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[Amresh Puri]

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Update:-16


A Few Sentences From The 15th Update.....


jaane kitni der ye safar jari raha mera.. mai andaza nahi laga paya.. main samjhne ki sthiti me raha hi nahi tha..

fir ekdum se main jaise kisi sakht pathreeli zameen par ja gira.. mera sar neeche zorse takraya. mai bass inta hi samjh saka, main kisi garam gufa me hon.

bass uske baad main hosh me nahi rah saka. meri ankhen band hoti chali gai. jaane kabse mai khud se ladta aa raha tha. ab khud se ladne ki himmat mujhme nahi rahi thi..

jaane main temporary nind me chala gaya tha. ya hamesha ki nind me..


Now Farward.....


Update:-16




"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"

shalini singh ki dil dahla dene wali cheekh ne haveli ki deewaron ko hila kar rakh dia.. raat ka samay tha, shalini singh jo apne kamre me so rahi thi. cheekhti hui uth bethi..



"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


chillane lagi. surindr, varinder, amrita, chachi, dada dadi, aur sab hadbada kar uthe aur shailini singh ke kamre ki orr bhaag nikle. bahar pahredari kar rahe guards bhi ghabra kar apni apni guns thame satark ho gaye.. kahin koi durghatna to nahi ghat gai. haveli me aisa shor bhi pahle kabhi nahi utha tha.

shalini singh abhi tak cheekhe chilla rahi thi. karan karan chilla rahi thi.

kamre ka door andar se band tha. sab door par pohnche. sab ek dusre ko dekh heran bhi the aur shalini ke cheekhne chillane ke sath sath "karan".."karan" ki pukar par chintit bhi the. shalini ne kabhi karan ke rahte karan ko yaad karne ki koshish nahi ki thi. ab to karan usse saalon se door tha. ab kyu wo karan ko yaad kar rahi thi. kyu karan ka naam le le kar cheekh chilla rahi thi.. wo bhi itne dardnak andaz me..

door peeta gaya. jab andar se koi response nahi mila to dada thakur ke kahne par door ko todna shuru kar dia gaya. shalini singh jaise hosh kho bethi thi. bas karan karan pukare ja rahi thi. sab dar gaye kahin shalini singh ko kuch ho na jaaye.

door toota, sab daud kar andar ghus gaye. dekha to shalini singh farsh par ghutno par bethi sar ke baal noch rahi thi. uski ankhen bah bah kar uske chahre ko nahla chuki thi. dekhne me shalini singh ki halat kisi mental patient se kam nahi lag rahi thi.

surinder:- kya hua shalini. tum aise chilla kyu rahi ho.

shalini ki mansik sthiti waaki me bohut kharab thi, wo surinder ko koi jawab na dekar karan ko pukarne lagi. uska cheekhna chillana ab badbadahat me badal chuka tha.

dada thakur bade dhayan se shalini singh ko dekh rahe the. wo bohut kuch samjh bhi rahe the...

maa to wo hoti ha, jo saat samandar paar bhi bete ke dard par tadap uthti ha.. beta khush rahe to maa khush rahti ha, beta dard me ho to wahi dard maa ke dil me bhi hone lagta ha.. ek maa apne bete se kabhi nafrat kar hi nahi sakti. ye baat dada thakur jante the. shalini singh jitni bhi nafrat karan se karti a rahi thi. wo nafrat nahi thi, wo to bohut kuch kho dene ke baad ka parinam tha.. wo firse maa nahi ban sakti thi. ek balshali bete ki maa nahi ban sakti thi. ek shandar beta janam dekar pati ki nazron me garv se apni chahti chaudi nahi kar sakti thi. itna sab hone ke bawajud bhi wo apna pati tak kho bethi thi.. kaise sab sahn kar pati. wo apne hosh me rahi hi kahan thi. apni ek alag dunya basa kar jeene lagi thi..


isliye karan se door door rahti aai thi. warna ek maa ke liye uska iklota beta to anmol hota ha.


ab tak dada thakur ne kisi ko nahi bataya tha, karan singh ab ek normal ladka ban chuka ha. dada thakur chahte the, karan jab laut kar aaye to sab usay badla dekh hairan ho jaayen. jab wo parivar ka angrakshak bankar samne aaye to shalini singh, surinder singh aur sabke sar garv se uth jayen. aisa dada thakur ke mann me tha.. par last ke 2 saal se wo karan se mil nahi sake the. dushmani bohut badh chuki thi aur koi bhi durghatna ghat sakti thi. aise me parivar ki suraksha bhi bahadh zaruri thi.. dada thakur ab chahte the, karan kaise bhi kar ke laut aaye.


aise me shalini singh ki aisi condition. wo bhi karan singh ko leke. dada thakur ko bhi apna dil doobta hua mahsus hone laga. wo samjh gaye, ek maa ka dil kyu itna tadap raha ha. kyu ek maa jo saalon se apne bete se door thi, apne iklote bete ke liye ro rahi ha. uske dard par cheekh chilla rahi thi.. dada thakur ko lag gaya ki karan ke sath koi bohut badi durghatna ghat chuki ha. tabhi to itni door rahte hue ek maa tadap uthi. ek maa ke dil ne jaan liya tha, uska bete ke sath kuch galat hua ha. kuch aisa to sahn karne layak nahi ha.

surinder singh shalini singh se bar bar puch raha tha. par shalini singh bas "karan" "karan" badbadaye ja rahi thi..

surinder singh guse me aa kar kuch bolta. dada thakur ne usay rok dia.. surinder singh dada thakur ko dekh chup ho gaya. dada thakur ne sabko kamre se jane ka bol dia.. kamre me dada dadi aur shalini singh hi rah gaye...

dada thakur ne dadi se kaha, dadi kamre me rakhe jug se pani ek glass me bhar kar shalini singh ko pilane lagi. par shalini singh ab bhi apne pure hosh me nahi thi.

dada dadi ke pyar aur hosle ke chalte shalini singh ki halat me kuch sudhar aane laga. shalini singh ne thoda sa pani piya aur dada thakur ke hath tham kar rote hue karan baare baat karne lagi. batane lagi kaise usne ek bura sapna dekha ha, batane lagi kaise us sapne me karan ke sath kya hua. batane lagi uska dil kya bol raha ha. kahne lagi uske bete ko kaise bhi karke uske le aaya jaaye.. nahi to uski khair khabar laai jaaye..

dada dadi barson baad shalini singh ke moh se karan ka nam sunkar khush bhi hue aur fir shalini singh ke sapne ko jaan chintit bhi. jaante the, ek maa ko kabhi koi galat sapna nahi aa sakta.. jaisi zindagi karan singh kabile me ji raha tha. wahan hazaron khatre the.



dada thakur ne shalini singh ko shaant karke jald se jald karan singh ki khabar laane ka bol dia.. dadi shalini singh ke sath hi bed par let gai. dada ek chair par beth kar sochne lage.. kaise karan se rabta kiya jaye. ab karan se rabta zaruri ho gaya tha.


agle din se dada thakur ne tayari shuru kar di firse kabile jaane ki. par dushman bhi bohut chalak tha, ek ek movement par nazar rakh raha tha. shahar me rahte wo kuch nahi ukhad sakte the dada thakur ka. haan shahar se bahar jungle me nikalte hi dada thakur se ladna uske liye asaan tha. durjan singh ka khaas admi ranga daku apne sathi dakuon ke sath dada thakur ka rasta rokne ke liye pahadon me maujud rahta tha.. ranga daku ka talluq durjan singh ha ye baat koi nahi janta tha. haan dono parivaron ki ladai baare me pura distric janta tha..

dada thakur ne bohut koshish ki, par wo kabile ke liye nahi nikal sake. karan ki khariyat malum nahi kar sake. aise me 15 din beet gaye.. fir dada thakur ke khaas rakhwale shankar ne akele jaane ka green singal de dia.

dada:- nahi shankar mai tumhari jaan khatre me nahi daal sakta.

shankar:- maalik, khatra kahan nahi ha. chhote malik ki khabar laani bhi zaruri ha. mujhe jaane den malik, mere paas ek idea ha.

dada:- kaisa idea

shankar batane laga. sunkar dada thakur kuch der sochte rahe.

dada:- khatra to fir bhi rahega shankar..

shankar:- maalik! main fir bhi chance lena chahunga.. gaye bina koi chara bhi to nahi ha na maalik. kitne saaal ho gaye, chhote malik ko yahan se gaey he. dushmani to chalti rahegi maalik. kab tak hum dushmano ko dheel dete rahenge maalik. is bar takkar barabar ki ho hi jaaye..

dada thakur shankar ki ankhon me dekhte hue gahri saans lekar bole

dada:- shankar tum saalon se mere sath ho, tum achhe se jante ho. dushmani me hum kabhi pahl nahi karte, koi dushmani kare to usay moka dete han, wo sudhar jaaye. hum nahi chahte kisi ka ghar ujde. jab pani se upar jaane lage to fir humen majburan har hadh se guzar jana padta ha.

shankar:- maalik! ab bhi humne khul kar jawab nahi diya to sach me paani sar se upar chala jayega. fir hum kuch kar nahi payenge..

dada:- sahi kaha tumne shankar. kab tak durjan singh ko dheel dete rahenge. tum sab ko tayar rahne ko bol do. aur jaisa plan bataya ha, uspar amal shuru kar do..

3 dino baad dada thakur ki personal gaadi, jisme dada thakur ki jaga koi aur betha tha, gaurds ki 3 gaadiyon ke sath shahar se nikal kar jungle ki or badhne lage. durjan singh, ranga daku tak ye khabar pahle hi pohnch chuki thi. ranga daku apne sathiyon ke sath raste ko block karke dada thakur ko hamesha ki nind sulane ke liye maujud tha. par is baar ki baat alag thi, is baar dada thakur ke sathi puri tayari ke sath aaye the. plan ke sath aaye the.

jaise durjan singh aur ranga daku ko dikhaya gaya tha, waise tha nahi. teeno gaurds ki gadiyon me ek ek driver aur ek ek gaurd the. baki piche aa rahe the. ranga daku ne hamla kiya to drivers aur jo guards un gadiyon me the, wo turant firing karte hue raod se niche kood kar bhaag nikle. ye chara tha ranga daku ke liye.

ranga daku aur uske sath jab gadiyon tak pohnche to guse me aa gaye.. dada thakur ko galiyan dene lage. is chaal par ranga daku bilbila utha tha. usne kuch dakuon ko bhaag rahe dada thakur ke admiyon ke piche bhej dia. khud bakiyon ke sath wahin rah kar durjan singh ko sab batane laga. sunkar durjan singh ko gusa aaya. fir wo hasne laga.

durjan:- budha dimag ka upyog karne laga ha.

ranga:- thakur saab! wo budha mere sath chhal kar jaye, main sahn nahi kar sakta. mujhe anumati den, main uski haveli me ghus kar uske pure parivar ko nasht kar dun.

durjan:- dheeraj ranga dheeraj. jab aisi nobat aai to mai khud tumhe kah dunga. par abhi nahi. khud ko khatre me mat daalo.

abhi unki baten jari hi thi, ki shankar kuch guards ke sath wahan pohnch gaya.. wo sab haveli ki gadiyon me nahi the, dada thakur ki haveli ki sabhi gadiyon baare ranga daku aur durjan singh sab jante the. is baar gadiyan nayi kharidi gai thi. jo ab istemal me lai gai thi..

ranga daku ya uske sath kuch samjh sakte, achanak se shankar ne kai sathiyon ke sath milkar goliyon ki bauchhad kar di. sath hi wo gadiyon se nikal kar road ki sides me chhup gaye..

ranga daku jo samjh raha tha, dada thakur ke admi dum daba kar bhaag nikle han. in goliyon ki bauchhad hui to ghabra gaya. udhar durjan singh bhi firing ki awaz sunkar cheekhne laga. ranga se puchne laga ye firing kaisi ha. par durjan singh ko sivaye cheekhon ke kuch sunaai nahi dia. ranga daku apni jaan ki fikr me pad gaya tha. mobile uske sath kahin gir pada..


ranga daku ne ladne ki koshish to bohut ki. par uske sathi badi speed se kam hone lage. kai sathi pahle hi phatke me maare gaye, door kahin bhi firing ki awaz sunaai dene lagi. matlab dada thakur ke jo admi pahle bhage the, wo bhi ab mukable par utar aaye the. aise me ranga daku ke liye farar hi iklota option bacha tha.

kuch der tak khuni ladai jaari rahi. fir mahaul ekdum se shaant ho gaya. shankar ke to nahi, par 3 sathiyon ke zarur goliyan lag gai thi. jaan kisi ki nahi gai thi. ranga daku ke 10 sathi maare gaye to baki jaan bacha kar dum daba kar bhaag nikle..

shankar pahli baar milne wali fateh celebrate karne laga. dada thakur ko bataya gaya. sunkar wo bhi khush hue..

wahin se shankar kuch guards ke sath kabile ki orr nikal pada...

dada thakur bechaini se shankar ki wapsi ka intezar karne lage. shankar agle din jaldi laut aaya. aate hi karan ke sath hui durghatna baare dada thakur ko bata dia.. dada thakur sunkar ladkhada gaye the.. karan ab is dunya me nahi raha, unka dil nahi maan raha tha. par jab khabar mili ki us durghatna ko 2 mahine se upar ka samay beet chuke han to uske dil ki dhadkan jasie rukne lagi. fir ye khabar haveli me sab tak pohnch gai.

haveli me jaise qayamat aai gai. karan ko leke pahli baar cheekhna chillana shuru hoa haveli me...


shalini singh dusri baar karan singh ko yaad karke phoot phoot kar roi..
ek maa thi wo. bete ko pyar dena chahiye tha, nafrat deti rahi. usay apni aaghosh me chhupa kar rakhna chahiye tha. khud se door bhi kiya aur dhutkara bhi. pahle ke zakham kam the kyaaa, jo ab karan ka zakham bhi dil par a gaya tha.. shalini singh gham ki tasveer bani kamre ki hoke rah gai.


suhasi jo karan ke laut aane par uske mafi maang kar sache mann se uski bahan ban jana chahti thi. karan ke sath hui durghatna baare jaan kar khud ko kasurwar thahrane lagi. karan ke sath wo tab itna sab na karti to karan kabhi itne lambe samay ke liye usse door na jaata. aur na hi itna sab uske sath hota.. suhasi ki halat bhi shalini se kam nahi thi.

divya ko khabar mili to wo gahre sadme me aa gayi. wo bhi haveli aa gai, aur karan ke kamre ki hoke rah gayi. karan ke saman ko chhu chhu kar rone lagti. karan uska iklota bhai tha. ek din bhi wo karan se door nahi rahna chahti thi, barson usse door rahne par majbur ho gai.. aur ab uske baare me aisi khabar. divya ka mann hone laga cheekh cheekh kar dunya walun ko apne dard baare bataye.

bua, fufa, dada dadi sab gahre dukh ki lapet me aa gaye. dada ke dil me tha, karan jab laut kar aayega to sab usay balshali mard bana dekh kar chaunk uthenge.. karan ke sath hui durghanta aisi durghatna thi, jo karan se pyar karte the, zindagi unke liye berang ho gayi..

shalini singh ke mayke se bhi sab aaye. jab shalini singh ko dard me dekha, to pahli bar karan ke liye unke dil tadap uthe. khud par afsos karne lage, karan jaisa bhi tha, tha to unka apna hi. unki shalini ka beta hi. par ab wo kuch nahi kar sakte the. karan ek hisab se un sab se door ho chuka tha.

karan ki maut ho chuki ha, aisa kisi ne nahi kaha tha. par dil se sab yahi samjh rahe the, karan ab is dunya me nahi raha.. do mahine wo bhi nadi ki toofani, chatano se takrati lahron ke beech me gum hua tha karan. kisi ko yakin nahi tha, karan zinda bacha hoga. par dil ko ek aas bhi thi.. dil me ye bhi tha, karan kaise bhi karke laut aaye, jis jis ne uska dil dukhaya ha, wo aa kar unhe khud par kiye zulm ki saza de, par laut aaye..


ek din shalini singh dukh me thi, wo karan ko yaad kar rahi thi. karan baare jo suna tha, wo mann me repeat kar rahi thi.. fir jaise uske kuchh click hua.. wo jhatke se uthi aur surinder ko dhundne lagi.. surinder sabke sath drawing me betha dikha..

sab kai dino baad shalini singh ko kamre se nikla dekh heran hue..

shalini singh surinder singh ke sath gai aur ansu bahati surinder singh se boli

shalini:- suna aapne.. mera karan singh kabile ki beti ko bachane ke bad nadi me gira tha.

surinder singh kuch na smajhne wale andaz me shalini singh ko dekhne laga

shalini singh firse boli:- mere bete ne pure kabile walun ke saamne aapka sar garv se uncha kar dia. jaan par khel kar kabile ki izzat ko bacha gaya.. kuch samjhe aap.. jis bete ko nakara samjh kar aapne aur beton ke lalach me dusri shadi kar li thi. us bete ne apni jaan dekar bhi khud ko sabat kar dia.. bata dia thakur parivar ke mard kaise hua karte han. wo bol ke gaya tha, waada karke gaya tha, jo kaha ha wo karke dikhaunga. balshali bhi banuga aur parivar ka rakshak bhi. dekha aapne wo parivar ka rakshak ban gaya.. wo kabila bhi to uska parivar tha. kabile me aur bhi kai balwan the, par mera karan akela bheem singh ke chungal se bindu ko nikaal le gaya. mera karan asli shoorveer ban gaya.. mera karan asli yudha ban gaya. mera karan asli angrakshak ban gaya.. aapka sar itna uncha kar gaya, jitna aapka koi beta na kabhi kar saka ha, na kabhi kar sakega.. suna aapne.. koi bhi aapka beta mere bete karan jaisa nahi ban saka..

itna bol kar wo firse ghutno par giri aur dahaiyan dene lagi. karan ke liye "garv ha" aisa bolne lagi. sath hi khud ko bhi kosne lagi..

shalini singh ki aisi baaten sunkar sab chaunk uthe.. pahle jin baton par koi dhayan nahi de paya tha. ab sab dhayan dene lage. sahi hi to kaha tha shalini singh ne. karan ne jo kaha kar dikhaya tha. bhale hi is parivar ka rakshak nahi bana paya tha, par bana to tha, jis parivar ke sath rah raha tha, usk parivar ki izzat bhi bachai thi aur izzat ki orr buri nazar se dekhne walun ki ankhen bhi nikal deen thee.. unke sar bhi kaat diye the.

payal, paridhi jo pahle din karan ke gham ke rahne ke bad jald normal ho gai thi. apne dusre bhaiyo aur cousins ke sath has has kar baat karne lagi thi. ab jaana unka bhai kaise halat me sabse juda hua to pahli bar, zindagi me pahli baar dono ke dil ki dhadkan kuch badhi. kuch hulchal machi, kuch dard utha.. dono ek dusre ko dekhne lagi, dono ki ankhon me pahle nami utri, fir ankhon se ansu bahne lage. dono ko apni apni galatiyon aur vyavhar par afsos hone laga. dono turant harkat me aai aur apni maa ke paas beth kar, maa ko gale se laga kar rone lagi. karan ke liye maa se sorry bolne lagi.

shalini singh ek baar firse karan ke gham me doob gai. is bar ka gham alag tha. garv bhi tha, par dard zayada tha. jitni nafrat kari thi karan se, jinta paraya banaya tha apne iklote bete ko, utni hi peedan me bhi aane lagi.

surinder singh, varinder singh dono sochon me gum ho gaye. amrita singh ke dil me pahli bar shalini singh ke liye nafrat bhare bhav janam lene lage. aisa sab pahli bar bola tha shalini singh ne. uske bete the, par youn uske beton ka apmaan nahi hua tha kabhi. karan ne baazi maar li thi. aisa show karwa kar shalini singh ne amrita singh ke dil me nafrat ka beech bo daala.

suhasi ka dard badha to uske bhai chache ke beton ko karan ke baazi maar jane wali baat par gusa aane laga. jise umar bhar dhutkar mili thi, aaj uska naam youn garv se koi lega, unho ne socha bhi nahi tha. asli mard wo the, parivar ke rakshak aur jayale bhi wahi the. karan jo kabhi ek chuha hua karta tha, unse badhkar kaise ho sakta tha..


karan zinda tha ki mar gaya. agar zinda hota to zarur ab wo inki nafrat ka zayada shikar hota.. sab ek dusre ko dekhne lage. sabki ankhon me karan ke liye nafrat ke bhav firse badhne lage. dil hi dil me wo kasam bhi khane lage, ki kuch aisa karenge ki karan ki naam ki chhaap sabke dilon se mita kar rahenge.. fir ghar me zikr hoga to unka hoga, na ki ek kaale chuhe ka..



sab sunkar divya ki ankhen hi khul gai thi. wo karan ke gham me thi. kai dino se kisi se khul kar bol nahi rahi thi. ab jab shalini singh ke moh se karan ke liye itna sab, aur aisa sab suna to uska dard badhne laga. uska seena bhi garv se chauda hone laga. karan sach me wo ban gaya tha. jo wo karan ko bane dekhna chahti thi. par karan ki doori ne ab uske dil ke dard ko badhana shuru kar dia tha. uska bhi mann hone laga, wo bhi kuch aisa hi kahe, jaisa shalini singh ne kaha tha.. par divya ke mann me tha, jab karan laut kar aayega, tab wo aisa sab kahegi.. par karan to gayab tha. us nadi me girne ke bad wo bach saka tha ki nahi. koi nahi janta tha.




shalini singh ek baar firse kamre ki hoke rah gayi. surinder singh ko usne totally nazar andaz karna shuru kar dia. ab surinder shalini singh ke dard ko kam karne ke liye ya usse apne dil ki baat karne ke liye milna chahta tha. par shalini singh ne surinder se koi bhi baat karne se saaf inkar kar dia. surinder singh ki begangi ke chalte hi to wo karan se door hui thi. ab karan ko usi ke kaaran wo kho bethi thi. na surinder uske sath aisa sab karta, na wo apne iklote bete ko khud se door karti.. aise me surinder se kaise wo baat karti. aur fir ab baat karne ko rah bhi kya gai thi.. karan ke sath hui durghatna ke baad wo khali daman rah gai thi. payal paridhi bhi apni maa ke dard ko kamm karne ki koshish me lagi rahti. par ab dard kam hone wala nahi tha.

suhasi hi thi jo shalini singh ke zayada karib thi. wo bhi to gahre gham ki lapet me thi.

udhar durjan singh aur ranga daku zakham chaat rahe the. pahli baar dada thakur se itni badi chot mili thi. sahn nahi kar paa rahe the. kuch samay ruk kar dada thakur ko ek badi chot dene ka plan banane lage. ranga daku ke sath mare the. usay durjan singh se zayada gusa tha dada thakur aur shankar par..

dada thakur bhi jante the, jaisi chot is baar durjan singh ko mili ha. wo chup nahi bethega. dada thakur ne parivar ke sabhi sadason ki security badha di..


karan se nafrat karne walun ke dilon me nafrat aur bhi badhne lagi. pahle moh par nafrat ka izhaar kiya karte the. ab peeth karne lage. parivar ke ladke khud ko karan se badhkar balshali aur rakshak sabat karne ke liye khud par dhayan dene lage. haveli me gym aur kasrat ke equipment badha diye gaye..

ek hisab se ye acha hi hua tha. pahle apni apni life me mast the, ab race shuru ho chuki thi in sab ke beech. sab karan ka sthan chheenne ke liye ek dusre se number le jana chahte the. pahle jo dada sabko balshali banne ko kaha karte the. ab sabko kasrat aur gym karte dekh pheeki hasi has dia karte.. dil me kaha karte.."karan beta tumne to ek hi phatke me sabko chit kar dia"


amrita singh apne beton ko pahle bhi parivar ke mardon me sabse badhkar mana karti thi. karan ke naam ka danka wo sahn nahi kar paayi thi. haveli ke sare guards jab dekho karan singh ki baaten karte nazar aate the. jise dekh amrita singh khun ke ghoont pi kar rah jaati. wo apne beton ke andar bhi aag bharne lagi, wo bhi chahti thi, uske bete kuch aisa naam kamayen, jitna naam karan singh bhi nahi kama saka tha.. wo shalini singh ko neecha dikha chahti thi. bata dena chahti thi, parivar ke asli rakshak keval uske bete han. karan singh ne jo kiya, kai jungliyon ke sath mil kar kiya. par mera ek ek beta kaiyon par bhari pad sakta ha. aise amrita singh soche bethi thi..



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mai jaane kitni lambi nind soya raha tha. kuch andaza nahi tha. mai hosh ki dunya me wapis lauta to meri ankhon jaise kuch bhi dekhne ki takat kho bethi thi. mai ankhen meech meech kar dekhne ki koshish karne laga. par mujhe gahre andhere ke siva kuch dikhai nahi dia. gahre sannate ke siva kuch sunaai nahi dia..

ab tak main ye yaad nahi kar paya tha, mere sath kya ghatna ghat chuki ha. thelma se mile dhoke ke bad main kai goliyon se chhalni hue niche gir pada tha.. fir kisi gadhe me girne ke baad ek barfani darar ne travel karta hua kisi badi gufa me gir pada tha.

gahra ghana andhera dekh kar main hadbada gaya. hathu ko junbash dekar main
apni ankhon ke aage ke andhere ko door karne ki koshish me tha. par ye kyaa

main apne sharir ke kisi bhi ang ko hilane ki kshamta kho betha tha. aahh mere sath ye kya ho gaya. kis ne mera ye haal kiya. kisne mujhe apahij bana daala. kya mere hath pair kaat diye gaye han, kya mai sach me sada ke liye bekaar ho chuka hon.

mera dil doobne laga. bina hath paaon ke main kaise ghar wapis laut sakta tha. kaise main apne kahe par pura utar sakta tha. kaise main bina hath pairon ke apne parivar ki raksha kar sakta tha.

bade hi bure vichar mere mann me aane lage. fir main sochta chala gaya. guzre halaat kisi film ki tarah meri andhi ankhon ke saamne chalne lage. mujhe sab yaad aata chala gaya. thelma ka pyar, fir dhoka, fir wo khaufnak ladai, uske baad khai me girna, uske bhi sab yaad aane laga..

thelma ki yad aai to mere andar nafrat ka laava ubalne laga. main cheekhne chillane laga. thelma ko bura bhala kahne laga. main ab bhi nahi samjh paya tha, mai kaha tha. ek bebas aur lachar insan ki tarah thelma ko galiyan dekar apne andar ka ghubar nikalne ka prayas kar raha tha.

na andhera door hua aur na koi mere paas aaya. bohut zayada weekness ke chalte main ek bar firse behosh ho gaya..

dusri baar jab hosh aaya to maine ankhen kholi. is baar mujhe halki roshni dikhai padi. ye roshni kis chij ki thi, mai samjh nahi paya tha.

main firse loudly bol kar kisi ko pukarne laga. aur is baar der nahi guzri aur mujhe kisi ke kadmon ki aahat sunai di. sar ghuma kar dekhne ki koshish kari to bass irada hi karke rah gaya. itna pain hua gardan me.. haaye kya bataon. aisa laga jaise meri gardan par kisi ne chhote chhote chaku bandh diye hon aur hilne wo chaku meri gardan me ghus gaye hon.. mai apne hont danton me dabaye dard ko bardasht ko karne laga..

koi meri ankhon ke saamne aaya. wo badi hi narm awaz me bola..

"tum hosh me aa gaye"

maine ankhen khol kar dekha. to paya meri nazron ke saamne ek bazurg maujud han. jinki umar 80 saal se upar thi. rang doodh ke jaisa saaf aur aaine kei jaisa shafaf. sar aur dadhi ke saare baal sufed the. chahre par jhuriyan thi, par ankhon aur chahre par bepanah chamak. main usay zayada nahi dekh saka. dekhta to shayad sammohit ho jata. itni hi kashish thi unki ankhn me. maine ankhen meech leen.

wo pyar bhare andaz me has pade.. main bina ankhen khole bola

karan:- aap kon han baba?? aur main kahan hon.??

baba:- beta tum jahan kahin bhi ho surakshit ho. aur mera naam vilasha ha. par tum mujhe baba hi kahna. tumhare moh se baba sunkar mujhe acha laga..
mera ek beta tha, wo bhi mujhe baba hi kaha karta tha.

maine ankhen khol kar baba ko dekha. apne bete ke zikr par baba ka lahja dard bhara ho gaya tha.

karan:- tha? baba aapne "tha" kyu kaha..

baba:- woh ab mere sath nahi ha, devta usay apne paas bula chuke han.

karan:- oooo mujhe bohut dukh hua baba. baba aap devta kyu bol rahe han.

baba ki ankhon ki chamak ki mai taab nahi la pa raha tha. main baba ki ankhon me na dekh side dekhne laga.

baba dhire se muskura pade:- main samjh sakta ha beta, tum aisa kyu bol rahe ho. tum bahri dunya se ho na. isliye hamare devta baare kuch nahi jante.

main heran hua:- bahri dunya se.? baba mai kuch samjha nahi.

baba:- beta tum jis vadi tak aaye the, ab usi vaadi me ho.

mujhe shock laga.. mai jhatke se uthne laga. par karah kar rah gaya.

baba:- beta abhi bohut kuch ha tumhare jaanne ke liye. tum abhi aram karo, tumhari halat abhi bahtar nahi ha.

main bade dukh se:- baba kya mere hath pair nahi rahe.

baba:- nahi beta, devta ke karam se tumhara sab kuch salamat ha.

karan:- fir mai hil kyu nahi raha. apne hathu pairon ko harkat kyu nahi de pa raha.

baba:- beta tumhe andaza bhi nahi ha, tumhari kya halat thi, liggaam ki koi haddi aisi nahi thi, jo salamat rahi ho. jab tum mujhe mile to zakhmo se choor choor the.

karan:- liggaam? liggaam kya ha beta..

baba firse hase:- mai baton baton me apni bhasha ka prayog kar gaya. liggaam tumhari bhasha me sharir ko kahte han..

maine ab tak dhayan nahi dia tha. baba mujhse hindi me baat kar rahe the. baba ka chahra bhi indians jaisa nahi tha. aas paas ke kisi ilake ke rahne walun ke jaise nain naqsh mujhe baba ke chahre par nahi mile the. ab maine dhayan diya to mere hairan hone ke kai kaaran the. main ektik baba ko dekhta chala gaya. baba ke honto par bazurgana muskan aa gai.

baba:- sahi soch rahe ho beta, hamara kuch bhi tumhari dunya ke jaisa nahi ha, na suraten, na bhasha, na bhagwan. hamara sab kuch dunya se alag ha.

karan:- baba ye kaisa chakkar ha.

baba:- beta baat bohut lambi ho jayegi, dhire dhire tumhe sab pata chal jayega. pahle mujhe apne baare me sab batao. tumhare liye aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha, jise tum jaanna chahoge.


main kabile se juda hone ke baad ke halat baba ko vistar me batane laga. pahle maine baba ko apna naam bataya, fir baki ka sab..main hil nahi sakta tha. baba ne kuch utha kar mere paas rakh kar uspar beth gaye the. meri sari baaten wo badi ghambirta se sun rahe the. jab main sab bata kar khamosh hua to baba ne ek gahri saans li. fir mujhse bole.

baba:- karan beta, pahli baat to ye jaan lo, tumhe mere paas aaye hue 6 mahine beet chuke han.

karan:- kyaaaaaa.?

mujhe ek aur shock laga tha. main 6 mahino se behosh tha.. aahh matlab mujhe mere kabile se door hue 8 mahino se bhi upar ka samay beet chuka tha. to kyaaa.. kyaa itne mahino tak mere wapis na laut paane ke kaaran wo sab mujhe mara hua to nahi samjh bethe. aisa ha to fir zarur mere ghar wale bhi ye baat jaan chuke honge. kabile wale kaise itni badi baat chhupa sakte the. jaise jaise mai sochta gaya, mera dil doobta gaya. meri saans tez hoti gayi. meri ankhon ke goshe nam hone lage. kitne dard saha hoga sabne meri doori par. mujhe ek ek ka chahra yaad aane laga. ek ek ke sath bitaye pal yaad aane lage. kaise ji rahe honge mujhse pyar karne wale mere bina..

kuch shan mai khamosh raha, baba ne bhi mujhe kuch nahi kaha. fir mujhe apne honto par kuch mahsus hua. meri band ankhen firse khuli dekha to baba ke hath me kuch tha.

baba:- karan beta, moh kholo.

main khud se apne hont kholta moh bhi khol gaya. baba ke hath me kuch liquid sa tha. uske kuch katre baba mere moh me tapkate rahe. fir baba ne hath hata liya. wo katre khud se mere gale se utarne lage. mujhe aisa laga, jaise main hawa me ud raha hon. andar se main itna halka mahsus karne laga tha khud ko.

baba:- beta ye mera khaas aavishkaar ha. main apne ilake ka chikitsak hon.
tum apni bhasha me scientist bhi kah sakte ho.

karan:- baba ye kya tha. bohut hi kamal ki chiz ha. iska asar to mere sharir aur dimag par hi nahi mere dil par hoa ha. kuch der pahle jo apnu ko yaad karte hue dard sa utha tha, wo bhi nahi raha ab.

baba muskura pade:- yahi to kamal ha is vadi me. devta ne hamari zameen ko anmol banaya ha. aisi aisi cheezen han yahan par, jo puri dunya me nahi. tumhari dunya me kai virus aise han, jinke shikar hue patient dino me hi mar jate han. par hamare han kam hi log bimar hokar marte han. yahan har bimari ka ilaj maujud ha.

fir dukh se bole:- par ab jaisi bimari devta ki is sundr vadi ke vasiyon ko lagi ha, uska koi ilaj na mere paas ha aur na hi vadi ke kisi aur vyakti ke paas..

karan:- baba aisi konsi bimari ha, jo aap jaise mahaan chikitsak ke paas bhi uska ilaj nahi ha.

baba aur bhi dukh bhare lahje me:- aag barsane wale hathiyar leke aane wale hamare liye sabse bada khatra han karan beta. usi aag barsane wale golo se tum bhi to ghayal huwe the na.

main bohut kuch samjh gaya tha. thelma aur uski team vadi me ghus chuki thi. in 6 mahino me vadi me kohram macha chuki hogi. main samjh gaya tha, thelma jaisi super agent jo mastermind bhi thi, vadi par kabza kar chuki hogi.

