Chapter 26
Raat ke lagbhag 11:40 baj chuke the.
Ghar andar se bilkul khamosh tha, jaise har cheez ne apni saans rok rakhi ho.
Parvez gehri neend mein tha, kisi bhi duniya se bekhabar.
Rafat bed par leti hui thi, aankhein band thi, lekin neend us se door bhaag rahi thi. Uska poora jism thakan se bhara hua tha, lekin dimag… dimag shor kar raha tha.
Woh videos.
Woh lafz.
Woh shak jo ab uske andar apni jagah bana chuka tha.
Har baar jab woh aankhein band karti, Rudra ke banaye hue manzar uske saamne aa jaate. Aur har baar uska dil aur zyada bhaari ho jaata.
Tabhi bahar se halki si bike ki awaaz aayi.
Rafat ka dil ek pal ke liye ruk gaya.
Woh jaanti thi yeh awaaz kis ki hai.
Rudra.
Usne bed se uthne se pehle ek lambi saans li. Uske haath thode kaanp rahe the. Ek taraf darr tha, doosri taraf woh ajeeb sa pull jo woh khud bhi samajh nahi paa rahi thi.
Woh dheere se uthi, Parvez ko disturb kiye baghair bedroom ka darwaza khola aur nange paon drawing room ki taraf chal di.
Har kadam bhaari lag raha tha, jaise zameen usko rok rahi ho.
Drawing room mein sirf ek halki si light jal rahi thi.
Rudra darwaze ke paas khada tha.
Usne andar aate hi darwaza band kar diya.
“Raat bohot shant hai aaj…” usne halki awaaz mein kaha, nazrein seedhi Rafat par tiki hui thi. “Aap phir se ro rahi thi, aunty?”
Rafat ne apni nazrein neeche kar li.
“Beta… please yaha se jai,” uski awaaz toot rahi thi. “Parvez andar so rahe hain… ghar mein sab log hain… yeh theek nahi hai.”
Rudra ek kadam aage aaya.
“Lekin aap theek bhi toh nahi ho,” usne dheere se kaha. “Aap har roz toot rahi ho, aur koi nahi dekh raha. Sabko bas apni padi hai. jinki izzat bachane ke liye aap khud ko saza de rahi unko koi fark nahi padhta.”
Rafat chup ho gayi.
Uski ungliyan darwaze ke frame ko zor se pakde hue thi, jaise wahi uska aakhri sahara ho.
“Main...main ek maa hoon,” usne dheere se kaha. “Mujhe yeh sab nahi sochna chahiye… mujhe wapas apni zindagi sambhalni chahiye.”
Rudra ne uski baat ko kaat diya, bilkul shaant awaaz mein.
“Zindagi already bikhar chuki hai, aunty… aap sirf usko accept nahi kar rahi.”
Silence.
Ghar ke andar ki khamoshi aur bhaari ho gayi.
Jis shauhar ko aap apna samajh rahi wo apko dhoka der a aur jis bete ke liye apne zindigi de di wo baher ayyashi karra...aur aap sirf haya aur izzat ke khatir tadap rahi ho aunty.
Rafat ki saansein tez hone lagi. Uske andar ka darr, uski izzat, uska guilt… sab ek saath usko kheench rahe the.
Aur phir Rudra ne dheere se kaha:
“Main yahan aapko todne nahi… sambhalne aaya hoon.”
Yeh lafz uske andar kisi ajeeb si jagah lag gaye.
Rafat ki aankhein band ho gayi.
Ek aansu uske gaal par gir gaya.
Usne dheere se kaha, almost whisper mein:
“Yeh galat hai…”
Lekin uski awaaz mein woh pehle jaisa yaqeen nahi tha.
Rudra aur paas aaya.
Aur us pal mein… ghar ki khamoshi aur bhi gehri ho gayi, jaise har cheez kisi faisle ka intezar kar rahi ho.
Rafat ka haath dheere dheere neeche gir gaya.
Darwaza peeche se ab bhi band tha.
Aur andar ki roshni aur andhera ek hi jagah mil rahe the…
“Aunty… aap khud ko kyun rok rahi ho?” usne dheere se kaha. “Aapko pata hai na ki aap mujhe chahti ho. Parvez Uncle aapko kabhi woh maza nahi de sakte jo main de sakta hoon.”
Rafat ki aankhein band ho gayi. Aansu uske gaal par behne lage. Uski haya zor se lad rahi thi.
“Beta… mat karo… yeh bahut galat hai… main maa hoon… Abdul ki Ammi hoon… Parvez so raha hai… Abdul upar hai…”
Rudra ne usko dheere se drawing room ke sofa ki taraf le gaya. Uski ungliyan Rafat ke salwar suit ke button par gayi. Rafat ne haath pakad kar rokne ki koshish ki, lekin uski taakat kamzor pad rahi thi.
“beta… nahi… yeh bahut risky hai… agar koi uth gaya toh…” uski awaaz toot rahi thi.
Lekin Rudra ne uske kapde dheere dheere utare. Rafat ka bhari jism sofa par nanga ho gaya. Uski moti choochiyan, kamar aur gaand lamplight mein chamak rahi thi.
Rafat ne ankhen band karli...
rudra ne chupke se apna mobile nikal ke recording mode pe karke samne rakh diya...aur camera ki taraf dekh ke harami muskarahat ke sath dekha jese keh raha ho ki "doston aaj dikhata hun ek pakiza ammi ki izzat ke sath kese khela jata hai..."
