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Dear readers,
I must confess that this tale isn't one born from my own experiences or imagination alone. Many years ago, I stumbled upon a similar story in my native tongue, one that captivated me with its raw emotions and forbidden tensions. It lingered in my mind, evolving over time, and now I've chosen to retell it here in English, weaving in a few subtle changes to make it feel fresh while preserving its essence. Think of it as my humble offering—a glimpse into desires that simmer beneath the surface of everyday life. I hope you enjoy this rendition as much as I did rediscovering it.
- Shyamala

A Mind Immersed in Lust - Part 1
This morning, my father-in-law's question kept playing in my mind. Even though he asked it in such a soft voice, as if it were just a simple desire, I never imagined it would be something so complicated. He told me to think about it until 8 PM tonight, and that any answer would be fine, before heading out. I have to decide by the time he returns—yes or no.
About me: I'm Shyamala, a school teacher. I'm 38 years old. It's been 12 years since my marriage. I have a loving husband, Arjun, who is a professor at an art college. We have two daughters—one in seventh grade and the other in fourth—at a nearby private school. Since Arjun is an artist, our home is filled with his paintings, delighting anyone who sees them.
Our daughters usually spend from 5 to 8 PM every day at their friend's house next door, playing and studying before coming back.
In these 12 years of married life, Arjun has never disappointed me even once. He turns every night into something pleasurable with his appreciative nature. He always insists I wear sarees at home... saying that's what suits me best. Even after coming back from school, I change into another light saree—that's the habit now. The way my body shows through that thin saree is something Arjun still enjoys.
My 36-inch breasts, bulging out from the jacket without a bra underneath the thin saree, and the slight bulge of my belly with the navel visible below—Arjun says without fail that any man who sees it would want to experience me at least once. Every time he says that, it creates a tingling sensation in me, traveling from my lower belly to my mound without panties. I'd playfully scold him, saying, "How can you talk like that to your wife?" But beyond that, I've never thought about being with another man.
My father-in-law—let's call him Rajan—used to visit us occasionally before, but now he's staying with us permanently. He lived in the village with his wife, but after she passed away, he couldn't stay there anymore, lost in memories of her. We knew about it, so Arjun and I insisted, and for the past two months, he's been with us. He doesn't cause any trouble—he plays with the kids, goes for walks outside, and passes the time that way.
What he asked me this morning shocked me completely. This morning...
"Here, have your coffee," I said, turning around...
"Just a minute... I need to talk to you..." He stood up from where he was sitting.
I was heading to the kitchen but turned back and stood. "What is it? Tell me..."
Without looking into my eyes, staring at the floor... "Well... how do I say this to you..."
"Why hesitate with me? Just say it..."
"It's... last night, your bedroom door wasn't closed..."
As he said it, it hit me—I had forgotten to close the door last night. Cursing myself inwardly... "Oh, I must have fallen asleep like that..."
Still looking at the floor, "No... you weren't asleep... I accidentally saw through the open door..."
When he said that, I quickly adjusted my pallu and turned my back to him... My tongue went dry, not knowing what to say. Last night, the image of me and Arjun breathless in bed, completely naked, flashed before my eyes...
My father-in-law cleared his throat a bit and continued, "Without thinking of you as my son and daughter-in-law, in that moment, I just kept watching you two like that without realizing... I thought I should apologize... but..."
As he kept talking, my intuition told me this was heading somewhere unexpected. My heartbeat quickened. I stood there tensely, without turning, wondering what he was about to say.
After a short pause, he continued. "But... forgetting you're my daughter-in-law, I admired your naked beauty last night, and it's still right in front of my eyes... I'm not looking up at you now... I'm staring at the floor. If I look at you, even with the saree on, all I see is your naked body..."
As he said that, I felt like I was truly naked and hugged myself tighter. My father-in-law, who I'd never heard speak so boldly, talking about my naked body like this was a huge shock. My tongue stuck, refusing to let me speak.
