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mai apni hungamo bhari kahani ki shuruat us shaam se karna chahta hon, jis shaam main 6 saal baad dehradun se mumbai mummy ke paas ja raha tha. wahan mere papa bhi rahte han. aisa mujhe mohini aunty ne bataya tha. meri umar das saal thi aur maine aaj tak apne papa ko nahi dekha tha. dehradun ke ek mohalle ke khasta se ghar me mai raha karta tha. jahan mohini aunty apne pati aur mata pita ke sath raha karti thi.
ab un sabko chhod kar mai hamesha ke liye mummy ke paas rahne ja raha tha. das saal tak unke sath raha tha, bohut maze se raha tha. bohut pyar milta raha tha mujhe.. unse door hone ka mujhe bohut dukh tha. mummy ke sath rehne ka tasawwur hi mujhe sarshar kar deta tha. aise me mohini aunty ya dusron ki mujhe zayada parwa kyu rahti.
shekhar uncle mujhe dehradun airport se mumbai jane wali flight par bitha kar wapis chale gaye the. shekhar uncle kahan rahte the, ye main nahi janta tha. han kabhi kabhi wo mujhse milne aa jaya karte the.
mere liye plane ka safar meri zindagi ka sabse munfard, ajib aur dilkash safar tha. dar bhi bohut laga tha mujhe. par mummy ke paas jald pohnchne ki khushi ne us dar ko khaa lia tha.
mumbai airport par mujhe mummy dikhi, wo mujhe dekh cheekhti roti, bhaagti mere paas aai aur mujhe khud se lipta kar rone lagi, mujhe pyar karne lagi. mujhe chumne lagi.
mummy: mera shivam. mera laal. meri jaan.. muaahh muaahh muaahh
mummy ne chum chum kar mera sara chahra geela kar dia. hosh sambhalne ke baad pahli baar main mummy ka pyar pa raha tha. jab chhota tha to anjaan tha, mamta ke lams se aashna to tha. lekin yaaden dhundla chuki thi. hosh ki dunya me rahte maa ke pyar ko paya, samjha aur jaana to meri ankhon se bhi ansu bah nikle. maine bhi zor se mummy ko bhench lia aur mummy ko pyar karne laga, chumne laga.
mummy: mujhe maaf karde shivam beta. mai majbur thi. tujhse itne baras door rahne par majbur thi. maaf karde apni mummy ko.
mai kya bolta. ansuon ka namkeen pani mere gale me utar aaya tha. bola hi nahi gaya...
fir meri nazar paas khade ek pant coat pahne admi par padi. wo mujhe ghoor kar dekh raha tha. uski ankhon me mere liye pyar naam ki koi chiz nahi thi. bas wo normally mujhe dekh raha tha. mummy ka mann bhara aur na hi mera mann bhara. us admi ne gala khankaar kar awaz nikali to mummy jaise hosh me aai. mummy mujhe thaam us admi ko dekhte mujhse boli
mummy: shivam beta ye tere papa han.
"papa"..."mere papa"...."mere sautele papa"
mere dil ki dhadkan ekdum se tez ho gayi. jise mai dekh raha tha. wo mere papa the. bhale hi sautele the. par the to mere papa, meri maa ke pati the. unke chahre par mujhe ab bhi mere liye pyar nahi dikha tha. fir bhi mere dil ki dhadkan tez ho gai thi. papa shabd me kaisi mithas rachi hoti ha, ye mai aaj pahli bar jaan pa raha tha. sabhi ke papa hote han, par mere nahi the. aaj mujhe bhi mil gaye the. mai bade shauk se papa ko dekhne laga.. fir mummy ke kahne par maine unke pair chhu liye..
mummy: niresh
papa ka naam niresh tha. mummy ke ishara karne par hi sahi, par unho ne mujhe ashirvad de dia.
papa: bhagwan kare hamesha khush raho. kabhi koi dukh na aaye tumhari zindagi me..