karan:- baba mujhe vistar me batayen.

baba:- kya karoge karan beta tum sab jaan kar.

karan:- baba aap mujhe sab batayen.

baba:- jis jaga tum maujud ho karan beta, ye vaadi ki bahri disha par ha.yahan ke baare me koi nahi janta.. tum is samay ek gufa me ho, aur yahi gufa mera thikna bhi ha. meri lab bhi yahi ha, yahi par main research bhi karta hon. tum mujhe mile to tumhare sharir me chand ukhdi saanson ke siva kuch nahi tha. pahle to tumhe dekh mere dil me tumhare liye nafrat aai. hum begano ka aana pasand nahi karte. par hamare devta naraz hote han, jab koi mar raha vyakti hamare saamne ho, aur hum uski jaan na bachayen. bhale hi wo koi dushman hi kyu na ho. hamare dil itne hi sundr aur saaf han. isliye maine tumhari jaan bhi bacha li..

kuch dino baad tum badbadane lage, tumhare moh se nikle shabdon se main jaan gaya tha, tumhari nature kaisi ha. tum dukhon ke maare pyar ko tarse hue insan ho. isliye main pure mann se tumhara ilaj karne laga. tumhare sharir ki koi haddi salamat nahi rahi thi. badi mahnat karni padi mujhe tumpar. tumhare sharir par. tumhare liye mujhe firse junglon ki khaak chhaanni padi. in 6 mahino me main bhi chain se nahi so paya hon karan beta. pahle devta ko khush karne ke liye tumhari jaan bachana chahta tha. fir jab tumhare jaise kai aur vaadi me ghus kar vaadi par kabza kar bethe to main aur bhi ji jan se tumhara ilaj karne laga. mai bhi chahta hon karan beta, tum jaldi se achhe ho jaao. jaldi se apne pairon par khade ho jaao. aur hamare kaam aao.

main baba ko prashn bhari nazron se dekhne laga

baba:- karan beta, kahin na kahin mere dil me ye baat bhi ha, ki tum hamare kaam aa sakte ho. tum kuch aisa kar jaao, jisse hamari vaadi humen wapis mil jaaye. hum jitne bhi samjhdar, chalak sahi, par bahar ki dunya walun se ladne ki shakti hum khud me nahi pate. hum budhi me bohut aage han, par tumhari dunya walun ke jaisi budhi hamare paas nahi ha. dusra hamare log aag barsane wale hathyaron se bohut darte han.

karan beta, sadiyon se hamari parampara rahi ha, hum apnu me kisi begane ko shamil nahi karte. jo bhi is vaadi me aata ha, wo ya to kaid kar liya jata ha, maar dia jata ha, ya fir kisi ka ghulam bana dia jata ha. sadiyon se hamari vaadi kaiyon ke liye heere ki khaan ki hasiyat rakhti ha. isliye log yahan bar bar aane ki koshish karte rahte han. yahan pohnch pana ek hisab se asambhav ha, nikal pana to aur bhi asambhav ha.. yahan ka mausam aur barf ke niche chhupi anginat khaiyon hamari vadi ki raksha karti han. fir bhi kuch sarfire aur lalach ke andhe bach kar yahan tak pohnchne me safal ho hi jate han.

is baar ke aane wale pahle se alag the, bohut hi khatarnak the. tumhare milne ke kuch hi dino baad main vadi me gaya, jahan sab rahte han. wahan gaya to pata chala, vadi par bahar se aane walun ka kabza ho chuka tha. jaan kar mujhe bada dukh hua. mai bata nahi sakta, meri kya halat ho gai thi. sadiyon se koi hamari vadi me ghus kar salamat nahi rah saka tha. par is baar koi ghusa bhi aur kabza bhi kar betha. apne hi girate han nasheman pe bijliyan..

baba thandi aahh bharte hue bole.. har jaga par ek sardar hota ha to koi na koi uska mukhlif bhi hota ha. hinaru bhi hamara sardar tha. wahi king bhi tha aur kahin hamara maalik bhi. hinaru ka bhai vibharu ek bad fitrat insan ha. wo hinaru ki jaga khud sardar banna chahta tha. lekin wo ban nahi sakta tha. wo chhota tha, jab tak hinaru sardar rahta, wo sardar ban nahi sakta tha. hinaru ke marte hi usay sardar bana di jaata. fir hinaru ke 4 bete hue to vibharu ke sardar banne ki sambhavna bhi jati rahi. vibharu kabhi sardar nahi ban sakta tha. is baat ka usay bohut dukh tha. sardar banne ki chah uske dil se kabhi nahi gayi. aise me wo shadyants rachne laga, jiske chalte hinaru aur uske bete mar jaayen. unke marte hi vibharu khud se sardar ban jata. aur usay rokne wala koi nahi hota. balki sab usay hi sardar maan lete. yahi yahan ki parampara bhi ha.. aur sab dil se samman bhi karte han aisi paramparaon ka.



par vibharu nakaam hua, hinaru daler hi nahi, buddhiman bhi tha. vibharu ke bichhaye sare jaal usne kaat diye. vibharu ko kaid kar diya gaya. vibharu ne apne kuch dosto apne sath mila lia tha, jo vibharu ke sardar bante hi uske khas gurge ban jaate. wo bhi bure vichar rakhne wale insan the. unme se kuch pakde gaye to kuch bhaag kar junglon me khud ko chhupa gaye..

wahin junglon me chhupe hue vibharu ke sathiyon ko bahar se aane wale mile.. pahle bhi kai idhar aa chuke the, isliye is vadi ke kai log hindi ke sath sath english likhna padhna bhi jan chuke the. vibharu ke dosto ne un aane walun se samjhota kiya, aur unki madad se sardar ka takhta ulat dia.. vibharu ko kaid se nikaal kar hinaru aur uske beton ko kaid me daal dia gaya. vibharu ke sath sath bahar se aaye hue sab hinaru aur uske beton ko jaan se maar dena chahte the. par aise me vadi ke logo ek jut ho gaye. sab bol uthe, agar sardar aur unke beton ki jaan li gai to sab mar kar bhi yahan kisi ko panapne nahi denge..

majburan sabko kaid me rakha gaya.tab se is vaadi par vibharu sardar ha. par asal me sardari bahar se aai ek ladki kar rahi ha. jisne tumhe bhi dhoka dia tha.

karan:- thelma

mere moh se thelma ka nam aise nikla.. jaise main thalme ke chhote chhote piece karke chaba raha hon. nafrat to mujhe ho hi gai thi us chalak gori loomdi se. par yahan par aa kar jaisa sab unse kiya tha. mere mann me uske prati nafrat aur aag adhik badhne lagi.

baba:- haan thelma.. yahi naam ha uska. bohut hi shatir aur buddhiman ladki ha woh. ek mahine me hi wo hamari bhasha seekh gai. dusre mahine ittehas me pahli bar yahan helicopters land hue.. mahine me 2 din mausam bohut acha rahta ha, us din barf bhi nahi padti aur hawayen bhi normal raftar se chalti han. thelma aisa jaan gai thi. aisa hi fir har mahine hone laga. ab tak 50 baar helicopters yahan aa chuke han. aur pahle jo unki sankhya 60 ke karib batai ja rahi thi. ab 500 se badh chuki ha. aag barsane wale kai tarah ke aur hathiyar bhi wo leke aaye han.

karan beta, in sab ka khatam hona aur hinaru ka firse sardar banna tumhari dunya walun ke liye bhi behadh zaruri ha. tum nahi jante ho, thelma ek biggest criminal organization ki head ha. wo chahte han, puri dunya par unka hold ho. karan beta ye jagah dunya walun ki nazron se gupt ha. upar se satellite se dekhne par bhi ye pura area gahri dhund me chhupa hua dikhai deta ha. aise me agar yahan koi secret headquarter banata ha to sari dunya wale isse anjan rahegi. dekhte hi dekhte tumhari dunya bhi is organization ke control me aa jayegi. fir jo tabahi machegi tumhare dunya me, tum khud andaza laga sakte ho..



mai hil nahi sakta tha. fir bhi mujhe jhatke par jhatke lag rahe the. mere andar kaise kaise dhamake nahi ho rahe the. bohut kuch mere dimag me aane laga tha.. ek film si mere dimag me chalne lagi thi. ek hi lamhe ke kai kai tarah ke scene chal rahe the, kai awazen goonj rahi thi. kabhi main thelma ke sath khud ko dekhta, kabhi main ghar walun ke sath khud ko dekhta, kabhi thelma ke sath bitaye rangeen pal mere dimag par yalghar karte to kabhi sugandha chachi ke sath banaye scene. kabhi mujhe meri maa ki berukhi yaad aati, to kabhi meri didiyon ka mujhpar hasna, mujhe dhutkarna yaad aata. kabhi divya didi ka mere gaalon ko chumna yaad aata to kabhi dada dadi aur bua fufa ka pyar karna mujhe yaad aane lagta.

kaise kaise scene mere dimag me hulchal nahi macha rahe the.. fir mujhe kabile me bitaye sare pal yaad aane lage. 6 saalon ke sabhi drshy mujhe yaad aane lage. pal pal khud me aa rahe badlav bhi kisi picture ki tarah dikhai dene lage.

kal ka thakur karan singh aaj kitna badal chuka tha. kal ka kaala chuha aaj ek junglee saand me badal chuka tha. kon tha jo mujhse takkar le sakta. kon tha jo mujhe hara sakta. kon tha jo mujhse unchi chhalang laga sakta tha. kon tha, jisme mere jitna jigra tha. kon tha, jisse mai pyar karun aur mai uska na ho jaaun..

ohhhh pyaaaaaaar.. pyaar ke chakar me main apni sudh budh khone dene ki adat se peecha nahi chhuda saka tha.is maamle me main aaj bhi waisa hi tha, jaise bachpan me the. haveli chhod junglon me rahne laga tha, parivar ka pyar paane ke liye, khaas kar maa ka pyar paane ke liye. maa jo samjhti thi, mai uska ek nakara beta hon. mere janam lete hi maa ki value papa ki nazron me khatam ho ke rah gai thi. unki zindagi dukhon bhari ho gai thi. maa ko khushiyan lauta kar maaa ka pyar pana chahta tha. kitna bada laksh tha mera... kya se kya bankar mai lautna chahta tha.

mai waisa ban bhi chuka tha. jaisa dada dadi, divya, bua aur fufa mujhe bane dekhna chahte the. ab mai haveli laut kar jata to jis jis ne mujhse jaisi ummiden laga rakhi thi, mai un sabki sabhi ummidon par khara utarne layak ban gaya tha.

par bindu wale matter ke chalte mai dar badar ho gaya tha.

jogi ji maharaj kaha karte the "niyati ke khel ke aage kisi ki nahi chalti. niyati ke khel ko koi nahi samjh sakta. tum jo janam lete hi abnormal the, parivar ki nafrat ka shikar the. fir yahan aaye aur badalne lage. kisi ne socha bhi nahi tha, tum kabhi badal jaaoge. par tum badalne lage. tum badal bhi gaye. suno karan beta, halaat jab bhi karwat badlen to ghabrana mat. sochna, smajhna, aisa kyu ho raha ha.. kya niyati tumse koi pariksha le rahi ha. kya niyati ne tumhe kisi kaam ke liye to nahi chun liya"



"kaaaaam" ohh kaam shabd par mere andar jaise kuch click sa hua. matlab mere sath jo bhi hua tha, wo sab niyati ka racha khel tha. main bindu ko bheem singh se azad karwa kar nadi kinare tahalne nikala tha. soch bhi nahi sakta tha, mere sath itna sab ho jayega. main jo sote hue bhi satarak raha karta tha. us raat parivar ko yaad karta hua bheem singh ke ek wahshi ko nahi dekh saka. fir wo wahshi mujhe liye apne sath nadi me kood gaya. marte marte bhi wo mujhe maar dena chahta tha..


matlab. nitayi mujhse koi kaam lena chahti thi. tabhi mujhe wahan se utha kar yahan la patkha tha. matlab mujhe thelma aur uski organization se ladna tha. usne iradon ko khaak me milana tha.. niyati chahti thi, is dunya par najayaz kabza karne walun ka ant mere hathu ho. is vadi se bhi aur is dunya se bhi inke naamo nishan ko mitana tha.


jaise jaise main sochta gaya. mera vishwas atoot hota gaya. mera hosla firse wapis lautne laga. thelma se badla to lena hi tha, mujhe ghayal karne ka nahi, mere dil ke sath khelne ka. dil ke sath khelne walun ko to kadi se kadi saza deni chahiye. aisa haal karna chahiye, firse koi dil ke sath khelne ki kabhi himmat na kar paaye.

maine baba ko dekha to baba mujhe khud ki or dekhte paa kar muskura pade

karan:- kya hua baba.. aap muskura kyu rahe han.

baba:- karan beta, ye ankhen aur chahra, ye dil ka haal bata dia karte han. tumhare dil me jo kuch bhi aa raha ha. mai ache se samjh raha hon. mujhe khushi ha, tum khud se ladna jante ho. mujhe khushi ha, jo tum bahar ki darindon se bhari dunya me rahte hue bhi ek achhe aur sache insan nikle.

karan:- baba main khada to ho nahi sakta, aise me kaise mai kisi se lad sakunga.

baba firse muskuraye:- tumhare zakham bhar chuke han. tumhari sari haddiyan pahle jaisi sthiti me aa chuki han. tumhare andar ki kamzori bhi 2 ek din me jati rahegi.

karan:- baba aisa ha to fir main hil kyu nahi pa raha.

baba:- tumhara ilaj chal raha ha na karan beta. tumhe ek khas pathar sunghaya gaya tha. uski waja se tum apne sharir ko harkat dene layak nahi rahe.

karan:- aisa kyu baba?


baba:- aisa isliye ki jo dard fir tumhe hota, wo tum sahn nahi kar pate. aur jitne zakham tumhe aaye the, un zakhmo ke chalte hone wale dard ke kaaran tumhare dimag ki nasen prabhavit ho sakti ha. isliye mujhe aisa karna pada.

karan:- iska matlab mai jald chalne firne lagunga.

baba:- kal se tum uth beth sakoge..


aur fir baba ne jo kaha tha. wo sach sabat hua.. agle din baba ne jaane kya kuch mere sath kiya, main uth kar beth gaya. mere hath pair harkat karne lage. main alif nanga tha. mere badan par ek taar tak nahi thi. main bepanah khushi ke chalte main josh me aaya aur jhatke se uthne laga.. baba ne turant mere kandhe par hath rakh dia.

baba:- dheeraj karan beta dheeraj.. mahino bad uth rahe ho. saavdhani se apne hathu pairon ko harkat do.

maine waise hi kiya, jaise baba ne kaha tha. mere liye mere josh par kabu pana bohut mushkil ho raha tha. main jo mar chuka tha, firse zindagi pa gaya tha. mere hath pair toot gaye the, mai apahij ban gaya tha. ab svasth ho chuka tha. par kabu to mujhe khud par pana hi tha. main khada hua aur khud ko dekhne laga. dhire dhire apne hathu pairon ko harkat deta mai walk karne laga. ek bar mujhe chakkar bhi aaya, mai girta baba ne mujhe thaam liya..

agle 10 minat me main dhimi chaal chal raha tha. baba mere sath chalte hue mujhe bade dhayan se dekh rahe the. baba mujhse sawal karne lage aur main baba ko jawab dene laga. kuch der me main aur baba dono santusht ho gaye.


karan:- baba aap kamal ke chikitsak han. is puri dunya me aapke jaisa koi bhi nahi hoga. sach me baba jab mai kabar me dafan ho raha tha to mujhe lag gaya tha, ki ab bass, meri zindagi ke kuch hi pal baki han.

baba muskura kar:- fir tum kaise bache.

mai baba ko sab batane laga. kaise mere apnu ke pyar ne meri tootti himmat ko badhawa dia tha.

baba:- prem is sansar ki sabse badi shakti ha. tum kismatwale ho karan beta jo tumhara sabse bada laksh prem pana ha. mujhe vishwas ha, tum prem dawara har maidan me safalta paoge. prem karne wale ka sath to devta sada deta ha.

agle do din tak baba ne mujhe bohut kuch alag alag khane ko dia. mai aur bhi svasth hua gufa me chalne laga. ek baar main kinare par bhi gaya aur vaadi ka nazara karne laga. par mujhe door door tak sivaye jungle ke kuch bhi dikhai nahi de raha tha. upar dekha to mujhe sivaye dhund ke kuch dikhai nahi dia.. matlab suraj ki roshni dhund ko cross karke niche nahi aa rahi thi. fir bhi yahan par andhera nahi tha. itni roshni thi ki sab kuch dikhai de jata tha. pata nahi aage abadi me kaisa mausam tha.


usi din main gufa me daudne bhi laga, par dhire dhire. 6 mahine se so raha sharir ekdum se to puri tarah se jaag nahi sakta tha. baba mere bade kaam aa rahe the. ek ek bat par mujhe bachhu ke jaise treat kar rahe the.


baba se aur bhi kai baaten hui thi. pahle se kaid bahar ke aaye kaidi abhi tak kaid the, jo ghulam the wo abhi tak ghulam the, thelma ne vadi par kabza karke bhi sabko unki marzi ki zindagi jeene ki ijazat de rakhi thi. thelma nahi chahti thi, vadi wale unke khilaf hon. abhi shayad usay samay chahiye tha vadi par pura jamane me. dhire dhire uske sathi vadi me parvesh kar rahe the.

ye mere svasth hone ke 6th day ki baat ha. main gufa me hi ek jaga betha vicharon me vyast tha. baba bahar gaye hue the. meri nak se ajib si smell takrai to main sar utha kar dekhne laga. gufa ka wo rasta jo gufa se bahar aane jane ke liye istemal hota tha, udhar se mujhe ajib si smell aati hui mahsus hui. mai heran hua ye smell kaisi ha. kuch pal to mai samjh hi nahi saka. fir jab mujhe samjh ai to mai jhatke se utha aur bhaag kar baba ki lab ke paas latke ek lohe ke bane bhale ko utha laaya. main heran tha, yahan sher kaisa aa gaya.

ji haan mujhe jo smell aai thi wo sher ki smell thi. jaise hi main bhala liye wapis palta. apne saamne ka nazara dekh mai stabdh rah gaya.. nazara tha hi kuch aisa..

ek haseen tareen ladki jiske badan par cheete ki khaal thi. stano aur tangon ke beech ke area ko cheete ki khaal se dhake wo badi hi shahana andaz me khadi mujhe ghoore ja rahi thi. uske dayen kandhe par ek chhota sa, cuta sa bandar betha hua tha. wo bhi mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha. ladki ke daayen baayen do balshali sher khade mujhe ghor rahe the. tarzan ke baare me suna tha, wo mard hota ha, par yahan to mujhe ladki dikhai de rahi thi. tarzan ke jaisi sthiti me, ek bandar aur do sheron ke sath gufa ke andar mere saaamne..

manzar jitna dil dahla dene wala tha, do do sher mere saamne the. kaise koi manush do do sheron ke saamne hosh me rah sakta tha.

jitna khatra mujhe dono sheron se tha. unta hi dil hi dhadkano me shor bhi tha. ladki jiski sundrta ko shabdo me bayan kar pana mere bass se bahar tha. uske ghane kaale baal jinke sath woh cute sa bandar regular khel raha tha. hawa nahi chal rahi thi, warna hawa me uske kaale lambe baal lahra kar uski sundrta ko hazaron guna aur bhi badha dete.. baba ka rang doodh ke jaisa gora tha. par is ladki ka rang halka sanwala tha. gori hoti to shayad itni sundr nahi dikhti. jitni sanwali hone par dikh rahi thi. kya kamal ki chamakdar skin paai thi in haseena ne. pahadon me rahne wali, barfani vadi me rahne wali sakht jaan ladki, jiske badan ka ek ek ang bohut hi kamal maharat se tarasha hua lag raha tha. aisa perfect figure maine apni puri zindagi me kisi ka nahi dekha tha..

jaane main kab tak hosh se begana rahta.. shero ki dahad ke sath main hosh me aaya. shayad sheron ko mera apni malika ko aise tukar tukar pasand nahi aaya tha. isliye dahad kar mujhe chetavani de rahe the. maalika ki or dekhne wale ko hum cheer phaad kar kacha kha jate han.


bade hi samjhdar sher the. mujhe dekh kar bhi mujhpar hamla nahi kiya tha dono ne. ladki se permission milti to shayad wo pal bhar me mujhe cheer phaad daalte..

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.

Mast update h bhai...

 

[Ashuk2705]

Chalo accha huaa ab karan ab maza aaye ga action dekhne me

 

[LOV mis]

Update:-16


A Few Sentences From The 15th Update.....


jaane kitni der ye safar jari raha mera.. mai andaza nahi laga paya.. main samjhne ki sthiti me raha hi nahi tha..

fir ekdum se main jaise kisi sakht pathreeli zameen par ja gira.. mera sar neeche zorse takraya. mai bass inta hi samjh saka, main kisi garam gufa me hon.

bass uske baad main hosh me nahi rah saka. meri ankhen band hoti chali gai. jaane kabse mai khud se ladta aa raha tha. ab khud se ladne ki himmat mujhme nahi rahi thi..

jaane main temporary nind me chala gaya tha. ya hamesha ki nind me..


Now Farward.....


Update:-16




"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"

shalini singh ki dil dahla dene wali cheekh ne haveli ki deewaron ko hila kar rakh dia.. raat ka samay tha, shalini singh jo apne kamre me so rahi thi. cheekhti hui uth bethi..



"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


chillane lagi. surindr, varinder, amrita, chachi, dada dadi, aur sab hadbada kar uthe aur shailini singh ke kamre ki orr bhaag nikle. bahar pahredari kar rahe guards bhi ghabra kar apni apni guns thame satark ho gaye.. kahin koi durghatna to nahi ghat gai. haveli me aisa shor bhi pahle kabhi nahi utha tha.

shalini singh abhi tak cheekhe chilla rahi thi. karan karan chilla rahi thi.

kamre ka door andar se band tha. sab door par pohnche. sab ek dusre ko dekh heran bhi the aur shalini ke cheekhne chillane ke sath sath "karan".."karan" ki pukar par chintit bhi the. shalini ne kabhi karan ke rahte karan ko yaad karne ki koshish nahi ki thi. ab to karan usse saalon se door tha. ab kyu wo karan ko yaad kar rahi thi. kyu karan ka naam le le kar cheekh chilla rahi thi.. wo bhi itne dardnak andaz me..

door peeta gaya. jab andar se koi response nahi mila to dada thakur ke kahne par door ko todna shuru kar dia gaya. shalini singh jaise hosh kho bethi thi. bas karan karan pukare ja rahi thi. sab dar gaye kahin shalini singh ko kuch ho na jaaye.

door toota, sab daud kar andar ghus gaye. dekha to shalini singh farsh par ghutno par bethi sar ke baal noch rahi thi. uski ankhen bah bah kar uske chahre ko nahla chuki thi. dekhne me shalini singh ki halat kisi mental patient se kam nahi lag rahi thi.

surinder:- kya hua shalini. tum aise chilla kyu rahi ho.

shalini ki mansik sthiti waaki me bohut kharab thi, wo surinder ko koi jawab na dekar karan ko pukarne lagi. uska cheekhna chillana ab badbadahat me badal chuka tha.

dada thakur bade dhayan se shalini singh ko dekh rahe the. wo bohut kuch samjh bhi rahe the...

maa to wo hoti ha, jo saat samandar paar bhi bete ke dard par tadap uthti ha.. beta khush rahe to maa khush rahti ha, beta dard me ho to wahi dard maa ke dil me bhi hone lagta ha.. ek maa apne bete se kabhi nafrat kar hi nahi sakti. ye baat dada thakur jante the. shalini singh jitni bhi nafrat karan se karti a rahi thi. wo nafrat nahi thi, wo to bohut kuch kho dene ke baad ka parinam tha.. wo firse maa nahi ban sakti thi. ek balshali bete ki maa nahi ban sakti thi. ek shandar beta janam dekar pati ki nazron me garv se apni chahti chaudi nahi kar sakti thi. itna sab hone ke bawajud bhi wo apna pati tak kho bethi thi.. kaise sab sahn kar pati. wo apne hosh me rahi hi kahan thi. apni ek alag dunya basa kar jeene lagi thi..


isliye karan se door door rahti aai thi. warna ek maa ke liye uska iklota beta to anmol hota ha.


ab tak dada thakur ne kisi ko nahi bataya tha, karan singh ab ek normal ladka ban chuka ha. dada thakur chahte the, karan jab laut kar aaye to sab usay badla dekh hairan ho jaayen. jab wo parivar ka angrakshak bankar samne aaye to shalini singh, surinder singh aur sabke sar garv se uth jayen. aisa dada thakur ke mann me tha.. par last ke 2 saal se wo karan se mil nahi sake the. dushmani bohut badh chuki thi aur koi bhi durghatna ghat sakti thi. aise me parivar ki suraksha bhi bahadh zaruri thi.. dada thakur ab chahte the, karan kaise bhi kar ke laut aaye.


aise me shalini singh ki aisi condition. wo bhi karan singh ko leke. dada thakur ko bhi apna dil doobta hua mahsus hone laga. wo samjh gaye, ek maa ka dil kyu itna tadap raha ha. kyu ek maa jo saalon se apne bete se door thi, apne iklote bete ke liye ro rahi ha. uske dard par cheekh chilla rahi thi.. dada thakur ko lag gaya ki karan ke sath koi bohut badi durghatna ghat chuki ha. tabhi to itni door rahte hue ek maa tadap uthi. ek maa ke dil ne jaan liya tha, uska bete ke sath kuch galat hua ha. kuch aisa to sahn karne layak nahi ha.

surinder singh shalini singh se bar bar puch raha tha. par shalini singh bas "karan" "karan" badbadaye ja rahi thi..

surinder singh guse me aa kar kuch bolta. dada thakur ne usay rok dia.. surinder singh dada thakur ko dekh chup ho gaya. dada thakur ne sabko kamre se jane ka bol dia.. kamre me dada dadi aur shalini singh hi rah gaye...

dada thakur ne dadi se kaha, dadi kamre me rakhe jug se pani ek glass me bhar kar shalini singh ko pilane lagi. par shalini singh ab bhi apne pure hosh me nahi thi.

dada dadi ke pyar aur hosle ke chalte shalini singh ki halat me kuch sudhar aane laga. shalini singh ne thoda sa pani piya aur dada thakur ke hath tham kar rote hue karan baare baat karne lagi. batane lagi kaise usne ek bura sapna dekha ha, batane lagi kaise us sapne me karan ke sath kya hua. batane lagi uska dil kya bol raha ha. kahne lagi uske bete ko kaise bhi karke uske le aaya jaaye.. nahi to uski khair khabar laai jaaye..

dada dadi barson baad shalini singh ke moh se karan ka nam sunkar khush bhi hue aur fir shalini singh ke sapne ko jaan chintit bhi. jaante the, ek maa ko kabhi koi galat sapna nahi aa sakta.. jaisi zindagi karan singh kabile me ji raha tha. wahan hazaron khatre the.



dada thakur ne shalini singh ko shaant karke jald se jald karan singh ki khabar laane ka bol dia.. dadi shalini singh ke sath hi bed par let gai. dada ek chair par beth kar sochne lage.. kaise karan se rabta kiya jaye. ab karan se rabta zaruri ho gaya tha.


agle din se dada thakur ne tayari shuru kar di firse kabile jaane ki. par dushman bhi bohut chalak tha, ek ek movement par nazar rakh raha tha. shahar me rahte wo kuch nahi ukhad sakte the dada thakur ka. haan shahar se bahar jungle me nikalte hi dada thakur se ladna uske liye asaan tha. durjan singh ka khaas admi ranga daku apne sathi dakuon ke sath dada thakur ka rasta rokne ke liye pahadon me maujud rahta tha.. ranga daku ka talluq durjan singh ha ye baat koi nahi janta tha. haan dono parivaron ki ladai baare me pura distric janta tha..

dada thakur ne bohut koshish ki, par wo kabile ke liye nahi nikal sake. karan ki khariyat malum nahi kar sake. aise me 15 din beet gaye.. fir dada thakur ke khaas rakhwale shankar ne akele jaane ka green singal de dia.

dada:- nahi shankar mai tumhari jaan khatre me nahi daal sakta.

shankar:- maalik, khatra kahan nahi ha. chhote malik ki khabar laani bhi zaruri ha. mujhe jaane den malik, mere paas ek idea ha.

dada:- kaisa idea

shankar batane laga. sunkar dada thakur kuch der sochte rahe.

dada:- khatra to fir bhi rahega shankar..

shankar:- maalik! main fir bhi chance lena chahunga.. gaye bina koi chara bhi to nahi ha na maalik. kitne saaal ho gaye, chhote malik ko yahan se gaey he. dushmani to chalti rahegi maalik. kab tak hum dushmano ko dheel dete rahenge maalik. is bar takkar barabar ki ho hi jaaye..

dada thakur shankar ki ankhon me dekhte hue gahri saans lekar bole

dada:- shankar tum saalon se mere sath ho, tum achhe se jante ho. dushmani me hum kabhi pahl nahi karte, koi dushmani kare to usay moka dete han, wo sudhar jaaye. hum nahi chahte kisi ka ghar ujde. jab pani se upar jaane lage to fir humen majburan har hadh se guzar jana padta ha.

shankar:- maalik! ab bhi humne khul kar jawab nahi diya to sach me paani sar se upar chala jayega. fir hum kuch kar nahi payenge..

dada:- sahi kaha tumne shankar. kab tak durjan singh ko dheel dete rahenge. tum sab ko tayar rahne ko bol do. aur jaisa plan bataya ha, uspar amal shuru kar do..

