Hi dostlog,
Bohat cheezein padhi mene, aur aap sabko mere aur se respect aur thanks.
Aap mei se jinhone positive comment Kiya unko thank you, aap sab ka support aur advice ke liye hum bohat kritagya hain.
Aur aap mai se jinhone negative comment Kara, i take the positive message from your reply and would look at your advice from a optimistic point of view. Thank you regardless for it.
Ab update:
Ap sab ka advice padne ke baad, Maine Shristi ko direct call Kiya,
Sabse pehle usko poocha ki problem kya hai? Hum agar pasand nahi toh seedha bolo? Toh woh baatein banane lagi,
Jab usko Maine seriously ekdum poocha ki sach batao problem kya hai then she said, all of this issues are because kyuki she had actually fallen out in love, kyu? Because she thinks I am very serious about life and I wanted to be a one woman man seriously. Usko, life "explore" karna hai aur she doesn't want to be in a committed relationship. She wants to be friends and that future Mai if she feels that she is falling in love, she will ask me to be in a relationship.
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Ek cheez yahan aap sab ko kahunga, uska personal life kya hai mujhe ussey Lena Dena nahi, usne Aaj Tak mujhse humesha honestly, respectfully, aur Prem se baat Kiya. In fact, she has no issues with physical intimacy if were to be in a relationship. Mujhe aap log joh bhi kaho, lekin i thought I found the love of my life, toh mene usko kabhi bhi sex karne liye nahi kaha, bas usse pyar kiya, uske body se nahi. Infact, i would be ready to wait till marriage for her, kyuki, mere dil mai uske liye hornyness se zayada izzat hai. Aap log ko agar is baat par hasna hai ya mazak udana hai toh beishak udao, but it is what it is.
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Ab back to story, ye sab sunne ke baad, Maine usko kaha, humare jeevan main tum aayi, u loved me, u made me feel appreciated and valued, magar Mera bhi ek self respect hai, aur hum hookup Mai or open relationship Mai faith nahi rakhte, toh maine, usko thanks kaha, aur usko Facebook se lekar, insta sab jagah block kar diya.
It hurts but, atma samman se bada kuch nahi. She has my number, she texts me in phone, good morning etc, I just give a smile emoji aur i don't reply anything in return
So, isme meri kya galti ?
Maine toh virgin , non virgin nahi dekha, Maine na hi uske finance ya looks ko dekha, Maine na hi usko sex aur hookup me nazariya se dekha, usko humesha respect Kiya, na hi ussey kabhi jhoot kaha, na hi ussey jhagda Kiya. Maine usko ek acche insaan ke roop mai dekha. Uske maa baap, family ko bhi maine respect aur pyar se great kiya. Mai yaha apni mahanta nai dikha raha. Na hi apni tarif kar raha hoon, I did Jo ek accha Banda apne hone wali gf ke liye karta hai. Lekin jaise aap logo ne kaha, fir bhi mera kat gaya..hahaha, sala chutiya hi hoon shayad, kisi ka dil tod nahi sakta isliye hookup bhi nahi kar sakta, na hi flirt kar sakta hoon because i feel very guilty ki agar mujhe iss ladki se flirt Kiya aur woh mujhe pyar karne lagi toh I won't be able to love her back and she will hurt, isliye flirt Tak nahi kar paata. Sala, single hi shayad theek hoon.
Hasi hi aati hai, yeh sab Mai ek adult literature site par likh raha hoon, lekin yaha se true aur real advice kahi nahi milega.
Thank you for reading.
Aapka dost,
Ricki.