papa ke ye shabd mere liye bade ajib the. par mai ajab shabdo ke jaal me na ulajh kar papa ko dekh niharne laga.
papa kuch aur nahi bole mujhse, na hi mujhe gale se lagaya. aise hi mummy ko sar ke ishare se bahar chalne ko kah gaye.. mummy ek bazo mere gird kase mujhe sath liye airport building se bahar jaane lagi.
mummy bepanah khush thi. aur main bhi apni zindagi ki sabse badi khushi pa raha tha. meri mummy mere sath thi. jinke sath rahne ki kalpana mai barson se karta aa raha tha. ab ja ke kahin meri ye kalpana puri hui thi.
bahar ek luxury gadi khadi thi. sath hi do gadiyan aur khadi dikhen. wahan kuch guards hathu me guns liye mummy papa ko dekh attention ho gaye. hum gaadi me beth. papa front seat par, mai mummy ke sath back seat par beth gaya. mummy firse mere gaalon par kiss karne lagi. mujhe papa ka chahra dikha jo mirror se humen hi dekh rahe the. is baar mujhe papa ke chahre ke bhav aur bhi ajib lage. par main samjh nahi paya. papa turant bahar dekhne lage.
mai aur mummy baaten karne lage. 25 minat me gaadiyon ka kafila ek aalishan kothi ke andar tha. main kothi dekh kar dang rah gaya. mohini aunty ne bataya to tha, mummy yahan raniyon ke jaisi zindagi guzar rahi han. mahal jaisi kothi ki wo mallika han. ab dekha to sach me hi kothi kisi mahal se kam nahi thi. 3 acre ke area ke andar kothi beach me badi shan se khadi thi. charon sides ki boundry wall 15 ft unchi thi. aur kai hathiyarband guards kothi ke andar security ka kaam anjam de rahe the. mai sab dekh kar mantramudgh ho gaya. aisa nazara maine apni life me kabhi nahi dekha tha. haan filmo me bohut dekha tha.
mujhe hairat bhari nazron se kothi ko dekhte paya to mummy has padi
mummy: shivam beta abse ye kothi tumhari bhi ha.
mai kuch bolta papa mud kar mummy ko dekhne lage. aur maine bohut hi clearly dekha mummy papa ke aise dekhne par confuse ho gai thi.. main heran to hua par kuch bola nahi.
gaaadi porch me ruki to hum gadi se utar kothi ke andar jane lage. andar dakhil hue to mujhe 2 ladkiyan aati dikhi. unhe dekh mai firse stabdh rah gaya. kitni sundr thi dono. kitne ujle kapde pahn rakhe the dono ne. ohh unme se ek ne baby bhi utha rakha tha. kitna cute sa tha wo baby..
wo hamare paas pohnchi. papa wahan ruke bina hi andar jaane lage..
mummy: shivam beta inse milo ye han
ek ladki ne mummy ko rok dia
ladki: no mom hum khud se apna intro dengi. shiv bhai mai hon kalpana tumhari didi. tumse 2 saal badi hon mai bhai.
maare hairat ke mera moh hi khul gaya. meri didi.. mai mummy ko dekhne laga. mummy chamakti ankhon se haan me sar hilane lagi
dusri ladki boli: shiv bhai main hon sapna mai aapse keval ek saal badi hon.
dono ko dekh, jaan mujhe itni khushi mili.. maare khushi ke larzne laga. bepanah khush mujhse sahn hi nahi ho pa rahi thi.
sapna didi ne mera hath pakad liya
sapna: bhai are you alright?
shivam:- haan didi
sapna ekdum se mere gale lag gai aur mere gaal ko chum liya.
sapna: thank you bhai tumne mujhe didi kah kar mera maan badhaya
kalpana: maine tumhara koi nuksan kiya ha jo tum mujhe didi nahi bol sake.
mummy hum teeno ko dekh muskura rahi thi. kalpana didi ke hathu me maujud baby mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha. mai usay dekhne laga.
shivam: didi ye chhotu kon ha
kalpana: woww.. bhai tumne iska sahi naam kaise bata dia..