3 dino baad dada thakur ki personal gaadi, jisme dada thakur ki jaga koi aur betha tha, gaurds ki 3 gaadiyon ke sath shahar se nikal kar jungle ki or badhne lage. durjan singh, ranga daku tak ye khabar pahle hi pohnch chuki thi. ranga daku apne sathiyon ke sath raste ko block karke dada thakur ko hamesha ki nind sulane ke liye maujud tha. par is baar ki baat alag thi, is baar dada thakur ke sathi puri tayari ke sath aaye the. plan ke sath aaye the.

jaise durjan singh aur ranga daku ko dikhaya gaya tha, waise tha nahi. teeno gaurds ki gadiyon me ek ek driver aur ek ek gaurd the. baki piche aa rahe the. ranga daku ne hamla kiya to drivers aur jo guards un gadiyon me the, wo turant firing karte hue raod se niche kood kar bhaag nikle. ye chara tha ranga daku ke liye.

ranga daku aur uske sath jab gadiyon tak pohnche to guse me aa gaye.. dada thakur ko galiyan dene lage. is chaal par ranga daku bilbila utha tha. usne kuch dakuon ko bhaag rahe dada thakur ke admiyon ke piche bhej dia. khud bakiyon ke sath wahin rah kar durjan singh ko sab batane laga. sunkar durjan singh ko gusa aaya. fir wo hasne laga.

durjan:- budha dimag ka upyog karne laga ha.

ranga:- thakur saab! wo budha mere sath chhal kar jaye, main sahn nahi kar sakta. mujhe anumati den, main uski haveli me ghus kar uske pure parivar ko nasht kar dun.

durjan:- dheeraj ranga dheeraj. jab aisi nobat aai to mai khud tumhe kah dunga. par abhi nahi. khud ko khatre me mat daalo.

abhi unki baten jari hi thi, ki shankar kuch guards ke sath wahan pohnch gaya.. wo sab haveli ki gadiyon me nahi the, dada thakur ki haveli ki sabhi gadiyon baare ranga daku aur durjan singh sab jante the. is baar gadiyan nayi kharidi gai thi. jo ab istemal me lai gai thi..

ranga daku ya uske sath kuch samjh sakte, achanak se shankar ne kai sathiyon ke sath milkar goliyon ki bauchhad kar di. sath hi wo gadiyon se nikal kar road ki sides me chhup gaye..

ranga daku jo samjh raha tha, dada thakur ke admi dum daba kar bhaag nikle han. in goliyon ki bauchhad hui to ghabra gaya. udhar durjan singh bhi firing ki awaz sunkar cheekhne laga. ranga se puchne laga ye firing kaisi ha. par durjan singh ko sivaye cheekhon ke kuch sunaai nahi dia. ranga daku apni jaan ki fikr me pad gaya tha. mobile uske sath kahin gir pada..


ranga daku ne ladne ki koshish to bohut ki. par uske sathi badi speed se kam hone lage. kai sathi pahle hi phatke me maare gaye, door kahin bhi firing ki awaz sunaai dene lagi. matlab dada thakur ke jo admi pahle bhage the, wo bhi ab mukable par utar aaye the. aise me ranga daku ke liye farar hi iklota option bacha tha.

kuch der tak khuni ladai jaari rahi. fir mahaul ekdum se shaant ho gaya. shankar ke to nahi, par 3 sathiyon ke zarur goliyan lag gai thi. jaan kisi ki nahi gai thi. ranga daku ke 10 sathi maare gaye to baki jaan bacha kar dum daba kar bhaag nikle..

shankar pahli baar milne wali fateh celebrate karne laga. dada thakur ko bataya gaya. sunkar wo bhi khush hue..

wahin se shankar kuch guards ke sath kabile ki orr nikal pada...

dada thakur bechaini se shankar ki wapsi ka intezar karne lage. shankar agle din jaldi laut aaya. aate hi karan ke sath hui durghatna baare dada thakur ko bata dia.. dada thakur sunkar ladkhada gaye the.. karan ab is dunya me nahi raha, unka dil nahi maan raha tha. par jab khabar mili ki us durghatna ko 2 mahine se upar ka samay beet chuke han to uske dil ki dhadkan jasie rukne lagi. fir ye khabar haveli me sab tak pohnch gai.

haveli me jaise qayamat aai gai. karan ko leke pahli baar cheekhna chillana shuru hoa haveli me...


shalini singh dusri baar karan singh ko yaad karke phoot phoot kar roi..
ek maa thi wo. bete ko pyar dena chahiye tha, nafrat deti rahi. usay apni aaghosh me chhupa kar rakhna chahiye tha. khud se door bhi kiya aur dhutkara bhi. pahle ke zakham kam the kyaaa, jo ab karan ka zakham bhi dil par a gaya tha.. shalini singh gham ki tasveer bani kamre ki hoke rah gai.


suhasi jo karan ke laut aane par uske mafi maang kar sache mann se uski bahan ban jana chahti thi. karan ke sath hui durghatna baare jaan kar khud ko kasurwar thahrane lagi. karan ke sath wo tab itna sab na karti to karan kabhi itne lambe samay ke liye usse door na jaata. aur na hi itna sab uske sath hota.. suhasi ki halat bhi shalini se kam nahi thi.

divya ko khabar mili to wo gahre sadme me aa gayi. wo bhi haveli aa gai, aur karan ke kamre ki hoke rah gayi. karan ke saman ko chhu chhu kar rone lagti. karan uska iklota bhai tha. ek din bhi wo karan se door nahi rahna chahti thi, barson usse door rahne par majbur ho gai.. aur ab uske baare me aisi khabar. divya ka mann hone laga cheekh cheekh kar dunya walun ko apne dard baare bataye.

bua, fufa, dada dadi sab gahre dukh ki lapet me aa gaye. dada ke dil me tha, karan jab laut kar aayega to sab usay balshali mard bana dekh kar chaunk uthenge.. karan ke sath hui durghanta aisi durghatna thi, jo karan se pyar karte the, zindagi unke liye berang ho gayi..

shalini singh ke mayke se bhi sab aaye. jab shalini singh ko dard me dekha, to pahli bar karan ke liye unke dil tadap uthe. khud par afsos karne lage, karan jaisa bhi tha, tha to unka apna hi. unki shalini ka beta hi. par ab wo kuch nahi kar sakte the. karan ek hisab se un sab se door ho chuka tha.

karan ki maut ho chuki ha, aisa kisi ne nahi kaha tha. par dil se sab yahi samjh rahe the, karan ab is dunya me nahi raha.. do mahine wo bhi nadi ki toofani, chatano se takrati lahron ke beech me gum hua tha karan. kisi ko yakin nahi tha, karan zinda bacha hoga. par dil ko ek aas bhi thi.. dil me ye bhi tha, karan kaise bhi karke laut aaye, jis jis ne uska dil dukhaya ha, wo aa kar unhe khud par kiye zulm ki saza de, par laut aaye..


ek din shalini singh dukh me thi, wo karan ko yaad kar rahi thi. karan baare jo suna tha, wo mann me repeat kar rahi thi.. fir jaise uske kuchh click hua.. wo jhatke se uthi aur surinder ko dhundne lagi.. surinder sabke sath drawing me betha dikha..

sab kai dino baad shalini singh ko kamre se nikla dekh heran hue..

shalini singh surinder singh ke sath gai aur ansu bahati surinder singh se boli

shalini:- suna aapne.. mera karan singh kabile ki beti ko bachane ke bad nadi me gira tha.

surinder singh kuch na smajhne wale andaz me shalini singh ko dekhne laga

shalini singh firse boli:- mere bete ne pure kabile walun ke saamne aapka sar garv se uncha kar dia. jaan par khel kar kabile ki izzat ko bacha gaya.. kuch samjhe aap.. jis bete ko nakara samjh kar aapne aur beton ke lalach me dusri shadi kar li thi. us bete ne apni jaan dekar bhi khud ko sabat kar dia.. bata dia thakur parivar ke mard kaise hua karte han. wo bol ke gaya tha, waada karke gaya tha, jo kaha ha wo karke dikhaunga. balshali bhi banuga aur parivar ka rakshak bhi. dekha aapne wo parivar ka rakshak ban gaya.. wo kabila bhi to uska parivar tha. kabile me aur bhi kai balwan the, par mera karan akela bheem singh ke chungal se bindu ko nikaal le gaya. mera karan asli shoorveer ban gaya.. mera karan asli yudha ban gaya. mera karan asli angrakshak ban gaya.. aapka sar itna uncha kar gaya, jitna aapka koi beta na kabhi kar saka ha, na kabhi kar sakega.. suna aapne.. koi bhi aapka beta mere bete karan jaisa nahi ban saka..

itna bol kar wo firse ghutno par giri aur dahaiyan dene lagi. karan ke liye "garv ha" aisa bolne lagi. sath hi khud ko bhi kosne lagi..

shalini singh ki aisi baaten sunkar sab chaunk uthe.. pahle jin baton par koi dhayan nahi de paya tha. ab sab dhayan dene lage. sahi hi to kaha tha shalini singh ne. karan ne jo kaha kar dikhaya tha. bhale hi is parivar ka rakshak nahi bana paya tha, par bana to tha, jis parivar ke sath rah raha tha, usk parivar ki izzat bhi bachai thi aur izzat ki orr buri nazar se dekhne walun ki ankhen bhi nikal deen thee.. unke sar bhi kaat diye the.

payal, paridhi jo pahle din karan ke gham ke rahne ke bad jald normal ho gai thi. apne dusre bhaiyo aur cousins ke sath has has kar baat karne lagi thi. ab jaana unka bhai kaise halat me sabse juda hua to pahli bar, zindagi me pahli baar dono ke dil ki dhadkan kuch badhi. kuch hulchal machi, kuch dard utha.. dono ek dusre ko dekhne lagi, dono ki ankhon me pahle nami utri, fir ankhon se ansu bahne lage. dono ko apni apni galatiyon aur vyavhar par afsos hone laga. dono turant harkat me aai aur apni maa ke paas beth kar, maa ko gale se laga kar rone lagi. karan ke liye maa se sorry bolne lagi.

shalini singh ek baar firse karan ke gham me doob gai. is bar ka gham alag tha. garv bhi tha, par dard zayada tha. jitni nafrat kari thi karan se, jinta paraya banaya tha apne iklote bete ko, utni hi peedan me bhi aane lagi.

surinder singh, varinder singh dono sochon me gum ho gaye. amrita singh ke dil me pahli bar shalini singh ke liye nafrat bhare bhav janam lene lage. aisa sab pahli bar bola tha shalini singh ne. uske bete the, par youn uske beton ka apmaan nahi hua tha kabhi. karan ne baazi maar li thi. aisa show karwa kar shalini singh ne amrita singh ke dil me nafrat ka beech bo daala.

suhasi ka dard badha to uske bhai chache ke beton ko karan ke baazi maar jane wali baat par gusa aane laga. jise umar bhar dhutkar mili thi, aaj uska naam youn garv se koi lega, unho ne socha bhi nahi tha. asli mard wo the, parivar ke rakshak aur jayale bhi wahi the. karan jo kabhi ek chuha hua karta tha, unse badhkar kaise ho sakta tha..


karan zinda tha ki mar gaya. agar zinda hota to zarur ab wo inki nafrat ka zayada shikar hota.. sab ek dusre ko dekhne lage. sabki ankhon me karan ke liye nafrat ke bhav firse badhne lage. dil hi dil me wo kasam bhi khane lage, ki kuch aisa karenge ki karan ki naam ki chhaap sabke dilon se mita kar rahenge.. fir ghar me zikr hoga to unka hoga, na ki ek kaale chuhe ka..



sab sunkar divya ki ankhen hi khul gai thi. wo karan ke gham me thi. kai dino se kisi se khul kar bol nahi rahi thi. ab jab shalini singh ke moh se karan ke liye itna sab, aur aisa sab suna to uska dard badhne laga. uska seena bhi garv se chauda hone laga. karan sach me wo ban gaya tha. jo wo karan ko bane dekhna chahti thi. par karan ki doori ne ab uske dil ke dard ko badhana shuru kar dia tha. uska bhi mann hone laga, wo bhi kuch aisa hi kahe, jaisa shalini singh ne kaha tha.. par divya ke mann me tha, jab karan laut kar aayega, tab wo aisa sab kahegi.. par karan to gayab tha. us nadi me girne ke bad wo bach saka tha ki nahi. koi nahi janta tha.




shalini singh ek baar firse kamre ki hoke rah gayi. surinder singh ko usne totally nazar andaz karna shuru kar dia. ab surinder shalini singh ke dard ko kam karne ke liye ya usse apne dil ki baat karne ke liye milna chahta tha. par shalini singh ne surinder se koi bhi baat karne se saaf inkar kar dia. surinder singh ki begangi ke chalte hi to wo karan se door hui thi. ab karan ko usi ke kaaran wo kho bethi thi. na surinder uske sath aisa sab karta, na wo apne iklote bete ko khud se door karti.. aise me surinder se kaise wo baat karti. aur fir ab baat karne ko rah bhi kya gai thi.. karan ke sath hui durghatna ke baad wo khali daman rah gai thi. payal paridhi bhi apni maa ke dard ko kamm karne ki koshish me lagi rahti. par ab dard kam hone wala nahi tha.

suhasi hi thi jo shalini singh ke zayada karib thi. wo bhi to gahre gham ki lapet me thi.

udhar durjan singh aur ranga daku zakham chaat rahe the. pahli baar dada thakur se itni badi chot mili thi. sahn nahi kar paa rahe the. kuch samay ruk kar dada thakur ko ek badi chot dene ka plan banane lage. ranga daku ke sath mare the. usay durjan singh se zayada gusa tha dada thakur aur shankar par..

dada thakur bhi jante the, jaisi chot is baar durjan singh ko mili ha. wo chup nahi bethega. dada thakur ne parivar ke sabhi sadason ki security badha di..


karan se nafrat karne walun ke dilon me nafrat aur bhi badhne lagi. pahle moh par nafrat ka izhaar kiya karte the. ab peeth karne lage. parivar ke ladke khud ko karan se badhkar balshali aur rakshak sabat karne ke liye khud par dhayan dene lage. haveli me gym aur kasrat ke equipment badha diye gaye..

ek hisab se ye acha hi hua tha. pahle apni apni life me mast the, ab race shuru ho chuki thi in sab ke beech. sab karan ka sthan chheenne ke liye ek dusre se number le jana chahte the. pahle jo dada sabko balshali banne ko kaha karte the. ab sabko kasrat aur gym karte dekh pheeki hasi has dia karte.. dil me kaha karte.."karan beta tumne to ek hi phatke me sabko chit kar dia"


amrita singh apne beton ko pahle bhi parivar ke mardon me sabse badhkar mana karti thi. karan ke naam ka danka wo sahn nahi kar paayi thi. haveli ke sare guards jab dekho karan singh ki baaten karte nazar aate the. jise dekh amrita singh khun ke ghoont pi kar rah jaati. wo apne beton ke andar bhi aag bharne lagi, wo bhi chahti thi, uske bete kuch aisa naam kamayen, jitna naam karan singh bhi nahi kama saka tha.. wo shalini singh ko neecha dikha chahti thi. bata dena chahti thi, parivar ke asli rakshak keval uske bete han. karan singh ne jo kiya, kai jungliyon ke sath mil kar kiya. par mera ek ek beta kaiyon par bhari pad sakta ha. aise amrita singh soche bethi thi..



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mai jaane kitni lambi nind soya raha tha. kuch andaza nahi tha. mai hosh ki dunya me wapis lauta to meri ankhon jaise kuch bhi dekhne ki takat kho bethi thi. mai ankhen meech meech kar dekhne ki koshish karne laga. par mujhe gahre andhere ke siva kuch dikhai nahi dia. gahre sannate ke siva kuch sunaai nahi dia..

ab tak main ye yaad nahi kar paya tha, mere sath kya ghatna ghat chuki ha. thelma se mile dhoke ke bad main kai goliyon se chhalni hue niche gir pada tha.. fir kisi gadhe me girne ke baad ek barfani darar ne travel karta hua kisi badi gufa me gir pada tha.

gahra ghana andhera dekh kar main hadbada gaya. hathu ko junbash dekar main
apni ankhon ke aage ke andhere ko door karne ki koshish me tha. par ye kyaa

main apne sharir ke kisi bhi ang ko hilane ki kshamta kho betha tha. aahh mere sath ye kya ho gaya. kis ne mera ye haal kiya. kisne mujhe apahij bana daala. kya mere hath pair kaat diye gaye han, kya mai sach me sada ke liye bekaar ho chuka hon.

mera dil doobne laga. bina hath paaon ke main kaise ghar wapis laut sakta tha. kaise main apne kahe par pura utar sakta tha. kaise main bina hath pairon ke apne parivar ki raksha kar sakta tha.

bade hi bure vichar mere mann me aane lage. fir main sochta chala gaya. guzre halaat kisi film ki tarah meri andhi ankhon ke saamne chalne lage. mujhe sab yaad aata chala gaya. thelma ka pyar, fir dhoka, fir wo khaufnak ladai, uske baad khai me girna, uske bhi sab yaad aane laga..

thelma ki yad aai to mere andar nafrat ka laava ubalne laga. main cheekhne chillane laga. thelma ko bura bhala kahne laga. main ab bhi nahi samjh paya tha, mai kaha tha. ek bebas aur lachar insan ki tarah thelma ko galiyan dekar apne andar ka ghubar nikalne ka prayas kar raha tha.

na andhera door hua aur na koi mere paas aaya. bohut zayada weekness ke chalte main ek bar firse behosh ho gaya..

dusri baar jab hosh aaya to maine ankhen kholi. is baar mujhe halki roshni dikhai padi. ye roshni kis chij ki thi, mai samjh nahi paya tha.

main firse loudly bol kar kisi ko pukarne laga. aur is baar der nahi guzri aur mujhe kisi ke kadmon ki aahat sunai di. sar ghuma kar dekhne ki koshish kari to bass irada hi karke rah gaya. itna pain hua gardan me.. haaye kya bataon. aisa laga jaise meri gardan par kisi ne chhote chhote chaku bandh diye hon aur hilne wo chaku meri gardan me ghus gaye hon.. mai apne hont danton me dabaye dard ko bardasht ko karne laga..

koi meri ankhon ke saamne aaya. wo badi hi narm awaz me bola..

"tum hosh me aa gaye"

maine ankhen khol kar dekha. to paya meri nazron ke saamne ek bazurg maujud han. jinki umar 80 saal se upar thi. rang doodh ke jaisa saaf aur aaine kei jaisa shafaf. sar aur dadhi ke saare baal sufed the. chahre par jhuriyan thi, par ankhon aur chahre par bepanah chamak. main usay zayada nahi dekh saka. dekhta to shayad sammohit ho jata. itni hi kashish thi unki ankhn me. maine ankhen meech leen.

wo pyar bhare andaz me has pade.. main bina ankhen khole bola

karan:- aap kon han baba?? aur main kahan hon.??

baba:- beta tum jahan kahin bhi ho surakshit ho. aur mera naam vilasha ha. par tum mujhe baba hi kahna. tumhare moh se baba sunkar mujhe acha laga..
mera ek beta tha, wo bhi mujhe baba hi kaha karta tha.

maine ankhen khol kar baba ko dekha. apne bete ke zikr par baba ka lahja dard bhara ho gaya tha.

karan:- tha? baba aapne "tha" kyu kaha..

baba:- woh ab mere sath nahi ha, devta usay apne paas bula chuke han.

karan:- oooo mujhe bohut dukh hua baba. baba aap devta kyu bol rahe han.

baba ki ankhon ki chamak ki mai taab nahi la pa raha tha. main baba ki ankhon me na dekh side dekhne laga.

baba dhire se muskura pade:- main samjh sakta ha beta, tum aisa kyu bol rahe ho. tum bahri dunya se ho na. isliye hamare devta baare kuch nahi jante.

main heran hua:- bahri dunya se.? baba mai kuch samjha nahi.

baba:- beta tum jis vadi tak aaye the, ab usi vaadi me ho.

mujhe shock laga.. mai jhatke se uthne laga. par karah kar rah gaya.

baba:- beta abhi bohut kuch ha tumhare jaanne ke liye. tum abhi aram karo, tumhari halat abhi bahtar nahi ha.

main bade dukh se:- baba kya mere hath pair nahi rahe.

baba:- nahi beta, devta ke karam se tumhara sab kuch salamat ha.

karan:- fir mai hil kyu nahi raha. apne hathu pairon ko harkat kyu nahi de pa raha.

baba:- beta tumhe andaza bhi nahi ha, tumhari kya halat thi, liggaam ki koi haddi aisi nahi thi, jo salamat rahi ho. jab tum mujhe mile to zakhmo se choor choor the.

karan:- liggaam? liggaam kya ha beta..

baba firse hase:- mai baton baton me apni bhasha ka prayog kar gaya. liggaam tumhari bhasha me sharir ko kahte han..

maine ab tak dhayan nahi dia tha. baba mujhse hindi me baat kar rahe the. baba ka chahra bhi indians jaisa nahi tha. aas paas ke kisi ilake ke rahne walun ke jaise nain naqsh mujhe baba ke chahre par nahi mile the. ab maine dhayan diya to mere hairan hone ke kai kaaran the. main ektik baba ko dekhta chala gaya. baba ke honto par bazurgana muskan aa gai.

baba:- sahi soch rahe ho beta, hamara kuch bhi tumhari dunya ke jaisa nahi ha, na suraten, na bhasha, na bhagwan. hamara sab kuch dunya se alag ha.

karan:- baba ye kaisa chakkar ha.

baba:- beta baat bohut lambi ho jayegi, dhire dhire tumhe sab pata chal jayega. pahle mujhe apne baare me sab batao. tumhare liye aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha, jise tum jaanna chahoge.


main kabile se juda hone ke baad ke halat baba ko vistar me batane laga. pahle maine baba ko apna naam bataya, fir baki ka sab..main hil nahi sakta tha. baba ne kuch utha kar mere paas rakh kar uspar beth gaye the. meri sari baaten wo badi ghambirta se sun rahe the. jab main sab bata kar khamosh hua to baba ne ek gahri saans li. fir mujhse bole.

baba:- karan beta, pahli baat to ye jaan lo, tumhe mere paas aaye hue 6 mahine beet chuke han.

karan:- kyaaaaaa.?

mujhe ek aur shock laga tha. main 6 mahino se behosh tha.. aahh matlab mujhe mere kabile se door hue 8 mahino se bhi upar ka samay beet chuka tha. to kyaaa.. kyaa itne mahino tak mere wapis na laut paane ke kaaran wo sab mujhe mara hua to nahi samjh bethe. aisa ha to fir zarur mere ghar wale bhi ye baat jaan chuke honge. kabile wale kaise itni badi baat chhupa sakte the. jaise jaise mai sochta gaya, mera dil doobta gaya. meri saans tez hoti gayi. meri ankhon ke goshe nam hone lage. kitne dard saha hoga sabne meri doori par. mujhe ek ek ka chahra yaad aane laga. ek ek ke sath bitaye pal yaad aane lage. kaise ji rahe honge mujhse pyar karne wale mere bina..

kuch shan mai khamosh raha, baba ne bhi mujhe kuch nahi kaha. fir mujhe apne honto par kuch mahsus hua. meri band ankhen firse khuli dekha to baba ke hath me kuch tha.

baba:- karan beta, moh kholo.

main khud se apne hont kholta moh bhi khol gaya. baba ke hath me kuch liquid sa tha. uske kuch katre baba mere moh me tapkate rahe. fir baba ne hath hata liya. wo katre khud se mere gale se utarne lage. mujhe aisa laga, jaise main hawa me ud raha hon. andar se main itna halka mahsus karne laga tha khud ko.

baba:- beta ye mera khaas aavishkaar ha. main apne ilake ka chikitsak hon.
tum apni bhasha me scientist bhi kah sakte ho.

karan:- baba ye kya tha. bohut hi kamal ki chiz ha. iska asar to mere sharir aur dimag par hi nahi mere dil par hoa ha. kuch der pahle jo apnu ko yaad karte hue dard sa utha tha, wo bhi nahi raha ab.

baba muskura pade:- yahi to kamal ha is vadi me. devta ne hamari zameen ko anmol banaya ha. aisi aisi cheezen han yahan par, jo puri dunya me nahi. tumhari dunya me kai virus aise han, jinke shikar hue patient dino me hi mar jate han. par hamare han kam hi log bimar hokar marte han. yahan har bimari ka ilaj maujud ha.

fir dukh se bole:- par ab jaisi bimari devta ki is sundr vadi ke vasiyon ko lagi ha, uska koi ilaj na mere paas ha aur na hi vadi ke kisi aur vyakti ke paas..

karan:- baba aisi konsi bimari ha, jo aap jaise mahaan chikitsak ke paas bhi uska ilaj nahi ha.

baba aur bhi dukh bhare lahje me:- aag barsane wale hathiyar leke aane wale hamare liye sabse bada khatra han karan beta. usi aag barsane wale golo se tum bhi to ghayal huwe the na.

main bohut kuch samjh gaya tha. thelma aur uski team vadi me ghus chuki thi. in 6 mahino me vadi me kohram macha chuki hogi. main samjh gaya tha, thelma jaisi super agent jo mastermind bhi thi, vadi par kabza kar chuki hogi.

karan:- baba mujhe vistar me batayen.

baba:- kya karoge karan beta tum sab jaan kar.

karan:- baba aap mujhe sab batayen.

baba:- jis jaga tum maujud ho karan beta, ye vaadi ki bahri disha par ha.yahan ke baare me koi nahi janta.. tum is samay ek gufa me ho, aur yahi gufa mera thikna bhi ha. meri lab bhi yahi ha, yahi par main research bhi karta hon. tum mujhe mile to tumhare sharir me chand ukhdi saanson ke siva kuch nahi tha. pahle to tumhe dekh mere dil me tumhare liye nafrat aai. hum begano ka aana pasand nahi karte. par hamare devta naraz hote han, jab koi mar raha vyakti hamare saamne ho, aur hum uski jaan na bachayen. bhale hi wo koi dushman hi kyu na ho. hamare dil itne hi sundr aur saaf han. isliye maine tumhari jaan bhi bacha li..

kuch dino baad tum badbadane lage, tumhare moh se nikle shabdon se main jaan gaya tha, tumhari nature kaisi ha. tum dukhon ke maare pyar ko tarse hue insan ho. isliye main pure mann se tumhara ilaj karne laga. tumhare sharir ki koi haddi salamat nahi rahi thi. badi mahnat karni padi mujhe tumpar. tumhare sharir par. tumhare liye mujhe firse junglon ki khaak chhaanni padi. in 6 mahino me main bhi chain se nahi so paya hon karan beta. pahle devta ko khush karne ke liye tumhari jaan bachana chahta tha. fir jab tumhare jaise kai aur vaadi me ghus kar vaadi par kabza kar bethe to main aur bhi ji jan se tumhara ilaj karne laga. mai bhi chahta hon karan beta, tum jaldi se achhe ho jaao. jaldi se apne pairon par khade ho jaao. aur hamare kaam aao.

main baba ko prashn bhari nazron se dekhne laga

baba:- karan beta, kahin na kahin mere dil me ye baat bhi ha, ki tum hamare kaam aa sakte ho. tum kuch aisa kar jaao, jisse hamari vaadi humen wapis mil jaaye. hum jitne bhi samjhdar, chalak sahi, par bahar ki dunya walun se ladne ki shakti hum khud me nahi pate. hum budhi me bohut aage han, par tumhari dunya walun ke jaisi budhi hamare paas nahi ha. dusra hamare log aag barsane wale hathyaron se bohut darte han.

karan beta, sadiyon se hamari parampara rahi ha, hum apnu me kisi begane ko shamil nahi karte. jo bhi is vaadi me aata ha, wo ya to kaid kar liya jata ha, maar dia jata ha, ya fir kisi ka ghulam bana dia jata ha. sadiyon se hamari vaadi kaiyon ke liye heere ki khaan ki hasiyat rakhti ha. isliye log yahan bar bar aane ki koshish karte rahte han. yahan pohnch pana ek hisab se asambhav ha, nikal pana to aur bhi asambhav ha.. yahan ka mausam aur barf ke niche chhupi anginat khaiyon hamari vadi ki raksha karti han. fir bhi kuch sarfire aur lalach ke andhe bach kar yahan tak pohnchne me safal ho hi jate han.

is baar ke aane wale pahle se alag the, bohut hi khatarnak the. tumhare milne ke kuch hi dino baad main vadi me gaya, jahan sab rahte han. wahan gaya to pata chala, vadi par bahar se aane walun ka kabza ho chuka tha. jaan kar mujhe bada dukh hua. mai bata nahi sakta, meri kya halat ho gai thi. sadiyon se koi hamari vadi me ghus kar salamat nahi rah saka tha. par is baar koi ghusa bhi aur kabza bhi kar betha. apne hi girate han nasheman pe bijliyan..

baba thandi aahh bharte hue bole.. har jaga par ek sardar hota ha to koi na koi uska mukhlif bhi hota ha. hinaru bhi hamara sardar tha. wahi king bhi tha aur kahin hamara maalik bhi. hinaru ka bhai vibharu ek bad fitrat insan ha. wo hinaru ki jaga khud sardar banna chahta tha. lekin wo ban nahi sakta tha. wo chhota tha, jab tak hinaru sardar rahta, wo sardar ban nahi sakta tha. hinaru ke marte hi usay sardar bana di jaata. fir hinaru ke 4 bete hue to vibharu ke sardar banne ki sambhavna bhi jati rahi. vibharu kabhi sardar nahi ban sakta tha. is baat ka usay bohut dukh tha. sardar banne ki chah uske dil se kabhi nahi gayi. aise me wo shadyants rachne laga, jiske chalte hinaru aur uske bete mar jaayen. unke marte hi vibharu khud se sardar ban jata. aur usay rokne wala koi nahi hota. balki sab usay hi sardar maan lete. yahi yahan ki parampara bhi ha.. aur sab dil se samman bhi karte han aisi paramparaon ka.



par vibharu nakaam hua, hinaru daler hi nahi, buddhiman bhi tha. vibharu ke bichhaye sare jaal usne kaat diye. vibharu ko kaid kar diya gaya. vibharu ne apne kuch dosto apne sath mila lia tha, jo vibharu ke sardar bante hi uske khas gurge ban jaate. wo bhi bure vichar rakhne wale insan the. unme se kuch pakde gaye to kuch bhaag kar junglon me khud ko chhupa gaye..

wahin junglon me chhupe hue vibharu ke sathiyon ko bahar se aane wale mile.. pahle bhi kai idhar aa chuke the, isliye is vadi ke kai log hindi ke sath sath english likhna padhna bhi jan chuke the. vibharu ke dosto ne un aane walun se samjhota kiya, aur unki madad se sardar ka takhta ulat dia.. vibharu ko kaid se nikaal kar hinaru aur uske beton ko kaid me daal dia gaya. vibharu ke sath sath bahar se aaye hue sab hinaru aur uske beton ko jaan se maar dena chahte the. par aise me vadi ke logo ek jut ho gaye. sab bol uthe, agar sardar aur unke beton ki jaan li gai to sab mar kar bhi yahan kisi ko panapne nahi denge..

majburan sabko kaid me rakha gaya.tab se is vaadi par vibharu sardar ha. par asal me sardari bahar se aai ek ladki kar rahi ha. jisne tumhe bhi dhoka dia tha.

karan:- thelma

mere moh se thelma ka nam aise nikla.. jaise main thalme ke chhote chhote piece karke chaba raha hon. nafrat to mujhe ho hi gai thi us chalak gori loomdi se. par yahan par aa kar jaisa sab unse kiya tha. mere mann me uske prati nafrat aur aag adhik badhne lagi.

baba:- haan thelma.. yahi naam ha uska. bohut hi shatir aur buddhiman ladki ha woh. ek mahine me hi wo hamari bhasha seekh gai. dusre mahine ittehas me pahli bar yahan helicopters land hue.. mahine me 2 din mausam bohut acha rahta ha, us din barf bhi nahi padti aur hawayen bhi normal raftar se chalti han. thelma aisa jaan gai thi. aisa hi fir har mahine hone laga. ab tak 50 baar helicopters yahan aa chuke han. aur pahle jo unki sankhya 60 ke karib batai ja rahi thi. ab 500 se badh chuki ha. aag barsane wale kai tarah ke aur hathiyar bhi wo leke aaye han.

karan beta, in sab ka khatam hona aur hinaru ka firse sardar banna tumhari dunya walun ke liye bhi behadh zaruri ha. tum nahi jante ho, thelma ek biggest criminal organization ki head ha. wo chahte han, puri dunya par unka hold ho. karan beta ye jagah dunya walun ki nazron se gupt ha. upar se satellite se dekhne par bhi ye pura area gahri dhund me chhupa hua dikhai deta ha. aise me agar yahan koi secret headquarter banata ha to sari dunya wale isse anjan rahegi. dekhte hi dekhte tumhari dunya bhi is organization ke control me aa jayegi. fir jo tabahi machegi tumhare dunya me, tum khud andaza laga sakte ho..



mai hil nahi sakta tha. fir bhi mujhe jhatke par jhatke lag rahe the. mere andar kaise kaise dhamake nahi ho rahe the. bohut kuch mere dimag me aane laga tha.. ek film si mere dimag me chalne lagi thi. ek hi lamhe ke kai kai tarah ke scene chal rahe the, kai awazen goonj rahi thi. kabhi main thelma ke sath khud ko dekhta, kabhi main ghar walun ke sath khud ko dekhta, kabhi thelma ke sath bitaye rangeen pal mere dimag par yalghar karte to kabhi sugandha chachi ke sath banaye scene. kabhi mujhe meri maa ki berukhi yaad aati, to kabhi meri didiyon ka mujhpar hasna, mujhe dhutkarna yaad aata. kabhi divya didi ka mere gaalon ko chumna yaad aata to kabhi dada dadi aur bua fufa ka pyar karna mujhe yaad aane lagta.

kaise kaise scene mere dimag me hulchal nahi macha rahe the.. fir mujhe kabile me bitaye sare pal yaad aane lage. 6 saalon ke sabhi drshy mujhe yaad aane lage. pal pal khud me aa rahe badlav bhi kisi picture ki tarah dikhai dene lage.

kal ka thakur karan singh aaj kitna badal chuka tha. kal ka kaala chuha aaj ek junglee saand me badal chuka tha. kon tha jo mujhse takkar le sakta. kon tha jo mujhe hara sakta. kon tha jo mujhse unchi chhalang laga sakta tha. kon tha, jisme mere jitna jigra tha. kon tha, jisse mai pyar karun aur mai uska na ho jaaun..

ohhhh pyaaaaaaar.. pyaar ke chakar me main apni sudh budh khone dene ki adat se peecha nahi chhuda saka tha.is maamle me main aaj bhi waisa hi tha, jaise bachpan me the. haveli chhod junglon me rahne laga tha, parivar ka pyar paane ke liye, khaas kar maa ka pyar paane ke liye. maa jo samjhti thi, mai uska ek nakara beta hon. mere janam lete hi maa ki value papa ki nazron me khatam ho ke rah gai thi. unki zindagi dukhon bhari ho gai thi. maa ko khushiyan lauta kar maaa ka pyar pana chahta tha. kitna bada laksh tha mera... kya se kya bankar mai lautna chahta tha.

mai waisa ban bhi chuka tha. jaisa dada dadi, divya, bua aur fufa mujhe bane dekhna chahte the. ab mai haveli laut kar jata to jis jis ne mujhse jaisi ummiden laga rakhi thi, mai un sabki sabhi ummidon par khara utarne layak ban gaya tha.

par bindu wale matter ke chalte mai dar badar ho gaya tha.

jogi ji maharaj kaha karte the "niyati ke khel ke aage kisi ki nahi chalti. niyati ke khel ko koi nahi samjh sakta. tum jo janam lete hi abnormal the, parivar ki nafrat ka shikar the. fir yahan aaye aur badalne lage. kisi ne socha bhi nahi tha, tum kabhi badal jaaoge. par tum badalne lage. tum badal bhi gaye. suno karan beta, halaat jab bhi karwat badlen to ghabrana mat. sochna, smajhna, aisa kyu ho raha ha.. kya niyati tumse koi pariksha le rahi ha. kya niyati ne tumhe kisi kaam ke liye to nahi chun liya"



"kaaaaam" ohh kaam shabd par mere andar jaise kuch click sa hua. matlab mere sath jo bhi hua tha, wo sab niyati ka racha khel tha. main bindu ko bheem singh se azad karwa kar nadi kinare tahalne nikala tha. soch bhi nahi sakta tha, mere sath itna sab ho jayega. main jo sote hue bhi satarak raha karta tha. us raat parivar ko yaad karta hua bheem singh ke ek wahshi ko nahi dekh saka. fir wo wahshi mujhe liye apne sath nadi me kood gaya. marte marte bhi wo mujhe maar dena chahta tha..


matlab. nitayi mujhse koi kaam lena chahti thi. tabhi mujhe wahan se utha kar yahan la patkha tha. matlab mujhe thelma aur uski organization se ladna tha. usne iradon ko khaak me milana tha.. niyati chahti thi, is dunya par najayaz kabza karne walun ka ant mere hathu ho. is vadi se bhi aur is dunya se bhi inke naamo nishan ko mitana tha.


jaise jaise main sochta gaya. mera vishwas atoot hota gaya. mera hosla firse wapis lautne laga. thelma se badla to lena hi tha, mujhe ghayal karne ka nahi, mere dil ke sath khelne ka. dil ke sath khelne walun ko to kadi se kadi saza deni chahiye. aisa haal karna chahiye, firse koi dil ke sath khelne ki kabhi himmat na kar paaye.

maine baba ko dekha to baba mujhe khud ki or dekhte paa kar muskura pade

karan:- kya hua baba.. aap muskura kyu rahe han.

baba:- karan beta, ye ankhen aur chahra, ye dil ka haal bata dia karte han. tumhare dil me jo kuch bhi aa raha ha. mai ache se samjh raha hon. mujhe khushi ha, tum khud se ladna jante ho. mujhe khushi ha, jo tum bahar ki darindon se bhari dunya me rahte hue bhi ek achhe aur sache insan nikle.

karan:- baba main khada to ho nahi sakta, aise me kaise mai kisi se lad sakunga.

baba firse muskuraye:- tumhare zakham bhar chuke han. tumhari sari haddiyan pahle jaisi sthiti me aa chuki han. tumhare andar ki kamzori bhi 2 ek din me jati rahegi.

karan:- baba aisa ha to fir main hil kyu nahi pa raha.

baba:- tumhara ilaj chal raha ha na karan beta. tumhe ek khas pathar sunghaya gaya tha. uski waja se tum apne sharir ko harkat dene layak nahi rahe.

karan:- aisa kyu baba?


