hi.

Mein: Bas aise hi?

Woh chup raha, mujhe dekhta raha. Mera dil toot raha tha, mein iss baat pe usko dat lagana cahati thi par kiya isska ekdam ulta meine apni awaaz ko aur bhi pyar se bhara.

Mein: Kya... kya tum har raat aise hi bina soye chhat par rehte ho?

Aarav: Kabhi-kabhi.

Mein: Kyun? Mera matlab, tum raat ko sote nahi?

Aarav: Kabhi-kabhi.

Mein: Aarav, aise toh tum bimar pad jaoge.

Woh chup raha. Iss beech Meine usse poha khilaya, khud bhi khaya. Woh chaye ki chuski le raha tha, aur mein uske jawab ka intezaar kar rahi thi.

Aarav: Aur aap?

Mein: Huh?

Aarav: Aap raat ko soti nahi?

Mein chaunk gayi. Usne mujhse sawal kiya? Khud se? Mera pet ek baar fir se gudgudi se bhar gaya. Mein yehi to cahati thi ki woh baatein kare mujhse.

Mein: Kal neend nahi aa rahi thi, isliye chhat par gayi thi.

Aarav: Neend kyun nahi aayi aapko?

Uske sawal ne mujhe andar tak hila diya. Woh meri aankhon mein dekh raha tha, aur meri saansein jaise ruk si gayi. Meine dheere se, thodi si shikayat ke saath kaha.

Mein: Meine tumhe kal bataya tha na, jab khud ka beta mujhse baatein nahi karta, mujhe dekhta nahi, na hi mujhe pyar karta hai, toh neend kaise aayegi?

Meine yeh baat ek ummeed ke saath kahi, ki shayad woh kuch bole, shayad woh kahe ki woh mujhse pyar karta hai, shayad woh mujhe apni baahon mein bhi le le aur kahe, "Maa, mein hoon na aapke saath." Par woh chup raha. Uska chehra fir se kitab ki taraf mud gaya.

Mera dil toot sa gaya, ek chhota sa tukda aur bikhar gaya aisa mujhe laga par tabhi Aarav ne bola.

Aarav: Aap raat ko chhat par mat jaya karo, andhera hota hai.

Mein: Toh tum bhi mat jaya karo.

Aarav: Raat ko soya karo aap.

Mein: Tum bhi raat ko soya karo.

Meine uski baat usse hi wapas kahi, aur mujhe hasi aa gayi. Woh chup ho gaya, shayad meri hasi usse buri lagi. Aur Mera dil phir se dhadka.

Aarav: Mujhe abhi padhna hai.

Mein: Oh... accha, lunch mein kya khaoge?

Par usne jawab nahi diya. Mein samajh gayi, mujhe ab jana hoga. Par dil kahan manta tha? Mera mann toh bas uske paas baithkar usse dekhte rehne ka tha, usse baatein karne ka tha. Par dil ki baat toh kabhi poori hoti nahi.

Meine plate uthayi, usse apne seene se laga liya, jaise woh plate nahi, mera beta Aarav ho. Ek baar mudkar usse dekha, iss umid se ki shayad woh bhi mujhe dekhe, par aisa kuchh huya nahi woh apni kitab mein khoya raha. Mein muskurayi, par andar se toot rahi thi. Yeh zindagi koi bollywood film nahi, hakikat thi jo chahe wahi ho aisa nahi hota tha.


Kitchen mein wapas aayi, lunch banane lagi, par dimag mein bas Aarav, Aarav Aarav aur Aarav hi tha. Uski woh purani yaadein, jab woh chhota tha, meri baahon mein sota tha, mujhe "Maa" kehta tha. Ab toh woh mujhe "Maa" bhi nahi kehta. Par aaj usne mere liye poha banaya tha, shayad ab bhi woh mujhse thoda sa pyar karta ho. Shayad.... Shayad.....

Meine yaad kiya, chaar saal pehle jab woh @# umar ka tha, mein usse is hi kitchen mein poha banana sikha rahi thi. Mein uske peeche khadi thi, apni baahon mein usse jakde hue, uske haathon ko apne haathon mein pakde hue. Mera seena uski peeth se laga hua tha, aur tab bhi mere pet mein yeh gudgudi ho rahi thi.


