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Ye sunkar Mini ke muh se aage ek shabd nahi nikla , wo kuch aur bhi bolna chahti thi par mere last line ke baad uska muh fata ka fata rah gaya tha…
Is ghatna ne mujhe kya, mere school tak ko puri tarah hila diya tha… khulam khulla bhale hee koyi iski charcha nahi kar raha tha lekin sabke jehan me aaj Ranjan hee tha. Finally, Ranjan ko wo mil hee gaya jo wo chahta tha... Wo school me famous ho chuka tha aur sabke dil me bhi tha. Par Ranjan ke kaaran Ek ajeeb sa matam pure school me chhaya hua tha… aaj maine school me kisi ko haste hue nahi dekha… koyi kisi se hasi-mazak tak nahi kar raha tha… jiska jo kaam tha sabhi apne usi kaam me shaanti se lage hue the… teacher bina mann ke padhaye jaa rahe the aur students bina mann ke padhe jaa rahe the… aaj annual day competition ki sari practice radd kar di gayi thi ya fir koyi gaya hee nahi… sports waale bhi thandaye hue the... Hume school ke andar teen -teen ground tha,lekin waha aaj ek parinda tak tha... Shayad wo bhi shok mana rahe the..fir coach aur players toh bahut door ki baat hai... aaj koyi kahi bhi nahi gaya… pata nahi teacher iske bare me kuch baat kyun nahi kar rahe the…??? shayad wo mahol ko aur bigadna nahi chaahte the... Yaa fir Saxsena ji ne sakht aadesh diye honge unko...yaa fir Saxsena ji ko students ke parents ne.... I do not fucking know...
Ranjan ki maut ke baad School me tarah-tarah ki conspiracy theories banne lagi aur apne aap pure school me circulate hone lagi thi. Koyi kahta ki Ranjan ke dhabe me kuch saal pahle do logo ka qatl hua tha, jisme Ranjan ke baap ka hath tha aur usi ka badla in do ko markar liya gaya hai… kuch kah rahe the ki Ranjan ke baap ka kisi bade khandan ki shadi-shuda mahila se affair tha, isliye badla lene ke liye usi khandan ke logo ne Ranjan aur uske baap ki hatya karwayi thi. Aisi aur bhi kayi conspiracy theories un dino school me circulate ho rahi thi… har din ek nayi Conspiracy Theory sunne ko milti aur ladke jee-jaan laga dete the apni pasandeeda theory ko sach saabit karne ke liye… aur is tarah Ranjan ab.... school me padhne wale har students ki zindagi ka ek aham hissa aur kissa ban chuka tha… aisa kissa jise koyi puri zindagi bhar nahi bhula sakta tha…
Log mujhse bhi puchhte ki mujhe kya lagta hai…? kisne ki hogi Ranjan aur uske baap ki hatya…? Tab mere shaq ki sui sirf aur sirf ek shaks par aakar atak jati thi…. Jise main abhi apni aankho ke saamne khada dekh raha tha… school me chalne wali sabhi consiparcy theories bekar thi , bebuniyaad jiska kaaran ye tha ki wo sabhi Ranjan ke baap ke charo oor buni gayi thi… sabka manna tha ki Ranjan ke Papa ke kaaran Ranjan ki hatya hui hai... .lekin un dino mera aisa vichar tha ki Ranjan ke kaaran Ranjan ke papa ki hatya hui, naa ki Ranjan ke papa ke kaaran, Ranjan ki. isliye meri conspiracy theory Ranjan ke papa ke charo oor nahi balki Ranjan ke charo oor buni gayi thi. Ranjan ki maut ko do din ho chuke the aur do logo ko chhodkar sabhi normal bhi ho chuke the… ab fir se hasi-majak chalu ho chuka tha, ladke corridor me khelne koodne lage the …. Kuch log beech-beech me Ranjan ki baat toh karte par as a gossip…. Unhe maja aata Ranjan ke bare me mangadhat kahaniya banane me…. Ranjan ke baare me Tarah tarah ke jhooth bolne me... Jaise ki usne ek baar School ki do chhoti -chhoti ladkiyo ko jabardasti bathroom me pakad ke chod diya tha.. Jaise ki khud Ranjan ko ek Male Teacher ne bathroom me abuse kiya tha... Jiski vajah se Ranjan ke papa farsa lekar school me ghuse the...
