Incest Tum Aisa Kyun Ho

[jaanvi sen]

Next updates jaldi dijiye, 4-5 din ho gye h. Aur ho sake to pics/gifs bhi add kare..

See pic gifs dhundhne mein bahut time jati Hai pahle to.
And dusri situation of the story ke hisab se pic ya gif nahi milti, kahane Ko to Main Kuchh bhi pics and GIF add kar du par scean hisab se sabhi nahi baithegi. Story kuchh aur chal rahi hai aur gif/pic kucch aur keh rahi hai ye acchi nahi lagegi padhe mein.

Ab maan lo scean hug karneki hai, but waisa gif uss position mein nahi milti jaisa chahiye hoti hai, jo minti hai woh bilkul bhi scean ke according nahi rahti.

So it's better to keep it in the imagination only, kbhi scens ke according gif milegi to add bhi kar dungi..

 

[akbhatia]

See pic gifs dhundhne mein bahut time jati Hai pahle to.
And dusri situation of the story ke hisab se pic ya gif nahi milti, kahane Ko to Main Kuchh bhi pics and GIF add kar du par scean hisab se sabhi nahi baithegi. Story kuchh aur chal rahi hai aur gif/pic kucch aur keh rahi hai ye acchi nahi lagegi padhe mein.

Ab maan lo scean hug karneki hai, but waisa gif uss position mein nahi milti jaisa chahiye hoti hai, jo minti hai woh bilkul bhi scean ke according nahi rahti.

So it's better to keep it in the imagination only, kbhi scens ke according gif milegi to add bhi kar dungi..

Thik hai. Waise yaha dusri story m gifs hoti h. Agar aap chahe to jaise jaise gifs mile apko DM kar sakte hai? Apne hisab se aap add kr lena..

Waise next updates kab tak aaenge?

 

[jaanvi sen]

Thik hai. Waise yaha dusri story m gifs hoti h. Agar aap chahe to jaise jaise gifs mile apko DM kar sakte hai? Apne hisab se aap add kr lena..

Okay

Waise next updates kab tak aaenge?

It will be soon

 

[Vikash007]

Super

 

[jaanvi sen]

Ek naya din, ek nayi subah. Khidki ke neeche se subah ki roshni ki halki si kirane kamre mein dabe paaon dakhil ho rahi thi, jaise koi pyaar bhari siski mere dil ko chhoo rahi ho. Main gehri, sukoon bhari neend mein thi, ek aisi neend jo sirf Aarav ke saath hone par hi aati hai.

Kal raat ka ehsaas abhi bhi mere dil mein goonj rahi thi itni pyari neend aayi ki aankhein seedha subah hi khuli.

Jab aankhein khuli, to maine apne aap ko Aarav ke seene mein simatkar paya. Mera sar uske seene par tha, uski dhadkano ke sur mein khoya hua, aur uska haath mere maathe par, jaise woh mujhe apni mohabbat ke saaye mein chhupa raha ho. Uski garmi, uski saansein, sab kuch ek ajeeb sa jadoo sa lag rahi thi, jo mujhe bandhe hue tha.

Maine dheere se aankhein kholi aur upar uske chehre ki taraf dekha. Aarav abhi bhi chain se so raha tha, uska chehra itna shant, itna masoom ki dil karta tha bas use dekhti rahu.

Jab woh aise gehri neend mein hota hai, to uski aankhon ke neeche ki thakan bhi dikhti hai. Na jaane kitni mehnat karta hai mera Aarav, padhai ke saath apna business sambhalta hai, ghar ka bojh uthata hai, aur phir bhi uske chehre par yeh masoomiyat.

Main uske seene se dheere se uthi aur uske chehre ke paas baith gayi, uske sukoon bhare chehre ko niharne lagi.

Uthte waqt meri saree ka pallu seene se neeche khisak gayi thi, par maine uspar dhyan nahi diya, kyunki yeha dekhne wala to sirf Aarav tha, aur woh bhi neend mein dooba hua. Mera dil keh raha tha ki yeh pal sirf hum dono ka hai, to pallu ko waise hi rehne diya, seene par wapas nahi chadhaya maine.

Maine uske maathe par ek pyaar bhari chummi di, itni dheemi ki woh jaag na jaye. Uske baalon ko
dheere-dheere sehlane lagi, jaise har baal mein mera pyar samet raha ho. Main nahi chahti thi ki woh abhi jaag jaye, kyunki uske jaagne se yeh jadoo sa pal toot jata.

Mere mann mein ek hi baat goonj rahi thi: Kis mohabbat ke mata mein tumne mujhe phansa diya hai, Aarav? Main to bas aise hi tumhe dekhti reh sakti hoon, tumhare saath isi tarah simatkar reh sakti hoon...

Meri hothon par ek khushi bhari muskaan khil gayi, aur main mann hi mann usse baatein karti rahi, jaise woh meri har baat sun raha ho.

Kal raat Aarav ne mere saath sona chaha. Shayad use apni maa ka pyar chahiye tha, jo chaar saal pehle uske dil ko sukoon deta tha. Usne muh se toh kuch nahi kaha, par uski aankhon mein woh chhupa hua baat maine padh liya tha.

Isliye, car mein us ghatna ke baad bhi main uske saath sone aayi. Main soch rahi thi ki shayad woh chahta hai ki main use pyaar doon, Par kal raat ulta hua. usne mujhe pyaar diya. Usne meri sar ko apne seene par rakha, dheere-dheere sehlaya, aur main uski baahon ke sukoon mein itni gehri neend mein chali gayi ki samay ka pata hi nahi chala.

Samay ka mujhe koi ehsaas nahi tha. Na yeh pata tha ki subah ke kitne baj gaye, na hi yeh yaad tha ki kal raat kab soyi thi. Par abhi mera dil Aarav ko chhodkar kahi jaane ko taiyaar nahi tha. Agar meri bas chalti, to main hamesha aise hi uske seene ki garmi mein khoyi rehti, uski dhadkano ke saath apni saansein milati.

Par yeh khayali pulav tab toota jab mujhe susu ka zor laga. Main bistar se uthne hi wali thi ki Aarav ne, sote hue bhi mujhe apne paas kheench liya aur apni baahon mein kas ke jakad liya.

Usne itni jor se mujhe pakda tha ki main thodi der ke liye sab bhool gayi. Shayad woh abhi bhi neend mein tha. Usne kafi jor se mujhe pakad liya tha.

Main: Aahh...!

Aarav jaag chuka tha, par aankhein band karke hi, usne neend bhari awaaz mein kaha,

Aarav: Kahan ja rahi ho, Maa?

Main: Aarav, tum uth gaye?

Aarav: Hmmm.

Main: Achha, ab utho, fresh ho jao. Main nashta banati hoon.

Aarav: Nahi, mujhe abhi bhi sona hai.

Maine uske seene par haath rakha aur waise hi rehne diya. Pata nahi kyun, par uske seene ki garmi chhune se mera dil khushi se bhar jati hai. Jaise woh mera haath nahi, mera pura wajood uske paas tha.

Main: Aaj dukaan nahi jayoge?

Aarav: Aaj mann nahi hai dukaan jaane ka.

Main: Kyun? Roz to subah-subah dukaan ke liye nikal padte ho.

Aarav: Haan, par aaj mann ghar rehne ka hai.

Main: Achha? Aisa kya hai aaj ghar mein jo tum ghar pe rehna chahte ho?

Aarav: Bas, aise hi.

Uske is jawab par meri hothon par ek dheemi si muskaan khil gayi. Main uske seene par sar rakhkar baat kar rahi thi, aur woh mujhe mere kandhon se pakde hue tha, jaise mujhe kabhi chhodna hi na chahe.

Main: To... to tum aaj pura din mere saath ghar pe bitayoge, na?

Aarav: Hmmm.

Sunte hi maine use aur kas ke jakad liya, fir mein aise hi uske seene par leti rahi. Uske dil ki dhadkane meri saanson se mil rahi thi.

Hum dono chup rahe, bas ek doosre ke saath ke ehsaas mein doobe rahe. Shayad das minute beet chuke the, par mujhe to susu ka zor badhta ja raha tha. Par main bathroom nahi ja pa rahi thi, kyunki Aarav mujhe apni baahon mein pyaar se jakde hue tha.

Main sharma rahi thi kehne se ki mujhe susu karni jani hai, kyunki hum dono ke beech aisi baatein pehle kabhi nahi hui thi.

Bhale hi hum dost jaise the, bhale hi mera pyaar maa se badhkar premika jaisa tha, par susu ya bathroom jaisi baaton ka zikr kabhi nahi hua. Meri sharm se gaal laal ho rahe the, par dil mein ek ajeeb si gudgudi si ho rahi thi.

Main: Umm, Aarav?

Aarav: Boliye!

Main: Woh... mujhe zara bahar jaana hai...

Aarav: Kyun?

Main: Woh... mujhe susu aayi hai.

Ye kehte hi maine sharm se aankhein band kar li. Yeh pehli baar thi jab maine Aarav se aisi baat kahi. Shayad woh bhi chaunk gaya, kyunki baat hi aisi thi.

Aarav: Oh! Aap... aap bathroom chali jaiye.

Kamre mein ek ajeeb sa sannata chha gaya. Main uske seene par waise hi leti rahi, kyunki usne mujhe abhi bhi pakde rakha tha. Usne kaha bathroom jao, par woh abhi tak mujhe pakad ke rakha tha, Budhu! Main Barthroom maike jau? Is baat par mujhe aur sharm aayi, aur dil mein ek hansi si ubhar aayi.

Main: Umm, Aarav?

Aarav: Kya?

Main: Woh, mujhe bathroom jaana hai.

Aarav: Haan, jaiye!

Main: Aarav... aise pakde rakhoge to main kaise jaun?

Maine dheere se sharmate hue kaha, aur ye sunte hi Aarav ekdum chup ho gaya aur turant apni pakad dheeli kar di. Woh thoda sa thartharaya, jaise use abhi samajh aaya ho.

Aarav: Woh... main... sorry.

Mujhe badi hansi aayi, par maine control kiya aur bas muskurayi.

Main: Hmmm.

Jab main uske seene se uthne lagi, tab yaad aaya ki meri saree ka pallu to pehle hi khisak chuka tha. Agar ab uthi, to Aarav mera seena dekh lega. Main wapas uske seene par let gayi, dil mein ek ajeeb si sharm aur pyar ka milan hua.

Aarav: Ab kya hua?

Main: Kuch nahi. Pehle apni aankhein band karo.

Aarav: Kyun?

Main: Karo to sahi!

Aarav: Nahi.

Main: Oh-ho, karo na! Chhote bacchon ki tarah zid mat karo.

Aarav: Achha, theek hai.

Aarav ne aankhein band ki, aur maine jaldi se apni saree aur pallu theek kiya. Usne meri churiyon ki awaaz suni hogi, kyunki Maine dekha uska chehra thoda sa muskuraya.

Main: Aankhein band hi rakhna, theek hai.

Aarav: Woh to theek hai, par ye churiyon ki awaaz kyun aa rahi hai?

Main chup rahi, bas muskurayi. Saree theek karke maine uske maathe par ek gehri, pyaar bhari chummi di.

Aarav ki aankhein band hone ki wajah se woh thoda sa thadthadaya aur turant aankhein khol di.

Usne mujhe dekha, aur meri aankhein uski aankhon se mili. Main halke se muskurakar boli.

Main : Tumhari ichchha poori hui na?

Aarav: Meri kaunsi ichchha?

Main: Kal raat tumne kaha tha na ki tum mere saath sona chahte ho? To main tumhare saath so gayi. Tumhari ichchha poori hui na?

Aarav: Oh!

Uske chehre par ek halka sa dukh chhaya. Ek pal ke liye uski aankhon mein ek udaasi si dikhi, jaise woh kuch aur kehna chahta ho. Maa hoon na, main uski aankhon ka har ehsaas padh leti hoon.

Main: Kya hua, Aarav?

Aarav: Kuch nahi. Aapko susu karne jaana tha na?

Uske muh se ‘susu’ sunke main sharma gayi, aur mera chehra laal ho gaya.

Main: Dhat!

Main jaldi se bistar se utar kar Aarav ke bathroom mein ghus gayi. Sharm se mera chehra laal-neela-peela ho raha tha, aur main nahi chahti thi ki Aarav meri yeh haalat dekhe.

Main jaldi se fresh hokar bahar aayi to dekha Aarav bistar par baitha angdai le raha tha, uska chehra abhi bhi utna hi pyara lag raha tha.

Main: Aarav, time kitna ho raha hai?

Aarav: Abhi to 10 baj rahe hain.

Main: Kya?!

Main hairaan reh gayi. Subah ke 10 baj chuke the, aur main abhi tak Aarav ke kamre mein thi? Meri maa bhi ghar par thi, woh kya sochengi? Nina aur Ankur bhi to hain!

Maine to socha tha ki chupke se Aarav ke paas so jaungi, use pyaar se sulakar subah hone se pehle apne kamre mein chali jaungi. Par kal raat Aarav ke pyaar bhare sehlane se main itni gehri neend mein chali gayi ki subah ka pata hi nahi chala.

Aarav: Kya hua ab?

Main (mann mein): Aaj Sunday hai. Nina ghar par hai, Ankur bhi shayad yahi hoga. Maa bhi hain. Subah ke 10 baje main Aarav ke kamre se nikli to sab kya sochenge?

