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Uske sath me ek naukarani khanepine ki tray sath me late hue waha aayi) Me bhi sath me aati hu, muje bhi kafi samay ho gaya unse mile hue, Prakruti hi hamesa aati jati rehti hai aur wahi hame unki khabar sunati rehti hai to hum jyada gaye nahi, barso se wo un dono ka dhyan rakh rahi hai.(Aiswarya ne apani beti ka bakhan kiya) Yogendrabhai sahab ki halat dekh kar hi wo doctor ban na chahti hai, wo kehti hai ki me doctor ban kar unhe thik kar dungi. (Khane pine ka saman wo khud samne rakhne lagi)Welcome back bhaiUpdate 274
Neend na aane ki wajah se me chhat par tha, niche roshni thi par upar andhera tha, aasman me chand bhi nahi tha to andhera jyada hi tha, halaki niche kafi roshni thi, jab muje terrace par chham chham ki awaj sunahi di to muje bhram laga, tarace bahot bada tha to aawaj spast nahi thi, thodi der baad fir se aawaj aayi to me aawaj ki disha me chal diya, upar terrace pura khali nahi tha, kayi jagah saman bhi pada hua tha, me bina koi aawaj kiye us disha me jane laga, muje kuchh dikhayi nahi de raha tha, fir se muje apane kano ka bhram hi pratit ho raha tha, me wapas lautnewala tha ki fir se muje awaj sunayi di aur ab aawaj spast thi, matlab waha koi tha,waha do teen purani almari padi hui thi jab me uske pichhe gaya to muje ek aurat ki spast aakruti dikhayi di, wo aurat jaise chhat se niche dekh rahi thi ya fir diwal chadhne ki koshis kar rahi thi, muje kuchh galat laga to me dauda aur turant us aurat ko pakad liya, par jaise hi mene us aurat ko pakada mere hath us aurat ke bhare hue stano par chala gaya tha, mene ye janbuj kar nahi kiya tha par ho gaya tha, mene us aurat ko boundry se dur karne ka prayas kiya, par balance thoda bigad gaya aur me niche gir gaya, wo bhi mere upar apani pith ke sahare giri.
Aurat : Kon hai, chhodo muje. (Wo gusse se boli, aur chhutne ka prayas karne lagi, mene unhe chhod diya, wo mere upar se khadi hone lagi par khadi hone ke liye wo pehle bethi aur fir khadi hui, me bhi khada hone laga)Kon ho tum? (wo fir se gusse me boli par aawaj dabi hui thi)
Shiv : Kya kar rahi thi aap? (Mene andhere me dekha to wo Padmabhabhi thi)
Padma : (Usne bhi Shiv ko dekh liya tha)Kya kar rahi thi? Khadi thi. (Unka chehra spast nahi dikh raha tha par aawaj se pata chal raha tha ki wo gusse me hai)
Shiv : Aap juth bol rahi hai, aap upar chadhne ki koshis kar rahi thi.
Padma : Me bas niche dekh rahi thi, upar kyu chadhungi?
Shiv : Muje kya pata? Aur aap itni raat ko upar kya kar rahi ho?
Padma : Tumhe us se kya? Mera ghar hai, me kahi bhi jau, aur tum kya kar rahe ho yaha? Mera pichha kar rahe ho?
Shiv : Me koi pichha nahi kar raha tha, me to pehle se upar tha, neend nahi aa rahi thi to upar tehal raha tha, shayad aap baadme aayi, muje bas chham chham ki awaj sunayi di thi to me is aaur aaya. Aap kyu upar chad rahi thi?
Padma : Ekbar kaha na mene, Me koi upar nahi chadh rahi thi, me bas niche dekhne ka prayas kar rahi thi. (upar boundry thodi unchi thi)
Shiv : Kya dekh rahi thi?
Padma : Bas aise hi. Tumhe kya hai, tum apana kaam karo, meri bato me dakhal dene ki jarurat nahi hai. (Wo narajgi se boli)
Shiv : Muje kya padi hai aapki bato me dakhal dene ki, chahe aap diwal par chadho ya upar se kud jao, muje kya. (Shiv bhi narajgi se bola)
Padma : Muje kya jarurat hai upar se kudne ki?
Shiv : Muje kya pata, aur muje nahi pata tha ki aap hai, warna me nahi aata.
Padma : Ab pakade gaye to bahane bana rahe ho, tum jante the ki me hu aur jan buj kar wo kiya.
Shiv : Kya kiya mene?
Padma : Jyada bhole maat bano, ye maat bhulo ki me tumhari bhabhi hu, sharm nahi aati apani bhabhi ke liye aisi soch rakhte ho.
Shiv : Pata nahi aapko kya galatfehmi ho rahi hai, me apke bare me kyu sochu?
Padma : Tum ladko ki fitrat me achchhi tarha janti hu, ba mauka chahiye, kya rista hai kon hai kuchh mayne nahi rakhta. (Wo gusse me bol rahi thi)
Shiv : Lagta hai bahot logo ka anubhav hai. (Me bhi gusse me bol gaya, kyu ki ye muj par lanchhan laga rahi thi)
Padma : Jaan se maar dungi agar aisi baat muh se nikali to, samajte kya ho khud ko. (Mere muh se jo nikala tha us par muje hi pachhtava hone laga kyu ki muje aisi baat nahi karni chahiye thi)
Shiv : Sorry, mera wo matlab nahi tha, aap binawajah gussa kar rahi hai aur muje bina kisi galti ke suna rahi hai to muh se nikal gaya, mera wo matlab nahi tha, I am realy sorry. (Padma khamos ho gayi, Shiv ki aawaj me usko sachchai sunayi de rahi thi)Aapko jitni der khada rehna hai khadi rahiye, par please upar mat chadhiyega. (Kehte hue Shiv waha se thoda dur ho gaya aur dur ja ke khada ho gaya, Padma bhi usko dekh rahi thi, bhale andhere me uska chehra nahi dikhayi de raha tha par wo dur se usko hi dekh raha tha, darasal wo Pruthvi se jagada kar ke upar aayi thi, wo to so gaya tha par usko neend nahi aa rahi thi, maan me bure bure khayal aa rahe the, usko nafarat ho rahi thi apani jindagi se, wo upar aayi aur usko marne ka khayal bhi aa raha tha, wo niche bhi dekh rahi thi aur kud sakti hai ki nahi wo soch rahi thi, aur agar kudna hai to upar kaise chadhegi wo isi ka prayas bhi kar rahi thi, bhale usko kudna nahi tha par wo bas ye sab soch rahi thi ki Shiv aa gaya tha, wo jo harkat kar rahi thi us hisab se to Shiv ne jo socha sahi hi socha tha, uska gussa bhi shant ho gaya tha, wo chalte hue Shiv ke pass gayi)
Padma : Tum upar kya kar rahe ho? (Uski awaj narm thi)
Shiv : (Mene mehsus kiya ki wo shanti se puchh rahi hai to mene bhi shanti se jawab diya)Bas neend nahi aa rahi thi to upar aa gaya tha.
Padma : Kyu neend nahi aa rahi hai? (Wo bas aise hi puchh rahi thi)
Shiv : Pata nahi, shayad kal me apane maata pita se milne ja raha hu to baar baar wahi khayal aa rahe hai.
Padma : Ek baat puchhu, sach bataoge?
Shiv : Puchhiye.
Padma :Kya tum sach me Shivans ho?
Shiv : Aap aisa kyu puchh rahi hai?
Padma : Mere pati ne tumhare bare me sab muje bataya tha, wo keh rahe the ki tum Shivans nahi ho, kisi kaam ke liye papa ne tumhe yaha bulwaya hai.
Shiv : Agar aap ye sab janti hai to fir kyu puchh rahi hai? Agar aapke pati keh rahe hai ki me wo nahi hu to aap maan kyu nahi rahi, Apane pati par viswas nahi hai aapko?
Padma : Kyu ki jo me mehsus kar rahi hu us se muje ye lagta hai ki baat sirf itni si nahi hai, maaji aur sab jo keh rahe hai wo aise hi to nahi keh rahe honge, itne log aise hi tumhe Shivans maan rahe hai to koi to baat hogi. Aur sab se badi baat ki pitaji ne tumhe hi kyu chuna is baat keliye, wo aise hi kisi ko Shivans nahi bana sakte.
Shiv : Muje laga ki aap sirf ghar me saja ke rakhi hui ek bahu hai.
Padma : Kehna kya chahte ho, Kya mera dimag nahi hai? Me koi gawar nahi hu jo andha visvas karu. Aur un par visvas nahi karti aisa bhi nahi hai, aisa to nahi hai ki wo juth bol rahe hai, wo agar keh rahe hai to kuchh to baat hogi, bs me jan na chahti hu ki akhir sach kya hai, tabhi to tumse puchh rahi hu.
Shiv : Aur apko kyu lagta hai ki me sach bata dunga.
Padma : Me ye nahi keh rahi ki tum sach hi kahoge, tum sach keh rahe ho ya juth Wo tum par hai, tumhe batana hai to batao, warna tumhari marji. Tumhari bat muje kaisi lagegi wo muj par hai.
Shiv : Sach kahu ho muje bhi pata nahi hai, muje sabne jo kaha us se me bhi jan na chahta hu ki vakayi me wahi hu ki nahi hu, bachpan se anathalay me pala bada hu, par jis umar me Shivans gayab hua tha usi umarme ke aas pass me anathalay me aaya tha, wo saher is jagah se kafi dur hai, agarme wahi hu to me waha me kis tarha pahucha wo exact kisi ko pata nahi hai, par agar sabko ye lagta hai ki me wahi hu to me bhi jan na chahta hu ki me akhir hu kon?
Padma : Papa se tumhari kya deal hui hai?
Shiv : Wo muje apane kisi kaam ke liye yaha Shivans bana kar laye hai bas muje itna pata hai.
Padma : Kis kaam ke liye?
Shiv : Wo to unhone nahi bataya par Shayad jayedad ke liye.
Padma : Matlab jab wo tumhe yaha le kar aaye uske baad tumhe ye laga ki shayad tum wahi ho.
Shiv : Nahi, wo mujse mile us se pehle se ye kissa chal raha hai.
Padma : Wo kaise?
Shiv : Me Juhi ke sath Mamtadidi ke ghar gaya tha, waha unhone muje pehchana tha, uske baad unhone shayad Beenamadam se baat ki thi, Beenamadam Sukhdevji se mili thi, waha unhe Shivans ki tasvir mili thi, me jab chhota tha tab ki meri anathalay ki tasvir ke sath milan karva kar unhone kaha ki me wahi hu.
Padma : Tasvir, konsi tasvir, Tumhare pass wo tasvire hai?
Shiv : Ha hai.
Padma : Muje dikha sakte ho?
Shiv : (Kuchh soch kar usne apana mobile nikala aur fir unhe dono tasvir dikhayi)Ye hai wo tasvire.
Padma : (Bade gaur se dono tasvire dekh rahi thi, bari bari dono tasviro ko dekh rahi thi, thodi der tak dekhne ke baad wo boli)Dono tasviro me antar to hai par bahot kuchh ek sa bhi hai, tumhari ankhe dono me same hi dikh rahi hai, aur bahot kuchh milta hai, ek tasvir me tum thode healthy lag rahe ho aur dusare me patale, par fir bhi bahot kuchh ek sa hai. Par ek baat samaj me nahi aayi, agar tumhe ye sab pehle se pata hai to fir tumne papa ke sath deal kyu ki?
Shiv : Jaha tak sabko pata hai ki unhone hi muje yani Shivans ko marne ki koshis ki thi, aur Beenamadam ko lagta tha ki agar unhe pata chal jayega to wo dobara ye koshis kar sakte hai, par jab wo khud mere pass aye aur muje ye sab karne ko kaha to muje laga ki yahi sahi rasta hai, ek to wo khud muje le kar ja rahe hai to filhal to muje unse koi khatara nahi hai, aur dusara is bahane muje bhi apani sachchhai pata chal jayegi.
Padma : Par shayad abhi tumhe unka andaja nahi hai, jitna tum samaj rahe ho wo itne sidhesade nahi hai.
Shiv : Janta hu.
