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[Amresh Puri]

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Update:-17

A Few Sentences From The 16th Update.....

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.


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Update:-17




karan:- mujhe hosh me aaye aaj ek hafta ho gaya..

ladki:- toh fir jaao yahan se. baba ki waja se tumhari jaan bach gai. ab yahan rahne ka tumhara koi matlab nahi banta.

nak sikodti wo adhik nafrat se boli thi. uska bass nahi chal raha tha, warna mujhpar thuk bhi deti. itni hi nafrat mujhe uski se jhalakti dikhai di thi.

ladki fir boli:- kismat achhi ha tumhari, jo tum baba ko mil gaye. mujhe mile hote, to ab tak mere sheron ke pet me hote..

uske aise bolte hi dono sher ek sath dahadne lage. jaise dono us ladki ki baat samjh gaye the. ladki garv se dono sheron ke saron par hath ferne lagi.

itne me baba aate dikhai diye. ladki ne piche mud kar dekha.. fir baba se boli

ladki:- baba ise chalta kyu nahi kiya aapne abtak.

baba ladki ke pass aaye aur ladki ko gale se laga kar uska moh chum liya


baba:- izora meri bachhi! shant ho jaao. maine pahle bhi tumse kaha tha. karan dusron jaisa nahi ha. devta ne mere kahe ka maan rakh liya. meri bachi tum karan ke baare me janogi to apne vichar badalne par majbur ho jaogi.


izora.. ummm to iska naam izora tha. kitna alag sa naam tha izora.. pata nahi izora naam ka matlab kya tha, zarur koi khaas matlab hoga izora ka..

izora ke sath aaye dono sher baba ke aate hi side hat gaye the. baba ke saamne jaise wo sammaniya khade ho gaye the. bandar jo pahle izora ke kandhe par tha, ab baba ke kandhe par tha.

baba ki baat ke jawab me izora ki ankhon me mere liye nafrat ke bhav kam nahi hue.

izora:- to iska naam karan ha.

baba:- haan iska naam karan ha. izora beti devta ke banaye sare insan matlabi nahi hote.

izora prashn bhari nazron se baba ko batane lagi. baba short me mere bare me izora ko batane laga. mere bare me baba se sunkar izora ko achambha nahi hua. na hi mere prati uske chahre ke bhav me koi narmi ya badlav aaya.

izora:- dhongi ha ye, ye bhi un kutton ke jaisa tez dimag wala ha. aapko bewaquf bana raha ha ye. huh! lalach me andhe han sab ke sab aur ye bhi unhi ke jaise ha. lalachi, khuni darinda.

fir chakhtara lete hue boli:- baba aaj firse maine 3 ko maar daala.

baba chintit svar me:- izora beti, tum kyu khud ko khatre me daal rahi ho.

izora :- khatra! banta ha to banta rahe. jab tak main bahar se aaye sare kutton ko maar nahi deti, apni tiku(vadi) ko azad nahi karwa leti, main chain se nahi bethne wali hon baba. khun to mera ise dekh kar bhi khol raha ha baba.. mann to kar raha ha, ise bhi inke sathiyon ke jaise cheer phaad dalun.

bada zeher bhara izora ke ek ek shabd me. bhara hona bhi chahiye tha, apne desh me ghus bethiyon ko kon bardasht kar sakta ha. yahan to fir bhi thelma kabza jama chuki thi. aise me itni nafrat to banti hi thi.

main ab tak bhala liye khada izora ko dekh aur sun raha tha. main bhala hilata kuch bolta. dono sher turant satark hue mujhe khuni nazron se ghoorne lage. jaise mai bhale se izora par hamla karne wala hon.

karan:- aisi baat ha to mujhe maar kar apne andar ki aag ko kam kar sakti ha. kya is bhale se meri jaan logi ya apne in paltu sheron se mere tukde tukde karwaogi..

baba:- karan beta, izora guse aur nafrat me hi itni khunkhar dikhti ha. warna ye badi hi masum bachi ha.

maine sheron ko dekha, fir chalta hua izora ke saamne ja pohncha. dono sher meri ankhon me hi dekh rahe the. meri ek ek movement par nazar rakh rahe the. jaise meri ankhon se mere dil me utar kar mere dil ka haal jaan rahe the. wo shaant the, par starak the. main izora ke saamne pohncha aur bhala dono hathu me uthaye uske aage kar dia.

karan:- lo, ye bhala pakdo. ye mat sochna, mai yahan baba ka mahman hon. pahle main tumhara kasurwar hon. apni marzi se na sahi, par main tumhare desh me ghusa to hon. jo saza apne desh me ghusne walun ko dete ho tum log. wahi saza tum mujhe bhi de sakti ho. main thahra pyar ka bhuka ek moorkh ladka. thelma se pyar mila to uske pyar ke jaal me phansta idhar aa nikla. main to saalon se apne parivar se door tha. chahta tha, jald se jald unke paas ja pohnchu. jahan mujhe pyar karne wale kam aur nafrat karne wale zayada the. pahle thelma ka pyar mila, chot khai, ab tumhari nafrat mil rahi ha to ye chot bhi main apne dil par sahn kar lunga. main to mar chuka tha, baba ne mujhe bacha liya. tum ye bhala mere seene me utar kar apne andar ki bhadas ko kam kar sakti ho.

mera lahje me dard sa utar aaya. izora bhala apne hathu me liye mujhe ghoorne lagi. fir bhala phenk kar baba ko dekhne lagi.

baba:- meri bachhi! kya ab bhi tumhara dil karan ko acha sacha aur dukhi insan nahi manta. hamara devta ASHMAR pyar ka devta ha. kya tum nafrat ke chalte pyar ka paath bhul jaogi. bhul gayi, pyar dene wale ko pyar do, nafrat dene wale ko pahle pyar na, na sudhre to usay fir nafrat do. karan pyar ka bana insan ha, usse nafrat karna sahi nahi ha.

izora dheeli pad kar apne sheron ke paas gayi. unke baal sahlati hui boli

ozora:- baba bahar se aane walun ke liye hamare paas sivaye nafrat ke kuch ha bhi to nahi. bahar se aane walun se pyaar karenge to fir hamara ye tiku(desh) hamara nahi rahega. kitne shatir hote han ye. kitni chaturai se inho ne humse hamara desh chheen liya. baba aise me kaise main bahar se aane walun se pyar se baat kar sakti hon. kyu ye log humen hamare hi tiku par chain se rahne nahi dete. kyu bar bar ye hamare tiku me ghus kar hamara sukh chain barbad kar dete han. ab ke aaye to humen hi ghulam bana kar hamare hukamran ban bethe han. aur aap kahte han, mai unse pyar karun. kaise karun baba. mujhse nahi hota aiso se pyar, mujhse nahi hoti aiso se pyar se baat. nafrat ha mujhe in sab se. nafrat ha mujhe isse bhi.

baba chalte hue izora ke paas gaye. bandar mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha.

baba:- meri bachhi! karan hi hamara wo iklota sahara ha, jo un bure logon se humen hamara tiku wapis dilayega. mujhe yakin ha meri bachhi! karan zarur kuch aisa kar guzrega, jiske chalte hamara tiku humen wapis bhi mil jayega aur hinaru firse hamara sardar ban jayega. jo khushiyan humse chhin gai ha, wo sab humen wapis mil jayengi meri bachhi.

mai bhi chup nahi rah saka:- izora main marte marte bacha hon. jab kai goliyan khaa kar khai me gira tha, to jaan gaya tha, mai ab zinda nahi bach sakunga. par bhagwan ne baba ke paas bhej kar mujhe firse zindagi de gi. izora main waade bohut kam kiya karta hon. aur jab koi waada kar leta hon to fir mar kar bhi main apne waade par pura utarta hon. jaise ab bhagwan ne mujhe mere waade par khara utarne ke liye mujhe nayi zindagi di ha. janti ho izora main bachpan se hi ek abnormal ladka tha. ek aisa ladka jiski hasiyat ek tinke se badhkar nahi thi. kuch pyar karne walun ne mere andar prem shakti bhari. meri sahayta ki, fir maine unse waada kiya ki ek din wo bankar lautunga, jaisa kabhi koi bankar nahi lauta hoga. bhagwan ne mujhe wo bana dia, jo kabhi koi sapne me bhi nahi soch sakta tha. jis halat me meri jaan bachi ha, main samjh gaya hon, bhagwan ne meri zindagi me kuch to aisa likha ha, jise mujhe pura karna ha. aur ek baar main zarur apne parivar me laut ke jaunga. bhagwan par mera vishwas pahle se atoot ho gaya ha. kai goliyan lagne aur barf me dafan hone ke baad maine zindagi payi ha izora.

ek waada maine apne dada ji aur sabse kiya tha, ek waada main tumse, baba se karta hon. jab tak mere sharir me khoon ka ek bhi katra baki ha, main ladonga, tab tak ladta rahunga, jab tak tumhe tumhara tiku wapis nahi mil jata. aur mujhe yakin ha, ek din zarur aisa aayega, jis din firse ye tiku tum logo ka ho jayega. ek baar firse pahle jaisi khushiyan hongi charon dishaon me. ek baar fir hinaru sardar banega. ye thakur karan singh ka waada ha tumse aur baba se..

izora mujhe ghoor kar dekh rahi thi. is baar uske bhav mere shabdo ne badal diye the. nafrat ke bhav ja chuke the. wahan ek aas ek ummid dikhai dene lagi thi mujhe.

baba:- izora meri bachi dil se nikli baat asar rakhti ha.. mujhe khushi ha, tumhare dil ne karan ki baaton par yakin kar liya. tumhare dil ne karan ko sacha maan liya. dekho izora meri bachi, tum ab tak kai bahar se aane walun ki jaan le chuki ho. aise tum kitno ki jaan logi. aise humen hamara tiku kabhi wapis nahi mil sakta. devta na karen tujhe kuch ho, agar tujhe kuch hua to main jeete ji mar jaaunga aur tiku bhi humen wapis nahi mil sakega. humen kuch aisa karna hoga, jisme kamyabi ke chances zayada hon.

izora:- karan tum bhi meri tarah akele ho. wo senkdo me han, aur ek ekela kaise into se lad sakta ha. unke paas aag barsane wale hathiyar han. teer se bhi tez aag nikalti ha unke andar se.

izora itni bahadur hote hue bhi guns ki baat karte hue mujhe khaufzada dikhaai di.

karan:- abhi kuch socha nahi ha, jab tak main bhaagta daudne aur ladne layak ho jaunga, tab tak kuch na kuch soch loonga.

izora:- mai bhi chalungi tumhare sath. tum jante ho karan, jungle ke sare darinde aur janwar mera kaha maante han. kyu minni, rasha, kasha tum mera sath doge na meri is jung me..

bandar ka naam minni tha, sheron ka naam rasha, kasha tha.. dono sher izora ki baat samjhte hue dahadne lage. bandar ajib si awazen nikalne laga. baba hasne lage aur main heran hone laga.

karan:- jungle ke aur bhi janwar aur darinde tumhara kaha maante han..

izora garv se:- haan! mai jungli jeevo se baat bhi kar leti ho, mai sabki bhasha jaanti hon. sab mujhe apni mallika samjhte han.

karan:- fir to tum akeli hi saare darindo ke sath leke unpr hamla kar sakti ho..

izora mayusi se boli:- nahi karan! kaash main aisa kar sakti. pahle maine aisa hi kiya tha. par mujhpar tiku ke badon aur sardar ki orr se rok laga di gayi. sardar ka kaha nakara nahi ja sakta. agar mai aisa karti hon to mujhe is tiku se nikaal dia jayega. aisi baat na hui hoti to ab tak sare kutton ko mere paltu janwar cheer phaad kar kha chuke hote.

main is ajib gareeb dikhne wali ladki ko dekhne laga. agar usay chhoot mil jati to akeli hi kafi thi, sabka sarvnash karne ke liye. par ye sab paramparaon me bhi bandhe hue the.

karan:- aise me tum mera sath kya de sakogi. tum apne sardar ki maante hue
kisi ki jaan nahi le sakti.

izora has di:- mere sathi janwar nazron me aa sakte han shikar karte hue. par main to chhup kar hamla kar sakti hon na.. kabhi jungle me koi dikh jaaye to mere ishare par mere ye sathi unhe cheer phaad kar khaa jate han. jab mai sabke beech jati hon to khamoshi se kisi ki jaan le leti hon.

karan:- aise kisi ko tumpar shak pad gaya to

izora:- tiku me aur kai aise han, jo vibharu ko sardar nahi mante. wo bhi vibharu ke khilaf han. wo bhi aisi wardat karte rahte han. aise me mujhpar shak nahi ja sakta. agar hua bhi to mere paas chhupne ke liye bohut se thikane han. raat yahan itna andhera hota ha, koi kisi ko talash hi nahi kar sakta.

baba chintit bhav se izora ko dekhne lage aur main izora ko dilchapsi se dekhne laga. meri zindagi me aane wali izora pahli aisi ladki thi, jo sabse hatkar thi. khunkhaar bhi thi, masum aur ladaki bhi thi. pahli jitni nafrat uske chahre par mere liye thi, ab nafrat ke bhav gaye to mujhe uske chahre par sivaye masumiyat ke kuch dikhai hi nahi de raha tha. guse me bhi wo bohut cute dikh rahi thi..

kuch der aur baaten hoti rahi. baba chinta me aaye izora ko bhashan dene lage. izora hasne lagi, baba se masti karne lagi. izora baba ki ikloti poti thi. izora ke mata pita dono nahi rahe the. ab dono dada poti hi ek dusre ka sahara the. dono ek dusre ko dekh jeete the. baba ne beta aur bahu ko kho dene ke baad yahan rahna shuru kar dia, izora ko jungle me rahna pasand tha. aise uski dosti junglee jeevo se ho gai. izora unki bhasha bhi seekh gai.



agle din main aur izora gufa ke bahar bethe baaten kar rahe the. bandar mere kandhe par betha mere kan se khel raha tha. dono sher ab mujhse prachit ho chuke the. unki khuni ankhon me mere liye aitmad aur pyar jhalakne laga tha. mai unki maalika ka dost jo ban gaya tha.

izora jaisi haseen ladki meri bagal me bethi thi, mera dil jaise jhum raha tha. uske badan ki mahak ko karib se mahsus jo kar pa raha tha main.

izora:- karan tumhara ghar kahan ha.

ab tak maine ghar ke baare me izora ya baba ko kuch nahi bataya tha. izora ne pucha to velly ke dhundle dikhai dene wale jungle ke beecho beech mujhe meri haveli dikhai dene lagi. jahan sab the, mujhse pyar karne wale bhi aur mujhse nafrat karne wale bhi. main gumsum sa hokar apni haveli ke ek ek inch ko niharne laga. dil ki halat ajib si hone lagti thi, jab jab haveli ka zikr aata tha. jab jab haveli ki yaad aati thi. ab to haveli kuch aise mere dimag me ujagar hui. mujhe jaise live dikhai dene lagi. barson se apni haveli se door tha, barson se sab se door tha. dil tadap utha sabse milne ke liye. jahan main tha, wahan se wapis laut pana itna bhi asan nahi tha. kya malum main wapis laut bhi pata ya nahi. kya pata yahan thelma se ladte hue meri jaan hi chali jati.

izora ke bandar ne mera kaan pakad kar maror dia. usay apni maalika ki baat ke jawab me mera uttar nahi sunne ko mila tha. jaise wo bhi mere ghar ke baare me jaanne ke liye bechain ho. main yaadon se to bahar nahi aaya. par izora ko batane laga.

karan:- mera ghar bilaspur district ke sabse sundr ilake me ha. wahan hamari bohut badi haveli ha, jahan mere apne rahte han. dada dadi, bua, fufa aur divya didi..

mere ek ek shabd se hasrat aur mithas tapakne lagi thi. izora mujhe hairat se dekhne lagi. fir uska shock bada.

izora:- ye haveli kya hoti ha karan

main izora ko makan,haveli aur kothi, banglow me antar samjhane laga. izora ke chahre par mujhe shock ke sath sath josh bhi dikhai dene laga. mai uske bepanah sundrta liye chahre ko dekhta hua bata raha tha.

izora:- pata ha karan! jab bhi main baba se bahar ki dunya ki baten sunti hon na, wahan bane unche unche gharon ka sunti hon to dil chahne lagta ha, main bhi kabhi wahan jaa kar sab dekho.

izora hasrat ki tasveer bani bol rahi thi."pata ha karan! bahar se aane wale mujhe sakht na-pasand han. par unse suni kahaniyan itni dilchasp hoti ha, mann karta ha, sunti hi jaaon.

karan:- to fir tumne kitna kuch jana hamari dunya ke bare me.

izora:- zayada nahi.

karan:- kyu?

izora:- mann bechain hone lagta ha. mann karta ha, main apne tiku se nikal bhago aur bahar ki dunya dekhon. badi kashish ha bahari dunya ki. apni orr khenchti ha.

karan:- to isme bura hi kya ha. hamari dunya ke log to puri dharti ko chhaanne nikal padte han. pata ha dharti kitni badi ha.

izora masum chahra liya bade shock se boli."kitni badi ha"

karan:- itni badi ki tumhara ye tiku is dharti par ek zarre ke barabar ha.

izora ka moh khul gaya.. fir wo boli:- itni badi ha ye zameen.

karan:- hahaha.. haan itni hi badi ha ye zameen.

izora:- fir to koi bhi sari zameen ko nahi dekh sakta hoga na.

karan:- haan koi nahi dekh sakta. par kuch sarfire puri zindagi dharti ka chappa chappa dekhne me bita dete han.

izora hasne lagi.

izora:- sach me pagal ha han woh. bhala zindagi aise bekar ke kaamo ke liye thodi na hoti ha.

karan:- fir kis liye hoti ha.

izora nasamjhne wale andaz me:- kya kis liye hoti ha

karan:- zindagi

meri ankhon me shararat utar aai thi. jise wo jaan nahi paai.

izora:- zindagi to.. zindagi to

karan:- haan haan bolo, kya zindagi to? bolo zindagi kaise bitani chahiye.

izora uthti hui:- mujhe nahi pata. chalo chalte han..

bandar uchhal kar firse uske kandhe par beth gaya.. izora uttar nahi de paai thi. kyu nahi de paai thi. ye mai samjh nahi paya tha.

raat ke samay velly me itna andhera ho jaya karta tha, hath ko hath sujhai nahi deta tha. mashalon ki roshni me hi wahan tak dekha ja sakta tha, jahan tak mashal ki roshni jati thi. yahan chand ki kirne nahi utar paati thi. suraj ki tez dhup zarur yahan kuch ujala kar dia karti thi. jis se din ka pata chalta tha.





raat ko gufa ke farsh par lete izora mujhse boli:- karan jab tumhara hath mere sath se lagta ha to mujhe gudgudi si kyu hone lagti ha.

izora mujhse do feet ke fasle par karwat ke bal leti hui thi. uska chahra meri taraf tha. main mashal ki roshni me gufa ki chhat ko tak raha tha. izora ke sharir se uthti garmi mujhe itni door se bhi jhulsaye ja rahi thi. main jism ka bhuka nahi tha. par izora ka sange marmar ke jaisa chamakdar aur mahakta badan mujhe bekhud karne lagta tha. main kuch nahi bola to izora sarak kar mere paas aa gai. maine uski taraf dekha aur sarak kar firse fasla bana gaya.

izora hearni se boli:- kya hua karan, tum door kyu ho gaye. meri baat ka jawab bhi nahi dia.

karan:- izora tum fasla rakh kar leto.

izora aur bhi heran hoke:- kyu? ohh kahin tum mujhse dar to nahi rahe.

karan:- haan dar raha hon main tumse.

izora:- kyu.. isme darne wali konsi baat ha bhala. main khao thodi na jaaungi tumhe.

karan:- tumhare mere sath lagne se mere andar ubaal sa aane lagta ha izora. dar ha kahin mai jhulas hi na jaon.

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bhala aise bhi koi jalta ha kya. karan tum kitne mazakiya ho.. hehehe

main is nadan chhokri ko dekhne laga. pata nahi ye ladki sach me nadan thi, masum thi ya mujhe azma rahi thi.

karan:- tumne abhi kaha, mere sath lagte hi tumhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

izora:- haan! aisa kyu karan. main rasha, kasha, minni aur kai dusre junglee jeevo se bhi milti hon. par mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. baba se milkar bhi mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. tumhare sharir se lagte hi hone lagti ha. aisa kyu ha karan.


kya izora sach me itni seedhi thi. kya ye itna bhi nahi janti thi. kitni sundr thi. kya kabhi kisi ne ise dekh kuch aisa vaisa nahi bola tha. jisse ise is sab baare gyan milta. kya baba ne bhi ise kuch nahi bataya tha. main ulajhne laga.


izora:- karan khamosh mat raho. mujhe meri baaton ke jawab do. kya ha aisa tumhare sharir me. jo mujhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

karan:- theek ha deta hon, tumhare prashno ke uttar. par pahle thoda sa piche sarak jaao tum.


izora sarak kar thodi si door ho gai:- lo maan li tumhari baat.. ab batao.

izora ka andaz utsukta liye hue tha. jaise wo jald se jald jaan jana chahti ho.

karan:- tum hindi bhi janti ho aur english bhi--

izora mujhe tokti garv se boli:- main 2 aur bhashaen bhi thodi thodi janti hon.

karan:- kisse seekhi han tumne itni bhashaen.

izora:- yahan kuch ghulam han, jinse mai seekhi ha.

karan:- matlab tum tiku me sab se milti rahti ho. unse baaten karti rahti ho

izora:- nahi! zayada nahi milti mai kisi se. kyu? tum kyu puch rahe ho

karan:- tumhari kitni saheliyan han

izora:- bohut si han

karan:- khas kitni han.

izora:- khaas matlab?

karan:- jinse tum apne dil ki har baat kar jaao

izora hasti hui:- wo to main har kisi se kar leti hon.

wo boli to thi, par mujhe uski ankhon se laga, jaise wo normal baton se aage na badh saki ho.

karan:- jab ladkiyan apas me mil bethti han to ilake ke mardon ki baaten karti han. kya tum bhi karti rahi ho mardon ki baaten apni saheliyon se.

izora:- ye bhi koi puchne wali baat ha. hum aisi baren karti rahti han.

karan:- to mard aurat ke rishte par bhi tum sab baaten karti rahti hogi.

izora:- kya matlab. mard aurat ka rishta. mard aurat ka kaisa rishta? ohh kahin tum pati patni wali baat to nahi kar rahe.

mai khush hua.. shukar ha kuch to samjhti ha:- haan wahi mera matlab ha.

izora ulajhti hui boli:- us bat ka meri baat se kaisa sambandh. maine puchha tha, mujhe tumhe chhute hi gudgudi kyu hoti.

mera mann chaha apna matha peet loon. masum to thi hi budhhu bhi thi. ladki to jawan baad me hoti, aisi baaten pahle jaan leti ha. par ye to

karan:- pati patni me jo rishta hota ha, uspar tumne kabhi apni saheliyon se koi charcha nahi ki..