Main: Woh... Aarav, humein uthne mein bahut der ho gayi.

Aarav: Haan, abhi 10 baj gaye hain.

Main: Theek hai, tum jaldi naha lo. Main bahar jaati hoon.

Subah ke 10 baj rahe the, mujhe jaldi se Aarav ke kamre se nikalna hoga, warna maa aur Nina kya sochengi? Ankur ki soch se mujhe farak nahi padta, par maa aur Nina ke saamne aise...

Main darwaze ki taraf ja hi rahi thi ki Aarav mere saamne aa gaya aur mujhe rok diya.

Aarav: Maa!

Main: Haan, Aarav?

Aarav: Aap kaha ja rahi ho?

Main: Bahar ja rahi hoon. Nashta bhi banana hai. Pata nahi sabne nashta kiya bhi ya nahi. Main to yaha so rahi thi... haha, subah ho gayi, pata hi nahi chala. Ab jaake nashta banati hoon. Achha, tum nashte mein kya khaoge? Poha bana doon?

Aarav: ...!

Main: Aarav?

Main baatein kiye ja rahi thi, par maine dhiyan se dekha Aarav bas mujhe ek tak dekh raha tha. Uski aankhein meri aankhon par thami hui thi, aur uski nazar mein ek ajeeb sa pyaar tha. Jiske chalte Meri boli band ho gayi, aur meri gaalon par laali chha gayi.

Main: Aarav?

Aarav: Maa!

Main uske paas gayi aur dheere se uske gaalon ko sehlane lagi. Aarav kafi lamba tha, uske gaalon ko chhune ke liye mujhe upar dekhna pada. Uske shaved gaalon par dadhi ki halki chubhan mehsoos hui, aur meri aankhein uski aankhon se mili. Uski aankhon mein ek gehri si baat thi, jo shayad woh bol nahi pa raha tha.

Main: Kya hua, Aarav?

Aarav: Aapne kal meri ichchha poori ki.

Main: Budhu! Tum mangoge to mujhe poori karni hi padegi.

Aarav: To... to kya main aap se kuch bhi mang sakta hoon?

Main kuch der uski aankhon mein dekhti rahi. Aarav aaj subah se badla hua lag raha tha. Yeh badlav kya tha, samajh nahi aa raha tha, par mujhe yeh badlav dil ko chhoo raha tha. Uski aankhon mein ek ajeeb si kashish thi, jo mujhe apni taraf kheench rahi thi.

Main (mann mein): Kya... kya woh mujhse kuch aur mangne wala hai? Ya....

Main: Aarav, tum mujhse kuch bhi mang sakte ho... kuch bhi.

Aarav chup raha. Uski chuppi mein ek ajeeb sa ehsaas tha, jaise woh kuch kehna chahta ho par shabdon mein bayaan nahi kar pa raha ho. Uski aankhein meri aankhon par thami hui thi, bina palken jhapkaye. Main uski aankhon mein kho gayi. Un aankhon mein kuch pyara sa dikha mujhe, kuch aisa jo main shabdon mein bayaan nahi kar sakti.

Main (mann mein): Pata nahi, Aarav, tum apni maa ko aise dekh rahe ho ya Jaanvi ko. Par... par aise mat dekha karo mujhe, Aarav. Nahi to main apne aap ko kalankit kar lungi.

Aarav kuch nahi bola, aur main bhi samajh gayi ki woh ab kuch nahi bolega. Maine hi baat shuru ki.

Main: Aarav, sab uth chuke honge. Mujhe... mujhe ab bahar jaana hoga, warna...

Aarav: Warna?

Maine sharm se aankhein jhuka li. Aarav kitna budhu hai! Itni subah tak main uske kamre mein thi, aur woh pooch raha hai ‘warna kya’? Sab galat sochenge na.

Main: Kuch nahi.

Aarav: Boliye!

Main: Budhu, hato! Mujhe bahar jaane do.

Main jaldi se uske kamre se bahar aayi aur ek gehri saans li. Meri hothon par halki si muskaan aa gayi.

Pata nahi kyun, par aaj mujhe aisa lag raha tha jaise main ek suhaagan hoon. Haan, meri shaadi Ankur se hui thi, par maine kabhi bhi ek suhaagan jaisa mehsoos nahi kiya. Par kal raat Aarav ke paas rehkar mujhe ek ajeeb si khushi mil rahi thi, ek suhaagan jaisi khushi, jo dil ko chhoo rahi thi.

Kal raat humne kuch bhi ajeeb nahi kiya tha. Bas maine uske seene ko do baar chuma tha, dher sari baatein ki thi, aur Aarav ne meri sar ko sehlate hue mujhe neend ki nadi mein le gaya. Bas itna hi hua tha.

Par yeh mere Aarav ki maujudgi ka ehsas tha. Isi ne mujhe ek suhaagan jaisa ehsaas dilaya, jo pehli baar tha.

Maa se badhkar pyaar to main uss se pehle bhi karti thi, par yeh subah ka ehsaas kuch alag hi tha, Main muskurate hue saans le rahi thi ki meri nazar living room par padi, jaha meri maa, Nina, aur Ankur baithe the.

Sabko dekhkar main thodi si ghabra gayi. Ab kya jawaab doongi? Sawaal to uthne hi the.

Ehsaas alag baat hai, par ab sawaalon ka jawaab bhi dena tha. Kisi se nazar churakar bhaag nahi sakti thi, to main dheere se aage badhi aur pehle hi baat shuru ki.

Main: Maa, aap kab uthi?

Meri awaaz sunte hi sabne peeche mudkar mujhe dekha.

Nina: Ye lo, Nani maa bhi aa gayi!

Ankur: Jaanvi, tum kal...

Meri maa: Aarav ke saath so gayi thi?

Nina: Maa! Aap bhaiya ke kamre mein so gayi thi?

Ankur: Tum kal hamare kamre mein nahi soyi?

Meri maa: Jaanvi?

Sabne ek saath sawaalon ki bauchhaar kar di. Sawaal ek hi tha - main kal raat Aarav ke saath soyi thi.

Waise to main apne bete ke saath kabhi bhi so sakti hoon, par itni subah tak uske saath sone se sawaal to uthenge hi. Main thodi ghabra bhi gayi, kyunki main yeh to nahi keh sakti thi ki Aarav mere saath sona chahta tha aur maine uski ichchha poori ki. Yeh kehti to ajeeb lagta.

Main thodi ghabra gayi, par jaldi se apne aap ko sambhal bhi liya.

Main: Haan, woh main... Aarav ke saath hi so gayi thi.

Ankur: Kyun?

Nina: Haan, Maa, aap to bhaiya ke kamre mein nahi soti.

Meri maa: Jaanvi?

Main: Haan, to kya hua? Nahi soti thi, kal so gayi thi.

Meri maa: Kal main jaane ke baad tum Aarav ke saath so gayi thi?

Main: Haan, woh... Aarav ko kal...

Ab yaha mujhe thodi si jhooth bolna pada.

Main: Kal hum party se aaye the na, aur party mein Aarav ne kuch zyada hi kha liya tha, to uska pet dard kar raha tha. Car mein bhi usne mujhe bataya tha ki uska pet dard kar raha hai. Aur aapko bataya tha na, Aarav ko kuch din pehle bukhaar hua tha, to uska sar bhi chakkar kha raha tha. Usne kaha use achha nahi lag raha, to main uske saath so gayi. Use neend aane mein deri hui kyunki uska pet dard kar raha tha, to mujhe bhi der se neend aayi. Isliye uthne mein late ho gayi.

Maine ek shans mein bol diya.

Ankur: Oh!

Nina: Kya?! Bhaiya ko fir se bukhaar aaya hai?

Meri maa: Arre, to kal hi doctor ko bula leti.

Main: Arre, nahi, doctor bulane ki zarurat nahi thi.

Meri maa: Tu hi bol rahi hai ki Aarav ko theek nahi lag raha tha?

Tabhi peeche se Aarav brush karte hue aaya aur mere bagal mein khada ho gaya.

Aarav: Kaun bukhaar hak?!

Aarav ne mujhe dekhte hue sabse poochha.

Meri maa: Aur kaun? Tu! Tujhe raat ko bukhaar tha, to bataya kyun nahi?

Ye sunte hi Aarav brush karte-karte ruk gaya aur mujhe aise dekha jaise kuch samajh nahi aaya.

Aarav: Bukhaar mujhe?

Main: Aarav, woh...

Meri maa: Jaanvi keh rahi thi ki tujhe raat ko pet dard ho raha tha aur sar bhi chakkar kha raha tha.

Nina: Haan, bhaiya?

Aarav ne mujhe dekha, to maine jhat se nazrein jhuka li kyunki maine jhooth bola tha. Pata nahi woh samjha ya nahi, par usne kaha.

Aarav: Haan, Nani, kal thoda zyada kha liya tha, isliye.

Ye sunke maine thodi rahat ki saans li. Aarav samajhdaar tha, use pata tha kaha kya bolna hai.

Meri maa: Maana ki tu jawaan hai, par beta, dhyan se khana chahiye na.

Aarav: Khana achha bana tha, isliye, Nani.

Meri maa: Chalo, theek hai. Ab pet to dard nahi kar raha na?

Aarav: Nahi, ab theek hoon. Ab to bhukh bhi lag rahi hai.

Main: Aarav, tum fresh ho jao, tab tak main kuch bana deti hoon.

Meri maa: Rehne de, maine nashta bana diya hai.

Main: Arre, aapne kyun banaya? Main bana deti.

Meri maa: Tujhe Nina bulane gayi thi, tu to so rahi thi.

Main: Woh main...

Meri maa: Koi baat nahi. Aarav, fresh ho aao.

Aarav: Haan, Maa, thodi coffee bana do.

Main: Theek hai.

Aarav fresh hone chala gaya, aur main coffee banane lagi. Par mera dhyan Aarav ki us baat par tha ki woh aaj dukaan nahi jayega, mere saath ghar pe rahega.

Main (mann mein): Par ghar pe Nina hai, Ankur hai. Sabke saamne main Aarav ke saath waise nahi reh sakti jaise main chahti hoon.

Maine coffee bana li, aur Aarav bhi fresh hokar aa gaya. Sab living room mein the, sab matlab meri maa, Nina, aur Ankur. Sabne nashta kar liya tha, sirf main aur Aarav bache the.

Hum dono dining room mein ek saath baithkar nashta kar rahe the, paas-paas. Meri maa ne nashta parosa tha. Living room se koi hamein dekh nahi sakta tha.

Mujhe khushi thi ki thodi der ke liye Aarav ke saath akele waqt mila. Bhale hi raat bhar uske saath thi, par uske aur paas jaane ki ichchha dil mein thi. Humne nashta shuru kiya hi tha ki Aarav bola.

Aarav: Aapne sabse jhooth kyun bola?

Woh paas baitha tha aur meri taraf dekh raha tha.

Main: Woh...

Aarav: Boliye?

Main: ...!

Aarav: Maa!

Aarav ne mujhe apni taraf ghumaya aur poochha. Main nazrein chura rahi thi, par woh paas tha to kaha hi chhupti?

Main: Hum dono itni late uthe, isliye.

Aarav: Isliye aapne sabse jhooth bola?

Main: Umm...!

Aarav: mbataiye!

Main: Woh... tum aur main...

Aarav: Aap aur main kya?

Main: Woh... tum aur main ek saath soye the na, aur... aur itni late uthe, to mujhe laga ki koi kuch...

Aage bolne se mein sharm aa rahi thi.

Aarav: Koi kuch kya?

Main: Agar koi galat sochta to...

Aarav: Koi galat kyun sochega?

Main: Umm... tum aur main ek saath soye the na...

Aarav: Haan, to ismein galat kya?

Main: Tumhe nahi pata?

Aarav: Nahi to? Ismein galat kya?

Maine chehra doosri taraf kar liya kyunki mujhe sharm aur hansi dono aa rahi thi. Aarav samajh hi nahi raha tha ki hum dono agar aise raat bhar ek saath soye aur subah 10 baje uthe to koi bhi galat soch sakta hai, chahe hum maa-bete hi kyun na ho.

Aarav: Wait! Aap hans kyun rahi ho?

Main: Kon, main? Nahi to... hehe.

Aarav: Aap fir se hans rahi ho!

Main: Nahi, nahi! Tum nashta karo na. Lo, coffee piyo.

Aarav: Aaj main coffee nahi piyunga.

Main: Kyun? Tum to roz coffee pite ho.

Aarav muskuraya aur meri chai ki cup apni taraf le liya, aur uski coffee ki cup meri taraf kar di. Usne meri chai ki cup se ek chuski bhi le liya.

Main: Arre, mat piyo, budhu! Woh jhootha hai!

Aarav: To kya hua?

Main: Nahi, matlab kuch nahi hua, par...

Aarav: Par?

Main: Par woh cup meri jhoothi hai na, usse kyun piya?

Aarav: Aap ka piya hua kuch jhootha nahi hota, Maa.

Dhak-dhak!

Dil ne zor se dastak di. Main use dekhti rahi, kuch keh na saki.

Hum dono hansi-mazaak kar rahe the, par ab ek pyara sa sannata chha gaya. Uski baat mein ek ajeeb si mohabbat tha, jo mere dil ko chhoo gayi.

Aarav: Kya hua?

Maine na mein sir hila diya.

Aarav: To aap bhi coffee piyo. Maine abhi tak jhootha nahi kiya coffee.