Padma : Agar jante ho to apana jivan kyu jokhim me dala. Aur agar tum wo ho to fir tumhe samajna chahiye ki wo tumhari jayedad lene ki soch rahe hai,tum itne bevakuf to nahi hosakte ki apani jayedad samne se unhe de do.
Shiv : Muje jayedad ka koi moh nahi hai, me apani jindagi se khus hu, vaise bhi is jayedad ne mera nuksan hi kiya hai, uske bagair hi me is mukam par pahucha hu, aage bhi muje uski koi jarurat nahi hai, mere pass jo hai usi se me khus hu, muje bas apane matapita ke bare me jan na tha, agar wo sach me mere maa baap hai to us se badi koi jayedad nahi hai mere liye.
Padma : Thank you.
Shiv : Kis liye?
Padma : Muje apani baate batayi iske liye, Tumne meri kafi uljane aasan kar di, par jis khel me tum utare ho usme tumhe bahot soch samaj kar apana kadam badhana chahiye, tumhe aisi galti nahi karni chahiye.
Shiv : Kaisi galti?
Padma : Jis tarha tumne muje sab bataya, ye tumhari galti hi to hai, tum kya jante ho mere bare me jo muje ye sab bata diya, agar me tumhare irade apane pati ko bata du ya apane sasur ko bata du to?
Shiv : Kya hi fark pad jayega, waise bhi muje jayedad se koi lena dena nahi hai aur unhe sirf jayedad hi chahiye, agar ye sab unhe aasani se mil raha hai to fir muje kya khatara ho sakta hai, aur dusari baat, me koi chhota bachcha nahi hu jo insano ko pehchan na saku, bachpan se tarah tarah ke insano se pala pada hai, khud hi thokare khayi hai aur khud hi sambhla hu, itni to parakh hai muje insano ki.
Padma : You mean, you have trust on me.
Shiv : Definetly, thats why I told you.
Padma : Agar itni hi parakh hai to fir mere sath wo sab harkate kyu kar rahe ho? Agar tum wahi ho to tum mere devar lagte ho samaj aata hai tumhe?
Shiv : Apko sach me galatfehmi ho rahi hai bhabhi, mere aise koi irade nahi hai, ha manta hu ki mene apko pehle us tarha se dekha tha, par wo achanak ho gaya tha naturaly, aur aisa bhi nahi hai ki aap apane bare me janti na ho, aksar log aap ko aise dekhte honge, mujse bhi ho gaya, par aap bhi janti hai ki uske baad mene kabhi us tarha se nahi dekha.
Padma : Janti hu (wo bhi samajdar thi usko bhi samaj aa raha tha ki aisa uske sath aksar hota hai, ek ladki ke jo bhi akarsan hote hai wo sab uparwale ne usko bade pyar se diye the to log usko upar se niche tak dekhe bina nahi reh sakte the)Chhodo us baat ko, par ek baat kehna chahti hu, jo bhi karo soch samaj kar karna, khatara abhi bhi tala nahi hai aur mere hisab se to ye bevakufi hai ki tum apani jayedad aise kisi aur ko de dena chahte ho. Agar me koi kaam aa saku to bejijhak kehna, me tumhare sath hu.
Shiv : Apane pati ke khilaf?
Padma : Me kisi ka sath tabtak hi de sakti hu jab tak wo sahi raste par ho, chahe fir wo koi bhi kyu na ho, tum ho ya Pruthvi, koi bhi galt hai to me sath nahi dungi.
Shiv : Thank you.
Padma : Chalo ab niche chalte hai, bahot time ho gaya hai.
Shiv : Ek baat puchhu? Agar aap bura na mane to?
Padma : Me nahi kud rahi thi waha se, bas dekh rahi thi, aur kuchh puchhna hai? (Muskurate hue wo boli)
Shiv : (Muskurate hue)Kya dekhna tha apko?
Padma : Chhodona us baat ko.
Shiv : Apko agar koi bhi taklif ho to aap mujse keh sakti hai.
Padma : Muje koi taklif nahi hai aur agar kuchh hoga to jarur kahungi bas. Chalo ab. (Wo muskurate hue boli)
.Shiv : Chaliye. (Dono niche aa gaye, wo muskurate hue apane kamare me chali gayi aur me apane kamare me, fir muje kal ke vichar aane lage par mene khud ko samjaya ki jo hoga kal hi hoga abhi sochne se koi fayeda nahi hai to me sone ki koshis karne laga aur kuchh samay me neend bhi aa gayi, subah koi mere hotho ko chus raha tha to me jaag gaya, mene us sakhs ko dur kiya to wo Juhi thi.
Juhi : Good morning. (Wo hasina muskura rahi thi)
Shiv : (Mene dekha to darwaja band tha to mene usko palat te hue usko apane niche kar diya aur uske hotho ko chusne laga to wo mere balo me hath ghumane lagi, uske sath kiss karne se hi mera lund bhi khada ho gaya aur me usko joro se kiss karne laga, wo muje dhakka dene lagi to me thoda upar hua)Kya hua?
Juhi : Utho ab, hume daudne jana hai. (wo muskurate hue boli)
Shiv : Thodi der baad jate hai na.
Juhi : (Sharmate hue)Nahi, abhi utho aur fresh ho kar niche aa jao. (Kehte hue wo muje dhakelte hue khadi ho gayi, aur muskurate hue bahar chali gayi, me bhi fresh hua aur niche aa gaya, abhi jyada chahel pahel nahi thi, mandir se aawaj aa rahi thi, badi ma thi waha, hum dono bahar nikal gaye aur chalte hue gaav se bahar hue, usko pata tha mera routin kyu ki hamari baat hoti thi, uske baad hum dono daudte hue nadi kinare pahuch gaye)(Manusi aaj nahi aayi thi, par Sarla aayi thi, usne Shiv ke sath kisi ladki ko dekha)
Jab wo gaav me laute to wo sidhe hi Manusi ke ghar gayi.
Sarla : (Manusi ki mummy ko) Manusi kaha hai chachi?
M ki Mummy : Nahane gayi hai, kya hua? (Usi wakt Manusi bhi apane baalo me tauliya lapete hue waha aayi)
Manusi : Tu subah subah kya kar rahi hai? (Wo apane baal pochhte hue boli)
Sarla : AAj kyu nahi aayi tu?
Manusi : Me kya kar ti waha aa kar? (Sarla ka chehre bata raha tha ki usko kuchh khas baat karni hai to wo boli)Chal chhat par chalte hai, baal bhi sukha lungi. (dono saheliya upar aa gayi)Kya baat hai?
Sarla : Aaj shiv ke sath ek ladki aayi thi.
Manusi : Vaiswi hogi, to?
Sarla : Wo muje nahi pata, par bahot khubsurat thi aur dono jis tarha waha sab kar rahe the muje laga ki tumhe bata du.
Manusi :Kya kar rahe the? (Manusi ne utsukta se puchha)
Sarla :Vaise to wo dono kasarat hi kar rahe the par...
Manusi :Ab suspence maat bana, bol na.
Sarla : Wono ek dusare ke sath itna chipak rahe the jaise us ladki ko Shiv ke sath ko sharm hi na ho.
Manusi : Aisa kya kar rahe the?
Sarla : Dur se itna to dikhayi nahi diya par wo dono ... (Wo jis tarha se kasarat kar rahe the wo batane lagi, Manusi ko jalan ho rahi thi aur mayusi bhi chha rahi thi,apani baat khatam karte hue) Muje lagta hai ki unke bichh kuchh hai.
Manusi : Agar hai bhi to hum kya kar sakte hai. (Wo mayus hote hue boli, Sarla bhi chup ho gayi, baat badalne ke irrade se wo boli)Chhod na yaar, waise bhi wo bade log hai.
Sarla : Par wo aisa nahi hai
Manusi : Mene kaha na chhod na us baat ko(Thodi der dono aise hi baat karti rahi fir Sarla apane ghar chali gayi, Manusi ko bahot bura lag raha tha, uska dil tut gaya tha, bhale hi un dono ke bichh kuchh nahi tha par usko Shiv achchha lagne laga tha)
In sab baato se bekhabar Shiv aur Juhi dono ghar laut aaye the, waise bhi shiv ko aaj jana tha to wo aakar turant hi taiyar ho gaya tha,Juhi ne bhi ye jana ki wo bahar ja raha hai to usne bhi aane ko kaha par Kamnadevi ne mana kar diya, aur to koi karan nahi tha par wo janti thi ki shayad Sukhdevji kisi aur ka aana shayad pasand na kare, dono waha se saher ke liye nikal gaye, driver sath liya tha to dono pichhali seat par sath me bethe the, Shiv fir se unko milne ka soch kar bechain tha, wo is kasmakas me tha ki kya sach me wo uske maa baap hai, par uska dil usko keh raha tha ki wahi hai, par fir bhi dil aur dimag me kasmakas chal rahi thi, bich bich me Kamnadevi kuchh baat kar rahi thi par wo bhi samaj rahi thi ki uski kya halat hai,
Kamnadevi :Itna kya soch raha hai?
Shiv :Kuchh nahi badi maa.
Kamnadevi : Tere chehre se hi pata chal raha hai, kya baat hai, kyu paresan ho raha hai?
Shiv :Aisi koi baat nahi hai badi maa, par jab bhi unke bare me sochta hu ek ajeeb si bechaini hone lagti hai, jaha tak mene suna hai undono ki halat thik nahi hai, wo barso se is halat me jaise koi saja kaat rahe hai.
Kamnadevi :Ab kya hi kahu me, kabhi kabhi dil kuchh kehta hai to dimag kuchh kehta hai, kya sach hai kya juth hai kuchh samaj me nahi aata, agar logo ki baat par bharosa karne jau to lagta hai ki tere tauji in sab ke liye jimmedar hai, par court ne bhi unhe bari kar diya tha, aur aaj dekho wahi tumhe dhundh kar laye hai, agar wo sab baate sach hoti to kya wo aisa karte, pata nahi bhagya kya khel khel raha hai.
Shiv :Waise hum abhi kis se milne ja rahe hai? Mera matlab hai ki...(Wo puchhna chahta tha ki papa se ya maa se par usko abhi bahi ajeeb lag raha tha, kisi anjan ko wo kaise apana papa ya maa keh sakta hai)
Kamnadevi : Meri baat hui thi Sukhdevji se, unhone pahle ghar aane ko kaha hai, to hum pehle wahi chal rahe hai.
Yaha Sukhdev ke ghar subah hi unhone Prakruti ko batadiya tha ki Shivans aa raha hai, par usne milne se mana kar diya tha, itne salo tak wo uske maa baap ki seva kar rahi thi par pichhale kuchh dino se wo Shiv aur Shvans ke bich uljhan me thi, shayad na chahte hue bhi wo Shiv se dil laga bethi thi aur wo bhi janti thi ki ye galat hai to na wo Shiv se milna chah rahi thi aur na Shivans se wo abhi apani jindagi ko kis mukam ki aur lejana chahti thi wo khus nahi samaj pa rahi thi, uske papa ne aaj usko pehli baar danta bhi tha par fir bhi wo apabe faisale par kayam thi, baat itni badh gayi ki uski maa ko bich me aana pada, wo janthi ki Shivans aa raha hai to wo apani saheli ko milne jana hai ye bol kar ghar se nikal gayi thi, jab Sukhdev ka dimag shant hua tab usne bhi socha ki jo hua vo thik hi hua, waise bhi abhi wo khud is baat ko lekar sure nahi hai ki aa raha sakhs Shivans hia ki koi aur to usne bhi apani beti par jyada dabav nahi badhaya.
Dopahar hone tak Shivans aur Kamnadevi Sukhdev ke ghar pahuch gaye, Aishwaryadevi bhi badi bechain lag rahi thi, akhir kar uski beti ke jivan ka sawal tha, jab usne suna ki car ghar ke compound me dakhil ho chuki hai to wo khud ko rok na saki wo bhi apane pati ke pichhe pichhe darwaje ki aur chal padi. Ghar ke bade darwaje ke paas car aa kar ruki, ek naukar daud kar aaya aur jaha Kamnadevi bethi thi us aur ka darwaja khola to wo car se bahar nikali. Badi hone ke nate Sukhdev ne jhuk kar unko pranam kiya.