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bohut karti han hum. bada maza aaata ha, jab kisi shadi ke baad hum sab milkar pati patni ki baaten karti han to..hehehe sach me karan hamare haan ki shadi par bohut maza aata ha. dulha dulhan ko khub pareshan kia jata ha. hum sab kai kai din tak ye baaten karte hue maze leti rahti han. kabhi dikhaungi main tumhe apne tiku me kisi ki shadi.. bada maza ayega tumhe bhi karan.

hairat ke maare mera moh khul gaya tha. izora sach me bohut masum ladki thi. apni saheliyon se baat bhi karti thi to mard aurat ke rishte ki chhod masti mazak wali baaten karti thi..

ufff ab kaise main ise samjhaun. fir socha ise samjhana zaruri bhi kahan ha. khud se jaan legi kisi se.. nahi to baba se jaan legi. main kyu isse apna sar phodon. kahin mai ise sab batane ke chakkar me bahak hi na jaaun. shukar ha, mere dil ki halat uske masum chahre aur sawalon par kabu me aa gai thi. dhadkan aur khun ki raftar ab normal thi. wo masum thi aur main bhi chhichhora nahi tha. par uski kurbat mere sharir ko zarur aanch dene lagi thi. jawani kaisi baagh-o-bahar hoti ha, mai jaan chuka tha. izora masum bulbul thi, nahi jaanti thi. aise main uska najayaz fayda nahi uthana chahta tha. galati se bhi nahi. par galati to kisi se bhi ho jaya karti ha. bhale hi main sanskari tha. thakur parivar se tha. izzat, maan maryada ssab jaanta tha. par tha to main ek mard hi. kai dino tak regular thelma ki garm aaghosh ke maze leta aaya tha. ab mahino se garm aaghosh se door tha. sharir me ubal to uthne hi the. izora ke sharir ki garmi mere sabar ko azma rahi thi.


aise hi baaten karte karte hum dono ko nind aa gai. wo firse mere karib nahi aai thi. main usay uska mann ko santushti dene wala koi bhi uttar nahi de saka tha.

raat ka jaane konsa pahr tha. mujhe apne seene par kuch mahsus hua. meri ankh khul gai. pata chala, izora sarak kar mujhse lag kar so rahi thi. uska ek hath mere seene par tha. main ghabra gaya. kahin baba ne dekh lia to kahin mere baare bura na sochne lagen. maine izora ka hath pakad kar apne seene se hata dia.. fir sarak kar izora ke kuch door ho gaya. mashal ki roshni me so rahi izora kitni masum dikhai de rahi thi. itni masumiyat shayad dunya me maujud kisi ladki ke hisse me nahi aai thi. main itni junglee ladki ki masumiyat ko kaise khatam kar sakta tha. kuch door hua main usay niharne laga.

kuch der guzri izora ka hath firse harkat me aaya. jaise wo apne hath mere seene par rakhna chahti ho. jab uska hath gufa ke farsh par pada to jaise kuch tatolne lagi. usay mera garm seene mahsus nahi hua to uski bhi ankh khul gai. wo jhat se uthi aur mujhe dekhne lagi.

izora:- karan itni door kyu chale gaye tum. paas aao na. mujhe tumhare sath lag kar sone me bada maza aa raha tha.

karan:- nahi izora, ye sahi nahi ha.

izora zidd karti hui:- mujhe sahi galt ka nahi pata karan, tum bass mere paas aa jaao. nahi aaoge to mai aa jati hon. wo sarak kar mere paas aai gai. mujhe lita kar khud let gayi aur mere seene par hath rakh kar bhari saanse lene lagi. nind uski ankhon me thi. jald hi wo firse nind ki haseen vadiyon me gum jaane kaise kaise sapne dekhne lagi.

meri halat jo pahle kuch control me thi, mere control se bahar hone lagi. sharir ke andar jaise hazaron volt current daudne laga tha. jiska asar jane kahan kahan hone laga tha. mai sar jhatak kar apne dimag me aa rahe gande vicharon ko bhagane laga. warna itni haseen bagal me leti ho, uska ek haath aapke seene par ho, kaise ap khud se lad sakte han. wo raat meri zindagi ki sabar azma aur bohut hi lambi raat thi. ek pal ke liye bhi mai so nahi saka tha. dar tha, kahin meri aankh lage aur main izora ko thelma samjh kar koi galati na kar jaaon. izora ko tok bhi sakta tha, na maanti to sakhti se usay khud se door bhi kar sakta tha. par aisa karne ko mera dil nahi mana.
jitni khunkhar thi, utni hi masum bhi thi. jitni payari thi, utna hi uska narm bhi narm tha. mujhpar bharosa na hota to itne karib bhi na aati wo mere.

ya shayad wo aisi baton se sach me anjan thi.

agle din maine baba se pooch liya:- baba izora sach me itni hi masum ha, jitni ki dikhti ha.

baba meri baat kar dhimi andaz me has diye:- karan beta, mai samjh sakta hon tum kis bina par aisa bol rahe ho. mai kal se tumhe note kar raha hon. izora ke tumhare paas rahne se tum khud me bechaini mahsus kar rahe ho. uska sath tumhe acha bhi lag raha ha aur darr bhi rahe ho tum. kahin kuch galat na ho jaaye. kyu aisi hi baat ha na.

main sharmindgi se sar jhuka kar:- ji baba! yahi baat ha.

baba:- karan beta, maine kaha tha, guse aur nafrat me izora jitni khatarnak ha, nafrat bhula de to utni hi masum bhi ban jati ha. usay sach me dunyadari ka sara gyan nahi ha. aur fir mujhe tumpar pura vishwaas bhi ha. ankhen aur chahra dekh kar main dil ka haal jan leta hon.

karan:- baba ye to galat ha na. usay sab pata hona chahiye. aapne ya kisi ne bhi usay aisa kuch nahi bataya.

baba:- mai to usay aisa kuch bhi batane se raha. haan maine isharo me usay apni sakhiyon se sab jaanne ko kaha bhi tha. par wo samjh nahi pai. main boodha hon, sharam wala hon karan beta, tiku ki ladkiyon aurton se nahi bol sakta tha, meri izora ko gyan de den. aur fir izora ko sabke beech rahne se junglon me jeevo ke beech rahna zayada pasand ha. isliye bhi wo is sab se anjaan rahi. tabhi to itni masum ha. jaise jeev masum hote han, aise hi meri izora bhi masum ha.

main baba se sab sunkar heran bhi tha aur pareshan bhi. baba ne mujhe daurahe par la khada kar dia tha. main mitti ka bana putla tha. bhavanaon bhara mera dil tha. sharir ko nari sukh ka pura pura gyan tha. kahun to mai sex par Phd kar chuka tha. kaise izora jaisi ladki ki kurbat paate hue mai khud ko sambhal sakta tha. meri zindagi me do hi mahilaen mere karib aayi thi. ek sugandha chachi aur dusri thelma. dono ke sath rahte main har hadh paar kar gaya tha... teesri izora thi, jo mujhse lipat chuki thi. aur main usay hath bhi nahi laga paya tha. jabki puri raat main tadapta machalta raha tha. usay bahun me bhar lene ko bekarar raha tha. izora ke baat ne meri jaan sooli par latka di thi.




baki aane wale din mere liye parikshaon bhare the. baba ko jaise mujhpar pura aitbar tha. jo izora ko mujhse door hone ko nahi kaha tha. ya shayad wo izora aur mere liye kuch aur soch chuke the. izora ka pyar mere dil me utra ki nahi, main nahi janta. par uske badan ki garmi kuch aisi mere andar utri, main izora ka aadi hone laga. kabhi wo mera hath pakad leti, kabhi mai uska hath pakad leta. wo mera hath pakad kar mujhse bola karti.

izora:- karan mere dil me meetha meetha sa ahsas kyu hone laga ha. karan ye sab kya ha. kyu tumhe chhote hi mere sharir aur dil me gudgudi hone lagti ha. mann halka aur shaant rahne lagta ha. kyu mera dil chahta ha, main bar bar tumhara hath thaame rahun.

jab izora aisa bola karti thi to meri ankhon me dekh bola karti. uski ankhon me badalte rang main dekh jaya karta. par usay koi bhi dhang ka jawab mai nahi de pata tha. deta to mai bahak jata. agar bahak jata to shayad har hadh paar jata. aise me izora ke chahre par bhali lagne wali masumiyat kahin kho jaati. jo main nahi kabhi nahi chahta tha.

dusra ek sach ye bhi tha. mera mann hone lagta, main bethe bethe izora ko apni bahun me bhar kar itne zor se bhenchu ki izora ke sharir ke kadake nikal jayen.. nasha jab sar chadh kar bolne lage to kuch aisi hi halat ho jaya karti ha.

sex ke liye main bechain tha ki nahi, par izora ko bahun me bhar kar khub pyar karne ke liye mann bechain hone lagta tha.

aise hi din raat beet rahe the. kabhi raat sukun se guzarti to kabhi raat raat bhar jaag ke kaatni padti. izora ko aisi lat lagi, usay mujhse lipte bina, mere sharir ki garmi ko apne sharir me transfer kiye bina nind hi nahi aati thi. uske bhari vaksh kabhi kabhi adhe se zayada bahar nikal aya karte the. jinki khushbu mere liye agni pariksha ban jaati. kabhi uski ek taang meri tangon ke beech ke saman par aa jaya karti. shukar tha, ki us samay izora gahri nind me hoti thi. warna mere khade aur phool kar sakht hue lund ko mahsus kar leti.

mere jism par bhi ab ek reecch ki khaal har samay rahti thi. yahan ke rahne wale aise hi kapde pahna karte the. reejh ki sakht khaal me mera lund dab jaya karta tha. aur mujhe khub pareshan kiya karta tha.

baba saath saath mujhpar bhi mahnat kar rahe the. roz mere sharir ki maalish karte. mujhe kabhi kuch peene ko dete, to kabhi kuch khaane ko. jo har bar badla hota tha.

mujhe hosh aaye 45 din beet chuke the. mahino se badhi beard ne mujhe ab asli junglee bana dia tha. sharir par reechh ki khaal ki kami thi pahle. ab wo bhi puri ho chuki thi. thakur karan singh asli junglee wahshi ban chuka tha.


raat hui to baba mujhse kuch fasle par khade hoke mujhse bole:- karan beta, dekho to mere hath me kya ha.

main ab ghar ko kam aur thelma ko zayada socha karta tha. thelma ke khilaf kaise aage badhne ha, main plan bana chuka tha. ab bhi mai thelma ko hi soch raha tha. baba ki awaz par mai chaunka aur baba ko dekh dhire se has pada

karan:- kyaa baba, aap bhi is umar me masti karne lage. main andha thodi na hon, jo mujhe kuch dikhai nahi dega. aapke hath me sabz rang ka pathar ha.

baba ne jab agli baat kahi to main jhatka kha kar uth khada hua aur idhar udhar dekhne laga.. baba ne kaha tha.."karan beta dekho to mashal abhi bhi wahi ha ya uski jaga badal di gai ha"

maine dekha to dekh kar chaunk gaya. mashal apni jaga par maujud thi. par wo bujhi hui thi. matlab gufa me andhere ka raj tha. mujhe mashal andhere me bhi saaf dikhai de rahi thi. main ghum fir kar gufa me charon orr dekhne laga. karib ki har chiz mujhe clear dikhai de rahi thi. main jaise khushi aur hairat ke maare pagal hone laga.

karan:- baaaaaabaaaaaaaa.. baba.. baba ye sab kya ha baba. baba mai itne andhere me kaise dekhne laga baba. baba ye kaisa chamakta ha.

main bepanah josh me aata hua bhaag kar baba ke hath thaam gaya. baba hasne lage.

karan:- baba! main kuch samjh nahi pa raha. baba aise kaise ho sakta ha. bhala meri ankhen andhere me dekhne ke kaabil kaise ho sakti ha. baba main insan hon, koi janwar nahi. andhere me to keval kuch jeev hi dekh sakte han..

baba:- dheeraj karan beta.. dheeraj.. maine kaha tha main is tiku ka scientist bhi hon. barson se main tarah tarah ki chizon par research kar raha hon. ye bhi mera ek aavishkar ha karan beta. aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha jo tumhari dunya ke liye ashchayajanak ha. karan beta, jis maksad ke liye tum nikalne wale ho, wo maksad bohut bada ha, bohut samay bhi lag sakta ha tumhe.. main nahi chahta, tumhe kuch ho. ye chahta hon, tum safalta paa kar lauto. tumhe apne ghar bhi lautna ha. najane kitna samay aur lag jaaye. meri iccha ha, tum jald se jald apni maksad me safalta paa jao.


baba fir mujhe batane lage, kaise wo itne dino se meri ankhen andhere me dekhne layak banane ke liye mujhe kya kuch khilate, pilate aaye the. ab main us pathar ke baare me bhi jaan gaya tha. jo baba ke hath me tha. wo bohut hi narm pathar tha. baba us pathar ko koot kar usme kuch mila kar surma banaya karte the. wahi surma mai ankhon me daala karta tha. mai apni ankhon me kuch badlav to mahsus karta aa raha tha. par ye nahi pata tha, baba aisa chamatkar karenge, mujhe ek badi skill bhent kar denge..


main bohut khush thi, billi se bhi tez nigaah ho gai thi meri ab to. andhere me bhi din ke jaise mujhe dikhaai dene laga tha. main khushi se
jhumta gufa ke bahar jaane laga. baba bhi haste hue mere piche aane lage. izora 2 din se yahan par nahi thi. maine usay ek kaam ke liye kaha tha. wahi kaam karne nikli hui thi wo..

maine bahar nikal kar dekha to aisa laga. aahh meri ankhen to night vision camera se bhi adhik clear dekh pa rahi thi. thelma ke sath rahte maine kai camera dekhe the. hum dono milkar door door ka nazara kiya karte the.


baba dard bhare lahje me bole:- 8 mahine ho gaye karan beta, papiyon ko tiku par kabza kiye hue. karan beta, is beech yahan ke rahne walun ke na keval khatre badh gaye han, balki yahan ki izzaten bhi khatre me aa gai han.

mujhe thelma par gusa aane laga baba ki is baat par. dhire dhire wo gori chamdi wali is gupt ghati ko europe banane ki koshish me lag gai thi. jaisa har jaga hota ha. kuch log pabandiyon ka shikar hote han. wo majbur hote han, jab wo majbur nahi rahte to khul kar jeene ki mang karne lagte han. yahan bhi aisa hi hona shuru ho gaya tha. yahan bhi kuch buri aurten thi to kuch bure mard. wo azadi se jeene ki maang karne lage. sardar vibharu to khud bigda hua tha. tiku ki haseen ladkiyon ke sath sath usay gori chamdi wali bhi free me milne lagi to wo jaise sab kuch bhulne laga.bideshi sharab ke sath sath bideshi gori chamdi, vibharu ke din raat maze me guzar rahe the.

bahar ke khel tamashe aur rangeen mahfilen bhi is velly ke rahne walun ne kabhi nahi dekhi thee. wo ek jut hokar yahan thelma ke order par organize ki jaane wale mehfilon ko enjoy karne ke liye aane lage. kabhi dance party to kabhi drink party.


baba ko is sab par bohut dukh tha. baba apne tiku par aisa sab hone nahi dena chahte the. par wo kuch kar nahi pa rahe the. na hi unki age ke dusre kuch kar pa rahe the.

thelma ne hadh cross kar li thi. ab uske hisab dene ka samay aa chuka tha.
mai puri tarah se ladne, marne, maarne ke liye tayar tha. baba ne to mujhe andhere me dekhne layak bana kar mujhe wo hathiyar de dia tha. jo is tiku par kisi ke paas nahi tha. tha to thelma gang ke paas night vision cameras ki surat me tha..


main plan bana chuka tha, mujhe kis andaz me aage badhna ha. maine khub baba se ispar chacha ki thi. baba ne mere plan pra chinta ka izhaar bhi kiya tha aur khushi ka bhi. sath hi mujhe duaen bhi di thee.

izora zurur cheekh padi thi. usay mera plan pasand nahi aaya tha.



dusre din izora apne sathiyon ke sath laut aai. wo aai to bohut khush thi. uske hath me kuch tha. wo mujhe dikhati hui boli:- karan kya yahi ha wo chiz jiski tum baat kar rahe the..

izora ke hath me 3 trasmitter dekh kar main bohut khush hua.. jhapat kar transmitter maine apne hathu me le liye aur unhe ulat pulat kar dekhne laga.

karan:- oooo izora tumne bohut bada kaam kiya ha mera.

baba:- karan beta ye ha kya chiz.

main baba aur izora ko transmitter baare batane laga. fir gufa me door ja kar unse baaten karne lage. dono pahle to dare fir bhaag kar mere paas aa kar bole.. "ye to chamatkar ho gaya. ab hum door rahte hue ek dusre se bat bhi kar sakenge"


jitna transmitter bare mujhe gyan tha, wo maine izora aur baba ko transfer kar dia. hum teeno milkar firse plan par charcha karne lage..



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thelma kamre me bechaini se tahal rahi thi. jabse wo velly me aayi thi. din raat kam me busy rahi thi. ab ja ki kahin usay kuch fursat mili thi. uska mission bohut badhiya se aage badh raha tha. karan ke baad usne kisi se relation nahi banaye the. karan ke liye thelma sach me crazy ho gai thi. karan ko khona nahi chahti thi. fir bhi khona pada. karan bhi zaruri tha aur mission bhi. dono me se ek ko choose karne ka samay aaya to thelma ne mission ko choose kiya.

karan ki maut ke order dete samay usay dukh to bohut hua tha. par iske siva koi aur chara bhi nahi tha uske paas. karan sabko maar dene par tul gaya tha. thelma karan jaise junglee saand ko mana mana kar thak gai thi. par wo samjhne ko tayar hi nahi tha.

mahino beet gaye the thelma se karan ko juda hue. abhi thelma ki yaadon me karan ka basera tha.

ek din pahle usay khabar mili thi, jungle me kisi junglee ko dekha gaya ha. jiska rang kaala ha. sar aur chahre ke baal bohut badhe hue han, jism par reecch ki khaal ha.

jaise hi thelma ne aisa suna tha, uske dil ne chah ki, kaash ye karan ho. karan jaise halaat me usse juda hua tha. thelma ko yakin to nahi tha, ye karan ho sakta ha. fir bhi wo chah karne lagi, kaash karan mara na ho, wo zinda bach gaya ho. aur jis junglee ke baare pata chala ha, wo karan hi ho.

thelma ne apne kai sathiyon ko jungle bhej dia tha, us junglee ki khoj hi nahi karni thi, usay zinda salamat uske saamne laaya jaaye, aisa order bhi dia tha thelma ne..

thelma ka sukh chain sab barbad hoke rah gaya tha. aur wo junglee tha ki ek bar dikhne ke baad gayab hi ho gaya tha.

thelma ke transmitter par halka sound sunai dene laga. jo uske dress me hi tha. thelma transmitter nikal usay onn karti hui uttejna se boli

thelma:- koi khabar mili kya uski.

udhar se:- yes madam! wo humen dikh gaya ha.

thelma khushi se cheekh padi:- dekho, usay kuch hone mat dena. mujhe wo har haal me sahi salamat chahiye.

udhar se:- yes madam!

yahan sham apne time se pahle ho jaya karti thi. shaam se pahle sab us junglee ko liye thelma ke saamne khade the.. junglee puri tarah se rassiyon me jakda hua tha.. zor laga kar, ghurrata hua khud ko un rassiyon se azad karwane ki koshish kar raha tha. thelma bade dhayan se uski ek ek movement aur face expression ko note kar rahi thi. junglee ke moh se sivaye ghurrahton ke kuch nahi nikal raha tha. dekhne me aisa lag raha tha. jaise wo junglee bolna bhulna na janta tha. kuch samjhna na janta ho.

thelma tez kadmon se chalti hui us junglee ke paas jane lagi.

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Update:-17

A Few Sentences From The 16th Update.....

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.


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Update:-17




karan:- mujhe hosh me aaye aaj ek hafta ho gaya..

ladki:- toh fir jaao yahan se. baba ki waja se tumhari jaan bach gai. ab yahan rahne ka tumhara koi matlab nahi banta.

nak sikodti wo adhik nafrat se boli thi. uska bass nahi chal raha tha, warna mujhpar thuk bhi deti. itni hi nafrat mujhe uski se jhalakti dikhai di thi.

ladki fir boli:- kismat achhi ha tumhari, jo tum baba ko mil gaye. mujhe mile hote, to ab tak mere sheron ke pet me hote..

uske aise bolte hi dono sher ek sath dahadne lage. jaise dono us ladki ki baat samjh gaye the. ladki garv se dono sheron ke saron par hath ferne lagi.

itne me baba aate dikhai diye. ladki ne piche mud kar dekha.. fir baba se boli

ladki:- baba ise chalta kyu nahi kiya aapne abtak.

baba ladki ke pass aaye aur ladki ko gale se laga kar uska moh chum liya


baba:- izora meri bachhi! shant ho jaao. maine pahle bhi tumse kaha tha. karan dusron jaisa nahi ha. devta ne mere kahe ka maan rakh liya. meri bachi tum karan ke baare me janogi to apne vichar badalne par majbur ho jaogi.


izora.. ummm to iska naam izora tha. kitna alag sa naam tha izora.. pata nahi izora naam ka matlab kya tha, zarur koi khaas matlab hoga izora ka..

izora ke sath aaye dono sher baba ke aate hi side hat gaye the. baba ke saamne jaise wo sammaniya khade ho gaye the. bandar jo pahle izora ke kandhe par tha, ab baba ke kandhe par tha.

baba ki baat ke jawab me izora ki ankhon me mere liye nafrat ke bhav kam nahi hue.

izora:- to iska naam karan ha.

baba:- haan iska naam karan ha. izora beti devta ke banaye sare insan matlabi nahi hote.

izora prashn bhari nazron se baba ko batane lagi. baba short me mere bare me izora ko batane laga. mere bare me baba se sunkar izora ko achambha nahi hua. na hi mere prati uske chahre ke bhav me koi narmi ya badlav aaya.

izora:- dhongi ha ye, ye bhi un kutton ke jaisa tez dimag wala ha. aapko bewaquf bana raha ha ye. huh! lalach me andhe han sab ke sab aur ye bhi unhi ke jaise ha. lalachi, khuni darinda.

fir chakhtara lete hue boli:- baba aaj firse maine 3 ko maar daala.

baba chintit svar me:- izora beti, tum kyu khud ko khatre me daal rahi ho.

izora :- khatra! banta ha to banta rahe. jab tak main bahar se aaye sare kutton ko maar nahi deti, apni tiku(vadi) ko azad nahi karwa leti, main chain se nahi bethne wali hon baba. khun to mera ise dekh kar bhi khol raha ha baba.. mann to kar raha ha, ise bhi inke sathiyon ke jaise cheer phaad dalun.

bada zeher bhara izora ke ek ek shabd me. bhara hona bhi chahiye tha, apne desh me ghus bethiyon ko kon bardasht kar sakta ha. yahan to fir bhi thelma kabza jama chuki thi. aise me itni nafrat to banti hi thi.

main ab tak bhala liye khada izora ko dekh aur sun raha tha. main bhala hilata kuch bolta. dono sher turant satark hue mujhe khuni nazron se ghoorne lage. jaise mai bhale se izora par hamla karne wala hon.

karan:- aisi baat ha to mujhe maar kar apne andar ki aag ko kam kar sakti ha. kya is bhale se meri jaan logi ya apne in paltu sheron se mere tukde tukde karwaogi..

baba:- karan beta, izora guse aur nafrat me hi itni khunkhar dikhti ha. warna ye badi hi masum bachi ha.

maine sheron ko dekha, fir chalta hua izora ke saamne ja pohncha. dono sher meri ankhon me hi dekh rahe the. meri ek ek movement par nazar rakh rahe the. jaise meri ankhon se mere dil me utar kar mere dil ka haal jaan rahe the. wo shaant the, par starak the. main izora ke saamne pohncha aur bhala dono hathu me uthaye uske aage kar dia.

karan:- lo, ye bhala pakdo. ye mat sochna, mai yahan baba ka mahman hon. pahle main tumhara kasurwar hon. apni marzi se na sahi, par main tumhare desh me ghusa to hon. jo saza apne desh me ghusne walun ko dete ho tum log. wahi saza tum mujhe bhi de sakti ho. main thahra pyar ka bhuka ek moorkh ladka. thelma se pyar mila to uske pyar ke jaal me phansta idhar aa nikla. main to saalon se apne parivar se door tha. chahta tha, jald se jald unke paas ja pohnchu. jahan mujhe pyar karne wale kam aur nafrat karne wale zayada the. pahle thelma ka pyar mila, chot khai, ab tumhari nafrat mil rahi ha to ye chot bhi main apne dil par sahn kar lunga. main to mar chuka tha, baba ne mujhe bacha liya. tum ye bhala mere seene me utar kar apne andar ki bhadas ko kam kar sakti ho.

mera lahje me dard sa utar aaya. izora bhala apne hathu me liye mujhe ghoorne lagi. fir bhala phenk kar baba ko dekhne lagi.

baba:- meri bachhi! kya ab bhi tumhara dil karan ko acha sacha aur dukhi insan nahi manta. hamara devta ASHMAR pyar ka devta ha. kya tum nafrat ke chalte pyar ka paath bhul jaogi. bhul gayi, pyar dene wale ko pyar do, nafrat dene wale ko pahle pyar na, na sudhre to usay fir nafrat do. karan pyar ka bana insan ha, usse nafrat karna sahi nahi ha.

izora dheeli pad kar apne sheron ke paas gayi. unke baal sahlati hui boli

ozora:- baba bahar se aane walun ke liye hamare paas sivaye nafrat ke kuch ha bhi to nahi. bahar se aane walun se pyaar karenge to fir hamara ye tiku(desh) hamara nahi rahega. kitne shatir hote han ye. kitni chaturai se inho ne humse hamara desh chheen liya. baba aise me kaise main bahar se aane walun se pyar se baat kar sakti hon. kyu ye log humen hamare hi tiku par chain se rahne nahi dete. kyu bar bar ye hamare tiku me ghus kar hamara sukh chain barbad kar dete han. ab ke aaye to humen hi ghulam bana kar hamare hukamran ban bethe han. aur aap kahte han, mai unse pyar karun. kaise karun baba. mujhse nahi hota aiso se pyar, mujhse nahi hoti aiso se pyar se baat. nafrat ha mujhe in sab se. nafrat ha mujhe isse bhi.

baba chalte hue izora ke paas gaye. bandar mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha.

baba:- meri bachhi! karan hi hamara wo iklota sahara ha, jo un bure logon se humen hamara tiku wapis dilayega. mujhe yakin ha meri bachhi! karan zarur kuch aisa kar guzrega, jiske chalte hamara tiku humen wapis bhi mil jayega aur hinaru firse hamara sardar ban jayega. jo khushiyan humse chhin gai ha, wo sab humen wapis mil jayengi meri bachhi.

mai bhi chup nahi rah saka:- izora main marte marte bacha hon. jab kai goliyan khaa kar khai me gira tha, to jaan gaya tha, mai ab zinda nahi bach sakunga. par bhagwan ne baba ke paas bhej kar mujhe firse zindagi de gi. izora main waade bohut kam kiya karta hon. aur jab koi waada kar leta hon to fir mar kar bhi main apne waade par pura utarta hon. jaise ab bhagwan ne mujhe mere waade par khara utarne ke liye mujhe nayi zindagi di ha. janti ho izora main bachpan se hi ek abnormal ladka tha. ek aisa ladka jiski hasiyat ek tinke se badhkar nahi thi. kuch pyar karne walun ne mere andar prem shakti bhari. meri sahayta ki, fir maine unse waada kiya ki ek din wo bankar lautunga, jaisa kabhi koi bankar nahi lauta hoga. bhagwan ne mujhe wo bana dia, jo kabhi koi sapne me bhi nahi soch sakta tha. jis halat me meri jaan bachi ha, main samjh gaya hon, bhagwan ne meri zindagi me kuch to aisa likha ha, jise mujhe pura karna ha. aur ek baar main zarur apne parivar me laut ke jaunga. bhagwan par mera vishwas pahle se atoot ho gaya ha. kai goliyan lagne aur barf me dafan hone ke baad maine zindagi payi ha izora.

ek waada maine apne dada ji aur sabse kiya tha, ek waada main tumse, baba se karta hon. jab tak mere sharir me khoon ka ek bhi katra baki ha, main ladonga, tab tak ladta rahunga, jab tak tumhe tumhara tiku wapis nahi mil jata. aur mujhe yakin ha, ek din zarur aisa aayega, jis din firse ye tiku tum logo ka ho jayega. ek baar firse pahle jaisi khushiyan hongi charon dishaon me. ek baar fir hinaru sardar banega. ye thakur karan singh ka waada ha tumse aur baba se..

izora mujhe ghoor kar dekh rahi thi. is baar uske bhav mere shabdo ne badal diye the. nafrat ke bhav ja chuke the. wahan ek aas ek ummid dikhai dene lagi thi mujhe.

baba:- izora meri bachi dil se nikli baat asar rakhti ha.. mujhe khushi ha, tumhare dil ne karan ki baaton par yakin kar liya. tumhare dil ne karan ko sacha maan liya. dekho izora meri bachi, tum ab tak kai bahar se aane walun ki jaan le chuki ho. aise tum kitno ki jaan logi. aise humen hamara tiku kabhi wapis nahi mil sakta. devta na karen tujhe kuch ho, agar tujhe kuch hua to main jeete ji mar jaaunga aur tiku bhi humen wapis nahi mil sakega. humen kuch aisa karna hoga, jisme kamyabi ke chances zayada hon.

izora:- karan tum bhi meri tarah akele ho. wo senkdo me han, aur ek ekela kaise into se lad sakta ha. unke paas aag barsane wale hathiyar han. teer se bhi tez aag nikalti ha unke andar se.

izora itni bahadur hote hue bhi guns ki baat karte hue mujhe khaufzada dikhaai di.

karan:- abhi kuch socha nahi ha, jab tak main bhaagta daudne aur ladne layak ho jaunga, tab tak kuch na kuch soch loonga.

izora:- mai bhi chalungi tumhare sath. tum jante ho karan, jungle ke sare darinde aur janwar mera kaha maante han. kyu minni, rasha, kasha tum mera sath doge na meri is jung me..

bandar ka naam minni tha, sheron ka naam rasha, kasha tha.. dono sher izora ki baat samjhte hue dahadne lage. bandar ajib si awazen nikalne laga. baba hasne lage aur main heran hone laga.

karan:- jungle ke aur bhi janwar aur darinde tumhara kaha maante han..