mai has pada: to kya iska naam chhotu ha
mummy has padi: nahi shivam beta ise chhotu to sab pyar se kahte han. iska naam
sapna:- iska naam arnav ha bhai. aur ye bhi tumhara bhai ha
kalpana: ek bhai aur bhi ha tumhara
mujhe kitni khushiyan ek sath mil rahi thi. mummy mili, papa mile, do didiyan milen to ab do do bhai bhi mujhe mil rahe the. das saal tak lawarison ke jaise jeete aaya tha. mujhe to apne asli pita ke naam ke siva unke baare me kuch aur malum bhi nahi tha.. berang zindagi ke ekdum se kitne rang utarne shuru ho gaye the.. main larzta kanpta kalpana didi se apne nanhe bhai ko thaam liya. wo ab bhi mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha. maine uska gaal chum liya. wo to jaise khil utha.
kuch hi der ek awaz sunaai di
"mummy ye kon ha"
awaz sunkar dekha to 4 saal ka ek bachha wahin khada mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha. mummy ghutno par bethi aur uska chahra tham uske gaal ko chumti usse boli.
mummy: khud se pahchanne ki koshish karo arun beta
arun... to ye mera dusra bhai tha. kitna payara tha mera bhai. wo firse mujhe tukar tukar dekhne laga. fir mummy ko dekha to ekdum se uski ankhen chamakne lagi
arun:- bhaiya.. ha na mummy ye bhaiya han na.. bolen na mummy ye mere bhaiya han na..
arun bhaag kar mere pairon se lipat gaya: bhaiya .... bhaiya.. bhaiya..
mummy ne mujhse baby ko le lia. mai niche betha aur arun ko gale se laga liya. aaj khushiyon ki barsat jaari thi. maine arun ko gale se laga liya. arun apne nanhe nanhe hath mere gale me daal kar mere gaalon ko chumne laga..
kuch der aise hi hamara pyar bhara milan chalta raha..fir ek kadak awaz sunaai di
papa: band bhi karo is tamashe ko. ya umar bhar yahin khade rahna ha.
papa ki kadakti awaz sunaai di to sab hadbada gaye. arun dar kar mujhe aur bhi kass ke bhench gaya. mummy bhi confuse hokar mera hath pakde wahan se aage badh gai. kalpana aur sapna didi bhi sath hi thi. papa wahin khade ab guse se dekh rahe the.
ye mere liye hairat ki baat thi. airport par jo bhi tha. papa ke bhav jaise bhi the. mere liye pyar nahi tha. par gusa.. ye gusa mere liye tha ya sabke liye, mai samjh nahi paya.. ya wo the hi aise.
kuch din aise hi beete.. mummy jab bhi mere paas hoti, apni mamta ki barish mujhpar barsane lagti. itna pyar mujhe deti, mai sairab ho jata. kalpana didi aur sapna dono meri sautili bahne the. par wo mujhse aisa pyar karti, jaise mai un dono ka saga bhai hon. mummy se itna pyar karti, mummy ko aise respect deti, jaise mummy ne dono ko apni kokh se janam dia ho..
mummy aur papa ki shadi 6.5 saal pahle hui thi. tab mummy mujhe chhod kar jane par majbur ho gai thi. papa ke paas unki do betiyan kalpana aur sapna thi. papa ki first wife parlok sudhar chuki thi. kyu. ye mai nahi janta tha. mummy ne mujhe chhod shadi ka hi kyu socha. kai mayen aisi thee desh bhar me, jinke pati dunya se chale jate the, par wo apni baki ki zindagi apne ke liye bita deti thi. mai nasamjh tha, kuch nahi janta tha. baad me malum pada tha, jaisi zindagi dikhai deti ha, waisi hoti nahi ha, jaise halat dikhai dete han, vaise nahi hote han. jitni khushi aur chamak mujhe mummy ke chahre par dikhai deti
thi, un khushiyon aur chamak ke piche inteha ka dard bhi chhupa hua tha...