Sukhdev : Pranam bhabhi, aapka swagat hai. (Aishwarya bhi aage badhi par sath me uski nigah pichhe bethe ladke par bhi padi, ek aur Kamnadevi se milna bhi tha to bas usne ek najar hi dali, par fir wo Kamnadevi ko pranam karte hue boli)
Aishvaryadevi :Pranam bhabhi, naye varsh ki Subhkamnaye aapko. (Kamnadevi car se bahar aa chuki thi to naukar ne darwaja band kiya aur daud kar dusari aur chala gaya aur dusari aur ka darwaja khola to Shiv usme se bahar nikala, Aishwarya aur Sukhdev dono us bahar aa rahe sakhs ko dekhne lage, wo car se bahar nikala tha to uska back face dikh raha tha, wo bahar chal kar ghumte hue unke samne khada ho gaya to dono ki ankhe ascharya se badi hogayi, Wo dono usko aise dekh rahe the jaise unhe apani ankho par bharosa nahi ho raha tha)
Kamnadevi : Shivu, ye Sukhdevji hai aur ye unki patni Aishwarya. (Shiv ne dono ko jhuk kar pair chhue to dono jaise sadme me hi ashirwad de rahe the, Shiv khada ho chuka tha par fir bhi dono usko dekhe ja rahe the to Kamnadevi boli)Ab yahi khade rehne ka vichar hai kya? (Muskurate hue wo boli)
Sukhdev : (Hadbadate hue)Maaf kijiye bhabhi, aaiye ander aaiye. (Shiv ko dekh kar)Aao beta. (Sab ander aaye par Aishwarya aur Sukhdev dono baar baar Shiv ko hi dekh rahe the, ander aa kar sofe par sab beth gaye, par Aishwarya khadi thi jo Shiv ko dekhe ja rahi thi, Shiv khud ko asahaj mehsus kar raha tha)Aishwaryaaaaa (Par jaise unhone suna hi nahi to wo thoda jor se bole)Aishwaryaaaaa.
Aishwaryadevi : (Hadbadate hue)J j jiiiii.
Sukhdev : Bhabhi ke liye jal pan ka praband karo.
Aishwarya : J Ji, abhi mangwati hu. (Keh kar wo ander ki aur chali gayi)
Kamnadevi : Yogendra aur Chandrika kaise hai?
Sukhdev : Waise hi hai jaisa pehle the. (Thoda hichkichate hue)Ye kaise mila? (Shivans ki aur isara kar ke)
Kamnadevi : Kaise mila wo pata nahi hai par wo mil gaya yahi bahot hai mere liye, par apko dekh kar lag raha hai ki uske miljane ki khusi nahi hui apko.
Sukhdev : Aap janti hai bhabhi ki mujse jyada kon khus ho sakta hai agar ye wahi hai to.
Kamnadevi : To tumhe lagta hai ki ye wo nahi hai.
Sukhdev : Nahi bhabhi, ye kya keh rahi hai aap, isko dekh kar maan ki saari sankaye dur ho gayi hai, iske ander me apane dost ki chhavi dekh sakta hu, par...
Kamnadevi : Par fir bhi shak karne ki aadat nahi gayi apki.
Sukhdev : Ye baat nahi hai bhabhi, par abhi bhi apane bhagya par yakin nahi ho raha hai, aur bura maat maan na par jaha baat hoti hai badebhai sahab ki waha shak ho hi aata hai.
Kamnadevi : Apko jo tasalli karni hai baad me kar lena, me yaha apka ghar lene nahi aayi hu jo safayi deti rahu, me bas apane bete ko uske maa baap se milvane layi hu,aur is baat se to aapko koi etraj nahi hona chahiye.
Sukhdev : Nahi bhabhi muje kya etraj ho sakta hai, aap jal pan khatam kijiye fir me aapke sath aata hu.
AishwaryaUske sath me ek naukarani khanepine ki tray sath me late hue waha aayi) Me bhi sath me aati hu, muje bhi kafi samay ho gaya unse mile hue, Prakruti hi hamesa aati jati rehti hai aur wahi hame unki khabar sunati rehti hai to hum jyada gaye nahi, barso se wo un dono ka dhyan rakh rahi hai.(Aiswarya ne apani beti ka bakhan kiya) Yogendrabhai sahab ki halat dekh kar hi wo doctor ban na chahti hai, wo kehti hai ki me doctor ban kar unhe thik kar dungi. (Khane pine ka saman wo khud samne rakhne lagi)
Kamnadevi :Wiase hai kya wo, dikhayi nahi de rahi hai.
Sukhdev : Diwali ki chhuttiya chal rahi hai na to wo aapani sahelio ke sath bahar gayi hai.
Kamnadevi : Me sab samajti hu bhaisahab, apko jo tassali karni hai kar lijiye, hame koi etraj nahi hai.
Aishwarya : Aisi koi baat nahi hai bhabhi, Shivans ko dekh kar koi bhi keh sakta hai ki ye Yogendrabhaisahab aur Chandrika ka hi beta hai. Apko andaja bhi nahi hai ki hum kitne khus hai, kyu ji.
Sukhdev : Ha ha, bilkul.
Aishwarya : Tum kuchh bol nahi rahe ho beta, lo khao na.
Kamnadevi : Jis tarha tumhare maan me sankaye hai waise bhi ye bichara bhi samaj nahi pa raha hai ki ye sab hai kya, par dhire dhiere sab samaj jayega, fil hal wo sab bate important nahi hai pehle me chahti thi ki wo apane maa baap se mile, dekhe ki uske jane se unka kya hal ho gaya hai. Baki bate to baad me bhi hoti rahegi.
Sukhdevi : Aap nasta khatam kijiye aur fir chalte hai,kaha jana hai pehle.
Kamnadevi : Kis se milne jana hai beta pehle?
Shiv : Maa se.
Aishwarya : Bete ko sabse jyada apani maa se hi lagav hota hai, hum wahi chalte hai.
Thodi der baad sab waha se us aur nikal gaye jaha ek maa barso se apane bete ke gaam me paagal hui reh rahi thi. Wahi dusari maa khud ko rok nahi pa rahi thi, ye thi Aishwarya, Shiv aur Kamnadevi dono apani car me the jab ki Aishwarya aur Sukhdev apani car me the, jaise hi dono car me akele hue Aishwarya ki khusi chhalak padi,
Aishwarya : Kya laga aapko? (Uske chehre par khusi sama nahi rahi thi, dil to Sukhdev ka bhi bahot khus tha fir bhi wo khud ko sambhale hue tha, wo janta tha ki wo kya puchh rahi hai fir bhi anjan bante hue wo bola)
Sukhdev : Kis bare me puchh rahi ho?
Aishwarya : (Narajgi se)Me kya keh rahi hu wo aap sab samaj rahe hai fir bhi anjan ban rahe hai, apko nahi lagta ki ye wahi hai, usko dekh kar koi bhi keh sakta hai ki ye Yogendrabhaisahab aur chandrika ka hi beta hai, uske nain naksh, chehra sab kuchh to milta hai, jo bhi Yogendrabhaisahab aur Chandrika ko janta ho wo is ko dekh kar samaj hi jayega, apko nahi laga aisa?
Sukhdev : Agar tumhe lagta hai ki kisi ko bhi samaj aa sakta hai to kya muje nahi lagega, isme koi shak nahi hai ki wo un dono ki parchhai ke saman hi hai, par jaha baat aati hai Udesinhji ki to tumhe bhi pata hai ki wo kya hai, itne salo me unhone kya kya nahi kiya us sampati ko hasil karne ke liye jo Yogendra ke naam par hai. Aur jaha tak muje pata chala hai Prakruti ke hamala karne ke pichhe bhi unhi logo ka hath hai. Ye ladka jo koi bhi hai par hai to wo Udesinh ke sath hi, to pehle samajna hoga ki akhir majara kya hai.
Aishwarya : App samaj kyu nahi rahe hai, khusi ghar ke darwaje par dastak dene aayi hai aur aap abhi bhi soch vichar kar rahe hai.
Sukhdev : Tumhe kya lagta hai ki me khus nahi hu, par fir bhi muje dekhna padega ki ye khusiyo ka chola odh kar koi sazis to dastak nahi de rahi hai na. Dil se me bhi yahi chahta hu ki aisa na ho, par fir bhi Udesinhji ki fitrat se me vakif hu.
Aishwarya bhi is baat ko bhali bhati samaj rahi thi, wo dekh to aage raste par rahi thi par uske dimag me Shiv hi chal raha tha. Aise me sab aspatal pahuch gaye.
Car ek bade darwaje se hote hue ander ja rahi thi aur Shiv ki nigaye us bade ardhgolakar tarike se likhe hue naam par thi, ‘Durgavati Mental hospital’.
Fantastic update vega bhai. Aur aakhirkar shiv ka intezar bhi khatam hone ko hai .Update 274
Neend na aane ki wajah se me chhat par tha, niche roshni thi par upar andhera tha, aasman me chand bhi nahi tha to andhera jyada hi tha, halaki niche kafi roshni thi, jab muje terrace par chham chham ki awaj sunahi di to muje bhram laga, tarace bahot bada tha to aawaj spast nahi thi, thodi der baad fir se aawaj aayi to me aawaj ki disha me chal diya, upar terrace pura khali nahi tha, kayi jagah saman bhi pada hua tha, me bina koi aawaj kiye us disha me jane laga, muje kuchh dikhayi nahi de raha tha, fir se muje apane kano ka bhram hi pratit ho raha tha, me wapas lautnewala tha ki fir se muje awaj sunayi di aur ab aawaj spast thi, matlab waha koi tha,waha do teen purani almari padi hui thi jab me uske pichhe gaya to muje ek aurat ki spast aakruti dikhayi di, wo aurat jaise chhat se niche dekh rahi thi ya fir diwal chadhne ki koshis kar rahi thi, muje kuchh galat laga to me dauda aur turant us aurat ko pakad liya, par jaise hi mene us aurat ko pakada mere hath us aurat ke bhare hue stano par chala gaya tha, mene ye janbuj kar nahi kiya tha par ho gaya tha, mene us aurat ko boundry se dur karne ka prayas kiya, par balance thoda bigad gaya aur me niche gir gaya, wo bhi mere upar apani pith ke sahare giri.
Aurat : Kon hai, chhodo muje. (Wo gusse se boli, aur chhutne ka prayas karne lagi, mene unhe chhod diya, wo mere upar se khadi hone lagi par khadi hone ke liye wo pehle bethi aur fir khadi hui, me bhi khada hone laga)Kon ho tum? (wo fir se gusse me boli par aawaj dabi hui thi)
Shiv : Kya kar rahi thi aap? (Mene andhere me dekha to wo Padmabhabhi thi)
Padma : (Usne bhi Shiv ko dekh liya tha)Kya kar rahi thi? Khadi thi. (Unka chehra spast nahi dikh raha tha par aawaj se pata chal raha tha ki wo gusse me hai)
Shiv : Aap juth bol rahi hai, aap upar chadhne ki koshis kar rahi thi.
Padma : Me bas niche dekh rahi thi, upar kyu chadhungi?
Shiv : Muje kya pata? Aur aap itni raat ko upar kya kar rahi ho?
Padma : Tumhe us se kya? Mera ghar hai, me kahi bhi jau, aur tum kya kar rahe ho yaha? Mera pichha kar rahe ho?
Shiv : Me koi pichha nahi kar raha tha, me to pehle se upar tha, neend nahi aa rahi thi to upar tehal raha tha, shayad aap baadme aayi, muje bas chham chham ki awaj sunayi di thi to me is aaur aaya. Aap kyu upar chad rahi thi?
Padma : Ekbar kaha na mene, Me koi upar nahi chadh rahi thi, me bas niche dekhne ka prayas kar rahi thi. (upar boundry thodi unchi thi)
Shiv : Kya dekh rahi thi?
Padma : Bas aise hi. Tumhe kya hai, tum apana kaam karo, meri bato me dakhal dene ki jarurat nahi hai. (Wo narajgi se boli)
Shiv : Muje kya padi hai aapki bato me dakhal dene ki, chahe aap diwal par chadho ya upar se kud jao, muje kya. (Shiv bhi narajgi se bola)
Padma : Muje kya jarurat hai upar se kudne ki?
Shiv : Muje kya pata, aur muje nahi pata tha ki aap hai, warna me nahi aata.