Par Mere shaq ki sui jispar atki hui thi, wo is waqt thik mere 12’0 clock me apni class ke bahar Madhu aur Mini se baat kar raha tha… mujhe bio class se nikalti Riya bhi dikhayi di… Riya ko dekhte hee andar hee andar mujhe jhatka laga aur main jaha tha, wahi ruk gaya. usne mujhe ek pal ke liye dekha aur fir apna chehra dusari oor karke wo bhi Jafar ke group me Madhu aur Mini ke sath shamil ho gayi… main Jafar ko ghoore ja raha tha kyunki wo kisi bat par Riya ke kandhe par hath rakh-kar jor-jor se hase jaa raha tha… ab wo sab hans rahe the. mann toh kar raha tha ki main abhi jakar jaha jafar khada hai uske thik neeche ek bada sa patthar rakh du aur fir upar aakar Jafar ko neeche sar ke bal usi patthar par fek du, taaki jab wo neeche gire toh neeche rakhe patthar ke kaaran uske sar ke kharpachche udd jaye…. Apni class ke bahar khade-khade main ek bade patthar ki talaash bhi karne laga… jo mujhe school ke gate ke bahar jo medical store thi, uske baahar dikhayi diya…. Plan simple tha… wo patthar waha se uthakar yaha neeche rakhna hai aur fir Jafar ko upar se neeche dhakka dena hai… fir iska kaam tamam… police puchhegi toh bol dunga ki mujhe chakkar aa gaya tha... isliye Jafar par gir gaya aur anjane me use neeche gira diya…
Par iske liye mujhe ek din pahle se hee 2-3 baar chakkar khakar jhooth-mut ka girne ki acting karni padegi, taaki police ke saamne sabhi mere paksh me gawahi de… haan , ye sahi rahega… ek kaam karta hu… abhi chakkar khakar yaha dusari manzil se aankh band karke neeche gir jata hu… taki kal jab Jafar ka main khoon karu toh sabko ye accident hee lage aur sabko yakin bhi ho jaaye…. Ye perfect hai, aisa hee karna chahiye. Isliye.... Maine apni aankhe band ki aur railing par hath rakhkar, aankh band kiye uspar chadhne laga...
“Atharva ye dekh…. Ek mast shayari post ki hai Mira ne …”mera kandha pakad kar mere aankh ke thik saamne mobile ki screen laate hue Ved bola aur maine apni aankhe kholi...
Ved do din me hee normal ho chukka tha, ya fir acting kar raha tha mujhe nahi pata… maine kabhi puchha bhi nahi...
“aankh me ghused de, bsdk mobile… thoda peechhe kar…”pahle ki andaaz me maine kaha, kyunki acting main bhi normal hone ki kar raha tha… andar kya hai, kisi ko kya pata.
“tu ruk main hee padh ke sunata hu…
sarak gaya jab uske rukh se parda achanak….
Gaur farmayega…..
sarak gaya jab uske rukh se parda achanak,
farishte bhi kahne lage…ki.. kash hum insaan hote…”
“batao, ladki chodne ke liye ab farishte insaan ban ja rahe hai… waaah..”
“arey BC…”jor se haste hue Ved bola “kya tippani ki hai…”
“dekh ke be…tu neeche mat gir jana.. Neeche girne ka plan mera hai.."