Maine uski cup se coffee ki sip li aur use dekhkar boli,

Main: Agar ye tumhara jhootha bhi hota, to main khushi-khushi pi leti.

Aarav ne mujhe dekha, aur samay ek pal ke liye ruk sa gaya. Mera dil keh raha tha ki mujhe apne pyar ko pana hoga, aur uske liye mujhe Aarav ke saath akele waqt chahiye, jaise kal raat thi.

Maine uska haath thaam liya.

Main: Aarav?

Aarav: Hmmm.

Main: Kya tum sach mein aaj mere saath rahoge?

Aarav: Haan.

Main: Sach mein na?

Aarav: Maine aapko kabhi jhooth bola hai?

Main: Nahi...

Aarav: Main aaj ghar pe hi rahunga.

Main muskurayi ye baya ki, ki uska mere paas rehna mujhe khushi dega.

Fir humne nashta kiya aur living room mein baith gaye. Aaj Sunday tha, aur meri maa bhi wahi thi, aur sab TV dekh rahe the. Par mera mann kahi aur tha.

Main (mann mein): Ab kya karoon? Ankur yahi hai, Nina bhi. Sab ghar pe hain, to Aarav ke saath akele time kaise spend karoon?

Main intezaar kar rahi thi. Jab TV par advertisement aayi, main baat shuru karne wali thi ki Ankur bol pada.

Ankur: Aaj dukaan nahi jaana kya?

Aarav: Nahi, aaj ghar pe hi rahunga.

Ankur: Kyun? Har din to dukaan pe rehta hai, aaj ghar kyun?

Aarav: Haan, par aaj mann nahi hai.

Ankur: Arre, dukaan ja, paisa kama. Ghar baithkar khaata rehta hai.

Ye sunte hi mujhe gussa aa gaya. Meri maa wahi thi, to main chup rahi, par Ankur ko dekha gusse se.

Aarav: Main kaam to karta hoon na, padhai ke saath. Ghar pe paisa bhi deta hoon aur...

Ankur: Bas itne mein ho gaya? Haha, kitna paisa kamata hai? Mujhse zyada? Chal, aaj to dikha de tera bank balance aur mera bank balance.

Main: BAS! Aur nahi!

Meri cheekh hi nikal gayi fir.
Sabne mujhe dekha. Mujhe pata tha Ankur Aarav se jalta hai. Isliye kyunki Aarav har mamle mein usse behtar hai.

Mere pitaji ne sab kuch Aarav ke naam kar diya tha, isliye Ankur usse jalta tha. Ankur ki baat se mujhe gussa aa gaya. Aarav ko bura-bhala bolna matlab mujhe bolna.Main Ankur ke saamne khadi ho gayi.

Main: Tum kon hote ho? Kya ho kiya tum?

Nina: Maa?!

Meri maa: Jaanvi?

Main: Nahi, Nina, aaj bolne de mujhe. Bolo, kya problem hai tumhari mere Aarav se?

Ankur: Mujhe kya problem hogi?

Main: To baar-baar mere Aarav ko taane kyun dete ho?

Meri maa: Jaanvi, shaant ho ja.

Main: Nahi, Maa, aapko nahi pata. Ye... ye aadmi mere Aarav ko bura-bhala kehta hai.

Meri maa ne Ankur ko ghoora aur mujhe sambhalne lagi, kyunki main gusse mein thi bohat hi.

Nina: Maa, aap...

Main: Nina, tu bado ke beech mein nahi bolegi.

Main: Maa, ye aadmi... ye aadmi nahi, haiwaan hai!

Ye sun Ankur khada ho gaya aur mujhe aankhein dikhane laga.

Main: Main ab tumse nahi darti. Aaj sabko bataungi tumne kya kya kiya tha!

Ankur: Jaanvi!

Ankur ne mujhe dhamkane ki koshish ki, par main nahi ruki.

Main: Dhamka aur dhamka, main bolungi aaj.

Nina: Maa?

Meri maa: Kya kiya tha Ankur ne?

Main: Maa... ye haiwaan mere Aarav ko...

Meri aankhon se aansoon behne lage. Saalon purani ghatnayein yaad aa gayi.

Meri maa: Bata, Jaanvi, kya kiya tha Ankur ne?

Main: Aarav... Maa, Aarav...

Aarav: Maa?

Meri maa: Bata, Jaanvi.

Main: Ye haiwaan... uss din jab pitaji ne sab kuch mujhe aur Aarav ke naam kar diya tha... us din...

Meri maa: Bata, kya hua tha fir?

Main: Isne... isne mere Aarav ko uss din maarne ki koshish ki, Maa. Jaan se maarne ki koshish ki... Us din jab hum papers sign karke ghar aaye, aap aur pitaji to chale gaye the. Main khana banane gayi thi. Kuch der baad mujhe Aarav ki awaaz aayi. Main bedroom mein gayi to... to...

Aansuon se meri awaaz toot rahi thi.

Meri maa: Bol, tune kya dekha us din?

Mere haath-pair kaanp rahe the us ghatna ko yaad karke.

Main: Maine dekha... ye haiwaan Ankur mere Aarav ke muh par takiya daba raha tha.....

Sabke hosh udd gaye, Aarav ke bhi.

Main: Aarav tab chhota tha, Maa, bahut chhota sa tha. Ankur ko laga tha pitaji ki saari property use milegi, par sab Aarav ko mila. Isi jalan mein ye haiwaan mere bete ko maarne jaa raha tha... Agar uss din mujhe Aarav ki awaaz na sunai deti, to shayad mera Aarav...

Main aage bol nahi payi, bas roti rahi. Ankur ka sach sabke saamne aa gaya. Meri maa gusse mein uthi aur Ankur ko zor ka thappad maara.

Meri maa: Bol, tune Aarav ke saath aisa kyun kiya, haramjade? Koi apne bete ko jaan se maarne ke baare mein kaise soch sakta hai?

Meri maa ne Ankur ko thappad pe thappad maare. Uska sach sabke saamne tha. Main roti hui Aarav ke kamre mein chali gayi.

Main chahti thi Aarav ke saath akele waqt bitau, par yeh sab ho gaya. Jo yaadein main bhoolna chahti thi, woh yaadein wapas aa gayi.

Mujhe yaad hai us din Ankur ne kaise Aarav ke muh par takiya daba raha tha. Woh bhayanak chitra yaad aate hi main aur dar gayi. Main Aarav ke bistar par let gayi aur roti rahi. Yeh kamra mere Aarav ka tha, yaha Ankur nahi aata tha. Dukh ke samay yeh kamra hi mera thikana tha.

Do minute hi hue honge ki Aarav kamre mein aaya aur andar se darwaza lock kar diya. Uske aankhon mein aansoon the. Woh bhi ro raha tha. Main jhat se uthi aur use gale laga liya.

Aarav: Maa!

Main: Tum kyun ro rahe ho, Aarav? Main hoon na, tumhe kuch nahi hoga.

Aarav: Pehle aap shaant ho jao.

Main: Nahi, Aarav, tum nahi jaante. Woh haiwaan tumhe maarna chahta tha. Tumhe mujhse door karna chahta hai. Use sirf paisa chahiye, Aarav, paisa.

Aarav: Mujhe koi kuch nahi kar payega. Aap ho na, aap rahogi to koi mera kucch bigaad nahi sakta.

Main use kas ke gale laga liya. Mera rona aur tez ho gaya.

Main: Main hoon... tumhe kuch nahi hone doongi. Sabse bacha ke rakhungi.

Aarav ne mera sar uthaya aur apne haathon se meri aansoon pochne laga. Woh meri aankhein poch raha tha, par khud ro raha tha.

Aarav: Aap roye mat, please. Aaye, mere saath.

Usne mujhe bistar par le gaya aur apni godi mein lita diya. Main abhi bhi ro rahi thi.

Aarav: Pehle shaant ho jaea.

Main: Main kaise shaant hou, Aarav? Agar uss din tumhe kuch ho jata, to mera kya hota?

Aarav: Maa!

Main: Woh din bahut khatarnak tha, Aarav. Uss din...

Aarav: Aap aise mat roye. Dekho, mujhe kuch nahi hua. Main aapke saamne hoon.

Main: Tum bahut chhote the, Aarav, mera chhota sa Aarav.....

Uski godi mein leti hui uska chehra dekh rahi thi. Uske aansoon dekhkar mujhe dard ho raha tha. Uske bachpan ka rota hua woh chehra yaad aaya, aur main aur ro padi.

Aarav: Maa, aise mat roye.

Main: Tum... tum kyun ro rahe ho?

Aarav bhi ro raha tha. Maine uski godi mein leti hui uske gaalon tak haath le gayi, uske aansoon pochne. Usne mere haath par apna haath rakha aur bola,

Aarav: Aap aise mat roye, Maa. Mujhe...

Aarav pura bol nahi paya. Usne mujhe uthaya aur mere gale laga gaya. Woh khub roya. Uska rona dekhkar main apni rona bhool gayi.
Uske sar ko sehlate hue maine kahi.

Main : Kya hua mere Aarav ko? Mera Aarav kyun ro raha hai?

Par Aarav kuch nahi bola, bas roya. Maine uske sar ko sehlate hue khud bhi roti rahi. Pata nahi kitna waqt beet gaya, shayad ek ghanta ya uss se jyada. Main thodi baat theek mehsoos karne lagi, to Aarav ne mujhe lita diya aur meri gaalon ko sehlate hue bola.

Aarav : i don’t want you to cry. Please, aur mat rona.

Main: Hmmm...

Aarav: Aap yahi raho. Main bahar hokar aata hoon.

Main: Nahi, Aarav, tum...

Aarav: Main bahar hokar aata hoon.

Maine uska haath zor se pakad liya.

Main: Nahi, tum kahi nahi jaoge. Tumne wada kiya tha ki aaj dukaan nahi jaoge, mere saath rahoge.

Aarav ne meri dayi gaal ko sehlaya, aur woh mere upar jhuka, aur meri maathe ko chum liya. Kuch der waisa hi raha.

Aarav: Main dukaan nahi ja raha. Bas bahar ja raha hoon, abhi aa jaunga. Aap yahi, mere kamre mein raho.

Main: Tum kaha ja rahe ho?bol ke jao!

Aarav: Main abhi aata hoon.

Usne mere maathe ko fir se chuma aur bahar chala gaya. Uske jaane ke baad maine karwat badli aur aankhein band kar li.

 

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Hum ghar ki taraf ja rahe the, ya yun kehiye ki mujhe laga tha hum ghar ki taraf ja rahe the. Par jab maine gaur kiya, to sadak kuchh alag si lag rahi thi. Yeh rasta ghar ka nahi tha.

Main: Aarav? Hum abhi ghar nahi ja rahe?

Aarav ne koi jawab nahi diya. Woh chupchap bike chalata raha, uska chehra shant, par aankhon mein kuchh chhupa sa tha. Uska yeh khamosh andaaz mujhe hamesha se pareshan karta tha, par uski yahi ada mujhe uski aur kheenchti bhi thi.

Main: Aarav!

Aarav: Thodi der intezar kariye.

Main: Huh? Hum ja kahan rahe hain?

Aarav ne fir bhi jawab nahi diya. Maine ek gehri saans li. Yeh ladka kab sudhrega?

Hamesha baatein chhupata hai, par anokhi si baat hoti hai uske saath. Maine socha, jo bhi hai, Aarav mujhe kisi achhi jagah hi le ja raha hoga. Aur, main to bas uske saath waqt bitana chahti thi. Har pal, har lamha jo uske saath guzarta, woh mere liye anmol tha.

Kuchh hi der mein Aarav ne bike roki. Ek bade se mall ke samne. Main hairan ho gayi. Shopping mall? Mere paas to kapde hi kapde hain, aur abhi naye kapdon ki koi zarurat bhi nahi thi. Maine usse pucha.

Main: Aarav, mujhe shopping mall kyun le aaye? Mere paas kapde hain...

Aarav: Aap pehle bike se utriye.

Main: Nahi, mujhe kapde nahi kharidne abhi...

Aarav: ...

Main: Mere paas bohot kapde hain, mujhe shopping nahi karni. Chalo ghar chalte hain na...

Aarav: Main jo bol raha hoon, woh kariye.

Main: Kya? Nahi na, mujhe kapde nahi kharidne...

Aarav: Maa!

Main: Hmm!

Aarav: Utriye.

Usne Maa kaha, aur meri saari zid, saari baatein ek pal hi mein tham si gayi. Jab bhi woh mujhe is tarah bulata, meri rooh mein ek ajeeb si hulchul hoti. Ek thandi aag si lag jati thi, jo na bujhti thi, na jalati thi.

Maine chupchap bike se utar gaye, aur Aarav bhi utar gaya. Usne meri taraf dekha, aur bola.

Aarav: Chaliye.

Main: Par Aarav... Sach mein, mere paas bohot kapde hain aur...

Aarav: Aap kitna bolti hain, chaliye!

Main: Aarav, hum ghar chalte hain na... Mujhe mall nahi jana bas...

Aarav: Ghar pe kuchh chhod ke aaye hai aap?

Main: Nahi to...

Aarav: To baar-baar ghar jane ki zid kyun kar rahi hain?

Main chup ho gayi. Kya kehti usse? Sach to yeh tha ki main ghar jana chahti thi, par iske peeche ek wajah thi. Ek aisi wajah jo main Aarav ko kabhi nahi bata sakti thi. Ek raaz jo mere dil mein bandh tha, jo har pal mujhe tadpata tha.