"After my wife—your mother-in-law—I've never looked at anyone like this and lost myself. Since she passed, last night was the first time I felt my desires awaken... Thinking about you, I couldn't sleep all night..."
Oh no, the man I thought of like a father, and I've aroused him like this. My eyes welled up a little.
He kept going... "I didn't sleep because of thoughts of you, but thinking about you, I... I..." He hesitated a bit, then said, "I didn't touch myself thinking about you..."
I couldn't bear to hear it and covered my ears.
After two minutes of dead silence, he continued. "I do want to do that... but... in front of you, while looking at you..."
I felt a bit dizzy and slowly sat on the nearby sofa.
"Forgive me... It's been so long since I've had a desire like this... And it came after seeing my daughter-in-law... That's why I'm asking you directly... Think from my side. If my desire seems fair to you, give your consent. If not, if you see me as just a pervert, you don't need to say anything. I'll understand. After that, I won't stay in this house... I won't bother you... I'm going to my daughter Priya's house and will be back by 8 PM tonight... Think until then... Forgive me again for asking you like this..."
He said it and left without me noticing when. When I wiped my teary eyes and looked, my pallu had fallen completely, and half my breasts were spilling out of the jacket as if about to fall. My mind told me he must have seen that too before leaving.
I sat there like that for a long time, slowly recovering from the shock, focusing on household chores. Since it was Saturday, the kids came home by afternoon from school. I served them lunch, but I had no appetite, so I lay down with my eyes closed, thinking about what my father-in-law had asked.
Did he see me completely? How, in that dim light? Did he see my breasts, my nipples? Did my hairy mound catch his eye? Like Arjun often says, did seeing me make him want to experience me? But he said he only wants to touch himself while looking at me—how? With all these thoughts, without realizing, my hand was caressing my breasts over the pallu. Suddenly snapping back, I thought, "What am I doing?" I scolded myself, got up, washed my face, and sank back into thinking about what answer to give my father-in-law...
(To be continued)
I must confess that this tale isn't one born from my own experiences or imagination alone. Many years ago, I stumbled upon a similar story in my native tongue, one that captivated me with its raw emotions and forbidden tensions. It lingered in my mind, evolving over time, and now I've chosen to retell it here in English, weaving in a few subtle changes to make it feel fresh while preserving its essence. Think of it as my humble offering—a glimpse into desires that simmer beneath the surface of everyday life. I hope you enjoy this rendition as much as I did rediscovering it.
- Shyamala

A Mind Immersed in Lust - Part 1
This morning, my father-in-law's question kept playing in my mind. Even though he asked it in such a soft voice, as if it were just a simple desire, I never imagined it would be something so complicated. He told me to think about it until 8 PM tonight, and that any answer would be fine, before heading out. I have to decide by the time he returns—yes or no.
About me: I'm Shyamala, a school teacher. I'm 38 years old. It's been 12 years since my marriage. I have a loving husband, Arjun, who is a professor at an art college. We have two daughters—one in seventh grade and the other in fourth—at a nearby private school. Since Arjun is an artist, our home is filled with his paintings, delighting anyone who sees them.
Our daughters usually spend from 5 to 8 PM every day at their friend's house next door, playing and studying before coming back.
In these 12 years of married life, Arjun has never disappointed me even once. He turns every night into something pleasurable with his appreciative nature. He always insists I wear sarees at home... saying that's what suits me best. Even after coming back from school, I change into another light saree—that's the habit now. The way my body shows through that thin saree is something Arjun still enjoys.
My 36-inch breasts, bulging out from the jacket without a bra underneath the thin saree, and the slight bulge of my belly with the navel visible below—Arjun says without fail that any man who sees it would want to experience me at least once. Every time he says that, it creates a tingling sensation in me, traveling from my lower belly to my mound without panties. I'd playfully scold him, saying, "How can you talk like that to your wife?" But beyond that, I've never thought about being with another man.