Padma : Ab pakade gaye to bahane bana rahe ho, tum jante the ki me hu aur jan buj kar wo kiya.
Shiv : Kya kiya mene?
Padma : Jyada bhole maat bano, ye maat bhulo ki me tumhari bhabhi hu, sharm nahi aati apani bhabhi ke liye aisi soch rakhte ho.
Shiv : Pata nahi aapko kya galatfehmi ho rahi hai, me apke bare me kyu sochu?
Padma : Tum ladko ki fitrat me achchhi tarha janti hu, ba mauka chahiye, kya rista hai kon hai kuchh mayne nahi rakhta. (Wo gusse me bol rahi thi)
Shiv : Lagta hai bahot logo ka anubhav hai. (Me bhi gusse me bol gaya, kyu ki ye muj par lanchhan laga rahi thi)
Padma : Jaan se maar dungi agar aisi baat muh se nikali to, samajte kya ho khud ko. (Mere muh se jo nikala tha us par muje hi pachhtava hone laga kyu ki muje aisi baat nahi karni chahiye thi)
Shiv : Sorry, mera wo matlab nahi tha, aap binawajah gussa kar rahi hai aur muje bina kisi galti ke suna rahi hai to muh se nikal gaya, mera wo matlab nahi tha, I am realy sorry. (Padma khamos ho gayi, Shiv ki aawaj me usko sachchai sunayi de rahi thi)Aapko jitni der khada rehna hai khadi rahiye, par please upar mat chadhiyega. (Kehte hue Shiv waha se thoda dur ho gaya aur dur ja ke khada ho gaya, Padma bhi usko dekh rahi thi, bhale andhere me uska chehra nahi dikhayi de raha tha par wo dur se usko hi dekh raha tha, darasal wo Pruthvi se jagada kar ke upar aayi thi, wo to so gaya tha par usko neend nahi aa rahi thi, maan me bure bure khayal aa rahe the, usko nafarat ho rahi thi apani jindagi se, wo upar aayi aur usko marne ka khayal bhi aa raha tha, wo niche bhi dekh rahi thi aur kud sakti hai ki nahi wo soch rahi thi, aur agar kudna hai to upar kaise chadhegi wo isi ka prayas bhi kar rahi thi, bhale usko kudna nahi tha par wo bas ye sab soch rahi thi ki Shiv aa gaya tha, wo jo harkat kar rahi thi us hisab se to Shiv ne jo socha sahi hi socha tha, uska gussa bhi shant ho gaya tha, wo chalte hue Shiv ke pass gayi)
Padma : Tum upar kya kar rahe ho? (Uski awaj narm thi)
Shiv : (Mene mehsus kiya ki wo shanti se puchh rahi hai to mene bhi shanti se jawab diya)Bas neend nahi aa rahi thi to upar aa gaya tha.
Padma : Kyu neend nahi aa rahi hai? (Wo bas aise hi puchh rahi thi)
Shiv : Pata nahi, shayad kal me apane maata pita se milne ja raha hu to baar baar wahi khayal aa rahe hai.
Padma : Ek baat puchhu, sach bataoge?
Shiv : Puchhiye.
Padma :Kya tum sach me Shivans ho?
Shiv : Aap aisa kyu puchh rahi hai?
Padma : Mere pati ne tumhare bare me sab muje bataya tha, wo keh rahe the ki tum Shivans nahi ho, kisi kaam ke liye papa ne tumhe yaha bulwaya hai.
Shiv : Agar aap ye sab janti hai to fir kyu puchh rahi hai? Agar aapke pati keh rahe hai ki me wo nahi hu to aap maan kyu nahi rahi, Apane pati par viswas nahi hai aapko?
Padma : Kyu ki jo me mehsus kar rahi hu us se muje ye lagta hai ki baat sirf itni si nahi hai, maaji aur sab jo keh rahe hai wo aise hi to nahi keh rahe honge, itne log aise hi tumhe Shivans maan rahe hai to koi to baat hogi. Aur sab se badi baat ki pitaji ne tumhe hi kyu chuna is baat keliye, wo aise hi kisi ko Shivans nahi bana sakte.
Shiv : Muje laga ki aap sirf ghar me saja ke rakhi hui ek bahu hai.
Padma : Kehna kya chahte ho, Kya mera dimag nahi hai? Me koi gawar nahi hu jo andha visvas karu. Aur un par visvas nahi karti aisa bhi nahi hai, aisa to nahi hai ki wo juth bol rahe hai, wo agar keh rahe hai to kuchh to baat hogi, bs me jan na chahti hu ki akhir sach kya hai, tabhi to tumse puchh rahi hu.
Shiv : Aur apko kyu lagta hai ki me sach bata dunga.
Padma : Me ye nahi keh rahi ki tum sach hi kahoge, tum sach keh rahe ho ya juth Wo tum par hai, tumhe batana hai to batao, warna tumhari marji. Tumhari bat muje kaisi lagegi wo muj par hai.
Shiv : Sach kahu ho muje bhi pata nahi hai, muje sabne jo kaha us se me bhi jan na chahta hu ki vakayi me wahi hu ki nahi hu, bachpan se anathalay me pala bada hu, par jis umar me Shivans gayab hua tha usi umarme ke aas pass me anathalay me aaya tha, wo saher is jagah se kafi dur hai, agarme wahi hu to me waha me kis tarha pahucha wo exact kisi ko pata nahi hai, par agar sabko ye lagta hai ki me wahi hu to me bhi jan na chahta hu ki me akhir hu kon?
Padma : Papa se tumhari kya deal hui hai?
Shiv : Wo muje apane kisi kaam ke liye yaha Shivans bana kar laye hai bas muje itna pata hai.
Padma : Kis kaam ke liye?
Shiv : Wo to unhone nahi bataya par Shayad jayedad ke liye.
Padma : Matlab jab wo tumhe yaha le kar aaye uske baad tumhe ye laga ki shayad tum wahi ho.
Shiv : Nahi, wo mujse mile us se pehle se ye kissa chal raha hai.
Padma : Wo kaise?
Shiv : Me Juhi ke sath Mamtadidi ke ghar gaya tha, waha unhone muje pehchana tha, uske baad unhone shayad Beenamadam se baat ki thi, Beenamadam Sukhdevji se mili thi, waha unhe Shivans ki tasvir mili thi, me jab chhota tha tab ki meri anathalay ki tasvir ke sath milan karva kar unhone kaha ki me wahi hu.
Padma : Tasvir, konsi tasvir, Tumhare pass wo tasvire hai?
Shiv : Ha hai.
Padma : Muje dikha sakte ho?
Shiv : (Kuchh soch kar usne apana mobile nikala aur fir unhe dono tasvir dikhayi)Ye hai wo tasvire.
Padma : (Bade gaur se dono tasvire dekh rahi thi, bari bari dono tasviro ko dekh rahi thi, thodi der tak dekhne ke baad wo boli)Dono tasviro me antar to hai par bahot kuchh ek sa bhi hai, tumhari ankhe dono me same hi dikh rahi hai, aur bahot kuchh milta hai, ek tasvir me tum thode healthy lag rahe ho aur dusare me patale, par fir bhi bahot kuchh ek sa hai. Par ek baat samaj me nahi aayi, agar tumhe ye sab pehle se pata hai to fir tumne papa ke sath deal kyu ki?
Shiv : Jaha tak sabko pata hai ki unhone hi muje yani Shivans ko marne ki koshis ki thi, aur Beenamadam ko lagta tha ki agar unhe pata chal jayega to wo dobara ye koshis kar sakte hai, par jab wo khud mere pass aye aur muje ye sab karne ko kaha to muje laga ki yahi sahi rasta hai, ek to wo khud muje le kar ja rahe hai to filhal to muje unse koi khatara nahi hai, aur dusara is bahane muje bhi apani sachchhai pata chal jayegi.
Padma : Par shayad abhi tumhe unka andaja nahi hai, jitna tum samaj rahe ho wo itne sidhesade nahi hai.
Shiv : Janta hu.
Padma : Agar jante ho to apana jivan kyu jokhim me dala. Aur agar tum wo ho to fir tumhe samajna chahiye ki wo tumhari jayedad lene ki soch rahe hai,tum itne bevakuf to nahi hosakte ki apani jayedad samne se unhe de do.
Shiv : Muje jayedad ka koi moh nahi hai, me apani jindagi se khus hu, vaise bhi is jayedad ne mera nuksan hi kiya hai, uske bagair hi me is mukam par pahucha hu, aage bhi muje uski koi jarurat nahi hai, mere pass jo hai usi se me khus hu, muje bas apane matapita ke bare me jan na tha, agar wo sach me mere maa baap hai to us se badi koi jayedad nahi hai mere liye.
Padma : Thank you.
Shiv : Kis liye?
Padma : Muje apani baate batayi iske liye, Tumne meri kafi uljane aasan kar di, par jis khel me tum utare ho usme tumhe bahot soch samaj kar apana kadam badhana chahiye, tumhe aisi galti nahi karni chahiye.
Shiv : Kaisi galti?
Padma : Jis tarha tumne muje sab bataya, ye tumhari galti hi to hai, tum kya jante ho mere bare me jo muje ye sab bata diya, agar me tumhare irade apane pati ko bata du ya apane sasur ko bata du to?
Shiv : Kya hi fark pad jayega, waise bhi muje jayedad se koi lena dena nahi hai aur unhe sirf jayedad hi chahiye, agar ye sab unhe aasani se mil raha hai to fir muje kya khatara ho sakta hai, aur dusari baat, me koi chhota bachcha nahi hu jo insano ko pehchan na saku, bachpan se tarah tarah ke insano se pala pada hai, khud hi thokare khayi hai aur khud hi sambhla hu, itni to parakh hai muje insano ki.
Padma : You mean, you have trust on me.
Shiv : Definetly, thats why I told you.
Padma : Agar itni hi parakh hai to fir mere sath wo sab harkate kyu kar rahe ho? Agar tum wahi ho to tum mere devar lagte ho samaj aata hai tumhe?
Shiv : Apko sach me galatfehmi ho rahi hai bhabhi, mere aise koi irade nahi hai, ha manta hu ki mene apko pehle us tarha se dekha tha, par wo achanak ho gaya tha naturaly, aur aisa bhi nahi hai ki aap apane bare me janti na ho, aksar log aap ko aise dekhte honge, mujse bhi ho gaya, par aap bhi janti hai ki uske baad mene kabhi us tarha se nahi dekha.
Padma : Janti hu (wo bhi samajdar thi usko bhi samaj aa raha tha ki aisa uske sath aksar hota hai, ek ladki ke jo bhi akarsan hote hai wo sab uparwale ne usko bade pyar se diye the to log usko upar se niche tak dekhe bina nahi reh sakte the)Chhodo us baat ko, par ek baat kehna chahti hu, jo bhi karo soch samaj kar karna, khatara abhi bhi tala nahi hai aur mere hisab se to ye bevakufi hai ki tum apani jayedad aise kisi aur ko de dena chahte ho. Agar me koi kaam aa saku to bejijhak kehna, me tumhare sath hu.
Shiv : Apane pati ke khilaf?
Padma : Me kisi ka sath tabtak hi de sakti hu jab tak wo sahi raste par ho, chahe fir wo koi bhi kyu na ho, tum ho ya Pruthvi, koi bhi galt hai to me sath nahi dungi.
Shiv : Thank you.
Padma : Chalo ab niche chalte hai, bahot time ho gaya hai.
Shiv : Ek baat puchhu? Agar aap bura na mane to?
Padma : Me nahi kud rahi thi waha se, bas dekh rahi thi, aur kuchh puchhna hai? (Muskurate hue wo boli)
Shiv : (Muskurate hue)Kya dekhna tha apko?
Padma : Chhodona us baat ko.
Shiv : Apko agar koi bhi taklif ho to aap mujse keh sakti hai.
Padma : Muje koi taklif nahi hai aur agar kuchh hoga to jarur kahungi bas. Chalo ab. (Wo muskurate hue boli)
.Shiv : Chaliye. (Dono niche aa gaye, wo muskurate hue apane kamare me chali gayi aur me apane kamare me, fir muje kal ke vichar aane lage par mene khud ko samjaya ki jo hoga kal hi hoga abhi sochne se koi fayeda nahi hai to me sone ki koshis karne laga aur kuchh samay me neend bhi aa gayi, subah koi mere hotho ko chus raha tha to me jaag gaya, mene us sakhs ko dur kiya to wo Juhi thi.
