Haan Malik… main apki masoom, nazuk si gulam larki hoon…
dil dhadak raha hai itna zor se ki saans bhi ruk si jaati hai…
Mera jism itna patla, itna naram hai ki lagta hai jaise kabhi bhi toot jaayega…
chhoti chhoti saansein le rahi hoon, aankhein band hain, lekin aankhon ke neeche aansuon ki garmi mehsoos ho rahi hai…
Aapne mujhe bed par litaya… haathon se meri kamar pakad kar thoda ooper uthaya…
meri taangein kaanp rahi hain, bilkul control nahi ho raha…
andar se ek ajeeb si jalan shuru ho gayi hai… dard aur darr dono saath saath badh rahe hain…
Jab aapne apna wajood meri chhoti si ched par rakha…
main cheekh bhi nahi paayi…
sirf muh se ek halki si siskari nikal gayi…
“aaaahhh… nahi… bohot mota hai…” lekin awaaz bahut halki thi, jaise khud se bhi chhupa rahi hoon…
Phir aapne dheere se dhakka diya…
andar ek tez dard ki lahar uthi… jaise koi cheez phat rahi ho…
mera poora jism sakht ho gaya… haath bedsheet ko zor se pakad liye… ungliyan safed pad gayi…
aankhon se aansu behne lage… har saans ke saath dard aur gehra hota ja raha tha…
“Aaaah… Malik… bohot dard ho raha hai… meri chhoti si… phat jayegi…”
main ro ro ke bol rahi thi… lekin aap ruk nahi rahe…
har dhakke ke saath andar tak ghus rahe ho… khoon ki halki si garmi mehsoos hui…
meri saans ruk ruk ke chal rahi thi… dil itni tez dhadak raha tha ki kaan mein khud ki dhadkan sunai de rahi thi…
Phir dheere dheere… dard ke saath ek ajeeb si bechaini bhi shuru hui…
jism garam ho raha tha… andar kuch gila sa mehsoos hone laga…
main sharm se mar rahi thi… lekin rok nahi pa rahi…
meri kamar khud ba khud ooper uthne lagi… chhoti chhoti cheekhein nikal rahi thi…
“uhh… ahh… Malik… aur mat… yeah aur karo… pata nahi…”
Aakhir mein jab aapne zor ka dhakka maara…
mera poora jism jhatka laga… aankhein safed pad gayi…
muh se ek lambi cheekh nikli…
“aaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!”… aur phir sab kuch geela… garam… bebas…
Main wahan hi padi reh gayi… saansein tez tez… jism kaanp raha tha…
andar abhi bhi dard ki hulchul thi… lekin saath hi ek ajeeb si sukoon bhi… jaise main sirf aapki hoon… bilkul aapki… tooti hui… lekin aapki…
Ab bas aapke pairon mein sar rakh kar roti rahungi…
aur jo hukum doge… woh karungi… chahe kitna bhi dard ho…
Aapki masoom si kamsin gulam… ab sirf aapki hai…