izora garv se:- haan! mai jungli jeevo se baat bhi kar leti ho, mai sabki bhasha jaanti hon. sab mujhe apni mallika samjhte han.

karan:- fir to tum akeli hi saare darindo ke sath leke unpr hamla kar sakti ho..

izora mayusi se boli:- nahi karan! kaash main aisa kar sakti. pahle maine aisa hi kiya tha. par mujhpar tiku ke badon aur sardar ki orr se rok laga di gayi. sardar ka kaha nakara nahi ja sakta. agar mai aisa karti hon to mujhe is tiku se nikaal dia jayega. aisi baat na hui hoti to ab tak sare kutton ko mere paltu janwar cheer phaad kar kha chuke hote.

main is ajib gareeb dikhne wali ladki ko dekhne laga. agar usay chhoot mil jati to akeli hi kafi thi, sabka sarvnash karne ke liye. par ye sab paramparaon me bhi bandhe hue the.

karan:- aise me tum mera sath kya de sakogi. tum apne sardar ki maante hue
kisi ki jaan nahi le sakti.

izora has di:- mere sathi janwar nazron me aa sakte han shikar karte hue. par main to chhup kar hamla kar sakti hon na.. kabhi jungle me koi dikh jaaye to mere ishare par mere ye sathi unhe cheer phaad kar khaa jate han. jab mai sabke beech jati hon to khamoshi se kisi ki jaan le leti hon.

karan:- aise kisi ko tumpar shak pad gaya to

izora:- tiku me aur kai aise han, jo vibharu ko sardar nahi mante. wo bhi vibharu ke khilaf han. wo bhi aisi wardat karte rahte han. aise me mujhpar shak nahi ja sakta. agar hua bhi to mere paas chhupne ke liye bohut se thikane han. raat yahan itna andhera hota ha, koi kisi ko talash hi nahi kar sakta.

baba chintit bhav se izora ko dekhne lage aur main izora ko dilchapsi se dekhne laga. meri zindagi me aane wali izora pahli aisi ladki thi, jo sabse hatkar thi. khunkhaar bhi thi, masum aur ladaki bhi thi. pahli jitni nafrat uske chahre par mere liye thi, ab nafrat ke bhav gaye to mujhe uske chahre par sivaye masumiyat ke kuch dikhai hi nahi de raha tha. guse me bhi wo bohut cute dikh rahi thi..

kuch der aur baaten hoti rahi. baba chinta me aaye izora ko bhashan dene lage. izora hasne lagi, baba se masti karne lagi. izora baba ki ikloti poti thi. izora ke mata pita dono nahi rahe the. ab dono dada poti hi ek dusre ka sahara the. dono ek dusre ko dekh jeete the. baba ne beta aur bahu ko kho dene ke baad yahan rahna shuru kar dia, izora ko jungle me rahna pasand tha. aise uski dosti junglee jeevo se ho gai. izora unki bhasha bhi seekh gai.



agle din main aur izora gufa ke bahar bethe baaten kar rahe the. bandar mere kandhe par betha mere kan se khel raha tha. dono sher ab mujhse prachit ho chuke the. unki khuni ankhon me mere liye aitmad aur pyar jhalakne laga tha. mai unki maalika ka dost jo ban gaya tha.

izora jaisi haseen ladki meri bagal me bethi thi, mera dil jaise jhum raha tha. uske badan ki mahak ko karib se mahsus jo kar pa raha tha main.

izora:- karan tumhara ghar kahan ha.

ab tak maine ghar ke baare me izora ya baba ko kuch nahi bataya tha. izora ne pucha to velly ke dhundle dikhai dene wale jungle ke beecho beech mujhe meri haveli dikhai dene lagi. jahan sab the, mujhse pyar karne wale bhi aur mujhse nafrat karne wale bhi. main gumsum sa hokar apni haveli ke ek ek inch ko niharne laga. dil ki halat ajib si hone lagti thi, jab jab haveli ka zikr aata tha. jab jab haveli ki yaad aati thi. ab to haveli kuch aise mere dimag me ujagar hui. mujhe jaise live dikhai dene lagi. barson se apni haveli se door tha, barson se sab se door tha. dil tadap utha sabse milne ke liye. jahan main tha, wahan se wapis laut pana itna bhi asan nahi tha. kya malum main wapis laut bhi pata ya nahi. kya pata yahan thelma se ladte hue meri jaan hi chali jati.

izora ke bandar ne mera kaan pakad kar maror dia. usay apni maalika ki baat ke jawab me mera uttar nahi sunne ko mila tha. jaise wo bhi mere ghar ke baare me jaanne ke liye bechain ho. main yaadon se to bahar nahi aaya. par izora ko batane laga.

karan:- mera ghar bilaspur district ke sabse sundr ilake me ha. wahan hamari bohut badi haveli ha, jahan mere apne rahte han. dada dadi, bua, fufa aur divya didi..

mere ek ek shabd se hasrat aur mithas tapakne lagi thi. izora mujhe hairat se dekhne lagi. fir uska shock bada.

izora:- ye haveli kya hoti ha karan

main izora ko makan,haveli aur kothi, banglow me antar samjhane laga. izora ke chahre par mujhe shock ke sath sath josh bhi dikhai dene laga. mai uske bepanah sundrta liye chahre ko dekhta hua bata raha tha.

izora:- pata ha karan! jab bhi main baba se bahar ki dunya ki baten sunti hon na, wahan bane unche unche gharon ka sunti hon to dil chahne lagta ha, main bhi kabhi wahan jaa kar sab dekho.

izora hasrat ki tasveer bani bol rahi thi."pata ha karan! bahar se aane wale mujhe sakht na-pasand han. par unse suni kahaniyan itni dilchasp hoti ha, mann karta ha, sunti hi jaaon.

karan:- to fir tumne kitna kuch jana hamari dunya ke bare me.

izora:- zayada nahi.

karan:- kyu?

izora:- mann bechain hone lagta ha. mann karta ha, main apne tiku se nikal bhago aur bahar ki dunya dekhon. badi kashish ha bahari dunya ki. apni orr khenchti ha.

karan:- to isme bura hi kya ha. hamari dunya ke log to puri dharti ko chhaanne nikal padte han. pata ha dharti kitni badi ha.

izora masum chahra liya bade shock se boli."kitni badi ha"

karan:- itni badi ki tumhara ye tiku is dharti par ek zarre ke barabar ha.

izora ka moh khul gaya.. fir wo boli:- itni badi ha ye zameen.

karan:- hahaha.. haan itni hi badi ha ye zameen.

izora:- fir to koi bhi sari zameen ko nahi dekh sakta hoga na.

karan:- haan koi nahi dekh sakta. par kuch sarfire puri zindagi dharti ka chappa chappa dekhne me bita dete han.

izora hasne lagi.

izora:- sach me pagal ha han woh. bhala zindagi aise bekar ke kaamo ke liye thodi na hoti ha.

karan:- fir kis liye hoti ha.

izora nasamjhne wale andaz me:- kya kis liye hoti ha

karan:- zindagi

meri ankhon me shararat utar aai thi. jise wo jaan nahi paai.

izora:- zindagi to.. zindagi to

karan:- haan haan bolo, kya zindagi to? bolo zindagi kaise bitani chahiye.

izora uthti hui:- mujhe nahi pata. chalo chalte han..

bandar uchhal kar firse uske kandhe par beth gaya.. izora uttar nahi de paai thi. kyu nahi de paai thi. ye mai samjh nahi paya tha.

raat ke samay velly me itna andhera ho jaya karta tha, hath ko hath sujhai nahi deta tha. mashalon ki roshni me hi wahan tak dekha ja sakta tha, jahan tak mashal ki roshni jati thi. yahan chand ki kirne nahi utar paati thi. suraj ki tez dhup zarur yahan kuch ujala kar dia karti thi. jis se din ka pata chalta tha.





raat ko gufa ke farsh par lete izora mujhse boli:- karan jab tumhara hath mere sath se lagta ha to mujhe gudgudi si kyu hone lagti ha.

izora mujhse do feet ke fasle par karwat ke bal leti hui thi. uska chahra meri taraf tha. main mashal ki roshni me gufa ki chhat ko tak raha tha. izora ke sharir se uthti garmi mujhe itni door se bhi jhulsaye ja rahi thi. main jism ka bhuka nahi tha. par izora ka sange marmar ke jaisa chamakdar aur mahakta badan mujhe bekhud karne lagta tha. main kuch nahi bola to izora sarak kar mere paas aa gai. maine uski taraf dekha aur sarak kar firse fasla bana gaya.

izora hearni se boli:- kya hua karan, tum door kyu ho gaye. meri baat ka jawab bhi nahi dia.

karan:- izora tum fasla rakh kar leto.

izora aur bhi heran hoke:- kyu? ohh kahin tum mujhse dar to nahi rahe.

karan:- haan dar raha hon main tumse.

izora:- kyu.. isme darne wali konsi baat ha bhala. main khao thodi na jaaungi tumhe.

karan:- tumhare mere sath lagne se mere andar ubaal sa aane lagta ha izora. dar ha kahin mai jhulas hi na jaon.

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bhala aise bhi koi jalta ha kya. karan tum kitne mazakiya ho.. hehehe

main is nadan chhokri ko dekhne laga. pata nahi ye ladki sach me nadan thi, masum thi ya mujhe azma rahi thi.

karan:- tumne abhi kaha, mere sath lagte hi tumhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

izora:- haan! aisa kyu karan. main rasha, kasha, minni aur kai dusre junglee jeevo se bhi milti hon. par mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. baba se milkar bhi mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. tumhare sharir se lagte hi hone lagti ha. aisa kyu ha karan.


kya izora sach me itni seedhi thi. kya ye itna bhi nahi janti thi. kitni sundr thi. kya kabhi kisi ne ise dekh kuch aisa vaisa nahi bola tha. jisse ise is sab baare gyan milta. kya baba ne bhi ise kuch nahi bataya tha. main ulajhne laga.


izora:- karan khamosh mat raho. mujhe meri baaton ke jawab do. kya ha aisa tumhare sharir me. jo mujhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

karan:- theek ha deta hon, tumhare prashno ke uttar. par pahle thoda sa piche sarak jaao tum.


izora sarak kar thodi si door ho gai:- lo maan li tumhari baat.. ab batao.

izora ka andaz utsukta liye hue tha. jaise wo jald se jald jaan jana chahti ho.

karan:- tum hindi bhi janti ho aur english bhi--

izora mujhe tokti garv se boli:- main 2 aur bhashaen bhi thodi thodi janti hon.

karan:- kisse seekhi han tumne itni bhashaen.

izora:- yahan kuch ghulam han, jinse mai seekhi ha.

karan:- matlab tum tiku me sab se milti rahti ho. unse baaten karti rahti ho

izora:- nahi! zayada nahi milti mai kisi se. kyu? tum kyu puch rahe ho

karan:- tumhari kitni saheliyan han

izora:- bohut si han

karan:- khas kitni han.

izora:- khaas matlab?

karan:- jinse tum apne dil ki har baat kar jaao

izora hasti hui:- wo to main har kisi se kar leti hon.

wo boli to thi, par mujhe uski ankhon se laga, jaise wo normal baton se aage na badh saki ho.

karan:- jab ladkiyan apas me mil bethti han to ilake ke mardon ki baaten karti han. kya tum bhi karti rahi ho mardon ki baaten apni saheliyon se.

izora:- ye bhi koi puchne wali baat ha. hum aisi baren karti rahti han.

karan:- to mard aurat ke rishte par bhi tum sab baaten karti rahti hogi.

izora:- kya matlab. mard aurat ka rishta. mard aurat ka kaisa rishta? ohh kahin tum pati patni wali baat to nahi kar rahe.

mai khush hua.. shukar ha kuch to samjhti ha:- haan wahi mera matlab ha.

izora ulajhti hui boli:- us bat ka meri baat se kaisa sambandh. maine puchha tha, mujhe tumhe chhute hi gudgudi kyu hoti.

mera mann chaha apna matha peet loon. masum to thi hi budhhu bhi thi. ladki to jawan baad me hoti, aisi baaten pahle jaan leti ha. par ye to

karan:- pati patni me jo rishta hota ha, uspar tumne kabhi apni saheliyon se koi charcha nahi ki..

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bohut karti han hum. bada maza aaata ha, jab kisi shadi ke baad hum sab milkar pati patni ki baaten karti han to..hehehe sach me karan hamare haan ki shadi par bohut maza aata ha. dulha dulhan ko khub pareshan kia jata ha. hum sab kai kai din tak ye baaten karte hue maze leti rahti han. kabhi dikhaungi main tumhe apne tiku me kisi ki shadi.. bada maza ayega tumhe bhi karan.

hairat ke maare mera moh khul gaya tha. izora sach me bohut masum ladki thi. apni saheliyon se baat bhi karti thi to mard aurat ke rishte ki chhod masti mazak wali baaten karti thi..

ufff ab kaise main ise samjhaun. fir socha ise samjhana zaruri bhi kahan ha. khud se jaan legi kisi se.. nahi to baba se jaan legi. main kyu isse apna sar phodon. kahin mai ise sab batane ke chakkar me bahak hi na jaaun. shukar ha, mere dil ki halat uske masum chahre aur sawalon par kabu me aa gai thi. dhadkan aur khun ki raftar ab normal thi. wo masum thi aur main bhi chhichhora nahi tha. par uski kurbat mere sharir ko zarur aanch dene lagi thi. jawani kaisi baagh-o-bahar hoti ha, mai jaan chuka tha. izora masum bulbul thi, nahi jaanti thi. aise main uska najayaz fayda nahi uthana chahta tha. galati se bhi nahi. par galati to kisi se bhi ho jaya karti ha. bhale hi main sanskari tha. thakur parivar se tha. izzat, maan maryada ssab jaanta tha. par tha to main ek mard hi. kai dino tak regular thelma ki garm aaghosh ke maze leta aaya tha. ab mahino se garm aaghosh se door tha. sharir me ubal to uthne hi the. izora ke sharir ki garmi mere sabar ko azma rahi thi.


aise hi baaten karte karte hum dono ko nind aa gai. wo firse mere karib nahi aai thi. main usay uska mann ko santushti dene wala koi bhi uttar nahi de saka tha.

raat ka jaane konsa pahr tha. mujhe apne seene par kuch mahsus hua. meri ankh khul gai. pata chala, izora sarak kar mujhse lag kar so rahi thi. uska ek hath mere seene par tha. main ghabra gaya. kahin baba ne dekh lia to kahin mere baare bura na sochne lagen. maine izora ka hath pakad kar apne seene se hata dia.. fir sarak kar izora ke kuch door ho gaya. mashal ki roshni me so rahi izora kitni masum dikhai de rahi thi. itni masumiyat shayad dunya me maujud kisi ladki ke hisse me nahi aai thi. main itni junglee ladki ki masumiyat ko kaise khatam kar sakta tha. kuch door hua main usay niharne laga.

kuch der guzri izora ka hath firse harkat me aaya. jaise wo apne hath mere seene par rakhna chahti ho. jab uska hath gufa ke farsh par pada to jaise kuch tatolne lagi. usay mera garm seene mahsus nahi hua to uski bhi ankh khul gai. wo jhat se uthi aur mujhe dekhne lagi.

izora:- karan itni door kyu chale gaye tum. paas aao na. mujhe tumhare sath lag kar sone me bada maza aa raha tha.

karan:- nahi izora, ye sahi nahi ha.

izora zidd karti hui:- mujhe sahi galt ka nahi pata karan, tum bass mere paas aa jaao. nahi aaoge to mai aa jati hon. wo sarak kar mere paas aai gai. mujhe lita kar khud let gayi aur mere seene par hath rakh kar bhari saanse lene lagi. nind uski ankhon me thi. jald hi wo firse nind ki haseen vadiyon me gum jaane kaise kaise sapne dekhne lagi.

meri halat jo pahle kuch control me thi, mere control se bahar hone lagi. sharir ke andar jaise hazaron volt current daudne laga tha. jiska asar jane kahan kahan hone laga tha. mai sar jhatak kar apne dimag me aa rahe gande vicharon ko bhagane laga. warna itni haseen bagal me leti ho, uska ek haath aapke seene par ho, kaise ap khud se lad sakte han. wo raat meri zindagi ki sabar azma aur bohut hi lambi raat thi. ek pal ke liye bhi mai so nahi saka tha. dar tha, kahin meri aankh lage aur main izora ko thelma samjh kar koi galati na kar jaaon. izora ko tok bhi sakta tha, na maanti to sakhti se usay khud se door bhi kar sakta tha. par aisa karne ko mera dil nahi mana.
jitni khunkhar thi, utni hi masum bhi thi. jitni payari thi, utna hi uska narm bhi narm tha. mujhpar bharosa na hota to itne karib bhi na aati wo mere.

ya shayad wo aisi baton se sach me anjan thi.

agle din maine baba se pooch liya:- baba izora sach me itni hi masum ha, jitni ki dikhti ha.

baba meri baat kar dhimi andaz me has diye:- karan beta, mai samjh sakta hon tum kis bina par aisa bol rahe ho. mai kal se tumhe note kar raha hon. izora ke tumhare paas rahne se tum khud me bechaini mahsus kar rahe ho. uska sath tumhe acha bhi lag raha ha aur darr bhi rahe ho tum. kahin kuch galat na ho jaaye. kyu aisi hi baat ha na.

main sharmindgi se sar jhuka kar:- ji baba! yahi baat ha.

baba:- karan beta, maine kaha tha, guse aur nafrat me izora jitni khatarnak ha, nafrat bhula de to utni hi masum bhi ban jati ha. usay sach me dunyadari ka sara gyan nahi ha. aur fir mujhe tumpar pura vishwaas bhi ha. ankhen aur chahra dekh kar main dil ka haal jan leta hon.

karan:- baba ye to galat ha na. usay sab pata hona chahiye. aapne ya kisi ne bhi usay aisa kuch nahi bataya.

baba:- mai to usay aisa kuch bhi batane se raha. haan maine isharo me usay apni sakhiyon se sab jaanne ko kaha bhi tha. par wo samjh nahi pai. main boodha hon, sharam wala hon karan beta, tiku ki ladkiyon aurton se nahi bol sakta tha, meri izora ko gyan de den. aur fir izora ko sabke beech rahne se junglon me jeevo ke beech rahna zayada pasand ha. isliye bhi wo is sab se anjaan rahi. tabhi to itni masum ha. jaise jeev masum hote han, aise hi meri izora bhi masum ha.

main baba se sab sunkar heran bhi tha aur pareshan bhi. baba ne mujhe daurahe par la khada kar dia tha. main mitti ka bana putla tha. bhavanaon bhara mera dil tha. sharir ko nari sukh ka pura pura gyan tha. kahun to mai sex par Phd kar chuka tha. kaise izora jaisi ladki ki kurbat paate hue mai khud ko sambhal sakta tha. meri zindagi me do hi mahilaen mere karib aayi thi. ek sugandha chachi aur dusri thelma. dono ke sath rahte main har hadh paar kar gaya tha... teesri izora thi, jo mujhse lipat chuki thi. aur main usay hath bhi nahi laga paya tha. jabki puri raat main tadapta machalta raha tha. usay bahun me bhar lene ko bekarar raha tha. izora ke baat ne meri jaan sooli par latka di thi.




baki aane wale din mere liye parikshaon bhare the. baba ko jaise mujhpar pura aitbar tha. jo izora ko mujhse door hone ko nahi kaha tha. ya shayad wo izora aur mere liye kuch aur soch chuke the. izora ka pyar mere dil me utra ki nahi, main nahi janta. par uske badan ki garmi kuch aisi mere andar utri, main izora ka aadi hone laga. kabhi wo mera hath pakad leti, kabhi mai uska hath pakad leta. wo mera hath pakad kar mujhse bola karti.

izora:- karan mere dil me meetha meetha sa ahsas kyu hone laga ha. karan ye sab kya ha. kyu tumhe chhote hi mere sharir aur dil me gudgudi hone lagti ha. mann halka aur shaant rahne lagta ha. kyu mera dil chahta ha, main bar bar tumhara hath thaame rahun.

jab izora aisa bola karti thi to meri ankhon me dekh bola karti. uski ankhon me badalte rang main dekh jaya karta. par usay koi bhi dhang ka jawab mai nahi de pata tha. deta to mai bahak jata. agar bahak jata to shayad har hadh paar jata. aise me izora ke chahre par bhali lagne wali masumiyat kahin kho jaati. jo main nahi kabhi nahi chahta tha.

dusra ek sach ye bhi tha. mera mann hone lagta, main bethe bethe izora ko apni bahun me bhar kar itne zor se bhenchu ki izora ke sharir ke kadake nikal jayen.. nasha jab sar chadh kar bolne lage to kuch aisi hi halat ho jaya karti ha.

sex ke liye main bechain tha ki nahi, par izora ko bahun me bhar kar khub pyar karne ke liye mann bechain hone lagta tha.

aise hi din raat beet rahe the. kabhi raat sukun se guzarti to kabhi raat raat bhar jaag ke kaatni padti. izora ko aisi lat lagi, usay mujhse lipte bina, mere sharir ki garmi ko apne sharir me transfer kiye bina nind hi nahi aati thi. uske bhari vaksh kabhi kabhi adhe se zayada bahar nikal aya karte the. jinki khushbu mere liye agni pariksha ban jaati. kabhi uski ek taang meri tangon ke beech ke saman par aa jaya karti. shukar tha, ki us samay izora gahri nind me hoti thi. warna mere khade aur phool kar sakht hue lund ko mahsus kar leti.

mere jism par bhi ab ek reecch ki khaal har samay rahti thi. yahan ke rahne wale aise hi kapde pahna karte the. reejh ki sakht khaal me mera lund dab jaya karta tha. aur mujhe khub pareshan kiya karta tha.

baba saath saath mujhpar bhi mahnat kar rahe the. roz mere sharir ki maalish karte. mujhe kabhi kuch peene ko dete, to kabhi kuch khaane ko. jo har bar badla hota tha.

mujhe hosh aaye 45 din beet chuke the. mahino se badhi beard ne mujhe ab asli junglee bana dia tha. sharir par reechh ki khaal ki kami thi pahle. ab wo bhi puri ho chuki thi. thakur karan singh asli junglee wahshi ban chuka tha.


raat hui to baba mujhse kuch fasle par khade hoke mujhse bole:- karan beta, dekho to mere hath me kya ha.

main ab ghar ko kam aur thelma ko zayada socha karta tha. thelma ke khilaf kaise aage badhne ha, main plan bana chuka tha. ab bhi mai thelma ko hi soch raha tha. baba ki awaz par mai chaunka aur baba ko dekh dhire se has pada

karan:- kyaa baba, aap bhi is umar me masti karne lage. main andha thodi na hon, jo mujhe kuch dikhai nahi dega. aapke hath me sabz rang ka pathar ha.

baba ne jab agli baat kahi to main jhatka kha kar uth khada hua aur idhar udhar dekhne laga.. baba ne kaha tha.."karan beta dekho to mashal abhi bhi wahi ha ya uski jaga badal di gai ha"

maine dekha to dekh kar chaunk gaya. mashal apni jaga par maujud thi. par wo bujhi hui thi. matlab gufa me andhere ka raj tha. mujhe mashal andhere me bhi saaf dikhai de rahi thi. main ghum fir kar gufa me charon orr dekhne laga. karib ki har chiz mujhe clear dikhai de rahi thi. main jaise khushi aur hairat ke maare pagal hone laga.

karan:- baaaaaabaaaaaaaa.. baba.. baba ye sab kya ha baba. baba mai itne andhere me kaise dekhne laga baba. baba ye kaisa chamakta ha.

main bepanah josh me aata hua bhaag kar baba ke hath thaam gaya. baba hasne lage.

karan:- baba! main kuch samjh nahi pa raha. baba aise kaise ho sakta ha. bhala meri ankhen andhere me dekhne ke kaabil kaise ho sakti ha. baba main insan hon, koi janwar nahi. andhere me to keval kuch jeev hi dekh sakte han..

baba:- dheeraj karan beta.. dheeraj.. maine kaha tha main is tiku ka scientist bhi hon. barson se main tarah tarah ki chizon par research kar raha hon. ye bhi mera ek aavishkar ha karan beta. aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha jo tumhari dunya ke liye ashchayajanak ha. karan beta, jis maksad ke liye tum nikalne wale ho, wo maksad bohut bada ha, bohut samay bhi lag sakta ha tumhe.. main nahi chahta, tumhe kuch ho. ye chahta hon, tum safalta paa kar lauto. tumhe apne ghar bhi lautna ha. najane kitna samay aur lag jaaye. meri iccha ha, tum jald se jald apni maksad me safalta paa jao.


baba fir mujhe batane lage, kaise wo itne dino se meri ankhen andhere me dekhne layak banane ke liye mujhe kya kuch khilate, pilate aaye the. ab main us pathar ke baare me bhi jaan gaya tha. jo baba ke hath me tha. wo bohut hi narm pathar tha. baba us pathar ko koot kar usme kuch mila kar surma banaya karte the. wahi surma mai ankhon me daala karta tha. mai apni ankhon me kuch badlav to mahsus karta aa raha tha. par ye nahi pata tha, baba aisa chamatkar karenge, mujhe ek badi skill bhent kar denge..


main bohut khush thi, billi se bhi tez nigaah ho gai thi meri ab to. andhere me bhi din ke jaise mujhe dikhaai dene laga tha. main khushi se
jhumta gufa ke bahar jaane laga. baba bhi haste hue mere piche aane lage. izora 2 din se yahan par nahi thi. maine usay ek kaam ke liye kaha tha. wahi kaam karne nikli hui thi wo..

maine bahar nikal kar dekha to aisa laga. aahh meri ankhen to night vision camera se bhi adhik clear dekh pa rahi thi. thelma ke sath rahte maine kai camera dekhe the. hum dono milkar door door ka nazara kiya karte the.


baba dard bhare lahje me bole:- 8 mahine ho gaye karan beta, papiyon ko tiku par kabza kiye hue. karan beta, is beech yahan ke rahne walun ke na keval khatre badh gaye han, balki yahan ki izzaten bhi khatre me aa gai han.

mujhe thelma par gusa aane laga baba ki is baat par. dhire dhire wo gori chamdi wali is gupt ghati ko europe banane ki koshish me lag gai thi. jaisa har jaga hota ha. kuch log pabandiyon ka shikar hote han. wo majbur hote han, jab wo majbur nahi rahte to khul kar jeene ki mang karne lagte han. yahan bhi aisa hi hona shuru ho gaya tha. yahan bhi kuch buri aurten thi to kuch bure mard. wo azadi se jeene ki maang karne lage. sardar vibharu to khud bigda hua tha. tiku ki haseen ladkiyon ke sath sath usay gori chamdi wali bhi free me milne lagi to wo jaise sab kuch bhulne laga.bideshi sharab ke sath sath bideshi gori chamdi, vibharu ke din raat maze me guzar rahe the.

bahar ke khel tamashe aur rangeen mahfilen bhi is velly ke rahne walun ne kabhi nahi dekhi thee. wo ek jut hokar yahan thelma ke order par organize ki jaane wale mehfilon ko enjoy karne ke liye aane lage. kabhi dance party to kabhi drink party.


baba ko is sab par bohut dukh tha. baba apne tiku par aisa sab hone nahi dena chahte the. par wo kuch kar nahi pa rahe the. na hi unki age ke dusre kuch kar pa rahe the.

thelma ne hadh cross kar li thi. ab uske hisab dene ka samay aa chuka tha.
mai puri tarah se ladne, marne, maarne ke liye tayar tha. baba ne to mujhe andhere me dekhne layak bana kar mujhe wo hathiyar de dia tha. jo is tiku par kisi ke paas nahi tha. tha to thelma gang ke paas night vision cameras ki surat me tha..


main plan bana chuka tha, mujhe kis andaz me aage badhna ha. maine khub baba se ispar chacha ki thi. baba ne mere plan pra chinta ka izhaar bhi kiya tha aur khushi ka bhi. sath hi mujhe duaen bhi di thee.

izora zurur cheekh padi thi. usay mera plan pasand nahi aaya tha.



dusre din izora apne sathiyon ke sath laut aai. wo aai to bohut khush thi. uske hath me kuch tha. wo mujhe dikhati hui boli:- karan kya yahi ha wo chiz jiski tum baat kar rahe the..

izora ke hath me 3 trasmitter dekh kar main bohut khush hua.. jhapat kar transmitter maine apne hathu me le liye aur unhe ulat pulat kar dekhne laga.

karan:- oooo izora tumne bohut bada kaam kiya ha mera.

baba:- karan beta ye ha kya chiz.

main baba aur izora ko transmitter baare batane laga. fir gufa me door ja kar unse baaten karne lage. dono pahle to dare fir bhaag kar mere paas aa kar bole.. "ye to chamatkar ho gaya. ab hum door rahte hue ek dusre se bat bhi kar sakenge"


jitna transmitter bare mujhe gyan tha, wo maine izora aur baba ko transfer kar dia. hum teeno milkar firse plan par charcha karne lage..