My father-in-law—let's call him Rajan—used to visit us occasionally before, but now he's staying with us permanently. He lived in the village with his wife, but after she passed away, he couldn't stay there anymore, lost in memories of her. We knew about it, so Arjun and I insisted, and for the past two months, he's been with us. He doesn't cause any trouble—he plays with the kids, goes for walks outside, and passes the time that way.
What he asked me this morning shocked me completely. This morning...
"Here, have your coffee," I said, turning around...
"Just a minute... I need to talk to you..." He stood up from where he was sitting.
I was heading to the kitchen but turned back and stood. "What is it? Tell me..."
Without looking into my eyes, staring at the floor... "Well... how do I say this to you..."
"Why hesitate with me? Just say it..."
"It's... last night, your bedroom door wasn't closed..."
As he said it, it hit me—I had forgotten to close the door last night. Cursing myself inwardly... "Oh, I must have fallen asleep like that..."
Still looking at the floor, "No... you weren't asleep... I accidentally saw through the open door..."
When he said that, I quickly adjusted my pallu and turned my back to him... My tongue went dry, not knowing what to say. Last night, the image of me and Arjun breathless in bed, completely naked, flashed before my eyes...
My father-in-law cleared his throat a bit and continued, "Without thinking of you as my son and daughter-in-law, in that moment, I just kept watching you two like that without realizing... I thought I should apologize... but..."
As he kept talking, my intuition told me this was heading somewhere unexpected. My heartbeat quickened. I stood there tensely, without turning, wondering what he was about to say.
After a short pause, he continued. "But... forgetting you're my daughter-in-law, I admired your naked beauty last night, and it's still right in front of my eyes... I'm not looking up at you now... I'm staring at the floor. If I look at you, even with the saree on, all I see is your naked body..."
As he said that, I felt like I was truly naked and hugged myself tighter. My father-in-law, who I'd never heard speak so boldly, talking about my naked body like this was a huge shock. My tongue stuck, refusing to let me speak.
"After my wife—your mother-in-law—I've never looked at anyone like this and lost myself. Since she passed, last night was the first time I felt my desires awaken... Thinking about you, I couldn't sleep all night..."
Oh no, the man I thought of like a father, and I've aroused him like this. My eyes welled up a little.
He kept going... "I didn't sleep because of thoughts of you, but thinking about you, I... I..." He hesitated a bit, then said, "I didn't touch myself thinking about you..."
I couldn't bear to hear it and covered my ears.
After two minutes of dead silence, he continued. "I do want to do that... but... in front of you, while looking at you..."
I felt a bit dizzy and slowly sat on the nearby sofa.
"Forgive me... It's been so long since I've had a desire like this... And it came after seeing my daughter-in-law... That's why I'm asking you directly... Think from my side. If my desire seems fair to you, give your consent. If not, if you see me as just a pervert, you don't need to say anything. I'll understand. After that, I won't stay in this house... I won't bother you... I'm going to my daughter Priya's house and will be back by 8 PM tonight... Think until then... Forgive me again for asking you like this..."
He said it and left without me noticing when. When I wiped my teary eyes and looked, my pallu had fallen completely, and half my breasts were spilling out of the jacket as if about to fall. My mind told me he must have seen that too before leaving.
I sat there like that for a long time, slowly recovering from the shock, focusing on household chores. Since it was Saturday, the kids came home by afternoon from school. I served them lunch, but I had no appetite, so I lay down with my eyes closed, thinking about what my father-in-law had asked.
Did he see me completely? How, in that dim light? Did he see my breasts, my nipples? Did my hairy mound catch his eye? Like Arjun often says, did seeing me make him want to experience me? But he said he only wants to touch himself while looking at me—how? With all these thoughts, without realizing, my hand was caressing my breasts over the pallu. Suddenly snapping back, I thought, "What am I doing?" I scolded myself, got up, washed my face, and sank back into thinking about what answer to give my father-in-law...
(To be continued)