aise hi 1 week kaise beet gaya, pata hi nahi chala. mangalvar ki shaam papa kothi wapis aaye aur ate hi mujhe thappad maar dia. mummy bhi wahi thi. mujhe thapad padte dekh wo bhi chilla padi
mummy: nireeeeeeshhhhhhhhhh
papa: chillao mat damini.. tumhare bete ke yahan aate hi manhosiyat ne bhi meri kothi me kadam rakh diye han. aaj croro ka loss to hua hi ha, jaan bhi jate jate bachi ha meri..
mummy papa ki bat par shocked thi. aur mai papa ko dekh shocked. itne dino se jo unki ankhon me, chahre par mere liye nahi tha, wo aaj dikhai de raha tha. mere liye unki ankhon me bepanah nafrat aur tiraskar tha.. papa ki aisi baat par mummy bass apne hont kaat kar rah gai aur mai papa ki zeher ugalti ankhon me aur nahi dekh saka. meri nazren jhukti chali gai..
shor ki awaz sunkar kalpana aur sapna didi bhi wahin aa gai. dono bohut samjhdar thi. kuch bhi bole bina mere hath tham kar mujhe apne sath kamre me le jane lagi.
wahin mujhe dono se malum pada. papa aise hi the, ache the ki nahi, par bure bohut the. guse me aate the to mummy ko bhi peet dalte the. maar peet se kalpana aur sapna didi bhi nahi bach saki thi. dono mujhe apna pyar dekar mera mann bahlane lagi. mere laal pad chuke gaal par apne narm hathu se pyar bhara massage karne lagi.
us din kalpana aur sapna dono mere dil me aur bhi ant gahrai tak utarti chali gai thi. kahne ko to wo meri sauteeli bahne the, par sagon se badhkar par mujhe unse mil raha tha.. thappar ka nishan to nahi jaldi nahi gaya. par mere dil se papa ke liye khed wo khatam karne me safal ho gai thi..
mai apni hungamo bhari kahani ki shuruat us shaam se karna chahta hon, jis shaam main 6 saal baad dehradun se mumbai mummy ke paas ja raha tha. wahan mere papa bhi rahte han. aisa mujhe mohini aunty ne bataya tha. meri umar das saal thi aur maine aaj tak apne papa ko nahi dekha tha. dehradun ke ek mohalle ke khasta se ghar me mai raha karta tha. jahan mohini aunty apne pati aur mata pita ke sath raha karti thi.
ab un sabko chhod kar mai hamesha ke liye mummy ke paas rahne ja raha tha. das saal tak unke sath raha tha, bohut maze se raha tha. bohut pyar milta raha tha mujhe.. unse door hone ka mujhe bohut dukh tha. mummy ke sath rehne ka tasawwur hi mujhe sarshar kar deta tha. aise me mohini aunty ya dusron ki mujhe zayada parwa kyu rahti.
shekhar uncle mujhe dehradun airport se mumbai jane wali flight par bitha kar wapis chale gaye the. shekhar uncle kahan rahte the, ye main nahi janta tha. han kabhi kabhi wo mujhse milne aa jaya karte the.
mere liye plane ka safar meri zindagi ka sabse munfard, ajib aur dilkash safar tha. dar bhi bohut laga tha mujhe. par mummy ke paas jald pohnchne ki khushi ne us dar ko khaa lia tha.
mumbai airport par mujhe mummy dikhi, wo mujhe dekh cheekhti roti, bhaagti mere paas aai aur mujhe khud se lipta kar rone lagi, mujhe pyar karne lagi. mujhe chumne lagi.
mummy: mera shivam. mera laal. meri jaan.. muaahh muaahh muaahh
mummy ne chum chum kar mera sara chahra geela kar dia. hosh sambhalne ke baad pahli baar main mummy ka pyar pa raha tha. jab chhota tha to anjaan tha, mamta ke lams se aashna to tha. lekin yaaden dhundla chuki thi. hosh ki dunya me rahte maa ke pyar ko paya, samjha aur jaana to meri ankhon se bhi ansu bah nikle. maine bhi zor se mummy ko bhench lia aur mummy ko pyar karne laga, chumne laga.