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thelma kamre me bechaini se tahal rahi thi. jabse wo velly me aayi thi. din raat kam me busy rahi thi. ab ja ki kahin usay kuch fursat mili thi. uska mission bohut badhiya se aage badh raha tha. karan ke baad usne kisi se relation nahi banaye the. karan ke liye thelma sach me crazy ho gai thi. karan ko khona nahi chahti thi. fir bhi khona pada. karan bhi zaruri tha aur mission bhi. dono me se ek ko choose karne ka samay aaya to thelma ne mission ko choose kiya.

karan ki maut ke order dete samay usay dukh to bohut hua tha. par iske siva koi aur chara bhi nahi tha uske paas. karan sabko maar dene par tul gaya tha. thelma karan jaise junglee saand ko mana mana kar thak gai thi. par wo samjhne ko tayar hi nahi tha.

mahino beet gaye the thelma se karan ko juda hue. abhi thelma ki yaadon me karan ka basera tha.

ek din pahle usay khabar mili thi, jungle me kisi junglee ko dekha gaya ha. jiska rang kaala ha. sar aur chahre ke baal bohut badhe hue han, jism par reecch ki khaal ha.

jaise hi thelma ne aisa suna tha, uske dil ne chah ki, kaash ye karan ho. karan jaise halaat me usse juda hua tha. thelma ko yakin to nahi tha, ye karan ho sakta ha. fir bhi wo chah karne lagi, kaash karan mara na ho, wo zinda bach gaya ho. aur jis junglee ke baare pata chala ha, wo karan hi ho.

thelma ne apne kai sathiyon ko jungle bhej dia tha, us junglee ki khoj hi nahi karni thi, usay zinda salamat uske saamne laaya jaaye, aisa order bhi dia tha thelma ne..

thelma ka sukh chain sab barbad hoke rah gaya tha. aur wo junglee tha ki ek bar dikhne ke baad gayab hi ho gaya tha.

thelma ke transmitter par halka sound sunai dene laga. jo uske dress me hi tha. thelma transmitter nikal usay onn karti hui uttejna se boli

thelma:- koi khabar mili kya uski.

udhar se:- yes madam! wo humen dikh gaya ha.

thelma khushi se cheekh padi:- dekho, usay kuch hone mat dena. mujhe wo har haal me sahi salamat chahiye.

udhar se:- yes madam!

yahan sham apne time se pahle ho jaya karti thi. shaam se pahle sab us junglee ko liye thelma ke saamne khade the.. junglee puri tarah se rassiyon me jakda hua tha.. zor laga kar, ghurrata hua khud ko un rassiyon se azad karwane ki koshish kar raha tha. thelma bade dhayan se uski ek ek movement aur face expression ko note kar rahi thi. junglee ke moh se sivaye ghurrahton ke kuch nahi nikal raha tha. dekhne me aisa lag raha tha. jaise wo junglee bolna bhulna na janta tha. kuch samjhna na janta ho.

thelma tez kadmon se chalti hui us junglee ke paas jane lagi.

bahut hi badhiya update diya hai Amresh Puri bhai....
Nice and lovely update....

 

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Update:-17

A Few Sentences From The 16th Update.....

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.


Now Farward.....


Update:-17




karan:- mujhe hosh me aaye aaj ek hafta ho gaya..

ladki:- toh fir jaao yahan se. baba ki waja se tumhari jaan bach gai. ab yahan rahne ka tumhara koi matlab nahi banta.

nak sikodti wo adhik nafrat se boli thi. uska bass nahi chal raha tha, warna mujhpar thuk bhi deti. itni hi nafrat mujhe uski se jhalakti dikhai di thi.

ladki fir boli:- kismat achhi ha tumhari, jo tum baba ko mil gaye. mujhe mile hote, to ab tak mere sheron ke pet me hote..

uske aise bolte hi dono sher ek sath dahadne lage. jaise dono us ladki ki baat samjh gaye the. ladki garv se dono sheron ke saron par hath ferne lagi.

itne me baba aate dikhai diye. ladki ne piche mud kar dekha.. fir baba se boli

ladki:- baba ise chalta kyu nahi kiya aapne abtak.

baba ladki ke pass aaye aur ladki ko gale se laga kar uska moh chum liya


baba:- izora meri bachhi! shant ho jaao. maine pahle bhi tumse kaha tha. karan dusron jaisa nahi ha. devta ne mere kahe ka maan rakh liya. meri bachi tum karan ke baare me janogi to apne vichar badalne par majbur ho jaogi.


izora.. ummm to iska naam izora tha. kitna alag sa naam tha izora.. pata nahi izora naam ka matlab kya tha, zarur koi khaas matlab hoga izora ka..

izora ke sath aaye dono sher baba ke aate hi side hat gaye the. baba ke saamne jaise wo sammaniya khade ho gaye the. bandar jo pahle izora ke kandhe par tha, ab baba ke kandhe par tha.

baba ki baat ke jawab me izora ki ankhon me mere liye nafrat ke bhav kam nahi hue.

izora:- to iska naam karan ha.

baba:- haan iska naam karan ha. izora beti devta ke banaye sare insan matlabi nahi hote.

izora prashn bhari nazron se baba ko batane lagi. baba short me mere bare me izora ko batane laga. mere bare me baba se sunkar izora ko achambha nahi hua. na hi mere prati uske chahre ke bhav me koi narmi ya badlav aaya.

izora:- dhongi ha ye, ye bhi un kutton ke jaisa tez dimag wala ha. aapko bewaquf bana raha ha ye. huh! lalach me andhe han sab ke sab aur ye bhi unhi ke jaise ha. lalachi, khuni darinda.

fir chakhtara lete hue boli:- baba aaj firse maine 3 ko maar daala.

baba chintit svar me:- izora beti, tum kyu khud ko khatre me daal rahi ho.

izora :- khatra! banta ha to banta rahe. jab tak main bahar se aaye sare kutton ko maar nahi deti, apni tiku(vadi) ko azad nahi karwa leti, main chain se nahi bethne wali hon baba. khun to mera ise dekh kar bhi khol raha ha baba.. mann to kar raha ha, ise bhi inke sathiyon ke jaise cheer phaad dalun.

bada zeher bhara izora ke ek ek shabd me. bhara hona bhi chahiye tha, apne desh me ghus bethiyon ko kon bardasht kar sakta ha. yahan to fir bhi thelma kabza jama chuki thi. aise me itni nafrat to banti hi thi.

main ab tak bhala liye khada izora ko dekh aur sun raha tha. main bhala hilata kuch bolta. dono sher turant satark hue mujhe khuni nazron se ghoorne lage. jaise mai bhale se izora par hamla karne wala hon.

karan:- aisi baat ha to mujhe maar kar apne andar ki aag ko kam kar sakti ha. kya is bhale se meri jaan logi ya apne in paltu sheron se mere tukde tukde karwaogi..

baba:- karan beta, izora guse aur nafrat me hi itni khunkhar dikhti ha. warna ye badi hi masum bachi ha.

maine sheron ko dekha, fir chalta hua izora ke saamne ja pohncha. dono sher meri ankhon me hi dekh rahe the. meri ek ek movement par nazar rakh rahe the. jaise meri ankhon se mere dil me utar kar mere dil ka haal jaan rahe the. wo shaant the, par starak the. main izora ke saamne pohncha aur bhala dono hathu me uthaye uske aage kar dia.

karan:- lo, ye bhala pakdo. ye mat sochna, mai yahan baba ka mahman hon. pahle main tumhara kasurwar hon. apni marzi se na sahi, par main tumhare desh me ghusa to hon. jo saza apne desh me ghusne walun ko dete ho tum log. wahi saza tum mujhe bhi de sakti ho. main thahra pyar ka bhuka ek moorkh ladka. thelma se pyar mila to uske pyar ke jaal me phansta idhar aa nikla. main to saalon se apne parivar se door tha. chahta tha, jald se jald unke paas ja pohnchu. jahan mujhe pyar karne wale kam aur nafrat karne wale zayada the. pahle thelma ka pyar mila, chot khai, ab tumhari nafrat mil rahi ha to ye chot bhi main apne dil par sahn kar lunga. main to mar chuka tha, baba ne mujhe bacha liya. tum ye bhala mere seene me utar kar apne andar ki bhadas ko kam kar sakti ho.

mera lahje me dard sa utar aaya. izora bhala apne hathu me liye mujhe ghoorne lagi. fir bhala phenk kar baba ko dekhne lagi.

baba:- meri bachhi! kya ab bhi tumhara dil karan ko acha sacha aur dukhi insan nahi manta. hamara devta ASHMAR pyar ka devta ha. kya tum nafrat ke chalte pyar ka paath bhul jaogi. bhul gayi, pyar dene wale ko pyar do, nafrat dene wale ko pahle pyar na, na sudhre to usay fir nafrat do. karan pyar ka bana insan ha, usse nafrat karna sahi nahi ha.

izora dheeli pad kar apne sheron ke paas gayi. unke baal sahlati hui boli

ozora:- baba bahar se aane walun ke liye hamare paas sivaye nafrat ke kuch ha bhi to nahi. bahar se aane walun se pyaar karenge to fir hamara ye tiku(desh) hamara nahi rahega. kitne shatir hote han ye. kitni chaturai se inho ne humse hamara desh chheen liya. baba aise me kaise main bahar se aane walun se pyar se baat kar sakti hon. kyu ye log humen hamare hi tiku par chain se rahne nahi dete. kyu bar bar ye hamare tiku me ghus kar hamara sukh chain barbad kar dete han. ab ke aaye to humen hi ghulam bana kar hamare hukamran ban bethe han. aur aap kahte han, mai unse pyar karun. kaise karun baba. mujhse nahi hota aiso se pyar, mujhse nahi hoti aiso se pyar se baat. nafrat ha mujhe in sab se. nafrat ha mujhe isse bhi.

baba chalte hue izora ke paas gaye. bandar mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha.

baba:- meri bachhi! karan hi hamara wo iklota sahara ha, jo un bure logon se humen hamara tiku wapis dilayega. mujhe yakin ha meri bachhi! karan zarur kuch aisa kar guzrega, jiske chalte hamara tiku humen wapis bhi mil jayega aur hinaru firse hamara sardar ban jayega. jo khushiyan humse chhin gai ha, wo sab humen wapis mil jayengi meri bachhi.

mai bhi chup nahi rah saka:- izora main marte marte bacha hon. jab kai goliyan khaa kar khai me gira tha, to jaan gaya tha, mai ab zinda nahi bach sakunga. par bhagwan ne baba ke paas bhej kar mujhe firse zindagi de gi. izora main waade bohut kam kiya karta hon. aur jab koi waada kar leta hon to fir mar kar bhi main apne waade par pura utarta hon. jaise ab bhagwan ne mujhe mere waade par khara utarne ke liye mujhe nayi zindagi di ha. janti ho izora main bachpan se hi ek abnormal ladka tha. ek aisa ladka jiski hasiyat ek tinke se badhkar nahi thi. kuch pyar karne walun ne mere andar prem shakti bhari. meri sahayta ki, fir maine unse waada kiya ki ek din wo bankar lautunga, jaisa kabhi koi bankar nahi lauta hoga. bhagwan ne mujhe wo bana dia, jo kabhi koi sapne me bhi nahi soch sakta tha. jis halat me meri jaan bachi ha, main samjh gaya hon, bhagwan ne meri zindagi me kuch to aisa likha ha, jise mujhe pura karna ha. aur ek baar main zarur apne parivar me laut ke jaunga. bhagwan par mera vishwas pahle se atoot ho gaya ha. kai goliyan lagne aur barf me dafan hone ke baad maine zindagi payi ha izora.

ek waada maine apne dada ji aur sabse kiya tha, ek waada main tumse, baba se karta hon. jab tak mere sharir me khoon ka ek bhi katra baki ha, main ladonga, tab tak ladta rahunga, jab tak tumhe tumhara tiku wapis nahi mil jata. aur mujhe yakin ha, ek din zarur aisa aayega, jis din firse ye tiku tum logo ka ho jayega. ek baar firse pahle jaisi khushiyan hongi charon dishaon me. ek baar fir hinaru sardar banega. ye thakur karan singh ka waada ha tumse aur baba se..

izora mujhe ghoor kar dekh rahi thi. is baar uske bhav mere shabdo ne badal diye the. nafrat ke bhav ja chuke the. wahan ek aas ek ummid dikhai dene lagi thi mujhe.

baba:- izora meri bachi dil se nikli baat asar rakhti ha.. mujhe khushi ha, tumhare dil ne karan ki baaton par yakin kar liya. tumhare dil ne karan ko sacha maan liya. dekho izora meri bachi, tum ab tak kai bahar se aane walun ki jaan le chuki ho. aise tum kitno ki jaan logi. aise humen hamara tiku kabhi wapis nahi mil sakta. devta na karen tujhe kuch ho, agar tujhe kuch hua to main jeete ji mar jaaunga aur tiku bhi humen wapis nahi mil sakega. humen kuch aisa karna hoga, jisme kamyabi ke chances zayada hon.

izora:- karan tum bhi meri tarah akele ho. wo senkdo me han, aur ek ekela kaise into se lad sakta ha. unke paas aag barsane wale hathiyar han. teer se bhi tez aag nikalti ha unke andar se.

izora itni bahadur hote hue bhi guns ki baat karte hue mujhe khaufzada dikhaai di.

karan:- abhi kuch socha nahi ha, jab tak main bhaagta daudne aur ladne layak ho jaunga, tab tak kuch na kuch soch loonga.

izora:- mai bhi chalungi tumhare sath. tum jante ho karan, jungle ke sare darinde aur janwar mera kaha maante han. kyu minni, rasha, kasha tum mera sath doge na meri is jung me..

bandar ka naam minni tha, sheron ka naam rasha, kasha tha.. dono sher izora ki baat samjhte hue dahadne lage. bandar ajib si awazen nikalne laga. baba hasne lage aur main heran hone laga.

karan:- jungle ke aur bhi janwar aur darinde tumhara kaha maante han..

izora garv se:- haan! mai jungli jeevo se baat bhi kar leti ho, mai sabki bhasha jaanti hon. sab mujhe apni mallika samjhte han.

karan:- fir to tum akeli hi saare darindo ke sath leke unpr hamla kar sakti ho..

izora mayusi se boli:- nahi karan! kaash main aisa kar sakti. pahle maine aisa hi kiya tha. par mujhpar tiku ke badon aur sardar ki orr se rok laga di gayi. sardar ka kaha nakara nahi ja sakta. agar mai aisa karti hon to mujhe is tiku se nikaal dia jayega. aisi baat na hui hoti to ab tak sare kutton ko mere paltu janwar cheer phaad kar kha chuke hote.

main is ajib gareeb dikhne wali ladki ko dekhne laga. agar usay chhoot mil jati to akeli hi kafi thi, sabka sarvnash karne ke liye. par ye sab paramparaon me bhi bandhe hue the.

karan:- aise me tum mera sath kya de sakogi. tum apne sardar ki maante hue
kisi ki jaan nahi le sakti.

izora has di:- mere sathi janwar nazron me aa sakte han shikar karte hue. par main to chhup kar hamla kar sakti hon na.. kabhi jungle me koi dikh jaaye to mere ishare par mere ye sathi unhe cheer phaad kar khaa jate han. jab mai sabke beech jati hon to khamoshi se kisi ki jaan le leti hon.

karan:- aise kisi ko tumpar shak pad gaya to

izora:- tiku me aur kai aise han, jo vibharu ko sardar nahi mante. wo bhi vibharu ke khilaf han. wo bhi aisi wardat karte rahte han. aise me mujhpar shak nahi ja sakta. agar hua bhi to mere paas chhupne ke liye bohut se thikane han. raat yahan itna andhera hota ha, koi kisi ko talash hi nahi kar sakta.

baba chintit bhav se izora ko dekhne lage aur main izora ko dilchapsi se dekhne laga. meri zindagi me aane wali izora pahli aisi ladki thi, jo sabse hatkar thi. khunkhaar bhi thi, masum aur ladaki bhi thi. pahli jitni nafrat uske chahre par mere liye thi, ab nafrat ke bhav gaye to mujhe uske chahre par sivaye masumiyat ke kuch dikhai hi nahi de raha tha. guse me bhi wo bohut cute dikh rahi thi..

kuch der aur baaten hoti rahi. baba chinta me aaye izora ko bhashan dene lage. izora hasne lagi, baba se masti karne lagi. izora baba ki ikloti poti thi. izora ke mata pita dono nahi rahe the. ab dono dada poti hi ek dusre ka sahara the. dono ek dusre ko dekh jeete the. baba ne beta aur bahu ko kho dene ke baad yahan rahna shuru kar dia, izora ko jungle me rahna pasand tha. aise uski dosti junglee jeevo se ho gai. izora unki bhasha bhi seekh gai.



agle din main aur izora gufa ke bahar bethe baaten kar rahe the. bandar mere kandhe par betha mere kan se khel raha tha. dono sher ab mujhse prachit ho chuke the. unki khuni ankhon me mere liye aitmad aur pyar jhalakne laga tha. mai unki maalika ka dost jo ban gaya tha.

izora jaisi haseen ladki meri bagal me bethi thi, mera dil jaise jhum raha tha. uske badan ki mahak ko karib se mahsus jo kar pa raha tha main.

izora:- karan tumhara ghar kahan ha.

ab tak maine ghar ke baare me izora ya baba ko kuch nahi bataya tha. izora ne pucha to velly ke dhundle dikhai dene wale jungle ke beecho beech mujhe meri haveli dikhai dene lagi. jahan sab the, mujhse pyar karne wale bhi aur mujhse nafrat karne wale bhi. main gumsum sa hokar apni haveli ke ek ek inch ko niharne laga. dil ki halat ajib si hone lagti thi, jab jab haveli ka zikr aata tha. jab jab haveli ki yaad aati thi. ab to haveli kuch aise mere dimag me ujagar hui. mujhe jaise live dikhai dene lagi. barson se apni haveli se door tha, barson se sab se door tha. dil tadap utha sabse milne ke liye. jahan main tha, wahan se wapis laut pana itna bhi asan nahi tha. kya malum main wapis laut bhi pata ya nahi. kya pata yahan thelma se ladte hue meri jaan hi chali jati.

izora ke bandar ne mera kaan pakad kar maror dia. usay apni maalika ki baat ke jawab me mera uttar nahi sunne ko mila tha. jaise wo bhi mere ghar ke baare me jaanne ke liye bechain ho. main yaadon se to bahar nahi aaya. par izora ko batane laga.

karan:- mera ghar bilaspur district ke sabse sundr ilake me ha. wahan hamari bohut badi haveli ha, jahan mere apne rahte han. dada dadi, bua, fufa aur divya didi..

mere ek ek shabd se hasrat aur mithas tapakne lagi thi. izora mujhe hairat se dekhne lagi. fir uska shock bada.

izora:- ye haveli kya hoti ha karan

main izora ko makan,haveli aur kothi, banglow me antar samjhane laga. izora ke chahre par mujhe shock ke sath sath josh bhi dikhai dene laga. mai uske bepanah sundrta liye chahre ko dekhta hua bata raha tha.

izora:- pata ha karan! jab bhi main baba se bahar ki dunya ki baten sunti hon na, wahan bane unche unche gharon ka sunti hon to dil chahne lagta ha, main bhi kabhi wahan jaa kar sab dekho.

izora hasrat ki tasveer bani bol rahi thi."pata ha karan! bahar se aane wale mujhe sakht na-pasand han. par unse suni kahaniyan itni dilchasp hoti ha, mann karta ha, sunti hi jaaon.

karan:- to fir tumne kitna kuch jana hamari dunya ke bare me.

izora:- zayada nahi.

karan:- kyu?

izora:- mann bechain hone lagta ha. mann karta ha, main apne tiku se nikal bhago aur bahar ki dunya dekhon. badi kashish ha bahari dunya ki. apni orr khenchti ha.

karan:- to isme bura hi kya ha. hamari dunya ke log to puri dharti ko chhaanne nikal padte han. pata ha dharti kitni badi ha.

izora masum chahra liya bade shock se boli."kitni badi ha"

karan:- itni badi ki tumhara ye tiku is dharti par ek zarre ke barabar ha.

izora ka moh khul gaya.. fir wo boli:- itni badi ha ye zameen.

karan:- hahaha.. haan itni hi badi ha ye zameen.

izora:- fir to koi bhi sari zameen ko nahi dekh sakta hoga na.

karan:- haan koi nahi dekh sakta. par kuch sarfire puri zindagi dharti ka chappa chappa dekhne me bita dete han.

izora hasne lagi.

izora:- sach me pagal ha han woh. bhala zindagi aise bekar ke kaamo ke liye thodi na hoti ha.

karan:- fir kis liye hoti ha.

izora nasamjhne wale andaz me:- kya kis liye hoti ha

karan:- zindagi

meri ankhon me shararat utar aai thi. jise wo jaan nahi paai.

izora:- zindagi to.. zindagi to

karan:- haan haan bolo, kya zindagi to? bolo zindagi kaise bitani chahiye.

izora uthti hui:- mujhe nahi pata. chalo chalte han..

bandar uchhal kar firse uske kandhe par beth gaya.. izora uttar nahi de paai thi. kyu nahi de paai thi. ye mai samjh nahi paya tha.

raat ke samay velly me itna andhera ho jaya karta tha, hath ko hath sujhai nahi deta tha. mashalon ki roshni me hi wahan tak dekha ja sakta tha, jahan tak mashal ki roshni jati thi. yahan chand ki kirne nahi utar paati thi. suraj ki tez dhup zarur yahan kuch ujala kar dia karti thi. jis se din ka pata chalta tha.





raat ko gufa ke farsh par lete izora mujhse boli:- karan jab tumhara hath mere sath se lagta ha to mujhe gudgudi si kyu hone lagti ha.

izora mujhse do feet ke fasle par karwat ke bal leti hui thi. uska chahra meri taraf tha. main mashal ki roshni me gufa ki chhat ko tak raha tha. izora ke sharir se uthti garmi mujhe itni door se bhi jhulsaye ja rahi thi. main jism ka bhuka nahi tha. par izora ka sange marmar ke jaisa chamakdar aur mahakta badan mujhe bekhud karne lagta tha. main kuch nahi bola to izora sarak kar mere paas aa gai. maine uski taraf dekha aur sarak kar firse fasla bana gaya.

izora hearni se boli:- kya hua karan, tum door kyu ho gaye. meri baat ka jawab bhi nahi dia.

karan:- izora tum fasla rakh kar leto.

izora aur bhi heran hoke:- kyu? ohh kahin tum mujhse dar to nahi rahe.

karan:- haan dar raha hon main tumse.

izora:- kyu.. isme darne wali konsi baat ha bhala. main khao thodi na jaaungi tumhe.

karan:- tumhare mere sath lagne se mere andar ubaal sa aane lagta ha izora. dar ha kahin mai jhulas hi na jaon.

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bhala aise bhi koi jalta ha kya. karan tum kitne mazakiya ho.. hehehe

main is nadan chhokri ko dekhne laga. pata nahi ye ladki sach me nadan thi, masum thi ya mujhe azma rahi thi.

karan:- tumne abhi kaha, mere sath lagte hi tumhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

izora:- haan! aisa kyu karan. main rasha, kasha, minni aur kai dusre junglee jeevo se bhi milti hon. par mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. baba se milkar bhi mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. tumhare sharir se lagte hi hone lagti ha. aisa kyu ha karan.


kya izora sach me itni seedhi thi. kya ye itna bhi nahi janti thi. kitni sundr thi. kya kabhi kisi ne ise dekh kuch aisa vaisa nahi bola tha. jisse ise is sab baare gyan milta. kya baba ne bhi ise kuch nahi bataya tha. main ulajhne laga.


izora:- karan khamosh mat raho. mujhe meri baaton ke jawab do. kya ha aisa tumhare sharir me. jo mujhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

karan:- theek ha deta hon, tumhare prashno ke uttar. par pahle thoda sa piche sarak jaao tum.


izora sarak kar thodi si door ho gai:- lo maan li tumhari baat.. ab batao.

izora ka andaz utsukta liye hue tha. jaise wo jald se jald jaan jana chahti ho.

karan:- tum hindi bhi janti ho aur english bhi--

izora mujhe tokti garv se boli:- main 2 aur bhashaen bhi thodi thodi janti hon.

karan:- kisse seekhi han tumne itni bhashaen.

izora:- yahan kuch ghulam han, jinse mai seekhi ha.

karan:- matlab tum tiku me sab se milti rahti ho. unse baaten karti rahti ho

izora:- nahi! zayada nahi milti mai kisi se. kyu? tum kyu puch rahe ho

karan:- tumhari kitni saheliyan han

izora:- bohut si han

karan:- khas kitni han.

izora:- khaas matlab?

karan:- jinse tum apne dil ki har baat kar jaao

izora hasti hui:- wo to main har kisi se kar leti hon.

wo boli to thi, par mujhe uski ankhon se laga, jaise wo normal baton se aage na badh saki ho.

karan:- jab ladkiyan apas me mil bethti han to ilake ke mardon ki baaten karti han. kya tum bhi karti rahi ho mardon ki baaten apni saheliyon se.

izora:- ye bhi koi puchne wali baat ha. hum aisi baren karti rahti han.

karan:- to mard aurat ke rishte par bhi tum sab baaten karti rahti hogi.

izora:- kya matlab. mard aurat ka rishta. mard aurat ka kaisa rishta? ohh kahin tum pati patni wali baat to nahi kar rahe.

mai khush hua.. shukar ha kuch to samjhti ha:- haan wahi mera matlab ha.

izora ulajhti hui boli:- us bat ka meri baat se kaisa sambandh. maine puchha tha, mujhe tumhe chhute hi gudgudi kyu hoti.

mera mann chaha apna matha peet loon. masum to thi hi budhhu bhi thi. ladki to jawan baad me hoti, aisi baaten pahle jaan leti ha. par ye to

karan:- pati patni me jo rishta hota ha, uspar tumne kabhi apni saheliyon se koi charcha nahi ki..