baba:- aisa isliye ki jo dard fir tumhe hota, wo tum sahn nahi kar pate. aur jitne zakham tumhe aaye the, un zakhmo ke chalte hone wale dard ke kaaran tumhare dimag ki nasen prabhavit ho sakti ha. isliye mujhe aisa karna pada.

karan:- iska matlab mai jald chalne firne lagunga.

baba:- kal se tum uth beth sakoge..


aur fir baba ne jo kaha tha. wo sach sabat hua.. agle din baba ne jaane kya kuch mere sath kiya, main uth kar beth gaya. mere hath pair harkat karne lage. main alif nanga tha. mere badan par ek taar tak nahi thi. main bepanah khushi ke chalte main josh me aaya aur jhatke se uthne laga.. baba ne turant mere kandhe par hath rakh dia.

baba:- dheeraj karan beta dheeraj.. mahino bad uth rahe ho. saavdhani se apne hathu pairon ko harkat do.

maine waise hi kiya, jaise baba ne kaha tha. mere liye mere josh par kabu pana bohut mushkil ho raha tha. main jo mar chuka tha, firse zindagi pa gaya tha. mere hath pair toot gaye the, mai apahij ban gaya tha. ab svasth ho chuka tha. par kabu to mujhe khud par pana hi tha. main khada hua aur khud ko dekhne laga. dhire dhire apne hathu pairon ko harkat deta mai walk karne laga. ek bar mujhe chakkar bhi aaya, mai girta baba ne mujhe thaam liya..

agle 10 minat me main dhimi chaal chal raha tha. baba mere sath chalte hue mujhe bade dhayan se dekh rahe the. baba mujhse sawal karne lage aur main baba ko jawab dene laga. kuch der me main aur baba dono santusht ho gaye.


karan:- baba aap kamal ke chikitsak han. is puri dunya me aapke jaisa koi bhi nahi hoga. sach me baba jab mai kabar me dafan ho raha tha to mujhe lag gaya tha, ki ab bass, meri zindagi ke kuch hi pal baki han.

baba muskura kar:- fir tum kaise bache.

mai baba ko sab batane laga. kaise mere apnu ke pyar ne meri tootti himmat ko badhawa dia tha.

baba:- prem is sansar ki sabse badi shakti ha. tum kismatwale ho karan beta jo tumhara sabse bada laksh prem pana ha. mujhe vishwas ha, tum prem dawara har maidan me safalta paoge. prem karne wale ka sath to devta sada deta ha.

agle do din tak baba ne mujhe bohut kuch alag alag khane ko dia. mai aur bhi svasth hua gufa me chalne laga. ek baar main kinare par bhi gaya aur vaadi ka nazara karne laga. par mujhe door door tak sivaye jungle ke kuch bhi dikhai nahi de raha tha. upar dekha to mujhe sivaye dhund ke kuch dikhai nahi dia.. matlab suraj ki roshni dhund ko cross karke niche nahi aa rahi thi. fir bhi yahan par andhera nahi tha. itni roshni thi ki sab kuch dikhai de jata tha. pata nahi aage abadi me kaisa mausam tha.


usi din main gufa me daudne bhi laga, par dhire dhire. 6 mahine se so raha sharir ekdum se to puri tarah se jaag nahi sakta tha. baba mere bade kaam aa rahe the. ek ek bat par mujhe bachhu ke jaise treat kar rahe the.


baba se aur bhi kai baaten hui thi. pahle se kaid bahar ke aaye kaidi abhi tak kaid the, jo ghulam the wo abhi tak ghulam the, thelma ne vadi par kabza karke bhi sabko unki marzi ki zindagi jeene ki ijazat de rakhi thi. thelma nahi chahti thi, vadi wale unke khilaf hon. abhi shayad usay samay chahiye tha vadi par pura jamane me. dhire dhire uske sathi vadi me parvesh kar rahe the.

ye mere svasth hone ke 6th day ki baat ha. main gufa me hi ek jaga betha vicharon me vyast tha. baba bahar gaye hue the. meri nak se ajib si smell takrai to main sar utha kar dekhne laga. gufa ka wo rasta jo gufa se bahar aane jane ke liye istemal hota tha, udhar se mujhe ajib si smell aati hui mahsus hui. mai heran hua ye smell kaisi ha. kuch pal to mai samjh hi nahi saka. fir jab mujhe samjh ai to mai jhatke se utha aur bhaag kar baba ki lab ke paas latke ek lohe ke bane bhale ko utha laaya. main heran tha, yahan sher kaisa aa gaya.

ji haan mujhe jo smell aai thi wo sher ki smell thi. jaise hi main bhala liye wapis palta. apne saamne ka nazara dekh mai stabdh rah gaya.. nazara tha hi kuch aisa..

ek haseen tareen ladki jiske badan par cheete ki khaal thi. stano aur tangon ke beech ke area ko cheete ki khaal se dhake wo badi hi shahana andaz me khadi mujhe ghoore ja rahi thi. uske dayen kandhe par ek chhota sa, cuta sa bandar betha hua tha. wo bhi mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha. ladki ke daayen baayen do balshali sher khade mujhe ghor rahe the. tarzan ke baare me suna tha, wo mard hota ha, par yahan to mujhe ladki dikhai de rahi thi. tarzan ke jaisi sthiti me, ek bandar aur do sheron ke sath gufa ke andar mere saaamne..

manzar jitna dil dahla dene wala tha, do do sher mere saamne the. kaise koi manush do do sheron ke saamne hosh me rah sakta tha.

jitna khatra mujhe dono sheron se tha. unta hi dil hi dhadkano me shor bhi tha. ladki jiski sundrta ko shabdo me bayan kar pana mere bass se bahar tha. uske ghane kaale baal jinke sath woh cute sa bandar regular khel raha tha. hawa nahi chal rahi thi, warna hawa me uske kaale lambe baal lahra kar uski sundrta ko hazaron guna aur bhi badha dete.. baba ka rang doodh ke jaisa gora tha. par is ladki ka rang halka sanwala tha. gori hoti to shayad itni sundr nahi dikhti. jitni sanwali hone par dikh rahi thi. kya kamal ki chamakdar skin paai thi in haseena ne. pahadon me rahne wali, barfani vadi me rahne wali sakht jaan ladki, jiske badan ka ek ek ang bohut hi kamal maharat se tarasha hua lag raha tha. aisa perfect figure maine apni puri zindagi me kisi ka nahi dekha tha..

jaane main kab tak hosh se begana rahta.. shero ki dahad ke sath main hosh me aaya. shayad sheron ko mera apni malika ko aise tukar tukar pasand nahi aaya tha. isliye dahad kar mujhe chetavani de rahe the. maalika ki or dekhne wale ko hum cheer phaad kar kacha kha jate han.


bade hi samjhdar sher the. mujhe dekh kar bhi mujhpar hamla nahi kiya tha dono ne. ladki se permission milti to shayad wo pal bhar me mujhe cheer phaad daalte..

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.

Bahut hi badhiya update diya hai bhai....
Nice and beautiful update....

 

[Rocky2602]

Nice n fantastic

 

[G goraya g]

Nice update

 

[Smith_15]

 

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Update:-16


A Few Sentences From The 15th Update.....


jaane kitni der ye safar jari raha mera.. mai andaza nahi laga paya.. main samjhne ki sthiti me raha hi nahi tha..

fir ekdum se main jaise kisi sakht pathreeli zameen par ja gira.. mera sar neeche zorse takraya. mai bass inta hi samjh saka, main kisi garam gufa me hon.

bass uske baad main hosh me nahi rah saka. meri ankhen band hoti chali gai. jaane kabse mai khud se ladta aa raha tha. ab khud se ladne ki himmat mujhme nahi rahi thi..

jaane main temporary nind me chala gaya tha. ya hamesha ki nind me..


Now Farward.....


Update:-16




"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"

shalini singh ki dil dahla dene wali cheekh ne haveli ki deewaron ko hila kar rakh dia.. raat ka samay tha, shalini singh jo apne kamre me so rahi thi. cheekhti hui uth bethi..



"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


chillane lagi. surindr, varinder, amrita, chachi, dada dadi, aur sab hadbada kar uthe aur shailini singh ke kamre ki orr bhaag nikle. bahar pahredari kar rahe guards bhi ghabra kar apni apni guns thame satark ho gaye.. kahin koi durghatna to nahi ghat gai. haveli me aisa shor bhi pahle kabhi nahi utha tha.

shalini singh abhi tak cheekhe chilla rahi thi. karan karan chilla rahi thi.

kamre ka door andar se band tha. sab door par pohnche. sab ek dusre ko dekh heran bhi the aur shalini ke cheekhne chillane ke sath sath "karan".."karan" ki pukar par chintit bhi the. shalini ne kabhi karan ke rahte karan ko yaad karne ki koshish nahi ki thi. ab to karan usse saalon se door tha. ab kyu wo karan ko yaad kar rahi thi. kyu karan ka naam le le kar cheekh chilla rahi thi.. wo bhi itne dardnak andaz me..

door peeta gaya. jab andar se koi response nahi mila to dada thakur ke kahne par door ko todna shuru kar dia gaya. shalini singh jaise hosh kho bethi thi. bas karan karan pukare ja rahi thi. sab dar gaye kahin shalini singh ko kuch ho na jaaye.

door toota, sab daud kar andar ghus gaye. dekha to shalini singh farsh par ghutno par bethi sar ke baal noch rahi thi. uski ankhen bah bah kar uske chahre ko nahla chuki thi. dekhne me shalini singh ki halat kisi mental patient se kam nahi lag rahi thi.

surinder:- kya hua shalini. tum aise chilla kyu rahi ho.

shalini ki mansik sthiti waaki me bohut kharab thi, wo surinder ko koi jawab na dekar karan ko pukarne lagi. uska cheekhna chillana ab badbadahat me badal chuka tha.

dada thakur bade dhayan se shalini singh ko dekh rahe the. wo bohut kuch samjh bhi rahe the...

maa to wo hoti ha, jo saat samandar paar bhi bete ke dard par tadap uthti ha.. beta khush rahe to maa khush rahti ha, beta dard me ho to wahi dard maa ke dil me bhi hone lagta ha.. ek maa apne bete se kabhi nafrat kar hi nahi sakti. ye baat dada thakur jante the. shalini singh jitni bhi nafrat karan se karti a rahi thi. wo nafrat nahi thi, wo to bohut kuch kho dene ke baad ka parinam tha.. wo firse maa nahi ban sakti thi. ek balshali bete ki maa nahi ban sakti thi. ek shandar beta janam dekar pati ki nazron me garv se apni chahti chaudi nahi kar sakti thi. itna sab hone ke bawajud bhi wo apna pati tak kho bethi thi.. kaise sab sahn kar pati. wo apne hosh me rahi hi kahan thi. apni ek alag dunya basa kar jeene lagi thi..


isliye karan se door door rahti aai thi. warna ek maa ke liye uska iklota beta to anmol hota ha.


ab tak dada thakur ne kisi ko nahi bataya tha, karan singh ab ek normal ladka ban chuka ha. dada thakur chahte the, karan jab laut kar aaye to sab usay badla dekh hairan ho jaayen. jab wo parivar ka angrakshak bankar samne aaye to shalini singh, surinder singh aur sabke sar garv se uth jayen. aisa dada thakur ke mann me tha.. par last ke 2 saal se wo karan se mil nahi sake the. dushmani bohut badh chuki thi aur koi bhi durghatna ghat sakti thi. aise me parivar ki suraksha bhi bahadh zaruri thi.. dada thakur ab chahte the, karan kaise bhi kar ke laut aaye.


aise me shalini singh ki aisi condition. wo bhi karan singh ko leke. dada thakur ko bhi apna dil doobta hua mahsus hone laga. wo samjh gaye, ek maa ka dil kyu itna tadap raha ha. kyu ek maa jo saalon se apne bete se door thi, apne iklote bete ke liye ro rahi ha. uske dard par cheekh chilla rahi thi.. dada thakur ko lag gaya ki karan ke sath koi bohut badi durghatna ghat chuki ha. tabhi to itni door rahte hue ek maa tadap uthi. ek maa ke dil ne jaan liya tha, uska bete ke sath kuch galat hua ha. kuch aisa to sahn karne layak nahi ha.

surinder singh shalini singh se bar bar puch raha tha. par shalini singh bas "karan" "karan" badbadaye ja rahi thi..

surinder singh guse me aa kar kuch bolta. dada thakur ne usay rok dia.. surinder singh dada thakur ko dekh chup ho gaya. dada thakur ne sabko kamre se jane ka bol dia.. kamre me dada dadi aur shalini singh hi rah gaye...

dada thakur ne dadi se kaha, dadi kamre me rakhe jug se pani ek glass me bhar kar shalini singh ko pilane lagi. par shalini singh ab bhi apne pure hosh me nahi thi.

dada dadi ke pyar aur hosle ke chalte shalini singh ki halat me kuch sudhar aane laga. shalini singh ne thoda sa pani piya aur dada thakur ke hath tham kar rote hue karan baare baat karne lagi. batane lagi kaise usne ek bura sapna dekha ha, batane lagi kaise us sapne me karan ke sath kya hua. batane lagi uska dil kya bol raha ha. kahne lagi uske bete ko kaise bhi karke uske le aaya jaaye.. nahi to uski khair khabar laai jaaye..

dada dadi barson baad shalini singh ke moh se karan ka nam sunkar khush bhi hue aur fir shalini singh ke sapne ko jaan chintit bhi. jaante the, ek maa ko kabhi koi galat sapna nahi aa sakta.. jaisi zindagi karan singh kabile me ji raha tha. wahan hazaron khatre the.



dada thakur ne shalini singh ko shaant karke jald se jald karan singh ki khabar laane ka bol dia.. dadi shalini singh ke sath hi bed par let gai. dada ek chair par beth kar sochne lage.. kaise karan se rabta kiya jaye. ab karan se rabta zaruri ho gaya tha.


agle din se dada thakur ne tayari shuru kar di firse kabile jaane ki. par dushman bhi bohut chalak tha, ek ek movement par nazar rakh raha tha. shahar me rahte wo kuch nahi ukhad sakte the dada thakur ka. haan shahar se bahar jungle me nikalte hi dada thakur se ladna uske liye asaan tha. durjan singh ka khaas admi ranga daku apne sathi dakuon ke sath dada thakur ka rasta rokne ke liye pahadon me maujud rahta tha.. ranga daku ka talluq durjan singh ha ye baat koi nahi janta tha. haan dono parivaron ki ladai baare me pura distric janta tha..

dada thakur ne bohut koshish ki, par wo kabile ke liye nahi nikal sake. karan ki khariyat malum nahi kar sake. aise me 15 din beet gaye.. fir dada thakur ke khaas rakhwale shankar ne akele jaane ka green singal de dia.

dada:- nahi shankar mai tumhari jaan khatre me nahi daal sakta.

shankar:- maalik, khatra kahan nahi ha. chhote malik ki khabar laani bhi zaruri ha. mujhe jaane den malik, mere paas ek idea ha.

dada:- kaisa idea

shankar batane laga. sunkar dada thakur kuch der sochte rahe.

dada:- khatra to fir bhi rahega shankar..

shankar:- maalik! main fir bhi chance lena chahunga.. gaye bina koi chara bhi to nahi ha na maalik. kitne saaal ho gaye, chhote malik ko yahan se gaey he. dushmani to chalti rahegi maalik. kab tak hum dushmano ko dheel dete rahenge maalik. is bar takkar barabar ki ho hi jaaye..

dada thakur shankar ki ankhon me dekhte hue gahri saans lekar bole

dada:- shankar tum saalon se mere sath ho, tum achhe se jante ho. dushmani me hum kabhi pahl nahi karte, koi dushmani kare to usay moka dete han, wo sudhar jaaye. hum nahi chahte kisi ka ghar ujde. jab pani se upar jaane lage to fir humen majburan har hadh se guzar jana padta ha.

shankar:- maalik! ab bhi humne khul kar jawab nahi diya to sach me paani sar se upar chala jayega. fir hum kuch kar nahi payenge..

dada:- sahi kaha tumne shankar. kab tak durjan singh ko dheel dete rahenge. tum sab ko tayar rahne ko bol do. aur jaisa plan bataya ha, uspar amal shuru kar do..

3 dino baad dada thakur ki personal gaadi, jisme dada thakur ki jaga koi aur betha tha, gaurds ki 3 gaadiyon ke sath shahar se nikal kar jungle ki or badhne lage. durjan singh, ranga daku tak ye khabar pahle hi pohnch chuki thi. ranga daku apne sathiyon ke sath raste ko block karke dada thakur ko hamesha ki nind sulane ke liye maujud tha. par is baar ki baat alag thi, is baar dada thakur ke sathi puri tayari ke sath aaye the. plan ke sath aaye the.

jaise durjan singh aur ranga daku ko dikhaya gaya tha, waise tha nahi. teeno gaurds ki gadiyon me ek ek driver aur ek ek gaurd the. baki piche aa rahe the. ranga daku ne hamla kiya to drivers aur jo guards un gadiyon me the, wo turant firing karte hue raod se niche kood kar bhaag nikle. ye chara tha ranga daku ke liye.

ranga daku aur uske sath jab gadiyon tak pohnche to guse me aa gaye.. dada thakur ko galiyan dene lage. is chaal par ranga daku bilbila utha tha. usne kuch dakuon ko bhaag rahe dada thakur ke admiyon ke piche bhej dia. khud bakiyon ke sath wahin rah kar durjan singh ko sab batane laga. sunkar durjan singh ko gusa aaya. fir wo hasne laga.

durjan:- budha dimag ka upyog karne laga ha.

ranga:- thakur saab! wo budha mere sath chhal kar jaye, main sahn nahi kar sakta. mujhe anumati den, main uski haveli me ghus kar uske pure parivar ko nasht kar dun.

durjan:- dheeraj ranga dheeraj. jab aisi nobat aai to mai khud tumhe kah dunga. par abhi nahi. khud ko khatre me mat daalo.

abhi unki baten jari hi thi, ki shankar kuch guards ke sath wahan pohnch gaya.. wo sab haveli ki gadiyon me nahi the, dada thakur ki haveli ki sabhi gadiyon baare ranga daku aur durjan singh sab jante the. is baar gadiyan nayi kharidi gai thi. jo ab istemal me lai gai thi..

ranga daku ya uske sath kuch samjh sakte, achanak se shankar ne kai sathiyon ke sath milkar goliyon ki bauchhad kar di. sath hi wo gadiyon se nikal kar road ki sides me chhup gaye..

ranga daku jo samjh raha tha, dada thakur ke admi dum daba kar bhaag nikle han. in goliyon ki bauchhad hui to ghabra gaya. udhar durjan singh bhi firing ki awaz sunkar cheekhne laga. ranga se puchne laga ye firing kaisi ha. par durjan singh ko sivaye cheekhon ke kuch sunaai nahi dia. ranga daku apni jaan ki fikr me pad gaya tha. mobile uske sath kahin gir pada..


ranga daku ne ladne ki koshish to bohut ki. par uske sathi badi speed se kam hone lage. kai sathi pahle hi phatke me maare gaye, door kahin bhi firing ki awaz sunaai dene lagi. matlab dada thakur ke jo admi pahle bhage the, wo bhi ab mukable par utar aaye the. aise me ranga daku ke liye farar hi iklota option bacha tha.

kuch der tak khuni ladai jaari rahi. fir mahaul ekdum se shaant ho gaya. shankar ke to nahi, par 3 sathiyon ke zarur goliyan lag gai thi. jaan kisi ki nahi gai thi. ranga daku ke 10 sathi maare gaye to baki jaan bacha kar dum daba kar bhaag nikle..

shankar pahli baar milne wali fateh celebrate karne laga. dada thakur ko bataya gaya. sunkar wo bhi khush hue..

wahin se shankar kuch guards ke sath kabile ki orr nikal pada...

dada thakur bechaini se shankar ki wapsi ka intezar karne lage. shankar agle din jaldi laut aaya. aate hi karan ke sath hui durghatna baare dada thakur ko bata dia.. dada thakur sunkar ladkhada gaye the.. karan ab is dunya me nahi raha, unka dil nahi maan raha tha. par jab khabar mili ki us durghatna ko 2 mahine se upar ka samay beet chuke han to uske dil ki dhadkan jasie rukne lagi. fir ye khabar haveli me sab tak pohnch gai.

haveli me jaise qayamat aai gai. karan ko leke pahli baar cheekhna chillana shuru hoa haveli me...


shalini singh dusri baar karan singh ko yaad karke phoot phoot kar roi..
ek maa thi wo. bete ko pyar dena chahiye tha, nafrat deti rahi. usay apni aaghosh me chhupa kar rakhna chahiye tha. khud se door bhi kiya aur dhutkara bhi. pahle ke zakham kam the kyaaa, jo ab karan ka zakham bhi dil par a gaya tha.. shalini singh gham ki tasveer bani kamre ki hoke rah gai.


suhasi jo karan ke laut aane par uske mafi maang kar sache mann se uski bahan ban jana chahti thi. karan ke sath hui durghatna baare jaan kar khud ko kasurwar thahrane lagi. karan ke sath wo tab itna sab na karti to karan kabhi itne lambe samay ke liye usse door na jaata. aur na hi itna sab uske sath hota.. suhasi ki halat bhi shalini se kam nahi thi.

divya ko khabar mili to wo gahre sadme me aa gayi. wo bhi haveli aa gai, aur karan ke kamre ki hoke rah gayi. karan ke saman ko chhu chhu kar rone lagti. karan uska iklota bhai tha. ek din bhi wo karan se door nahi rahna chahti thi, barson usse door rahne par majbur ho gai.. aur ab uske baare me aisi khabar. divya ka mann hone laga cheekh cheekh kar dunya walun ko apne dard baare bataye.

bua, fufa, dada dadi sab gahre dukh ki lapet me aa gaye. dada ke dil me tha, karan jab laut kar aayega to sab usay balshali mard bana dekh kar chaunk uthenge.. karan ke sath hui durghanta aisi durghatna thi, jo karan se pyar karte the, zindagi unke liye berang ho gayi..

shalini singh ke mayke se bhi sab aaye. jab shalini singh ko dard me dekha, to pahli bar karan ke liye unke dil tadap uthe. khud par afsos karne lage, karan jaisa bhi tha, tha to unka apna hi. unki shalini ka beta hi. par ab wo kuch nahi kar sakte the. karan ek hisab se un sab se door ho chuka tha.

karan ki maut ho chuki ha, aisa kisi ne nahi kaha tha. par dil se sab yahi samjh rahe the, karan ab is dunya me nahi raha.. do mahine wo bhi nadi ki toofani, chatano se takrati lahron ke beech me gum hua tha karan. kisi ko yakin nahi tha, karan zinda bacha hoga. par dil ko ek aas bhi thi.. dil me ye bhi tha, karan kaise bhi karke laut aaye, jis jis ne uska dil dukhaya ha, wo aa kar unhe khud par kiye zulm ki saza de, par laut aaye..


ek din shalini singh dukh me thi, wo karan ko yaad kar rahi thi. karan baare jo suna tha, wo mann me repeat kar rahi thi.. fir jaise uske kuchh click hua.. wo jhatke se uthi aur surinder ko dhundne lagi.. surinder sabke sath drawing me betha dikha..

sab kai dino baad shalini singh ko kamre se nikla dekh heran hue..

shalini singh surinder singh ke sath gai aur ansu bahati surinder singh se boli

shalini:- suna aapne.. mera karan singh kabile ki beti ko bachane ke bad nadi me gira tha.

surinder singh kuch na smajhne wale andaz me shalini singh ko dekhne laga

shalini singh firse boli:- mere bete ne pure kabile walun ke saamne aapka sar garv se uncha kar dia. jaan par khel kar kabile ki izzat ko bacha gaya.. kuch samjhe aap.. jis bete ko nakara samjh kar aapne aur beton ke lalach me dusri shadi kar li thi. us bete ne apni jaan dekar bhi khud ko sabat kar dia.. bata dia thakur parivar ke mard kaise hua karte han. wo bol ke gaya tha, waada karke gaya tha, jo kaha ha wo karke dikhaunga. balshali bhi banuga aur parivar ka rakshak bhi. dekha aapne wo parivar ka rakshak ban gaya.. wo kabila bhi to uska parivar tha. kabile me aur bhi kai balwan the, par mera karan akela bheem singh ke chungal se bindu ko nikaal le gaya. mera karan asli shoorveer ban gaya.. mera karan asli yudha ban gaya. mera karan asli angrakshak ban gaya.. aapka sar itna uncha kar gaya, jitna aapka koi beta na kabhi kar saka ha, na kabhi kar sakega.. suna aapne.. koi bhi aapka beta mere bete karan jaisa nahi ban saka..

itna bol kar wo firse ghutno par giri aur dahaiyan dene lagi. karan ke liye "garv ha" aisa bolne lagi. sath hi khud ko bhi kosne lagi..

shalini singh ki aisi baaten sunkar sab chaunk uthe.. pahle jin baton par koi dhayan nahi de paya tha. ab sab dhayan dene lage. sahi hi to kaha tha shalini singh ne. karan ne jo kaha kar dikhaya tha. bhale hi is parivar ka rakshak nahi bana paya tha, par bana to tha, jis parivar ke sath rah raha tha, usk parivar ki izzat bhi bachai thi aur izzat ki orr buri nazar se dekhne walun ki ankhen bhi nikal deen thee.. unke sar bhi kaat diye the.

payal, paridhi jo pahle din karan ke gham ke rahne ke bad jald normal ho gai thi. apne dusre bhaiyo aur cousins ke sath has has kar baat karne lagi thi. ab jaana unka bhai kaise halat me sabse juda hua to pahli bar, zindagi me pahli baar dono ke dil ki dhadkan kuch badhi. kuch hulchal machi, kuch dard utha.. dono ek dusre ko dekhne lagi, dono ki ankhon me pahle nami utri, fir ankhon se ansu bahne lage. dono ko apni apni galatiyon aur vyavhar par afsos hone laga. dono turant harkat me aai aur apni maa ke paas beth kar, maa ko gale se laga kar rone lagi. karan ke liye maa se sorry bolne lagi.

shalini singh ek baar firse karan ke gham me doob gai. is bar ka gham alag tha. garv bhi tha, par dard zayada tha. jitni nafrat kari thi karan se, jinta paraya banaya tha apne iklote bete ko, utni hi peedan me bhi aane lagi.

surinder singh, varinder singh dono sochon me gum ho gaye. amrita singh ke dil me pahli bar shalini singh ke liye nafrat bhare bhav janam lene lage. aisa sab pahli bar bola tha shalini singh ne. uske bete the, par youn uske beton ka apmaan nahi hua tha kabhi. karan ne baazi maar li thi. aisa show karwa kar shalini singh ne amrita singh ke dil me nafrat ka beech bo daala.

suhasi ka dard badha to uske bhai chache ke beton ko karan ke baazi maar jane wali baat par gusa aane laga. jise umar bhar dhutkar mili thi, aaj uska naam youn garv se koi lega, unho ne socha bhi nahi tha. asli mard wo the, parivar ke rakshak aur jayale bhi wahi the. karan jo kabhi ek chuha hua karta tha, unse badhkar kaise ho sakta tha..


karan zinda tha ki mar gaya. agar zinda hota to zarur ab wo inki nafrat ka zayada shikar hota.. sab ek dusre ko dekhne lage. sabki ankhon me karan ke liye nafrat ke bhav firse badhne lage. dil hi dil me wo kasam bhi khane lage, ki kuch aisa karenge ki karan ki naam ki chhaap sabke dilon se mita kar rahenge.. fir ghar me zikr hoga to unka hoga, na ki ek kaale chuhe ka..



sab sunkar divya ki ankhen hi khul gai thi. wo karan ke gham me thi. kai dino se kisi se khul kar bol nahi rahi thi. ab jab shalini singh ke moh se karan ke liye itna sab, aur aisa sab suna to uska dard badhne laga. uska seena bhi garv se chauda hone laga. karan sach me wo ban gaya tha. jo wo karan ko bane dekhna chahti thi. par karan ki doori ne ab uske dil ke dard ko badhana shuru kar dia tha. uska bhi mann hone laga, wo bhi kuch aisa hi kahe, jaisa shalini singh ne kaha tha.. par divya ke mann me tha, jab karan laut kar aayega, tab wo aisa sab kahegi.. par karan to gayab tha. us nadi me girne ke bad wo bach saka tha ki nahi. koi nahi janta tha.




shalini singh ek baar firse kamre ki hoke rah gayi. surinder singh ko usne totally nazar andaz karna shuru kar dia. ab surinder shalini singh ke dard ko kam karne ke liye ya usse apne dil ki baat karne ke liye milna chahta tha. par shalini singh ne surinder se koi bhi baat karne se saaf inkar kar dia. surinder singh ki begangi ke chalte hi to wo karan se door hui thi. ab karan ko usi ke kaaran wo kho bethi thi. na surinder uske sath aisa sab karta, na wo apne iklote bete ko khud se door karti.. aise me surinder se kaise wo baat karti. aur fir ab baat karne ko rah bhi kya gai thi.. karan ke sath hui durghatna ke baad wo khali daman rah gai thi. payal paridhi bhi apni maa ke dard ko kamm karne ki koshish me lagi rahti. par ab dard kam hone wala nahi tha.

suhasi hi thi jo shalini singh ke zayada karib thi. wo bhi to gahre gham ki lapet me thi.

udhar durjan singh aur ranga daku zakham chaat rahe the. pahli baar dada thakur se itni badi chot mili thi. sahn nahi kar paa rahe the. kuch samay ruk kar dada thakur ko ek badi chot dene ka plan banane lage. ranga daku ke sath mare the. usay durjan singh se zayada gusa tha dada thakur aur shankar par..

dada thakur bhi jante the, jaisi chot is baar durjan singh ko mili ha. wo chup nahi bethega. dada thakur ne parivar ke sabhi sadason ki security badha di..


karan se nafrat karne walun ke dilon me nafrat aur bhi badhne lagi. pahle moh par nafrat ka izhaar kiya karte the. ab peeth karne lage. parivar ke ladke khud ko karan se badhkar balshali aur rakshak sabat karne ke liye khud par dhayan dene lage. haveli me gym aur kasrat ke equipment badha diye gaye..

ek hisab se ye acha hi hua tha. pahle apni apni life me mast the, ab race shuru ho chuki thi in sab ke beech. sab karan ka sthan chheenne ke liye ek dusre se number le jana chahte the. pahle jo dada sabko balshali banne ko kaha karte the. ab sabko kasrat aur gym karte dekh pheeki hasi has dia karte.. dil me kaha karte.."karan beta tumne to ek hi phatke me sabko chit kar dia"


amrita singh apne beton ko pahle bhi parivar ke mardon me sabse badhkar mana karti thi. karan ke naam ka danka wo sahn nahi kar paayi thi. haveli ke sare guards jab dekho karan singh ki baaten karte nazar aate the. jise dekh amrita singh khun ke ghoont pi kar rah jaati. wo apne beton ke andar bhi aag bharne lagi, wo bhi chahti thi, uske bete kuch aisa naam kamayen, jitna naam karan singh bhi nahi kama saka tha.. wo shalini singh ko neecha dikha chahti thi. bata dena chahti thi, parivar ke asli rakshak keval uske bete han. karan singh ne jo kiya, kai jungliyon ke sath mil kar kiya. par mera ek ek beta kaiyon par bhari pad sakta ha. aise amrita singh soche bethi thi..



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mai jaane kitni lambi nind soya raha tha. kuch andaza nahi tha. mai hosh ki dunya me wapis lauta to meri ankhon jaise kuch bhi dekhne ki takat kho bethi thi. mai ankhen meech meech kar dekhne ki koshish karne laga. par mujhe gahre andhere ke siva kuch dikhai nahi dia. gahre sannate ke siva kuch sunaai nahi dia..

ab tak main ye yaad nahi kar paya tha, mere sath kya ghatna ghat chuki ha. thelma se mile dhoke ke bad main kai goliyon se chhalni hue niche gir pada tha.. fir kisi gadhe me girne ke baad ek barfani darar ne travel karta hua kisi badi gufa me gir pada tha.

gahra ghana andhera dekh kar main hadbada gaya. hathu ko junbash dekar main
apni ankhon ke aage ke andhere ko door karne ki koshish me tha. par ye kyaa

main apne sharir ke kisi bhi ang ko hilane ki kshamta kho betha tha. aahh mere sath ye kya ho gaya. kis ne mera ye haal kiya. kisne mujhe apahij bana daala. kya mere hath pair kaat diye gaye han, kya mai sach me sada ke liye bekaar ho chuka hon.

mera dil doobne laga. bina hath paaon ke main kaise ghar wapis laut sakta tha. kaise main apne kahe par pura utar sakta tha. kaise main bina hath pairon ke apne parivar ki raksha kar sakta tha.

bade hi bure vichar mere mann me aane lage. fir main sochta chala gaya. guzre halaat kisi film ki tarah meri andhi ankhon ke saamne chalne lage. mujhe sab yaad aata chala gaya. thelma ka pyar, fir dhoka, fir wo khaufnak ladai, uske baad khai me girna, uske bhi sab yaad aane laga..

thelma ki yad aai to mere andar nafrat ka laava ubalne laga. main cheekhne chillane laga. thelma ko bura bhala kahne laga. main ab bhi nahi samjh paya tha, mai kaha tha. ek bebas aur lachar insan ki tarah thelma ko galiyan dekar apne andar ka ghubar nikalne ka prayas kar raha tha.

na andhera door hua aur na koi mere paas aaya. bohut zayada weekness ke chalte main ek bar firse behosh ho gaya..

dusri baar jab hosh aaya to maine ankhen kholi. is baar mujhe halki roshni dikhai padi. ye roshni kis chij ki thi, mai samjh nahi paya tha.

main firse loudly bol kar kisi ko pukarne laga. aur is baar der nahi guzri aur mujhe kisi ke kadmon ki aahat sunai di. sar ghuma kar dekhne ki koshish kari to bass irada hi karke rah gaya. itna pain hua gardan me.. haaye kya bataon. aisa laga jaise meri gardan par kisi ne chhote chhote chaku bandh diye hon aur hilne wo chaku meri gardan me ghus gaye hon.. mai apne hont danton me dabaye dard ko bardasht ko karne laga..

koi meri ankhon ke saamne aaya. wo badi hi narm awaz me bola..