Woh has raha tha, mujhse baatein kar raha tha. Woh pal ab sirf yaadein ban gaye hain. Aankhein nam ho gayi, par muskurahat bhi thi, kyunki woh yaadein meri sabse badi daulat thi.

Chaar ghante beet gaye, ab 11 baj rahe the. Mein Aarav ko khane ke liye bulane ja rahi thi ki tabhi doorbell baji.

Mein: Shayad Nina hogi, college se aa gayi hogi.

Meine darwaza khola, par Nina nahi, pados ki Rakhi bhabhi thi.

Rakhi ji: Aarav ki maa!

Ha, sab janne Wale mujhe Aarav ki maa kehte hain. Mein to nina ki bhi maa thi par koye mujhe nina ki maa, ya fir Ankur ki patni kehke nahi bulata tha. Sab mujhe Aarav maa hi bulate the.
Mera naam toh jaise Aarav ke saath hi jud gaya hai. Yeh baat mujhe dil ki chhoo jati hai.

Mein: Ji, aaye bhabhi, baithiye. Kaise aana hua?

Rakhi ji: Arre, baithne nahi aayi. Suno, aaj meri beti ka 22 waa janmdin hai.

Mein: Accha.

Rakhi ji: Accha nahi, tum sabko aana hai.

Meine muskurate hue kaha.
Mein: Ji, zaroor aayenge.

Rakhi ji: Aur sab kahan hain?

Mein: Ankur office gaya hain, Nina college gayi hai,woh abhi aati hi hogi.

Rakhi ji: Aarav beta kahan hai? Aajkal woh kam hi dikhta hai.

Mein: Woh ghar pe hai, padhai kar raha hai. Exams aane wale hain na, taiyaari kar raha hai.

Rakhi ji: Acchi baat hai. Mera ladka toh padhta hi nahi. Tumhara beta accha hai.

Mein: Ha, woh toh hai.

Rakhi ji: Yeh batao, chehre par kya lagati ho?

Mein: Waise toh kuch khaas nahi, bas night cream.

Rakhi ji: Arre, din ba din to sundar hoti ja rahi ho.



Mein: Arre, aisi koi baat nahi.

Rakhi ji: Kya baat hai, pati se bahut pyar mil raha hai kya?

Iss baat pe Meine bas has di, par dil mein Aarav ka khayal aaya sirf. Pyar toh mujhe Ankur mera matlab mere pati se chahiye hi nahi tha.

Mein: Arre, aap bhi toh sundar hoti ja rahi ho. Aapke husband aapko bahut pyar karte honge, hai na?

Aur phir hum auraton wali baatein karne lage. Tab tak Nina bhi aa gayi aur hum teeno baithkar gossip karne lage. Thodi der baad Rakhi bhabhi chali gayi.

Mein: Nina, haath-mu dhoke aa, mein Aarav ko bula ke aati hu.

Aarav ke kamre mein gayi, woh ab bhi padh raha tha.

Mein: Aarav, chalo kha lo.

Aarav: Abhi nahi.

Mein: Nahi, pehle kha lo, chalo.

Aarav: Baad mein.

Mera dil uski mujhe aise nazar andaaz karne se toot ta tha, par meine uski kitab zabardasti band kar di.

Mein: Pehle khao, aur mein kuch nahi sunungi. Chalo.

Zabardasti usse khane ke liye baitha diya. Hum teeno mein, Aarav, aur Nina khane baith gaye. Aarav chup-chaap kha raha tha, na mujhe dekh raha tha, na baat kar raha tha. Mera dil uske liye tadap raha tha. Mein usse har waqt batein karna chahti thi.

Mein: Umm... waise Aarav, Rakhi ji aayi thi, unki beti ka janmdin hai aaj. Sabko invite kiya hai... kya tum chaloge?

Aarav: Mujhe nahi jana.

Mein: Par kyun? Unhone sabko bulaya hai.

Nina: Bhaiya, chalo na.

Mein: Ha, Aarav.

Nina: Bhaiya, please na.

Aarav: Bas, mera khana ho gaya.

Aur yeh kehte hue woh uthkar chala gaya. Meine usse roka.

Mein: Aarav, khana toh theek se kha lo...

Par woh bina meri baat sune chala gaya. Nina aur mein usse dekhte reh gaye.