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bohut karti han hum. bada maza aaata ha, jab kisi shadi ke baad hum sab milkar pati patni ki baaten karti han to..hehehe sach me karan hamare haan ki shadi par bohut maza aata ha. dulha dulhan ko khub pareshan kia jata ha. hum sab kai kai din tak ye baaten karte hue maze leti rahti han. kabhi dikhaungi main tumhe apne tiku me kisi ki shadi.. bada maza ayega tumhe bhi karan.

hairat ke maare mera moh khul gaya tha. izora sach me bohut masum ladki thi. apni saheliyon se baat bhi karti thi to mard aurat ke rishte ki chhod masti mazak wali baaten karti thi..

ufff ab kaise main ise samjhaun. fir socha ise samjhana zaruri bhi kahan ha. khud se jaan legi kisi se.. nahi to baba se jaan legi. main kyu isse apna sar phodon. kahin mai ise sab batane ke chakkar me bahak hi na jaaun. shukar ha, mere dil ki halat uske masum chahre aur sawalon par kabu me aa gai thi. dhadkan aur khun ki raftar ab normal thi. wo masum thi aur main bhi chhichhora nahi tha. par uski kurbat mere sharir ko zarur aanch dene lagi thi. jawani kaisi baagh-o-bahar hoti ha, mai jaan chuka tha. izora masum bulbul thi, nahi jaanti thi. aise main uska najayaz fayda nahi uthana chahta tha. galati se bhi nahi. par galati to kisi se bhi ho jaya karti ha. bhale hi main sanskari tha. thakur parivar se tha. izzat, maan maryada ssab jaanta tha. par tha to main ek mard hi. kai dino tak regular thelma ki garm aaghosh ke maze leta aaya tha. ab mahino se garm aaghosh se door tha. sharir me ubal to uthne hi the. izora ke sharir ki garmi mere sabar ko azma rahi thi.


aise hi baaten karte karte hum dono ko nind aa gai. wo firse mere karib nahi aai thi. main usay uska mann ko santushti dene wala koi bhi uttar nahi de saka tha.

raat ka jaane konsa pahr tha. mujhe apne seene par kuch mahsus hua. meri ankh khul gai. pata chala, izora sarak kar mujhse lag kar so rahi thi. uska ek hath mere seene par tha. main ghabra gaya. kahin baba ne dekh lia to kahin mere baare bura na sochne lagen. maine izora ka hath pakad kar apne seene se hata dia.. fir sarak kar izora ke kuch door ho gaya. mashal ki roshni me so rahi izora kitni masum dikhai de rahi thi. itni masumiyat shayad dunya me maujud kisi ladki ke hisse me nahi aai thi. main itni junglee ladki ki masumiyat ko kaise khatam kar sakta tha. kuch door hua main usay niharne laga.

kuch der guzri izora ka hath firse harkat me aaya. jaise wo apne hath mere seene par rakhna chahti ho. jab uska hath gufa ke farsh par pada to jaise kuch tatolne lagi. usay mera garm seene mahsus nahi hua to uski bhi ankh khul gai. wo jhat se uthi aur mujhe dekhne lagi.

izora:- karan itni door kyu chale gaye tum. paas aao na. mujhe tumhare sath lag kar sone me bada maza aa raha tha.

karan:- nahi izora, ye sahi nahi ha.

izora zidd karti hui:- mujhe sahi galt ka nahi pata karan, tum bass mere paas aa jaao. nahi aaoge to mai aa jati hon. wo sarak kar mere paas aai gai. mujhe lita kar khud let gayi aur mere seene par hath rakh kar bhari saanse lene lagi. nind uski ankhon me thi. jald hi wo firse nind ki haseen vadiyon me gum jaane kaise kaise sapne dekhne lagi.

meri halat jo pahle kuch control me thi, mere control se bahar hone lagi. sharir ke andar jaise hazaron volt current daudne laga tha. jiska asar jane kahan kahan hone laga tha. mai sar jhatak kar apne dimag me aa rahe gande vicharon ko bhagane laga. warna itni haseen bagal me leti ho, uska ek haath aapke seene par ho, kaise ap khud se lad sakte han. wo raat meri zindagi ki sabar azma aur bohut hi lambi raat thi. ek pal ke liye bhi mai so nahi saka tha. dar tha, kahin meri aankh lage aur main izora ko thelma samjh kar koi galati na kar jaaon. izora ko tok bhi sakta tha, na maanti to sakhti se usay khud se door bhi kar sakta tha. par aisa karne ko mera dil nahi mana.
jitni khunkhar thi, utni hi masum bhi thi. jitni payari thi, utna hi uska narm bhi narm tha. mujhpar bharosa na hota to itne karib bhi na aati wo mere.

ya shayad wo aisi baton se sach me anjan thi.

agle din maine baba se pooch liya:- baba izora sach me itni hi masum ha, jitni ki dikhti ha.

baba meri baat kar dhimi andaz me has diye:- karan beta, mai samjh sakta hon tum kis bina par aisa bol rahe ho. mai kal se tumhe note kar raha hon. izora ke tumhare paas rahne se tum khud me bechaini mahsus kar rahe ho. uska sath tumhe acha bhi lag raha ha aur darr bhi rahe ho tum. kahin kuch galat na ho jaaye. kyu aisi hi baat ha na.

main sharmindgi se sar jhuka kar:- ji baba! yahi baat ha.

baba:- karan beta, maine kaha tha, guse aur nafrat me izora jitni khatarnak ha, nafrat bhula de to utni hi masum bhi ban jati ha. usay sach me dunyadari ka sara gyan nahi ha. aur fir mujhe tumpar pura vishwaas bhi ha. ankhen aur chahra dekh kar main dil ka haal jan leta hon.

karan:- baba ye to galat ha na. usay sab pata hona chahiye. aapne ya kisi ne bhi usay aisa kuch nahi bataya.

baba:- mai to usay aisa kuch bhi batane se raha. haan maine isharo me usay apni sakhiyon se sab jaanne ko kaha bhi tha. par wo samjh nahi pai. main boodha hon, sharam wala hon karan beta, tiku ki ladkiyon aurton se nahi bol sakta tha, meri izora ko gyan de den. aur fir izora ko sabke beech rahne se junglon me jeevo ke beech rahna zayada pasand ha. isliye bhi wo is sab se anjaan rahi. tabhi to itni masum ha. jaise jeev masum hote han, aise hi meri izora bhi masum ha.

main baba se sab sunkar heran bhi tha aur pareshan bhi. baba ne mujhe daurahe par la khada kar dia tha. main mitti ka bana putla tha. bhavanaon bhara mera dil tha. sharir ko nari sukh ka pura pura gyan tha. kahun to mai sex par Phd kar chuka tha. kaise izora jaisi ladki ki kurbat paate hue mai khud ko sambhal sakta tha. meri zindagi me do hi mahilaen mere karib aayi thi. ek sugandha chachi aur dusri thelma. dono ke sath rahte main har hadh paar kar gaya tha... teesri izora thi, jo mujhse lipat chuki thi. aur main usay hath bhi nahi laga paya tha. jabki puri raat main tadapta machalta raha tha. usay bahun me bhar lene ko bekarar raha tha. izora ke baat ne meri jaan sooli par latka di thi.




baki aane wale din mere liye parikshaon bhare the. baba ko jaise mujhpar pura aitbar tha. jo izora ko mujhse door hone ko nahi kaha tha. ya shayad wo izora aur mere liye kuch aur soch chuke the. izora ka pyar mere dil me utra ki nahi, main nahi janta. par uske badan ki garmi kuch aisi mere andar utri, main izora ka aadi hone laga. kabhi wo mera hath pakad leti, kabhi mai uska hath pakad leta. wo mera hath pakad kar mujhse bola karti.

izora:- karan mere dil me meetha meetha sa ahsas kyu hone laga ha. karan ye sab kya ha. kyu tumhe chhote hi mere sharir aur dil me gudgudi hone lagti ha. mann halka aur shaant rahne lagta ha. kyu mera dil chahta ha, main bar bar tumhara hath thaame rahun.

jab izora aisa bola karti thi to meri ankhon me dekh bola karti. uski ankhon me badalte rang main dekh jaya karta. par usay koi bhi dhang ka jawab mai nahi de pata tha. deta to mai bahak jata. agar bahak jata to shayad har hadh paar jata. aise me izora ke chahre par bhali lagne wali masumiyat kahin kho jaati. jo main nahi kabhi nahi chahta tha.

dusra ek sach ye bhi tha. mera mann hone lagta, main bethe bethe izora ko apni bahun me bhar kar itne zor se bhenchu ki izora ke sharir ke kadake nikal jayen.. nasha jab sar chadh kar bolne lage to kuch aisi hi halat ho jaya karti ha.

sex ke liye main bechain tha ki nahi, par izora ko bahun me bhar kar khub pyar karne ke liye mann bechain hone lagta tha.

aise hi din raat beet rahe the. kabhi raat sukun se guzarti to kabhi raat raat bhar jaag ke kaatni padti. izora ko aisi lat lagi, usay mujhse lipte bina, mere sharir ki garmi ko apne sharir me transfer kiye bina nind hi nahi aati thi. uske bhari vaksh kabhi kabhi adhe se zayada bahar nikal aya karte the. jinki khushbu mere liye agni pariksha ban jaati. kabhi uski ek taang meri tangon ke beech ke saman par aa jaya karti. shukar tha, ki us samay izora gahri nind me hoti thi. warna mere khade aur phool kar sakht hue lund ko mahsus kar leti.

mere jism par bhi ab ek reecch ki khaal har samay rahti thi. yahan ke rahne wale aise hi kapde pahna karte the. reejh ki sakht khaal me mera lund dab jaya karta tha. aur mujhe khub pareshan kiya karta tha.

baba saath saath mujhpar bhi mahnat kar rahe the. roz mere sharir ki maalish karte. mujhe kabhi kuch peene ko dete, to kabhi kuch khaane ko. jo har bar badla hota tha.

mujhe hosh aaye 45 din beet chuke the. mahino se badhi beard ne mujhe ab asli junglee bana dia tha. sharir par reechh ki khaal ki kami thi pahle. ab wo bhi puri ho chuki thi. thakur karan singh asli junglee wahshi ban chuka tha.


raat hui to baba mujhse kuch fasle par khade hoke mujhse bole:- karan beta, dekho to mere hath me kya ha.

main ab ghar ko kam aur thelma ko zayada socha karta tha. thelma ke khilaf kaise aage badhne ha, main plan bana chuka tha. ab bhi mai thelma ko hi soch raha tha. baba ki awaz par mai chaunka aur baba ko dekh dhire se has pada

karan:- kyaa baba, aap bhi is umar me masti karne lage. main andha thodi na hon, jo mujhe kuch dikhai nahi dega. aapke hath me sabz rang ka pathar ha.

baba ne jab agli baat kahi to main jhatka kha kar uth khada hua aur idhar udhar dekhne laga.. baba ne kaha tha.."karan beta dekho to mashal abhi bhi wahi ha ya uski jaga badal di gai ha"

maine dekha to dekh kar chaunk gaya. mashal apni jaga par maujud thi. par wo bujhi hui thi. matlab gufa me andhere ka raj tha. mujhe mashal andhere me bhi saaf dikhai de rahi thi. main ghum fir kar gufa me charon orr dekhne laga. karib ki har chiz mujhe clear dikhai de rahi thi. main jaise khushi aur hairat ke maare pagal hone laga.

karan:- baaaaaabaaaaaaaa.. baba.. baba ye sab kya ha baba. baba mai itne andhere me kaise dekhne laga baba. baba ye kaisa chamakta ha.

main bepanah josh me aata hua bhaag kar baba ke hath thaam gaya. baba hasne lage.

karan:- baba! main kuch samjh nahi pa raha. baba aise kaise ho sakta ha. bhala meri ankhen andhere me dekhne ke kaabil kaise ho sakti ha. baba main insan hon, koi janwar nahi. andhere me to keval kuch jeev hi dekh sakte han..

baba:- dheeraj karan beta.. dheeraj.. maine kaha tha main is tiku ka scientist bhi hon. barson se main tarah tarah ki chizon par research kar raha hon. ye bhi mera ek aavishkar ha karan beta. aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha jo tumhari dunya ke liye ashchayajanak ha. karan beta, jis maksad ke liye tum nikalne wale ho, wo maksad bohut bada ha, bohut samay bhi lag sakta ha tumhe.. main nahi chahta, tumhe kuch ho. ye chahta hon, tum safalta paa kar lauto. tumhe apne ghar bhi lautna ha. najane kitna samay aur lag jaaye. meri iccha ha, tum jald se jald apni maksad me safalta paa jao.


baba fir mujhe batane lage, kaise wo itne dino se meri ankhen andhere me dekhne layak banane ke liye mujhe kya kuch khilate, pilate aaye the. ab main us pathar ke baare me bhi jaan gaya tha. jo baba ke hath me tha. wo bohut hi narm pathar tha. baba us pathar ko koot kar usme kuch mila kar surma banaya karte the. wahi surma mai ankhon me daala karta tha. mai apni ankhon me kuch badlav to mahsus karta aa raha tha. par ye nahi pata tha, baba aisa chamatkar karenge, mujhe ek badi skill bhent kar denge..


main bohut khush thi, billi se bhi tez nigaah ho gai thi meri ab to. andhere me bhi din ke jaise mujhe dikhaai dene laga tha. main khushi se
jhumta gufa ke bahar jaane laga. baba bhi haste hue mere piche aane lage. izora 2 din se yahan par nahi thi. maine usay ek kaam ke liye kaha tha. wahi kaam karne nikli hui thi wo..

maine bahar nikal kar dekha to aisa laga. aahh meri ankhen to night vision camera se bhi adhik clear dekh pa rahi thi. thelma ke sath rahte maine kai camera dekhe the. hum dono milkar door door ka nazara kiya karte the.


baba dard bhare lahje me bole:- 8 mahine ho gaye karan beta, papiyon ko tiku par kabza kiye hue. karan beta, is beech yahan ke rahne walun ke na keval khatre badh gaye han, balki yahan ki izzaten bhi khatre me aa gai han.

mujhe thelma par gusa aane laga baba ki is baat par. dhire dhire wo gori chamdi wali is gupt ghati ko europe banane ki koshish me lag gai thi. jaisa har jaga hota ha. kuch log pabandiyon ka shikar hote han. wo majbur hote han, jab wo majbur nahi rahte to khul kar jeene ki mang karne lagte han. yahan bhi aisa hi hona shuru ho gaya tha. yahan bhi kuch buri aurten thi to kuch bure mard. wo azadi se jeene ki maang karne lage. sardar vibharu to khud bigda hua tha. tiku ki haseen ladkiyon ke sath sath usay gori chamdi wali bhi free me milne lagi to wo jaise sab kuch bhulne laga.bideshi sharab ke sath sath bideshi gori chamdi, vibharu ke din raat maze me guzar rahe the.

bahar ke khel tamashe aur rangeen mahfilen bhi is velly ke rahne walun ne kabhi nahi dekhi thee. wo ek jut hokar yahan thelma ke order par organize ki jaane wale mehfilon ko enjoy karne ke liye aane lage. kabhi dance party to kabhi drink party.


baba ko is sab par bohut dukh tha. baba apne tiku par aisa sab hone nahi dena chahte the. par wo kuch kar nahi pa rahe the. na hi unki age ke dusre kuch kar pa rahe the.

thelma ne hadh cross kar li thi. ab uske hisab dene ka samay aa chuka tha.
mai puri tarah se ladne, marne, maarne ke liye tayar tha. baba ne to mujhe andhere me dekhne layak bana kar mujhe wo hathiyar de dia tha. jo is tiku par kisi ke paas nahi tha. tha to thelma gang ke paas night vision cameras ki surat me tha..


main plan bana chuka tha, mujhe kis andaz me aage badhna ha. maine khub baba se ispar chacha ki thi. baba ne mere plan pra chinta ka izhaar bhi kiya tha aur khushi ka bhi. sath hi mujhe duaen bhi di thee.

izora zurur cheekh padi thi. usay mera plan pasand nahi aaya tha.



dusre din izora apne sathiyon ke sath laut aai. wo aai to bohut khush thi. uske hath me kuch tha. wo mujhe dikhati hui boli:- karan kya yahi ha wo chiz jiski tum baat kar rahe the..

izora ke hath me 3 trasmitter dekh kar main bohut khush hua.. jhapat kar transmitter maine apne hathu me le liye aur unhe ulat pulat kar dekhne laga.

karan:- oooo izora tumne bohut bada kaam kiya ha mera.

baba:- karan beta ye ha kya chiz.

main baba aur izora ko transmitter baare batane laga. fir gufa me door ja kar unse baaten karne lage. dono pahle to dare fir bhaag kar mere paas aa kar bole.. "ye to chamatkar ho gaya. ab hum door rahte hue ek dusre se bat bhi kar sakenge"


jitna transmitter bare mujhe gyan tha, wo maine izora aur baba ko transfer kar dia. hum teeno milkar firse plan par charcha karne lage..



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thelma kamre me bechaini se tahal rahi thi. jabse wo velly me aayi thi. din raat kam me busy rahi thi. ab ja ki kahin usay kuch fursat mili thi. uska mission bohut badhiya se aage badh raha tha. karan ke baad usne kisi se relation nahi banaye the. karan ke liye thelma sach me crazy ho gai thi. karan ko khona nahi chahti thi. fir bhi khona pada. karan bhi zaruri tha aur mission bhi. dono me se ek ko choose karne ka samay aaya to thelma ne mission ko choose kiya.

karan ki maut ke order dete samay usay dukh to bohut hua tha. par iske siva koi aur chara bhi nahi tha uske paas. karan sabko maar dene par tul gaya tha. thelma karan jaise junglee saand ko mana mana kar thak gai thi. par wo samjhne ko tayar hi nahi tha.

mahino beet gaye the thelma se karan ko juda hue. abhi thelma ki yaadon me karan ka basera tha.

ek din pahle usay khabar mili thi, jungle me kisi junglee ko dekha gaya ha. jiska rang kaala ha. sar aur chahre ke baal bohut badhe hue han, jism par reecch ki khaal ha.

jaise hi thelma ne aisa suna tha, uske dil ne chah ki, kaash ye karan ho. karan jaise halaat me usse juda hua tha. thelma ko yakin to nahi tha, ye karan ho sakta ha. fir bhi wo chah karne lagi, kaash karan mara na ho, wo zinda bach gaya ho. aur jis junglee ke baare pata chala ha, wo karan hi ho.

thelma ne apne kai sathiyon ko jungle bhej dia tha, us junglee ki khoj hi nahi karni thi, usay zinda salamat uske saamne laaya jaaye, aisa order bhi dia tha thelma ne..

thelma ka sukh chain sab barbad hoke rah gaya tha. aur wo junglee tha ki ek bar dikhne ke baad gayab hi ho gaya tha.

thelma ke transmitter par halka sound sunai dene laga. jo uske dress me hi tha. thelma transmitter nikal usay onn karti hui uttejna se boli

thelma:- koi khabar mili kya uski.

udhar se:- yes madam! wo humen dikh gaya ha.

thelma khushi se cheekh padi:- dekho, usay kuch hone mat dena. mujhe wo har haal me sahi salamat chahiye.

udhar se:- yes madam!

yahan sham apne time se pahle ho jaya karti thi. shaam se pahle sab us junglee ko liye thelma ke saamne khade the.. junglee puri tarah se rassiyon me jakda hua tha.. zor laga kar, ghurrata hua khud ko un rassiyon se azad karwane ki koshish kar raha tha. thelma bade dhayan se uski ek ek movement aur face expression ko note kar rahi thi. junglee ke moh se sivaye ghurrahton ke kuch nahi nikal raha tha. dekhne me aisa lag raha tha. jaise wo junglee bolna bhulna na janta tha. kuch samjhna na janta ho.

thelma tez kadmon se chalti hui us junglee ke paas jane lagi.

Nice update....

 

[Dskumar]

बहुत ही रोमांचक और लाजवाब अपडेट

 

[dhparikh]

Update:-17

A Few Sentences From The 16th Update.....

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.


Now Farward.....


Update:-17




karan:- mujhe hosh me aaye aaj ek hafta ho gaya..

ladki:- toh fir jaao yahan se. baba ki waja se tumhari jaan bach gai. ab yahan rahne ka tumhara koi matlab nahi banta.

nak sikodti wo adhik nafrat se boli thi. uska bass nahi chal raha tha, warna mujhpar thuk bhi deti. itni hi nafrat mujhe uski se jhalakti dikhai di thi.

ladki fir boli:- kismat achhi ha tumhari, jo tum baba ko mil gaye. mujhe mile hote, to ab tak mere sheron ke pet me hote..

uske aise bolte hi dono sher ek sath dahadne lage. jaise dono us ladki ki baat samjh gaye the. ladki garv se dono sheron ke saron par hath ferne lagi.

itne me baba aate dikhai diye. ladki ne piche mud kar dekha.. fir baba se boli

ladki:- baba ise chalta kyu nahi kiya aapne abtak.

baba ladki ke pass aaye aur ladki ko gale se laga kar uska moh chum liya


baba:- izora meri bachhi! shant ho jaao. maine pahle bhi tumse kaha tha. karan dusron jaisa nahi ha. devta ne mere kahe ka maan rakh liya. meri bachi tum karan ke baare me janogi to apne vichar badalne par majbur ho jaogi.


izora.. ummm to iska naam izora tha. kitna alag sa naam tha izora.. pata nahi izora naam ka matlab kya tha, zarur koi khaas matlab hoga izora ka..

izora ke sath aaye dono sher baba ke aate hi side hat gaye the. baba ke saamne jaise wo sammaniya khade ho gaye the. bandar jo pahle izora ke kandhe par tha, ab baba ke kandhe par tha.

baba ki baat ke jawab me izora ki ankhon me mere liye nafrat ke bhav kam nahi hue.

izora:- to iska naam karan ha.

baba:- haan iska naam karan ha. izora beti devta ke banaye sare insan matlabi nahi hote.

izora prashn bhari nazron se baba ko batane lagi. baba short me mere bare me izora ko batane laga. mere bare me baba se sunkar izora ko achambha nahi hua. na hi mere prati uske chahre ke bhav me koi narmi ya badlav aaya.

izora:- dhongi ha ye, ye bhi un kutton ke jaisa tez dimag wala ha. aapko bewaquf bana raha ha ye. huh! lalach me andhe han sab ke sab aur ye bhi unhi ke jaise ha. lalachi, khuni darinda.

fir chakhtara lete hue boli:- baba aaj firse maine 3 ko maar daala.

baba chintit svar me:- izora beti, tum kyu khud ko khatre me daal rahi ho.

izora :- khatra! banta ha to banta rahe. jab tak main bahar se aaye sare kutton ko maar nahi deti, apni tiku(vadi) ko azad nahi karwa leti, main chain se nahi bethne wali hon baba. khun to mera ise dekh kar bhi khol raha ha baba.. mann to kar raha ha, ise bhi inke sathiyon ke jaise cheer phaad dalun.

bada zeher bhara izora ke ek ek shabd me. bhara hona bhi chahiye tha, apne desh me ghus bethiyon ko kon bardasht kar sakta ha. yahan to fir bhi thelma kabza jama chuki thi. aise me itni nafrat to banti hi thi.

main ab tak bhala liye khada izora ko dekh aur sun raha tha. main bhala hilata kuch bolta. dono sher turant satark hue mujhe khuni nazron se ghoorne lage. jaise mai bhale se izora par hamla karne wala hon.

karan:- aisi baat ha to mujhe maar kar apne andar ki aag ko kam kar sakti ha. kya is bhale se meri jaan logi ya apne in paltu sheron se mere tukde tukde karwaogi..

baba:- karan beta, izora guse aur nafrat me hi itni khunkhar dikhti ha. warna ye badi hi masum bachi ha.

maine sheron ko dekha, fir chalta hua izora ke saamne ja pohncha. dono sher meri ankhon me hi dekh rahe the. meri ek ek movement par nazar rakh rahe the. jaise meri ankhon se mere dil me utar kar mere dil ka haal jaan rahe the. wo shaant the, par starak the. main izora ke saamne pohncha aur bhala dono hathu me uthaye uske aage kar dia.

karan:- lo, ye bhala pakdo. ye mat sochna, mai yahan baba ka mahman hon. pahle main tumhara kasurwar hon. apni marzi se na sahi, par main tumhare desh me ghusa to hon. jo saza apne desh me ghusne walun ko dete ho tum log. wahi saza tum mujhe bhi de sakti ho. main thahra pyar ka bhuka ek moorkh ladka. thelma se pyar mila to uske pyar ke jaal me phansta idhar aa nikla. main to saalon se apne parivar se door tha. chahta tha, jald se jald unke paas ja pohnchu. jahan mujhe pyar karne wale kam aur nafrat karne wale zayada the. pahle thelma ka pyar mila, chot khai, ab tumhari nafrat mil rahi ha to ye chot bhi main apne dil par sahn kar lunga. main to mar chuka tha, baba ne mujhe bacha liya. tum ye bhala mere seene me utar kar apne andar ki bhadas ko kam kar sakti ho.

mera lahje me dard sa utar aaya. izora bhala apne hathu me liye mujhe ghoorne lagi. fir bhala phenk kar baba ko dekhne lagi.

baba:- meri bachhi! kya ab bhi tumhara dil karan ko acha sacha aur dukhi insan nahi manta. hamara devta ASHMAR pyar ka devta ha. kya tum nafrat ke chalte pyar ka paath bhul jaogi. bhul gayi, pyar dene wale ko pyar do, nafrat dene wale ko pahle pyar na, na sudhre to usay fir nafrat do. karan pyar ka bana insan ha, usse nafrat karna sahi nahi ha.