"tum hosh me aa gaye"

maine ankhen khol kar dekha. to paya meri nazron ke saamne ek bazurg maujud han. jinki umar 80 saal se upar thi. rang doodh ke jaisa saaf aur aaine kei jaisa shafaf. sar aur dadhi ke saare baal sufed the. chahre par jhuriyan thi, par ankhon aur chahre par bepanah chamak. main usay zayada nahi dekh saka. dekhta to shayad sammohit ho jata. itni hi kashish thi unki ankhn me. maine ankhen meech leen.

wo pyar bhare andaz me has pade.. main bina ankhen khole bola

karan:- aap kon han baba?? aur main kahan hon.??

baba:- beta tum jahan kahin bhi ho surakshit ho. aur mera naam vilasha ha. par tum mujhe baba hi kahna. tumhare moh se baba sunkar mujhe acha laga..
mera ek beta tha, wo bhi mujhe baba hi kaha karta tha.

maine ankhen khol kar baba ko dekha. apne bete ke zikr par baba ka lahja dard bhara ho gaya tha.

karan:- tha? baba aapne "tha" kyu kaha..

baba:- woh ab mere sath nahi ha, devta usay apne paas bula chuke han.

karan:- oooo mujhe bohut dukh hua baba. baba aap devta kyu bol rahe han.

baba ki ankhon ki chamak ki mai taab nahi la pa raha tha. main baba ki ankhon me na dekh side dekhne laga.

baba dhire se muskura pade:- main samjh sakta ha beta, tum aisa kyu bol rahe ho. tum bahri dunya se ho na. isliye hamare devta baare kuch nahi jante.

main heran hua:- bahri dunya se.? baba mai kuch samjha nahi.

baba:- beta tum jis vadi tak aaye the, ab usi vaadi me ho.

mujhe shock laga.. mai jhatke se uthne laga. par karah kar rah gaya.

baba:- beta abhi bohut kuch ha tumhare jaanne ke liye. tum abhi aram karo, tumhari halat abhi bahtar nahi ha.

main bade dukh se:- baba kya mere hath pair nahi rahe.

baba:- nahi beta, devta ke karam se tumhara sab kuch salamat ha.

karan:- fir mai hil kyu nahi raha. apne hathu pairon ko harkat kyu nahi de pa raha.

baba:- beta tumhe andaza bhi nahi ha, tumhari kya halat thi, liggaam ki koi haddi aisi nahi thi, jo salamat rahi ho. jab tum mujhe mile to zakhmo se choor choor the.

karan:- liggaam? liggaam kya ha beta..

baba firse hase:- mai baton baton me apni bhasha ka prayog kar gaya. liggaam tumhari bhasha me sharir ko kahte han..

maine ab tak dhayan nahi dia tha. baba mujhse hindi me baat kar rahe the. baba ka chahra bhi indians jaisa nahi tha. aas paas ke kisi ilake ke rahne walun ke jaise nain naqsh mujhe baba ke chahre par nahi mile the. ab maine dhayan diya to mere hairan hone ke kai kaaran the. main ektik baba ko dekhta chala gaya. baba ke honto par bazurgana muskan aa gai.

baba:- sahi soch rahe ho beta, hamara kuch bhi tumhari dunya ke jaisa nahi ha, na suraten, na bhasha, na bhagwan. hamara sab kuch dunya se alag ha.

karan:- baba ye kaisa chakkar ha.

baba:- beta baat bohut lambi ho jayegi, dhire dhire tumhe sab pata chal jayega. pahle mujhe apne baare me sab batao. tumhare liye aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha, jise tum jaanna chahoge.


main kabile se juda hone ke baad ke halat baba ko vistar me batane laga. pahle maine baba ko apna naam bataya, fir baki ka sab..main hil nahi sakta tha. baba ne kuch utha kar mere paas rakh kar uspar beth gaye the. meri sari baaten wo badi ghambirta se sun rahe the. jab main sab bata kar khamosh hua to baba ne ek gahri saans li. fir mujhse bole.

baba:- karan beta, pahli baat to ye jaan lo, tumhe mere paas aaye hue 6 mahine beet chuke han.

karan:- kyaaaaaa.?

mujhe ek aur shock laga tha. main 6 mahino se behosh tha.. aahh matlab mujhe mere kabile se door hue 8 mahino se bhi upar ka samay beet chuka tha. to kyaaa.. kyaa itne mahino tak mere wapis na laut paane ke kaaran wo sab mujhe mara hua to nahi samjh bethe. aisa ha to fir zarur mere ghar wale bhi ye baat jaan chuke honge. kabile wale kaise itni badi baat chhupa sakte the. jaise jaise mai sochta gaya, mera dil doobta gaya. meri saans tez hoti gayi. meri ankhon ke goshe nam hone lage. kitne dard saha hoga sabne meri doori par. mujhe ek ek ka chahra yaad aane laga. ek ek ke sath bitaye pal yaad aane lage. kaise ji rahe honge mujhse pyar karne wale mere bina..

kuch shan mai khamosh raha, baba ne bhi mujhe kuch nahi kaha. fir mujhe apne honto par kuch mahsus hua. meri band ankhen firse khuli dekha to baba ke hath me kuch tha.

baba:- karan beta, moh kholo.

main khud se apne hont kholta moh bhi khol gaya. baba ke hath me kuch liquid sa tha. uske kuch katre baba mere moh me tapkate rahe. fir baba ne hath hata liya. wo katre khud se mere gale se utarne lage. mujhe aisa laga, jaise main hawa me ud raha hon. andar se main itna halka mahsus karne laga tha khud ko.

baba:- beta ye mera khaas aavishkaar ha. main apne ilake ka chikitsak hon.
tum apni bhasha me scientist bhi kah sakte ho.

karan:- baba ye kya tha. bohut hi kamal ki chiz ha. iska asar to mere sharir aur dimag par hi nahi mere dil par hoa ha. kuch der pahle jo apnu ko yaad karte hue dard sa utha tha, wo bhi nahi raha ab.

baba muskura pade:- yahi to kamal ha is vadi me. devta ne hamari zameen ko anmol banaya ha. aisi aisi cheezen han yahan par, jo puri dunya me nahi. tumhari dunya me kai virus aise han, jinke shikar hue patient dino me hi mar jate han. par hamare han kam hi log bimar hokar marte han. yahan har bimari ka ilaj maujud ha.

fir dukh se bole:- par ab jaisi bimari devta ki is sundr vadi ke vasiyon ko lagi ha, uska koi ilaj na mere paas ha aur na hi vadi ke kisi aur vyakti ke paas..

karan:- baba aisi konsi bimari ha, jo aap jaise mahaan chikitsak ke paas bhi uska ilaj nahi ha.

baba aur bhi dukh bhare lahje me:- aag barsane wale hathiyar leke aane wale hamare liye sabse bada khatra han karan beta. usi aag barsane wale golo se tum bhi to ghayal huwe the na.

main bohut kuch samjh gaya tha. thelma aur uski team vadi me ghus chuki thi. in 6 mahino me vadi me kohram macha chuki hogi. main samjh gaya tha, thelma jaisi super agent jo mastermind bhi thi, vadi par kabza kar chuki hogi.

karan:- baba mujhe vistar me batayen.

baba:- kya karoge karan beta tum sab jaan kar.

karan:- baba aap mujhe sab batayen.

baba:- jis jaga tum maujud ho karan beta, ye vaadi ki bahri disha par ha.yahan ke baare me koi nahi janta.. tum is samay ek gufa me ho, aur yahi gufa mera thikna bhi ha. meri lab bhi yahi ha, yahi par main research bhi karta hon. tum mujhe mile to tumhare sharir me chand ukhdi saanson ke siva kuch nahi tha. pahle to tumhe dekh mere dil me tumhare liye nafrat aai. hum begano ka aana pasand nahi karte. par hamare devta naraz hote han, jab koi mar raha vyakti hamare saamne ho, aur hum uski jaan na bachayen. bhale hi wo koi dushman hi kyu na ho. hamare dil itne hi sundr aur saaf han. isliye maine tumhari jaan bhi bacha li..

kuch dino baad tum badbadane lage, tumhare moh se nikle shabdon se main jaan gaya tha, tumhari nature kaisi ha. tum dukhon ke maare pyar ko tarse hue insan ho. isliye main pure mann se tumhara ilaj karne laga. tumhare sharir ki koi haddi salamat nahi rahi thi. badi mahnat karni padi mujhe tumpar. tumhare sharir par. tumhare liye mujhe firse junglon ki khaak chhaanni padi. in 6 mahino me main bhi chain se nahi so paya hon karan beta. pahle devta ko khush karne ke liye tumhari jaan bachana chahta tha. fir jab tumhare jaise kai aur vaadi me ghus kar vaadi par kabza kar bethe to main aur bhi ji jan se tumhara ilaj karne laga. mai bhi chahta hon karan beta, tum jaldi se achhe ho jaao. jaldi se apne pairon par khade ho jaao. aur hamare kaam aao.

main baba ko prashn bhari nazron se dekhne laga

baba:- karan beta, kahin na kahin mere dil me ye baat bhi ha, ki tum hamare kaam aa sakte ho. tum kuch aisa kar jaao, jisse hamari vaadi humen wapis mil jaaye. hum jitne bhi samjhdar, chalak sahi, par bahar ki dunya walun se ladne ki shakti hum khud me nahi pate. hum budhi me bohut aage han, par tumhari dunya walun ke jaisi budhi hamare paas nahi ha. dusra hamare log aag barsane wale hathyaron se bohut darte han.

karan beta, sadiyon se hamari parampara rahi ha, hum apnu me kisi begane ko shamil nahi karte. jo bhi is vaadi me aata ha, wo ya to kaid kar liya jata ha, maar dia jata ha, ya fir kisi ka ghulam bana dia jata ha. sadiyon se hamari vaadi kaiyon ke liye heere ki khaan ki hasiyat rakhti ha. isliye log yahan bar bar aane ki koshish karte rahte han. yahan pohnch pana ek hisab se asambhav ha, nikal pana to aur bhi asambhav ha.. yahan ka mausam aur barf ke niche chhupi anginat khaiyon hamari vadi ki raksha karti han. fir bhi kuch sarfire aur lalach ke andhe bach kar yahan tak pohnchne me safal ho hi jate han.

is baar ke aane wale pahle se alag the, bohut hi khatarnak the. tumhare milne ke kuch hi dino baad main vadi me gaya, jahan sab rahte han. wahan gaya to pata chala, vadi par bahar se aane walun ka kabza ho chuka tha. jaan kar mujhe bada dukh hua. mai bata nahi sakta, meri kya halat ho gai thi. sadiyon se koi hamari vadi me ghus kar salamat nahi rah saka tha. par is baar koi ghusa bhi aur kabza bhi kar betha. apne hi girate han nasheman pe bijliyan..

baba thandi aahh bharte hue bole.. har jaga par ek sardar hota ha to koi na koi uska mukhlif bhi hota ha. hinaru bhi hamara sardar tha. wahi king bhi tha aur kahin hamara maalik bhi. hinaru ka bhai vibharu ek bad fitrat insan ha. wo hinaru ki jaga khud sardar banna chahta tha. lekin wo ban nahi sakta tha. wo chhota tha, jab tak hinaru sardar rahta, wo sardar ban nahi sakta tha. hinaru ke marte hi usay sardar bana di jaata. fir hinaru ke 4 bete hue to vibharu ke sardar banne ki sambhavna bhi jati rahi. vibharu kabhi sardar nahi ban sakta tha. is baat ka usay bohut dukh tha. sardar banne ki chah uske dil se kabhi nahi gayi. aise me wo shadyants rachne laga, jiske chalte hinaru aur uske bete mar jaayen. unke marte hi vibharu khud se sardar ban jata. aur usay rokne wala koi nahi hota. balki sab usay hi sardar maan lete. yahi yahan ki parampara bhi ha.. aur sab dil se samman bhi karte han aisi paramparaon ka.



par vibharu nakaam hua, hinaru daler hi nahi, buddhiman bhi tha. vibharu ke bichhaye sare jaal usne kaat diye. vibharu ko kaid kar diya gaya. vibharu ne apne kuch dosto apne sath mila lia tha, jo vibharu ke sardar bante hi uske khas gurge ban jaate. wo bhi bure vichar rakhne wale insan the. unme se kuch pakde gaye to kuch bhaag kar junglon me khud ko chhupa gaye..

wahin junglon me chhupe hue vibharu ke sathiyon ko bahar se aane wale mile.. pahle bhi kai idhar aa chuke the, isliye is vadi ke kai log hindi ke sath sath english likhna padhna bhi jan chuke the. vibharu ke dosto ne un aane walun se samjhota kiya, aur unki madad se sardar ka takhta ulat dia.. vibharu ko kaid se nikaal kar hinaru aur uske beton ko kaid me daal dia gaya. vibharu ke sath sath bahar se aaye hue sab hinaru aur uske beton ko jaan se maar dena chahte the. par aise me vadi ke logo ek jut ho gaye. sab bol uthe, agar sardar aur unke beton ki jaan li gai to sab mar kar bhi yahan kisi ko panapne nahi denge..

majburan sabko kaid me rakha gaya.tab se is vaadi par vibharu sardar ha. par asal me sardari bahar se aai ek ladki kar rahi ha. jisne tumhe bhi dhoka dia tha.

karan:- thelma

mere moh se thelma ka nam aise nikla.. jaise main thalme ke chhote chhote piece karke chaba raha hon. nafrat to mujhe ho hi gai thi us chalak gori loomdi se. par yahan par aa kar jaisa sab unse kiya tha. mere mann me uske prati nafrat aur aag adhik badhne lagi.

baba:- haan thelma.. yahi naam ha uska. bohut hi shatir aur buddhiman ladki ha woh. ek mahine me hi wo hamari bhasha seekh gai. dusre mahine ittehas me pahli bar yahan helicopters land hue.. mahine me 2 din mausam bohut acha rahta ha, us din barf bhi nahi padti aur hawayen bhi normal raftar se chalti han. thelma aisa jaan gai thi. aisa hi fir har mahine hone laga. ab tak 50 baar helicopters yahan aa chuke han. aur pahle jo unki sankhya 60 ke karib batai ja rahi thi. ab 500 se badh chuki ha. aag barsane wale kai tarah ke aur hathiyar bhi wo leke aaye han.

karan beta, in sab ka khatam hona aur hinaru ka firse sardar banna tumhari dunya walun ke liye bhi behadh zaruri ha. tum nahi jante ho, thelma ek biggest criminal organization ki head ha. wo chahte han, puri dunya par unka hold ho. karan beta ye jagah dunya walun ki nazron se gupt ha. upar se satellite se dekhne par bhi ye pura area gahri dhund me chhupa hua dikhai deta ha. aise me agar yahan koi secret headquarter banata ha to sari dunya wale isse anjan rahegi. dekhte hi dekhte tumhari dunya bhi is organization ke control me aa jayegi. fir jo tabahi machegi tumhare dunya me, tum khud andaza laga sakte ho..



mai hil nahi sakta tha. fir bhi mujhe jhatke par jhatke lag rahe the. mere andar kaise kaise dhamake nahi ho rahe the. bohut kuch mere dimag me aane laga tha.. ek film si mere dimag me chalne lagi thi. ek hi lamhe ke kai kai tarah ke scene chal rahe the, kai awazen goonj rahi thi. kabhi main thelma ke sath khud ko dekhta, kabhi main ghar walun ke sath khud ko dekhta, kabhi thelma ke sath bitaye rangeen pal mere dimag par yalghar karte to kabhi sugandha chachi ke sath banaye scene. kabhi mujhe meri maa ki berukhi yaad aati, to kabhi meri didiyon ka mujhpar hasna, mujhe dhutkarna yaad aata. kabhi divya didi ka mere gaalon ko chumna yaad aata to kabhi dada dadi aur bua fufa ka pyar karna mujhe yaad aane lagta.

kaise kaise scene mere dimag me hulchal nahi macha rahe the.. fir mujhe kabile me bitaye sare pal yaad aane lage. 6 saalon ke sabhi drshy mujhe yaad aane lage. pal pal khud me aa rahe badlav bhi kisi picture ki tarah dikhai dene lage.

kal ka thakur karan singh aaj kitna badal chuka tha. kal ka kaala chuha aaj ek junglee saand me badal chuka tha. kon tha jo mujhse takkar le sakta. kon tha jo mujhe hara sakta. kon tha jo mujhse unchi chhalang laga sakta tha. kon tha, jisme mere jitna jigra tha. kon tha, jisse mai pyar karun aur mai uska na ho jaaun..

ohhhh pyaaaaaaar.. pyaar ke chakar me main apni sudh budh khone dene ki adat se peecha nahi chhuda saka tha.is maamle me main aaj bhi waisa hi tha, jaise bachpan me the. haveli chhod junglon me rahne laga tha, parivar ka pyar paane ke liye, khaas kar maa ka pyar paane ke liye. maa jo samjhti thi, mai uska ek nakara beta hon. mere janam lete hi maa ki value papa ki nazron me khatam ho ke rah gai thi. unki zindagi dukhon bhari ho gai thi. maa ko khushiyan lauta kar maaa ka pyar pana chahta tha. kitna bada laksh tha mera... kya se kya bankar mai lautna chahta tha.

mai waisa ban bhi chuka tha. jaisa dada dadi, divya, bua aur fufa mujhe bane dekhna chahte the. ab mai haveli laut kar jata to jis jis ne mujhse jaisi ummiden laga rakhi thi, mai un sabki sabhi ummidon par khara utarne layak ban gaya tha.

par bindu wale matter ke chalte mai dar badar ho gaya tha.

jogi ji maharaj kaha karte the "niyati ke khel ke aage kisi ki nahi chalti. niyati ke khel ko koi nahi samjh sakta. tum jo janam lete hi abnormal the, parivar ki nafrat ka shikar the. fir yahan aaye aur badalne lage. kisi ne socha bhi nahi tha, tum kabhi badal jaaoge. par tum badalne lage. tum badal bhi gaye. suno karan beta, halaat jab bhi karwat badlen to ghabrana mat. sochna, smajhna, aisa kyu ho raha ha.. kya niyati tumse koi pariksha le rahi ha. kya niyati ne tumhe kisi kaam ke liye to nahi chun liya"



"kaaaaam" ohh kaam shabd par mere andar jaise kuch click sa hua. matlab mere sath jo bhi hua tha, wo sab niyati ka racha khel tha. main bindu ko bheem singh se azad karwa kar nadi kinare tahalne nikala tha. soch bhi nahi sakta tha, mere sath itna sab ho jayega. main jo sote hue bhi satarak raha karta tha. us raat parivar ko yaad karta hua bheem singh ke ek wahshi ko nahi dekh saka. fir wo wahshi mujhe liye apne sath nadi me kood gaya. marte marte bhi wo mujhe maar dena chahta tha..


matlab. nitayi mujhse koi kaam lena chahti thi. tabhi mujhe wahan se utha kar yahan la patkha tha. matlab mujhe thelma aur uski organization se ladna tha. usne iradon ko khaak me milana tha.. niyati chahti thi, is dunya par najayaz kabza karne walun ka ant mere hathu ho. is vadi se bhi aur is dunya se bhi inke naamo nishan ko mitana tha.


jaise jaise main sochta gaya. mera vishwas atoot hota gaya. mera hosla firse wapis lautne laga. thelma se badla to lena hi tha, mujhe ghayal karne ka nahi, mere dil ke sath khelne ka. dil ke sath khelne walun ko to kadi se kadi saza deni chahiye. aisa haal karna chahiye, firse koi dil ke sath khelne ki kabhi himmat na kar paaye.

maine baba ko dekha to baba mujhe khud ki or dekhte paa kar muskura pade

karan:- kya hua baba.. aap muskura kyu rahe han.

baba:- karan beta, ye ankhen aur chahra, ye dil ka haal bata dia karte han. tumhare dil me jo kuch bhi aa raha ha. mai ache se samjh raha hon. mujhe khushi ha, tum khud se ladna jante ho. mujhe khushi ha, jo tum bahar ki darindon se bhari dunya me rahte hue bhi ek achhe aur sache insan nikle.

karan:- baba main khada to ho nahi sakta, aise me kaise mai kisi se lad sakunga.

baba firse muskuraye:- tumhare zakham bhar chuke han. tumhari sari haddiyan pahle jaisi sthiti me aa chuki han. tumhare andar ki kamzori bhi 2 ek din me jati rahegi.

karan:- baba aisa ha to fir main hil kyu nahi pa raha.

baba:- tumhara ilaj chal raha ha na karan beta. tumhe ek khas pathar sunghaya gaya tha. uski waja se tum apne sharir ko harkat dene layak nahi rahe.

karan:- aisa kyu baba?


baba:- aisa isliye ki jo dard fir tumhe hota, wo tum sahn nahi kar pate. aur jitne zakham tumhe aaye the, un zakhmo ke chalte hone wale dard ke kaaran tumhare dimag ki nasen prabhavit ho sakti ha. isliye mujhe aisa karna pada.

karan:- iska matlab mai jald chalne firne lagunga.

baba:- kal se tum uth beth sakoge..


aur fir baba ne jo kaha tha. wo sach sabat hua.. agle din baba ne jaane kya kuch mere sath kiya, main uth kar beth gaya. mere hath pair harkat karne lage. main alif nanga tha. mere badan par ek taar tak nahi thi. main bepanah khushi ke chalte main josh me aaya aur jhatke se uthne laga.. baba ne turant mere kandhe par hath rakh dia.

baba:- dheeraj karan beta dheeraj.. mahino bad uth rahe ho. saavdhani se apne hathu pairon ko harkat do.

maine waise hi kiya, jaise baba ne kaha tha. mere liye mere josh par kabu pana bohut mushkil ho raha tha. main jo mar chuka tha, firse zindagi pa gaya tha. mere hath pair toot gaye the, mai apahij ban gaya tha. ab svasth ho chuka tha. par kabu to mujhe khud par pana hi tha. main khada hua aur khud ko dekhne laga. dhire dhire apne hathu pairon ko harkat deta mai walk karne laga. ek bar mujhe chakkar bhi aaya, mai girta baba ne mujhe thaam liya..

agle 10 minat me main dhimi chaal chal raha tha. baba mere sath chalte hue mujhe bade dhayan se dekh rahe the. baba mujhse sawal karne lage aur main baba ko jawab dene laga. kuch der me main aur baba dono santusht ho gaye.


karan:- baba aap kamal ke chikitsak han. is puri dunya me aapke jaisa koi bhi nahi hoga. sach me baba jab mai kabar me dafan ho raha tha to mujhe lag gaya tha, ki ab bass, meri zindagi ke kuch hi pal baki han.

baba muskura kar:- fir tum kaise bache.

mai baba ko sab batane laga. kaise mere apnu ke pyar ne meri tootti himmat ko badhawa dia tha.

baba:- prem is sansar ki sabse badi shakti ha. tum kismatwale ho karan beta jo tumhara sabse bada laksh prem pana ha. mujhe vishwas ha, tum prem dawara har maidan me safalta paoge. prem karne wale ka sath to devta sada deta ha.

agle do din tak baba ne mujhe bohut kuch alag alag khane ko dia. mai aur bhi svasth hua gufa me chalne laga. ek baar main kinare par bhi gaya aur vaadi ka nazara karne laga. par mujhe door door tak sivaye jungle ke kuch bhi dikhai nahi de raha tha. upar dekha to mujhe sivaye dhund ke kuch dikhai nahi dia.. matlab suraj ki roshni dhund ko cross karke niche nahi aa rahi thi. fir bhi yahan par andhera nahi tha. itni roshni thi ki sab kuch dikhai de jata tha. pata nahi aage abadi me kaisa mausam tha.


usi din main gufa me daudne bhi laga, par dhire dhire. 6 mahine se so raha sharir ekdum se to puri tarah se jaag nahi sakta tha. baba mere bade kaam aa rahe the. ek ek bat par mujhe bachhu ke jaise treat kar rahe the.


baba se aur bhi kai baaten hui thi. pahle se kaid bahar ke aaye kaidi abhi tak kaid the, jo ghulam the wo abhi tak ghulam the, thelma ne vadi par kabza karke bhi sabko unki marzi ki zindagi jeene ki ijazat de rakhi thi. thelma nahi chahti thi, vadi wale unke khilaf hon. abhi shayad usay samay chahiye tha vadi par pura jamane me. dhire dhire uske sathi vadi me parvesh kar rahe the.

ye mere svasth hone ke 6th day ki baat ha. main gufa me hi ek jaga betha vicharon me vyast tha. baba bahar gaye hue the. meri nak se ajib si smell takrai to main sar utha kar dekhne laga. gufa ka wo rasta jo gufa se bahar aane jane ke liye istemal hota tha, udhar se mujhe ajib si smell aati hui mahsus hui. mai heran hua ye smell kaisi ha. kuch pal to mai samjh hi nahi saka. fir jab mujhe samjh ai to mai jhatke se utha aur bhaag kar baba ki lab ke paas latke ek lohe ke bane bhale ko utha laaya. main heran tha, yahan sher kaisa aa gaya.

ji haan mujhe jo smell aai thi wo sher ki smell thi. jaise hi main bhala liye wapis palta. apne saamne ka nazara dekh mai stabdh rah gaya.. nazara tha hi kuch aisa..

ek haseen tareen ladki jiske badan par cheete ki khaal thi. stano aur tangon ke beech ke area ko cheete ki khaal se dhake wo badi hi shahana andaz me khadi mujhe ghoore ja rahi thi. uske dayen kandhe par ek chhota sa, cuta sa bandar betha hua tha. wo bhi mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha. ladki ke daayen baayen do balshali sher khade mujhe ghor rahe the. tarzan ke baare me suna tha, wo mard hota ha, par yahan to mujhe ladki dikhai de rahi thi. tarzan ke jaisi sthiti me, ek bandar aur do sheron ke sath gufa ke andar mere saaamne..

manzar jitna dil dahla dene wala tha, do do sher mere saamne the. kaise koi manush do do sheron ke saamne hosh me rah sakta tha.

jitna khatra mujhe dono sheron se tha. unta hi dil hi dhadkano me shor bhi tha. ladki jiski sundrta ko shabdo me bayan kar pana mere bass se bahar tha. uske ghane kaale baal jinke sath woh cute sa bandar regular khel raha tha. hawa nahi chal rahi thi, warna hawa me uske kaale lambe baal lahra kar uski sundrta ko hazaron guna aur bhi badha dete.. baba ka rang doodh ke jaisa gora tha. par is ladki ka rang halka sanwala tha. gori hoti to shayad itni sundr nahi dikhti. jitni sanwali hone par dikh rahi thi. kya kamal ki chamakdar skin paai thi in haseena ne. pahadon me rahne wali, barfani vadi me rahne wali sakht jaan ladki, jiske badan ka ek ek ang bohut hi kamal maharat se tarasha hua lag raha tha. aisa perfect figure maine apni puri zindagi me kisi ka nahi dekha tha..

jaane main kab tak hosh se begana rahta.. shero ki dahad ke sath main hosh me aaya. shayad sheron ko mera apni malika ko aise tukar tukar pasand nahi aaya tha. isliye dahad kar mujhe chetavani de rahe the. maalika ki or dekhne wale ko hum cheer phaad kar kacha kha jate han.


bade hi samjhdar sher the. mujhe dekh kar bhi mujhpar hamla nahi kiya tha dono ne. ladki se permission milti to shayad wo pal bhar me mujhe cheer phaad daalte..

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.

Nice and superb update....

 

[Riky007]

As expected

करण उसी वैली में पहुंच गया जहां थेल्मा उसे ले जाना चाहती थी। पर मुझे लगा की उसके आने से पहले ही आप करण को वहां का हीरो बना कर थेल्मा से बचवाएंगे। खैर ये ट्विस्ट भी सही था।

अब लगता है कि ये लड़की और जानवरों का साथ रहेगा वैली को बचाने में।

बढ़िया जा रही है स्टोरी।

 

[Bhupinder Singh]

Update:-16


A Few Sentences From The 15th Update.....


jaane kitni der ye safar jari raha mera.. mai andaza nahi laga paya.. main samjhne ki sthiti me raha hi nahi tha..

fir ekdum se main jaise kisi sakht pathreeli zameen par ja gira.. mera sar neeche zorse takraya. mai bass inta hi samjh saka, main kisi garam gufa me hon.

bass uske baad main hosh me nahi rah saka. meri ankhen band hoti chali gai. jaane kabse mai khud se ladta aa raha tha. ab khud se ladne ki himmat mujhme nahi rahi thi..

jaane main temporary nind me chala gaya tha. ya hamesha ki nind me..


Now Farward.....


Update:-16




"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"

shalini singh ki dil dahla dene wali cheekh ne haveli ki deewaron ko hila kar rakh dia.. raat ka samay tha, shalini singh jo apne kamre me so rahi thi. cheekhti hui uth bethi..



"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


chillane lagi. surindr, varinder, amrita, chachi, dada dadi, aur sab hadbada kar uthe aur shailini singh ke kamre ki orr bhaag nikle. bahar pahredari kar rahe guards bhi ghabra kar apni apni guns thame satark ho gaye.. kahin koi durghatna to nahi ghat gai. haveli me aisa shor bhi pahle kabhi nahi utha tha.

shalini singh abhi tak cheekhe chilla rahi thi. karan karan chilla rahi thi.

kamre ka door andar se band tha. sab door par pohnche. sab ek dusre ko dekh heran bhi the aur shalini ke cheekhne chillane ke sath sath "karan".."karan" ki pukar par chintit bhi the. shalini ne kabhi karan ke rahte karan ko yaad karne ki koshish nahi ki thi. ab to karan usse saalon se door tha. ab kyu wo karan ko yaad kar rahi thi. kyu karan ka naam le le kar cheekh chilla rahi thi.. wo bhi itne dardnak andaz me..

door peeta gaya. jab andar se koi response nahi mila to dada thakur ke kahne par door ko todna shuru kar dia gaya. shalini singh jaise hosh kho bethi thi. bas karan karan pukare ja rahi thi. sab dar gaye kahin shalini singh ko kuch ho na jaaye.

door toota, sab daud kar andar ghus gaye. dekha to shalini singh farsh par ghutno par bethi sar ke baal noch rahi thi. uski ankhen bah bah kar uske chahre ko nahla chuki thi. dekhne me shalini singh ki halat kisi mental patient se kam nahi lag rahi thi.

surinder:- kya hua shalini. tum aise chilla kyu rahi ho.

shalini ki mansik sthiti waaki me bohut kharab thi, wo surinder ko koi jawab na dekar karan ko pukarne lagi. uska cheekhna chillana ab badbadahat me badal chuka tha.

dada thakur bade dhayan se shalini singh ko dekh rahe the. wo bohut kuch samjh bhi rahe the...

maa to wo hoti ha, jo saat samandar paar bhi bete ke dard par tadap uthti ha.. beta khush rahe to maa khush rahti ha, beta dard me ho to wahi dard maa ke dil me bhi hone lagta ha.. ek maa apne bete se kabhi nafrat kar hi nahi sakti. ye baat dada thakur jante the. shalini singh jitni bhi nafrat karan se karti a rahi thi. wo nafrat nahi thi, wo to bohut kuch kho dene ke baad ka parinam tha.. wo firse maa nahi ban sakti thi. ek balshali bete ki maa nahi ban sakti thi. ek shandar beta janam dekar pati ki nazron me garv se apni chahti chaudi nahi kar sakti thi. itna sab hone ke bawajud bhi wo apna pati tak kho bethi thi.. kaise sab sahn kar pati. wo apne hosh me rahi hi kahan thi. apni ek alag dunya basa kar jeene lagi thi..


isliye karan se door door rahti aai thi. warna ek maa ke liye uska iklota beta to anmol hota ha.


ab tak dada thakur ne kisi ko nahi bataya tha, karan singh ab ek normal ladka ban chuka ha. dada thakur chahte the, karan jab laut kar aaye to sab usay badla dekh hairan ho jaayen. jab wo parivar ka angrakshak bankar samne aaye to shalini singh, surinder singh aur sabke sar garv se uth jayen. aisa dada thakur ke mann me tha.. par last ke 2 saal se wo karan se mil nahi sake the. dushmani bohut badh chuki thi aur koi bhi durghatna ghat sakti thi. aise me parivar ki suraksha bhi bahadh zaruri thi.. dada thakur ab chahte the, karan kaise bhi kar ke laut aaye.


aise me shalini singh ki aisi condition. wo bhi karan singh ko leke. dada thakur ko bhi apna dil doobta hua mahsus hone laga. wo samjh gaye, ek maa ka dil kyu itna tadap raha ha. kyu ek maa jo saalon se apne bete se door thi, apne iklote bete ke liye ro rahi ha. uske dard par cheekh chilla rahi thi.. dada thakur ko lag gaya ki karan ke sath koi bohut badi durghatna ghat chuki ha. tabhi to itni door rahte hue ek maa tadap uthi. ek maa ke dil ne jaan liya tha, uska bete ke sath kuch galat hua ha. kuch aisa to sahn karne layak nahi ha.

surinder singh shalini singh se bar bar puch raha tha. par shalini singh bas "karan" "karan" badbadaye ja rahi thi..

surinder singh guse me aa kar kuch bolta. dada thakur ne usay rok dia.. surinder singh dada thakur ko dekh chup ho gaya. dada thakur ne sabko kamre se jane ka bol dia.. kamre me dada dadi aur shalini singh hi rah gaye...

dada thakur ne dadi se kaha, dadi kamre me rakhe jug se pani ek glass me bhar kar shalini singh ko pilane lagi. par shalini singh ab bhi apne pure hosh me nahi thi.

dada dadi ke pyar aur hosle ke chalte shalini singh ki halat me kuch sudhar aane laga. shalini singh ne thoda sa pani piya aur dada thakur ke hath tham kar rote hue karan baare baat karne lagi. batane lagi kaise usne ek bura sapna dekha ha, batane lagi kaise us sapne me karan ke sath kya hua. batane lagi uska dil kya bol raha ha. kahne lagi uske bete ko kaise bhi karke uske le aaya jaaye.. nahi to uski khair khabar laai jaaye..

dada dadi barson baad shalini singh ke moh se karan ka nam sunkar khush bhi hue aur fir shalini singh ke sapne ko jaan chintit bhi. jaante the, ek maa ko kabhi koi galat sapna nahi aa sakta.. jaisi zindagi karan singh kabile me ji raha tha. wahan hazaron khatre the.



dada thakur ne shalini singh ko shaant karke jald se jald karan singh ki khabar laane ka bol dia.. dadi shalini singh ke sath hi bed par let gai. dada ek chair par beth kar sochne lage.. kaise karan se rabta kiya jaye. ab karan se rabta zaruri ho gaya tha.


agle din se dada thakur ne tayari shuru kar di firse kabile jaane ki. par dushman bhi bohut chalak tha, ek ek movement par nazar rakh raha tha. shahar me rahte wo kuch nahi ukhad sakte the dada thakur ka. haan shahar se bahar jungle me nikalte hi dada thakur se ladna uske liye asaan tha. durjan singh ka khaas admi ranga daku apne sathi dakuon ke sath dada thakur ka rasta rokne ke liye pahadon me maujud rahta tha.. ranga daku ka talluq durjan singh ha ye baat koi nahi janta tha. haan dono parivaron ki ladai baare me pura distric janta tha..

dada thakur ne bohut koshish ki, par wo kabile ke liye nahi nikal sake. karan ki khariyat malum nahi kar sake. aise me 15 din beet gaye.. fir dada thakur ke khaas rakhwale shankar ne akele jaane ka green singal de dia.

dada:- nahi shankar mai tumhari jaan khatre me nahi daal sakta.

shankar:- maalik, khatra kahan nahi ha. chhote malik ki khabar laani bhi zaruri ha. mujhe jaane den malik, mere paas ek idea ha.

dada:- kaisa idea

shankar batane laga. sunkar dada thakur kuch der sochte rahe.

dada:- khatra to fir bhi rahega shankar..

shankar:- maalik! main fir bhi chance lena chahunga.. gaye bina koi chara bhi to nahi ha na maalik. kitne saaal ho gaye, chhote malik ko yahan se gaey he. dushmani to chalti rahegi maalik. kab tak hum dushmano ko dheel dete rahenge maalik. is bar takkar barabar ki ho hi jaaye..

dada thakur shankar ki ankhon me dekhte hue gahri saans lekar bole

dada:- shankar tum saalon se mere sath ho, tum achhe se jante ho. dushmani me hum kabhi pahl nahi karte, koi dushmani kare to usay moka dete han, wo sudhar jaaye. hum nahi chahte kisi ka ghar ujde. jab pani se upar jaane lage to fir humen majburan har hadh se guzar jana padta ha.

shankar:- maalik! ab bhi humne khul kar jawab nahi diya to sach me paani sar se upar chala jayega. fir hum kuch kar nahi payenge..

dada:- sahi kaha tumne shankar. kab tak durjan singh ko dheel dete rahenge. tum sab ko tayar rahne ko bol do. aur jaisa plan bataya ha, uspar amal shuru kar do..

