One fine evening as usual during our little conversation between Sudhip and me. I noticed that Sudhip is bit disappointed and unhappy. I casually asked what is the matter and he said: “Amma, What Ramya doing is not fair”. I got shocked and asked “what she did? “ Sudhip said, “Amma, biggest punishment for one is to ask him to be blindfolded and enjoy seeing the beautiful art. How come it is possible? This is too bad to keep my eyes closed during our love session”
I laughed, “Hey what is there in seeing her, you are enjoying with her up to great extent right? You said that she is making your every cell of your body to enjoy. You said she completely allows you to do anything that you want to do with her, then how does it matter if you see or don’t see her face.”
Sudhip seriously interrupted and said, “Amma, most people think and falsely believe sex is an activity of body satisfaction, but it is not the case. It is the act of showing extreme love on someone. It is the act of conveying ‘I love you to the core’ When words cannot express it, it progresses to kiss. When kiss cannot completely express it, it further progresses to body contact and it further extends to the stage where the contact goes further deep inside the body. In this process, the body is not only getting happy, mind will also get happy.
So for one to convey the love to other, seeing the other person is very important. My body is happy with whatever happening between me and Ramya, but my mind is not happy. My mind will be completely happy if I can see her eye to eye and fully express my love to her through my eyes. I want to see how happy is she with the pleasure I am giving to her. I want to become happy by seeing the way she is feeling happy. Now the act between us is like a mechanical one.”
He stopped and gave a pause.
I was very stunned by his very poetic and romantic definition of love and sex. I never thought he is of such maturity explaining the core principles of love life up to this detail. I was terribly touched by the way he expressed it and asked for it. I felt almost that I want to get rid of this eye mask condition, but I felt how I would face him eye to eye as his mother without guilty. How can I reach wildly with such a sexual high desire face to face? I tried to tell my concern to him and see what he is going to say.
I said, “Sudhip, I got your point. Please think in Ramya’s position. She is my friend. In a way, she should be treating you like her son, but here her relationship with you is extremely sexual, how can her moral and guilt feel will allow her to face you. She will be dying in guilt if she looks at your eye.”
Sudhip seriously said, “Amma, I don’t know on what basis you are saying this? There is no logic or even single percent valid reason for her to feel guilty. You know what happened from day 1 on this issue.
I was somewhat addicted to this sex massage stuff initially. You cried, begged, scolded, tried to be friendly, and you did all the possible steps from your end to recover my addiction and to bring me out of it. You know very well that I was too adamant on this. When you completely run out of every single option to recover me, you went for Ramya’s option.
Ramya did not have any lust or sex interest on me prior to this incident. She did all these with a very high noble cause of recovering my addiction and making my mental dirt clear.
To tell it precisely, she acted like a physiological doctor and did big sacrifice to bring me back to normal life. Now I am back to academic excellence. I will term Ramya as the goddess of sacrifice. She is the best example of the height of sacrifice. Such a very high personality do not have any single reason to feel guilt. She should be very proud of her achievement of bringing me up right. “
I thought “Oh my god, this guy should become Advocate, what strong arguments he is posing to support his every view” I got stunned and my complete guilt feel has lost with the way he alleviated me. I felt I am completely ready to see him eye to eye and have hard-core sex. I am totally convinced now.
I said in a very positive note “Ok Sudhip, very well said. I will explain it to her and make sure she agrees to blindfold removal. Do not worry about it. Leave it to me, I will take care”.
Sudhip was happy with my words. He held my hands and said “Thank you Amma” and said in a husky voice “Amma, one more reason for blindfold removal is that I have certain fantasies that I cannot fulfill with being blindfolded”
I realized, mm this guy is again starting the romantic chat. I got engaged and asked, “Oh sir, what are those fantasies”.
He excitingly started “Amma, blindfolding and having sex seems to be to very confining and limits and my freedom. I want so much of freedom and want to have a very casual sex. If there is no blindfolding condition, when Ramya cooks in our home, I assume she will be like you only wearing petticoat/skirt and saree while cooking. I will go to her during cooking and I will request to lift her petty coat and crawl and go inside her petty coat tent from the bottom. When she fries and cook, without wasting time, I will start licking her pussy being inside her petticoat tent. So she can cook without wasting time, I will taste her juices”
I complained “Chee, pig. Then there is a big danger that she will drop a hot pot on your head in the shock and deep pleasure” and laughed.
He laughed and further said “Amma, Ramya being your friend, I hope she will also watch TV serials. When she watches TV serials in the living room, usually I will be bored as I don’t watch serial. We can make TV watching more fun, where she enjoys serial and I enjoy something different. I will just go and lie on her lap keeping my head.
She does not need to do anything, just she can watch the TV, All she needs to do is that just unhook her blouse hook at the bottom, peel the blouse up slightly and lift her bra and just pull out her big boob and put it on my mouth like giving it to a baby. That is enough for me. She can happily watch TV serial, where as I will suck the boob juice. We both win and utilize the time effectively”
I’m amazed at his desires, fantasies and aroused to listen to the way he describes. I showed shy, complaining, scolding reactions for each of his narration
He continued, “Amma, you know that when I study deeply, I use to take stress relief squeeze ball in one hand and squeeze it while holding the book on another hand to read. Why to use that useless stress relief squeeze balls? Instead, Ramya can just sleep on the sofa with open boobs closer to me. I will use my one hand to grope the boob and squeeze those soft-balls while I am I am holding a book in other hand and reading it. “
I said, “Pig, buffalo please stop this” laughingly.