izora dheeli pad kar apne sheron ke paas gayi. unke baal sahlati hui boli

ozora:- baba bahar se aane walun ke liye hamare paas sivaye nafrat ke kuch ha bhi to nahi. bahar se aane walun se pyaar karenge to fir hamara ye tiku(desh) hamara nahi rahega. kitne shatir hote han ye. kitni chaturai se inho ne humse hamara desh chheen liya. baba aise me kaise main bahar se aane walun se pyar se baat kar sakti hon. kyu ye log humen hamare hi tiku par chain se rahne nahi dete. kyu bar bar ye hamare tiku me ghus kar hamara sukh chain barbad kar dete han. ab ke aaye to humen hi ghulam bana kar hamare hukamran ban bethe han. aur aap kahte han, mai unse pyar karun. kaise karun baba. mujhse nahi hota aiso se pyar, mujhse nahi hoti aiso se pyar se baat. nafrat ha mujhe in sab se. nafrat ha mujhe isse bhi.

baba chalte hue izora ke paas gaye. bandar mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha.

baba:- meri bachhi! karan hi hamara wo iklota sahara ha, jo un bure logon se humen hamara tiku wapis dilayega. mujhe yakin ha meri bachhi! karan zarur kuch aisa kar guzrega, jiske chalte hamara tiku humen wapis bhi mil jayega aur hinaru firse hamara sardar ban jayega. jo khushiyan humse chhin gai ha, wo sab humen wapis mil jayengi meri bachhi.

mai bhi chup nahi rah saka:- izora main marte marte bacha hon. jab kai goliyan khaa kar khai me gira tha, to jaan gaya tha, mai ab zinda nahi bach sakunga. par bhagwan ne baba ke paas bhej kar mujhe firse zindagi de gi. izora main waade bohut kam kiya karta hon. aur jab koi waada kar leta hon to fir mar kar bhi main apne waade par pura utarta hon. jaise ab bhagwan ne mujhe mere waade par khara utarne ke liye mujhe nayi zindagi di ha. janti ho izora main bachpan se hi ek abnormal ladka tha. ek aisa ladka jiski hasiyat ek tinke se badhkar nahi thi. kuch pyar karne walun ne mere andar prem shakti bhari. meri sahayta ki, fir maine unse waada kiya ki ek din wo bankar lautunga, jaisa kabhi koi bankar nahi lauta hoga. bhagwan ne mujhe wo bana dia, jo kabhi koi sapne me bhi nahi soch sakta tha. jis halat me meri jaan bachi ha, main samjh gaya hon, bhagwan ne meri zindagi me kuch to aisa likha ha, jise mujhe pura karna ha. aur ek baar main zarur apne parivar me laut ke jaunga. bhagwan par mera vishwas pahle se atoot ho gaya ha. kai goliyan lagne aur barf me dafan hone ke baad maine zindagi payi ha izora.

ek waada maine apne dada ji aur sabse kiya tha, ek waada main tumse, baba se karta hon. jab tak mere sharir me khoon ka ek bhi katra baki ha, main ladonga, tab tak ladta rahunga, jab tak tumhe tumhara tiku wapis nahi mil jata. aur mujhe yakin ha, ek din zarur aisa aayega, jis din firse ye tiku tum logo ka ho jayega. ek baar firse pahle jaisi khushiyan hongi charon dishaon me. ek baar fir hinaru sardar banega. ye thakur karan singh ka waada ha tumse aur baba se..

izora mujhe ghoor kar dekh rahi thi. is baar uske bhav mere shabdo ne badal diye the. nafrat ke bhav ja chuke the. wahan ek aas ek ummid dikhai dene lagi thi mujhe.

baba:- izora meri bachi dil se nikli baat asar rakhti ha.. mujhe khushi ha, tumhare dil ne karan ki baaton par yakin kar liya. tumhare dil ne karan ko sacha maan liya. dekho izora meri bachi, tum ab tak kai bahar se aane walun ki jaan le chuki ho. aise tum kitno ki jaan logi. aise humen hamara tiku kabhi wapis nahi mil sakta. devta na karen tujhe kuch ho, agar tujhe kuch hua to main jeete ji mar jaaunga aur tiku bhi humen wapis nahi mil sakega. humen kuch aisa karna hoga, jisme kamyabi ke chances zayada hon.

izora:- karan tum bhi meri tarah akele ho. wo senkdo me han, aur ek ekela kaise into se lad sakta ha. unke paas aag barsane wale hathiyar han. teer se bhi tez aag nikalti ha unke andar se.

izora itni bahadur hote hue bhi guns ki baat karte hue mujhe khaufzada dikhaai di.

karan:- abhi kuch socha nahi ha, jab tak main bhaagta daudne aur ladne layak ho jaunga, tab tak kuch na kuch soch loonga.

izora:- mai bhi chalungi tumhare sath. tum jante ho karan, jungle ke sare darinde aur janwar mera kaha maante han. kyu minni, rasha, kasha tum mera sath doge na meri is jung me..

bandar ka naam minni tha, sheron ka naam rasha, kasha tha.. dono sher izora ki baat samjhte hue dahadne lage. bandar ajib si awazen nikalne laga. baba hasne lage aur main heran hone laga.

karan:- jungle ke aur bhi janwar aur darinde tumhara kaha maante han..

izora garv se:- haan! mai jungli jeevo se baat bhi kar leti ho, mai sabki bhasha jaanti hon. sab mujhe apni mallika samjhte han.

karan:- fir to tum akeli hi saare darindo ke sath leke unpr hamla kar sakti ho..

izora mayusi se boli:- nahi karan! kaash main aisa kar sakti. pahle maine aisa hi kiya tha. par mujhpar tiku ke badon aur sardar ki orr se rok laga di gayi. sardar ka kaha nakara nahi ja sakta. agar mai aisa karti hon to mujhe is tiku se nikaal dia jayega. aisi baat na hui hoti to ab tak sare kutton ko mere paltu janwar cheer phaad kar kha chuke hote.

main is ajib gareeb dikhne wali ladki ko dekhne laga. agar usay chhoot mil jati to akeli hi kafi thi, sabka sarvnash karne ke liye. par ye sab paramparaon me bhi bandhe hue the.

karan:- aise me tum mera sath kya de sakogi. tum apne sardar ki maante hue
kisi ki jaan nahi le sakti.

izora has di:- mere sathi janwar nazron me aa sakte han shikar karte hue. par main to chhup kar hamla kar sakti hon na.. kabhi jungle me koi dikh jaaye to mere ishare par mere ye sathi unhe cheer phaad kar khaa jate han. jab mai sabke beech jati hon to khamoshi se kisi ki jaan le leti hon.

karan:- aise kisi ko tumpar shak pad gaya to

izora:- tiku me aur kai aise han, jo vibharu ko sardar nahi mante. wo bhi vibharu ke khilaf han. wo bhi aisi wardat karte rahte han. aise me mujhpar shak nahi ja sakta. agar hua bhi to mere paas chhupne ke liye bohut se thikane han. raat yahan itna andhera hota ha, koi kisi ko talash hi nahi kar sakta.

baba chintit bhav se izora ko dekhne lage aur main izora ko dilchapsi se dekhne laga. meri zindagi me aane wali izora pahli aisi ladki thi, jo sabse hatkar thi. khunkhaar bhi thi, masum aur ladaki bhi thi. pahli jitni nafrat uske chahre par mere liye thi, ab nafrat ke bhav gaye to mujhe uske chahre par sivaye masumiyat ke kuch dikhai hi nahi de raha tha. guse me bhi wo bohut cute dikh rahi thi..

kuch der aur baaten hoti rahi. baba chinta me aaye izora ko bhashan dene lage. izora hasne lagi, baba se masti karne lagi. izora baba ki ikloti poti thi. izora ke mata pita dono nahi rahe the. ab dono dada poti hi ek dusre ka sahara the. dono ek dusre ko dekh jeete the. baba ne beta aur bahu ko kho dene ke baad yahan rahna shuru kar dia, izora ko jungle me rahna pasand tha. aise uski dosti junglee jeevo se ho gai. izora unki bhasha bhi seekh gai.



agle din main aur izora gufa ke bahar bethe baaten kar rahe the. bandar mere kandhe par betha mere kan se khel raha tha. dono sher ab mujhse prachit ho chuke the. unki khuni ankhon me mere liye aitmad aur pyar jhalakne laga tha. mai unki maalika ka dost jo ban gaya tha.

izora jaisi haseen ladki meri bagal me bethi thi, mera dil jaise jhum raha tha. uske badan ki mahak ko karib se mahsus jo kar pa raha tha main.

izora:- karan tumhara ghar kahan ha.

ab tak maine ghar ke baare me izora ya baba ko kuch nahi bataya tha. izora ne pucha to velly ke dhundle dikhai dene wale jungle ke beecho beech mujhe meri haveli dikhai dene lagi. jahan sab the, mujhse pyar karne wale bhi aur mujhse nafrat karne wale bhi. main gumsum sa hokar apni haveli ke ek ek inch ko niharne laga. dil ki halat ajib si hone lagti thi, jab jab haveli ka zikr aata tha. jab jab haveli ki yaad aati thi. ab to haveli kuch aise mere dimag me ujagar hui. mujhe jaise live dikhai dene lagi. barson se apni haveli se door tha, barson se sab se door tha. dil tadap utha sabse milne ke liye. jahan main tha, wahan se wapis laut pana itna bhi asan nahi tha. kya malum main wapis laut bhi pata ya nahi. kya pata yahan thelma se ladte hue meri jaan hi chali jati.

izora ke bandar ne mera kaan pakad kar maror dia. usay apni maalika ki baat ke jawab me mera uttar nahi sunne ko mila tha. jaise wo bhi mere ghar ke baare me jaanne ke liye bechain ho. main yaadon se to bahar nahi aaya. par izora ko batane laga.

karan:- mera ghar bilaspur district ke sabse sundr ilake me ha. wahan hamari bohut badi haveli ha, jahan mere apne rahte han. dada dadi, bua, fufa aur divya didi..

mere ek ek shabd se hasrat aur mithas tapakne lagi thi. izora mujhe hairat se dekhne lagi. fir uska shock bada.

izora:- ye haveli kya hoti ha karan

main izora ko makan,haveli aur kothi, banglow me antar samjhane laga. izora ke chahre par mujhe shock ke sath sath josh bhi dikhai dene laga. mai uske bepanah sundrta liye chahre ko dekhta hua bata raha tha.

izora:- pata ha karan! jab bhi main baba se bahar ki dunya ki baten sunti hon na, wahan bane unche unche gharon ka sunti hon to dil chahne lagta ha, main bhi kabhi wahan jaa kar sab dekho.

izora hasrat ki tasveer bani bol rahi thi."pata ha karan! bahar se aane wale mujhe sakht na-pasand han. par unse suni kahaniyan itni dilchasp hoti ha, mann karta ha, sunti hi jaaon.

karan:- to fir tumne kitna kuch jana hamari dunya ke bare me.

izora:- zayada nahi.

karan:- kyu?

izora:- mann bechain hone lagta ha. mann karta ha, main apne tiku se nikal bhago aur bahar ki dunya dekhon. badi kashish ha bahari dunya ki. apni orr khenchti ha.

karan:- to isme bura hi kya ha. hamari dunya ke log to puri dharti ko chhaanne nikal padte han. pata ha dharti kitni badi ha.

izora masum chahra liya bade shock se boli."kitni badi ha"

karan:- itni badi ki tumhara ye tiku is dharti par ek zarre ke barabar ha.

izora ka moh khul gaya.. fir wo boli:- itni badi ha ye zameen.

karan:- hahaha.. haan itni hi badi ha ye zameen.

izora:- fir to koi bhi sari zameen ko nahi dekh sakta hoga na.

karan:- haan koi nahi dekh sakta. par kuch sarfire puri zindagi dharti ka chappa chappa dekhne me bita dete han.

izora hasne lagi.

izora:- sach me pagal ha han woh. bhala zindagi aise bekar ke kaamo ke liye thodi na hoti ha.

karan:- fir kis liye hoti ha.

izora nasamjhne wale andaz me:- kya kis liye hoti ha

karan:- zindagi

meri ankhon me shararat utar aai thi. jise wo jaan nahi paai.

izora:- zindagi to.. zindagi to

karan:- haan haan bolo, kya zindagi to? bolo zindagi kaise bitani chahiye.

izora uthti hui:- mujhe nahi pata. chalo chalte han..

bandar uchhal kar firse uske kandhe par beth gaya.. izora uttar nahi de paai thi. kyu nahi de paai thi. ye mai samjh nahi paya tha.

raat ke samay velly me itna andhera ho jaya karta tha, hath ko hath sujhai nahi deta tha. mashalon ki roshni me hi wahan tak dekha ja sakta tha, jahan tak mashal ki roshni jati thi. yahan chand ki kirne nahi utar paati thi. suraj ki tez dhup zarur yahan kuch ujala kar dia karti thi. jis se din ka pata chalta tha.





raat ko gufa ke farsh par lete izora mujhse boli:- karan jab tumhara hath mere sath se lagta ha to mujhe gudgudi si kyu hone lagti ha.

izora mujhse do feet ke fasle par karwat ke bal leti hui thi. uska chahra meri taraf tha. main mashal ki roshni me gufa ki chhat ko tak raha tha. izora ke sharir se uthti garmi mujhe itni door se bhi jhulsaye ja rahi thi. main jism ka bhuka nahi tha. par izora ka sange marmar ke jaisa chamakdar aur mahakta badan mujhe bekhud karne lagta tha. main kuch nahi bola to izora sarak kar mere paas aa gai. maine uski taraf dekha aur sarak kar firse fasla bana gaya.

izora hearni se boli:- kya hua karan, tum door kyu ho gaye. meri baat ka jawab bhi nahi dia.

karan:- izora tum fasla rakh kar leto.

izora aur bhi heran hoke:- kyu? ohh kahin tum mujhse dar to nahi rahe.

karan:- haan dar raha hon main tumse.

izora:- kyu.. isme darne wali konsi baat ha bhala. main khao thodi na jaaungi tumhe.

karan:- tumhare mere sath lagne se mere andar ubaal sa aane lagta ha izora. dar ha kahin mai jhulas hi na jaon.

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bhala aise bhi koi jalta ha kya. karan tum kitne mazakiya ho.. hehehe

main is nadan chhokri ko dekhne laga. pata nahi ye ladki sach me nadan thi, masum thi ya mujhe azma rahi thi.

karan:- tumne abhi kaha, mere sath lagte hi tumhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

izora:- haan! aisa kyu karan. main rasha, kasha, minni aur kai dusre junglee jeevo se bhi milti hon. par mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. baba se milkar bhi mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. tumhare sharir se lagte hi hone lagti ha. aisa kyu ha karan.


kya izora sach me itni seedhi thi. kya ye itna bhi nahi janti thi. kitni sundr thi. kya kabhi kisi ne ise dekh kuch aisa vaisa nahi bola tha. jisse ise is sab baare gyan milta. kya baba ne bhi ise kuch nahi bataya tha. main ulajhne laga.


izora:- karan khamosh mat raho. mujhe meri baaton ke jawab do. kya ha aisa tumhare sharir me. jo mujhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

karan:- theek ha deta hon, tumhare prashno ke uttar. par pahle thoda sa piche sarak jaao tum.


izora sarak kar thodi si door ho gai:- lo maan li tumhari baat.. ab batao.

izora ka andaz utsukta liye hue tha. jaise wo jald se jald jaan jana chahti ho.

karan:- tum hindi bhi janti ho aur english bhi--

izora mujhe tokti garv se boli:- main 2 aur bhashaen bhi thodi thodi janti hon.

karan:- kisse seekhi han tumne itni bhashaen.

izora:- yahan kuch ghulam han, jinse mai seekhi ha.

karan:- matlab tum tiku me sab se milti rahti ho. unse baaten karti rahti ho

izora:- nahi! zayada nahi milti mai kisi se. kyu? tum kyu puch rahe ho

karan:- tumhari kitni saheliyan han

izora:- bohut si han

karan:- khas kitni han.

izora:- khaas matlab?

karan:- jinse tum apne dil ki har baat kar jaao

izora hasti hui:- wo to main har kisi se kar leti hon.

wo boli to thi, par mujhe uski ankhon se laga, jaise wo normal baton se aage na badh saki ho.

karan:- jab ladkiyan apas me mil bethti han to ilake ke mardon ki baaten karti han. kya tum bhi karti rahi ho mardon ki baaten apni saheliyon se.

izora:- ye bhi koi puchne wali baat ha. hum aisi baren karti rahti han.

karan:- to mard aurat ke rishte par bhi tum sab baaten karti rahti hogi.

izora:- kya matlab. mard aurat ka rishta. mard aurat ka kaisa rishta? ohh kahin tum pati patni wali baat to nahi kar rahe.

mai khush hua.. shukar ha kuch to samjhti ha:- haan wahi mera matlab ha.

izora ulajhti hui boli:- us bat ka meri baat se kaisa sambandh. maine puchha tha, mujhe tumhe chhute hi gudgudi kyu hoti.

mera mann chaha apna matha peet loon. masum to thi hi budhhu bhi thi. ladki to jawan baad me hoti, aisi baaten pahle jaan leti ha. par ye to

karan:- pati patni me jo rishta hota ha, uspar tumne kabhi apni saheliyon se koi charcha nahi ki..

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bohut karti han hum. bada maza aaata ha, jab kisi shadi ke baad hum sab milkar pati patni ki baaten karti han to..hehehe sach me karan hamare haan ki shadi par bohut maza aata ha. dulha dulhan ko khub pareshan kia jata ha. hum sab kai kai din tak ye baaten karte hue maze leti rahti han. kabhi dikhaungi main tumhe apne tiku me kisi ki shadi.. bada maza ayega tumhe bhi karan.

hairat ke maare mera moh khul gaya tha. izora sach me bohut masum ladki thi. apni saheliyon se baat bhi karti thi to mard aurat ke rishte ki chhod masti mazak wali baaten karti thi..

ufff ab kaise main ise samjhaun. fir socha ise samjhana zaruri bhi kahan ha. khud se jaan legi kisi se.. nahi to baba se jaan legi. main kyu isse apna sar phodon. kahin mai ise sab batane ke chakkar me bahak hi na jaaun. shukar ha, mere dil ki halat uske masum chahre aur sawalon par kabu me aa gai thi. dhadkan aur khun ki raftar ab normal thi. wo masum thi aur main bhi chhichhora nahi tha. par uski kurbat mere sharir ko zarur aanch dene lagi thi. jawani kaisi baagh-o-bahar hoti ha, mai jaan chuka tha. izora masum bulbul thi, nahi jaanti thi. aise main uska najayaz fayda nahi uthana chahta tha. galati se bhi nahi. par galati to kisi se bhi ho jaya karti ha. bhale hi main sanskari tha. thakur parivar se tha. izzat, maan maryada ssab jaanta tha. par tha to main ek mard hi. kai dino tak regular thelma ki garm aaghosh ke maze leta aaya tha. ab mahino se garm aaghosh se door tha. sharir me ubal to uthne hi the. izora ke sharir ki garmi mere sabar ko azma rahi thi.


aise hi baaten karte karte hum dono ko nind aa gai. wo firse mere karib nahi aai thi. main usay uska mann ko santushti dene wala koi bhi uttar nahi de saka tha.

raat ka jaane konsa pahr tha. mujhe apne seene par kuch mahsus hua. meri ankh khul gai. pata chala, izora sarak kar mujhse lag kar so rahi thi. uska ek hath mere seene par tha. main ghabra gaya. kahin baba ne dekh lia to kahin mere baare bura na sochne lagen. maine izora ka hath pakad kar apne seene se hata dia.. fir sarak kar izora ke kuch door ho gaya. mashal ki roshni me so rahi izora kitni masum dikhai de rahi thi. itni masumiyat shayad dunya me maujud kisi ladki ke hisse me nahi aai thi. main itni junglee ladki ki masumiyat ko kaise khatam kar sakta tha. kuch door hua main usay niharne laga.

kuch der guzri izora ka hath firse harkat me aaya. jaise wo apne hath mere seene par rakhna chahti ho. jab uska hath gufa ke farsh par pada to jaise kuch tatolne lagi. usay mera garm seene mahsus nahi hua to uski bhi ankh khul gai. wo jhat se uthi aur mujhe dekhne lagi.

izora:- karan itni door kyu chale gaye tum. paas aao na. mujhe tumhare sath lag kar sone me bada maza aa raha tha.

karan:- nahi izora, ye sahi nahi ha.

izora zidd karti hui:- mujhe sahi galt ka nahi pata karan, tum bass mere paas aa jaao. nahi aaoge to mai aa jati hon. wo sarak kar mere paas aai gai. mujhe lita kar khud let gayi aur mere seene par hath rakh kar bhari saanse lene lagi. nind uski ankhon me thi. jald hi wo firse nind ki haseen vadiyon me gum jaane kaise kaise sapne dekhne lagi.

meri halat jo pahle kuch control me thi, mere control se bahar hone lagi. sharir ke andar jaise hazaron volt current daudne laga tha. jiska asar jane kahan kahan hone laga tha. mai sar jhatak kar apne dimag me aa rahe gande vicharon ko bhagane laga. warna itni haseen bagal me leti ho, uska ek haath aapke seene par ho, kaise ap khud se lad sakte han. wo raat meri zindagi ki sabar azma aur bohut hi lambi raat thi. ek pal ke liye bhi mai so nahi saka tha. dar tha, kahin meri aankh lage aur main izora ko thelma samjh kar koi galati na kar jaaon. izora ko tok bhi sakta tha, na maanti to sakhti se usay khud se door bhi kar sakta tha. par aisa karne ko mera dil nahi mana.
jitni khunkhar thi, utni hi masum bhi thi. jitni payari thi, utna hi uska narm bhi narm tha. mujhpar bharosa na hota to itne karib bhi na aati wo mere.

ya shayad wo aisi baton se sach me anjan thi.

agle din maine baba se pooch liya:- baba izora sach me itni hi masum ha, jitni ki dikhti ha.

baba meri baat kar dhimi andaz me has diye:- karan beta, mai samjh sakta hon tum kis bina par aisa bol rahe ho. mai kal se tumhe note kar raha hon. izora ke tumhare paas rahne se tum khud me bechaini mahsus kar rahe ho. uska sath tumhe acha bhi lag raha ha aur darr bhi rahe ho tum. kahin kuch galat na ho jaaye. kyu aisi hi baat ha na.

main sharmindgi se sar jhuka kar:- ji baba! yahi baat ha.

baba:- karan beta, maine kaha tha, guse aur nafrat me izora jitni khatarnak ha, nafrat bhula de to utni hi masum bhi ban jati ha. usay sach me dunyadari ka sara gyan nahi ha. aur fir mujhe tumpar pura vishwaas bhi ha. ankhen aur chahra dekh kar main dil ka haal jan leta hon.

karan:- baba ye to galat ha na. usay sab pata hona chahiye. aapne ya kisi ne bhi usay aisa kuch nahi bataya.

baba:- mai to usay aisa kuch bhi batane se raha. haan maine isharo me usay apni sakhiyon se sab jaanne ko kaha bhi tha. par wo samjh nahi pai. main boodha hon, sharam wala hon karan beta, tiku ki ladkiyon aurton se nahi bol sakta tha, meri izora ko gyan de den. aur fir izora ko sabke beech rahne se junglon me jeevo ke beech rahna zayada pasand ha. isliye bhi wo is sab se anjaan rahi. tabhi to itni masum ha. jaise jeev masum hote han, aise hi meri izora bhi masum ha.

main baba se sab sunkar heran bhi tha aur pareshan bhi. baba ne mujhe daurahe par la khada kar dia tha. main mitti ka bana putla tha. bhavanaon bhara mera dil tha. sharir ko nari sukh ka pura pura gyan tha. kahun to mai sex par Phd kar chuka tha. kaise izora jaisi ladki ki kurbat paate hue mai khud ko sambhal sakta tha. meri zindagi me do hi mahilaen mere karib aayi thi. ek sugandha chachi aur dusri thelma. dono ke sath rahte main har hadh paar kar gaya tha... teesri izora thi, jo mujhse lipat chuki thi. aur main usay hath bhi nahi laga paya tha. jabki puri raat main tadapta machalta raha tha. usay bahun me bhar lene ko bekarar raha tha. izora ke baat ne meri jaan sooli par latka di thi.




baki aane wale din mere liye parikshaon bhare the. baba ko jaise mujhpar pura aitbar tha. jo izora ko mujhse door hone ko nahi kaha tha. ya shayad wo izora aur mere liye kuch aur soch chuke the. izora ka pyar mere dil me utra ki nahi, main nahi janta. par uske badan ki garmi kuch aisi mere andar utri, main izora ka aadi hone laga. kabhi wo mera hath pakad leti, kabhi mai uska hath pakad leta. wo mera hath pakad kar mujhse bola karti.

izora:- karan mere dil me meetha meetha sa ahsas kyu hone laga ha. karan ye sab kya ha. kyu tumhe chhote hi mere sharir aur dil me gudgudi hone lagti ha. mann halka aur shaant rahne lagta ha. kyu mera dil chahta ha, main bar bar tumhara hath thaame rahun.

jab izora aisa bola karti thi to meri ankhon me dekh bola karti. uski ankhon me badalte rang main dekh jaya karta. par usay koi bhi dhang ka jawab mai nahi de pata tha. deta to mai bahak jata. agar bahak jata to shayad har hadh paar jata. aise me izora ke chahre par bhali lagne wali masumiyat kahin kho jaati. jo main nahi kabhi nahi chahta tha.

dusra ek sach ye bhi tha. mera mann hone lagta, main bethe bethe izora ko apni bahun me bhar kar itne zor se bhenchu ki izora ke sharir ke kadake nikal jayen.. nasha jab sar chadh kar bolne lage to kuch aisi hi halat ho jaya karti ha.

sex ke liye main bechain tha ki nahi, par izora ko bahun me bhar kar khub pyar karne ke liye mann bechain hone lagta tha.

aise hi din raat beet rahe the. kabhi raat sukun se guzarti to kabhi raat raat bhar jaag ke kaatni padti. izora ko aisi lat lagi, usay mujhse lipte bina, mere sharir ki garmi ko apne sharir me transfer kiye bina nind hi nahi aati thi. uske bhari vaksh kabhi kabhi adhe se zayada bahar nikal aya karte the. jinki khushbu mere liye agni pariksha ban jaati. kabhi uski ek taang meri tangon ke beech ke saman par aa jaya karti. shukar tha, ki us samay izora gahri nind me hoti thi. warna mere khade aur phool kar sakht hue lund ko mahsus kar leti.

mere jism par bhi ab ek reecch ki khaal har samay rahti thi. yahan ke rahne wale aise hi kapde pahna karte the. reejh ki sakht khaal me mera lund dab jaya karta tha. aur mujhe khub pareshan kiya karta tha.