Rudra ne apne kapde utare aur uske upar aaya. Uska mota lund Rafat ki chut ke muh par tha.
Rafat ne aankhein band kar li aur ro padi.
“aah beta… dheere… bahut dard hoga… main… main abhi tak nahi taiyaar hoon… Parvez aur Abdul ghar mein hain…aah tumhara bahut bada aur mota hai...ahh”
Rudra ne dheere se andar dhakela. Rafat ki gardan peeche mud gayi. Uski cheekh dab gayi. Uski chut bahut tight thi, lekin Rudra ka lund dheere dheere andar ghus raha tha.
Rudra ne uski lambi chikni gori gardan pe apne honton se chusa start kardiya...uske jism ki wo madhosh karne wali mehak aur pasina uff rudra pagal hua ja raha tha...usey yakeen nahi ho raha wo is 42 saal ki shareef pakiza ghareli ammi ko thok raha aur uske jism ka chaat raha hai...yeh soch se uska land us sakt ho gaya...
“AAHHH… rudra beta… bahut mota hai… phat rahi hoon main…” uski awaaz toot rahi thi, lekin woh dheemi rakh rahi thi taaki Parvez na uth jaye.
Rudra ne dheere dheere rhythm pakda. Rafat ki choochiyan hil rahi thi, uski gaand sofa par dab rahi thi. Uski saansein tez ho rahi thi. Uski haya aur gehra dard dono lad rahe the.
“aye khuda… maaf kar do mujhe… main gunahgaar hoon… bahut bada gunahgaar…” woh rote hue boli, lekin uski taange Rudra ke kamar par lapat rahi thi.
Rudra ne zor-zor se dhakelna shuru kiya. Drawing room mein sirf unki dheemi saansein aur geeli awaazein goonj rahi thi.Uski chuchiyon ko apne muh se chus chus ke umet raha tha beech beech me danton se kaat raha tha...rafat madhoshi me pagal ho rahi thi..
Rafat ka badan kaanp utha. Woh pehli baar zor se jhad gayi...uska aisa santushti wala ehsaas pehley kabhi bhi parvez k sath nahi mila tha..., uski chut Rudra ke lund ke around kas gayi.
Rudra ne aur zor se dhakela aur akhir mein uske andar hi jhad gaya. Garam cum Rafat ki chut mein bhar gaya.
Rafat ne aankhein band kar li aur zor-zor se ro padi. Uski haathon mein chehra chhupa hua tha.
“Main… main kya kar rahi hoon… mere bete aur pati ghar mein hain… aur main yahan sofa par…”
Rudra ne uske baal par haath phera aur dheere se bola, “Aunty… itna na sochoo aap khulke zindigi jiyo jese apke shouhar aur beta ji rahe bina apki fikar kare.”
Woh jaldi se kapde pehen kar chala gaya. Rafat sofa par leti rahi...
Drawing room mein sirf zero bulb ki halki roshani thi. Rafat sofa par nangi leti hui thi, haathon mein chehra chhupaye hue. Uski saansein abhi bhi tez thi. Rudra ke jhadne ke baad uski chut se garam cum bahar nikal raha tha, uski taange abhi bhi kaanp rahi thi.
Uski aankhon se aansu beh rahe the. Uske jism pe rudra ki geeli thook ke nishaan aur uska ehsaas usey ajeeb nasha de raah aur sath hi bahut ganda feel kara tha ki wo kesi maa hai chii....Woh dheere se uthi, apne kapde uthaye aur jaldi se pehenne lagi. Uski ungliyan kaanp rahi thi.
“Main… main kya kar rahi hoon…” uski awaaz toot rahi thi. “Mere shouhar bedroom mein so rahe hain… mera beta upar hai… aur main yahan sofa par… us ladke ke saath…”
Uski chut abhi bhi geeli thi. Rudra ka cum uski taangon par beh raha tha. Woh jaldi se tissue se saaf karne lagi, lekin uske andar ka dard saaf nahi ho raha tha.
Woh sofa par baith gayi aur haathon mein chehra chhupa kar zor-zor se ro padi. Uski izzat, uski haya, sab kuch bikhar chuka tha. Uski aankhon ke saamne Abdul ka chehra aa raha tha. Parvez ka udaas chehra aa raha tha.
“Main kaisi maa hoon… kaisi biwi hoon… ek jawan gairmard ladke ke lund ke liye sab kuch bhool gayi… yeh gunah hai… bahut bada gunah…”
Uski saansein phool rahi thi. Woh uthi aur bathroom ki taraf gayi. Paani ka nalka khol kar apne jism ko zor-zor se dhone lagi. Lekin Rudra ka ehsaas uske jism se nahi ja raha tha.
Uppar apne room mein Abdul ne pura scene dekha tha. Uski aankhein phail gayi thi. Usko Ammi ki roti hui awaaz sun kar bahut dard ho raha tha. Uska haath apne chhote lund par tha, lekin uski aankhon mein aansu the.
Woh camera band nahi kar pa raha tha.
Raat bahut gehri ho chuki thi. Ghar ke andar har cheez dheere dheere toot rahi thi.
Rafat bathroom se nikal kar bedroom ki taraf gayi. Parvez abhi bhi so raha tha. Woh bed par let gayi, lekin uski aankhein khuli thi. Uski ungliyan apne pet par thi, jahan abhi bhi Rudra ka cum ka ehsaas tha.