mummy: mujhe maaf karde shivam beta. mai majbur thi. tujhse itne baras door rahne par majbur thi. maaf karde apni mummy ko.
mai kya bolta. ansuon ka namkeen pani mere gale me utar aaya tha. bola hi nahi gaya...
fir meri nazar paas khade ek pant coat pahne admi par padi. wo mujhe ghoor kar dekh raha tha. uski ankhon me mere liye pyar naam ki koi chiz nahi thi. bas wo normally mujhe dekh raha tha. mummy ka mann bhara aur na hi mera mann bhara. us admi ne gala khankaar kar awaz nikali to mummy jaise hosh me aai. mummy mujhe thaam us admi ko dekhte mujhse boli
mummy: shivam beta ye tere papa han.
"papa"..."mere papa"...."mere sautele papa"
mere dil ki dhadkan ekdum se tez ho gayi. jise mai dekh raha tha. wo mere papa the. bhale hi sautele the. par the to mere papa, meri maa ke pati the. unke chahre par mujhe ab bhi mere liye pyar nahi dikha tha. fir bhi mere dil ki dhadkan tez ho gai thi. papa shabd me kaisi mithas rachi hoti ha, ye mai aaj pahli bar jaan pa raha tha. sabhi ke papa hote han, par mere nahi the. aaj mujhe bhi mil gaye the. mai bade shauk se papa ko dekhne laga.. fir mummy ke kahne par maine unke pair chhu liye..
mummy: niresh
papa ka naam niresh tha. mummy ke ishara karne par hi sahi, par unho ne mujhe ashirvad de dia.
papa: bhagwan kare hamesha khush raho. kabhi koi dukh na aaye tumhari zindagi me..
papa ke ye shabd mere liye bade ajib the. par mai ajab shabdo ke jaal me na ulajh kar papa ko dekh niharne laga.
papa kuch aur nahi bole mujhse, na hi mujhe gale se lagaya. aise hi mummy ko sar ke ishare se bahar chalne ko kah gaye.. mummy ek bazo mere gird kase mujhe sath liye airport building se bahar jaane lagi.
mummy bepanah khush thi. aur main bhi apni zindagi ki sabse badi khushi pa raha tha. meri mummy mere sath thi. jinke sath rahne ki kalpana mai barson se karta aa raha tha. ab ja ke kahin meri ye kalpana puri hui thi.
bahar ek luxury gadi khadi thi. sath hi do gadiyan aur khadi dikhen. wahan kuch guards hathu me guns liye mummy papa ko dekh attention ho gaye. hum gaadi me beth. papa front seat par, mai mummy ke sath back seat par beth gaya. mummy firse mere gaalon par kiss karne lagi. mujhe papa ka chahra dikha jo mirror se humen hi dekh rahe the. is baar mujhe papa ke chahre ke bhav aur bhi ajib lage. par main samjh nahi paya. papa turant bahar dekhne lage.
mai aur mummy baaten karne lage. 25 minat me gaadiyon ka kafila ek aalishan kothi ke andar tha. main kothi dekh kar dang rah gaya. mohini aunty ne bataya to tha, mummy yahan raniyon ke jaisi zindagi guzar rahi han. mahal jaisi kothi ki wo mallika han. ab dekha to sach me hi kothi kisi mahal se kam nahi thi. 3 acre ke area ke andar kothi beach me badi shan se khadi thi. charon sides ki boundry wall 15 ft unchi thi. aur kai hathiyarband guards kothi ke andar security ka kaam anjam de rahe the. mai sab dekh kar mantramudgh ho gaya. aisa nazara maine apni life me kabhi nahi dekha tha. haan filmo me bohut dekha tha.