baba saath saath mujhpar bhi mahnat kar rahe the. roz mere sharir ki maalish karte. mujhe kabhi kuch peene ko dete, to kabhi kuch khaane ko. jo har bar badla hota tha.

mujhe hosh aaye 45 din beet chuke the. mahino se badhi beard ne mujhe ab asli junglee bana dia tha. sharir par reechh ki khaal ki kami thi pahle. ab wo bhi puri ho chuki thi. thakur karan singh asli junglee wahshi ban chuka tha.


raat hui to baba mujhse kuch fasle par khade hoke mujhse bole:- karan beta, dekho to mere hath me kya ha.

main ab ghar ko kam aur thelma ko zayada socha karta tha. thelma ke khilaf kaise aage badhne ha, main plan bana chuka tha. ab bhi mai thelma ko hi soch raha tha. baba ki awaz par mai chaunka aur baba ko dekh dhire se has pada

karan:- kyaa baba, aap bhi is umar me masti karne lage. main andha thodi na hon, jo mujhe kuch dikhai nahi dega. aapke hath me sabz rang ka pathar ha.

baba ne jab agli baat kahi to main jhatka kha kar uth khada hua aur idhar udhar dekhne laga.. baba ne kaha tha.."karan beta dekho to mashal abhi bhi wahi ha ya uski jaga badal di gai ha"

maine dekha to dekh kar chaunk gaya. mashal apni jaga par maujud thi. par wo bujhi hui thi. matlab gufa me andhere ka raj tha. mujhe mashal andhere me bhi saaf dikhai de rahi thi. main ghum fir kar gufa me charon orr dekhne laga. karib ki har chiz mujhe clear dikhai de rahi thi. main jaise khushi aur hairat ke maare pagal hone laga.

karan:- baaaaaabaaaaaaaa.. baba.. baba ye sab kya ha baba. baba mai itne andhere me kaise dekhne laga baba. baba ye kaisa chamakta ha.

main bepanah josh me aata hua bhaag kar baba ke hath thaam gaya. baba hasne lage.

karan:- baba! main kuch samjh nahi pa raha. baba aise kaise ho sakta ha. bhala meri ankhen andhere me dekhne ke kaabil kaise ho sakti ha. baba main insan hon, koi janwar nahi. andhere me to keval kuch jeev hi dekh sakte han..

baba:- dheeraj karan beta.. dheeraj.. maine kaha tha main is tiku ka scientist bhi hon. barson se main tarah tarah ki chizon par research kar raha hon. ye bhi mera ek aavishkar ha karan beta. aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha jo tumhari dunya ke liye ashchayajanak ha. karan beta, jis maksad ke liye tum nikalne wale ho, wo maksad bohut bada ha, bohut samay bhi lag sakta ha tumhe.. main nahi chahta, tumhe kuch ho. ye chahta hon, tum safalta paa kar lauto. tumhe apne ghar bhi lautna ha. najane kitna samay aur lag jaaye. meri iccha ha, tum jald se jald apni maksad me safalta paa jao.


baba fir mujhe batane lage, kaise wo itne dino se meri ankhen andhere me dekhne layak banane ke liye mujhe kya kuch khilate, pilate aaye the. ab main us pathar ke baare me bhi jaan gaya tha. jo baba ke hath me tha. wo bohut hi narm pathar tha. baba us pathar ko koot kar usme kuch mila kar surma banaya karte the. wahi surma mai ankhon me daala karta tha. mai apni ankhon me kuch badlav to mahsus karta aa raha tha. par ye nahi pata tha, baba aisa chamatkar karenge, mujhe ek badi skill bhent kar denge..


main bohut khush thi, billi se bhi tez nigaah ho gai thi meri ab to. andhere me bhi din ke jaise mujhe dikhaai dene laga tha. main khushi se
jhumta gufa ke bahar jaane laga. baba bhi haste hue mere piche aane lage. izora 2 din se yahan par nahi thi. maine usay ek kaam ke liye kaha tha. wahi kaam karne nikli hui thi wo..

maine bahar nikal kar dekha to aisa laga. aahh meri ankhen to night vision camera se bhi adhik clear dekh pa rahi thi. thelma ke sath rahte maine kai camera dekhe the. hum dono milkar door door ka nazara kiya karte the.


baba dard bhare lahje me bole:- 8 mahine ho gaye karan beta, papiyon ko tiku par kabza kiye hue. karan beta, is beech yahan ke rahne walun ke na keval khatre badh gaye han, balki yahan ki izzaten bhi khatre me aa gai han.

mujhe thelma par gusa aane laga baba ki is baat par. dhire dhire wo gori chamdi wali is gupt ghati ko europe banane ki koshish me lag gai thi. jaisa har jaga hota ha. kuch log pabandiyon ka shikar hote han. wo majbur hote han, jab wo majbur nahi rahte to khul kar jeene ki mang karne lagte han. yahan bhi aisa hi hona shuru ho gaya tha. yahan bhi kuch buri aurten thi to kuch bure mard. wo azadi se jeene ki maang karne lage. sardar vibharu to khud bigda hua tha. tiku ki haseen ladkiyon ke sath sath usay gori chamdi wali bhi free me milne lagi to wo jaise sab kuch bhulne laga.bideshi sharab ke sath sath bideshi gori chamdi, vibharu ke din raat maze me guzar rahe the.

bahar ke khel tamashe aur rangeen mahfilen bhi is velly ke rahne walun ne kabhi nahi dekhi thee. wo ek jut hokar yahan thelma ke order par organize ki jaane wale mehfilon ko enjoy karne ke liye aane lage. kabhi dance party to kabhi drink party.


baba ko is sab par bohut dukh tha. baba apne tiku par aisa sab hone nahi dena chahte the. par wo kuch kar nahi pa rahe the. na hi unki age ke dusre kuch kar pa rahe the.

thelma ne hadh cross kar li thi. ab uske hisab dene ka samay aa chuka tha.
mai puri tarah se ladne, marne, maarne ke liye tayar tha. baba ne to mujhe andhere me dekhne layak bana kar mujhe wo hathiyar de dia tha. jo is tiku par kisi ke paas nahi tha. tha to thelma gang ke paas night vision cameras ki surat me tha..


main plan bana chuka tha, mujhe kis andaz me aage badhna ha. maine khub baba se ispar chacha ki thi. baba ne mere plan pra chinta ka izhaar bhi kiya tha aur khushi ka bhi. sath hi mujhe duaen bhi di thee.

izora zurur cheekh padi thi. usay mera plan pasand nahi aaya tha.



dusre din izora apne sathiyon ke sath laut aai. wo aai to bohut khush thi. uske hath me kuch tha. wo mujhe dikhati hui boli:- karan kya yahi ha wo chiz jiski tum baat kar rahe the..

izora ke hath me 3 trasmitter dekh kar main bohut khush hua.. jhapat kar transmitter maine apne hathu me le liye aur unhe ulat pulat kar dekhne laga.

karan:- oooo izora tumne bohut bada kaam kiya ha mera.

baba:- karan beta ye ha kya chiz.

main baba aur izora ko transmitter baare batane laga. fir gufa me door ja kar unse baaten karne lage. dono pahle to dare fir bhaag kar mere paas aa kar bole.. "ye to chamatkar ho gaya. ab hum door rahte hue ek dusre se bat bhi kar sakenge"


jitna transmitter bare mujhe gyan tha, wo maine izora aur baba ko transfer kar dia. hum teeno milkar firse plan par charcha karne lage..



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thelma kamre me bechaini se tahal rahi thi. jabse wo velly me aayi thi. din raat kam me busy rahi thi. ab ja ki kahin usay kuch fursat mili thi. uska mission bohut badhiya se aage badh raha tha. karan ke baad usne kisi se relation nahi banaye the. karan ke liye thelma sach me crazy ho gai thi. karan ko khona nahi chahti thi. fir bhi khona pada. karan bhi zaruri tha aur mission bhi. dono me se ek ko choose karne ka samay aaya to thelma ne mission ko choose kiya.

karan ki maut ke order dete samay usay dukh to bohut hua tha. par iske siva koi aur chara bhi nahi tha uske paas. karan sabko maar dene par tul gaya tha. thelma karan jaise junglee saand ko mana mana kar thak gai thi. par wo samjhne ko tayar hi nahi tha.

mahino beet gaye the thelma se karan ko juda hue. abhi thelma ki yaadon me karan ka basera tha.

ek din pahle usay khabar mili thi, jungle me kisi junglee ko dekha gaya ha. jiska rang kaala ha. sar aur chahre ke baal bohut badhe hue han, jism par reecch ki khaal ha.

jaise hi thelma ne aisa suna tha, uske dil ne chah ki, kaash ye karan ho. karan jaise halaat me usse juda hua tha. thelma ko yakin to nahi tha, ye karan ho sakta ha. fir bhi wo chah karne lagi, kaash karan mara na ho, wo zinda bach gaya ho. aur jis junglee ke baare pata chala ha, wo karan hi ho.

thelma ne apne kai sathiyon ko jungle bhej dia tha, us junglee ki khoj hi nahi karni thi, usay zinda salamat uske saamne laaya jaaye, aisa order bhi dia tha thelma ne..

thelma ka sukh chain sab barbad hoke rah gaya tha. aur wo junglee tha ki ek bar dikhne ke baad gayab hi ho gaya tha.

thelma ke transmitter par halka sound sunai dene laga. jo uske dress me hi tha. thelma transmitter nikal usay onn karti hui uttejna se boli

thelma:- koi khabar mili kya uski.

udhar se:- yes madam! wo humen dikh gaya ha.

thelma khushi se cheekh padi:- dekho, usay kuch hone mat dena. mujhe wo har haal me sahi salamat chahiye.

udhar se:- yes madam!

yahan sham apne time se pahle ho jaya karti thi. shaam se pahle sab us junglee ko liye thelma ke saamne khade the.. junglee puri tarah se rassiyon me jakda hua tha.. zor laga kar, ghurrata hua khud ko un rassiyon se azad karwane ki koshish kar raha tha. thelma bade dhayan se uski ek ek movement aur face expression ko note kar rahi thi. junglee ke moh se sivaye ghurrahton ke kuch nahi nikal raha tha. dekhne me aisa lag raha tha. jaise wo junglee bolna bhulna na janta tha. kuch samjhna na janta ho.

thelma tez kadmon se chalti hui us junglee ke paas jane lagi.

Nice update...

 

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Update:-17

A Few Sentences From The 16th Update.....

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.


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Update:-17




karan:- mujhe hosh me aaye aaj ek hafta ho gaya..

ladki:- toh fir jaao yahan se. baba ki waja se tumhari jaan bach gai. ab yahan rahne ka tumhara koi matlab nahi banta.

nak sikodti wo adhik nafrat se boli thi. uska bass nahi chal raha tha, warna mujhpar thuk bhi deti. itni hi nafrat mujhe uski se jhalakti dikhai di thi.

ladki fir boli:- kismat achhi ha tumhari, jo tum baba ko mil gaye. mujhe mile hote, to ab tak mere sheron ke pet me hote..

uske aise bolte hi dono sher ek sath dahadne lage. jaise dono us ladki ki baat samjh gaye the. ladki garv se dono sheron ke saron par hath ferne lagi.

itne me baba aate dikhai diye. ladki ne piche mud kar dekha.. fir baba se boli

ladki:- baba ise chalta kyu nahi kiya aapne abtak.

baba ladki ke pass aaye aur ladki ko gale se laga kar uska moh chum liya


baba:- izora meri bachhi! shant ho jaao. maine pahle bhi tumse kaha tha. karan dusron jaisa nahi ha. devta ne mere kahe ka maan rakh liya. meri bachi tum karan ke baare me janogi to apne vichar badalne par majbur ho jaogi.


izora.. ummm to iska naam izora tha. kitna alag sa naam tha izora.. pata nahi izora naam ka matlab kya tha, zarur koi khaas matlab hoga izora ka..

izora ke sath aaye dono sher baba ke aate hi side hat gaye the. baba ke saamne jaise wo sammaniya khade ho gaye the. bandar jo pahle izora ke kandhe par tha, ab baba ke kandhe par tha.

baba ki baat ke jawab me izora ki ankhon me mere liye nafrat ke bhav kam nahi hue.

izora:- to iska naam karan ha.

baba:- haan iska naam karan ha. izora beti devta ke banaye sare insan matlabi nahi hote.

izora prashn bhari nazron se baba ko batane lagi. baba short me mere bare me izora ko batane laga. mere bare me baba se sunkar izora ko achambha nahi hua. na hi mere prati uske chahre ke bhav me koi narmi ya badlav aaya.

izora:- dhongi ha ye, ye bhi un kutton ke jaisa tez dimag wala ha. aapko bewaquf bana raha ha ye. huh! lalach me andhe han sab ke sab aur ye bhi unhi ke jaise ha. lalachi, khuni darinda.

fir chakhtara lete hue boli:- baba aaj firse maine 3 ko maar daala.

baba chintit svar me:- izora beti, tum kyu khud ko khatre me daal rahi ho.

izora :- khatra! banta ha to banta rahe. jab tak main bahar se aaye sare kutton ko maar nahi deti, apni tiku(vadi) ko azad nahi karwa leti, main chain se nahi bethne wali hon baba. khun to mera ise dekh kar bhi khol raha ha baba.. mann to kar raha ha, ise bhi inke sathiyon ke jaise cheer phaad dalun.

bada zeher bhara izora ke ek ek shabd me. bhara hona bhi chahiye tha, apne desh me ghus bethiyon ko kon bardasht kar sakta ha. yahan to fir bhi thelma kabza jama chuki thi. aise me itni nafrat to banti hi thi.

main ab tak bhala liye khada izora ko dekh aur sun raha tha. main bhala hilata kuch bolta. dono sher turant satark hue mujhe khuni nazron se ghoorne lage. jaise mai bhale se izora par hamla karne wala hon.

karan:- aisi baat ha to mujhe maar kar apne andar ki aag ko kam kar sakti ha. kya is bhale se meri jaan logi ya apne in paltu sheron se mere tukde tukde karwaogi..

baba:- karan beta, izora guse aur nafrat me hi itni khunkhar dikhti ha. warna ye badi hi masum bachi ha.

maine sheron ko dekha, fir chalta hua izora ke saamne ja pohncha. dono sher meri ankhon me hi dekh rahe the. meri ek ek movement par nazar rakh rahe the. jaise meri ankhon se mere dil me utar kar mere dil ka haal jaan rahe the. wo shaant the, par starak the. main izora ke saamne pohncha aur bhala dono hathu me uthaye uske aage kar dia.

karan:- lo, ye bhala pakdo. ye mat sochna, mai yahan baba ka mahman hon. pahle main tumhara kasurwar hon. apni marzi se na sahi, par main tumhare desh me ghusa to hon. jo saza apne desh me ghusne walun ko dete ho tum log. wahi saza tum mujhe bhi de sakti ho. main thahra pyar ka bhuka ek moorkh ladka. thelma se pyar mila to uske pyar ke jaal me phansta idhar aa nikla. main to saalon se apne parivar se door tha. chahta tha, jald se jald unke paas ja pohnchu. jahan mujhe pyar karne wale kam aur nafrat karne wale zayada the. pahle thelma ka pyar mila, chot khai, ab tumhari nafrat mil rahi ha to ye chot bhi main apne dil par sahn kar lunga. main to mar chuka tha, baba ne mujhe bacha liya. tum ye bhala mere seene me utar kar apne andar ki bhadas ko kam kar sakti ho.

mera lahje me dard sa utar aaya. izora bhala apne hathu me liye mujhe ghoorne lagi. fir bhala phenk kar baba ko dekhne lagi.

baba:- meri bachhi! kya ab bhi tumhara dil karan ko acha sacha aur dukhi insan nahi manta. hamara devta ASHMAR pyar ka devta ha. kya tum nafrat ke chalte pyar ka paath bhul jaogi. bhul gayi, pyar dene wale ko pyar do, nafrat dene wale ko pahle pyar na, na sudhre to usay fir nafrat do. karan pyar ka bana insan ha, usse nafrat karna sahi nahi ha.

izora dheeli pad kar apne sheron ke paas gayi. unke baal sahlati hui boli

ozora:- baba bahar se aane walun ke liye hamare paas sivaye nafrat ke kuch ha bhi to nahi. bahar se aane walun se pyaar karenge to fir hamara ye tiku(desh) hamara nahi rahega. kitne shatir hote han ye. kitni chaturai se inho ne humse hamara desh chheen liya. baba aise me kaise main bahar se aane walun se pyar se baat kar sakti hon. kyu ye log humen hamare hi tiku par chain se rahne nahi dete. kyu bar bar ye hamare tiku me ghus kar hamara sukh chain barbad kar dete han. ab ke aaye to humen hi ghulam bana kar hamare hukamran ban bethe han. aur aap kahte han, mai unse pyar karun. kaise karun baba. mujhse nahi hota aiso se pyar, mujhse nahi hoti aiso se pyar se baat. nafrat ha mujhe in sab se. nafrat ha mujhe isse bhi.

baba chalte hue izora ke paas gaye. bandar mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha.

baba:- meri bachhi! karan hi hamara wo iklota sahara ha, jo un bure logon se humen hamara tiku wapis dilayega. mujhe yakin ha meri bachhi! karan zarur kuch aisa kar guzrega, jiske chalte hamara tiku humen wapis bhi mil jayega aur hinaru firse hamara sardar ban jayega. jo khushiyan humse chhin gai ha, wo sab humen wapis mil jayengi meri bachhi.

mai bhi chup nahi rah saka:- izora main marte marte bacha hon. jab kai goliyan khaa kar khai me gira tha, to jaan gaya tha, mai ab zinda nahi bach sakunga. par bhagwan ne baba ke paas bhej kar mujhe firse zindagi de gi. izora main waade bohut kam kiya karta hon. aur jab koi waada kar leta hon to fir mar kar bhi main apne waade par pura utarta hon. jaise ab bhagwan ne mujhe mere waade par khara utarne ke liye mujhe nayi zindagi di ha. janti ho izora main bachpan se hi ek abnormal ladka tha. ek aisa ladka jiski hasiyat ek tinke se badhkar nahi thi. kuch pyar karne walun ne mere andar prem shakti bhari. meri sahayta ki, fir maine unse waada kiya ki ek din wo bankar lautunga, jaisa kabhi koi bankar nahi lauta hoga. bhagwan ne mujhe wo bana dia, jo kabhi koi sapne me bhi nahi soch sakta tha. jis halat me meri jaan bachi ha, main samjh gaya hon, bhagwan ne meri zindagi me kuch to aisa likha ha, jise mujhe pura karna ha. aur ek baar main zarur apne parivar me laut ke jaunga. bhagwan par mera vishwas pahle se atoot ho gaya ha. kai goliyan lagne aur barf me dafan hone ke baad maine zindagi payi ha izora.

ek waada maine apne dada ji aur sabse kiya tha, ek waada main tumse, baba se karta hon. jab tak mere sharir me khoon ka ek bhi katra baki ha, main ladonga, tab tak ladta rahunga, jab tak tumhe tumhara tiku wapis nahi mil jata. aur mujhe yakin ha, ek din zarur aisa aayega, jis din firse ye tiku tum logo ka ho jayega. ek baar firse pahle jaisi khushiyan hongi charon dishaon me. ek baar fir hinaru sardar banega. ye thakur karan singh ka waada ha tumse aur baba se..

izora mujhe ghoor kar dekh rahi thi. is baar uske bhav mere shabdo ne badal diye the. nafrat ke bhav ja chuke the. wahan ek aas ek ummid dikhai dene lagi thi mujhe.

baba:- izora meri bachi dil se nikli baat asar rakhti ha.. mujhe khushi ha, tumhare dil ne karan ki baaton par yakin kar liya. tumhare dil ne karan ko sacha maan liya. dekho izora meri bachi, tum ab tak kai bahar se aane walun ki jaan le chuki ho. aise tum kitno ki jaan logi. aise humen hamara tiku kabhi wapis nahi mil sakta. devta na karen tujhe kuch ho, agar tujhe kuch hua to main jeete ji mar jaaunga aur tiku bhi humen wapis nahi mil sakega. humen kuch aisa karna hoga, jisme kamyabi ke chances zayada hon.

izora:- karan tum bhi meri tarah akele ho. wo senkdo me han, aur ek ekela kaise into se lad sakta ha. unke paas aag barsane wale hathiyar han. teer se bhi tez aag nikalti ha unke andar se.

izora itni bahadur hote hue bhi guns ki baat karte hue mujhe khaufzada dikhaai di.

karan:- abhi kuch socha nahi ha, jab tak main bhaagta daudne aur ladne layak ho jaunga, tab tak kuch na kuch soch loonga.

izora:- mai bhi chalungi tumhare sath. tum jante ho karan, jungle ke sare darinde aur janwar mera kaha maante han. kyu minni, rasha, kasha tum mera sath doge na meri is jung me..

bandar ka naam minni tha, sheron ka naam rasha, kasha tha.. dono sher izora ki baat samjhte hue dahadne lage. bandar ajib si awazen nikalne laga. baba hasne lage aur main heran hone laga.

karan:- jungle ke aur bhi janwar aur darinde tumhara kaha maante han..

izora garv se:- haan! mai jungli jeevo se baat bhi kar leti ho, mai sabki bhasha jaanti hon. sab mujhe apni mallika samjhte han.

karan:- fir to tum akeli hi saare darindo ke sath leke unpr hamla kar sakti ho..

izora mayusi se boli:- nahi karan! kaash main aisa kar sakti. pahle maine aisa hi kiya tha. par mujhpar tiku ke badon aur sardar ki orr se rok laga di gayi. sardar ka kaha nakara nahi ja sakta. agar mai aisa karti hon to mujhe is tiku se nikaal dia jayega. aisi baat na hui hoti to ab tak sare kutton ko mere paltu janwar cheer phaad kar kha chuke hote.

main is ajib gareeb dikhne wali ladki ko dekhne laga. agar usay chhoot mil jati to akeli hi kafi thi, sabka sarvnash karne ke liye. par ye sab paramparaon me bhi bandhe hue the.

karan:- aise me tum mera sath kya de sakogi. tum apne sardar ki maante hue
kisi ki jaan nahi le sakti.

izora has di:- mere sathi janwar nazron me aa sakte han shikar karte hue. par main to chhup kar hamla kar sakti hon na.. kabhi jungle me koi dikh jaaye to mere ishare par mere ye sathi unhe cheer phaad kar khaa jate han. jab mai sabke beech jati hon to khamoshi se kisi ki jaan le leti hon.

karan:- aise kisi ko tumpar shak pad gaya to

izora:- tiku me aur kai aise han, jo vibharu ko sardar nahi mante. wo bhi vibharu ke khilaf han. wo bhi aisi wardat karte rahte han. aise me mujhpar shak nahi ja sakta. agar hua bhi to mere paas chhupne ke liye bohut se thikane han. raat yahan itna andhera hota ha, koi kisi ko talash hi nahi kar sakta.

baba chintit bhav se izora ko dekhne lage aur main izora ko dilchapsi se dekhne laga. meri zindagi me aane wali izora pahli aisi ladki thi, jo sabse hatkar thi. khunkhaar bhi thi, masum aur ladaki bhi thi. pahli jitni nafrat uske chahre par mere liye thi, ab nafrat ke bhav gaye to mujhe uske chahre par sivaye masumiyat ke kuch dikhai hi nahi de raha tha. guse me bhi wo bohut cute dikh rahi thi..

kuch der aur baaten hoti rahi. baba chinta me aaye izora ko bhashan dene lage. izora hasne lagi, baba se masti karne lagi. izora baba ki ikloti poti thi. izora ke mata pita dono nahi rahe the. ab dono dada poti hi ek dusre ka sahara the. dono ek dusre ko dekh jeete the. baba ne beta aur bahu ko kho dene ke baad yahan rahna shuru kar dia, izora ko jungle me rahna pasand tha. aise uski dosti junglee jeevo se ho gai. izora unki bhasha bhi seekh gai.



agle din main aur izora gufa ke bahar bethe baaten kar rahe the. bandar mere kandhe par betha mere kan se khel raha tha. dono sher ab mujhse prachit ho chuke the. unki khuni ankhon me mere liye aitmad aur pyar jhalakne laga tha. mai unki maalika ka dost jo ban gaya tha.

izora jaisi haseen ladki meri bagal me bethi thi, mera dil jaise jhum raha tha. uske badan ki mahak ko karib se mahsus jo kar pa raha tha main.

izora:- karan tumhara ghar kahan ha.

ab tak maine ghar ke baare me izora ya baba ko kuch nahi bataya tha. izora ne pucha to velly ke dhundle dikhai dene wale jungle ke beecho beech mujhe meri haveli dikhai dene lagi. jahan sab the, mujhse pyar karne wale bhi aur mujhse nafrat karne wale bhi. main gumsum sa hokar apni haveli ke ek ek inch ko niharne laga. dil ki halat ajib si hone lagti thi, jab jab haveli ka zikr aata tha. jab jab haveli ki yaad aati thi. ab to haveli kuch aise mere dimag me ujagar hui. mujhe jaise live dikhai dene lagi. barson se apni haveli se door tha, barson se sab se door tha. dil tadap utha sabse milne ke liye. jahan main tha, wahan se wapis laut pana itna bhi asan nahi tha. kya malum main wapis laut bhi pata ya nahi. kya pata yahan thelma se ladte hue meri jaan hi chali jati.

izora ke bandar ne mera kaan pakad kar maror dia. usay apni maalika ki baat ke jawab me mera uttar nahi sunne ko mila tha. jaise wo bhi mere ghar ke baare me jaanne ke liye bechain ho. main yaadon se to bahar nahi aaya. par izora ko batane laga.

karan:- mera ghar bilaspur district ke sabse sundr ilake me ha. wahan hamari bohut badi haveli ha, jahan mere apne rahte han. dada dadi, bua, fufa aur divya didi..

mere ek ek shabd se hasrat aur mithas tapakne lagi thi. izora mujhe hairat se dekhne lagi. fir uska shock bada.

izora:- ye haveli kya hoti ha karan

main izora ko makan,haveli aur kothi, banglow me antar samjhane laga. izora ke chahre par mujhe shock ke sath sath josh bhi dikhai dene laga. mai uske bepanah sundrta liye chahre ko dekhta hua bata raha tha.

izora:- pata ha karan! jab bhi main baba se bahar ki dunya ki baten sunti hon na, wahan bane unche unche gharon ka sunti hon to dil chahne lagta ha, main bhi kabhi wahan jaa kar sab dekho.

izora hasrat ki tasveer bani bol rahi thi."pata ha karan! bahar se aane wale mujhe sakht na-pasand han. par unse suni kahaniyan itni dilchasp hoti ha, mann karta ha, sunti hi jaaon.

karan:- to fir tumne kitna kuch jana hamari dunya ke bare me.

izora:- zayada nahi.

karan:- kyu?

izora:- mann bechain hone lagta ha. mann karta ha, main apne tiku se nikal bhago aur bahar ki dunya dekhon. badi kashish ha bahari dunya ki. apni orr khenchti ha.

karan:- to isme bura hi kya ha. hamari dunya ke log to puri dharti ko chhaanne nikal padte han. pata ha dharti kitni badi ha.

izora masum chahra liya bade shock se boli."kitni badi ha"

karan:- itni badi ki tumhara ye tiku is dharti par ek zarre ke barabar ha.

izora ka moh khul gaya.. fir wo boli:- itni badi ha ye zameen.

karan:- hahaha.. haan itni hi badi ha ye zameen.

izora:- fir to koi bhi sari zameen ko nahi dekh sakta hoga na.

karan:- haan koi nahi dekh sakta. par kuch sarfire puri zindagi dharti ka chappa chappa dekhne me bita dete han.

izora hasne lagi.

izora:- sach me pagal ha han woh. bhala zindagi aise bekar ke kaamo ke liye thodi na hoti ha.

karan:- fir kis liye hoti ha.

izora nasamjhne wale andaz me:- kya kis liye hoti ha

karan:- zindagi

meri ankhon me shararat utar aai thi. jise wo jaan nahi paai.

izora:- zindagi to.. zindagi to

karan:- haan haan bolo, kya zindagi to? bolo zindagi kaise bitani chahiye.

izora uthti hui:- mujhe nahi pata. chalo chalte han..

bandar uchhal kar firse uske kandhe par beth gaya.. izora uttar nahi de paai thi. kyu nahi de paai thi. ye mai samjh nahi paya tha.

raat ke samay velly me itna andhera ho jaya karta tha, hath ko hath sujhai nahi deta tha. mashalon ki roshni me hi wahan tak dekha ja sakta tha, jahan tak mashal ki roshni jati thi. yahan chand ki kirne nahi utar paati thi. suraj ki tez dhup zarur yahan kuch ujala kar dia karti thi. jis se din ka pata chalta tha.





raat ko gufa ke farsh par lete izora mujhse boli:- karan jab tumhara hath mere sath se lagta ha to mujhe gudgudi si kyu hone lagti ha.

izora mujhse do feet ke fasle par karwat ke bal leti hui thi. uska chahra meri taraf tha. main mashal ki roshni me gufa ki chhat ko tak raha tha. izora ke sharir se uthti garmi mujhe itni door se bhi jhulsaye ja rahi thi. main jism ka bhuka nahi tha. par izora ka sange marmar ke jaisa chamakdar aur mahakta badan mujhe bekhud karne lagta tha. main kuch nahi bola to izora sarak kar mere paas aa gai. maine uski taraf dekha aur sarak kar firse fasla bana gaya.

izora hearni se boli:- kya hua karan, tum door kyu ho gaye. meri baat ka jawab bhi nahi dia.

karan:- izora tum fasla rakh kar leto.

izora aur bhi heran hoke:- kyu? ohh kahin tum mujhse dar to nahi rahe.

karan:- haan dar raha hon main tumse.

izora:- kyu.. isme darne wali konsi baat ha bhala. main khao thodi na jaaungi tumhe.

karan:- tumhare mere sath lagne se mere andar ubaal sa aane lagta ha izora. dar ha kahin mai jhulas hi na jaon.