Main: Woh... Aarav...

Aarav: Ghar pe kuchh bhool ke to nahi aaye na?

Main: Nahi...

Aarav: Good. Chaliye.

Maine kuchh kehne ki koshish ki, par usse pehle Aarav ne mera haath pakad liya aur mujhe mall ke andar le jane laga. Uska sparsh, uski ungliyon ka halka sa dabav, meri dhadkano ko aur tez kar gaya. Main uske peeche-peeche chali, par usse Kiya pata meri dil mein ek tufaan uth raha tha.

Main: Aarav, ghar chalte hain na...

Aarav: No.

Main: Par mujhe kapde nahi kharidne, Aarav.

Aarav: Aap thodi der ke liye shanti rakhiye.

Main: Huh! Par Aarav...

Aarav: Shant!

Usne thodi si sakhti se kaha, jaise woh mujhe daant raha ho. Main chup ho gayi, par dil mein ek ajeeb si bechaini thi, jo usse pata nahi tha.

Main ghar jana chahti thi, kyunki wahan mujhe kuchh karna tha, kuchh kehna tha, jo shayad mall ke shor mein mumkin nahi tha.

Aarav mera haath pakde mall ke andar le gaya. Hum ek Shop ke samne ruke. Maine dekha, yeh to jewellery shop thi! Meri aankhein hairani se badi ho gayi.

Main: Aarav, yeh... yeh to jewellery shop?

Aarav: Haan to? Yahi aana tha.

Main: Jewellery shop...?

Aarav: Bas aaiye mere saath.

Main: Par...

Par usse pehle shopkeeper muskurate hue hamare paas aa gaya. Woh Aarav se baat karne laga, aur main bas chupchap sun rahi thi.

Shopkeeper: Namaste sir! Aaiye, aaiye...

Aarav: Namaste.

Shopkeeper: Bataiye, kya seva karein?

Aarav: Woh taiyar ho gaya?

Shopkeeper: Ji, aapke kahe anusar maine **/**/ is date se pehle hi aapka order taiyar karke rakha hai.

Aarav: Good, let us see that.

Main unki baatein sun rahi thi, aur mere man mein tufaan uth raha tha. **/** ... Yeh to meri janamdin ki date thi! Aaj ki date! Aarav mujhe yahan jewellery shop le aaya, aur shopkeeper meri hi janamdin ki baat kar raha tha. Matlab... kya Aarav ne...?

Main: Aarav?

Shopkeeper: Sure sir, idhar baitiye.

Aarav: Chaliye.

Main: Ek minute, Aarav, zara suno.

Aarav: Baaki baatein baad mein, abhi baitiye.

Usne mujhe kuchh puchne ka mauka hi nahi diya. Hum waha baith gaye, aur shopkeeper ne ek chamakta hua, roshni se bhara hua jewellery set hamare samne rakha.

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Main: Yeh... yeh kya, Aarav?

Aarav ne woh jewellery set uthaya aur mere haathon mein rakh diya.

Aarav: Yeh aapke liye. Aapki janamdin ka tohfa, meri taraf se.

Main sthabdh reh gayi. Yeh jewellery set kafi mahanga lag raha tha. Aarav aise hi, itni asani se mujhe yeh de raha tha? Main kuchh samajh nahi pa rahi thi. Sab kuchh ekdum se ho raha tha, main kaise react karu mujhe pata nahi tha. Main bas Aarav ko dekhti rahi, aur woh mujhe. Meri aankhein uske chehre par thami hui thi.

Aarav: Kya hua? Aapko yeh design achha nahi laga?

Main: Nahi, aisi baat nahi hai, Aarav. Par...

Maine baat adhuri chhodi, kyunki shopkeeper bhi humein dekh raha tha. Maine usse thodi si guzarish ki.

Main: Bhai sahab, please ek minute...?

Shopkeeper samajhdar tha. Usne turant samajh liya ki mujhe Aarav se akele mein baat karni hai.

Shopkeeper: Ji, aap log discuss kariye, main doosre customer ke paas jata hoon.

Woh chala gaya, aur maine Aarav ki taraf mudkar pucha.

Main: Yeh sab kya hai, Aarav?

Aarav: Kyun?

Main: Yeh... yeh jewellery tum mere liye kharid rahe ho?

Aarav: Haan, to ismein itni hairani wali baat kya?

Main: Par kyun...?

Aarav: Kyunki aaj aapki janamdin hai.

Usne yeh baat itni sadgi se kahi, jaise yeh koi badi baat hi na ho. Par mere liye yeh baat dil ke taar chhed gayi. Mera Aarav, mera beta, mujhe aise tohfe de raha tha.

par main ye nahi chahiye tha, mujhe usse aur kuchh maangna chahti thi, jo kushu yeh jewellery set bhi na de sakta.

Main: Haan to, tum mujhe koi aur gift dete ya kisi jagah ghumane le jate, par yeh jewellery set ...?

Aarav: Kyunki mujhe yahi gift karna tha aapko.

Main: Aarav, yeh bohot mahanga hoga. Nahi, nahi, main isse nahi loongi. Tum isse wapas kardo.

Aarav kuchh der chup raha. Uski aankhein mujhe dekh rahi thi, aur main uske jawab ka intezar kar rahi thi. Fir usne dhire se bola.

Aarav: Aapko yaad hai, hum Rekha aunty ke ghar unki beti ki janamdin pe gaye the?

Main: Haan, yaad kyun nahi hogi? Pichle mahine hi to thi... Lekin yeh jewellery se uska kya sambandh?

Aarav: Aap aur Nina waha baat kar rahe the. Wahan kisi ka necklace aapko pasand aa gaya tha...

Yeh sunte hi meri dhadkanein ruk si gayi. Haan, mujhe yaad aaya. Nina aur main us din Rekha bhabhi ke ghar ek necklace ke bare mein baat kar rahe to the. Main to bas yun hi keh rahi thi ki woh mujhe pasand hai. Par Aarav ne yeh baat sun li thi? Usne isse itna seriously le liya?

Mera dil ek ajeeb si khushi se bhar gaya, par yeh khushi necklace ke liye nahi thi. Yeh khushi thi mere Aarav ke liye, jo meri har chhoti si baat ko yaad rakhta tha.

Main: Aarav...

Aarav: Haan?

Main: Tumne woh baat yaad rakhi ki mujhe woh necklace pasand aayi thi?

Aarav: Haan. Aur maine to do din baad hi necklace banane ka order de diya tha. Design bhi manage kiya, mujhe laga yeh thoda unique hai, Sundar lagega app pe.

Main: Aarav!

Aarav: Hmm!

Main: Tum... tum aise kyun ho, Aarav?

Sayad maine jo abhi kaha Aarav uska matlab nahi samjha, isliye usne bola.

Aarav: I know... mujhe laga hi tha, aapko yeh design pasand nahi aayegi. Mujhe pehle aapse poochh lena chahiye tha.

Main: Nahi, Aarav, aisa nahi hai...

Maine uska haath pakad liya, uski aankhon mein dekha, aur dhire se kaha.

Main: Mujhe... mujhe yeh bohot pasand aayi.

Aarav: Sach mein?

Maine muskurakar haami bhari. Yeh necklace mujhe pasand aayi, kyunki yeh usne diya tha. Par isse bhi zyada, mujhe uska yeh dhyan rakhna pasand aaya. Uska mujhe samajhna. Uska mera khayal rakhna.

Main: Kyun nahi pasand aayegi? Tum jo de rahe ho... Par yeh bohot mahanga lag rahi hai, Aarav. Kitne ka hai yeh jewellery set?

Aarav: Yeh... woh... ** ka hai...

Meri muskurahat ekdum se gayab ho gayi. Itna mahanga? Meri aankhein hairani se badi ho gayi.

Main: Kya?! Aarav, yeh... yeh nahi, nahi, mujhe nahi chahiye. Yeh bohot mahanga hai.

Aarav: Arre, shant, hum mall mein hain abhi.

Maine dekha, aaspaas ke log mujhe hi dekh rahe the. Maine jaldi se apni awaaz dhiree ki.

Main: Nahi, Aarav, main yeh nahi loongi.

Aarav: Kyun?

Main: Kyunki yeh itna mahanga hai, Aarav. Nahi, tum mujhe kuchh aur gift do, par yeh nahi...

Aarav: Maa!

Main: Hmm!

Aarav: Maine chaha aapko yeh gift doon. Ek tarah se yeh meri pehli kamai se de raha hoon. Maine business se kuchh paise bacha ke rakhe the is din ke liye, aapki janamdin ke liye. Aur... aap mana karengi to...

Main bas Aarav ko dekhti rahi. Uski baatein sunke meri aankhein bhar aayi. Yeha main ro nahi Sakti, bade muskil se apne aap ko sambhali. Mera beta, mera Aarav, apni pehli kamai se mujhe yeh tohfa de raha tha. Yeh uski mehnat thi, uska pyar tha. Main kaise mana karti?
Sayad aaj ek bete ke saamne maa ka pyaar kam pad jayegi. Tabhi Shopkeeper wapas aaya.

Shopkeeper: Sir? Discussion ho gai aap logon ki? How was the work?

Aarav: Yeah, it’s really nice. Maine jaise chaha, waisa hi hai, but...

Shopkeeper: But? Sir, kya kuchh kami reh gayi?

Aarav: Nahi... lekin sayad m...

Aarav kehne hi wala tha ki maa ki yeh pasand nahi aaya, par maine jhat se uska haath pakda aur shopkeeper se kaha.

Main: Yeh mujhe bohot pasand aaya. Please isse pack kar dijiye.

Shopkeeper: Okay, madam!

Aarav: Aap sach mein le rahi hain na?

Main: Haan, Aarav.

Maine bas haan mein sir hila diya, kyunki main apne aap ko rok rahi thi. Rone se, apne dil ke raaz ko bahar aane se.

Shopkeeper ne jewellery set pack kiya, aur Aarav ne payment kar diya. Jab woh payment kar raha tha, shopkeeper ne pucha.

Shopkeeper: Waise sir, aapne yeh nahi bataya, yeh kaun hain aapki?

Uska ishara meri taraf tha.

Main: Main uski...

Aarav: Ohh, batana bhool gaya. Yeh meri maa hain.

Shopkeeper ka chehra dekhne layak tha tabhi, Woh thoda sa bokhla gaya tha ye sunke, shayad usne kuchh aur hi socha tha. Shayad woh mujhe Aarav ki patni samajh raha tha, par ab usse pata chal gaya ki main uski maa hoon.

Shopkeeper: Ohhh! Mujhe laga tha ki...

Aarav: Kya?

Shopkeeper: nahi, sir, kuchh nahi.

Hum wapas bike pe baith gaye. Aarav bike chala raha tha, aur main peeche baithi thi. Meri nazar sadak pe thi, jahan ek doosri bike hamare paas se guzri.

Uspe ek ladka-ladki the, woh dono bhi couples the. ladki ne ladke ko peeche se hug kiya hua tha. Yeh dekhkar mere dil mein ek ajeeb si chubhan hui.

Kyunki kab se mujhe bhi iccha ho rahi thi Aarav ko waise hi hug kar lu, daba lu apne seene mein usse, Apni sari pyaar luta du uspe.

Main (man mein): Mera pyar samne baitha hai, mere itna kareeb, par main usse apne seene se laga ke pyar nahi kar sakti. Kyunki main uski maa hoon. Main... main... Deva...

Main apne aap ko kaise sambhalu? Ye Raaz ko aab bohat saal ho gaya hai, jo Raaz mere seene mein itne saal tadap raha tha, ye Raaz ab Bahar aana chata taa, apne pyaar ko pana chati hai.

Pyaar to insaan ko ho jata hai par, apne aapko sambhalna bohat muskil hota hai, apne pyaar ka izhar karna bohat hi Kathin ho ta hai.

Kiya.. kiya Main keh du abhi ke abhi? Is beech sakad pe hi gale lag jau Aarav ke? Aur usse chum lu aur keh du Aarav mujhe pyaar hai tumse?

Dil kehta tha, abhi ke abhi Aarav ko gale laga loon. Usko choom loon. Kah du ki, Aarav, main tumse pyaar karti hoon.

Kiya... Kiya aaj hi Tod du ye maa-bete wala rishta? Kiya aaj hi apne aap ko kalank-kit kar lu, apne pyaar ke liye? Maine apne aap se pucha ye.

Nahi... Nahi... Maine apne honton ko daanton se daba liya, taki yeh raaz mere dil mein hi bandh rahe.

Main (man mein): Sambhal lo, Jaanvi. Ttu beech sadak pe ho. Abhi nahi. Ghar chalo pehle.

Maine apne aap ko sambhalte hue Aarav se kaha.

Main: Aarav... ghar chalo jaldi.

Aarav: Aapne hi to kaha tha bike dheere chalane ke liye.

Main: Haan, par abhi jaldi ghar chalo... jaldi...

Aarav: Okay, Nina ko bhi college se le aate hain. Abhi uski college chhuti hone wali hai.

Main: Nahi... Aarav, ghar chalo.

Aarav: Haan, Nina ko bhi pick up kar lete hain, fir chalte hai.

Main: Nahiii! Nina ghar aa sakti hai. Woh apni friends ke saath aa jayegi. Abhi... abhi tum chalo jaldi ghar...