Juhi : Good morning. (Wo hasina muskura rahi thi)
Shiv : (Mene dekha to darwaja band tha to mene usko palat te hue usko apane niche kar diya aur uske hotho ko chusne laga to wo mere balo me hath ghumane lagi, uske sath kiss karne se hi mera lund bhi khada ho gaya aur me usko joro se kiss karne laga, wo muje dhakka dene lagi to me thoda upar hua)Kya hua?
Juhi : Utho ab, hume daudne jana hai. (wo muskurate hue boli)
Shiv : Thodi der baad jate hai na.
Juhi : (Sharmate hue)Nahi, abhi utho aur fresh ho kar niche aa jao. (Kehte hue wo muje dhakelte hue khadi ho gayi, aur muskurate hue bahar chali gayi, me bhi fresh hua aur niche aa gaya, abhi jyada chahel pahel nahi thi, mandir se aawaj aa rahi thi, badi ma thi waha, hum dono bahar nikal gaye aur chalte hue gaav se bahar hue, usko pata tha mera routin kyu ki hamari baat hoti thi, uske baad hum dono daudte hue nadi kinare pahuch gaye)(Manusi aaj nahi aayi thi, par Sarla aayi thi, usne Shiv ke sath kisi ladki ko dekha)
Jab wo gaav me laute to wo sidhe hi Manusi ke ghar gayi.
Sarla : (Manusi ki mummy ko) Manusi kaha hai chachi?
M ki Mummy : Nahane gayi hai, kya hua? (Usi wakt Manusi bhi apane baalo me tauliya lapete hue waha aayi)
Manusi : Tu subah subah kya kar rahi hai? (Wo apane baal pochhte hue boli)
Sarla : AAj kyu nahi aayi tu?
Manusi : Me kya kar ti waha aa kar? (Sarla ka chehre bata raha tha ki usko kuchh khas baat karni hai to wo boli)Chal chhat par chalte hai, baal bhi sukha lungi. (dono saheliya upar aa gayi)Kya baat hai?
Sarla : Aaj shiv ke sath ek ladki aayi thi.
Manusi : Vaiswi hogi, to?
Sarla : Wo muje nahi pata, par bahot khubsurat thi aur dono jis tarha waha sab kar rahe the muje laga ki tumhe bata du.
Manusi :Kya kar rahe the? (Manusi ne utsukta se puchha)
Sarla :Vaise to wo dono kasarat hi kar rahe the par...
Manusi :Ab suspence maat bana, bol na.
Sarla : Wono ek dusare ke sath itna chipak rahe the jaise us ladki ko Shiv ke sath ko sharm hi na ho.
Manusi : Aisa kya kar rahe the?
Sarla : Dur se itna to dikhayi nahi diya par wo dono ... (Wo jis tarha se kasarat kar rahe the wo batane lagi, Manusi ko jalan ho rahi thi aur mayusi bhi chha rahi thi,apani baat khatam karte hue) Muje lagta hai ki unke bichh kuchh hai.
Manusi : Agar hai bhi to hum kya kar sakte hai. (Wo mayus hote hue boli, Sarla bhi chup ho gayi, baat badalne ke irrade se wo boli)Chhod na yaar, waise bhi wo bade log hai.
Sarla : Par wo aisa nahi hai
Manusi : Mene kaha na chhod na us baat ko(Thodi der dono aise hi baat karti rahi fir Sarla apane ghar chali gayi, Manusi ko bahot bura lag raha tha, uska dil tut gaya tha, bhale hi un dono ke bichh kuchh nahi tha par usko Shiv achchha lagne laga tha)
In sab baato se bekhabar Shiv aur Juhi dono ghar laut aaye the, waise bhi shiv ko aaj jana tha to wo aakar turant hi taiyar ho gaya tha,Juhi ne bhi ye jana ki wo bahar ja raha hai to usne bhi aane ko kaha par Kamnadevi ne mana kar diya, aur to koi karan nahi tha par wo janti thi ki shayad Sukhdevji kisi aur ka aana shayad pasand na kare, dono waha se saher ke liye nikal gaye, driver sath liya tha to dono pichhali seat par sath me bethe the, Shiv fir se unko milne ka soch kar bechain tha, wo is kasmakas me tha ki kya sach me wo uske maa baap hai, par uska dil usko keh raha tha ki wahi hai, par fir bhi dil aur dimag me kasmakas chal rahi thi, bich bich me Kamnadevi kuchh baat kar rahi thi par wo bhi samaj rahi thi ki uski kya halat hai,
Kamnadevi :Itna kya soch raha hai?
Shiv :Kuchh nahi badi maa.
Kamnadevi : Tere chehre se hi pata chal raha hai, kya baat hai, kyu paresan ho raha hai?
Shiv :Aisi koi baat nahi hai badi maa, par jab bhi unke bare me sochta hu ek ajeeb si bechaini hone lagti hai, jaha tak mene suna hai undono ki halat thik nahi hai, wo barso se is halat me jaise koi saja kaat rahe hai.
Kamnadevi :Ab kya hi kahu me, kabhi kabhi dil kuchh kehta hai to dimag kuchh kehta hai, kya sach hai kya juth hai kuchh samaj me nahi aata, agar logo ki baat par bharosa karne jau to lagta hai ki tere tauji in sab ke liye jimmedar hai, par court ne bhi unhe bari kar diya tha, aur aaj dekho wahi tumhe dhundh kar laye hai, agar wo sab baate sach hoti to kya wo aisa karte, pata nahi bhagya kya khel khel raha hai.
Shiv :Waise hum abhi kis se milne ja rahe hai? Mera matlab hai ki...(Wo puchhna chahta tha ki papa se ya maa se par usko abhi bahi ajeeb lag raha tha, kisi anjan ko wo kaise apana papa ya maa keh sakta hai)
Kamnadevi : Meri baat hui thi Sukhdevji se, unhone pahle ghar aane ko kaha hai, to hum pehle wahi chal rahe hai.
Yaha Sukhdev ke ghar subah hi unhone Prakruti ko batadiya tha ki Shivans aa raha hai, par usne milne se mana kar diya tha, itne salo tak wo uske maa baap ki seva kar rahi thi par pichhale kuchh dino se wo Shiv aur Shvans ke bich uljhan me thi, shayad na chahte hue bhi wo Shiv se dil laga bethi thi aur wo bhi janti thi ki ye galat hai to na wo Shiv se milna chah rahi thi aur na Shivans se wo abhi apani jindagi ko kis mukam ki aur lejana chahti thi wo khus nahi samaj pa rahi thi, uske papa ne aaj usko pehli baar danta bhi tha par fir bhi wo apabe faisale par kayam thi, baat itni badh gayi ki uski maa ko bich me aana pada, wo janthi ki Shivans aa raha hai to wo apani saheli ko milne jana hai ye bol kar ghar se nikal gayi thi, jab Sukhdev ka dimag shant hua tab usne bhi socha ki jo hua vo thik hi hua, waise bhi abhi wo khud is baat ko lekar sure nahi hai ki aa raha sakhs Shivans hia ki koi aur to usne bhi apani beti par jyada dabav nahi badhaya.
Dopahar hone tak Shivans aur Kamnadevi Sukhdev ke ghar pahuch gaye, Aishwaryadevi bhi badi bechain lag rahi thi, akhir kar uski beti ke jivan ka sawal tha, jab usne suna ki car ghar ke compound me dakhil ho chuki hai to wo khud ko rok na saki wo bhi apane pati ke pichhe pichhe darwaje ki aur chal padi. Ghar ke bade darwaje ke paas car aa kar ruki, ek naukar daud kar aaya aur jaha Kamnadevi bethi thi us aur ka darwaja khola to wo car se bahar nikali. Badi hone ke nate Sukhdev ne jhuk kar unko pranam kiya.
Sukhdev : Pranam bhabhi, aapka swagat hai. (Aishwarya bhi aage badhi par sath me uski nigah pichhe bethe ladke par bhi padi, ek aur Kamnadevi se milna bhi tha to bas usne ek najar hi dali, par fir wo Kamnadevi ko pranam karte hue boli)
Aishvaryadevi :Pranam bhabhi, naye varsh ki Subhkamnaye aapko. (Kamnadevi car se bahar aa chuki thi to naukar ne darwaja band kiya aur daud kar dusari aur chala gaya aur dusari aur ka darwaja khola to Shiv usme se bahar nikala, Aishwarya aur Sukhdev dono us bahar aa rahe sakhs ko dekhne lage, wo car se bahar nikala tha to uska back face dikh raha tha, wo bahar chal kar ghumte hue unke samne khada ho gaya to dono ki ankhe ascharya se badi hogayi, Wo dono usko aise dekh rahe the jaise unhe apani ankho par bharosa nahi ho raha tha)
Kamnadevi : Shivu, ye Sukhdevji hai aur ye unki patni Aishwarya. (Shiv ne dono ko jhuk kar pair chhue to dono jaise sadme me hi ashirwad de rahe the, Shiv khada ho chuka tha par fir bhi dono usko dekhe ja rahe the to Kamnadevi boli)Ab yahi khade rehne ka vichar hai kya? (Muskurate hue wo boli)
Sukhdev : (Hadbadate hue)Maaf kijiye bhabhi, aaiye ander aaiye. (Shiv ko dekh kar)Aao beta. (Sab ander aaye par Aishwarya aur Sukhdev dono baar baar Shiv ko hi dekh rahe the, ander aa kar sofe par sab beth gaye, par Aishwarya khadi thi jo Shiv ko dekhe ja rahi thi, Shiv khud ko asahaj mehsus kar raha tha)Aishwaryaaaaa (Par jaise unhone suna hi nahi to wo thoda jor se bole)Aishwaryaaaaa.
Aishwaryadevi : (Hadbadate hue)J j jiiiii.
Sukhdev : Bhabhi ke liye jal pan ka praband karo.
Aishwarya : J Ji, abhi mangwati hu. (Keh kar wo ander ki aur chali gayi)
Kamnadevi : Yogendra aur Chandrika kaise hai?
Sukhdev : Waise hi hai jaisa pehle the. (Thoda hichkichate hue)Ye kaise mila? (Shivans ki aur isara kar ke)
Kamnadevi : Kaise mila wo pata nahi hai par wo mil gaya yahi bahot hai mere liye, par apko dekh kar lag raha hai ki uske miljane ki khusi nahi hui apko.
Sukhdev : Aap janti hai bhabhi ki mujse jyada kon khus ho sakta hai agar ye wahi hai to.
Kamnadevi : To tumhe lagta hai ki ye wo nahi hai.
Sukhdev : Nahi bhabhi, ye kya keh rahi hai aap, isko dekh kar maan ki saari sankaye dur ho gayi hai, iske ander me apane dost ki chhavi dekh sakta hu, par...
Kamnadevi : Par fir bhi shak karne ki aadat nahi gayi apki.
Sukhdev : Ye baat nahi hai bhabhi, par abhi bhi apane bhagya par yakin nahi ho raha hai, aur bura maat maan na par jaha baat hoti hai badebhai sahab ki waha shak ho hi aata hai.
Kamnadevi : Apko jo tasalli karni hai baad me kar lena, me yaha apka ghar lene nahi aayi hu jo safayi deti rahu, me bas apane bete ko uske maa baap se milvane layi hu,aur is baat se to aapko koi etraj nahi hona chahiye.
Sukhdev : Nahi bhabhi muje kya etraj ho sakta hai, aap jal pan khatam kijiye fir me aapke sath aata hu.
AishwaryaUske sath me ek naukarani khanepine ki tray sath me late hue waha aayi) Me bhi sath me aati hu, muje bhi kafi samay ho gaya unse mile hue, Prakruti hi hamesa aati jati rehti hai aur wahi hame unki khabar sunati rehti hai to hum jyada gaye nahi, barso se wo un dono ka dhyan rakh rahi hai.(Aiswarya ne apani beti ka bakhan kiya) Yogendrabhai sahab ki halat dekh kar hi wo doctor ban na chahti hai, wo kehti hai ki me doctor ban kar unhe thik kar dungi. (Khane pine ka saman wo khud samne rakhne lagi)
Kamnadevi :Wiase hai kya wo, dikhayi nahi de rahi hai.