Ved itna jor se hasa tha ki waha mauzood sabhi logo ki najre hum dono par aa tiki thi, aur sabhi Ved ko hasta dekh bahut jor se shocked ho gaye the… unhe mano yakin nahi ho raha tha ki ye bhi ho sakta hai. unhone toh Ranjan ki maut ke baad Atharva-Ved ke udas rahne ki hee kalpana ki hogi… aur jab kisi ki kalpana ke viprit kuch hota hai toh aashcharya toh hota hee hai… jo ki un sabko ho raha tha. Hum dono toh is philosophy ko follow kar rahe the, jisme kaha jata hai ki… haazaar gaam hone ke bwjood , khush hone ki acting karo, tum sach me khush ho jayoge… baki hum dono ke andar kya tha, kisi ko kya pata…. Atharva, Ved aur Ranjan …. AVR... Ye tikdi ab toot gayi thi. Jo rah-rah kar hume katne ko daudti thi…
Ved kabhi kabhi baat karne dauran achanak se beech me bol deta ki… chal, Ranjan ke dhaba chalte hai. aur fir bolne ke baad jab use ahsaas hota ki usne kya bol diya hai toh ekdum se chup ho jata… meri haalat bhi kuch aisi thi, kal jab school ke baad main aur Ved ghar jaa rhe the toh raaste me Karan Naik hume dikha… jise dekhte hee mere muh se apne aap nikal gaya ki…
"Ved, Ranjan ko call kar aur bol ki Joshi ko lekar aaaye… warna Karan Naik bahut maarega mujhe... Usko bol ki aake bacha le, yar..."
jiske baaad Ved ne apna mobile bhi nikal liya par fir jab use realize hua ki vastvikta kya hai toh usne silently mobile seedhe apne jeb me daal liya.
Ranjan ke marne se mano hum dono ki zindagi ka ek bahut bada hissa mar gaya tha… ab Ranjan ki aadat ho chuki thi hum dono ko… main aur Ved rahte toh din bhar sath hee the, lekin baat bahut kam karte the aur tabhi karte the, jab koyi solid reason, ya koyi solid joke humare paas ho… jis din humare paas ye solid reason ya solid joke hota toh thik hai , warna school ke baad Ved aise hee sidhe ghar chala jata aur main sidhe apne bistar par.... Jaha pade-pade puri raat Ranjan ki fb profile taakta rahta… purane messeges padhte rahta aur kayi baar hiii.. hello… messege bhi bhejta is ummid me ki shayad kabhi naa kabhi udhar se koyi reply aayega… lekin wo reply ab nahi aane wala tha aur naa hee kabhi aaya…
main ye accept kar chuka tha ki Ranjan ab mar chuka hai lekin accept karne ke bawjood main accept nahi kar pa raha tha, isliye kayi baar mujhe lagta ki Ranjan ke sare messege delete kar du, use unfirend kar du, block kar du, khud ki id block kar du…lekin ye option nahi tha. khud ko is duniya se block kar du… ye bhi option nahi tha. Ranjan ke purane messeges padhna, it brings back all the memories we had together, all that fun and I still laugh while reading them and it fucking hurts.
Ek aur chiz jo mujhe hurt karti thi, wo Riya… uski maa bimar thi , hospital me admit thi… lekin Ranjan ki maut ke baad naa toh main uski maa se milne kabhi ja paya aur na hee kabhi Riya se mila… bas school me kabhi-kabhi hum dono ek dusare ke aame-saamne aa jate… wo mujhe ignore kar deti aur main use… wo pareshan thi aur use support ki jaroorat thi. Par jiski khud ki buniyaad hil gayi ho wo kya kisi dusare ki buniyad banega…. Na maine puchha aur na hee kisi ne mujhe bataya ki Riya ki maa ki haalat ab kaisi hai…. Sanjana bhi apni hee life me busy thi, usne bhi Ranjan ki maut ke baad mujhse milne ki koshish nahi ki … na koyi messege , na koyi call… wo toh khair waise bhi meri duniya se bahut pahle hee jaa chuki thi… ab toh kayi din se maine use dekha tak nahi tha. mujhe ab pata tak nahi tha ki uski zindagi me kya chal raha hai aur naa hee maine ye janne ki koshish ki… us waqt hum sab apni-apni life me pareshan the.
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