3 dino baad dada thakur ki personal gaadi, jisme dada thakur ki jaga koi aur betha tha, gaurds ki 3 gaadiyon ke sath shahar se nikal kar jungle ki or badhne lage. durjan singh, ranga daku tak ye khabar pahle hi pohnch chuki thi. ranga daku apne sathiyon ke sath raste ko block karke dada thakur ko hamesha ki nind sulane ke liye maujud tha. par is baar ki baat alag thi, is baar dada thakur ke sathi puri tayari ke sath aaye the. plan ke sath aaye the.

jaise durjan singh aur ranga daku ko dikhaya gaya tha, waise tha nahi. teeno gaurds ki gadiyon me ek ek driver aur ek ek gaurd the. baki piche aa rahe the. ranga daku ne hamla kiya to drivers aur jo guards un gadiyon me the, wo turant firing karte hue raod se niche kood kar bhaag nikle. ye chara tha ranga daku ke liye.

ranga daku aur uske sath jab gadiyon tak pohnche to guse me aa gaye.. dada thakur ko galiyan dene lage. is chaal par ranga daku bilbila utha tha. usne kuch dakuon ko bhaag rahe dada thakur ke admiyon ke piche bhej dia. khud bakiyon ke sath wahin rah kar durjan singh ko sab batane laga. sunkar durjan singh ko gusa aaya. fir wo hasne laga.

durjan:- budha dimag ka upyog karne laga ha.

ranga:- thakur saab! wo budha mere sath chhal kar jaye, main sahn nahi kar sakta. mujhe anumati den, main uski haveli me ghus kar uske pure parivar ko nasht kar dun.

durjan:- dheeraj ranga dheeraj. jab aisi nobat aai to mai khud tumhe kah dunga. par abhi nahi. khud ko khatre me mat daalo.

abhi unki baten jari hi thi, ki shankar kuch guards ke sath wahan pohnch gaya.. wo sab haveli ki gadiyon me nahi the, dada thakur ki haveli ki sabhi gadiyon baare ranga daku aur durjan singh sab jante the. is baar gadiyan nayi kharidi gai thi. jo ab istemal me lai gai thi..

ranga daku ya uske sath kuch samjh sakte, achanak se shankar ne kai sathiyon ke sath milkar goliyon ki bauchhad kar di. sath hi wo gadiyon se nikal kar road ki sides me chhup gaye..

ranga daku jo samjh raha tha, dada thakur ke admi dum daba kar bhaag nikle han. in goliyon ki bauchhad hui to ghabra gaya. udhar durjan singh bhi firing ki awaz sunkar cheekhne laga. ranga se puchne laga ye firing kaisi ha. par durjan singh ko sivaye cheekhon ke kuch sunaai nahi dia. ranga daku apni jaan ki fikr me pad gaya tha. mobile uske sath kahin gir pada..


ranga daku ne ladne ki koshish to bohut ki. par uske sathi badi speed se kam hone lage. kai sathi pahle hi phatke me maare gaye, door kahin bhi firing ki awaz sunaai dene lagi. matlab dada thakur ke jo admi pahle bhage the, wo bhi ab mukable par utar aaye the. aise me ranga daku ke liye farar hi iklota option bacha tha.

kuch der tak khuni ladai jaari rahi. fir mahaul ekdum se shaant ho gaya. shankar ke to nahi, par 3 sathiyon ke zarur goliyan lag gai thi. jaan kisi ki nahi gai thi. ranga daku ke 10 sathi maare gaye to baki jaan bacha kar dum daba kar bhaag nikle..

shankar pahli baar milne wali fateh celebrate karne laga. dada thakur ko bataya gaya. sunkar wo bhi khush hue..

wahin se shankar kuch guards ke sath kabile ki orr nikal pada...

dada thakur bechaini se shankar ki wapsi ka intezar karne lage. shankar agle din jaldi laut aaya. aate hi karan ke sath hui durghatna baare dada thakur ko bata dia.. dada thakur sunkar ladkhada gaye the.. karan ab is dunya me nahi raha, unka dil nahi maan raha tha. par jab khabar mili ki us durghatna ko 2 mahine se upar ka samay beet chuke han to uske dil ki dhadkan jasie rukne lagi. fir ye khabar haveli me sab tak pohnch gai.

haveli me jaise qayamat aai gai. karan ko leke pahli baar cheekhna chillana shuru hoa haveli me...


shalini singh dusri baar karan singh ko yaad karke phoot phoot kar roi..
ek maa thi wo. bete ko pyar dena chahiye tha, nafrat deti rahi. usay apni aaghosh me chhupa kar rakhna chahiye tha. khud se door bhi kiya aur dhutkara bhi. pahle ke zakham kam the kyaaa, jo ab karan ka zakham bhi dil par a gaya tha.. shalini singh gham ki tasveer bani kamre ki hoke rah gai.


suhasi jo karan ke laut aane par uske mafi maang kar sache mann se uski bahan ban jana chahti thi. karan ke sath hui durghatna baare jaan kar khud ko kasurwar thahrane lagi. karan ke sath wo tab itna sab na karti to karan kabhi itne lambe samay ke liye usse door na jaata. aur na hi itna sab uske sath hota.. suhasi ki halat bhi shalini se kam nahi thi.

divya ko khabar mili to wo gahre sadme me aa gayi. wo bhi haveli aa gai, aur karan ke kamre ki hoke rah gayi. karan ke saman ko chhu chhu kar rone lagti. karan uska iklota bhai tha. ek din bhi wo karan se door nahi rahna chahti thi, barson usse door rahne par majbur ho gai.. aur ab uske baare me aisi khabar. divya ka mann hone laga cheekh cheekh kar dunya walun ko apne dard baare bataye.

bua, fufa, dada dadi sab gahre dukh ki lapet me aa gaye. dada ke dil me tha, karan jab laut kar aayega to sab usay balshali mard bana dekh kar chaunk uthenge.. karan ke sath hui durghanta aisi durghatna thi, jo karan se pyar karte the, zindagi unke liye berang ho gayi..

shalini singh ke mayke se bhi sab aaye. jab shalini singh ko dard me dekha, to pahli bar karan ke liye unke dil tadap uthe. khud par afsos karne lage, karan jaisa bhi tha, tha to unka apna hi. unki shalini ka beta hi. par ab wo kuch nahi kar sakte the. karan ek hisab se un sab se door ho chuka tha.

karan ki maut ho chuki ha, aisa kisi ne nahi kaha tha. par dil se sab yahi samjh rahe the, karan ab is dunya me nahi raha.. do mahine wo bhi nadi ki toofani, chatano se takrati lahron ke beech me gum hua tha karan. kisi ko yakin nahi tha, karan zinda bacha hoga. par dil ko ek aas bhi thi.. dil me ye bhi tha, karan kaise bhi karke laut aaye, jis jis ne uska dil dukhaya ha, wo aa kar unhe khud par kiye zulm ki saza de, par laut aaye..


ek din shalini singh dukh me thi, wo karan ko yaad kar rahi thi. karan baare jo suna tha, wo mann me repeat kar rahi thi.. fir jaise uske kuchh click hua.. wo jhatke se uthi aur surinder ko dhundne lagi.. surinder sabke sath drawing me betha dikha..

sab kai dino baad shalini singh ko kamre se nikla dekh heran hue..

shalini singh surinder singh ke sath gai aur ansu bahati surinder singh se boli

shalini:- suna aapne.. mera karan singh kabile ki beti ko bachane ke bad nadi me gira tha.

surinder singh kuch na smajhne wale andaz me shalini singh ko dekhne laga

shalini singh firse boli:- mere bete ne pure kabile walun ke saamne aapka sar garv se uncha kar dia. jaan par khel kar kabile ki izzat ko bacha gaya.. kuch samjhe aap.. jis bete ko nakara samjh kar aapne aur beton ke lalach me dusri shadi kar li thi. us bete ne apni jaan dekar bhi khud ko sabat kar dia.. bata dia thakur parivar ke mard kaise hua karte han. wo bol ke gaya tha, waada karke gaya tha, jo kaha ha wo karke dikhaunga. balshali bhi banuga aur parivar ka rakshak bhi. dekha aapne wo parivar ka rakshak ban gaya.. wo kabila bhi to uska parivar tha. kabile me aur bhi kai balwan the, par mera karan akela bheem singh ke chungal se bindu ko nikaal le gaya. mera karan asli shoorveer ban gaya.. mera karan asli yudha ban gaya. mera karan asli angrakshak ban gaya.. aapka sar itna uncha kar gaya, jitna aapka koi beta na kabhi kar saka ha, na kabhi kar sakega.. suna aapne.. koi bhi aapka beta mere bete karan jaisa nahi ban saka..

itna bol kar wo firse ghutno par giri aur dahaiyan dene lagi. karan ke liye "garv ha" aisa bolne lagi. sath hi khud ko bhi kosne lagi..

shalini singh ki aisi baaten sunkar sab chaunk uthe.. pahle jin baton par koi dhayan nahi de paya tha. ab sab dhayan dene lage. sahi hi to kaha tha shalini singh ne. karan ne jo kaha kar dikhaya tha. bhale hi is parivar ka rakshak nahi bana paya tha, par bana to tha, jis parivar ke sath rah raha tha, usk parivar ki izzat bhi bachai thi aur izzat ki orr buri nazar se dekhne walun ki ankhen bhi nikal deen thee.. unke sar bhi kaat diye the.

payal, paridhi jo pahle din karan ke gham ke rahne ke bad jald normal ho gai thi. apne dusre bhaiyo aur cousins ke sath has has kar baat karne lagi thi. ab jaana unka bhai kaise halat me sabse juda hua to pahli bar, zindagi me pahli baar dono ke dil ki dhadkan kuch badhi. kuch hulchal machi, kuch dard utha.. dono ek dusre ko dekhne lagi, dono ki ankhon me pahle nami utri, fir ankhon se ansu bahne lage. dono ko apni apni galatiyon aur vyavhar par afsos hone laga. dono turant harkat me aai aur apni maa ke paas beth kar, maa ko gale se laga kar rone lagi. karan ke liye maa se sorry bolne lagi.

shalini singh ek baar firse karan ke gham me doob gai. is bar ka gham alag tha. garv bhi tha, par dard zayada tha. jitni nafrat kari thi karan se, jinta paraya banaya tha apne iklote bete ko, utni hi peedan me bhi aane lagi.

surinder singh, varinder singh dono sochon me gum ho gaye. amrita singh ke dil me pahli bar shalini singh ke liye nafrat bhare bhav janam lene lage. aisa sab pahli bar bola tha shalini singh ne. uske bete the, par youn uske beton ka apmaan nahi hua tha kabhi. karan ne baazi maar li thi. aisa show karwa kar shalini singh ne amrita singh ke dil me nafrat ka beech bo daala.

suhasi ka dard badha to uske bhai chache ke beton ko karan ke baazi maar jane wali baat par gusa aane laga. jise umar bhar dhutkar mili thi, aaj uska naam youn garv se koi lega, unho ne socha bhi nahi tha. asli mard wo the, parivar ke rakshak aur jayale bhi wahi the. karan jo kabhi ek chuha hua karta tha, unse badhkar kaise ho sakta tha..


karan zinda tha ki mar gaya. agar zinda hota to zarur ab wo inki nafrat ka zayada shikar hota.. sab ek dusre ko dekhne lage. sabki ankhon me karan ke liye nafrat ke bhav firse badhne lage. dil hi dil me wo kasam bhi khane lage, ki kuch aisa karenge ki karan ki naam ki chhaap sabke dilon se mita kar rahenge.. fir ghar me zikr hoga to unka hoga, na ki ek kaale chuhe ka..



sab sunkar divya ki ankhen hi khul gai thi. wo karan ke gham me thi. kai dino se kisi se khul kar bol nahi rahi thi. ab jab shalini singh ke moh se karan ke liye itna sab, aur aisa sab suna to uska dard badhne laga. uska seena bhi garv se chauda hone laga. karan sach me wo ban gaya tha. jo wo karan ko bane dekhna chahti thi. par karan ki doori ne ab uske dil ke dard ko badhana shuru kar dia tha. uska bhi mann hone laga, wo bhi kuch aisa hi kahe, jaisa shalini singh ne kaha tha.. par divya ke mann me tha, jab karan laut kar aayega, tab wo aisa sab kahegi.. par karan to gayab tha. us nadi me girne ke bad wo bach saka tha ki nahi. koi nahi janta tha.




shalini singh ek baar firse kamre ki hoke rah gayi. surinder singh ko usne totally nazar andaz karna shuru kar dia. ab surinder shalini singh ke dard ko kam karne ke liye ya usse apne dil ki baat karne ke liye milna chahta tha. par shalini singh ne surinder se koi bhi baat karne se saaf inkar kar dia. surinder singh ki begangi ke chalte hi to wo karan se door hui thi. ab karan ko usi ke kaaran wo kho bethi thi. na surinder uske sath aisa sab karta, na wo apne iklote bete ko khud se door karti.. aise me surinder se kaise wo baat karti. aur fir ab baat karne ko rah bhi kya gai thi.. karan ke sath hui durghatna ke baad wo khali daman rah gai thi. payal paridhi bhi apni maa ke dard ko kamm karne ki koshish me lagi rahti. par ab dard kam hone wala nahi tha.

suhasi hi thi jo shalini singh ke zayada karib thi. wo bhi to gahre gham ki lapet me thi.

udhar durjan singh aur ranga daku zakham chaat rahe the. pahli baar dada thakur se itni badi chot mili thi. sahn nahi kar paa rahe the. kuch samay ruk kar dada thakur ko ek badi chot dene ka plan banane lage. ranga daku ke sath mare the. usay durjan singh se zayada gusa tha dada thakur aur shankar par..

dada thakur bhi jante the, jaisi chot is baar durjan singh ko mili ha. wo chup nahi bethega. dada thakur ne parivar ke sabhi sadason ki security badha di..


karan se nafrat karne walun ke dilon me nafrat aur bhi badhne lagi. pahle moh par nafrat ka izhaar kiya karte the. ab peeth karne lage. parivar ke ladke khud ko karan se badhkar balshali aur rakshak sabat karne ke liye khud par dhayan dene lage. haveli me gym aur kasrat ke equipment badha diye gaye..

ek hisab se ye acha hi hua tha. pahle apni apni life me mast the, ab race shuru ho chuki thi in sab ke beech. sab karan ka sthan chheenne ke liye ek dusre se number le jana chahte the. pahle jo dada sabko balshali banne ko kaha karte the. ab sabko kasrat aur gym karte dekh pheeki hasi has dia karte.. dil me kaha karte.."karan beta tumne to ek hi phatke me sabko chit kar dia"


amrita singh apne beton ko pahle bhi parivar ke mardon me sabse badhkar mana karti thi. karan ke naam ka danka wo sahn nahi kar paayi thi. haveli ke sare guards jab dekho karan singh ki baaten karte nazar aate the. jise dekh amrita singh khun ke ghoont pi kar rah jaati. wo apne beton ke andar bhi aag bharne lagi, wo bhi chahti thi, uske bete kuch aisa naam kamayen, jitna naam karan singh bhi nahi kama saka tha.. wo shalini singh ko neecha dikha chahti thi. bata dena chahti thi, parivar ke asli rakshak keval uske bete han. karan singh ne jo kiya, kai jungliyon ke sath mil kar kiya. par mera ek ek beta kaiyon par bhari pad sakta ha. aise amrita singh soche bethi thi..



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mai jaane kitni lambi nind soya raha tha. kuch andaza nahi tha. mai hosh ki dunya me wapis lauta to meri ankhon jaise kuch bhi dekhne ki takat kho bethi thi. mai ankhen meech meech kar dekhne ki koshish karne laga. par mujhe gahre andhere ke siva kuch dikhai nahi dia. gahre sannate ke siva kuch sunaai nahi dia..

ab tak main ye yaad nahi kar paya tha, mere sath kya ghatna ghat chuki ha. thelma se mile dhoke ke bad main kai goliyon se chhalni hue niche gir pada tha.. fir kisi gadhe me girne ke baad ek barfani darar ne travel karta hua kisi badi gufa me gir pada tha.

gahra ghana andhera dekh kar main hadbada gaya. hathu ko junbash dekar main
apni ankhon ke aage ke andhere ko door karne ki koshish me tha. par ye kyaa

main apne sharir ke kisi bhi ang ko hilane ki kshamta kho betha tha. aahh mere sath ye kya ho gaya. kis ne mera ye haal kiya. kisne mujhe apahij bana daala. kya mere hath pair kaat diye gaye han, kya mai sach me sada ke liye bekaar ho chuka hon.

mera dil doobne laga. bina hath paaon ke main kaise ghar wapis laut sakta tha. kaise main apne kahe par pura utar sakta tha. kaise main bina hath pairon ke apne parivar ki raksha kar sakta tha.

bade hi bure vichar mere mann me aane lage. fir main sochta chala gaya. guzre halaat kisi film ki tarah meri andhi ankhon ke saamne chalne lage. mujhe sab yaad aata chala gaya. thelma ka pyar, fir dhoka, fir wo khaufnak ladai, uske baad khai me girna, uske bhi sab yaad aane laga..

thelma ki yad aai to mere andar nafrat ka laava ubalne laga. main cheekhne chillane laga. thelma ko bura bhala kahne laga. main ab bhi nahi samjh paya tha, mai kaha tha. ek bebas aur lachar insan ki tarah thelma ko galiyan dekar apne andar ka ghubar nikalne ka prayas kar raha tha.

na andhera door hua aur na koi mere paas aaya. bohut zayada weekness ke chalte main ek bar firse behosh ho gaya..

dusri baar jab hosh aaya to maine ankhen kholi. is baar mujhe halki roshni dikhai padi. ye roshni kis chij ki thi, mai samjh nahi paya tha.

main firse loudly bol kar kisi ko pukarne laga. aur is baar der nahi guzri aur mujhe kisi ke kadmon ki aahat sunai di. sar ghuma kar dekhne ki koshish kari to bass irada hi karke rah gaya. itna pain hua gardan me.. haaye kya bataon. aisa laga jaise meri gardan par kisi ne chhote chhote chaku bandh diye hon aur hilne wo chaku meri gardan me ghus gaye hon.. mai apne hont danton me dabaye dard ko bardasht ko karne laga..

koi meri ankhon ke saamne aaya. wo badi hi narm awaz me bola..

"tum hosh me aa gaye"

maine ankhen khol kar dekha. to paya meri nazron ke saamne ek bazurg maujud han. jinki umar 80 saal se upar thi. rang doodh ke jaisa saaf aur aaine kei jaisa shafaf. sar aur dadhi ke saare baal sufed the. chahre par jhuriyan thi, par ankhon aur chahre par bepanah chamak. main usay zayada nahi dekh saka. dekhta to shayad sammohit ho jata. itni hi kashish thi unki ankhn me. maine ankhen meech leen.

wo pyar bhare andaz me has pade.. main bina ankhen khole bola

karan:- aap kon han baba?? aur main kahan hon.??

baba:- beta tum jahan kahin bhi ho surakshit ho. aur mera naam vilasha ha. par tum mujhe baba hi kahna. tumhare moh se baba sunkar mujhe acha laga..
mera ek beta tha, wo bhi mujhe baba hi kaha karta tha.

maine ankhen khol kar baba ko dekha. apne bete ke zikr par baba ka lahja dard bhara ho gaya tha.

karan:- tha? baba aapne "tha" kyu kaha..

baba:- woh ab mere sath nahi ha, devta usay apne paas bula chuke han.

karan:- oooo mujhe bohut dukh hua baba. baba aap devta kyu bol rahe han.

baba ki ankhon ki chamak ki mai taab nahi la pa raha tha. main baba ki ankhon me na dekh side dekhne laga.

baba dhire se muskura pade:- main samjh sakta ha beta, tum aisa kyu bol rahe ho. tum bahri dunya se ho na. isliye hamare devta baare kuch nahi jante.

main heran hua:- bahri dunya se.? baba mai kuch samjha nahi.

baba:- beta tum jis vadi tak aaye the, ab usi vaadi me ho.

mujhe shock laga.. mai jhatke se uthne laga. par karah kar rah gaya.

baba:- beta abhi bohut kuch ha tumhare jaanne ke liye. tum abhi aram karo, tumhari halat abhi bahtar nahi ha.

main bade dukh se:- baba kya mere hath pair nahi rahe.

baba:- nahi beta, devta ke karam se tumhara sab kuch salamat ha.

karan:- fir mai hil kyu nahi raha. apne hathu pairon ko harkat kyu nahi de pa raha.

baba:- beta tumhe andaza bhi nahi ha, tumhari kya halat thi, liggaam ki koi haddi aisi nahi thi, jo salamat rahi ho. jab tum mujhe mile to zakhmo se choor choor the.

karan:- liggaam? liggaam kya ha beta..

baba firse hase:- mai baton baton me apni bhasha ka prayog kar gaya. liggaam tumhari bhasha me sharir ko kahte han..

maine ab tak dhayan nahi dia tha. baba mujhse hindi me baat kar rahe the. baba ka chahra bhi indians jaisa nahi tha. aas paas ke kisi ilake ke rahne walun ke jaise nain naqsh mujhe baba ke chahre par nahi mile the. ab maine dhayan diya to mere hairan hone ke kai kaaran the. main ektik baba ko dekhta chala gaya. baba ke honto par bazurgana muskan aa gai.

baba:- sahi soch rahe ho beta, hamara kuch bhi tumhari dunya ke jaisa nahi ha, na suraten, na bhasha, na bhagwan. hamara sab kuch dunya se alag ha.

karan:- baba ye kaisa chakkar ha.

baba:- beta baat bohut lambi ho jayegi, dhire dhire tumhe sab pata chal jayega. pahle mujhe apne baare me sab batao. tumhare liye aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha, jise tum jaanna chahoge.


main kabile se juda hone ke baad ke halat baba ko vistar me batane laga. pahle maine baba ko apna naam bataya, fir baki ka sab..main hil nahi sakta tha. baba ne kuch utha kar mere paas rakh kar uspar beth gaye the. meri sari baaten wo badi ghambirta se sun rahe the. jab main sab bata kar khamosh hua to baba ne ek gahri saans li. fir mujhse bole.

baba:- karan beta, pahli baat to ye jaan lo, tumhe mere paas aaye hue 6 mahine beet chuke han.

karan:- kyaaaaaa.?

mujhe ek aur shock laga tha. main 6 mahino se behosh tha.. aahh matlab mujhe mere kabile se door hue 8 mahino se bhi upar ka samay beet chuka tha. to kyaaa.. kyaa itne mahino tak mere wapis na laut paane ke kaaran wo sab mujhe mara hua to nahi samjh bethe. aisa ha to fir zarur mere ghar wale bhi ye baat jaan chuke honge. kabile wale kaise itni badi baat chhupa sakte the. jaise jaise mai sochta gaya, mera dil doobta gaya. meri saans tez hoti gayi. meri ankhon ke goshe nam hone lage. kitne dard saha hoga sabne meri doori par. mujhe ek ek ka chahra yaad aane laga. ek ek ke sath bitaye pal yaad aane lage. kaise ji rahe honge mujhse pyar karne wale mere bina..

kuch shan mai khamosh raha, baba ne bhi mujhe kuch nahi kaha. fir mujhe apne honto par kuch mahsus hua. meri band ankhen firse khuli dekha to baba ke hath me kuch tha.

baba:- karan beta, moh kholo.

main khud se apne hont kholta moh bhi khol gaya. baba ke hath me kuch liquid sa tha. uske kuch katre baba mere moh me tapkate rahe. fir baba ne hath hata liya. wo katre khud se mere gale se utarne lage. mujhe aisa laga, jaise main hawa me ud raha hon. andar se main itna halka mahsus karne laga tha khud ko.

baba:- beta ye mera khaas aavishkaar ha. main apne ilake ka chikitsak hon.
tum apni bhasha me scientist bhi kah sakte ho.

karan:- baba ye kya tha. bohut hi kamal ki chiz ha. iska asar to mere sharir aur dimag par hi nahi mere dil par hoa ha. kuch der pahle jo apnu ko yaad karte hue dard sa utha tha, wo bhi nahi raha ab.

baba muskura pade:- yahi to kamal ha is vadi me. devta ne hamari zameen ko anmol banaya ha. aisi aisi cheezen han yahan par, jo puri dunya me nahi. tumhari dunya me kai virus aise han, jinke shikar hue patient dino me hi mar jate han. par hamare han kam hi log bimar hokar marte han. yahan har bimari ka ilaj maujud ha.

fir dukh se bole:- par ab jaisi bimari devta ki is sundr vadi ke vasiyon ko lagi ha, uska koi ilaj na mere paas ha aur na hi vadi ke kisi aur vyakti ke paas..

karan:- baba aisi konsi bimari ha, jo aap jaise mahaan chikitsak ke paas bhi uska ilaj nahi ha.

baba aur bhi dukh bhare lahje me:- aag barsane wale hathiyar leke aane wale hamare liye sabse bada khatra han karan beta. usi aag barsane wale golo se tum bhi to ghayal huwe the na.

main bohut kuch samjh gaya tha. thelma aur uski team vadi me ghus chuki thi. in 6 mahino me vadi me kohram macha chuki hogi. main samjh gaya tha, thelma jaisi super agent jo mastermind bhi thi, vadi par kabza kar chuki hogi.

karan:- baba mujhe vistar me batayen.

baba:- kya karoge karan beta tum sab jaan kar.

karan:- baba aap mujhe sab batayen.

baba:- jis jaga tum maujud ho karan beta, ye vaadi ki bahri disha par ha.yahan ke baare me koi nahi janta.. tum is samay ek gufa me ho, aur yahi gufa mera thikna bhi ha. meri lab bhi yahi ha, yahi par main research bhi karta hon. tum mujhe mile to tumhare sharir me chand ukhdi saanson ke siva kuch nahi tha. pahle to tumhe dekh mere dil me tumhare liye nafrat aai. hum begano ka aana pasand nahi karte. par hamare devta naraz hote han, jab koi mar raha vyakti hamare saamne ho, aur hum uski jaan na bachayen. bhale hi wo koi dushman hi kyu na ho. hamare dil itne hi sundr aur saaf han. isliye maine tumhari jaan bhi bacha li..

kuch dino baad tum badbadane lage, tumhare moh se nikle shabdon se main jaan gaya tha, tumhari nature kaisi ha. tum dukhon ke maare pyar ko tarse hue insan ho. isliye main pure mann se tumhara ilaj karne laga. tumhare sharir ki koi haddi salamat nahi rahi thi. badi mahnat karni padi mujhe tumpar. tumhare sharir par. tumhare liye mujhe firse junglon ki khaak chhaanni padi. in 6 mahino me main bhi chain se nahi so paya hon karan beta. pahle devta ko khush karne ke liye tumhari jaan bachana chahta tha. fir jab tumhare jaise kai aur vaadi me ghus kar vaadi par kabza kar bethe to main aur bhi ji jan se tumhara ilaj karne laga. mai bhi chahta hon karan beta, tum jaldi se achhe ho jaao. jaldi se apne pairon par khade ho jaao. aur hamare kaam aao.

main baba ko prashn bhari nazron se dekhne laga

baba:- karan beta, kahin na kahin mere dil me ye baat bhi ha, ki tum hamare kaam aa sakte ho. tum kuch aisa kar jaao, jisse hamari vaadi humen wapis mil jaaye. hum jitne bhi samjhdar, chalak sahi, par bahar ki dunya walun se ladne ki shakti hum khud me nahi pate. hum budhi me bohut aage han, par tumhari dunya walun ke jaisi budhi hamare paas nahi ha. dusra hamare log aag barsane wale hathyaron se bohut darte han.

karan beta, sadiyon se hamari parampara rahi ha, hum apnu me kisi begane ko shamil nahi karte. jo bhi is vaadi me aata ha, wo ya to kaid kar liya jata ha, maar dia jata ha, ya fir kisi ka ghulam bana dia jata ha. sadiyon se hamari vaadi kaiyon ke liye heere ki khaan ki hasiyat rakhti ha. isliye log yahan bar bar aane ki koshish karte rahte han. yahan pohnch pana ek hisab se asambhav ha, nikal pana to aur bhi asambhav ha.. yahan ka mausam aur barf ke niche chhupi anginat khaiyon hamari vadi ki raksha karti han. fir bhi kuch sarfire aur lalach ke andhe bach kar yahan tak pohnchne me safal ho hi jate han.

is baar ke aane wale pahle se alag the, bohut hi khatarnak the. tumhare milne ke kuch hi dino baad main vadi me gaya, jahan sab rahte han. wahan gaya to pata chala, vadi par bahar se aane walun ka kabza ho chuka tha. jaan kar mujhe bada dukh hua. mai bata nahi sakta, meri kya halat ho gai thi. sadiyon se koi hamari vadi me ghus kar salamat nahi rah saka tha. par is baar koi ghusa bhi aur kabza bhi kar betha. apne hi girate han nasheman pe bijliyan..

baba thandi aahh bharte hue bole.. har jaga par ek sardar hota ha to koi na koi uska mukhlif bhi hota ha. hinaru bhi hamara sardar tha. wahi king bhi tha aur kahin hamara maalik bhi. hinaru ka bhai vibharu ek bad fitrat insan ha. wo hinaru ki jaga khud sardar banna chahta tha. lekin wo ban nahi sakta tha. wo chhota tha, jab tak hinaru sardar rahta, wo sardar ban nahi sakta tha. hinaru ke marte hi usay sardar bana di jaata. fir hinaru ke 4 bete hue to vibharu ke sardar banne ki sambhavna bhi jati rahi. vibharu kabhi sardar nahi ban sakta tha. is baat ka usay bohut dukh tha. sardar banne ki chah uske dil se kabhi nahi gayi. aise me wo shadyants rachne laga, jiske chalte hinaru aur uske bete mar jaayen. unke marte hi vibharu khud se sardar ban jata. aur usay rokne wala koi nahi hota. balki sab usay hi sardar maan lete. yahi yahan ki parampara bhi ha.. aur sab dil se samman bhi karte han aisi paramparaon ka.



par vibharu nakaam hua, hinaru daler hi nahi, buddhiman bhi tha. vibharu ke bichhaye sare jaal usne kaat diye. vibharu ko kaid kar diya gaya. vibharu ne apne kuch dosto apne sath mila lia tha, jo vibharu ke sardar bante hi uske khas gurge ban jaate. wo bhi bure vichar rakhne wale insan the. unme se kuch pakde gaye to kuch bhaag kar junglon me khud ko chhupa gaye..

wahin junglon me chhupe hue vibharu ke sathiyon ko bahar se aane wale mile.. pahle bhi kai idhar aa chuke the, isliye is vadi ke kai log hindi ke sath sath english likhna padhna bhi jan chuke the. vibharu ke dosto ne un aane walun se samjhota kiya, aur unki madad se sardar ka takhta ulat dia.. vibharu ko kaid se nikaal kar hinaru aur uske beton ko kaid me daal dia gaya. vibharu ke sath sath bahar se aaye hue sab hinaru aur uske beton ko jaan se maar dena chahte the. par aise me vadi ke logo ek jut ho gaye. sab bol uthe, agar sardar aur unke beton ki jaan li gai to sab mar kar bhi yahan kisi ko panapne nahi denge..

majburan sabko kaid me rakha gaya.tab se is vaadi par vibharu sardar ha. par asal me sardari bahar se aai ek ladki kar rahi ha. jisne tumhe bhi dhoka dia tha.

karan:- thelma

mere moh se thelma ka nam aise nikla.. jaise main thalme ke chhote chhote piece karke chaba raha hon. nafrat to mujhe ho hi gai thi us chalak gori loomdi se. par yahan par aa kar jaisa sab unse kiya tha. mere mann me uske prati nafrat aur aag adhik badhne lagi.