mujhe hairat bhari nazron se kothi ko dekhte paya to mummy has padi
mummy: shivam beta abse ye kothi tumhari bhi ha.
mai kuch bolta papa mud kar mummy ko dekhne lage. aur maine bohut hi clearly dekha mummy papa ke aise dekhne par confuse ho gai thi.. main heran to hua par kuch bola nahi.
gaaadi porch me ruki to hum gadi se utar kothi ke andar jane lage. andar dakhil hue to mujhe 2 ladkiyan aati dikhi. unhe dekh mai firse stabdh rah gaya. kitni sundr thi dono. kitne ujle kapde pahn rakhe the dono ne. ohh unme se ek ne baby bhi utha rakha tha. kitna cute sa tha wo baby..
wo hamare paas pohnchi. papa wahan ruke bina hi andar jaane lage..
mummy: shivam beta inse milo ye han
ek ladki ne mummy ko rok dia
ladki: no mom hum khud se apna intro dengi. shiv bhai mai hon kalpana tumhari didi. tumse 2 saal badi hon mai bhai.
maare hairat ke mera moh hi khul gaya. meri didi.. mai mummy ko dekhne laga. mummy chamakti ankhon se haan me sar hilane lagi
dusri ladki boli: shiv bhai main hon sapna mai aapse keval ek saal badi hon.
dono ko dekh, jaan mujhe itni khushi mili.. maare khushi ke larzne laga. bepanah khush mujhse sahn hi nahi ho pa rahi thi.
sapna didi ne mera hath pakad liya
sapna: bhai are you alright?
shivam:- haan didi
sapna ekdum se mere gale lag gai aur mere gaal ko chum liya.
sapna: thank you bhai tumne mujhe didi kah kar mera maan badhaya
kalpana: maine tumhara koi nuksan kiya ha jo tum mujhe didi nahi bol sake.
mummy hum teeno ko dekh muskura rahi thi. kalpana didi ke hathu me maujud baby mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha. mai usay dekhne laga.
shivam: didi ye chhotu kon ha
kalpana: woww.. bhai tumne iska sahi naam kaise bata dia..
mai has pada: to kya iska naam chhotu ha
mummy has padi: nahi shivam beta ise chhotu to sab pyar se kahte han. iska naam
sapna:- iska naam arnav ha bhai. aur ye bhi tumhara bhai ha
kalpana: ek bhai aur bhi ha tumhara
mujhe kitni khushiyan ek sath mil rahi thi. mummy mili, papa mile, do didiyan milen to ab do do bhai bhi mujhe mil rahe the. das saal tak lawarison ke jaise jeete aaya tha. mujhe to apne asli pita ke naam ke siva unke baare me kuch aur malum bhi nahi tha.. berang zindagi ke ekdum se kitne rang utarne shuru ho gaye the.. main larzta kanpta kalpana didi se apne nanhe bhai ko thaam liya. wo ab bhi mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha. maine uska gaal chum liya. wo to jaise khil utha.
kuch hi der ek awaz sunaai di
"mummy ye kon ha"
awaz sunkar dekha to 4 saal ka ek bachha wahin khada mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha. mummy ghutno par bethi aur uska chahra tham uske gaal ko chumti usse boli.
mummy: khud se pahchanne ki koshish karo arun beta
arun... to ye mera dusra bhai tha. kitna payara tha mera bhai. wo firse mujhe tukar tukar dekhne laga. fir mummy ko dekha to ekdum se uski ankhen chamakne lagi
arun:- bhaiya.. ha na mummy ye bhaiya han na.. bolen na mummy ye mere bhaiya han na..
arun bhaag kar mere pairon se lipat gaya: bhaiya .... bhaiya.. bhaiya..
mummy ne mujhse baby ko le lia. mai niche betha aur arun ko gale se laga liya. aaj khushiyon ki barsat jaari thi. maine arun ko gale se laga liya. arun apne nanhe nanhe hath mere gale me daal kar mere gaalon ko chumne laga..