Sukhdev : Diwali ki chhuttiya chal rahi hai na to wo aapani sahelio ke sath bahar gayi hai.
Kamnadevi : Me sab samajti hu bhaisahab, apko jo tassali karni hai kar lijiye, hame koi etraj nahi hai.
Aishwarya : Aisi koi baat nahi hai bhabhi, Shivans ko dekh kar koi bhi keh sakta hai ki ye Yogendrabhaisahab aur Chandrika ka hi beta hai. Apko andaja bhi nahi hai ki hum kitne khus hai, kyu ji.
Sukhdev : Ha ha, bilkul.
Aishwarya : Tum kuchh bol nahi rahe ho beta, lo khao na.
Kamnadevi : Jis tarha tumhare maan me sankaye hai waise bhi ye bichara bhi samaj nahi pa raha hai ki ye sab hai kya, par dhire dhiere sab samaj jayega, fil hal wo sab bate important nahi hai pehle me chahti thi ki wo apane maa baap se mile, dekhe ki uske jane se unka kya hal ho gaya hai. Baki bate to baad me bhi hoti rahegi.
Sukhdevi : Aap nasta khatam kijiye aur fir chalte hai,kaha jana hai pehle.
Kamnadevi : Kis se milne jana hai beta pehle?
Shiv : Maa se.
Aishwarya : Bete ko sabse jyada apani maa se hi lagav hota hai, hum wahi chalte hai.
Thodi der baad sab waha se us aur nikal gaye jaha ek maa barso se apane bete ke gaam me paagal hui reh rahi thi. Wahi dusari maa khud ko rok nahi pa rahi thi, ye thi Aishwarya, Shiv aur Kamnadevi dono apani car me the jab ki Aishwarya aur Sukhdev apani car me the, jaise hi dono car me akele hue Aishwarya ki khusi chhalak padi,
Aishwarya : Kya laga aapko? (Uske chehre par khusi sama nahi rahi thi, dil to Sukhdev ka bhi bahot khus tha fir bhi wo khud ko sambhale hue tha, wo janta tha ki wo kya puchh rahi hai fir bhi anjan bante hue wo bola)
Sukhdev : Kis bare me puchh rahi ho?
Aishwarya : (Narajgi se)Me kya keh rahi hu wo aap sab samaj rahe hai fir bhi anjan ban rahe hai, apko nahi lagta ki ye wahi hai, usko dekh kar koi bhi keh sakta hai ki ye Yogendrabhaisahab aur chandrika ka hi beta hai, uske nain naksh, chehra sab kuchh to milta hai, jo bhi Yogendrabhaisahab aur Chandrika ko janta ho wo is ko dekh kar samaj hi jayega, apko nahi laga aisa?
Sukhdev : Agar tumhe lagta hai ki kisi ko bhi samaj aa sakta hai to kya muje nahi lagega, isme koi shak nahi hai ki wo un dono ki parchhai ke saman hi hai, par jaha baat aati hai Udesinhji ki to tumhe bhi pata hai ki wo kya hai, itne salo me unhone kya kya nahi kiya us sampati ko hasil karne ke liye jo Yogendra ke naam par hai. Aur jaha tak muje pata chala hai Prakruti ke hamala karne ke pichhe bhi unhi logo ka hath hai. Ye ladka jo koi bhi hai par hai to wo Udesinh ke sath hi, to pehle samajna hoga ki akhir majara kya hai.
Aishwarya : App samaj kyu nahi rahe hai, khusi ghar ke darwaje par dastak dene aayi hai aur aap abhi bhi soch vichar kar rahe hai.
Sukhdev : Tumhe kya lagta hai ki me khus nahi hu, par fir bhi muje dekhna padega ki ye khusiyo ka chola odh kar koi sazis to dastak nahi de rahi hai na. Dil se me bhi yahi chahta hu ki aisa na ho, par fir bhi Udesinhji ki fitrat se me vakif hu.
Aishwarya bhi is baat ko bhali bhati samaj rahi thi, wo dekh to aage raste par rahi thi par uske dimag me Shiv hi chal raha tha. Aise me sab aspatal pahuch gaye.
Car ek bade darwaje se hote hue ander ja rahi thi aur Shiv ki nigaye us bade ardhgolakar tarike se likhe hue naam par thi, ‘Durgavati Mental hospital’.
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Neend na aane ki wajah se me chhat par tha, niche roshni thi par upar andhera tha, aasman me chand bhi nahi tha to andhera jyada hi tha, halaki niche kafi roshni thi, jab muje terrace par chham chham ki awaj sunahi di to muje bhram laga, tarace bahot bada tha to aawaj spast nahi thi, thodi der baad fir se aawaj aayi to me aawaj ki disha me chal diya, upar terrace pura khali nahi tha, kayi jagah saman bhi pada hua tha, me bina koi aawaj kiye us disha me jane laga, muje kuchh dikhayi nahi de raha tha, fir se muje apane kano ka bhram hi pratit ho raha tha, me wapas lautnewala tha ki fir se muje awaj sunayi di aur ab aawaj spast thi, matlab waha koi tha,waha do teen purani almari padi hui thi jab me uske pichhe gaya to muje ek aurat ki spast aakruti dikhayi di, wo aurat jaise chhat se niche dekh rahi thi ya fir diwal chadhne ki koshis kar rahi thi, muje kuchh galat laga to me dauda aur turant us aurat ko pakad liya, par jaise hi mene us aurat ko pakada mere hath us aurat ke bhare hue stano par chala gaya tha, mene ye janbuj kar nahi kiya tha par ho gaya tha, mene us aurat ko boundry se dur karne ka prayas kiya, par balance thoda bigad gaya aur me niche gir gaya, wo bhi mere upar apani pith ke sahare giri.
Aurat : Kon hai, chhodo muje. (Wo gusse se boli, aur chhutne ka prayas karne lagi, mene unhe chhod diya, wo mere upar se khadi hone lagi par khadi hone ke liye wo pehle bethi aur fir khadi hui, me bhi khada hone laga)Kon ho tum? (wo fir se gusse me boli par aawaj dabi hui thi)
Shiv : Kya kar rahi thi aap? (Mene andhere me dekha to wo Padmabhabhi thi)
Padma : (Usne bhi Shiv ko dekh liya tha)Kya kar rahi thi? Khadi thi. (Unka chehra spast nahi dikh raha tha par aawaj se pata chal raha tha ki wo gusse me hai)
Shiv : Aap juth bol rahi hai, aap upar chadhne ki koshis kar rahi thi.
Padma : Me bas niche dekh rahi thi, upar kyu chadhungi?
Shiv : Muje kya pata? Aur aap itni raat ko upar kya kar rahi ho?
Padma : Tumhe us se kya? Mera ghar hai, me kahi bhi jau, aur tum kya kar rahe ho yaha? Mera pichha kar rahe ho?
Shiv : Me koi pichha nahi kar raha tha, me to pehle se upar tha, neend nahi aa rahi thi to upar tehal raha tha, shayad aap baadme aayi, muje bas chham chham ki awaj sunayi di thi to me is aaur aaya. Aap kyu upar chad rahi thi?
Padma : Ekbar kaha na mene, Me koi upar nahi chadh rahi thi, me bas niche dekhne ka prayas kar rahi thi. (upar boundry thodi unchi thi)
Shiv : Kya dekh rahi thi?
Padma : Bas aise hi. Tumhe kya hai, tum apana kaam karo, meri bato me dakhal dene ki jarurat nahi hai. (Wo narajgi se boli)
Shiv : Muje kya padi hai aapki bato me dakhal dene ki, chahe aap diwal par chadho ya upar se kud jao, muje kya. (Shiv bhi narajgi se bola)
Padma : Muje kya jarurat hai upar se kudne ki?
Shiv : Muje kya pata, aur muje nahi pata tha ki aap hai, warna me nahi aata.
Padma : Ab pakade gaye to bahane bana rahe ho, tum jante the ki me hu aur jan buj kar wo kiya.
Shiv : Kya kiya mene?
Padma : Jyada bhole maat bano, ye maat bhulo ki me tumhari bhabhi hu, sharm nahi aati apani bhabhi ke liye aisi soch rakhte ho.
Shiv : Pata nahi aapko kya galatfehmi ho rahi hai, me apke bare me kyu sochu?
Padma : Tum ladko ki fitrat me achchhi tarha janti hu, ba mauka chahiye, kya rista hai kon hai kuchh mayne nahi rakhta. (Wo gusse me bol rahi thi)
Shiv : Lagta hai bahot logo ka anubhav hai. (Me bhi gusse me bol gaya, kyu ki ye muj par lanchhan laga rahi thi)
Padma : Jaan se maar dungi agar aisi baat muh se nikali to, samajte kya ho khud ko. (Mere muh se jo nikala tha us par muje hi pachhtava hone laga kyu ki muje aisi baat nahi karni chahiye thi)
Shiv : Sorry, mera wo matlab nahi tha, aap binawajah gussa kar rahi hai aur muje bina kisi galti ke suna rahi hai to muh se nikal gaya, mera wo matlab nahi tha, I am realy sorry. (Padma khamos ho gayi, Shiv ki aawaj me usko sachchai sunayi de rahi thi)Aapko jitni der khada rehna hai khadi rahiye, par please upar mat chadhiyega. (Kehte hue Shiv waha se thoda dur ho gaya aur dur ja ke khada ho gaya, Padma bhi usko dekh rahi thi, bhale andhere me uska chehra nahi dikhayi de raha tha par wo dur se usko hi dekh raha tha, darasal wo Pruthvi se jagada kar ke upar aayi thi, wo to so gaya tha par usko neend nahi aa rahi thi, maan me bure bure khayal aa rahe the, usko nafarat ho rahi thi apani jindagi se, wo upar aayi aur usko marne ka khayal bhi aa raha tha, wo niche bhi dekh rahi thi aur kud sakti hai ki nahi wo soch rahi thi, aur agar kudna hai to upar kaise chadhegi wo isi ka prayas bhi kar rahi thi, bhale usko kudna nahi tha par wo bas ye sab soch rahi thi ki Shiv aa gaya tha, wo jo harkat kar rahi thi us hisab se to Shiv ne jo socha sahi hi socha tha, uska gussa bhi shant ho gaya tha, wo chalte hue Shiv ke pass gayi)
Padma : Tum upar kya kar rahe ho? (Uski awaj narm thi)
Shiv : (Mene mehsus kiya ki wo shanti se puchh rahi hai to mene bhi shanti se jawab diya)Bas neend nahi aa rahi thi to upar aa gaya tha.
Padma : Kyu neend nahi aa rahi hai? (Wo bas aise hi puchh rahi thi)
Shiv : Pata nahi, shayad kal me apane maata pita se milne ja raha hu to baar baar wahi khayal aa rahe hai.
Padma : Ek baat puchhu, sach bataoge?
Shiv : Puchhiye.
Padma :Kya tum sach me Shivans ho?
Shiv : Aap aisa kyu puchh rahi hai?
Padma : Mere pati ne tumhare bare me sab muje bataya tha, wo keh rahe the ki tum Shivans nahi ho, kisi kaam ke liye papa ne tumhe yaha bulwaya hai.
Shiv : Agar aap ye sab janti hai to fir kyu puchh rahi hai? Agar aapke pati keh rahe hai ki me wo nahi hu to aap maan kyu nahi rahi, Apane pati par viswas nahi hai aapko?
Padma : Kyu ki jo me mehsus kar rahi hu us se muje ye lagta hai ki baat sirf itni si nahi hai, maaji aur sab jo keh rahe hai wo aise hi to nahi keh rahe honge, itne log aise hi tumhe Shivans maan rahe hai to koi to baat hogi. Aur sab se badi baat ki pitaji ne tumhe hi kyu chuna is baat keliye, wo aise hi kisi ko Shivans nahi bana sakte.
Shiv : Muje laga ki aap sirf ghar me saja ke rakhi hui ek bahu hai.
Padma : Kehna kya chahte ho, Kya mera dimag nahi hai? Me koi gawar nahi hu jo andha visvas karu. Aur un par visvas nahi karti aisa bhi nahi hai, aisa to nahi hai ki wo juth bol rahe hai, wo agar keh rahe hai to kuchh to baat hogi, bs me jan na chahti hu ki akhir sach kya hai, tabhi to tumse puchh rahi hu.