Nina: Bhaiya aisa kyun karte hain, maa? Kabhi-kabhi toh lagta hai woh humein apna maante hi nahi. Aisa kyun hai?

Mein kya jawab deti? Mein khud apne bete ko nahi samajh paayi. Iss Sharam se mera sirr jhuk gaya. Iska kiya jawab deti, Mein aapna haath dho liye, Aarav aise mujhe Nazarandaz karke chala gaya mujhe ab ki iccha nahi thi.

Mein: Mera ho gaya, tu kha le

Nina: Par...

Mein: Meine kaha na, mera ho gaya. Tu Kha le.

Thodi si gusse mein boli, bechari Nina chup-chaap kha rahi thi. Mera dimag bas Aarav ke khayalon mein dooba tha. Mein kya nahi karti thi uski khushi ke liye? Bas uska thoda sa dhyan chahiye tha mujhe, uska pyar chahiye tha. Kya yeh galat tha? Aap log hi batao.

Par woh mujhe nazarandaaz karta tha, aur yeh dard mujhe andar tak kha jata tha.

Nina: Waise, mujhe ek baat poochni thi.

Mein: Kya?

Nina: Aap mujhse hamesha "tu" kehti ho, par bhaiya se "tum". Aisa kyun?

Mein chaunk gayi thi ab iska kiya jawab du nina ko, Sach hi toh thi yeh baat, mein Aarav ko tum kehke hi bulati hu. Tab bhi aur ab bhi, ab to aur bhi, Khair.

Mein: Woh... tu chhoti hai na, isliye.

Nina: Maa, bhaiya mujhse sirf ek saal bade hain. Fir bhi unhe "tum" aur mujhe "tu"?

Mein: Woh... bada hai na, bade ko izzat di jati hai.

Nina: Mujhe toh lagta hai aap papa se bhi zyada bhaiya ki izzat karti ho.

Meri saansein ruk gayi. Ab iska kiya jawab du? Meine khud ko sambhalte hue kaha.

Mein: Kyun na karun uski izzat? woh...

Tabhi Aarav kamre se bahar aaya, shayad kahi jaane ke liye tayyar tha woh.

Mein: Kahan ja rahe ho?

Aarav: Dukaan ja raha hu.

(Dukan matlab humara ho business hai waha)

Nina: Bhaiya, shaam ko jaoge na humare saath?

Par Aarav bina jawab diye chala gaya. Meine usse dekha, par usne nahi. mera dil uske saath hi chala gaya, toote huye. Kiya hojata agar woh mujhe thoda dhake jata, mujhe batake jata?

Nina: Lo, bhaiya toh chale gaye. Ab kya? Mujhe toh lagta hai woh nahi aayega.

Meine darwaze ki taraf dekhte rahi jaha se Aarav gaya tha, mein naraz thi iss baat pe ki woh aise hi chala gaya, par kahi na kahi mujhe ek Biswas tha.



Mein: Shart laga le, woh zaroor aayega. Aur humare saath hi jayega.

Nina: Aapko kaise pata?

Mein: Maa hu na, mujhe pata nahi hoga to aur kise pata hoga?

Nina : chalo shaam ko hi dekha jayega.

Mein darwaze ki dekhte huye muskurai. Meri muskurahat mein ek ummeed thi, ek pyaar tha, jo shayad sirf aur sirf Mein hi samajh sakti thi.

Aisa nahi tha ki mein meri choti beti nina se pyaar nahi karti thi, mein dono baccho se hi pyaar karti hu. par Aarav mera dil tha, aur chahe kuch bhi ho, mein usse hamesha aise hi pyar karti rahungi.

 

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Mein chaye aur garma-garam poha lekar Aarav ke kamre ki taraf chali. Woh apne bistar par baitha, kitab mein dooba hua tha. Uske chehre par woh gehri talleenata thi, aankhein kitab ke panno par chipki hui thi, aur uska ek ek shabd padhne ka andaaz... haye, mujhe toh bas usse dekhte rehne ka dil karta tha. Meine chupke se darwaze ke peeche se usse dekha, woh itna pyara lag raha tha, jaise koi chhota sa farishta apni duniya mein khoya hua ho. Ha mere liye to chota hi rahega na. Meri nazrein uske chehre par thami hui thi, uske baalon ki woh chhoti si lat jo uske maathe par gir rahi thi, uski ungliyon ka kitab ke panno ko dheere se palatna... sab kuch mujhe ek ajeeb si gudgudi de raha tha, Mein usse aise hi nihar rahi thi. Usse Nihar te waqt meri hontho pe muskan ki lakeer thi.