Aarav: Kya ho raha hai aapko aaj? Mandir se nikalne ke baad se baar-baar ghar jane ki baat kyun kar rahi hain aap?

Main kya kehti usse? Sach to yeh tha ki main apne aap ko sambhal nahi pa rahi thi.

Mandir se wapas aate waqt hi maine kuchh soch liya tha. Ghar jana zaroori tha, Nina ke aane se pehle mujhe Ghar pahunchni hogi.

Main: Aarav... Aarav, jaldi ghar chalo.

Aarav: Theek hai, Nina ko bhi...

Main: Please! Aarav... Aarav... Ghar...

Aur main apne aap ko Sambhal nahi Pai. Aansuon ne meri aankhon se rasta dhoondh hi liya. Aarav ne bike ke sheeshe mein dekha, aur usne meri roti hui awaaz suni.

Usne bike rokne ki koshish ki, par main ab chikh padi.

Main: Nahi... nahi, Aarav, sidha ghar chalo na, please!

Aarav: Theek... theek hai!

Usne aur kuchh sawal nahi kiye. Aarav meri aankhon mein aansoon nahi dekh sakta tha. Usne bike ghar ki taraf mod li, aur maine apna chehra saree ke pallu se dhak liya, taki koi meri aankhon ke aansoon na dekh sake, Kyunki Ham beech sadak per the.

Kuchh hi der mein hum ghar pahunch gaye. Bike se utarte hi main tezi se ghar ke andar bhagi. Aarav shayad samajh nahi pa raha tha, par mujhe aise bhagte dekh woh bhi jaldi se bike rakhi aur mere peeche aaya.

Aarav: Kya hua aapko? Aap ro kyun rahi ho?

Main: Aarav...

Aarav: Haan, bataiye, kya hua? Aise ro kyun rahi hain?

Main: Aarav...

Main kuchh nahi bol pa rahi thi. Bas ro rahi thi, uski aankhon mein dekhti hui. Mera raaz ab mere seene mein nahi ruk raha tha. Woh bahar aana chahta tha, par main usse kaise kehti?

Aarav: Maa!

Main: Aarav...

Aarav: Haan, boliye, kya hua aapko?

Main: Aarav, kya tumhe lagta hai ki main koi galat kadam utha loongi?

Aarav: Nahi... par aap yeh kyun puch rahi hain?

Main: Agar... agar maine kuchh galat kadam utha liya to... to tum mujhse kya galat samjhoge?

Aarav: Aap kyun koi galat kadam uthayengi?

Main: Aarav...

Main (man mein): Main... main ek galat kadam utha chuki hoon, Aarav. Main tumse...

Aarav: Kya hua? Kuchh boliye...

Main: Aarav, aaj meri janamdin hai na?

Aarav: Haan.

Main: Aaj main jo maangungi, kya tum mujhe doge, Aarav?

Aarav kuchh der mujhe dekhta raha, fir bola.

Aarav: Theek hai. Aap jo chahengi, main doonga.

Main: To... mujhe mera beta wapas chahiye. Mera Aarav, jo mujhe pyar karta tha. Kya tum wapas wahi Aarav nahi ho sakte?

Aarav: Maa, main...

Main: Aarav, kyun badal gaye tum? Mujhe batao na...

Main uske paas gayi, uske haathon ko tham liya. Main us din bilkul apne aap ko Sambhal nahi pa rahi thi. Mera dil, meri rooh, sab kuchh uske samne khul raha tha.

Main: Aarav, batao na, kyun tum aise ho gaye...

Aarav ne mere gaalon ko apne dono haathon se chhua. Usne mere aansoon apne angoothon se ponchhe, aur dhire se bola.

Aarav: Aapko aaj kya hua, Maa? Aap aise...

Main: Mujhe jawab do, Aarav. Batao, kyun tumne mujhse doori bana li?

Par Aarav chup raha. Woh bas meri aankhon mein dekhta raha, bebas sa. Main bhi usse apni bhigi aankhon se dekhti rahi.

Main: Nahi bataoge na? Mujhe pata tha, tum kuchh nahi bataoge...

Aarav: Main...

Maine uske haathon ko apne gaalon se hataya, aur woh gift ka packet uthakar chillayi.

Main: Mujhe nahi chahiye koi gift, Aarav! Mujhe jo chahiye, woh yeh sone ka gift se bhi bada ke hai...

Aarav: Kya chahiye aapko?

Main: Promise karo, Aarav. Promise karo ki main jo maangoongi, woh tum mujhe doge.

Aarav: Theek hai...

Maine der na ki. Jhat se uske paas gayi aur usse apne gale se laga liya.

Main: Mujhe pehle jaisa pyar karo, Aarav. Mujhe... mujhe apne seene mein basa lo, jaise pehle kiya karte the...

Main ro rahi thi. Aarav mujhe dekhta raha. Maine sar uthakar fir se kahi.

Main: Bas mujhe yahi gift chahiye, Aarav. Mujhe nahi chahiyewoh jewellery. Mujhe aaj ek baar, bas ek baar, apne seene se laga ke rakho... Kya tum...

Main puri baat bhi nahi keh payi thi ki Aarav ne mujhe apni baahon mein bhar liya. Usne mujhe apne seene se laga liya, aur yeh ehsaas hote hi maine bhi usse kas ke pakad liya.



Main: Ohh Aarav... Aarav...

Aarav: Maa!

Main: Aarav, mera Aarav...

Main: Ahhh, yeh sukoon, Aarav...

Maine apna sar uske dhadakte dil ke upar rakha. Uski dhadkanein mujhe sunai di. Uski badan ki wahi khushboo, jo sirf main pehchan sakti thi, mujhe mehsoos hui.

Main usse kas ke pakad rakhi thi, uski peeth ko apne hathon ko jakad ke.

Main: Aarav... mera Aarav... Kyun tumne mujhse doori bana li? Kya tumhe pata nahi, main tumse alag nahi reh sakti?

Main: Kya tumhe pata nahi, yeh mujhe kitna sukoon deta hai?

Aarav: Aap please roye mat.

Uski awaaz bhi kamp rahi thi. Maine sar uthakar dekha, to uski aankhon mein bhi aansoon the.

Aarav: Aap please roye mat... shant ho jaiye.

Main na ruki. Bas uske seene mein roti rahi. Mujhe laga, main uske seene ke andar sama jaoon.

Main: Aur ek cheez maangna chahti hoon tumse, Aarav.

Aarav: Pehle rona band kariye.

Main: Main kaise band karoon, Aarav? Tumhare seene mein jo sukoon milta hai... mere aankhon se aansoon apne aap behne lagte hain.

Aarav: Main hoon na. Ab rona band kariye.

Main: Fir tum kyun kehte ho ki tum badal gaye ho?

Aarav: Maine kab kaha main badal gaya hoon?

Main: Tum kal Raat bol rahe the ki log badal jate hain... Tum bhi badal gaye...

Aarav ne mera sar apne seene se hataya aur mere gaalon ko fir se apne haathon mein bhar liya.

Main: Bolo!

Aarav: Maine kal bola tha log badal jate hain... fir aap offline ho gayi thi, puri baat sune Bina.

Main: Iska matlab bhi wahi hua na ki tum bhi badal gaye ho?

Aarav ne apna sar na mein hila diya. Meri aankhein hairani se badi ho gayi.

Main: Kya tum... matlab nahi badle tum?

Aarav: Na...

Main: Fir itne saal mujhse yun door kyun rahe?

Aarav: Maa!

Main: Hmm.

Aarav: Main to yahi hoon, aapke saath hi.

Main: Fir tum yun khadoos kyun bane ghoomte ho?

Yeh sunte hi Aarav hans diya. Woh mere gaalon ko abhi tak thame hue tha, mujhe dekh raha tha aur hans raha tha.

Main: Hans kyun rahe ho?

Aarav: To aapko pasand nahi mera yun khadoos hona?

Main: Na... bilkul nahi.

Aarav: Fir kya pasand hai?

Ab main kya jawab doon? Kya kahu ki mujhe pura ka pura mera Aarav pasand hai? Bhala main usse aise kaise keh sakti thi? Uski yeh baat sunke mere gaalon pe halki si lali chha gayi.

Maine fir se uske seene mein apna muh chhupa liya aur usse kas ke pakad liya.

Main: Mujhe kya pasand hai, kya nahi, mujhe pata nahi, Aarav. Bas main itna chahti hoon ki mujhe mera beta wapas mil jaye.

Aarav: Main yahi pe hoon na.

Main: Hmm... tum yahi pe ho, fir kyun itne door rehte ho mujhse?

Fir Aarav ne kuchh aisa kiya, jisse meri khushi ka thikana nahi raha. Maine socha bhi nahi tha ki woh aisa karega.

Usne thoda sa jhukkar mere gaalon ko apne haathon mein bhara, aur fir... fir meri forehead ki chumban chum liya.

Main: Huh!

Meri aankhein jhapak gayi. Maine yeh expect nahi kiya tha. Aarav ne sach mein meri maathe ko chuma. Jab uske honth meri forehead pe lage, ek pal mein meri aankhon ke aansoon ruk gaye. Ek ajeeb si shanti mere pure shareer mein fail gayi.

Jaise woh baichaini, jo subah se mujhe sata rahi thi, ab tham si gayi ho.Aarav ne apne honth meri maathe pe kuchh der aise hi rakha. Na main kuchh boli, na woh. Bas hum dono aise hi khade rahe, ek doosre ko apni baahon mein samete hue.

Kuchh der baad usne apne honth hataye. Main abhi tak usse chipki hui thi, usse dekh rahi thi. Yeh pal anmol tha.

Dopahar ka waqt tha, ghar mein sirf hum dono the. Main Aarav ki baahon mein, aur woh mujhe dekhta hua. Kya samay sach mein ruk gaya tha? Main bas yahi chahti thi ki Aarav mujhe aise hi apni baahon mein rakhe, apni aankhon se mujhe dekhe.

Mandir se nikalne ke baad se mujhe ek ajeeb si bechaini thi. Main jaldi ghar aana chahti thi, kyunki mujhe pata thi ki abhi ghar pe na Ankur hoga, na Nina

Main aur Aarav akele hote. Aaj meri janamdin thi, aur main chahti thi ki aaj ke din main Aarav ke saath thodi der akele bitau. Isiliye maine Nina ko lene se mana kiya, kyunki agar woh hoti, to yeh pal mujhe na milta.

Aur aaj ke din, main kuchh bhi karke Aarav ke saath yeh waqt bitana chahti thi.

Aur mujhe yeh mauka mila bhi. Maine socha tha ki Aarav mujhe apni baahon mein lega, par usne usse bhi zyada kiya. Usne meri forehead pe chumban diya.

Subah se jo baichaini thi, woh ab ja ke shant hui. Par ab ek naya ehsaas jag gaya, sharam ka. Meri rooh uske sparsh se kaanp rahi thi.

Hum dono abhi bhi ek doosre ko dekhte hue khade the, meri stan uske seene se dabi hui thi. Ismein main sharma gayi thi, par chah bhi rahi thi ye samay na tote, par Samay kiske liya rukti hai? Nahi rukti, Aur yeh pal bhi toot gaya, jab doorbell baji.

Aarav: Shayad Nina college se wapas aa gayi hai.

Main: Hmm...

Aarav: Aap jaiye, darwaza kholiye. Mujhe abhi nahane jana hai.

Main uski baahon se nikalna nahi chahti thi, par samay aa chuka tha. Maine dhire se kaha.

Main: Aarav!

Aarav: Kabhi rona mat, theek hai?

Main: Umm...

Aarav: Woh haar mujhe pehna ke dikhaiyega.

Main: Umm...

Doorbell baj rahi thi, par main Aarav ko chhodna nahi chahti thi. Shayad usne bhi yeh mehsoos kar liya, kyunki usne kaha.

Aarav: Nina bohot der se doorbell baja rahi hai, Maa.

Main: Hmm...

Ab Main to Koi chhoti bacchi nahi hun jo Na samjhu . Na chahte hue bhi main usse alag hui.

Main: Main darwaza kholne jati hoon. Tum jao, naha lo.

Fir Aarav chala gaya, aur maine darwaza khola. Nina hi thi.

Nina: Kab se doorbell baja rahi thi, kaha thi aap? Wait! yeh nayi saree pehen ke kahan gayi thi?

Main: Woh main...

Nina: Woh sab chhodiye, happy birthday! Sorry, mujhe yaad nahi tha, par bhaiya ne bata diya.

Main sochne lagi, Aarav to sara din mere saath tha, to usne Nina ko kab bataya?

Main: Aarav? Usne tujhe kab bataya?

Nina: Subah main college chali gayi thi, fir bhaiya ka message aaya tha ki aaj aapka birthday hai. Sorry, main bhool gayi thi.

Mujhe koi farak nahi pada ki kisi ne meri janamdin yaad rakhi ya nahi. Jiske liye mujhe farak padta tha, usne to subah mujhe wish kiya, mandir le gaya, ek pyara sa gift diya, aur upar se ek chumban bhi. Yeh sab mere liye kaafi tha.

Main: Koi baat nahi. Woh sab chhod, pehle idhar aa, tujhe kuchh dikhana hai.

Nina: Kya?

Main: Pehle chal to sahi.

Main aur Nina sofe pe baith gaye.

Nina: Itni excitement? Kya hua hai aaj? Aur bhaiya kahan hai?