Shiv : Aur apko kyu lagta hai ki me sach bata dunga.
Padma : Me ye nahi keh rahi ki tum sach hi kahoge, tum sach keh rahe ho ya juth Wo tum par hai, tumhe batana hai to batao, warna tumhari marji. Tumhari bat muje kaisi lagegi wo muj par hai.
Shiv : Sach kahu ho muje bhi pata nahi hai, muje sabne jo kaha us se me bhi jan na chahta hu ki vakayi me wahi hu ki nahi hu, bachpan se anathalay me pala bada hu, par jis umar me Shivans gayab hua tha usi umarme ke aas pass me anathalay me aaya tha, wo saher is jagah se kafi dur hai, agarme wahi hu to me waha me kis tarha pahucha wo exact kisi ko pata nahi hai, par agar sabko ye lagta hai ki me wahi hu to me bhi jan na chahta hu ki me akhir hu kon?
Padma : Papa se tumhari kya deal hui hai?
Shiv : Wo muje apane kisi kaam ke liye yaha Shivans bana kar laye hai bas muje itna pata hai.
Padma : Kis kaam ke liye?
Shiv : Wo to unhone nahi bataya par Shayad jayedad ke liye.
Padma : Matlab jab wo tumhe yaha le kar aaye uske baad tumhe ye laga ki shayad tum wahi ho.
Shiv : Nahi, wo mujse mile us se pehle se ye kissa chal raha hai.
Padma : Wo kaise?
Shiv : Me Juhi ke sath Mamtadidi ke ghar gaya tha, waha unhone muje pehchana tha, uske baad unhone shayad Beenamadam se baat ki thi, Beenamadam Sukhdevji se mili thi, waha unhe Shivans ki tasvir mili thi, me jab chhota tha tab ki meri anathalay ki tasvir ke sath milan karva kar unhone kaha ki me wahi hu.
Padma : Tasvir, konsi tasvir, Tumhare pass wo tasvire hai?
Shiv : Ha hai.
Padma : Muje dikha sakte ho?
Shiv : (Kuchh soch kar usne apana mobile nikala aur fir unhe dono tasvir dikhayi)Ye hai wo tasvire.
Padma : (Bade gaur se dono tasvire dekh rahi thi, bari bari dono tasviro ko dekh rahi thi, thodi der tak dekhne ke baad wo boli)Dono tasviro me antar to hai par bahot kuchh ek sa bhi hai, tumhari ankhe dono me same hi dikh rahi hai, aur bahot kuchh milta hai, ek tasvir me tum thode healthy lag rahe ho aur dusare me patale, par fir bhi bahot kuchh ek sa hai. Par ek baat samaj me nahi aayi, agar tumhe ye sab pehle se pata hai to fir tumne papa ke sath deal kyu ki?
Shiv : Jaha tak sabko pata hai ki unhone hi muje yani Shivans ko marne ki koshis ki thi, aur Beenamadam ko lagta tha ki agar unhe pata chal jayega to wo dobara ye koshis kar sakte hai, par jab wo khud mere pass aye aur muje ye sab karne ko kaha to muje laga ki yahi sahi rasta hai, ek to wo khud muje le kar ja rahe hai to filhal to muje unse koi khatara nahi hai, aur dusara is bahane muje bhi apani sachchhai pata chal jayegi.
Padma : Par shayad abhi tumhe unka andaja nahi hai, jitna tum samaj rahe ho wo itne sidhesade nahi hai.
Shiv : Janta hu.
Padma : Agar jante ho to apana jivan kyu jokhim me dala. Aur agar tum wo ho to fir tumhe samajna chahiye ki wo tumhari jayedad lene ki soch rahe hai,tum itne bevakuf to nahi hosakte ki apani jayedad samne se unhe de do.
Shiv : Muje jayedad ka koi moh nahi hai, me apani jindagi se khus hu, vaise bhi is jayedad ne mera nuksan hi kiya hai, uske bagair hi me is mukam par pahucha hu, aage bhi muje uski koi jarurat nahi hai, mere pass jo hai usi se me khus hu, muje bas apane matapita ke bare me jan na tha, agar wo sach me mere maa baap hai to us se badi koi jayedad nahi hai mere liye.
Padma : Thank you.
Shiv : Kis liye?
Padma : Muje apani baate batayi iske liye, Tumne meri kafi uljane aasan kar di, par jis khel me tum utare ho usme tumhe bahot soch samaj kar apana kadam badhana chahiye, tumhe aisi galti nahi karni chahiye.
Shiv : Kaisi galti?
Padma : Jis tarha tumne muje sab bataya, ye tumhari galti hi to hai, tum kya jante ho mere bare me jo muje ye sab bata diya, agar me tumhare irade apane pati ko bata du ya apane sasur ko bata du to?
Shiv : Kya hi fark pad jayega, waise bhi muje jayedad se koi lena dena nahi hai aur unhe sirf jayedad hi chahiye, agar ye sab unhe aasani se mil raha hai to fir muje kya khatara ho sakta hai, aur dusari baat, me koi chhota bachcha nahi hu jo insano ko pehchan na saku, bachpan se tarah tarah ke insano se pala pada hai, khud hi thokare khayi hai aur khud hi sambhla hu, itni to parakh hai muje insano ki.
Padma : You mean, you have trust on me.
Shiv : Definetly, thats why I told you.
Padma : Agar itni hi parakh hai to fir mere sath wo sab harkate kyu kar rahe ho? Agar tum wahi ho to tum mere devar lagte ho samaj aata hai tumhe?
Shiv : Apko sach me galatfehmi ho rahi hai bhabhi, mere aise koi irade nahi hai, ha manta hu ki mene apko pehle us tarha se dekha tha, par wo achanak ho gaya tha naturaly, aur aisa bhi nahi hai ki aap apane bare me janti na ho, aksar log aap ko aise dekhte honge, mujse bhi ho gaya, par aap bhi janti hai ki uske baad mene kabhi us tarha se nahi dekha.
Padma : Janti hu (wo bhi samajdar thi usko bhi samaj aa raha tha ki aisa uske sath aksar hota hai, ek ladki ke jo bhi akarsan hote hai wo sab uparwale ne usko bade pyar se diye the to log usko upar se niche tak dekhe bina nahi reh sakte the)Chhodo us baat ko, par ek baat kehna chahti hu, jo bhi karo soch samaj kar karna, khatara abhi bhi tala nahi hai aur mere hisab se to ye bevakufi hai ki tum apani jayedad aise kisi aur ko de dena chahte ho. Agar me koi kaam aa saku to bejijhak kehna, me tumhare sath hu.
Shiv : Apane pati ke khilaf?
Padma : Me kisi ka sath tabtak hi de sakti hu jab tak wo sahi raste par ho, chahe fir wo koi bhi kyu na ho, tum ho ya Pruthvi, koi bhi galt hai to me sath nahi dungi.
Shiv : Thank you.
Padma : Chalo ab niche chalte hai, bahot time ho gaya hai.
Shiv : Ek baat puchhu? Agar aap bura na mane to?
Padma : Me nahi kud rahi thi waha se, bas dekh rahi thi, aur kuchh puchhna hai? (Muskurate hue wo boli)
Shiv : (Muskurate hue)Kya dekhna tha apko?
Padma : Chhodona us baat ko.
Shiv : Apko agar koi bhi taklif ho to aap mujse keh sakti hai.
Padma : Muje koi taklif nahi hai aur agar kuchh hoga to jarur kahungi bas. Chalo ab. (Wo muskurate hue boli)
.Shiv : Chaliye. (Dono niche aa gaye, wo muskurate hue apane kamare me chali gayi aur me apane kamare me, fir muje kal ke vichar aane lage par mene khud ko samjaya ki jo hoga kal hi hoga abhi sochne se koi fayeda nahi hai to me sone ki koshis karne laga aur kuchh samay me neend bhi aa gayi, subah koi mere hotho ko chus raha tha to me jaag gaya, mene us sakhs ko dur kiya to wo Juhi thi.
Juhi : Good morning. (Wo hasina muskura rahi thi)
Shiv : (Mene dekha to darwaja band tha to mene usko palat te hue usko apane niche kar diya aur uske hotho ko chusne laga to wo mere balo me hath ghumane lagi, uske sath kiss karne se hi mera lund bhi khada ho gaya aur me usko joro se kiss karne laga, wo muje dhakka dene lagi to me thoda upar hua)Kya hua?
Juhi : Utho ab, hume daudne jana hai. (wo muskurate hue boli)
Shiv : Thodi der baad jate hai na.
Juhi : (Sharmate hue)Nahi, abhi utho aur fresh ho kar niche aa jao. (Kehte hue wo muje dhakelte hue khadi ho gayi, aur muskurate hue bahar chali gayi, me bhi fresh hua aur niche aa gaya, abhi jyada chahel pahel nahi thi, mandir se aawaj aa rahi thi, badi ma thi waha, hum dono bahar nikal gaye aur chalte hue gaav se bahar hue, usko pata tha mera routin kyu ki hamari baat hoti thi, uske baad hum dono daudte hue nadi kinare pahuch gaye)(Manusi aaj nahi aayi thi, par Sarla aayi thi, usne Shiv ke sath kisi ladki ko dekha)
Jab wo gaav me laute to wo sidhe hi Manusi ke ghar gayi.
Sarla : (Manusi ki mummy ko) Manusi kaha hai chachi?
M ki Mummy : Nahane gayi hai, kya hua? (Usi wakt Manusi bhi apane baalo me tauliya lapete hue waha aayi)
Manusi : Tu subah subah kya kar rahi hai? (Wo apane baal pochhte hue boli)
Sarla : AAj kyu nahi aayi tu?
Manusi : Me kya kar ti waha aa kar? (Sarla ka chehre bata raha tha ki usko kuchh khas baat karni hai to wo boli)Chal chhat par chalte hai, baal bhi sukha lungi. (dono saheliya upar aa gayi)Kya baat hai?
Sarla : Aaj shiv ke sath ek ladki aayi thi.
Manusi : Vaiswi hogi, to?
Sarla : Wo muje nahi pata, par bahot khubsurat thi aur dono jis tarha waha sab kar rahe the muje laga ki tumhe bata du.
Manusi :Kya kar rahe the? (Manusi ne utsukta se puchha)
Sarla :Vaise to wo dono kasarat hi kar rahe the par...
Manusi :Ab suspence maat bana, bol na.
Sarla : Wono ek dusare ke sath itna chipak rahe the jaise us ladki ko Shiv ke sath ko sharm hi na ho.
Manusi : Aisa kya kar rahe the?
Sarla : Dur se itna to dikhayi nahi diya par wo dono ... (Wo jis tarha se kasarat kar rahe the wo batane lagi, Manusi ko jalan ho rahi thi aur mayusi bhi chha rahi thi,apani baat khatam karte hue) Muje lagta hai ki unke bichh kuchh hai.
Manusi : Agar hai bhi to hum kya kar sakte hai. (Wo mayus hote hue boli, Sarla bhi chup ho gayi, baat badalne ke irrade se wo boli)Chhod na yaar, waise bhi wo bade log hai.
Sarla : Par wo aisa nahi hai
Manusi : Mene kaha na chhod na us baat ko(Thodi der dono aise hi baat karti rahi fir Sarla apane ghar chali gayi, Manusi ko bahot bura lag raha tha, uska dil tut gaya tha, bhale hi un dono ke bichh kuchh nahi tha par usko Shiv achchha lagne laga tha)
In sab baato se bekhabar Shiv aur Juhi dono ghar laut aaye the, waise bhi shiv ko aaj jana tha to wo aakar turant hi taiyar ho gaya tha,Juhi ne bhi ye jana ki wo bahar ja raha hai to usne bhi aane ko kaha par Kamnadevi ne mana kar diya, aur to koi karan nahi tha par wo janti thi ki shayad Sukhdevji kisi aur ka aana shayad pasand na kare, dono waha se saher ke liye nikal gaye, driver sath liya tha to dono pichhali seat par sath me bethe the, Shiv fir se unko milne ka soch kar bechain tha, wo is kasmakas me tha ki kya sach me wo uske maa baap hai, par uska dil usko keh raha tha ki wahi hai, par fir bhi dil aur dimag me kasmakas chal rahi thi, bich bich me Kamnadevi kuchh baat kar rahi thi par wo bhi samaj rahi thi ki uski kya halat hai,
Kamnadevi :Itna kya soch raha hai?