Mein usse padhte waqt disturb nahi karna chahti thi, par nashta toh karna tha na usse? Aur sach kahu, mera dil usse baatein karne ke liye bechain tha. Thodi si ghabrahat bhi thi, kahi woh gussa na kar de. Par mann ka kya? Mann toh bas uske paas jana chahta tha.

Meine dheere se uske paas jaakar bistar par baith gayi, uske kareeb.

Mein: Umm... Aarav?

Woh padhte-padhte ruk gaya, usne meri taraf dekha. Uski aankhein, woh gahri, gehri aankhein, jismein ek samundar sa chhupa tha, mujhe dekha. Mera dil ek pal ke liye ruk sa gaya.

Aarav: Kya?

Mein: Woh... mein nashta lekar aayi hu.

Aarav: Aap kha lo.

Uski awaaz mein thodi si berukhi thi, par mujhe uski har baat mein ek alag sa pyaar dikhta tha. Meine plate uske saamne rakhi aur muskurate hue boli.

Mein: Umm... meine dono ke liye nashta laya hai.

Usne plate ki taraf dekha, fir meri taraf. Uski nazar mein ek sawal sa tha, aur mein bhi samajh gayi.

Aarav: Ek hi plate mein?

Mera dil thodi si dhadkan ke saath dhadka. Meine fir turant jhoot bol diya, pata nahi kyun, par dil se dil tak baat chali gayi.

Mein: Sorry... umm... woh... baaki plates gandi hain, ek hi saaf mili, isliye ek hi plate mein laayi hu.

Ye jhoot tha, bilkul saaf-saaf jhoot. Par mujhe laga shayad woh ek plate mein saath khane ke liye mana nahi kar dega. Meine usse dekha badi umid lekar, par uski aankhein fir se kitab par chali gayi thi. Mera dil doob sa gaya, shayad usse pasand nahi aaya mere saath ek plate mein khana. Aur mein bhi samajh gaye.

Mein: thik hai mein doosri plate laati hu.

Meine uthkar jane lagi, par tabhi uski awaaz ne mujhe rok diya.

Aarav: Isi mein kha lunga.

Ye sunte hi mere hothon par ek muskurahat khil gayi. Mere pet mein wohi gudgudi shuru ho gayi, jaise koi titaliyaan udd rahi ho. Mera dil zor-zor se dhadak raha tha, uski ek chhoti si baat se meri duniya jaise roshan ho gayi.

Meine fir se uske paas baith gayi, is baar aur thodi kareeb. Uske badan ki garmi, uski khushboo, sab mujhe ek ajeeb se ghera rahi thi.

Aarav: Aap kha lo, mein baad mein kha lunga.

Mein: Baad mein kyun? Abhi kha lo, thodi der baad padhna.

Usne plate ki taraf dekha, aur meine dekha uski nazar us ek hi chammach par thami. Mein samajh gayi.

Mein: Woh... ek hi chammach layi hu, isliye baad mein khaoge? Doosri chammach laaun?

Woh thodi der chup raha, fir dheere se bola.

Aarav: Nahi, theek hai.

Meri muskurahat aur bhi gehri ho gayi.

Meine chammach uthaya aur ek niwala uski taraf badhaya.

Mein: Aa karo.

Usne mu khola jaise koye chota baccha ho aur meine usse khilaya. Fir usi chammach se meine ek niwala khud khaya. Woh mujhe nahi dekh raha tha, par meri nazrein us par hi thi. Uska chehra, uski woh jhuthi chammach se khana, sab mujhe ek ajeeb si duniya mein le ja rahe the.

Mein: Tumhe yaad hai, bachpan mein mein tumhe aise hi khilaya karti thi?

Aarav: Hmm.

Mein: Aur tum acche bacche ki tarah chup-chaap kha lete the.

Usne kuch nahi kaha, par meri taraf dekha. Meine usse dekhte hue muskuraya, mera dil uske ek nazar se hi khushi se bhar gaya. Pet mein woh gudgudi aur tez ho gayi.