Main: Aarav abhi naha raha hai.

Nina: Aap dono bahar gaye the?

Maine use sab bataya, jitna batana chahiye tha.

Nina: Par aap itni excited kyun hain?

Main: Yahi to baat hai... yeh dekh.

Maine Aarav ka gift ka packet khola aur jewellery set nikala.

Nina: Yeh kisne diya, Maa?

Main: Tere bhaiya ne diya, aur kisne? Aaj meri janamdin thi na, isiliye.

Nina: Huh! Bhaiya to mujhe kabhi gift nahi dete.

Main: Arre, teri jab birthday hogi, tab dega. Aaj to meri hai na. Yeh bata, kaisa hai yeh set?

Nina: Hmm, achha hai.

Main: Hogi hi na, Aarav ne jo diya hai, achha to hogi hi.

Fir main aur Nina.wahi aurton wali baatein karne lage. Kuchh der baad Aarav bhi nahakar bahar aaya. Use dekhkar mujhe sharam si aane lagi, us chumban ki wajah se.

Main: Naha liye? Baitho, main khana paros ti hoon.

Hum teeno ne milke khana khaya. Us chumban ki wajah se main Aarav se sharma rahi thi, aur upar se Nina bhi thi, to baatein zyada nahi hui. Khana khatam hote hi Aarav uthne laga.

Main: Abhi kahan ja rahe ho?

Aarav: Dukan.

Main: Aarav, abhi to tumhara exams khatam hue hain. Roz dukan jane ki kya zarurat? Thoda ghar pe bhi raha karo.

Aarav: Wahan kaam hai.

Main: Doosre log bhi hain, woh dekh lenge.

Aarav: Aisa nahi hota, mujhe hi dekhna padta hai.

Main: Aur... woh uska kya? Tumne bola tha na, exams ke baad hum sab kahi ghoomne jayenge?

Aarav: Hmm, yaad hai.

Main: To... to hum kab ja rahe hain ghoomne?

Aarav: Woh aap decide karlo. Main sham ko aaunga, aap dono ready rehna.

Nina: Bhaiya, kaha ja rahe hain hum?

Aarav: Bas ready rehna, theek hai. Ab sham ko milte hain.

Main: Aarav, ruko ek minute!

Aarav: Abhi nahi, Maa. Ab dukan jana zaroori hai.

Main: Arre, par...

Aur ye kehte huye Aarav chala gaya.

Main: Iska main kya karoon? Uff, yeh ladka thodi der ghar kyun nahi baithta?

Nina: Maa? Bhaiya ne humein taiyar rehne ko kyun bola?

Main: Mujhe kya pata? Mujhe bhi to nahi bataya ke gaya, pata nahi...

Tabhi mere phone pe ek message aaya. Maine dekha, Aarav ka tha. Usme likha tha.

Aarav: Sham ko aap woh jewellery set pehnana.

Yeh padhte hi mere honton pe ek muskurahat chha gayi. Main samajh bhi gayi, Aarav shayad meri birthday party plan kar raha hai, aur woh mujhe uske diye hue jewellery set mein dekhna chahta hai.

Main (man mein): Tumne diya hai, aur pehnoongi bhi tumhare hi haathon se.

Nina: Kya hua, Maa? Kiska message aaya?

Main: Woh... kuchh nahi, bas news updates. Tu ja, abhi rest kar.

Fir maine bhi WhatsApp pe Aarav ko message kiya.

Main: Main pehnoongi, par tum bhi sham ko jaldi ghar aana.

Aur yeh message bhejne ke baad main apne kamre mein gayi, apni diary kholi, aur aaj ke din ke har pal, har ehsaas ko panno pe utar diya. Abbas intezar tha Sham hone ki.

Kya bataun iss kahani ke bare main padhte time jese lag raha hai kisi bade writer ki koi bahat badi upnyas padh rahi hoon .mujhe pata nanhi sach main pyaar esa ho ta hai ki nanhi lekin tumhara writing se lagta hai jese main kanhi prem ki duniya main pahanch gai hoon .lagta nanhi ki main koi story padh rahi hoon main iss story main jese jee rahi hoon tum jese pyaar ko barnan kar rahiho lagta hai duniya main pyaar naam ki bhi koi cheez hai . Iss update main jese emotion dala hai gazab kardi hai agar story main emotion nanhi rahega to story kharap ho jaega lekin tumhari story main emotion bhar bhar ke hai zo readers ko attract kar rahi hai

 

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Ek naya din, ek nayi subah. Khidki ke neeche se subah ki roshni ki halki si kirane kamre mein dabe paaon dakhil ho rahi thi, jaise koi pyaar bhari siski mere dil ko chhoo rahi ho. Main gehri, sukoon bhari neend mein thi, ek aisi neend jo sirf Aarav ke saath hone par hi aati hai.

Kal raat ka ehsaas abhi bhi mere dil mein goonj rahi thi itni pyari neend aayi ki aankhein seedha subah hi khuli.

Jab aankhein khuli, to maine apne aap ko Aarav ke seene mein simatkar paya. Mera sar uske seene par tha, uski dhadkano ke sur mein khoya hua, aur uska haath mere maathe par, jaise woh mujhe apni mohabbat ke saaye mein chhupa raha ho. Uski garmi, uski saansein, sab kuch ek ajeeb sa jadoo sa lag rahi thi, jo mujhe bandhe hue tha.

Maine dheere se aankhein kholi aur upar uske chehre ki taraf dekha. Aarav abhi bhi chain se so raha tha, uska chehra itna shant, itna masoom ki dil karta tha bas use dekhti rahu.

Jab woh aise gehri neend mein hota hai, to uski aankhon ke neeche ki thakan bhi dikhti hai. Na jaane kitni mehnat karta hai mera Aarav, padhai ke saath apna business sambhalta hai, ghar ka bojh uthata hai, aur phir bhi uske chehre par yeh masoomiyat.

Main uske seene se dheere se uthi aur uske chehre ke paas baith gayi, uske sukoon bhare chehre ko niharne lagi.

Uthte waqt meri saree ka pallu seene se neeche khisak gayi thi, par maine uspar dhyan nahi diya, kyunki yeha dekhne wala to sirf Aarav tha, aur woh bhi neend mein dooba hua. Mera dil keh raha tha ki yeh pal sirf hum dono ka hai, to pallu ko waise hi rehne diya, seene par wapas nahi chadhaya maine.

Maine uske maathe par ek pyaar bhari chummi di, itni dheemi ki woh jaag na jaye. Uske baalon ko
dheere-dheere sehlane lagi, jaise har baal mein mera pyar samet raha ho. Main nahi chahti thi ki woh abhi jaag jaye, kyunki uske jaagne se yeh jadoo sa pal toot jata.

Mere mann mein ek hi baat goonj rahi thi: Kis mohabbat ke mata mein tumne mujhe phansa diya hai, Aarav? Main to bas aise hi tumhe dekhti reh sakti hoon, tumhare saath isi tarah simatkar reh sakti hoon...

Meri hothon par ek khushi bhari muskaan khil gayi, aur main mann hi mann usse baatein karti rahi, jaise woh meri har baat sun raha ho.

Kal raat Aarav ne mere saath sona chaha. Shayad use apni maa ka pyar chahiye tha, jo chaar saal pehle uske dil ko sukoon deta tha. Usne muh se toh kuch nahi kaha, par uski aankhon mein woh chhupa hua baat maine padh liya tha.

Isliye, car mein us ghatna ke baad bhi main uske saath sone aayi. Main soch rahi thi ki shayad woh chahta hai ki main use pyaar doon, Par kal raat ulta hua. usne mujhe pyaar diya. Usne meri sar ko apne seene par rakha, dheere-dheere sehlaya, aur main uski baahon ke sukoon mein itni gehri neend mein chali gayi ki samay ka pata hi nahi chala.

Samay ka mujhe koi ehsaas nahi tha. Na yeh pata tha ki subah ke kitne baj gaye, na hi yeh yaad tha ki kal raat kab soyi thi. Par abhi mera dil Aarav ko chhodkar kahi jaane ko taiyaar nahi tha. Agar meri bas chalti, to main hamesha aise hi uske seene ki garmi mein khoyi rehti, uski dhadkano ke saath apni saansein milati.

Par yeh khayali pulav tab toota jab mujhe susu ka zor laga. Main bistar se uthne hi wali thi ki Aarav ne, sote hue bhi mujhe apne paas kheench liya aur apni baahon mein kas ke jakad liya.

Usne itni jor se mujhe pakda tha ki main thodi der ke liye sab bhool gayi. Shayad woh abhi bhi neend mein tha. Usne kafi jor se mujhe pakad liya tha.

Main: Aahh...!

Aarav jaag chuka tha, par aankhein band karke hi, usne neend bhari awaaz mein kaha,

Aarav: Kahan ja rahi ho, Maa?

Main: Aarav, tum uth gaye?

Aarav: Hmmm.

Main: Achha, ab utho, fresh ho jao. Main nashta banati hoon.

Aarav: Nahi, mujhe abhi bhi sona hai.

Maine uske seene par haath rakha aur waise hi rehne diya. Pata nahi kyun, par uske seene ki garmi chhune se mera dil khushi se bhar jati hai. Jaise woh mera haath nahi, mera pura wajood uske paas tha.

Main: Aaj dukaan nahi jayoge?

Aarav: Aaj mann nahi hai dukaan jaane ka.

Main: Kyun? Roz to subah-subah dukaan ke liye nikal padte ho.

Aarav: Haan, par aaj mann ghar rehne ka hai.

Main: Achha? Aisa kya hai aaj ghar mein jo tum ghar pe rehna chahte ho?

Aarav: Bas, aise hi.

Uske is jawab par meri hothon par ek dheemi si muskaan khil gayi. Main uske seene par sar rakhkar baat kar rahi thi, aur woh mujhe mere kandhon se pakde hue tha, jaise mujhe kabhi chhodna hi na chahe.

Main: To... to tum aaj pura din mere saath ghar pe bitayoge, na?

Aarav: Hmmm.

Sunte hi maine use aur kas ke jakad liya, fir mein aise hi uske seene par leti rahi. Uske dil ki dhadkane meri saanson se mil rahi thi.

Hum dono chup rahe, bas ek doosre ke saath ke ehsaas mein doobe rahe. Shayad das minute beet chuke the, par mujhe to susu ka zor badhta ja raha tha. Par main bathroom nahi ja pa rahi thi, kyunki Aarav mujhe apni baahon mein pyaar se jakde hue tha.

Main sharma rahi thi kehne se ki mujhe susu karni jani hai, kyunki hum dono ke beech aisi baatein pehle kabhi nahi hui thi.

Bhale hi hum dost jaise the, bhale hi mera pyaar maa se badhkar premika jaisa tha, par susu ya bathroom jaisi baaton ka zikr kabhi nahi hua. Meri sharm se gaal laal ho rahe the, par dil mein ek ajeeb si gudgudi si ho rahi thi.

Main: Umm, Aarav?

Aarav: Boliye!

Main: Woh... mujhe zara bahar jaana hai...

Aarav: Kyun?

Main: Woh... mujhe susu aayi hai.

Ye kehte hi maine sharm se aankhein band kar li. Yeh pehli baar thi jab maine Aarav se aisi baat kahi. Shayad woh bhi chaunk gaya, kyunki baat hi aisi thi.

Aarav: Oh! Aap... aap bathroom chali jaiye.

Kamre mein ek ajeeb sa sannata chha gaya. Main uske seene par waise hi leti rahi, kyunki usne mujhe abhi bhi pakde rakha tha. Usne kaha bathroom jao, par woh abhi tak mujhe pakad ke rakha tha, Budhu! Main Barthroom maike jau? Is baat par mujhe aur sharm aayi, aur dil mein ek hansi si ubhar aayi.

Main: Umm, Aarav?

Aarav: Kya?

Main: Woh, mujhe bathroom jaana hai.

Aarav: Haan, jaiye!

Main: Aarav... aise pakde rakhoge to main kaise jaun?

Maine dheere se sharmate hue kaha, aur ye sunte hi Aarav ekdum chup ho gaya aur turant apni pakad dheeli kar di. Woh thoda sa thartharaya, jaise use abhi samajh aaya ho.

Aarav: Woh... main... sorry.

Mujhe badi hansi aayi, par maine control kiya aur bas muskurayi.

Main: Hmmm.

Jab main uske seene se uthne lagi, tab yaad aaya ki meri saree ka pallu to pehle hi khisak chuka tha. Agar ab uthi, to Aarav mera seena dekh lega. Main wapas uske seene par let gayi, dil mein ek ajeeb si sharm aur pyar ka milan hua.

Aarav: Ab kya hua?

Main: Kuch nahi. Pehle apni aankhein band karo.

Aarav: Kyun?

Main: Karo to sahi!

Aarav: Nahi.

Main: Oh-ho, karo na! Chhote bacchon ki tarah zid mat karo.

Aarav: Achha, theek hai.

Aarav ne aankhein band ki, aur maine jaldi se apni saree aur pallu theek kiya. Usne meri churiyon ki awaaz suni hogi, kyunki Maine dekha uska chehra thoda sa muskuraya.

Main: Aankhein band hi rakhna, theek hai.

Aarav: Woh to theek hai, par ye churiyon ki awaaz kyun aa rahi hai?

Main chup rahi, bas muskurayi. Saree theek karke maine uske maathe par ek gehri, pyaar bhari chummi di.