baba:- haan thelma.. yahi naam ha uska. bohut hi shatir aur buddhiman ladki ha woh. ek mahine me hi wo hamari bhasha seekh gai. dusre mahine ittehas me pahli bar yahan helicopters land hue.. mahine me 2 din mausam bohut acha rahta ha, us din barf bhi nahi padti aur hawayen bhi normal raftar se chalti han. thelma aisa jaan gai thi. aisa hi fir har mahine hone laga. ab tak 50 baar helicopters yahan aa chuke han. aur pahle jo unki sankhya 60 ke karib batai ja rahi thi. ab 500 se badh chuki ha. aag barsane wale kai tarah ke aur hathiyar bhi wo leke aaye han.

karan beta, in sab ka khatam hona aur hinaru ka firse sardar banna tumhari dunya walun ke liye bhi behadh zaruri ha. tum nahi jante ho, thelma ek biggest criminal organization ki head ha. wo chahte han, puri dunya par unka hold ho. karan beta ye jagah dunya walun ki nazron se gupt ha. upar se satellite se dekhne par bhi ye pura area gahri dhund me chhupa hua dikhai deta ha. aise me agar yahan koi secret headquarter banata ha to sari dunya wale isse anjan rahegi. dekhte hi dekhte tumhari dunya bhi is organization ke control me aa jayegi. fir jo tabahi machegi tumhare dunya me, tum khud andaza laga sakte ho..



mai hil nahi sakta tha. fir bhi mujhe jhatke par jhatke lag rahe the. mere andar kaise kaise dhamake nahi ho rahe the. bohut kuch mere dimag me aane laga tha.. ek film si mere dimag me chalne lagi thi. ek hi lamhe ke kai kai tarah ke scene chal rahe the, kai awazen goonj rahi thi. kabhi main thelma ke sath khud ko dekhta, kabhi main ghar walun ke sath khud ko dekhta, kabhi thelma ke sath bitaye rangeen pal mere dimag par yalghar karte to kabhi sugandha chachi ke sath banaye scene. kabhi mujhe meri maa ki berukhi yaad aati, to kabhi meri didiyon ka mujhpar hasna, mujhe dhutkarna yaad aata. kabhi divya didi ka mere gaalon ko chumna yaad aata to kabhi dada dadi aur bua fufa ka pyar karna mujhe yaad aane lagta.

kaise kaise scene mere dimag me hulchal nahi macha rahe the.. fir mujhe kabile me bitaye sare pal yaad aane lage. 6 saalon ke sabhi drshy mujhe yaad aane lage. pal pal khud me aa rahe badlav bhi kisi picture ki tarah dikhai dene lage.

kal ka thakur karan singh aaj kitna badal chuka tha. kal ka kaala chuha aaj ek junglee saand me badal chuka tha. kon tha jo mujhse takkar le sakta. kon tha jo mujhe hara sakta. kon tha jo mujhse unchi chhalang laga sakta tha. kon tha, jisme mere jitna jigra tha. kon tha, jisse mai pyar karun aur mai uska na ho jaaun..

ohhhh pyaaaaaaar.. pyaar ke chakar me main apni sudh budh khone dene ki adat se peecha nahi chhuda saka tha.is maamle me main aaj bhi waisa hi tha, jaise bachpan me the. haveli chhod junglon me rahne laga tha, parivar ka pyar paane ke liye, khaas kar maa ka pyar paane ke liye. maa jo samjhti thi, mai uska ek nakara beta hon. mere janam lete hi maa ki value papa ki nazron me khatam ho ke rah gai thi. unki zindagi dukhon bhari ho gai thi. maa ko khushiyan lauta kar maaa ka pyar pana chahta tha. kitna bada laksh tha mera... kya se kya bankar mai lautna chahta tha.

mai waisa ban bhi chuka tha. jaisa dada dadi, divya, bua aur fufa mujhe bane dekhna chahte the. ab mai haveli laut kar jata to jis jis ne mujhse jaisi ummiden laga rakhi thi, mai un sabki sabhi ummidon par khara utarne layak ban gaya tha.

par bindu wale matter ke chalte mai dar badar ho gaya tha.

jogi ji maharaj kaha karte the "niyati ke khel ke aage kisi ki nahi chalti. niyati ke khel ko koi nahi samjh sakta. tum jo janam lete hi abnormal the, parivar ki nafrat ka shikar the. fir yahan aaye aur badalne lage. kisi ne socha bhi nahi tha, tum kabhi badal jaaoge. par tum badalne lage. tum badal bhi gaye. suno karan beta, halaat jab bhi karwat badlen to ghabrana mat. sochna, smajhna, aisa kyu ho raha ha.. kya niyati tumse koi pariksha le rahi ha. kya niyati ne tumhe kisi kaam ke liye to nahi chun liya"



"kaaaaam" ohh kaam shabd par mere andar jaise kuch click sa hua. matlab mere sath jo bhi hua tha, wo sab niyati ka racha khel tha. main bindu ko bheem singh se azad karwa kar nadi kinare tahalne nikala tha. soch bhi nahi sakta tha, mere sath itna sab ho jayega. main jo sote hue bhi satarak raha karta tha. us raat parivar ko yaad karta hua bheem singh ke ek wahshi ko nahi dekh saka. fir wo wahshi mujhe liye apne sath nadi me kood gaya. marte marte bhi wo mujhe maar dena chahta tha..


matlab. nitayi mujhse koi kaam lena chahti thi. tabhi mujhe wahan se utha kar yahan la patkha tha. matlab mujhe thelma aur uski organization se ladna tha. usne iradon ko khaak me milana tha.. niyati chahti thi, is dunya par najayaz kabza karne walun ka ant mere hathu ho. is vadi se bhi aur is dunya se bhi inke naamo nishan ko mitana tha.


jaise jaise main sochta gaya. mera vishwas atoot hota gaya. mera hosla firse wapis lautne laga. thelma se badla to lena hi tha, mujhe ghayal karne ka nahi, mere dil ke sath khelne ka. dil ke sath khelne walun ko to kadi se kadi saza deni chahiye. aisa haal karna chahiye, firse koi dil ke sath khelne ki kabhi himmat na kar paaye.

maine baba ko dekha to baba mujhe khud ki or dekhte paa kar muskura pade

karan:- kya hua baba.. aap muskura kyu rahe han.

baba:- karan beta, ye ankhen aur chahra, ye dil ka haal bata dia karte han. tumhare dil me jo kuch bhi aa raha ha. mai ache se samjh raha hon. mujhe khushi ha, tum khud se ladna jante ho. mujhe khushi ha, jo tum bahar ki darindon se bhari dunya me rahte hue bhi ek achhe aur sache insan nikle.

karan:- baba main khada to ho nahi sakta, aise me kaise mai kisi se lad sakunga.

baba firse muskuraye:- tumhare zakham bhar chuke han. tumhari sari haddiyan pahle jaisi sthiti me aa chuki han. tumhare andar ki kamzori bhi 2 ek din me jati rahegi.

karan:- baba aisa ha to fir main hil kyu nahi pa raha.

baba:- tumhara ilaj chal raha ha na karan beta. tumhe ek khas pathar sunghaya gaya tha. uski waja se tum apne sharir ko harkat dene layak nahi rahe.

karan:- aisa kyu baba?


baba:- aisa isliye ki jo dard fir tumhe hota, wo tum sahn nahi kar pate. aur jitne zakham tumhe aaye the, un zakhmo ke chalte hone wale dard ke kaaran tumhare dimag ki nasen prabhavit ho sakti ha. isliye mujhe aisa karna pada.

karan:- iska matlab mai jald chalne firne lagunga.

baba:- kal se tum uth beth sakoge..


aur fir baba ne jo kaha tha. wo sach sabat hua.. agle din baba ne jaane kya kuch mere sath kiya, main uth kar beth gaya. mere hath pair harkat karne lage. main alif nanga tha. mere badan par ek taar tak nahi thi. main bepanah khushi ke chalte main josh me aaya aur jhatke se uthne laga.. baba ne turant mere kandhe par hath rakh dia.

baba:- dheeraj karan beta dheeraj.. mahino bad uth rahe ho. saavdhani se apne hathu pairon ko harkat do.

maine waise hi kiya, jaise baba ne kaha tha. mere liye mere josh par kabu pana bohut mushkil ho raha tha. main jo mar chuka tha, firse zindagi pa gaya tha. mere hath pair toot gaye the, mai apahij ban gaya tha. ab svasth ho chuka tha. par kabu to mujhe khud par pana hi tha. main khada hua aur khud ko dekhne laga. dhire dhire apne hathu pairon ko harkat deta mai walk karne laga. ek bar mujhe chakkar bhi aaya, mai girta baba ne mujhe thaam liya..

agle 10 minat me main dhimi chaal chal raha tha. baba mere sath chalte hue mujhe bade dhayan se dekh rahe the. baba mujhse sawal karne lage aur main baba ko jawab dene laga. kuch der me main aur baba dono santusht ho gaye.


karan:- baba aap kamal ke chikitsak han. is puri dunya me aapke jaisa koi bhi nahi hoga. sach me baba jab mai kabar me dafan ho raha tha to mujhe lag gaya tha, ki ab bass, meri zindagi ke kuch hi pal baki han.

baba muskura kar:- fir tum kaise bache.

mai baba ko sab batane laga. kaise mere apnu ke pyar ne meri tootti himmat ko badhawa dia tha.

baba:- prem is sansar ki sabse badi shakti ha. tum kismatwale ho karan beta jo tumhara sabse bada laksh prem pana ha. mujhe vishwas ha, tum prem dawara har maidan me safalta paoge. prem karne wale ka sath to devta sada deta ha.

agle do din tak baba ne mujhe bohut kuch alag alag khane ko dia. mai aur bhi svasth hua gufa me chalne laga. ek baar main kinare par bhi gaya aur vaadi ka nazara karne laga. par mujhe door door tak sivaye jungle ke kuch bhi dikhai nahi de raha tha. upar dekha to mujhe sivaye dhund ke kuch dikhai nahi dia.. matlab suraj ki roshni dhund ko cross karke niche nahi aa rahi thi. fir bhi yahan par andhera nahi tha. itni roshni thi ki sab kuch dikhai de jata tha. pata nahi aage abadi me kaisa mausam tha.


usi din main gufa me daudne bhi laga, par dhire dhire. 6 mahine se so raha sharir ekdum se to puri tarah se jaag nahi sakta tha. baba mere bade kaam aa rahe the. ek ek bat par mujhe bachhu ke jaise treat kar rahe the.


baba se aur bhi kai baaten hui thi. pahle se kaid bahar ke aaye kaidi abhi tak kaid the, jo ghulam the wo abhi tak ghulam the, thelma ne vadi par kabza karke bhi sabko unki marzi ki zindagi jeene ki ijazat de rakhi thi. thelma nahi chahti thi, vadi wale unke khilaf hon. abhi shayad usay samay chahiye tha vadi par pura jamane me. dhire dhire uske sathi vadi me parvesh kar rahe the.

ye mere svasth hone ke 6th day ki baat ha. main gufa me hi ek jaga betha vicharon me vyast tha. baba bahar gaye hue the. meri nak se ajib si smell takrai to main sar utha kar dekhne laga. gufa ka wo rasta jo gufa se bahar aane jane ke liye istemal hota tha, udhar se mujhe ajib si smell aati hui mahsus hui. mai heran hua ye smell kaisi ha. kuch pal to mai samjh hi nahi saka. fir jab mujhe samjh ai to mai jhatke se utha aur bhaag kar baba ki lab ke paas latke ek lohe ke bane bhale ko utha laaya. main heran tha, yahan sher kaisa aa gaya.

ji haan mujhe jo smell aai thi wo sher ki smell thi. jaise hi main bhala liye wapis palta. apne saamne ka nazara dekh mai stabdh rah gaya.. nazara tha hi kuch aisa..

ek haseen tareen ladki jiske badan par cheete ki khaal thi. stano aur tangon ke beech ke area ko cheete ki khaal se dhake wo badi hi shahana andaz me khadi mujhe ghoore ja rahi thi. uske dayen kandhe par ek chhota sa, cuta sa bandar betha hua tha. wo bhi mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha. ladki ke daayen baayen do balshali sher khade mujhe ghor rahe the. tarzan ke baare me suna tha, wo mard hota ha, par yahan to mujhe ladki dikhai de rahi thi. tarzan ke jaisi sthiti me, ek bandar aur do sheron ke sath gufa ke andar mere saaamne..

manzar jitna dil dahla dene wala tha, do do sher mere saamne the. kaise koi manush do do sheron ke saamne hosh me rah sakta tha.

jitna khatra mujhe dono sheron se tha. unta hi dil hi dhadkano me shor bhi tha. ladki jiski sundrta ko shabdo me bayan kar pana mere bass se bahar tha. uske ghane kaale baal jinke sath woh cute sa bandar regular khel raha tha. hawa nahi chal rahi thi, warna hawa me uske kaale lambe baal lahra kar uski sundrta ko hazaron guna aur bhi badha dete.. baba ka rang doodh ke jaisa gora tha. par is ladki ka rang halka sanwala tha. gori hoti to shayad itni sundr nahi dikhti. jitni sanwali hone par dikh rahi thi. kya kamal ki chamakdar skin paai thi in haseena ne. pahadon me rahne wali, barfani vadi me rahne wali sakht jaan ladki, jiske badan ka ek ek ang bohut hi kamal maharat se tarasha hua lag raha tha. aisa perfect figure maine apni puri zindagi me kisi ka nahi dekha tha..

jaane main kab tak hosh se begana rahta.. shero ki dahad ke sath main hosh me aaya. shayad sheron ko mera apni malika ko aise tukar tukar pasand nahi aaya tha. isliye dahad kar mujhe chetavani de rahe the. maalika ki or dekhne wale ko hum cheer phaad kar kacha kha jate han.


bade hi samjhdar sher the. mujhe dekh kar bhi mujhpar hamla nahi kiya tha dono ne. ladki se permission milti to shayad wo pal bhar me mujhe cheer phaad daalte..

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.

Nice update

 

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Update:-16


A Few Sentences From The 15th Update.....


jaane kitni der ye safar jari raha mera.. mai andaza nahi laga paya.. main samjhne ki sthiti me raha hi nahi tha..

fir ekdum se main jaise kisi sakht pathreeli zameen par ja gira.. mera sar neeche zorse takraya. mai bass inta hi samjh saka, main kisi garam gufa me hon.

bass uske baad main hosh me nahi rah saka. meri ankhen band hoti chali gai. jaane kabse mai khud se ladta aa raha tha. ab khud se ladne ki himmat mujhme nahi rahi thi..

jaane main temporary nind me chala gaya tha. ya hamesha ki nind me..


Now Farward.....


Update:-16




"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"

shalini singh ki dil dahla dene wali cheekh ne haveli ki deewaron ko hila kar rakh dia.. raat ka samay tha, shalini singh jo apne kamre me so rahi thi. cheekhti hui uth bethi..



"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


chillane lagi. surindr, varinder, amrita, chachi, dada dadi, aur sab hadbada kar uthe aur shailini singh ke kamre ki orr bhaag nikle. bahar pahredari kar rahe guards bhi ghabra kar apni apni guns thame satark ho gaye.. kahin koi durghatna to nahi ghat gai. haveli me aisa shor bhi pahle kabhi nahi utha tha.

shalini singh abhi tak cheekhe chilla rahi thi. karan karan chilla rahi thi.

kamre ka door andar se band tha. sab door par pohnche. sab ek dusre ko dekh heran bhi the aur shalini ke cheekhne chillane ke sath sath "karan".."karan" ki pukar par chintit bhi the. shalini ne kabhi karan ke rahte karan ko yaad karne ki koshish nahi ki thi. ab to karan usse saalon se door tha. ab kyu wo karan ko yaad kar rahi thi. kyu karan ka naam le le kar cheekh chilla rahi thi.. wo bhi itne dardnak andaz me..

door peeta gaya. jab andar se koi response nahi mila to dada thakur ke kahne par door ko todna shuru kar dia gaya. shalini singh jaise hosh kho bethi thi. bas karan karan pukare ja rahi thi. sab dar gaye kahin shalini singh ko kuch ho na jaaye.

door toota, sab daud kar andar ghus gaye. dekha to shalini singh farsh par ghutno par bethi sar ke baal noch rahi thi. uski ankhen bah bah kar uske chahre ko nahla chuki thi. dekhne me shalini singh ki halat kisi mental patient se kam nahi lag rahi thi.

surinder:- kya hua shalini. tum aise chilla kyu rahi ho.

shalini ki mansik sthiti waaki me bohut kharab thi, wo surinder ko koi jawab na dekar karan ko pukarne lagi. uska cheekhna chillana ab badbadahat me badal chuka tha.

dada thakur bade dhayan se shalini singh ko dekh rahe the. wo bohut kuch samjh bhi rahe the...

maa to wo hoti ha, jo saat samandar paar bhi bete ke dard par tadap uthti ha.. beta khush rahe to maa khush rahti ha, beta dard me ho to wahi dard maa ke dil me bhi hone lagta ha.. ek maa apne bete se kabhi nafrat kar hi nahi sakti. ye baat dada thakur jante the. shalini singh jitni bhi nafrat karan se karti a rahi thi. wo nafrat nahi thi, wo to bohut kuch kho dene ke baad ka parinam tha.. wo firse maa nahi ban sakti thi. ek balshali bete ki maa nahi ban sakti thi. ek shandar beta janam dekar pati ki nazron me garv se apni chahti chaudi nahi kar sakti thi. itna sab hone ke bawajud bhi wo apna pati tak kho bethi thi.. kaise sab sahn kar pati. wo apne hosh me rahi hi kahan thi. apni ek alag dunya basa kar jeene lagi thi..


isliye karan se door door rahti aai thi. warna ek maa ke liye uska iklota beta to anmol hota ha.


ab tak dada thakur ne kisi ko nahi bataya tha, karan singh ab ek normal ladka ban chuka ha. dada thakur chahte the, karan jab laut kar aaye to sab usay badla dekh hairan ho jaayen. jab wo parivar ka angrakshak bankar samne aaye to shalini singh, surinder singh aur sabke sar garv se uth jayen. aisa dada thakur ke mann me tha.. par last ke 2 saal se wo karan se mil nahi sake the. dushmani bohut badh chuki thi aur koi bhi durghatna ghat sakti thi. aise me parivar ki suraksha bhi bahadh zaruri thi.. dada thakur ab chahte the, karan kaise bhi kar ke laut aaye.


aise me shalini singh ki aisi condition. wo bhi karan singh ko leke. dada thakur ko bhi apna dil doobta hua mahsus hone laga. wo samjh gaye, ek maa ka dil kyu itna tadap raha ha. kyu ek maa jo saalon se apne bete se door thi, apne iklote bete ke liye ro rahi ha. uske dard par cheekh chilla rahi thi.. dada thakur ko lag gaya ki karan ke sath koi bohut badi durghatna ghat chuki ha. tabhi to itni door rahte hue ek maa tadap uthi. ek maa ke dil ne jaan liya tha, uska bete ke sath kuch galat hua ha. kuch aisa to sahn karne layak nahi ha.

surinder singh shalini singh se bar bar puch raha tha. par shalini singh bas "karan" "karan" badbadaye ja rahi thi..

surinder singh guse me aa kar kuch bolta. dada thakur ne usay rok dia.. surinder singh dada thakur ko dekh chup ho gaya. dada thakur ne sabko kamre se jane ka bol dia.. kamre me dada dadi aur shalini singh hi rah gaye...

dada thakur ne dadi se kaha, dadi kamre me rakhe jug se pani ek glass me bhar kar shalini singh ko pilane lagi. par shalini singh ab bhi apne pure hosh me nahi thi.

dada dadi ke pyar aur hosle ke chalte shalini singh ki halat me kuch sudhar aane laga. shalini singh ne thoda sa pani piya aur dada thakur ke hath tham kar rote hue karan baare baat karne lagi. batane lagi kaise usne ek bura sapna dekha ha, batane lagi kaise us sapne me karan ke sath kya hua. batane lagi uska dil kya bol raha ha. kahne lagi uske bete ko kaise bhi karke uske le aaya jaaye.. nahi to uski khair khabar laai jaaye..

dada dadi barson baad shalini singh ke moh se karan ka nam sunkar khush bhi hue aur fir shalini singh ke sapne ko jaan chintit bhi. jaante the, ek maa ko kabhi koi galat sapna nahi aa sakta.. jaisi zindagi karan singh kabile me ji raha tha. wahan hazaron khatre the.



dada thakur ne shalini singh ko shaant karke jald se jald karan singh ki khabar laane ka bol dia.. dadi shalini singh ke sath hi bed par let gai. dada ek chair par beth kar sochne lage.. kaise karan se rabta kiya jaye. ab karan se rabta zaruri ho gaya tha.


agle din se dada thakur ne tayari shuru kar di firse kabile jaane ki. par dushman bhi bohut chalak tha, ek ek movement par nazar rakh raha tha. shahar me rahte wo kuch nahi ukhad sakte the dada thakur ka. haan shahar se bahar jungle me nikalte hi dada thakur se ladna uske liye asaan tha. durjan singh ka khaas admi ranga daku apne sathi dakuon ke sath dada thakur ka rasta rokne ke liye pahadon me maujud rahta tha.. ranga daku ka talluq durjan singh ha ye baat koi nahi janta tha. haan dono parivaron ki ladai baare me pura distric janta tha..

dada thakur ne bohut koshish ki, par wo kabile ke liye nahi nikal sake. karan ki khariyat malum nahi kar sake. aise me 15 din beet gaye.. fir dada thakur ke khaas rakhwale shankar ne akele jaane ka green singal de dia.

dada:- nahi shankar mai tumhari jaan khatre me nahi daal sakta.

shankar:- maalik, khatra kahan nahi ha. chhote malik ki khabar laani bhi zaruri ha. mujhe jaane den malik, mere paas ek idea ha.

dada:- kaisa idea

shankar batane laga. sunkar dada thakur kuch der sochte rahe.

dada:- khatra to fir bhi rahega shankar..

shankar:- maalik! main fir bhi chance lena chahunga.. gaye bina koi chara bhi to nahi ha na maalik. kitne saaal ho gaye, chhote malik ko yahan se gaey he. dushmani to chalti rahegi maalik. kab tak hum dushmano ko dheel dete rahenge maalik. is bar takkar barabar ki ho hi jaaye..

dada thakur shankar ki ankhon me dekhte hue gahri saans lekar bole

dada:- shankar tum saalon se mere sath ho, tum achhe se jante ho. dushmani me hum kabhi pahl nahi karte, koi dushmani kare to usay moka dete han, wo sudhar jaaye. hum nahi chahte kisi ka ghar ujde. jab pani se upar jaane lage to fir humen majburan har hadh se guzar jana padta ha.

shankar:- maalik! ab bhi humne khul kar jawab nahi diya to sach me paani sar se upar chala jayega. fir hum kuch kar nahi payenge..

dada:- sahi kaha tumne shankar. kab tak durjan singh ko dheel dete rahenge. tum sab ko tayar rahne ko bol do. aur jaisa plan bataya ha, uspar amal shuru kar do..

3 dino baad dada thakur ki personal gaadi, jisme dada thakur ki jaga koi aur betha tha, gaurds ki 3 gaadiyon ke sath shahar se nikal kar jungle ki or badhne lage. durjan singh, ranga daku tak ye khabar pahle hi pohnch chuki thi. ranga daku apne sathiyon ke sath raste ko block karke dada thakur ko hamesha ki nind sulane ke liye maujud tha. par is baar ki baat alag thi, is baar dada thakur ke sathi puri tayari ke sath aaye the. plan ke sath aaye the.

jaise durjan singh aur ranga daku ko dikhaya gaya tha, waise tha nahi. teeno gaurds ki gadiyon me ek ek driver aur ek ek gaurd the. baki piche aa rahe the. ranga daku ne hamla kiya to drivers aur jo guards un gadiyon me the, wo turant firing karte hue raod se niche kood kar bhaag nikle. ye chara tha ranga daku ke liye.

ranga daku aur uske sath jab gadiyon tak pohnche to guse me aa gaye.. dada thakur ko galiyan dene lage. is chaal par ranga daku bilbila utha tha. usne kuch dakuon ko bhaag rahe dada thakur ke admiyon ke piche bhej dia. khud bakiyon ke sath wahin rah kar durjan singh ko sab batane laga. sunkar durjan singh ko gusa aaya. fir wo hasne laga.

durjan:- budha dimag ka upyog karne laga ha.

ranga:- thakur saab! wo budha mere sath chhal kar jaye, main sahn nahi kar sakta. mujhe anumati den, main uski haveli me ghus kar uske pure parivar ko nasht kar dun.

durjan:- dheeraj ranga dheeraj. jab aisi nobat aai to mai khud tumhe kah dunga. par abhi nahi. khud ko khatre me mat daalo.

abhi unki baten jari hi thi, ki shankar kuch guards ke sath wahan pohnch gaya.. wo sab haveli ki gadiyon me nahi the, dada thakur ki haveli ki sabhi gadiyon baare ranga daku aur durjan singh sab jante the. is baar gadiyan nayi kharidi gai thi. jo ab istemal me lai gai thi..

ranga daku ya uske sath kuch samjh sakte, achanak se shankar ne kai sathiyon ke sath milkar goliyon ki bauchhad kar di. sath hi wo gadiyon se nikal kar road ki sides me chhup gaye..

ranga daku jo samjh raha tha, dada thakur ke admi dum daba kar bhaag nikle han. in goliyon ki bauchhad hui to ghabra gaya. udhar durjan singh bhi firing ki awaz sunkar cheekhne laga. ranga se puchne laga ye firing kaisi ha. par durjan singh ko sivaye cheekhon ke kuch sunaai nahi dia. ranga daku apni jaan ki fikr me pad gaya tha. mobile uske sath kahin gir pada..


ranga daku ne ladne ki koshish to bohut ki. par uske sathi badi speed se kam hone lage. kai sathi pahle hi phatke me maare gaye, door kahin bhi firing ki awaz sunaai dene lagi. matlab dada thakur ke jo admi pahle bhage the, wo bhi ab mukable par utar aaye the. aise me ranga daku ke liye farar hi iklota option bacha tha.

kuch der tak khuni ladai jaari rahi. fir mahaul ekdum se shaant ho gaya. shankar ke to nahi, par 3 sathiyon ke zarur goliyan lag gai thi. jaan kisi ki nahi gai thi. ranga daku ke 10 sathi maare gaye to baki jaan bacha kar dum daba kar bhaag nikle..

shankar pahli baar milne wali fateh celebrate karne laga. dada thakur ko bataya gaya. sunkar wo bhi khush hue..

wahin se shankar kuch guards ke sath kabile ki orr nikal pada...

dada thakur bechaini se shankar ki wapsi ka intezar karne lage. shankar agle din jaldi laut aaya. aate hi karan ke sath hui durghatna baare dada thakur ko bata dia.. dada thakur sunkar ladkhada gaye the.. karan ab is dunya me nahi raha, unka dil nahi maan raha tha. par jab khabar mili ki us durghatna ko 2 mahine se upar ka samay beet chuke han to uske dil ki dhadkan jasie rukne lagi. fir ye khabar haveli me sab tak pohnch gai.

haveli me jaise qayamat aai gai. karan ko leke pahli baar cheekhna chillana shuru hoa haveli me...


shalini singh dusri baar karan singh ko yaad karke phoot phoot kar roi..
ek maa thi wo. bete ko pyar dena chahiye tha, nafrat deti rahi. usay apni aaghosh me chhupa kar rakhna chahiye tha. khud se door bhi kiya aur dhutkara bhi. pahle ke zakham kam the kyaaa, jo ab karan ka zakham bhi dil par a gaya tha.. shalini singh gham ki tasveer bani kamre ki hoke rah gai.


suhasi jo karan ke laut aane par uske mafi maang kar sache mann se uski bahan ban jana chahti thi. karan ke sath hui durghatna baare jaan kar khud ko kasurwar thahrane lagi. karan ke sath wo tab itna sab na karti to karan kabhi itne lambe samay ke liye usse door na jaata. aur na hi itna sab uske sath hota.. suhasi ki halat bhi shalini se kam nahi thi.

divya ko khabar mili to wo gahre sadme me aa gayi. wo bhi haveli aa gai, aur karan ke kamre ki hoke rah gayi. karan ke saman ko chhu chhu kar rone lagti. karan uska iklota bhai tha. ek din bhi wo karan se door nahi rahna chahti thi, barson usse door rahne par majbur ho gai.. aur ab uske baare me aisi khabar. divya ka mann hone laga cheekh cheekh kar dunya walun ko apne dard baare bataye.

bua, fufa, dada dadi sab gahre dukh ki lapet me aa gaye. dada ke dil me tha, karan jab laut kar aayega to sab usay balshali mard bana dekh kar chaunk uthenge.. karan ke sath hui durghanta aisi durghatna thi, jo karan se pyar karte the, zindagi unke liye berang ho gayi..

shalini singh ke mayke se bhi sab aaye. jab shalini singh ko dard me dekha, to pahli bar karan ke liye unke dil tadap uthe. khud par afsos karne lage, karan jaisa bhi tha, tha to unka apna hi. unki shalini ka beta hi. par ab wo kuch nahi kar sakte the. karan ek hisab se un sab se door ho chuka tha.

karan ki maut ho chuki ha, aisa kisi ne nahi kaha tha. par dil se sab yahi samjh rahe the, karan ab is dunya me nahi raha.. do mahine wo bhi nadi ki toofani, chatano se takrati lahron ke beech me gum hua tha karan. kisi ko yakin nahi tha, karan zinda bacha hoga. par dil ko ek aas bhi thi.. dil me ye bhi tha, karan kaise bhi karke laut aaye, jis jis ne uska dil dukhaya ha, wo aa kar unhe khud par kiye zulm ki saza de, par laut aaye..


ek din shalini singh dukh me thi, wo karan ko yaad kar rahi thi. karan baare jo suna tha, wo mann me repeat kar rahi thi.. fir jaise uske kuchh click hua.. wo jhatke se uthi aur surinder ko dhundne lagi.. surinder sabke sath drawing me betha dikha..

sab kai dino baad shalini singh ko kamre se nikla dekh heran hue..

shalini singh surinder singh ke sath gai aur ansu bahati surinder singh se boli

shalini:- suna aapne.. mera karan singh kabile ki beti ko bachane ke bad nadi me gira tha.

surinder singh kuch na smajhne wale andaz me shalini singh ko dekhne laga

shalini singh firse boli:- mere bete ne pure kabile walun ke saamne aapka sar garv se uncha kar dia. jaan par khel kar kabile ki izzat ko bacha gaya.. kuch samjhe aap.. jis bete ko nakara samjh kar aapne aur beton ke lalach me dusri shadi kar li thi. us bete ne apni jaan dekar bhi khud ko sabat kar dia.. bata dia thakur parivar ke mard kaise hua karte han. wo bol ke gaya tha, waada karke gaya tha, jo kaha ha wo karke dikhaunga. balshali bhi banuga aur parivar ka rakshak bhi. dekha aapne wo parivar ka rakshak ban gaya.. wo kabila bhi to uska parivar tha. kabile me aur bhi kai balwan the, par mera karan akela bheem singh ke chungal se bindu ko nikaal le gaya. mera karan asli shoorveer ban gaya.. mera karan asli yudha ban gaya. mera karan asli angrakshak ban gaya.. aapka sar itna uncha kar gaya, jitna aapka koi beta na kabhi kar saka ha, na kabhi kar sakega.. suna aapne.. koi bhi aapka beta mere bete karan jaisa nahi ban saka..

itna bol kar wo firse ghutno par giri aur dahaiyan dene lagi. karan ke liye "garv ha" aisa bolne lagi. sath hi khud ko bhi kosne lagi..

shalini singh ki aisi baaten sunkar sab chaunk uthe.. pahle jin baton par koi dhayan nahi de paya tha. ab sab dhayan dene lage. sahi hi to kaha tha shalini singh ne. karan ne jo kaha kar dikhaya tha. bhale hi is parivar ka rakshak nahi bana paya tha, par bana to tha, jis parivar ke sath rah raha tha, usk parivar ki izzat bhi bachai thi aur izzat ki orr buri nazar se dekhne walun ki ankhen bhi nikal deen thee.. unke sar bhi kaat diye the.

payal, paridhi jo pahle din karan ke gham ke rahne ke bad jald normal ho gai thi. apne dusre bhaiyo aur cousins ke sath has has kar baat karne lagi thi. ab jaana unka bhai kaise halat me sabse juda hua to pahli bar, zindagi me pahli baar dono ke dil ki dhadkan kuch badhi. kuch hulchal machi, kuch dard utha.. dono ek dusre ko dekhne lagi, dono ki ankhon me pahle nami utri, fir ankhon se ansu bahne lage. dono ko apni apni galatiyon aur vyavhar par afsos hone laga. dono turant harkat me aai aur apni maa ke paas beth kar, maa ko gale se laga kar rone lagi. karan ke liye maa se sorry bolne lagi.

shalini singh ek baar firse karan ke gham me doob gai. is bar ka gham alag tha. garv bhi tha, par dard zayada tha. jitni nafrat kari thi karan se, jinta paraya banaya tha apne iklote bete ko, utni hi peedan me bhi aane lagi.

surinder singh, varinder singh dono sochon me gum ho gaye. amrita singh ke dil me pahli bar shalini singh ke liye nafrat bhare bhav janam lene lage. aisa sab pahli bar bola tha shalini singh ne. uske bete the, par youn uske beton ka apmaan nahi hua tha kabhi. karan ne baazi maar li thi. aisa show karwa kar shalini singh ne amrita singh ke dil me nafrat ka beech bo daala.

suhasi ka dard badha to uske bhai chache ke beton ko karan ke baazi maar jane wali baat par gusa aane laga. jise umar bhar dhutkar mili thi, aaj uska naam youn garv se koi lega, unho ne socha bhi nahi tha. asli mard wo the, parivar ke rakshak aur jayale bhi wahi the. karan jo kabhi ek chuha hua karta tha, unse badhkar kaise ho sakta tha..


karan zinda tha ki mar gaya. agar zinda hota to zarur ab wo inki nafrat ka zayada shikar hota.. sab ek dusre ko dekhne lage. sabki ankhon me karan ke liye nafrat ke bhav firse badhne lage. dil hi dil me wo kasam bhi khane lage, ki kuch aisa karenge ki karan ki naam ki chhaap sabke dilon se mita kar rahenge.. fir ghar me zikr hoga to unka hoga, na ki ek kaale chuhe ka..



sab sunkar divya ki ankhen hi khul gai thi. wo karan ke gham me thi. kai dino se kisi se khul kar bol nahi rahi thi. ab jab shalini singh ke moh se karan ke liye itna sab, aur aisa sab suna to uska dard badhne laga. uska seena bhi garv se chauda hone laga. karan sach me wo ban gaya tha. jo wo karan ko bane dekhna chahti thi. par karan ki doori ne ab uske dil ke dard ko badhana shuru kar dia tha. uska bhi mann hone laga, wo bhi kuch aisa hi kahe, jaisa shalini singh ne kaha tha.. par divya ke mann me tha, jab karan laut kar aayega, tab wo aisa sab kahegi.. par karan to gayab tha. us nadi me girne ke bad wo bach saka tha ki nahi. koi nahi janta tha.




shalini singh ek baar firse kamre ki hoke rah gayi. surinder singh ko usne totally nazar andaz karna shuru kar dia. ab surinder shalini singh ke dard ko kam karne ke liye ya usse apne dil ki baat karne ke liye milna chahta tha. par shalini singh ne surinder se koi bhi baat karne se saaf inkar kar dia. surinder singh ki begangi ke chalte hi to wo karan se door hui thi. ab karan ko usi ke kaaran wo kho bethi thi. na surinder uske sath aisa sab karta, na wo apne iklote bete ko khud se door karti.. aise me surinder se kaise wo baat karti. aur fir ab baat karne ko rah bhi kya gai thi.. karan ke sath hui durghatna ke baad wo khali daman rah gai thi. payal paridhi bhi apni maa ke dard ko kamm karne ki koshish me lagi rahti. par ab dard kam hone wala nahi tha.

suhasi hi thi jo shalini singh ke zayada karib thi. wo bhi to gahre gham ki lapet me thi.

udhar durjan singh aur ranga daku zakham chaat rahe the. pahli baar dada thakur se itni badi chot mili thi. sahn nahi kar paa rahe the. kuch samay ruk kar dada thakur ko ek badi chot dene ka plan banane lage. ranga daku ke sath mare the. usay durjan singh se zayada gusa tha dada thakur aur shankar par..

dada thakur bhi jante the, jaisi chot is baar durjan singh ko mili ha. wo chup nahi bethega. dada thakur ne parivar ke sabhi sadason ki security badha di..


karan se nafrat karne walun ke dilon me nafrat aur bhi badhne lagi. pahle moh par nafrat ka izhaar kiya karte the. ab peeth karne lage. parivar ke ladke khud ko karan se badhkar balshali aur rakshak sabat karne ke liye khud par dhayan dene lage. haveli me gym aur kasrat ke equipment badha diye gaye..

ek hisab se ye acha hi hua tha. pahle apni apni life me mast the, ab race shuru ho chuki thi in sab ke beech. sab karan ka sthan chheenne ke liye ek dusre se number le jana chahte the. pahle jo dada sabko balshali banne ko kaha karte the. ab sabko kasrat aur gym karte dekh pheeki hasi has dia karte.. dil me kaha karte.."karan beta tumne to ek hi phatke me sabko chit kar dia"


amrita singh apne beton ko pahle bhi parivar ke mardon me sabse badhkar mana karti thi. karan ke naam ka danka wo sahn nahi kar paayi thi. haveli ke sare guards jab dekho karan singh ki baaten karte nazar aate the. jise dekh amrita singh khun ke ghoont pi kar rah jaati. wo apne beton ke andar bhi aag bharne lagi, wo bhi chahti thi, uske bete kuch aisa naam kamayen, jitna naam karan singh bhi nahi kama saka tha.. wo shalini singh ko neecha dikha chahti thi. bata dena chahti thi, parivar ke asli rakshak keval uske bete han. karan singh ne jo kiya, kai jungliyon ke sath mil kar kiya. par mera ek ek beta kaiyon par bhari pad sakta ha. aise amrita singh soche bethi thi..