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bhala aise bhi koi jalta ha kya. karan tum kitne mazakiya ho.. hehehe

main is nadan chhokri ko dekhne laga. pata nahi ye ladki sach me nadan thi, masum thi ya mujhe azma rahi thi.

karan:- tumne abhi kaha, mere sath lagte hi tumhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

izora:- haan! aisa kyu karan. main rasha, kasha, minni aur kai dusre junglee jeevo se bhi milti hon. par mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. baba se milkar bhi mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. tumhare sharir se lagte hi hone lagti ha. aisa kyu ha karan.


kya izora sach me itni seedhi thi. kya ye itna bhi nahi janti thi. kitni sundr thi. kya kabhi kisi ne ise dekh kuch aisa vaisa nahi bola tha. jisse ise is sab baare gyan milta. kya baba ne bhi ise kuch nahi bataya tha. main ulajhne laga.


izora:- karan khamosh mat raho. mujhe meri baaton ke jawab do. kya ha aisa tumhare sharir me. jo mujhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

karan:- theek ha deta hon, tumhare prashno ke uttar. par pahle thoda sa piche sarak jaao tum.


izora sarak kar thodi si door ho gai:- lo maan li tumhari baat.. ab batao.

izora ka andaz utsukta liye hue tha. jaise wo jald se jald jaan jana chahti ho.

karan:- tum hindi bhi janti ho aur english bhi--

izora mujhe tokti garv se boli:- main 2 aur bhashaen bhi thodi thodi janti hon.

karan:- kisse seekhi han tumne itni bhashaen.

izora:- yahan kuch ghulam han, jinse mai seekhi ha.

karan:- matlab tum tiku me sab se milti rahti ho. unse baaten karti rahti ho

izora:- nahi! zayada nahi milti mai kisi se. kyu? tum kyu puch rahe ho

karan:- tumhari kitni saheliyan han

izora:- bohut si han

karan:- khas kitni han.

izora:- khaas matlab?

karan:- jinse tum apne dil ki har baat kar jaao

izora hasti hui:- wo to main har kisi se kar leti hon.

wo boli to thi, par mujhe uski ankhon se laga, jaise wo normal baton se aage na badh saki ho.

karan:- jab ladkiyan apas me mil bethti han to ilake ke mardon ki baaten karti han. kya tum bhi karti rahi ho mardon ki baaten apni saheliyon se.

izora:- ye bhi koi puchne wali baat ha. hum aisi baren karti rahti han.

karan:- to mard aurat ke rishte par bhi tum sab baaten karti rahti hogi.

izora:- kya matlab. mard aurat ka rishta. mard aurat ka kaisa rishta? ohh kahin tum pati patni wali baat to nahi kar rahe.

mai khush hua.. shukar ha kuch to samjhti ha:- haan wahi mera matlab ha.

izora ulajhti hui boli:- us bat ka meri baat se kaisa sambandh. maine puchha tha, mujhe tumhe chhute hi gudgudi kyu hoti.

mera mann chaha apna matha peet loon. masum to thi hi budhhu bhi thi. ladki to jawan baad me hoti, aisi baaten pahle jaan leti ha. par ye to

karan:- pati patni me jo rishta hota ha, uspar tumne kabhi apni saheliyon se koi charcha nahi ki..

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bohut karti han hum. bada maza aaata ha, jab kisi shadi ke baad hum sab milkar pati patni ki baaten karti han to..hehehe sach me karan hamare haan ki shadi par bohut maza aata ha. dulha dulhan ko khub pareshan kia jata ha. hum sab kai kai din tak ye baaten karte hue maze leti rahti han. kabhi dikhaungi main tumhe apne tiku me kisi ki shadi.. bada maza ayega tumhe bhi karan.

hairat ke maare mera moh khul gaya tha. izora sach me bohut masum ladki thi. apni saheliyon se baat bhi karti thi to mard aurat ke rishte ki chhod masti mazak wali baaten karti thi..

ufff ab kaise main ise samjhaun. fir socha ise samjhana zaruri bhi kahan ha. khud se jaan legi kisi se.. nahi to baba se jaan legi. main kyu isse apna sar phodon. kahin mai ise sab batane ke chakkar me bahak hi na jaaun. shukar ha, mere dil ki halat uske masum chahre aur sawalon par kabu me aa gai thi. dhadkan aur khun ki raftar ab normal thi. wo masum thi aur main bhi chhichhora nahi tha. par uski kurbat mere sharir ko zarur aanch dene lagi thi. jawani kaisi baagh-o-bahar hoti ha, mai jaan chuka tha. izora masum bulbul thi, nahi jaanti thi. aise main uska najayaz fayda nahi uthana chahta tha. galati se bhi nahi. par galati to kisi se bhi ho jaya karti ha. bhale hi main sanskari tha. thakur parivar se tha. izzat, maan maryada ssab jaanta tha. par tha to main ek mard hi. kai dino tak regular thelma ki garm aaghosh ke maze leta aaya tha. ab mahino se garm aaghosh se door tha. sharir me ubal to uthne hi the. izora ke sharir ki garmi mere sabar ko azma rahi thi.


aise hi baaten karte karte hum dono ko nind aa gai. wo firse mere karib nahi aai thi. main usay uska mann ko santushti dene wala koi bhi uttar nahi de saka tha.

raat ka jaane konsa pahr tha. mujhe apne seene par kuch mahsus hua. meri ankh khul gai. pata chala, izora sarak kar mujhse lag kar so rahi thi. uska ek hath mere seene par tha. main ghabra gaya. kahin baba ne dekh lia to kahin mere baare bura na sochne lagen. maine izora ka hath pakad kar apne seene se hata dia.. fir sarak kar izora ke kuch door ho gaya. mashal ki roshni me so rahi izora kitni masum dikhai de rahi thi. itni masumiyat shayad dunya me maujud kisi ladki ke hisse me nahi aai thi. main itni junglee ladki ki masumiyat ko kaise khatam kar sakta tha. kuch door hua main usay niharne laga.

kuch der guzri izora ka hath firse harkat me aaya. jaise wo apne hath mere seene par rakhna chahti ho. jab uska hath gufa ke farsh par pada to jaise kuch tatolne lagi. usay mera garm seene mahsus nahi hua to uski bhi ankh khul gai. wo jhat se uthi aur mujhe dekhne lagi.

izora:- karan itni door kyu chale gaye tum. paas aao na. mujhe tumhare sath lag kar sone me bada maza aa raha tha.

karan:- nahi izora, ye sahi nahi ha.

izora zidd karti hui:- mujhe sahi galt ka nahi pata karan, tum bass mere paas aa jaao. nahi aaoge to mai aa jati hon. wo sarak kar mere paas aai gai. mujhe lita kar khud let gayi aur mere seene par hath rakh kar bhari saanse lene lagi. nind uski ankhon me thi. jald hi wo firse nind ki haseen vadiyon me gum jaane kaise kaise sapne dekhne lagi.

meri halat jo pahle kuch control me thi, mere control se bahar hone lagi. sharir ke andar jaise hazaron volt current daudne laga tha. jiska asar jane kahan kahan hone laga tha. mai sar jhatak kar apne dimag me aa rahe gande vicharon ko bhagane laga. warna itni haseen bagal me leti ho, uska ek haath aapke seene par ho, kaise ap khud se lad sakte han. wo raat meri zindagi ki sabar azma aur bohut hi lambi raat thi. ek pal ke liye bhi mai so nahi saka tha. dar tha, kahin meri aankh lage aur main izora ko thelma samjh kar koi galati na kar jaaon. izora ko tok bhi sakta tha, na maanti to sakhti se usay khud se door bhi kar sakta tha. par aisa karne ko mera dil nahi mana.
jitni khunkhar thi, utni hi masum bhi thi. jitni payari thi, utna hi uska narm bhi narm tha. mujhpar bharosa na hota to itne karib bhi na aati wo mere.

ya shayad wo aisi baton se sach me anjan thi.

agle din maine baba se pooch liya:- baba izora sach me itni hi masum ha, jitni ki dikhti ha.

baba meri baat kar dhimi andaz me has diye:- karan beta, mai samjh sakta hon tum kis bina par aisa bol rahe ho. mai kal se tumhe note kar raha hon. izora ke tumhare paas rahne se tum khud me bechaini mahsus kar rahe ho. uska sath tumhe acha bhi lag raha ha aur darr bhi rahe ho tum. kahin kuch galat na ho jaaye. kyu aisi hi baat ha na.

main sharmindgi se sar jhuka kar:- ji baba! yahi baat ha.

baba:- karan beta, maine kaha tha, guse aur nafrat me izora jitni khatarnak ha, nafrat bhula de to utni hi masum bhi ban jati ha. usay sach me dunyadari ka sara gyan nahi ha. aur fir mujhe tumpar pura vishwaas bhi ha. ankhen aur chahra dekh kar main dil ka haal jan leta hon.

karan:- baba ye to galat ha na. usay sab pata hona chahiye. aapne ya kisi ne bhi usay aisa kuch nahi bataya.

baba:- mai to usay aisa kuch bhi batane se raha. haan maine isharo me usay apni sakhiyon se sab jaanne ko kaha bhi tha. par wo samjh nahi pai. main boodha hon, sharam wala hon karan beta, tiku ki ladkiyon aurton se nahi bol sakta tha, meri izora ko gyan de den. aur fir izora ko sabke beech rahne se junglon me jeevo ke beech rahna zayada pasand ha. isliye bhi wo is sab se anjaan rahi. tabhi to itni masum ha. jaise jeev masum hote han, aise hi meri izora bhi masum ha.

main baba se sab sunkar heran bhi tha aur pareshan bhi. baba ne mujhe daurahe par la khada kar dia tha. main mitti ka bana putla tha. bhavanaon bhara mera dil tha. sharir ko nari sukh ka pura pura gyan tha. kahun to mai sex par Phd kar chuka tha. kaise izora jaisi ladki ki kurbat paate hue mai khud ko sambhal sakta tha. meri zindagi me do hi mahilaen mere karib aayi thi. ek sugandha chachi aur dusri thelma. dono ke sath rahte main har hadh paar kar gaya tha... teesri izora thi, jo mujhse lipat chuki thi. aur main usay hath bhi nahi laga paya tha. jabki puri raat main tadapta machalta raha tha. usay bahun me bhar lene ko bekarar raha tha. izora ke baat ne meri jaan sooli par latka di thi.




baki aane wale din mere liye parikshaon bhare the. baba ko jaise mujhpar pura aitbar tha. jo izora ko mujhse door hone ko nahi kaha tha. ya shayad wo izora aur mere liye kuch aur soch chuke the. izora ka pyar mere dil me utra ki nahi, main nahi janta. par uske badan ki garmi kuch aisi mere andar utri, main izora ka aadi hone laga. kabhi wo mera hath pakad leti, kabhi mai uska hath pakad leta. wo mera hath pakad kar mujhse bola karti.

izora:- karan mere dil me meetha meetha sa ahsas kyu hone laga ha. karan ye sab kya ha. kyu tumhe chhote hi mere sharir aur dil me gudgudi hone lagti ha. mann halka aur shaant rahne lagta ha. kyu mera dil chahta ha, main bar bar tumhara hath thaame rahun.

jab izora aisa bola karti thi to meri ankhon me dekh bola karti. uski ankhon me badalte rang main dekh jaya karta. par usay koi bhi dhang ka jawab mai nahi de pata tha. deta to mai bahak jata. agar bahak jata to shayad har hadh paar jata. aise me izora ke chahre par bhali lagne wali masumiyat kahin kho jaati. jo main nahi kabhi nahi chahta tha.

dusra ek sach ye bhi tha. mera mann hone lagta, main bethe bethe izora ko apni bahun me bhar kar itne zor se bhenchu ki izora ke sharir ke kadake nikal jayen.. nasha jab sar chadh kar bolne lage to kuch aisi hi halat ho jaya karti ha.

sex ke liye main bechain tha ki nahi, par izora ko bahun me bhar kar khub pyar karne ke liye mann bechain hone lagta tha.

aise hi din raat beet rahe the. kabhi raat sukun se guzarti to kabhi raat raat bhar jaag ke kaatni padti. izora ko aisi lat lagi, usay mujhse lipte bina, mere sharir ki garmi ko apne sharir me transfer kiye bina nind hi nahi aati thi. uske bhari vaksh kabhi kabhi adhe se zayada bahar nikal aya karte the. jinki khushbu mere liye agni pariksha ban jaati. kabhi uski ek taang meri tangon ke beech ke saman par aa jaya karti. shukar tha, ki us samay izora gahri nind me hoti thi. warna mere khade aur phool kar sakht hue lund ko mahsus kar leti.

mere jism par bhi ab ek reecch ki khaal har samay rahti thi. yahan ke rahne wale aise hi kapde pahna karte the. reejh ki sakht khaal me mera lund dab jaya karta tha. aur mujhe khub pareshan kiya karta tha.

baba saath saath mujhpar bhi mahnat kar rahe the. roz mere sharir ki maalish karte. mujhe kabhi kuch peene ko dete, to kabhi kuch khaane ko. jo har bar badla hota tha.

mujhe hosh aaye 45 din beet chuke the. mahino se badhi beard ne mujhe ab asli junglee bana dia tha. sharir par reechh ki khaal ki kami thi pahle. ab wo bhi puri ho chuki thi. thakur karan singh asli junglee wahshi ban chuka tha.


raat hui to baba mujhse kuch fasle par khade hoke mujhse bole:- karan beta, dekho to mere hath me kya ha.

main ab ghar ko kam aur thelma ko zayada socha karta tha. thelma ke khilaf kaise aage badhne ha, main plan bana chuka tha. ab bhi mai thelma ko hi soch raha tha. baba ki awaz par mai chaunka aur baba ko dekh dhire se has pada

karan:- kyaa baba, aap bhi is umar me masti karne lage. main andha thodi na hon, jo mujhe kuch dikhai nahi dega. aapke hath me sabz rang ka pathar ha.

baba ne jab agli baat kahi to main jhatka kha kar uth khada hua aur idhar udhar dekhne laga.. baba ne kaha tha.."karan beta dekho to mashal abhi bhi wahi ha ya uski jaga badal di gai ha"

maine dekha to dekh kar chaunk gaya. mashal apni jaga par maujud thi. par wo bujhi hui thi. matlab gufa me andhere ka raj tha. mujhe mashal andhere me bhi saaf dikhai de rahi thi. main ghum fir kar gufa me charon orr dekhne laga. karib ki har chiz mujhe clear dikhai de rahi thi. main jaise khushi aur hairat ke maare pagal hone laga.

karan:- baaaaaabaaaaaaaa.. baba.. baba ye sab kya ha baba. baba mai itne andhere me kaise dekhne laga baba. baba ye kaisa chamakta ha.

main bepanah josh me aata hua bhaag kar baba ke hath thaam gaya. baba hasne lage.

karan:- baba! main kuch samjh nahi pa raha. baba aise kaise ho sakta ha. bhala meri ankhen andhere me dekhne ke kaabil kaise ho sakti ha. baba main insan hon, koi janwar nahi. andhere me to keval kuch jeev hi dekh sakte han..

baba:- dheeraj karan beta.. dheeraj.. maine kaha tha main is tiku ka scientist bhi hon. barson se main tarah tarah ki chizon par research kar raha hon. ye bhi mera ek aavishkar ha karan beta. aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha jo tumhari dunya ke liye ashchayajanak ha. karan beta, jis maksad ke liye tum nikalne wale ho, wo maksad bohut bada ha, bohut samay bhi lag sakta ha tumhe.. main nahi chahta, tumhe kuch ho. ye chahta hon, tum safalta paa kar lauto. tumhe apne ghar bhi lautna ha. najane kitna samay aur lag jaaye. meri iccha ha, tum jald se jald apni maksad me safalta paa jao.


baba fir mujhe batane lage, kaise wo itne dino se meri ankhen andhere me dekhne layak banane ke liye mujhe kya kuch khilate, pilate aaye the. ab main us pathar ke baare me bhi jaan gaya tha. jo baba ke hath me tha. wo bohut hi narm pathar tha. baba us pathar ko koot kar usme kuch mila kar surma banaya karte the. wahi surma mai ankhon me daala karta tha. mai apni ankhon me kuch badlav to mahsus karta aa raha tha. par ye nahi pata tha, baba aisa chamatkar karenge, mujhe ek badi skill bhent kar denge..


main bohut khush thi, billi se bhi tez nigaah ho gai thi meri ab to. andhere me bhi din ke jaise mujhe dikhaai dene laga tha. main khushi se
jhumta gufa ke bahar jaane laga. baba bhi haste hue mere piche aane lage. izora 2 din se yahan par nahi thi. maine usay ek kaam ke liye kaha tha. wahi kaam karne nikli hui thi wo..

maine bahar nikal kar dekha to aisa laga. aahh meri ankhen to night vision camera se bhi adhik clear dekh pa rahi thi. thelma ke sath rahte maine kai camera dekhe the. hum dono milkar door door ka nazara kiya karte the.


baba dard bhare lahje me bole:- 8 mahine ho gaye karan beta, papiyon ko tiku par kabza kiye hue. karan beta, is beech yahan ke rahne walun ke na keval khatre badh gaye han, balki yahan ki izzaten bhi khatre me aa gai han.

mujhe thelma par gusa aane laga baba ki is baat par. dhire dhire wo gori chamdi wali is gupt ghati ko europe banane ki koshish me lag gai thi. jaisa har jaga hota ha. kuch log pabandiyon ka shikar hote han. wo majbur hote han, jab wo majbur nahi rahte to khul kar jeene ki mang karne lagte han. yahan bhi aisa hi hona shuru ho gaya tha. yahan bhi kuch buri aurten thi to kuch bure mard. wo azadi se jeene ki maang karne lage. sardar vibharu to khud bigda hua tha. tiku ki haseen ladkiyon ke sath sath usay gori chamdi wali bhi free me milne lagi to wo jaise sab kuch bhulne laga.bideshi sharab ke sath sath bideshi gori chamdi, vibharu ke din raat maze me guzar rahe the.

bahar ke khel tamashe aur rangeen mahfilen bhi is velly ke rahne walun ne kabhi nahi dekhi thee. wo ek jut hokar yahan thelma ke order par organize ki jaane wale mehfilon ko enjoy karne ke liye aane lage. kabhi dance party to kabhi drink party.


baba ko is sab par bohut dukh tha. baba apne tiku par aisa sab hone nahi dena chahte the. par wo kuch kar nahi pa rahe the. na hi unki age ke dusre kuch kar pa rahe the.

thelma ne hadh cross kar li thi. ab uske hisab dene ka samay aa chuka tha.
mai puri tarah se ladne, marne, maarne ke liye tayar tha. baba ne to mujhe andhere me dekhne layak bana kar mujhe wo hathiyar de dia tha. jo is tiku par kisi ke paas nahi tha. tha to thelma gang ke paas night vision cameras ki surat me tha..


main plan bana chuka tha, mujhe kis andaz me aage badhna ha. maine khub baba se ispar chacha ki thi. baba ne mere plan pra chinta ka izhaar bhi kiya tha aur khushi ka bhi. sath hi mujhe duaen bhi di thee.

izora zurur cheekh padi thi. usay mera plan pasand nahi aaya tha.



dusre din izora apne sathiyon ke sath laut aai. wo aai to bohut khush thi. uske hath me kuch tha. wo mujhe dikhati hui boli:- karan kya yahi ha wo chiz jiski tum baat kar rahe the..

izora ke hath me 3 trasmitter dekh kar main bohut khush hua.. jhapat kar transmitter maine apne hathu me le liye aur unhe ulat pulat kar dekhne laga.

karan:- oooo izora tumne bohut bada kaam kiya ha mera.

baba:- karan beta ye ha kya chiz.

main baba aur izora ko transmitter baare batane laga. fir gufa me door ja kar unse baaten karne lage. dono pahle to dare fir bhaag kar mere paas aa kar bole.. "ye to chamatkar ho gaya. ab hum door rahte hue ek dusre se bat bhi kar sakenge"


jitna transmitter bare mujhe gyan tha, wo maine izora aur baba ko transfer kar dia. hum teeno milkar firse plan par charcha karne lage..



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thelma kamre me bechaini se tahal rahi thi. jabse wo velly me aayi thi. din raat kam me busy rahi thi. ab ja ki kahin usay kuch fursat mili thi. uska mission bohut badhiya se aage badh raha tha. karan ke baad usne kisi se relation nahi banaye the. karan ke liye thelma sach me crazy ho gai thi. karan ko khona nahi chahti thi. fir bhi khona pada. karan bhi zaruri tha aur mission bhi. dono me se ek ko choose karne ka samay aaya to thelma ne mission ko choose kiya.

karan ki maut ke order dete samay usay dukh to bohut hua tha. par iske siva koi aur chara bhi nahi tha uske paas. karan sabko maar dene par tul gaya tha. thelma karan jaise junglee saand ko mana mana kar thak gai thi. par wo samjhne ko tayar hi nahi tha.

mahino beet gaye the thelma se karan ko juda hue. abhi thelma ki yaadon me karan ka basera tha.

ek din pahle usay khabar mili thi, jungle me kisi junglee ko dekha gaya ha. jiska rang kaala ha. sar aur chahre ke baal bohut badhe hue han, jism par reecch ki khaal ha.

jaise hi thelma ne aisa suna tha, uske dil ne chah ki, kaash ye karan ho. karan jaise halaat me usse juda hua tha. thelma ko yakin to nahi tha, ye karan ho sakta ha. fir bhi wo chah karne lagi, kaash karan mara na ho, wo zinda bach gaya ho. aur jis junglee ke baare pata chala ha, wo karan hi ho.

thelma ne apne kai sathiyon ko jungle bhej dia tha, us junglee ki khoj hi nahi karni thi, usay zinda salamat uske saamne laaya jaaye, aisa order bhi dia tha thelma ne..

thelma ka sukh chain sab barbad hoke rah gaya tha. aur wo junglee tha ki ek bar dikhne ke baad gayab hi ho gaya tha.

thelma ke transmitter par halka sound sunai dene laga. jo uske dress me hi tha. thelma transmitter nikal usay onn karti hui uttejna se boli

thelma:- koi khabar mili kya uski.

udhar se:- yes madam! wo humen dikh gaya ha.

thelma khushi se cheekh padi:- dekho, usay kuch hone mat dena. mujhe wo har haal me sahi salamat chahiye.

udhar se:- yes madam!

yahan sham apne time se pahle ho jaya karti thi. shaam se pahle sab us junglee ko liye thelma ke saamne khade the.. junglee puri tarah se rassiyon me jakda hua tha.. zor laga kar, ghurrata hua khud ko un rassiyon se azad karwane ki koshish kar raha tha. thelma bade dhayan se uski ek ek movement aur face expression ko note kar rahi thi. junglee ke moh se sivaye ghurrahton ke kuch nahi nikal raha tha. dekhne me aisa lag raha tha. jaise wo junglee bolna bhulna na janta tha. kuch samjhna na janta ho.

thelma tez kadmon se chalti hui us junglee ke paas jane lagi.

Karan ki kamzori pyar hi orek Baar fir use ek ladki pyar kerne lagi halanki abhi use isbare ziada kuch maloom nahi badi masoom h lekin khaternaak bhi h Izora
Baba n tow chamatkar ker dia Karan ki aankho m Raat k andhero m dikhne wala
Baherhal dekhte h kaise nipatta h Karan Thelma se
Shaandar lajawab update bhai

 

[Amresh Puri]

Mind blowing update Bhai

dhanyavad bro

 

[Amresh Puri]

Mast update h bhai...

dhanyavad bhai

 

[Amresh Puri]

Amazing nd awesome update

shukriya hiakarji