Aarav ki aankhein band hone ki wajah se woh thoda sa thadthadaya aur turant aankhein khol di.

Usne mujhe dekha, aur meri aankhein uski aankhon se mili. Main halke se muskurakar boli.

Main : Tumhari ichchha poori hui na?

Aarav: Meri kaunsi ichchha?

Main: Kal raat tumne kaha tha na ki tum mere saath sona chahte ho? To main tumhare saath so gayi. Tumhari ichchha poori hui na?

Aarav: Oh!

Uske chehre par ek halka sa dukh chhaya. Ek pal ke liye uski aankhon mein ek udaasi si dikhi, jaise woh kuch aur kehna chahta ho. Maa hoon na, main uski aankhon ka har ehsaas padh leti hoon.

Main: Kya hua, Aarav?

Aarav: Kuch nahi. Aapko susu karne jaana tha na?

Uske muh se ‘susu’ sunke main sharma gayi, aur mera chehra laal ho gaya.

Main: Dhat!

Main jaldi se bistar se utar kar Aarav ke bathroom mein ghus gayi. Sharm se mera chehra laal-neela-peela ho raha tha, aur main nahi chahti thi ki Aarav meri yeh haalat dekhe.

Main jaldi se fresh hokar bahar aayi to dekha Aarav bistar par baitha angdai le raha tha, uska chehra abhi bhi utna hi pyara lag raha tha.

Main: Aarav, time kitna ho raha hai?

Aarav: Abhi to 10 baj rahe hain.

Main: Kya?!

Main hairaan reh gayi. Subah ke 10 baj chuke the, aur main abhi tak Aarav ke kamre mein thi? Meri maa bhi ghar par thi, woh kya sochengi? Nina aur Ankur bhi to hain!

Maine to socha tha ki chupke se Aarav ke paas so jaungi, use pyaar se sulakar subah hone se pehle apne kamre mein chali jaungi. Par kal raat Aarav ke pyaar bhare sehlane se main itni gehri neend mein chali gayi ki subah ka pata hi nahi chala.

Aarav: Kya hua ab?

Main (mann mein): Aaj Sunday hai. Nina ghar par hai, Ankur bhi shayad yahi hoga. Maa bhi hain. Subah ke 10 baje main Aarav ke kamre se nikli to sab kya sochenge?

Main: Woh... Aarav, humein uthne mein bahut der ho gayi.

Aarav: Haan, abhi 10 baj gaye hain.

Main: Theek hai, tum jaldi naha lo. Main bahar jaati hoon.

Subah ke 10 baj rahe the, mujhe jaldi se Aarav ke kamre se nikalna hoga, warna maa aur Nina kya sochengi? Ankur ki soch se mujhe farak nahi padta, par maa aur Nina ke saamne aise...

Main darwaze ki taraf ja hi rahi thi ki Aarav mere saamne aa gaya aur mujhe rok diya.

Aarav: Maa!

Main: Haan, Aarav?

Aarav: Aap kaha ja rahi ho?

Main: Bahar ja rahi hoon. Nashta bhi banana hai. Pata nahi sabne nashta kiya bhi ya nahi. Main to yaha so rahi thi... haha, subah ho gayi, pata hi nahi chala. Ab jaake nashta banati hoon. Achha, tum nashte mein kya khaoge? Poha bana doon?

Aarav: ...!

Main: Aarav?

Main baatein kiye ja rahi thi, par maine dhiyan se dekha Aarav bas mujhe ek tak dekh raha tha. Uski aankhein meri aankhon par thami hui thi, aur uski nazar mein ek ajeeb sa pyaar tha. Jiske chalte Meri boli band ho gayi, aur meri gaalon par laali chha gayi.

Main: Aarav?

Aarav: Maa!

Main uske paas gayi aur dheere se uske gaalon ko sehlane lagi. Aarav kafi lamba tha, uske gaalon ko chhune ke liye mujhe upar dekhna pada. Uske shaved gaalon par dadhi ki halki chubhan mehsoos hui, aur meri aankhein uski aankhon se mili. Uski aankhon mein ek gehri si baat thi, jo shayad woh bol nahi pa raha tha.

Main: Kya hua, Aarav?

Aarav: Aapne kal meri ichchha poori ki.

Main: Budhu! Tum mangoge to mujhe poori karni hi padegi.

Aarav: To... to kya main aap se kuch bhi mang sakta hoon?

Main kuch der uski aankhon mein dekhti rahi. Aarav aaj subah se badla hua lag raha tha. Yeh badlav kya tha, samajh nahi aa raha tha, par mujhe yeh badlav dil ko chhoo raha tha. Uski aankhon mein ek ajeeb si kashish thi, jo mujhe apni taraf kheench rahi thi.

Main (mann mein): Kya... kya woh mujhse kuch aur mangne wala hai? Ya....

Main: Aarav, tum mujhse kuch bhi mang sakte ho... kuch bhi.

Aarav chup raha. Uski chuppi mein ek ajeeb sa ehsaas tha, jaise woh kuch kehna chahta ho par shabdon mein bayaan nahi kar pa raha ho. Uski aankhein meri aankhon par thami hui thi, bina palken jhapkaye. Main uski aankhon mein kho gayi. Un aankhon mein kuch pyara sa dikha mujhe, kuch aisa jo main shabdon mein bayaan nahi kar sakti.

Main (mann mein): Pata nahi, Aarav, tum apni maa ko aise dekh rahe ho ya Jaanvi ko. Par... par aise mat dekha karo mujhe, Aarav. Nahi to main apne aap ko kalankit kar lungi.

Aarav kuch nahi bola, aur main bhi samajh gayi ki woh ab kuch nahi bolega. Maine hi baat shuru ki.

Main: Aarav, sab uth chuke honge. Mujhe... mujhe ab bahar jaana hoga, warna...

Aarav: Warna?

Maine sharm se aankhein jhuka li. Aarav kitna budhu hai! Itni subah tak main uske kamre mein thi, aur woh pooch raha hai ‘warna kya’? Sab galat sochenge na.

Main: Kuch nahi.

Aarav: Boliye!

Main: Budhu, hato! Mujhe bahar jaane do.

Main jaldi se uske kamre se bahar aayi aur ek gehri saans li. Meri hothon par halki si muskaan aa gayi.

Pata nahi kyun, par aaj mujhe aisa lag raha tha jaise main ek suhaagan hoon. Haan, meri shaadi Ankur se hui thi, par maine kabhi bhi ek suhaagan jaisa mehsoos nahi kiya. Par kal raat Aarav ke paas rehkar mujhe ek ajeeb si khushi mil rahi thi, ek suhaagan jaisi khushi, jo dil ko chhoo rahi thi.

Kal raat humne kuch bhi ajeeb nahi kiya tha. Bas maine uske seene ko do baar chuma tha, dher sari baatein ki thi, aur Aarav ne meri sar ko sehlate hue mujhe neend ki nadi mein le gaya. Bas itna hi hua tha.

Par yeh mere Aarav ki maujudgi ka ehsas tha. Isi ne mujhe ek suhaagan jaisa ehsaas dilaya, jo pehli baar tha.

Maa se badhkar pyaar to main uss se pehle bhi karti thi, par yeh subah ka ehsaas kuch alag hi tha, Main muskurate hue saans le rahi thi ki meri nazar living room par padi, jaha meri maa, Nina, aur Ankur baithe the.

Sabko dekhkar main thodi si ghabra gayi. Ab kya jawaab doongi? Sawaal to uthne hi the.

Ehsaas alag baat hai, par ab sawaalon ka jawaab bhi dena tha. Kisi se nazar churakar bhaag nahi sakti thi, to main dheere se aage badhi aur pehle hi baat shuru ki.

Main: Maa, aap kab uthi?

Meri awaaz sunte hi sabne peeche mudkar mujhe dekha.

Nina: Ye lo, Nani maa bhi aa gayi!

Ankur: Jaanvi, tum kal...

Meri maa: Aarav ke saath so gayi thi?

Nina: Maa! Aap bhaiya ke kamre mein so gayi thi?

Ankur: Tum kal hamare kamre mein nahi soyi?

Meri maa: Jaanvi?

Sabne ek saath sawaalon ki bauchhaar kar di. Sawaal ek hi tha - main kal raat Aarav ke saath soyi thi.

Waise to main apne bete ke saath kabhi bhi so sakti hoon, par itni subah tak uske saath sone se sawaal to uthenge hi. Main thodi ghabra bhi gayi, kyunki main yeh to nahi keh sakti thi ki Aarav mere saath sona chahta tha aur maine uski ichchha poori ki. Yeh kehti to ajeeb lagta.

Main thodi ghabra gayi, par jaldi se apne aap ko sambhal bhi liya.

Main: Haan, woh main... Aarav ke saath hi so gayi thi.

Ankur: Kyun?

Nina: Haan, Maa, aap to bhaiya ke kamre mein nahi soti.

Meri maa: Jaanvi?

Main: Haan, to kya hua? Nahi soti thi, kal so gayi thi.

Meri maa: Kal main jaane ke baad tum Aarav ke saath so gayi thi?

Main: Haan, woh... Aarav ko kal...

Ab yaha mujhe thodi si jhooth bolna pada.

Main: Kal hum party se aaye the na, aur party mein Aarav ne kuch zyada hi kha liya tha, to uska pet dard kar raha tha. Car mein bhi usne mujhe bataya tha ki uska pet dard kar raha hai. Aur aapko bataya tha na, Aarav ko kuch din pehle bukhaar hua tha, to uska sar bhi chakkar kha raha tha. Usne kaha use achha nahi lag raha, to main uske saath so gayi. Use neend aane mein deri hui kyunki uska pet dard kar raha tha, to mujhe bhi der se neend aayi. Isliye uthne mein late ho gayi.

Maine ek shans mein bol diya.

Ankur: Oh!

Nina: Kya?! Bhaiya ko fir se bukhaar aaya hai?

Meri maa: Arre, to kal hi doctor ko bula leti.

Main: Arre, nahi, doctor bulane ki zarurat nahi thi.

Meri maa: Tu hi bol rahi hai ki Aarav ko theek nahi lag raha tha?

Tabhi peeche se Aarav brush karte hue aaya aur mere bagal mein khada ho gaya.

Aarav: Kaun bukhaar hak?!

Aarav ne mujhe dekhte hue sabse poochha.

Meri maa: Aur kaun? Tu! Tujhe raat ko bukhaar tha, to bataya kyun nahi?

Ye sunte hi Aarav brush karte-karte ruk gaya aur mujhe aise dekha jaise kuch samajh nahi aaya.

Aarav: Bukhaar mujhe?

Main: Aarav, woh...

Meri maa: Jaanvi keh rahi thi ki tujhe raat ko pet dard ho raha tha aur sar bhi chakkar kha raha tha.

Nina: Haan, bhaiya?

Aarav ne mujhe dekha, to maine jhat se nazrein jhuka li kyunki maine jhooth bola tha. Pata nahi woh samjha ya nahi, par usne kaha.

Aarav: Haan, Nani, kal thoda zyada kha liya tha, isliye.

Ye sunke maine thodi rahat ki saans li. Aarav samajhdaar tha, use pata tha kaha kya bolna hai.

Meri maa: Maana ki tu jawaan hai, par beta, dhyan se khana chahiye na.

Aarav: Khana achha bana tha, isliye, Nani.

Meri maa: Chalo, theek hai. Ab pet to dard nahi kar raha na?

Aarav: Nahi, ab theek hoon. Ab to bhukh bhi lag rahi hai.

Main: Aarav, tum fresh ho jao, tab tak main kuch bana deti hoon.

Meri maa: Rehne de, maine nashta bana diya hai.

Main: Arre, aapne kyun banaya? Main bana deti.

Meri maa: Tujhe Nina bulane gayi thi, tu to so rahi thi.

Main: Woh main...

Meri maa: Koi baat nahi. Aarav, fresh ho aao.

Aarav: Haan, Maa, thodi coffee bana do.

Main: Theek hai.

Aarav fresh hone chala gaya, aur main coffee banane lagi. Par mera dhyan Aarav ki us baat par tha ki woh aaj dukaan nahi jayega, mere saath ghar pe rahega.

Main (mann mein): Par ghar pe Nina hai, Ankur hai. Sabke saamne main Aarav ke saath waise nahi reh sakti jaise main chahti hoon.

Maine coffee bana li, aur Aarav bhi fresh hokar aa gaya. Sab living room mein the, sab matlab meri maa, Nina, aur Ankur. Sabne nashta kar liya tha, sirf main aur Aarav bache the.

Hum dono dining room mein ek saath baithkar nashta kar rahe the, paas-paas. Meri maa ne nashta parosa tha. Living room se koi hamein dekh nahi sakta tha.

Mujhe khushi thi ki thodi der ke liye Aarav ke saath akele waqt mila. Bhale hi raat bhar uske saath thi, par uske aur paas jaane ki ichchha dil mein thi. Humne nashta shuru kiya hi tha ki Aarav bola.

Aarav: Aapne sabse jhooth kyun bola?

Woh paas baitha tha aur meri taraf dekh raha tha.

Main: Woh...

Aarav: Boliye?

Main: ...!

Aarav: Maa!

Aarav ne mujhe apni taraf ghumaya aur poochha. Main nazrein chura rahi thi, par woh paas tha to kaha hi chhupti?