He said “Ok Amma, I am stopping it now. Tonight I will wait in the bedroom with my eyes blindfolded. If she is happy with removing my blindfold. Ask her to remove it by herself and show me her love”
I smiled and did show thumbs up to him
Night came, as usual, our blindfold drama started. He did wait in the bedroom. This time as I am going to remove his blindfolding today, I felt I am not comfortable to stand nude in front of him when he opens his eyes. I preferred to go well dressed and get into action when I feel comfortable.
So I just wore a tight T-shirt that holds my boobs tight and sticks to my tummy revealing my asset size and wore a long skirt. I went into the room and he was nude as usual with his eyes masked. I went with a bit of nervousness.
Stood in front of him for a minute and slowly with shivering hands, I slowly removed his eye mask and smiled at him with mixed feeling.
He squeezed and squinted his eyes and looked at me in full proper dress and said “Good Evening Ramya. I am happy to see you the first time after a long time. You are looking exactly like my mother”
I felt happy as he still addressed me as “Ramya”. I felt comfortable him calling me as “Ramya” during sex and romance and call me “Amma” during regular time. It will be definitely uncomfortable if he calls me Amma during hug and fuck. I feel this is a better arrangement. It will also help me to understand his mood as well. If he calls me “Ramya” I need to fuck and if he calls “Amma” I will cook.
I smiled and said that “I am also happy to see and talk to you first time. ”
I lost the guilt and nervousness that I had initially when I unwrapped his blindfolding. He jumped into romance mood immediately and said “Hey what is this? Unfair thing? I am waiting for you being nude. But you came here fully dressed?”
He said in a complaining tone. I laughed at him and said, “How many time you teased me to remove your dress by myself. It is your turn. You need to undress me”. We both laughed same time.
Thirty minutes later, we both are nude on bed and he is on top of me in mission position to fuck. I looked at his face and eyes and he looked deep into my eyes. We both are sharing our love through our deeply looking into each other eyes. He inserted his strong dick inside me. I just closed my eyes to enjoy it and started enjoying his strokes. Almost 5 minutes he is stroking hard within me, tears started rolling, started reaching climax, and reached orgasm. I opened my eyes and said to him. “Sorry Sudhip, for keeping you blind all these days. I was mentally blind all these days and hurt you”. He listened to me and laughed aloud. I could not understand why he laughing as if I told a great joke. I asked him “Hey, why are you laughing?”
Sudhip responded, “Ramya, shall I tell you a secret? Usually, when I fuck you, you will keep your eyes closed and enjoy the fuck. I identified this long back. So as soon as I start fucking. I use to remove my eye mask and visually enjoy your face, boob and all over your naked body. Especially the way your boobs rotate and bounce when I fuck is an awesome feast to eyes. Once you reach orgasm I silently wear the mask again, I know that you will open eyes that time”
I got shocked and shame, angry but enjoyed his naughtiness. I pushed him down and climbed on him and punched on his stomach and chest shouting “You cheater, liar, etc etc” without stopping I grabbed his cock too hard and started violently squeezing and shaking it to the extent he felt pain.
Sudhip started shouting in pain, “Ramya, please please paining, please stop”. I enjoyed his screaming and started scolding him without leaving the tight grip on his cock and further squeezed it to the extent to make him pain “How dare you are to cheat me. You dishonored my blindfold request, and all these days looked at me without me noticing”. I felt that I reached the peak of making him pain as I could see in his face. I slowed down and his face becomes red in pain, his face showed relaxation as I loosened my grip. Now I smiled at him and to convert his pain to pleasure, I just grabbed his dick, put into my mouth, and started cooling it.
So our life went joyfully every day. He fulfilled all his fantasies that he mentioned to me earlier like using my boob as a stress ball, licking my pussy while cooking, drinking my milk while watching TV, etc etc. He kept his commitment studying 6 hours daily. I switched between Ramya and Amma every day. At one point, I forgot even my original name as Shyamala.
Once when my husband called me on phone, I accidentally told him “Ramya speaking” and corrected it. Sudhip laughed out his ass for this and I got angry on him, kicked, and had a big physical fight rolling on floor and bed with him that day and you know where it would have ended, yes fuck and suck.
I want to tell one other interesting and funny incident that happen between us. It was something very romantic and exotic that always brings a smile to my face if I think about it.
We both followed a disciplined and systematic lifestyle of being Amma while Amma and Ramya while Ramya. He too sincerely studied all evening until 9 PM and then only he will come to Ramya. I use to wait as Ramya around 9 PM regularly for him to wrap his studies and come to me.
One fine evening, he was studying even beyond 9 PM curiously. I was happy that he is fully focused on study. I know next day he has an exam. So casually I asked him “Sudhip, what happened? It seems you are seriously studying even beyond 9 PM. Is everything ok?”
Sudhip realized that he is getting late and said “Ramya, I have a lot of formulas that I need to memorize for tomorrow’s test. I have not done memorizing all of them yet. I am also interested to come and have fun, but these pending formulas are holding me”
I was happy with his commitment to studies, so I encouraged and appreciated him “Ok Sudhip, no worries. Please continue memorizing, no rush. Take your time”
Sudhip thought for a second and said “Ramya, I got an idea to have fun and also not to interrupt my studies especially memorizing formulas”