Mein: Kal raat... tum kitne baje soye the?

Aarav: Paanch baje.

Mein chaunk gayi. Paanch baje? Matlab woh raat bhar chhat par tha? Aree mujhe pata hoti to mein uske saath hi chhat pe rahti jati na, dhatt miss kar diya Meine.

Mein: Aarav, paanch baje? Tumne raat bhar soye nahi?

Aarav: Nahi.

Mein: Paanch baje tak chhat par hi the?

Aarav: Ha.

Mera dil doob gaya. Meine usse niraasha bhari nazron se dekha.

Mein: Aarav, tum raat bhar soye kyun nahi?

Aarav: Aise hi.

Mein: Bas aise hi?

Woh chup raha, mujhe dekhta raha. Mera dil toot raha tha, mein iss baat pe usko dat lagana cahati thi par kiya isska ekdam ulta meine apni awaaz ko aur bhi pyar se bhara.

Mein: Kya... kya tum har raat aise hi bina soye chhat par rehte ho?

Aarav: Kabhi-kabhi.

Mein: Kyun? Mera matlab, tum raat ko sote nahi?

Aarav: Kabhi-kabhi.

Mein: Aarav, aise toh tum bimar pad jaoge.

Woh chup raha. Iss beech Meine usse poha khilaya, khud bhi khaya. Woh chaye ki chuski le raha tha, aur mein uske jawab ka intezaar kar rahi thi.

Aarav: Aur aap?

Mein: Huh?

Aarav: Aap raat ko soti nahi?

Mein chaunk gayi. Usne mujhse sawal kiya? Khud se? Mera pet ek baar fir se gudgudi se bhar gaya. Mein yehi to cahati thi ki woh baatein kare mujhse.

Mein: Kal neend nahi aa rahi thi, isliye chhat par gayi thi.

Aarav: Neend kyun nahi aayi aapko?

Uske sawal ne mujhe andar tak hila diya. Woh meri aankhon mein dekh raha tha, aur meri saansein jaise ruk si gayi. Meine dheere se, thodi si shikayat ke saath kaha.

Mein: Meine tumhe kal bataya tha na, jab khud ka beta mujhse baatein nahi karta, mujhe dekhta nahi, na hi mujhe pyar karta hai, toh neend kaise aayegi?

Meine yeh baat ek ummeed ke saath kahi, ki shayad woh kuch bole, shayad woh kahe ki woh mujhse pyar karta hai, shayad woh mujhe apni baahon mein bhi le le aur kahe, "Maa, mein hoon na aapke saath." Par woh chup raha. Uska chehra fir se kitab ki taraf mud gaya.

Mera dil toot sa gaya, ek chhota sa tukda aur bikhar gaya aisa mujhe laga par tabhi Aarav ne bola.

Aarav: Aap raat ko chhat par mat jaya karo, andhera hota hai.

Mein: Toh tum bhi mat jaya karo.

Aarav: Raat ko soya karo aap.

Mein: Tum bhi raat ko soya karo.

Meine uski baat usse hi wapas kahi, aur mujhe hasi aa gayi. Woh chup ho gaya, shayad meri hasi usse buri lagi. Aur Mera dil phir se dhadka.

Aarav: Mujhe abhi padhna hai.

Mein: Oh... accha, lunch mein kya khaoge?

Par usne jawab nahi diya. Mein samajh gayi, mujhe ab jana hoga. Par dil kahan manta tha? Mera mann toh bas uske paas baithkar usse dekhte rehne ka tha, usse baatein karne ka tha. Par dil ki baat toh kabhi poori hoti nahi.

Meine plate uthayi, usse apne seene se laga liya, jaise woh plate nahi, mera beta Aarav ho. Ek baar mudkar usse dekha, iss umid se ki shayad woh bhi mujhe dekhe, par aisa kuchh huya nahi woh apni kitab mein khoya raha. Mein muskurayi, par andar se toot rahi thi. Yeh zindagi koi bollywood film nahi, hakikat thi jo chahe wahi ho aisa nahi hota tha.