Main: Hum dono itni late uthe, isliye.

Aarav: Isliye aapne sabse jhooth bola?

Main: Umm...!

Aarav: mbataiye!

Main: Woh... tum aur main...

Aarav: Aap aur main kya?

Main: Woh... tum aur main ek saath soye the na, aur... aur itni late uthe, to mujhe laga ki koi kuch...

Aage bolne se mein sharm aa rahi thi.

Aarav: Koi kuch kya?

Main: Agar koi galat sochta to...

Aarav: Koi galat kyun sochega?

Main: Umm... tum aur main ek saath soye the na...

Aarav: Haan, to ismein galat kya?

Main: Tumhe nahi pata?

Aarav: Nahi to? Ismein galat kya?

Maine chehra doosri taraf kar liya kyunki mujhe sharm aur hansi dono aa rahi thi. Aarav samajh hi nahi raha tha ki hum dono agar aise raat bhar ek saath soye aur subah 10 baje uthe to koi bhi galat soch sakta hai, chahe hum maa-bete hi kyun na ho.

Aarav: Wait! Aap hans kyun rahi ho?

Main: Kon, main? Nahi to... hehe.

Aarav: Aap fir se hans rahi ho!

Main: Nahi, nahi! Tum nashta karo na. Lo, coffee piyo.

Aarav: Aaj main coffee nahi piyunga.

Main: Kyun? Tum to roz coffee pite ho.

Aarav muskuraya aur meri chai ki cup apni taraf le liya, aur uski coffee ki cup meri taraf kar di. Usne meri chai ki cup se ek chuski bhi le liya.

Main: Arre, mat piyo, budhu! Woh jhootha hai!

Aarav: To kya hua?

Main: Nahi, matlab kuch nahi hua, par...

Aarav: Par?

Main: Par woh cup meri jhoothi hai na, usse kyun piya?

Aarav: Aap ka piya hua kuch jhootha nahi hota, Maa.

Dhak-dhak!

Dil ne zor se dastak di. Main use dekhti rahi, kuch keh na saki.

Hum dono hansi-mazaak kar rahe the, par ab ek pyara sa sannata chha gaya. Uski baat mein ek ajeeb si mohabbat tha, jo mere dil ko chhoo gayi.

Aarav: Kya hua?

Maine na mein sir hila diya.

Aarav: To aap bhi coffee piyo. Maine abhi tak jhootha nahi kiya coffee.

Maine uski cup se coffee ki sip li aur use dekhkar boli,

Main: Agar ye tumhara jhootha bhi hota, to main khushi-khushi pi leti.

Aarav ne mujhe dekha, aur samay ek pal ke liye ruk sa gaya. Mera dil keh raha tha ki mujhe apne pyar ko pana hoga, aur uske liye mujhe Aarav ke saath akele waqt chahiye, jaise kal raat thi.

Maine uska haath thaam liya.

Main: Aarav?

Aarav: Hmmm.

Main: Kya tum sach mein aaj mere saath rahoge?

Aarav: Haan.

Main: Sach mein na?

Aarav: Maine aapko kabhi jhooth bola hai?

Main: Nahi...

Aarav: Main aaj ghar pe hi rahunga.

Main muskurayi ye baya ki, ki uska mere paas rehna mujhe khushi dega.

Fir humne nashta kiya aur living room mein baith gaye. Aaj Sunday tha, aur meri maa bhi wahi thi, aur sab TV dekh rahe the. Par mera mann kahi aur tha.

Main (mann mein): Ab kya karoon? Ankur yahi hai, Nina bhi. Sab ghar pe hain, to Aarav ke saath akele time kaise spend karoon?

Main intezaar kar rahi thi. Jab TV par advertisement aayi, main baat shuru karne wali thi ki Ankur bol pada.

Ankur: Aaj dukaan nahi jaana kya?

Aarav: Nahi, aaj ghar pe hi rahunga.

Ankur: Kyun? Har din to dukaan pe rehta hai, aaj ghar kyun?

Aarav: Haan, par aaj mann nahi hai.

Ankur: Arre, dukaan ja, paisa kama. Ghar baithkar khaata rehta hai.

Ye sunte hi mujhe gussa aa gaya. Meri maa wahi thi, to main chup rahi, par Ankur ko dekha gusse se.

Aarav: Main kaam to karta hoon na, padhai ke saath. Ghar pe paisa bhi deta hoon aur...

Ankur: Bas itne mein ho gaya? Haha, kitna paisa kamata hai? Mujhse zyada? Chal, aaj to dikha de tera bank balance aur mera bank balance.

Main: BAS! Aur nahi!

Meri cheekh hi nikal gayi fir.
Sabne mujhe dekha. Mujhe pata tha Ankur Aarav se jalta hai. Isliye kyunki Aarav har mamle mein usse behtar hai.

Mere pitaji ne sab kuch Aarav ke naam kar diya tha, isliye Ankur usse jalta tha. Ankur ki baat se mujhe gussa aa gaya. Aarav ko bura-bhala bolna matlab mujhe bolna.Main Ankur ke saamne khadi ho gayi.

Main: Tum kon hote ho? Kya ho kiya tum?

Nina: Maa?!

Meri maa: Jaanvi?

Main: Nahi, Nina, aaj bolne de mujhe. Bolo, kya problem hai tumhari mere Aarav se?

Ankur: Mujhe kya problem hogi?

Main: To baar-baar mere Aarav ko taane kyun dete ho?

Meri maa: Jaanvi, shaant ho ja.

Main: Nahi, Maa, aapko nahi pata. Ye... ye aadmi mere Aarav ko bura-bhala kehta hai.

Meri maa ne Ankur ko ghoora aur mujhe sambhalne lagi, kyunki main gusse mein thi bohat hi.

Nina: Maa, aap...

Main: Nina, tu bado ke beech mein nahi bolegi.

Main: Maa, ye aadmi... ye aadmi nahi, haiwaan hai!

Ye sun Ankur khada ho gaya aur mujhe aankhein dikhane laga.

Main: Main ab tumse nahi darti. Aaj sabko bataungi tumne kya kya kiya tha!

Ankur: Jaanvi!

Ankur ne mujhe dhamkane ki koshish ki, par main nahi ruki.

Main: Dhamka aur dhamka, main bolungi aaj.

Nina: Maa?

Meri maa: Kya kiya tha Ankur ne?

Main: Maa... ye haiwaan mere Aarav ko...

Meri aankhon se aansoon behne lage. Saalon purani ghatnayein yaad aa gayi.

Meri maa: Bata, Jaanvi, kya kiya tha Ankur ne?

Main: Aarav... Maa, Aarav...

Aarav: Maa?

Meri maa: Bata, Jaanvi.

Main: Ye haiwaan... uss din jab pitaji ne sab kuch mujhe aur Aarav ke naam kar diya tha... us din...

Meri maa: Bata, kya hua tha fir?

Main: Isne... isne mere Aarav ko uss din maarne ki koshish ki, Maa. Jaan se maarne ki koshish ki... Us din jab hum papers sign karke ghar aaye, aap aur pitaji to chale gaye the. Main khana banane gayi thi. Kuch der baad mujhe Aarav ki awaaz aayi. Main bedroom mein gayi to... to...

Aansuon se meri awaaz toot rahi thi.

Meri maa: Bol, tune kya dekha us din?

Mere haath-pair kaanp rahe the us ghatna ko yaad karke.

Main: Maine dekha... ye haiwaan Ankur mere Aarav ke muh par takiya daba raha tha.....

Sabke hosh udd gaye, Aarav ke bhi.

Main: Aarav tab chhota tha, Maa, bahut chhota sa tha. Ankur ko laga tha pitaji ki saari property use milegi, par sab Aarav ko mila. Isi jalan mein ye haiwaan mere bete ko maarne jaa raha tha... Agar uss din mujhe Aarav ki awaaz na sunai deti, to shayad mera Aarav...

Main aage bol nahi payi, bas roti rahi. Ankur ka sach sabke saamne aa gaya. Meri maa gusse mein uthi aur Ankur ko zor ka thappad maara.

Meri maa: Bol, tune Aarav ke saath aisa kyun kiya, haramjade? Koi apne bete ko jaan se maarne ke baare mein kaise soch sakta hai?

Meri maa ne Ankur ko thappad pe thappad maare. Uska sach sabke saamne tha. Main roti hui Aarav ke kamre mein chali gayi.

Main chahti thi Aarav ke saath akele waqt bitau, par yeh sab ho gaya. Jo yaadein main bhoolna chahti thi, woh yaadein wapas aa gayi.

Mujhe yaad hai us din Ankur ne kaise Aarav ke muh par takiya daba raha tha. Woh bhayanak chitra yaad aate hi main aur dar gayi. Main Aarav ke bistar par let gayi aur roti rahi. Yeh kamra mere Aarav ka tha, yaha Ankur nahi aata tha. Dukh ke samay yeh kamra hi mera thikana tha.

Do minute hi hue honge ki Aarav kamre mein aaya aur andar se darwaza lock kar diya. Uske aankhon mein aansoon the. Woh bhi ro raha tha. Main jhat se uthi aur use gale laga liya.

Aarav: Maa!

Main: Tum kyun ro rahe ho, Aarav? Main hoon na, tumhe kuch nahi hoga.

Aarav: Pehle aap shaant ho jao.

Main: Nahi, Aarav, tum nahi jaante. Woh haiwaan tumhe maarna chahta tha. Tumhe mujhse door karna chahta hai. Use sirf paisa chahiye, Aarav, paisa.

Aarav: Mujhe koi kuch nahi kar payega. Aap ho na, aap rahogi to koi mera kucch bigaad nahi sakta.

Main use kas ke gale laga liya. Mera rona aur tez ho gaya.

Main: Main hoon... tumhe kuch nahi hone doongi. Sabse bacha ke rakhungi.

Aarav ne mera sar uthaya aur apne haathon se meri aansoon pochne laga. Woh meri aankhein poch raha tha, par khud ro raha tha.

Aarav: Aap roye mat, please. Aaye, mere saath.

Usne mujhe bistar par le gaya aur apni godi mein lita diya. Main abhi bhi ro rahi thi.

Aarav: Pehle shaant ho jaea.

Main: Main kaise shaant hou, Aarav? Agar uss din tumhe kuch ho jata, to mera kya hota?

Aarav: Maa!

Main: Woh din bahut khatarnak tha, Aarav. Uss din...

Aarav: Aap aise mat roye. Dekho, mujhe kuch nahi hua. Main aapke saamne hoon.

Main: Tum bahut chhote the, Aarav, mera chhota sa Aarav.....

Uski godi mein leti hui uska chehra dekh rahi thi. Uske aansoon dekhkar mujhe dard ho raha tha. Uske bachpan ka rota hua woh chehra yaad aaya, aur main aur ro padi.

Aarav: Maa, aise mat roye.

Main: Tum... tum kyun ro rahe ho?

Aarav bhi ro raha tha. Maine uski godi mein leti hui uske gaalon tak haath le gayi, uske aansoon pochne. Usne mere haath par apna haath rakha aur bola,

Aarav: Aap aise mat roye, Maa. Mujhe...

Aarav pura bol nahi paya. Usne mujhe uthaya aur mere gale laga gaya. Woh khub roya. Uska rona dekhkar main apni rona bhool gayi.
Uske sar ko sehlate hue maine kahi.

Main : Kya hua mere Aarav ko? Mera Aarav kyun ro raha hai?

Par Aarav kuch nahi bola, bas roya. Maine uske sar ko sehlate hue khud bhi roti rahi. Pata nahi kitna waqt beet gaya, shayad ek ghanta ya uss se jyada. Main thodi baat theek mehsoos karne lagi, to Aarav ne mujhe lita diya aur meri gaalon ko sehlate hue bola.

Aarav : i don’t want you to cry. Please, aur mat rona.

Main: Hmmm...

Aarav: Aap yahi raho. Main bahar hokar aata hoon.

Main: Nahi, Aarav, tum...

Aarav: Main bahar hokar aata hoon.

Maine uska haath zor se pakad liya.

Main: Nahi, tum kahi nahi jaoge. Tumne wada kiya tha ki aaj dukaan nahi jaoge, mere saath rahoge.

Aarav ne meri dayi gaal ko sehlaya, aur woh mere upar jhuka, aur meri maathe ko chum liya. Kuch der waisa hi raha.

Aarav: Main dukaan nahi ja raha. Bas bahar ja raha hoon, abhi aa jaunga. Aap yahi, mere kamre mein raho.

Main: Tum kaha ja rahe ho?bol ke jao!

Aarav: Main abhi aata hoon.

Usne mere maathe ko fir se chuma aur bahar chala gaya. Uske jaane ke baad maine karwat badli aur aankhein band kar li.

Dekho sidhe sidhe bol raha hun aapne iss update main aag lagadi aur mujhe bohut maja aaya
Sach main aapki writing skills bohut achhi hai yaar aur Ankur itna kameena kaise ho sakta sirf kuch paiso aur jaydaad keliye apne hi bete marne ki koshish ki dekhte hain age kya hota hai story mai.

Satare bohut maja asila update tiku padhiki apananka lekhiba saili bohuta alaga aau niara

 

[Scared Cat]

Totally drastic updates. By Exposing the scam of Ankur seems table is going to turn. Eagerly waiting to see what's happening in next

 

[VISHU007]

Nice update

 

[akbhatia]

Nice next updates jaldi dene ka koshish kare