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Agle din Monday subah main utha aur tayyar ho kar school jaane ke liye ready ho gaya. Jab main neeche aaya, toh dekha Maa meri dono behno ko school ke liye tayyar kar rahi thi. Uske baad woh chai-nashta banane chali gayi. Hum dono ek doosre ko dekhne se bach rahe the, jaise ki ek chhupi hui doori humare beech thi. Meri behno ne poocha,
"Bhai, aapko aur bhabhi ko kya hua hai?" Maine chupchaap bol diya,
"Kuch nahi."
Maa chai-nashta lekar aayi aur table par rakh kar bina kuch kahe chali gayi. Hum sab ne aaraam se chai-nashta kiya aur phir main apni behno ke saath school ke liye nikal gaya.
Dopahar ko jab school chhuta, toh mere kuch dost mere saath mere ghar aaye. Jab hum ghar pahunche, toh Maa ne darwaza khola. Mujhe aur mere doston ko dekh kar woh ek pal ke liye ruk gayi, phir shaant tareeke se humein andar bulaya.
Hum log leaving area ke sofa par beth gaye aur baate karne lage tabhi mere ek dost ne hansi-hansi me bola,
"Bhabhi, zara paani toh dena."
Maa ki aankhein ek pal ke liye fati ki fati reh gayi.
Unke mann me shayad yeh baat aa rahi hogi ki 'maine apne doston ko bhi hamare rishte ka bata diya hai, aur unhone socha hoga ki main kitna besharam ho gaya hoon, jo ab unki izzat ki bhi parwah nahi karta.' mera dost unhe "bhabhi" bula raha hai, yeh baat unke liye bardaasht se bahar thi.
Mere dost ne dobara kaha,
"Bhabhi, kho gayi kya? Paani do na please." Maa andar gayi aur kuch der baad paani lekar aayi. Jaise hi paani diya, mere doston ne fir se mazaak me kaha,
"Bhai, bhabhi toh kaafi sundar hai."
Ab isme main kuch nahi kar sakta tha Maa sach me bahut sundar hai.
Lekin Main fir bhi chup raha, na to unhe kuch jawab diya aur na hi koi tasalli di. Thodi der baad mere dost chale gaye.
Jab main andar aaya, Maa ne turant mujhe rok kar kaha,
"Yeh kya hai? Tere dost mujhe bhabhi kyun bula rahe hain, bol!"
Main chup raha aur seedha apne kamre ki taraf chal pada. Lekin Maa ka gussa ab phoot chuka tha, woh chillate hue boli,
"Tu mujhe badnaam karna chahta hai? Sabko batana chahta hai jo kuch bhi tune zabardasti kiya hai?"
Main phir bhi chupchaap raha, unki baatein suni, lekin bina kuch kahe apne kamre me chala gaya.
Ab main shaant aur thoughtless sa rehne laga.
Maa ki saari baatein jaise mere dil ke kone mein apni jagah bana chuki thi, aur maine man hi man faisla kar liya tha ki ab mujhe kya karna hai. Is faisle ke baad main ab Maa se bilkul door door rehta tha. Hum dono ke beech guftagu jaise ek khatm hoti kahani thi, aur agar kabhi baat karni bhi padti thi, toh bas "haan" ya "hmm" me hi jawab de kar chup ho jata.
Yeh silsila yunhi 1 saal tak chalta raha aur mere 12th boards khatam ho gaye. Ab Humare beech ka rishta sirf naam ka reh gaya tha, Maa bete ka pyaar ab guzarte waqt ki ek parchai ban chuka tha. Papa ne bhi ye sab notice Kiya aur ek din khana khate waqt meri taraf dekha aur pucha,
"Raj beta, tere aur teri Maa ke beech sab thik hai na?"
Papa ke is sawal ne ek pal ke liye mujhe chonka diya, lekin maine hamesha ki tarah chupchaap kaha,
"Kuch nahi papa, sab thik hai."
Maa mere saamne hi baithi thi, woh bhi mujhe dekh rahi thi, lekin humare beech ki khamoshi wahan bhi barqarar rahi. Ab is sab ka koi fayda nahi aaj mujhe wo baat karni thi jiska decision mene 1saal pehle liya tha. Thodi der baad maine thodi himmat juta kar papa se kaha,
"Papa, main ab Maasi ke ghar jaa kar padhai karna chahta hoon."
Papa ne hairaan hokar kaha,
"Kyu, kya hua raaj beta."
Maine bhi sare jawab pehle hi taiyar rakhe the,
"Papa aap toh jante hi hai main Doctor banna chahta hoon. Toh kyu na Mosaji ke hi paas reh kar MBBS Karu. Wo khud ek doctor hai unki guidence rahegi toh padhai achhi hogi."
Papa ne thoda socha aur kaha kaha, "hmm...Thik hai, tum jao."
Maa ab tak bhi chup thi, unhone koi bhi apatti nahi dikhayi, haa lekin jab maine ye baat ki thi toh unke chehre par kuch sochne ke pareshani wale bhaav jaroor aaye the.
Khane ke baad Maa ne apni Behan Geeta ko phone kiya aur kaha,
"Didi, wo Raj keh raha hai ki wo aapke yahan aakar padhna chahta hai."
Geeta Maasi ne unhe bataya,
"Haan, Raj ka phone aaya tha tumhare Jija ji ke paas, aur unhone use yahan aane ki permission de di hai."
Ab yeh faisla ek haqeeqat ban chuka tha, aur ab main apne agle safar ki tayari karne laga.
Ab iske baad kahani me naye mod ayenge jo original me bilkul nahi the. Ab tak jo mene likha wo bhi original se kafi alag hai lekin ab kuch naye story plots meri taraf se jodunga. Apna reaction jaroor do warna likhne ka man nahi karega.