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mai jaane kitni lambi nind soya raha tha. kuch andaza nahi tha. mai hosh ki dunya me wapis lauta to meri ankhon jaise kuch bhi dekhne ki takat kho bethi thi. mai ankhen meech meech kar dekhne ki koshish karne laga. par mujhe gahre andhere ke siva kuch dikhai nahi dia. gahre sannate ke siva kuch sunaai nahi dia..

ab tak main ye yaad nahi kar paya tha, mere sath kya ghatna ghat chuki ha. thelma se mile dhoke ke bad main kai goliyon se chhalni hue niche gir pada tha.. fir kisi gadhe me girne ke baad ek barfani darar ne travel karta hua kisi badi gufa me gir pada tha.

gahra ghana andhera dekh kar main hadbada gaya. hathu ko junbash dekar main
apni ankhon ke aage ke andhere ko door karne ki koshish me tha. par ye kyaa

main apne sharir ke kisi bhi ang ko hilane ki kshamta kho betha tha. aahh mere sath ye kya ho gaya. kis ne mera ye haal kiya. kisne mujhe apahij bana daala. kya mere hath pair kaat diye gaye han, kya mai sach me sada ke liye bekaar ho chuka hon.

mera dil doobne laga. bina hath paaon ke main kaise ghar wapis laut sakta tha. kaise main apne kahe par pura utar sakta tha. kaise main bina hath pairon ke apne parivar ki raksha kar sakta tha.

bade hi bure vichar mere mann me aane lage. fir main sochta chala gaya. guzre halaat kisi film ki tarah meri andhi ankhon ke saamne chalne lage. mujhe sab yaad aata chala gaya. thelma ka pyar, fir dhoka, fir wo khaufnak ladai, uske baad khai me girna, uske bhi sab yaad aane laga..

thelma ki yad aai to mere andar nafrat ka laava ubalne laga. main cheekhne chillane laga. thelma ko bura bhala kahne laga. main ab bhi nahi samjh paya tha, mai kaha tha. ek bebas aur lachar insan ki tarah thelma ko galiyan dekar apne andar ka ghubar nikalne ka prayas kar raha tha.

na andhera door hua aur na koi mere paas aaya. bohut zayada weekness ke chalte main ek bar firse behosh ho gaya..

dusri baar jab hosh aaya to maine ankhen kholi. is baar mujhe halki roshni dikhai padi. ye roshni kis chij ki thi, mai samjh nahi paya tha.

main firse loudly bol kar kisi ko pukarne laga. aur is baar der nahi guzri aur mujhe kisi ke kadmon ki aahat sunai di. sar ghuma kar dekhne ki koshish kari to bass irada hi karke rah gaya. itna pain hua gardan me.. haaye kya bataon. aisa laga jaise meri gardan par kisi ne chhote chhote chaku bandh diye hon aur hilne wo chaku meri gardan me ghus gaye hon.. mai apne hont danton me dabaye dard ko bardasht ko karne laga..

koi meri ankhon ke saamne aaya. wo badi hi narm awaz me bola..

"tum hosh me aa gaye"

maine ankhen khol kar dekha. to paya meri nazron ke saamne ek bazurg maujud han. jinki umar 80 saal se upar thi. rang doodh ke jaisa saaf aur aaine kei jaisa shafaf. sar aur dadhi ke saare baal sufed the. chahre par jhuriyan thi, par ankhon aur chahre par bepanah chamak. main usay zayada nahi dekh saka. dekhta to shayad sammohit ho jata. itni hi kashish thi unki ankhn me. maine ankhen meech leen.

wo pyar bhare andaz me has pade.. main bina ankhen khole bola

karan:- aap kon han baba?? aur main kahan hon.??

baba:- beta tum jahan kahin bhi ho surakshit ho. aur mera naam vilasha ha. par tum mujhe baba hi kahna. tumhare moh se baba sunkar mujhe acha laga..
mera ek beta tha, wo bhi mujhe baba hi kaha karta tha.

maine ankhen khol kar baba ko dekha. apne bete ke zikr par baba ka lahja dard bhara ho gaya tha.

karan:- tha? baba aapne "tha" kyu kaha..

baba:- woh ab mere sath nahi ha, devta usay apne paas bula chuke han.

karan:- oooo mujhe bohut dukh hua baba. baba aap devta kyu bol rahe han.

baba ki ankhon ki chamak ki mai taab nahi la pa raha tha. main baba ki ankhon me na dekh side dekhne laga.

baba dhire se muskura pade:- main samjh sakta ha beta, tum aisa kyu bol rahe ho. tum bahri dunya se ho na. isliye hamare devta baare kuch nahi jante.

main heran hua:- bahri dunya se.? baba mai kuch samjha nahi.

baba:- beta tum jis vadi tak aaye the, ab usi vaadi me ho.

mujhe shock laga.. mai jhatke se uthne laga. par karah kar rah gaya.

baba:- beta abhi bohut kuch ha tumhare jaanne ke liye. tum abhi aram karo, tumhari halat abhi bahtar nahi ha.

main bade dukh se:- baba kya mere hath pair nahi rahe.

baba:- nahi beta, devta ke karam se tumhara sab kuch salamat ha.

karan:- fir mai hil kyu nahi raha. apne hathu pairon ko harkat kyu nahi de pa raha.

baba:- beta tumhe andaza bhi nahi ha, tumhari kya halat thi, liggaam ki koi haddi aisi nahi thi, jo salamat rahi ho. jab tum mujhe mile to zakhmo se choor choor the.

karan:- liggaam? liggaam kya ha beta..

baba firse hase:- mai baton baton me apni bhasha ka prayog kar gaya. liggaam tumhari bhasha me sharir ko kahte han..

maine ab tak dhayan nahi dia tha. baba mujhse hindi me baat kar rahe the. baba ka chahra bhi indians jaisa nahi tha. aas paas ke kisi ilake ke rahne walun ke jaise nain naqsh mujhe baba ke chahre par nahi mile the. ab maine dhayan diya to mere hairan hone ke kai kaaran the. main ektik baba ko dekhta chala gaya. baba ke honto par bazurgana muskan aa gai.

baba:- sahi soch rahe ho beta, hamara kuch bhi tumhari dunya ke jaisa nahi ha, na suraten, na bhasha, na bhagwan. hamara sab kuch dunya se alag ha.

karan:- baba ye kaisa chakkar ha.

baba:- beta baat bohut lambi ho jayegi, dhire dhire tumhe sab pata chal jayega. pahle mujhe apne baare me sab batao. tumhare liye aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha, jise tum jaanna chahoge.


main kabile se juda hone ke baad ke halat baba ko vistar me batane laga. pahle maine baba ko apna naam bataya, fir baki ka sab..main hil nahi sakta tha. baba ne kuch utha kar mere paas rakh kar uspar beth gaye the. meri sari baaten wo badi ghambirta se sun rahe the. jab main sab bata kar khamosh hua to baba ne ek gahri saans li. fir mujhse bole.

baba:- karan beta, pahli baat to ye jaan lo, tumhe mere paas aaye hue 6 mahine beet chuke han.

karan:- kyaaaaaa.?

mujhe ek aur shock laga tha. main 6 mahino se behosh tha.. aahh matlab mujhe mere kabile se door hue 8 mahino se bhi upar ka samay beet chuka tha. to kyaaa.. kyaa itne mahino tak mere wapis na laut paane ke kaaran wo sab mujhe mara hua to nahi samjh bethe. aisa ha to fir zarur mere ghar wale bhi ye baat jaan chuke honge. kabile wale kaise itni badi baat chhupa sakte the. jaise jaise mai sochta gaya, mera dil doobta gaya. meri saans tez hoti gayi. meri ankhon ke goshe nam hone lage. kitne dard saha hoga sabne meri doori par. mujhe ek ek ka chahra yaad aane laga. ek ek ke sath bitaye pal yaad aane lage. kaise ji rahe honge mujhse pyar karne wale mere bina..

kuch shan mai khamosh raha, baba ne bhi mujhe kuch nahi kaha. fir mujhe apne honto par kuch mahsus hua. meri band ankhen firse khuli dekha to baba ke hath me kuch tha.

baba:- karan beta, moh kholo.

main khud se apne hont kholta moh bhi khol gaya. baba ke hath me kuch liquid sa tha. uske kuch katre baba mere moh me tapkate rahe. fir baba ne hath hata liya. wo katre khud se mere gale se utarne lage. mujhe aisa laga, jaise main hawa me ud raha hon. andar se main itna halka mahsus karne laga tha khud ko.

baba:- beta ye mera khaas aavishkaar ha. main apne ilake ka chikitsak hon.
tum apni bhasha me scientist bhi kah sakte ho.

karan:- baba ye kya tha. bohut hi kamal ki chiz ha. iska asar to mere sharir aur dimag par hi nahi mere dil par hoa ha. kuch der pahle jo apnu ko yaad karte hue dard sa utha tha, wo bhi nahi raha ab.

baba muskura pade:- yahi to kamal ha is vadi me. devta ne hamari zameen ko anmol banaya ha. aisi aisi cheezen han yahan par, jo puri dunya me nahi. tumhari dunya me kai virus aise han, jinke shikar hue patient dino me hi mar jate han. par hamare han kam hi log bimar hokar marte han. yahan har bimari ka ilaj maujud ha.

fir dukh se bole:- par ab jaisi bimari devta ki is sundr vadi ke vasiyon ko lagi ha, uska koi ilaj na mere paas ha aur na hi vadi ke kisi aur vyakti ke paas..

karan:- baba aisi konsi bimari ha, jo aap jaise mahaan chikitsak ke paas bhi uska ilaj nahi ha.

baba aur bhi dukh bhare lahje me:- aag barsane wale hathiyar leke aane wale hamare liye sabse bada khatra han karan beta. usi aag barsane wale golo se tum bhi to ghayal huwe the na.

main bohut kuch samjh gaya tha. thelma aur uski team vadi me ghus chuki thi. in 6 mahino me vadi me kohram macha chuki hogi. main samjh gaya tha, thelma jaisi super agent jo mastermind bhi thi, vadi par kabza kar chuki hogi.

karan:- baba mujhe vistar me batayen.

baba:- kya karoge karan beta tum sab jaan kar.

karan:- baba aap mujhe sab batayen.

baba:- jis jaga tum maujud ho karan beta, ye vaadi ki bahri disha par ha.yahan ke baare me koi nahi janta.. tum is samay ek gufa me ho, aur yahi gufa mera thikna bhi ha. meri lab bhi yahi ha, yahi par main research bhi karta hon. tum mujhe mile to tumhare sharir me chand ukhdi saanson ke siva kuch nahi tha. pahle to tumhe dekh mere dil me tumhare liye nafrat aai. hum begano ka aana pasand nahi karte. par hamare devta naraz hote han, jab koi mar raha vyakti hamare saamne ho, aur hum uski jaan na bachayen. bhale hi wo koi dushman hi kyu na ho. hamare dil itne hi sundr aur saaf han. isliye maine tumhari jaan bhi bacha li..

kuch dino baad tum badbadane lage, tumhare moh se nikle shabdon se main jaan gaya tha, tumhari nature kaisi ha. tum dukhon ke maare pyar ko tarse hue insan ho. isliye main pure mann se tumhara ilaj karne laga. tumhare sharir ki koi haddi salamat nahi rahi thi. badi mahnat karni padi mujhe tumpar. tumhare sharir par. tumhare liye mujhe firse junglon ki khaak chhaanni padi. in 6 mahino me main bhi chain se nahi so paya hon karan beta. pahle devta ko khush karne ke liye tumhari jaan bachana chahta tha. fir jab tumhare jaise kai aur vaadi me ghus kar vaadi par kabza kar bethe to main aur bhi ji jan se tumhara ilaj karne laga. mai bhi chahta hon karan beta, tum jaldi se achhe ho jaao. jaldi se apne pairon par khade ho jaao. aur hamare kaam aao.

main baba ko prashn bhari nazron se dekhne laga

baba:- karan beta, kahin na kahin mere dil me ye baat bhi ha, ki tum hamare kaam aa sakte ho. tum kuch aisa kar jaao, jisse hamari vaadi humen wapis mil jaaye. hum jitne bhi samjhdar, chalak sahi, par bahar ki dunya walun se ladne ki shakti hum khud me nahi pate. hum budhi me bohut aage han, par tumhari dunya walun ke jaisi budhi hamare paas nahi ha. dusra hamare log aag barsane wale hathyaron se bohut darte han.

karan beta, sadiyon se hamari parampara rahi ha, hum apnu me kisi begane ko shamil nahi karte. jo bhi is vaadi me aata ha, wo ya to kaid kar liya jata ha, maar dia jata ha, ya fir kisi ka ghulam bana dia jata ha. sadiyon se hamari vaadi kaiyon ke liye heere ki khaan ki hasiyat rakhti ha. isliye log yahan bar bar aane ki koshish karte rahte han. yahan pohnch pana ek hisab se asambhav ha, nikal pana to aur bhi asambhav ha.. yahan ka mausam aur barf ke niche chhupi anginat khaiyon hamari vadi ki raksha karti han. fir bhi kuch sarfire aur lalach ke andhe bach kar yahan tak pohnchne me safal ho hi jate han.

is baar ke aane wale pahle se alag the, bohut hi khatarnak the. tumhare milne ke kuch hi dino baad main vadi me gaya, jahan sab rahte han. wahan gaya to pata chala, vadi par bahar se aane walun ka kabza ho chuka tha. jaan kar mujhe bada dukh hua. mai bata nahi sakta, meri kya halat ho gai thi. sadiyon se koi hamari vadi me ghus kar salamat nahi rah saka tha. par is baar koi ghusa bhi aur kabza bhi kar betha. apne hi girate han nasheman pe bijliyan..

baba thandi aahh bharte hue bole.. har jaga par ek sardar hota ha to koi na koi uska mukhlif bhi hota ha. hinaru bhi hamara sardar tha. wahi king bhi tha aur kahin hamara maalik bhi. hinaru ka bhai vibharu ek bad fitrat insan ha. wo hinaru ki jaga khud sardar banna chahta tha. lekin wo ban nahi sakta tha. wo chhota tha, jab tak hinaru sardar rahta, wo sardar ban nahi sakta tha. hinaru ke marte hi usay sardar bana di jaata. fir hinaru ke 4 bete hue to vibharu ke sardar banne ki sambhavna bhi jati rahi. vibharu kabhi sardar nahi ban sakta tha. is baat ka usay bohut dukh tha. sardar banne ki chah uske dil se kabhi nahi gayi. aise me wo shadyants rachne laga, jiske chalte hinaru aur uske bete mar jaayen. unke marte hi vibharu khud se sardar ban jata. aur usay rokne wala koi nahi hota. balki sab usay hi sardar maan lete. yahi yahan ki parampara bhi ha.. aur sab dil se samman bhi karte han aisi paramparaon ka.



par vibharu nakaam hua, hinaru daler hi nahi, buddhiman bhi tha. vibharu ke bichhaye sare jaal usne kaat diye. vibharu ko kaid kar diya gaya. vibharu ne apne kuch dosto apne sath mila lia tha, jo vibharu ke sardar bante hi uske khas gurge ban jaate. wo bhi bure vichar rakhne wale insan the. unme se kuch pakde gaye to kuch bhaag kar junglon me khud ko chhupa gaye..

wahin junglon me chhupe hue vibharu ke sathiyon ko bahar se aane wale mile.. pahle bhi kai idhar aa chuke the, isliye is vadi ke kai log hindi ke sath sath english likhna padhna bhi jan chuke the. vibharu ke dosto ne un aane walun se samjhota kiya, aur unki madad se sardar ka takhta ulat dia.. vibharu ko kaid se nikaal kar hinaru aur uske beton ko kaid me daal dia gaya. vibharu ke sath sath bahar se aaye hue sab hinaru aur uske beton ko jaan se maar dena chahte the. par aise me vadi ke logo ek jut ho gaye. sab bol uthe, agar sardar aur unke beton ki jaan li gai to sab mar kar bhi yahan kisi ko panapne nahi denge..

majburan sabko kaid me rakha gaya.tab se is vaadi par vibharu sardar ha. par asal me sardari bahar se aai ek ladki kar rahi ha. jisne tumhe bhi dhoka dia tha.

karan:- thelma

mere moh se thelma ka nam aise nikla.. jaise main thalme ke chhote chhote piece karke chaba raha hon. nafrat to mujhe ho hi gai thi us chalak gori loomdi se. par yahan par aa kar jaisa sab unse kiya tha. mere mann me uske prati nafrat aur aag adhik badhne lagi.

baba:- haan thelma.. yahi naam ha uska. bohut hi shatir aur buddhiman ladki ha woh. ek mahine me hi wo hamari bhasha seekh gai. dusre mahine ittehas me pahli bar yahan helicopters land hue.. mahine me 2 din mausam bohut acha rahta ha, us din barf bhi nahi padti aur hawayen bhi normal raftar se chalti han. thelma aisa jaan gai thi. aisa hi fir har mahine hone laga. ab tak 50 baar helicopters yahan aa chuke han. aur pahle jo unki sankhya 60 ke karib batai ja rahi thi. ab 500 se badh chuki ha. aag barsane wale kai tarah ke aur hathiyar bhi wo leke aaye han.

karan beta, in sab ka khatam hona aur hinaru ka firse sardar banna tumhari dunya walun ke liye bhi behadh zaruri ha. tum nahi jante ho, thelma ek biggest criminal organization ki head ha. wo chahte han, puri dunya par unka hold ho. karan beta ye jagah dunya walun ki nazron se gupt ha. upar se satellite se dekhne par bhi ye pura area gahri dhund me chhupa hua dikhai deta ha. aise me agar yahan koi secret headquarter banata ha to sari dunya wale isse anjan rahegi. dekhte hi dekhte tumhari dunya bhi is organization ke control me aa jayegi. fir jo tabahi machegi tumhare dunya me, tum khud andaza laga sakte ho..



mai hil nahi sakta tha. fir bhi mujhe jhatke par jhatke lag rahe the. mere andar kaise kaise dhamake nahi ho rahe the. bohut kuch mere dimag me aane laga tha.. ek film si mere dimag me chalne lagi thi. ek hi lamhe ke kai kai tarah ke scene chal rahe the, kai awazen goonj rahi thi. kabhi main thelma ke sath khud ko dekhta, kabhi main ghar walun ke sath khud ko dekhta, kabhi thelma ke sath bitaye rangeen pal mere dimag par yalghar karte to kabhi sugandha chachi ke sath banaye scene. kabhi mujhe meri maa ki berukhi yaad aati, to kabhi meri didiyon ka mujhpar hasna, mujhe dhutkarna yaad aata. kabhi divya didi ka mere gaalon ko chumna yaad aata to kabhi dada dadi aur bua fufa ka pyar karna mujhe yaad aane lagta.

kaise kaise scene mere dimag me hulchal nahi macha rahe the.. fir mujhe kabile me bitaye sare pal yaad aane lage. 6 saalon ke sabhi drshy mujhe yaad aane lage. pal pal khud me aa rahe badlav bhi kisi picture ki tarah dikhai dene lage.

kal ka thakur karan singh aaj kitna badal chuka tha. kal ka kaala chuha aaj ek junglee saand me badal chuka tha. kon tha jo mujhse takkar le sakta. kon tha jo mujhe hara sakta. kon tha jo mujhse unchi chhalang laga sakta tha. kon tha, jisme mere jitna jigra tha. kon tha, jisse mai pyar karun aur mai uska na ho jaaun..

ohhhh pyaaaaaaar.. pyaar ke chakar me main apni sudh budh khone dene ki adat se peecha nahi chhuda saka tha.is maamle me main aaj bhi waisa hi tha, jaise bachpan me the. haveli chhod junglon me rahne laga tha, parivar ka pyar paane ke liye, khaas kar maa ka pyar paane ke liye. maa jo samjhti thi, mai uska ek nakara beta hon. mere janam lete hi maa ki value papa ki nazron me khatam ho ke rah gai thi. unki zindagi dukhon bhari ho gai thi. maa ko khushiyan lauta kar maaa ka pyar pana chahta tha. kitna bada laksh tha mera... kya se kya bankar mai lautna chahta tha.

mai waisa ban bhi chuka tha. jaisa dada dadi, divya, bua aur fufa mujhe bane dekhna chahte the. ab mai haveli laut kar jata to jis jis ne mujhse jaisi ummiden laga rakhi thi, mai un sabki sabhi ummidon par khara utarne layak ban gaya tha.

par bindu wale matter ke chalte mai dar badar ho gaya tha.

jogi ji maharaj kaha karte the "niyati ke khel ke aage kisi ki nahi chalti. niyati ke khel ko koi nahi samjh sakta. tum jo janam lete hi abnormal the, parivar ki nafrat ka shikar the. fir yahan aaye aur badalne lage. kisi ne socha bhi nahi tha, tum kabhi badal jaaoge. par tum badalne lage. tum badal bhi gaye. suno karan beta, halaat jab bhi karwat badlen to ghabrana mat. sochna, smajhna, aisa kyu ho raha ha.. kya niyati tumse koi pariksha le rahi ha. kya niyati ne tumhe kisi kaam ke liye to nahi chun liya"



"kaaaaam" ohh kaam shabd par mere andar jaise kuch click sa hua. matlab mere sath jo bhi hua tha, wo sab niyati ka racha khel tha. main bindu ko bheem singh se azad karwa kar nadi kinare tahalne nikala tha. soch bhi nahi sakta tha, mere sath itna sab ho jayega. main jo sote hue bhi satarak raha karta tha. us raat parivar ko yaad karta hua bheem singh ke ek wahshi ko nahi dekh saka. fir wo wahshi mujhe liye apne sath nadi me kood gaya. marte marte bhi wo mujhe maar dena chahta tha..


matlab. nitayi mujhse koi kaam lena chahti thi. tabhi mujhe wahan se utha kar yahan la patkha tha. matlab mujhe thelma aur uski organization se ladna tha. usne iradon ko khaak me milana tha.. niyati chahti thi, is dunya par najayaz kabza karne walun ka ant mere hathu ho. is vadi se bhi aur is dunya se bhi inke naamo nishan ko mitana tha.


jaise jaise main sochta gaya. mera vishwas atoot hota gaya. mera hosla firse wapis lautne laga. thelma se badla to lena hi tha, mujhe ghayal karne ka nahi, mere dil ke sath khelne ka. dil ke sath khelne walun ko to kadi se kadi saza deni chahiye. aisa haal karna chahiye, firse koi dil ke sath khelne ki kabhi himmat na kar paaye.

maine baba ko dekha to baba mujhe khud ki or dekhte paa kar muskura pade

karan:- kya hua baba.. aap muskura kyu rahe han.

baba:- karan beta, ye ankhen aur chahra, ye dil ka haal bata dia karte han. tumhare dil me jo kuch bhi aa raha ha. mai ache se samjh raha hon. mujhe khushi ha, tum khud se ladna jante ho. mujhe khushi ha, jo tum bahar ki darindon se bhari dunya me rahte hue bhi ek achhe aur sache insan nikle.

karan:- baba main khada to ho nahi sakta, aise me kaise mai kisi se lad sakunga.

baba firse muskuraye:- tumhare zakham bhar chuke han. tumhari sari haddiyan pahle jaisi sthiti me aa chuki han. tumhare andar ki kamzori bhi 2 ek din me jati rahegi.

karan:- baba aisa ha to fir main hil kyu nahi pa raha.

baba:- tumhara ilaj chal raha ha na karan beta. tumhe ek khas pathar sunghaya gaya tha. uski waja se tum apne sharir ko harkat dene layak nahi rahe.

karan:- aisa kyu baba?


baba:- aisa isliye ki jo dard fir tumhe hota, wo tum sahn nahi kar pate. aur jitne zakham tumhe aaye the, un zakhmo ke chalte hone wale dard ke kaaran tumhare dimag ki nasen prabhavit ho sakti ha. isliye mujhe aisa karna pada.

karan:- iska matlab mai jald chalne firne lagunga.

baba:- kal se tum uth beth sakoge..


aur fir baba ne jo kaha tha. wo sach sabat hua.. agle din baba ne jaane kya kuch mere sath kiya, main uth kar beth gaya. mere hath pair harkat karne lage. main alif nanga tha. mere badan par ek taar tak nahi thi. main bepanah khushi ke chalte main josh me aaya aur jhatke se uthne laga.. baba ne turant mere kandhe par hath rakh dia.

baba:- dheeraj karan beta dheeraj.. mahino bad uth rahe ho. saavdhani se apne hathu pairon ko harkat do.

maine waise hi kiya, jaise baba ne kaha tha. mere liye mere josh par kabu pana bohut mushkil ho raha tha. main jo mar chuka tha, firse zindagi pa gaya tha. mere hath pair toot gaye the, mai apahij ban gaya tha. ab svasth ho chuka tha. par kabu to mujhe khud par pana hi tha. main khada hua aur khud ko dekhne laga. dhire dhire apne hathu pairon ko harkat deta mai walk karne laga. ek bar mujhe chakkar bhi aaya, mai girta baba ne mujhe thaam liya..

agle 10 minat me main dhimi chaal chal raha tha. baba mere sath chalte hue mujhe bade dhayan se dekh rahe the. baba mujhse sawal karne lage aur main baba ko jawab dene laga. kuch der me main aur baba dono santusht ho gaye.


karan:- baba aap kamal ke chikitsak han. is puri dunya me aapke jaisa koi bhi nahi hoga. sach me baba jab mai kabar me dafan ho raha tha to mujhe lag gaya tha, ki ab bass, meri zindagi ke kuch hi pal baki han.

baba muskura kar:- fir tum kaise bache.

mai baba ko sab batane laga. kaise mere apnu ke pyar ne meri tootti himmat ko badhawa dia tha.

baba:- prem is sansar ki sabse badi shakti ha. tum kismatwale ho karan beta jo tumhara sabse bada laksh prem pana ha. mujhe vishwas ha, tum prem dawara har maidan me safalta paoge. prem karne wale ka sath to devta sada deta ha.

agle do din tak baba ne mujhe bohut kuch alag alag khane ko dia. mai aur bhi svasth hua gufa me chalne laga. ek baar main kinare par bhi gaya aur vaadi ka nazara karne laga. par mujhe door door tak sivaye jungle ke kuch bhi dikhai nahi de raha tha. upar dekha to mujhe sivaye dhund ke kuch dikhai nahi dia.. matlab suraj ki roshni dhund ko cross karke niche nahi aa rahi thi. fir bhi yahan par andhera nahi tha. itni roshni thi ki sab kuch dikhai de jata tha. pata nahi aage abadi me kaisa mausam tha.


usi din main gufa me daudne bhi laga, par dhire dhire. 6 mahine se so raha sharir ekdum se to puri tarah se jaag nahi sakta tha. baba mere bade kaam aa rahe the. ek ek bat par mujhe bachhu ke jaise treat kar rahe the.


baba se aur bhi kai baaten hui thi. pahle se kaid bahar ke aaye kaidi abhi tak kaid the, jo ghulam the wo abhi tak ghulam the, thelma ne vadi par kabza karke bhi sabko unki marzi ki zindagi jeene ki ijazat de rakhi thi. thelma nahi chahti thi, vadi wale unke khilaf hon. abhi shayad usay samay chahiye tha vadi par pura jamane me. dhire dhire uske sathi vadi me parvesh kar rahe the.

ye mere svasth hone ke 6th day ki baat ha. main gufa me hi ek jaga betha vicharon me vyast tha. baba bahar gaye hue the. meri nak se ajib si smell takrai to main sar utha kar dekhne laga. gufa ka wo rasta jo gufa se bahar aane jane ke liye istemal hota tha, udhar se mujhe ajib si smell aati hui mahsus hui. mai heran hua ye smell kaisi ha. kuch pal to mai samjh hi nahi saka. fir jab mujhe samjh ai to mai jhatke se utha aur bhaag kar baba ki lab ke paas latke ek lohe ke bane bhale ko utha laaya. main heran tha, yahan sher kaisa aa gaya.

ji haan mujhe jo smell aai thi wo sher ki smell thi. jaise hi main bhala liye wapis palta. apne saamne ka nazara dekh mai stabdh rah gaya.. nazara tha hi kuch aisa..

ek haseen tareen ladki jiske badan par cheete ki khaal thi. stano aur tangon ke beech ke area ko cheete ki khaal se dhake wo badi hi shahana andaz me khadi mujhe ghoore ja rahi thi. uske dayen kandhe par ek chhota sa, cuta sa bandar betha hua tha. wo bhi mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha. ladki ke daayen baayen do balshali sher khade mujhe ghor rahe the. tarzan ke baare me suna tha, wo mard hota ha, par yahan to mujhe ladki dikhai de rahi thi. tarzan ke jaisi sthiti me, ek bandar aur do sheron ke sath gufa ke andar mere saaamne..

manzar jitna dil dahla dene wala tha, do do sher mere saamne the. kaise koi manush do do sheron ke saamne hosh me rah sakta tha.

jitna khatra mujhe dono sheron se tha. unta hi dil hi dhadkano me shor bhi tha. ladki jiski sundrta ko shabdo me bayan kar pana mere bass se bahar tha. uske ghane kaale baal jinke sath woh cute sa bandar regular khel raha tha. hawa nahi chal rahi thi, warna hawa me uske kaale lambe baal lahra kar uski sundrta ko hazaron guna aur bhi badha dete.. baba ka rang doodh ke jaisa gora tha. par is ladki ka rang halka sanwala tha. gori hoti to shayad itni sundr nahi dikhti. jitni sanwali hone par dikh rahi thi. kya kamal ki chamakdar skin paai thi in haseena ne. pahadon me rahne wali, barfani vadi me rahne wali sakht jaan ladki, jiske badan ka ek ek ang bohut hi kamal maharat se tarasha hua lag raha tha. aisa perfect figure maine apni puri zindagi me kisi ka nahi dekha tha..

jaane main kab tak hosh se begana rahta.. shero ki dahad ke sath main hosh me aaya. shayad sheron ko mera apni malika ko aise tukar tukar pasand nahi aaya tha. isliye dahad kar mujhe chetavani de rahe the. maalika ki or dekhne wale ko hum cheer phaad kar kacha kha jate han.


bade hi samjhdar sher the. mujhe dekh kar bhi mujhpar hamla nahi kiya tha dono ne. ladki se permission milti to shayad wo pal bhar me mujhe cheer phaad daalte..

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.

Bahut hi shaandar update diya hai Amresh Puri bhai....
Nice and beautiful update....