Kitchen mein wapas aayi, lunch banane lagi, par dimag mein bas Aarav, Aarav Aarav aur Aarav hi tha. Uski woh purani yaadein, jab woh chhota tha, meri baahon mein sota tha, mujhe "Maa" kehta tha. Ab toh woh mujhe "Maa" bhi nahi kehta. Par aaj usne mere liye poha banaya tha, shayad ab bhi woh mujhse thoda sa pyar karta ho. Shayad.... Shayad.....

Meine yaad kiya, chaar saal pehle jab woh @# umar ka tha, mein usse is hi kitchen mein poha banana sikha rahi thi. Mein uske peeche khadi thi, apni baahon mein usse jakde hue, uske haathon ko apne haathon mein pakde hue. Mera seena uski peeth se laga hua tha, aur tab bhi mere pet mein yeh gudgudi ho rahi thi.


Woh has raha tha, mujhse baatein kar raha tha. Woh pal ab sirf yaadein ban gaye hain. Aankhein nam ho gayi, par muskurahat bhi thi, kyunki woh yaadein meri sabse badi daulat thi.

Chaar ghante beet gaye, ab 11 baj rahe the. Mein Aarav ko khane ke liye bulane ja rahi thi ki tabhi doorbell baji.

Mein: Shayad Nina hogi, college se aa gayi hogi.

Meine darwaza khola, par Nina nahi, pados ki Rakhi bhabhi thi.

Rakhi ji: Aarav ki maa!

Ha, sab janne Wale mujhe Aarav ki maa kehte hain. Mein to nina ki bhi maa thi par koye mujhe nina ki maa, ya fir Ankur ki patni kehke nahi bulata tha. Sab mujhe Aarav maa hi bulate the.
Mera naam toh jaise Aarav ke saath hi jud gaya hai. Yeh baat mujhe dil ki chhoo jati hai.

Mein: Ji, aaye bhabhi, baithiye. Kaise aana hua?

Rakhi ji: Arre, baithne nahi aayi. Suno, aaj meri beti ka 22 waa janmdin hai.

Mein: Accha.

Rakhi ji: Accha nahi, tum sabko aana hai.

Meine muskurate hue kaha.
Mein: Ji, zaroor aayenge.

Rakhi ji: Aur sab kahan hain?

Mein: Ankur office gaya hain, Nina college gayi hai,woh abhi aati hi hogi.

Rakhi ji: Aarav beta kahan hai? Aajkal woh kam hi dikhta hai.

Mein: Woh ghar pe hai, padhai kar raha hai. Exams aane wale hain na, taiyaari kar raha hai.

Rakhi ji: Acchi baat hai. Mera ladka toh padhta hi nahi. Tumhara beta accha hai.

Mein: Ha, woh toh hai.

Rakhi ji: Yeh batao, chehre par kya lagati ho?

Mein: Waise toh kuch khaas nahi, bas night cream.

Rakhi ji: Arre, din ba din to sundar hoti ja rahi ho.



Mein: Arre, aisi koi baat nahi.

Rakhi ji: Kya baat hai, pati se bahut pyar mil raha hai kya?

Iss baat pe Meine bas has di, par dil mein Aarav ka khayal aaya sirf. Pyar toh mujhe Ankur mera matlab mere pati se chahiye hi nahi tha.

Mein: Arre, aap bhi toh sundar hoti ja rahi ho. Aapke husband aapko bahut pyar karte honge, hai na?

Aur phir hum auraton wali baatein karne lage. Tab tak Nina bhi aa gayi aur hum teeno baithkar gossip karne lage. Thodi der baad Rakhi bhabhi chali gayi.

Mein: Nina, haath-mu dhoke aa, mein Aarav ko bula ke aati hu.

Aarav ke kamre mein gayi, woh ab bhi padh raha tha.

Mein: Aarav, chalo kha lo.

Aarav: Abhi nahi.

Mein: Nahi, pehle kha lo, chalo.

Aarav: Baad mein.

Mera dil uski mujhe aise nazar andaaz karne se toot ta tha, par meine uski kitab zabardasti band kar di.

Mein: Pehle khao, aur mein kuch nahi sunungi. Chalo.

Zabardasti usse khane ke liye baitha diya. Hum teeno mein, Aarav, aur Nina khane baith gaye. Aarav chup-chaap kha raha tha, na mujhe dekh raha tha, na baat kar raha tha. Mera dil uske liye tadap raha tha. Mein usse har waqt batein karna chahti thi.