kuch der aise hi hamara pyar bhara milan chalta raha..fir ek kadak awaz sunaai di
papa: band bhi karo is tamashe ko. ya umar bhar yahin khade rahna ha.
papa ki kadakti awaz sunaai di to sab hadbada gaye. arun dar kar mujhe aur bhi kass ke bhench gaya. mummy bhi confuse hokar mera hath pakde wahan se aage badh gai. kalpana aur sapna didi bhi sath hi thi. papa wahin khade ab guse se dekh rahe the.
ye mere liye hairat ki baat thi. airport par jo bhi tha. papa ke bhav jaise bhi the. mere liye pyar nahi tha. par gusa.. ye gusa mere liye tha ya sabke liye, mai samjh nahi paya.. ya wo the hi aise.
kuch din aise hi beete.. mummy jab bhi mere paas hoti, apni mamta ki barish mujhpar barsane lagti. itna pyar mujhe deti, mai sairab ho jata. kalpana didi aur sapna dono meri sautili bahne the. par wo mujhse aisa pyar karti, jaise mai un dono ka saga bhai hon. mummy se itna pyar karti, mummy ko aise respect deti, jaise mummy ne dono ko apni kokh se janam dia ho..
mummy aur papa ki shadi 6.5 saal pahle hui thi. tab mummy mujhe chhod kar jane par majbur ho gai thi. papa ke paas unki do betiyan kalpana aur sapna thi. papa ki first wife parlok sudhar chuki thi. kyu. ye mai nahi janta tha. mummy ne mujhe chhod shadi ka hi kyu socha. kai mayen aisi thee desh bhar me, jinke pati dunya se chale jate the, par wo apni baki ki zindagi apne ke liye bita deti thi. mai nasamjh tha, kuch nahi janta tha. baad me malum pada tha, jaisi zindagi dikhai deti ha, waisi hoti nahi ha, jaise halat dikhai dete han, vaise nahi hote han. jitni khushi aur chamak mujhe mummy ke chahre par dikhai deti
thi, un khushiyon aur chamak ke piche inteha ka dard bhi chhupa hua tha...
aise hi 1 week kaise beet gaya, pata hi nahi chala. mangalvar ki shaam papa kothi wapis aaye aur ate hi mujhe thappad maar dia. mummy bhi wahi thi. mujhe thapad padte dekh wo bhi chilla padi
mummy: nireeeeeeshhhhhhhhhh
papa: chillao mat damini.. tumhare bete ke yahan aate hi manhosiyat ne bhi meri kothi me kadam rakh diye han. aaj croro ka loss to hua hi ha, jaan bhi jate jate bachi ha meri..
mummy papa ki bat par shocked thi. aur mai papa ko dekh shocked. itne dino se jo unki ankhon me, chahre par mere liye nahi tha, wo aaj dikhai de raha tha. mere liye unki ankhon me bepanah nafrat aur tiraskar tha.. papa ki aisi baat par mummy bass apne hont kaat kar rah gai aur mai papa ki zeher ugalti ankhon me aur nahi dekh saka. meri nazren jhukti chali gai..
shor ki awaz sunkar kalpana aur sapna didi bhi wahin aa gai. dono bohut samjhdar thi. kuch bhi bole bina mere hath tham kar mujhe apne sath kamre me le jane lagi.
wahin mujhe dono se malum pada. papa aise hi the, ache the ki nahi, par bure bohut the. guse me aate the to mummy ko bhi peet dalte the. maar peet se kalpana aur sapna didi bhi nahi bach saki thi. dono mujhe apna pyar dekar mera mann bahlane lagi. mere laal pad chuke gaal par apne narm hathu se pyar bhara massage karne lagi.
us din kalpana aur sapna dono mere dil me aur bhi ant gahrai tak utarti chali gai thi. kahne ko to wo meri sauteeli bahne the, par sagon se badhkar par mujhe unse mil raha tha.. thappar ka nishan to nahi jaldi nahi gaya. par mere dil se papa ke liye khed wo khatam karne me safal ho gai thi..