Shiv :Kuchh nahi badi maa.
Kamnadevi : Tere chehre se hi pata chal raha hai, kya baat hai, kyu paresan ho raha hai?
Shiv :Aisi koi baat nahi hai badi maa, par jab bhi unke bare me sochta hu ek ajeeb si bechaini hone lagti hai, jaha tak mene suna hai undono ki halat thik nahi hai, wo barso se is halat me jaise koi saja kaat rahe hai.
Kamnadevi :Ab kya hi kahu me, kabhi kabhi dil kuchh kehta hai to dimag kuchh kehta hai, kya sach hai kya juth hai kuchh samaj me nahi aata, agar logo ki baat par bharosa karne jau to lagta hai ki tere tauji in sab ke liye jimmedar hai, par court ne bhi unhe bari kar diya tha, aur aaj dekho wahi tumhe dhundh kar laye hai, agar wo sab baate sach hoti to kya wo aisa karte, pata nahi bhagya kya khel khel raha hai.
Shiv :Waise hum abhi kis se milne ja rahe hai? Mera matlab hai ki...(Wo puchhna chahta tha ki papa se ya maa se par usko abhi bahi ajeeb lag raha tha, kisi anjan ko wo kaise apana papa ya maa keh sakta hai)
Kamnadevi : Meri baat hui thi Sukhdevji se, unhone pahle ghar aane ko kaha hai, to hum pehle wahi chal rahe hai.
Yaha Sukhdev ke ghar subah hi unhone Prakruti ko batadiya tha ki Shivans aa raha hai, par usne milne se mana kar diya tha, itne salo tak wo uske maa baap ki seva kar rahi thi par pichhale kuchh dino se wo Shiv aur Shvans ke bich uljhan me thi, shayad na chahte hue bhi wo Shiv se dil laga bethi thi aur wo bhi janti thi ki ye galat hai to na wo Shiv se milna chah rahi thi aur na Shivans se wo abhi apani jindagi ko kis mukam ki aur lejana chahti thi wo khus nahi samaj pa rahi thi, uske papa ne aaj usko pehli baar danta bhi tha par fir bhi wo apabe faisale par kayam thi, baat itni badh gayi ki uski maa ko bich me aana pada, wo janthi ki Shivans aa raha hai to wo apani saheli ko milne jana hai ye bol kar ghar se nikal gayi thi, jab Sukhdev ka dimag shant hua tab usne bhi socha ki jo hua vo thik hi hua, waise bhi abhi wo khud is baat ko lekar sure nahi hai ki aa raha sakhs Shivans hia ki koi aur to usne bhi apani beti par jyada dabav nahi badhaya.
Dopahar hone tak Shivans aur Kamnadevi Sukhdev ke ghar pahuch gaye, Aishwaryadevi bhi badi bechain lag rahi thi, akhir kar uski beti ke jivan ka sawal tha, jab usne suna ki car ghar ke compound me dakhil ho chuki hai to wo khud ko rok na saki wo bhi apane pati ke pichhe pichhe darwaje ki aur chal padi. Ghar ke bade darwaje ke paas car aa kar ruki, ek naukar daud kar aaya aur jaha Kamnadevi bethi thi us aur ka darwaja khola to wo car se bahar nikali. Badi hone ke nate Sukhdev ne jhuk kar unko pranam kiya.
Sukhdev : Pranam bhabhi, aapka swagat hai. (Aishwarya bhi aage badhi par sath me uski nigah pichhe bethe ladke par bhi padi, ek aur Kamnadevi se milna bhi tha to bas usne ek najar hi dali, par fir wo Kamnadevi ko pranam karte hue boli)
Aishvaryadevi :Pranam bhabhi, naye varsh ki Subhkamnaye aapko. (Kamnadevi car se bahar aa chuki thi to naukar ne darwaja band kiya aur daud kar dusari aur chala gaya aur dusari aur ka darwaja khola to Shiv usme se bahar nikala, Aishwarya aur Sukhdev dono us bahar aa rahe sakhs ko dekhne lage, wo car se bahar nikala tha to uska back face dikh raha tha, wo bahar chal kar ghumte hue unke samne khada ho gaya to dono ki ankhe ascharya se badi hogayi, Wo dono usko aise dekh rahe the jaise unhe apani ankho par bharosa nahi ho raha tha)
Kamnadevi : Shivu, ye Sukhdevji hai aur ye unki patni Aishwarya. (Shiv ne dono ko jhuk kar pair chhue to dono jaise sadme me hi ashirwad de rahe the, Shiv khada ho chuka tha par fir bhi dono usko dekhe ja rahe the to Kamnadevi boli)Ab yahi khade rehne ka vichar hai kya? (Muskurate hue wo boli)
Sukhdev : (Hadbadate hue)Maaf kijiye bhabhi, aaiye ander aaiye. (Shiv ko dekh kar)Aao beta. (Sab ander aaye par Aishwarya aur Sukhdev dono baar baar Shiv ko hi dekh rahe the, ander aa kar sofe par sab beth gaye, par Aishwarya khadi thi jo Shiv ko dekhe ja rahi thi, Shiv khud ko asahaj mehsus kar raha tha)Aishwaryaaaaa (Par jaise unhone suna hi nahi to wo thoda jor se bole)Aishwaryaaaaa.
Aishwaryadevi : (Hadbadate hue)J j jiiiii.
Sukhdev : Bhabhi ke liye jal pan ka praband karo.
Aishwarya : J Ji, abhi mangwati hu. (Keh kar wo ander ki aur chali gayi)
Kamnadevi : Yogendra aur Chandrika kaise hai?
Sukhdev : Waise hi hai jaisa pehle the. (Thoda hichkichate hue)Ye kaise mila? (Shivans ki aur isara kar ke)
Kamnadevi : Kaise mila wo pata nahi hai par wo mil gaya yahi bahot hai mere liye, par apko dekh kar lag raha hai ki uske miljane ki khusi nahi hui apko.
Sukhdev : Aap janti hai bhabhi ki mujse jyada kon khus ho sakta hai agar ye wahi hai to.
Kamnadevi : To tumhe lagta hai ki ye wo nahi hai.
Sukhdev : Nahi bhabhi, ye kya keh rahi hai aap, isko dekh kar maan ki saari sankaye dur ho gayi hai, iske ander me apane dost ki chhavi dekh sakta hu, par...
Kamnadevi : Par fir bhi shak karne ki aadat nahi gayi apki.
Sukhdev : Ye baat nahi hai bhabhi, par abhi bhi apane bhagya par yakin nahi ho raha hai, aur bura maat maan na par jaha baat hoti hai badebhai sahab ki waha shak ho hi aata hai.
Kamnadevi : Apko jo tasalli karni hai baad me kar lena, me yaha apka ghar lene nahi aayi hu jo safayi deti rahu, me bas apane bete ko uske maa baap se milvane layi hu,aur is baat se to aapko koi etraj nahi hona chahiye.
Sukhdev : Nahi bhabhi muje kya etraj ho sakta hai, aap jal pan khatam kijiye fir me aapke sath aata hu.
AishwaryaUske sath me ek naukarani khanepine ki tray sath me late hue waha aayi) Me bhi sath me aati hu, muje bhi kafi samay ho gaya unse mile hue, Prakruti hi hamesa aati jati rehti hai aur wahi hame unki khabar sunati rehti hai to hum jyada gaye nahi, barso se wo un dono ka dhyan rakh rahi hai.(Aiswarya ne apani beti ka bakhan kiya) Yogendrabhai sahab ki halat dekh kar hi wo doctor ban na chahti hai, wo kehti hai ki me doctor ban kar unhe thik kar dungi. (Khane pine ka saman wo khud samne rakhne lagi)
Kamnadevi :Wiase hai kya wo, dikhayi nahi de rahi hai.
Sukhdev : Diwali ki chhuttiya chal rahi hai na to wo aapani sahelio ke sath bahar gayi hai.
Kamnadevi : Me sab samajti hu bhaisahab, apko jo tassali karni hai kar lijiye, hame koi etraj nahi hai.
Aishwarya : Aisi koi baat nahi hai bhabhi, Shivans ko dekh kar koi bhi keh sakta hai ki ye Yogendrabhaisahab aur Chandrika ka hi beta hai. Apko andaja bhi nahi hai ki hum kitne khus hai, kyu ji.
Sukhdev : Ha ha, bilkul.
Aishwarya : Tum kuchh bol nahi rahe ho beta, lo khao na.
Kamnadevi : Jis tarha tumhare maan me sankaye hai waise bhi ye bichara bhi samaj nahi pa raha hai ki ye sab hai kya, par dhire dhiere sab samaj jayega, fil hal wo sab bate important nahi hai pehle me chahti thi ki wo apane maa baap se mile, dekhe ki uske jane se unka kya hal ho gaya hai. Baki bate to baad me bhi hoti rahegi.
Sukhdevi : Aap nasta khatam kijiye aur fir chalte hai,kaha jana hai pehle.
Kamnadevi : Kis se milne jana hai beta pehle?
Shiv : Maa se.
Aishwarya : Bete ko sabse jyada apani maa se hi lagav hota hai, hum wahi chalte hai.
Thodi der baad sab waha se us aur nikal gaye jaha ek maa barso se apane bete ke gaam me paagal hui reh rahi thi. Wahi dusari maa khud ko rok nahi pa rahi thi, ye thi Aishwarya, Shiv aur Kamnadevi dono apani car me the jab ki Aishwarya aur Sukhdev apani car me the, jaise hi dono car me akele hue Aishwarya ki khusi chhalak padi,
Aishwarya : Kya laga aapko? (Uske chehre par khusi sama nahi rahi thi, dil to Sukhdev ka bhi bahot khus tha fir bhi wo khud ko sambhale hue tha, wo janta tha ki wo kya puchh rahi hai fir bhi anjan bante hue wo bola)
Sukhdev : Kis bare me puchh rahi ho?
Aishwarya : (Narajgi se)Me kya keh rahi hu wo aap sab samaj rahe hai fir bhi anjan ban rahe hai, apko nahi lagta ki ye wahi hai, usko dekh kar koi bhi keh sakta hai ki ye Yogendrabhaisahab aur chandrika ka hi beta hai, uske nain naksh, chehra sab kuchh to milta hai, jo bhi Yogendrabhaisahab aur Chandrika ko janta ho wo is ko dekh kar samaj hi jayega, apko nahi laga aisa?
Sukhdev : Agar tumhe lagta hai ki kisi ko bhi samaj aa sakta hai to kya muje nahi lagega, isme koi shak nahi hai ki wo un dono ki parchhai ke saman hi hai, par jaha baat aati hai Udesinhji ki to tumhe bhi pata hai ki wo kya hai, itne salo me unhone kya kya nahi kiya us sampati ko hasil karne ke liye jo Yogendra ke naam par hai. Aur jaha tak muje pata chala hai Prakruti ke hamala karne ke pichhe bhi unhi logo ka hath hai. Ye ladka jo koi bhi hai par hai to wo Udesinh ke sath hi, to pehle samajna hoga ki akhir majara kya hai.
Aishwarya : App samaj kyu nahi rahe hai, khusi ghar ke darwaje par dastak dene aayi hai aur aap abhi bhi soch vichar kar rahe hai.
Sukhdev : Tumhe kya lagta hai ki me khus nahi hu, par fir bhi muje dekhna padega ki ye khusiyo ka chola odh kar koi sazis to dastak nahi de rahi hai na. Dil se me bhi yahi chahta hu ki aisa na ho, par fir bhi Udesinhji ki fitrat se me vakif hu.
Aishwarya bhi is baat ko bhali bhati samaj rahi thi, wo dekh to aage raste par rahi thi par uske dimag me Shiv hi chal raha tha. Aise me sab aspatal pahuch gaye.
Car ek bade darwaje se hote hue ander ja rahi thi aur Shiv ki nigaye us bade ardhgolakar tarike se likhe hue naam par thi, ‘Durgavati Mental hospital’.