Mein: Umm... waise Aarav, Rakhi ji aayi thi, unki beti ka janmdin hai aaj. Sabko invite kiya hai... kya tum chaloge?

Aarav: Mujhe nahi jana.

Mein: Par kyun? Unhone sabko bulaya hai.

Nina: Bhaiya, chalo na.

Mein: Ha, Aarav.

Nina: Bhaiya, please na.

Aarav: Bas, mera khana ho gaya.

Aur yeh kehte hue woh uthkar chala gaya. Meine usse roka.

Mein: Aarav, khana toh theek se kha lo...

Par woh bina meri baat sune chala gaya. Nina aur mein usse dekhte reh gaye.

Nina: Bhaiya aisa kyun karte hain, maa? Kabhi-kabhi toh lagta hai woh humein apna maante hi nahi. Aisa kyun hai?

Mein kya jawab deti? Mein khud apne bete ko nahi samajh paayi. Iss Sharam se mera sirr jhuk gaya. Iska kiya jawab deti, Mein aapna haath dho liye, Aarav aise mujhe Nazarandaz karke chala gaya mujhe ab ki iccha nahi thi.

Mein: Mera ho gaya, tu kha le

Nina: Par...

Mein: Meine kaha na, mera ho gaya. Tu Kha le.

Thodi si gusse mein boli, bechari Nina chup-chaap kha rahi thi. Mera dimag bas Aarav ke khayalon mein dooba tha. Mein kya nahi karti thi uski khushi ke liye? Bas uska thoda sa dhyan chahiye tha mujhe, uska pyar chahiye tha. Kya yeh galat tha? Aap log hi batao.

Par woh mujhe nazarandaaz karta tha, aur yeh dard mujhe andar tak kha jata tha.

Nina: Waise, mujhe ek baat poochni thi.

Mein: Kya?

Nina: Aap mujhse hamesha "tu" kehti ho, par bhaiya se "tum". Aisa kyun?

Mein chaunk gayi thi ab iska kiya jawab du nina ko, Sach hi toh thi yeh baat, mein Aarav ko tum kehke hi bulati hu. Tab bhi aur ab bhi, ab to aur bhi, Khair.

Mein: Woh... tu chhoti hai na, isliye.

Nina: Maa, bhaiya mujhse sirf ek saal bade hain. Fir bhi unhe "tum" aur mujhe "tu"?

Mein: Woh... bada hai na, bade ko izzat di jati hai.

Nina: Mujhe toh lagta hai aap papa se bhi zyada bhaiya ki izzat karti ho.

Meri saansein ruk gayi. Ab iska kiya jawab du? Meine khud ko sambhalte hue kaha.

Mein: Kyun na karun uski izzat? woh...

Tabhi Aarav kamre se bahar aaya, shayad kahi jaane ke liye tayyar tha woh.

Mein: Kahan ja rahe ho?

Aarav: Dukaan ja raha hu.

(Dukan matlab humara ho business hai waha)

Nina: Bhaiya, shaam ko jaoge na humare saath?

Par Aarav bina jawab diye chala gaya. Meine usse dekha, par usne nahi. mera dil uske saath hi chala gaya, toote huye. Kiya hojata agar woh mujhe thoda dhake jata, mujhe batake jata?

Nina: Lo, bhaiya toh chale gaye. Ab kya? Mujhe toh lagta hai woh nahi aayega.

Meine darwaze ki taraf dekhte rahi jaha se Aarav gaya tha, mein naraz thi iss baat pe ki woh aise hi chala gaya, par kahi na kahi mujhe ek Biswas tha.



Mein: Shart laga le, woh zaroor aayega. Aur humare saath hi jayega.

Nina: Aapko kaise pata?

Mein: Maa hu na, mujhe pata nahi hoga to aur kise pata hoga?

Nina : chalo shaam ko hi dekha jayega.

Mein darwaze ki dekhte huye muskurai. Meri muskurahat mein ek ummeed thi, ek pyaar tha, jo shayad sirf aur sirf Mein hi samajh sakti thi.

Aisa nahi tha ki mein meri choti beti nina se pyaar nahi karti thi, mein dono baccho se hi pyaar karti hu. par Aarav mera dil tha, aur chahe kuch bhi ho, mein usse hamesha aise hi pyar karti rahungi.

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